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is the character you drew just recently a new character for colorquest?? or not?? and what's their name??
I don't know what she's for if anything yet, she was just a design that crossed my mind. Unlike most doodle designs I do though, she might stick around because I have already named her: Mia!
#mia lovehart was the name specifically that went through my head while drawing her#too sweet of a name maybe all together? idk. i dont know if i care SBDBFBFBSBS#ive been wanting to draw her out digitally but ive been busy since the day i got home >_<#to anyone reading these tags. i dunno!!! should i do anything with her.#does she feel like she could be anything. because i really can't decide if i should use her in something#or if i should just shelf her
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KDJ gets bored when HSY works from home.
Birb Daddy AU
#dietmimo doodles#birb daddy au#orv#some perspective and framing practice#HSY's home office is partially underwater#she's totally a disn*y princess cuz she can talk to the sea creatures to gather intel on the state of the water ways#her lap is also the best napping spot that biyoo often calls dibs#even tho her hair is short KDJ finds a way to put as many tiny pigtails in her hair as possible#i'd love to try and render and color this one day but dear gosh right now i'm just happy I'm done with lineart#i should upload the timelapse video one day but the video is already over 9min#most of it is just grid lines and me trying to get stuff in perspective#I should have saved all the grid lines I drew#I was pushing 60 layers on this thing JUST BECAUSE OF HOW NITPICKING I WAS WITH GETTING THE PERSPECTIVE RIGHT#don't get me started on the back shelf that's half covered in the end#or the plants#OR THAT EFFING CHAIR#The easiest thing was probably the fish and even that was a struggle because WHAT EVEN ARE FISH#are sharks considered fish??? ANYWAY#this was both the most relaxing yet vexing thing i've drawn so far#i'm proud of it LOL
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Potential March Reads
Wandering by Loren G. Warnemunde
Spe Salvi by Pope Benedict XVI
The Secret Garden by Frances Hodgson Burnett
The Heir and the Spare by Kate Stradling (plus Maid and Minstrel and/or Brine and Bone)
The Lord of the Rings by J.R.R. Tolkien
The Light Princess by George Macdonald
The Hunger Games trilogy (and possible Sunrise on the Reaping by Suzanne Collins)
#monthly reading lists#books#i'm hoping to read the first two before my ebook ban starts on wednesday#i've got a physical copy of the third book in warnemunde's trilogy on my shelf#it'll be a perfect lent read but i have to make sure i finish book 2 first#i've gone from 30% to 60% in the past day so i should be able to finish#(it got better once i pushed through the overly-detailed explanations of the political situation)#i've got to read benedict's second encyclical now that i've read the first#i should be able to fit it in before wednesday#i heard 'the secret garden' mentioned and it seems like an excellent time for a reread#(especially since rebekah's going to be posting about it)#the heir and the spare is a lenten must-read#i've been making myself wait for weeks now#(and after reading one of her books i always need a second so i've got the novellas on hand)#i *really* would like to be able to read the mount doom chapter on the feast of the annunciation#i doubt i'll be able to squeeze in a full-series reread before then#so i may just reread that chapter on the day#i heard 'the light princess' mentioned and felt it was the perfect time of year for a reread#and i'll finally read my illustrated copy!#considering rereading thg trilogy before the prequel arrives#i doubt it will happen#i'm not sure i'll finish the new book before the end of the month#depends how much of a chonker it is#there are other things on my shelf that *aren't* rereads that i may get to#but the rereads are what are sticking out to me right now#i'll wait and see what else appeals to me as the month goes on
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you ever just think about how acele sold her headphones to get some extra money and get sad... and then imagine/hope to god that she sold it to roy and that he was kind enough to set it aside until she could buy them back
#i had a whole comic idea roughly planned out where she comes in to sell her headphones and is kinda put out abt it#and at first roy just treats it like any other transaction- gives it a once over. looks good. you got a deal#she leaves and he decides he should fix it up some before it goes on the shelf. and time passes#he keeps coming up with other things that need to be fixed/cleaned up#until eventually theres nothing left to do but put it on the shelf. so he does. but when someone asks abt it he just says its not for sale#idk. i want to see martinaise ppl being nice to each other idk#chats#disco elysium#acele disco elysium#bird's nest roy
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does impulsive tattoo shock migraine out or do I need to waterboard myself first
#it will probably come back immediately as long as I'm n that room bc the fucking vape/synthetic body scent will not fucking leave no matter#what I do. I'm going to take my giant plushies outside when it's dry and sunny enough and HOPE that helps bc I need them to keep my joints#in place when I have to sleep on the floor and thankfully I can avoid migraines in my loft bed but that also means taco steve is banned to#the floor which was my fucking safe place and like. where I work on everything#I'm not going to fucking tattoo myself in a loft bed#bc I will keep hitting my head on the ceiling and it's not a good setup anyway#I'm already fucking sore from when the heavy table we do not need knocked everything off of this stupid shelf I wanted to replace :):)#like I am fucking begging my roommate for help but she's never here unless it's to ask for MY help and then I'm burned out from carrying her#shit up stairs etc and sometimes I do tell her I cannot do this you need to call someone else. and it's only fair that I get stuck w all the#fkn housework bc I cannot work but it sends me into flares where my JOINTS FALL OUT and I have a fever for days?? and IF she would just let#me go back on the one medication then I might actually be able to work again. but I can't elaborate on that bc I don't want to be completely#homeless and so now I'm fucking. I can't do anything and it rly does feel like death before detransition#how am I supposed to fucking live with this#like I'm just realizing this week that I AM incredibly dysphoric without t and I hate it so much but I'm. also putting the function of my#body above all else so it seemed like I just need this for my health. physical health. mental is a lot easier to deal w at this point for me#but genuinely if I did not believe in quantum immortality I would have found a way out#do I think I can or should give myself this tattoo absolutely not#but I can't work out and I need an outlet and I need the pain and mutilation in some responsible way#and also this makes me a lot less dysphoric so#as long as I don't go too far I can have it touched up later. or just scarification border I think that would be neat too#maybe idk actually I think that should be saved for doll joints but whatever
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if hw ever does another cover collection, i’m b e g g i n g for ariken suki kirai plssplspspspspss—
#c’m o n it’d be perfect man~~~~~~~#former crybaby turned flirty playboy turned dude who’s annoyingly clingy with the girl he loves x tsundere girl with twintails#a n d both sukirai rnln and arkn are interested in kumapan mascots so~~~~~~~~~#on my k n e e s hw plssssssssss it’s no longer a want but a need—#it’d also be a nice throwback to *the* song that made ‘em blow up over a decade ago… w a it wdym sukirai is *how* old—#speaking of over a decade ago… i found a random miku magazine from 2k13 on my shelf the other day#there was a random moge feature in it… there was a mention of taketori mv… and it had her illust for the sukirai novel…#which. d a m n . is the suki kirai novel *really* older than mdsn (who debuted in 2k14)#the subs that made sense only came out when two en youtaites came out with a cover or sth… can’t rem who but it was a duet by 1 guy & 1 girl#but anyways. back then i thought hw had only 1 illustrator (ymk) so i assumed that taketori (illust by moge) was just a stylistic experiment#or sth. maaaaaaaan i sure was a larger idiot back in the day lol.#hmmmm~~~~ i still haven’t had the time to read the taketori manga and novel… i should get to it~~~ maybe tomorrow~~~~~#ummmmm where was i…? uh anyways!!!!! hw’s takes on tsundere x flirty-seeming dude always slap#sukirai… ariken… lxl…
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Watching Perfect 10 Liners is just me trying not to beam all my divorce kid trauma onto Faifa.
#hmm prominently raised by your mother and carried a lot of her emotional labor so#you make yourself smaller and more accommodating to get through it all#wonder if he licked the grease off a fridge shelf because there was nothing else to eat too#with the way she didn't remember this allergies i wouldn't be surprised#wonder if the soundtrack of his childhood was hearing his mother cry through the wAlLs-#sorry to vent but uggghhh#perfect 10 liners#don't even get me started on yotha-#oh your father is all emotionally closed off and distant?#so you aren't emotionally sound and latch onto those more open than you for better or for worse?#so you are stunted socially and emotionally?#and it just makes you an ass to everyone around you even people who care#but at least you know there is a meal on the table because your classmates have gotten concern about your thin frame#and your bones showing through the skin#and you say you are done when youve barely eaten#but you know you should eat more because you dont know when your next meal is#and your dad teaches you art but your mother teaches you music and they can never cross#yet you are driven up the wall when in silence because it reminds you of your childhood isolation#because you werent independent because you wanted to be but because you had to be while they got work done#sleep deprivation is getting to me#calciumsays
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did some minor customization to one of my neutral chao figures so cream could have cheese with her if anyone cares
#sorry the lighting in this picture is not very good its the middle of the night so i cant just use my window for good lighting#anyway. to be honest with how small cream is compared to the average sonic figure despite being the same price as all the others#they should have had her come with cheese as her accessory to make up for it#but then again a chao costs the same amount as mini figures of other characters so they would probably never consider that#also im once again trying to rearrange my sonic shelf. things are looking slightly less chaotic but im still not satisfied#so will probably mess with it some more#my main issue i have is i can never decide How exactly i want to arrange things#like do i wanna arrange them based on what kind of item it is. what character it is. the specific media its based on.#idk . i have so much stuff that i never know how to arrange it all#little guy images
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I think one of the biggest things that caused me to be weird (other than being an only child to 40 year old parents) is that instead of getting Percy Jackson books at 4/5 I got ‘Gods and Heroes of Ancient Greece’ by Schwab. So when I started reading myself at 6 instead of reading about Percy going on adventures I read about how each generation of humans is worse than the previous one, how Zeus punished Prometheus for helping people. The uncensored versions of myths that definitely changed the way I developed and thought. While kids around me were reading kids books for fun I was reading how Zeus chased around girls and how Hera punished them. How heroes got torn to shreds by their own dogs for an honest mistake. How kids killed their parents because they were bad for the earth and they couldn’t advance like that.
#I had a weird childhood#I was gifted the books by a family friend#my parents didn’t bother to learn what exactly was in the books#but I also had them read other weird stuff to me like the Grimm stories and fairytales#bc I learned the Disney books by heart and they got boring#I also picked up charlotte’s web by myself at the age of 9#I just had it on my shelf and the cover looked ok#there was also this one time my cousin got a fairytale book#where the vilans of every story died/ got punished at the end#I remember her crying about how everyone deserves a second chance#meanwhile I was advocating for how they should be punished and deserved what they got#we were 11#Zoey talks#personal#only child#Greek mythology#books#childhood
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This was too good to just leave on twi- [I am shot for not calling it X]
#Nah you don't deserve what IS did to you#but Nowi just finding an egg and hatching it herself is something she would do#Her hair colour? a concidence#I should make a doodle for all the characters I keep on the top shelf away from IS#fire emblem#fe13#fire emblem awakening#fe awakening#nah fire emblem#the post this was made in responce too was about how long it takes for Dragons to reproduce#ala Ena's twenty year pregnancy or how human won the scouring by reproducing faster
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desperately trying to remember if there are any books i read this year that i cannot find on my library borrowing history or simply cannot remember. i am so bad about remembering books. LITERALLY REMEMBERED ONE AS I'M WRITING THIS POST. anyway i am attempting to compile a list of books that i've read this year so that i can reference it without having to forget everything. wish me luck. i have fifteen titles on there right now but i can't shake the feeling there's something i'm forgetting
#checking my shelf of books i got for school??? idk#none of this is helped by the way that i have seven thousand books waiting to be read right now and all of them are on my mind#and several of them i am partway through. but i cannot put bell hooks all about love on my list yet i just can't#opened this is how you lose the time war today. not liking it super much but it's not even 200 pages so we'll pound through it#and then my three books from merc (princess bride and two books from the fight club guy)#and all about love. and interview with the vampire#WITCHER NOVELS!!! I READ WITCHER NOVELS AGAIN!!!! adding two more books to my list#god i'm not even through blood of elves yet. awful. this is why i can't keep anything up i forget my ebooks exist as options#then i should read that book about eleanor roosevelt that my grandma got me. as a token to her dskfjghs#wanna reread the hours! have a physical copy just for that so i can annotate#gotta finish the once and future king.#all that to say that there are many books that will be on this list once i actually sit down and read some of them#have to remind myself that i Am actually doing good i'm at over a book a month rate. this is fine#two books a month rate! actually!#shout out to library due dates for being a fantastic motivator#seventeen books on the 'read' list this year. this is fine bracken. you're doing good#realistically this is SO much better than previous years 😭 good stuff. just gotta keep reading#valentine notes#list that would have been so useful to have when we were doing that book recommendation thing
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vaguely considering comm//issioning someone to make plushes of my dogs
#redlady speaks#i bought a german shepherd plush when aragon died#although it turned out to be way smaller than i thought so it mostly just sits on my shelf#lucky's fine right now and dad apparently wants to go through with getting her surgery#but it feels like i should do the same for her when the time comes#although i'd want it to actually look like her and there aren't exactly a lot of english cream golden retriever plushes on amazon#…comming would probably be too expensive#idk#i like stuffed animals that are a bit smaller than like an average pillow#that's what i'd be looking for#but that'd be expensive as fuck i think#plus i don't know any artists who do plushes#(although i have a friend who would probably know of some...)#idk i probably won't pursue this
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They unveiled the alter Aven scale and…
Naw fam it’s not worth it it’ll probably be like what, $500????? That’s a big ass couch.
I promise that one day I’ll learn how to sculpt. That way I may spend $400 making one myself, which is definitely a better tradeoff dont you think honhonhon
#speckled blabbers#tbh I’m not a big fan of it???? it’s just like…his splash art#idk it’s defo not bad and hey maybe more pics will come out and it’ll be jaw dropping but it’s just kinda boring#that’s why I’m not a big fan of the official acrylics and stuff too; idk it’s just art that I’ve already seen and can easily make a cutout#I think the main point of the scale tho is#so#you can have Aven#in physical form#man spreading.#bam#…still I do wish they did something more unique with his pose; like black swan’s scale they’re making#(tho honestly i think bs scale of her splash art would’ve worked better if they HAD to make one or the other a soplashart; I think bs has#one of the best splashes in the game)#anyways tho should I even rlly be invested#I don’t even rlly care for scale figures just cuz they’re so big and I don’t really want to make shelf space for them lmaoooo#prize figures are honestly pretty good and you could add shading to them yourself yknow#but I must stay vigilant to any and all Aven merch#they did announce a lookup figure for him tho; and those tend to be around $30 so maybeeeeeeee I’ll get it#and I do know he has a nendroid and I’ll be honest I do not like it very much. it’s boring fam.#the ideal aven figure would be…sharp have a scheme going on maybe have a subtle detail of his hands clenching or something#if I had the skills and money and travel time I legit would’ve gotten that one garage kit lol…#wait I though I just said I had no interest in scales uh#sigh#speckled you say mass consumerism is bad yet here you are salvating over a form of it…smh#…however my aven cutouts are pretty peak so I think I’m good—
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sitting around and identifying things that might be compulsions but it really doesn’t seem fair. i should be allowed to do this stuff
#post tag#like some of it is very silly now that i think about it#but other things are like. ok but that is protecting me though. it is#well i don’t know whether the things im identifying are or aren’t compulsions because i haven’t run them by a professional. i’m guessing#but i’m guessing what she would think about them#<- hey wait a minute. why am i telling you i’m not a professional. do i need to do that#🤨#this is fun i’m the compulsion detective. 🔎📝#though i am definitely gonna shelf any worries about having to stop doing things until i talk to her about it. i just have no way of knowing#to do: make a little list of things to bring up. not to do: actually analyze whether they’re compulsions or not#how should i know!!
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Me 40 minutes into my morning shift after my manager works the evening shift.
#every surface has boxes on it#some empty stone with stuff that needed to go on the shelf#some that decinitely should have been put in the freezer last night#also she did not take her garbage down#and she just left some rolls that needed to be thrown out in a pile#she didn't forget about them cuz she handled and moved them#she just... didn't finish the job#because she never finishes the jobs she starts#personally i don't really care a whole lot cuz I'm here for the same amount of time whether I'm fixing her mess or not#but i just cannot imagine operating how she dies regularly
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kinda sorta want to do a room update for Kohane. as in adding in the littles trinkets she's acquired since vbs formed
#aka her 15 billion hats and a matching dog plush to go with an's hamster. among other things#i think that. the photos on an's wall. some were taken by kohane. and kohane now also has a giant photo wall over her bed#(i like doing that to characters. yeah you care for the people in your life. yeah you covered your bedroom with the memories of them.#i know what you are.)#also showing her growing more confident in photography as something she is interested in/likes doing rather than just A Thing she did before#toya has given her a few plushies from the arcade claw machines. not as many as saki and akito maybe but she has a few#he gets her any hamster he finds. to be funny. also she has some of the books he recommended her on a shelf#and the albums akito gives/recommends to her also have their own little space#(i need to check if an's hamster is the one haruka gave her for her birthday. very important because i can maybe headcanon)#bagel's rambles#i think they should do more with kohane's photography hobby.. especially with certain dialogue from ors in mind#(singing she gets from an/photography she gets from her dad. but also she's grown more into doing it because of vbs)#(i think it would be neat for her to recognize that - yes - her interests are shaped by the people around her but it's her who chooses them)#(it would be like a final example of her growing resolve. that she's able to look at things and say that it is something she herself chose)#(instead of it being something she was given by someone else. which is in a way what the current vbs arc is to her as well.)
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