#bc I learned the Disney books by heart and they got boring

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I think one of the biggest things that caused me to be weird (other than being an only child to 40 year old parents) is that instead of getting Percy Jackson books at 4/5 I got ‘Gods and Heroes of Ancient Greece’ by Schwab. So when I started reading myself at 6 instead of reading about Percy going on adventures I read about how each generation of humans is worse than the previous one, how Zeus punished Prometheus for helping people. The uncensored versions of myths that definitely changed the way I developed and thought. While kids around me were reading kids books for fun I was reading how Zeus chased around girls and how Hera punished them. How heroes got torn to shreds by their own dogs for an honest mistake. How kids killed their parents because they were bad for the earth and they couldn’t advance like that.

[finleytm]

「 shawn mendes. cismale. he/him. 」i hope that #lexsquad member「 FINLEY MORALES 」adds me to the squad ! the 「 TWENTY-THREE 」year old 「 PHYSIOLOGY 」 major has been apart of the squad since 「 FEBRUARY 2020 」and seems to be the 「 OPTIMIST 」of the group.「 FIN 」is a「 JUNIOR 」 and seems to enjoy 「 READING IN THE LIBRARY 」but you can always find them at a squad party , too !

good evening ! i don’t have a single ounce of self control so here’s my second baby , finley , a soft lil artist + nerd who just wants everyone to be happy , but understands that that’s unrealistic so he hopes everyone is doing okay , at the very least. 

STATISTICS.

full name : finley angel morales

major : physiology 

orientation : panseuxal

hometown : rochester , ny. 

height : 6′3

build : muscular , built. 

BACKGROUND.

finley was born in portugal , but they moved when he was three so he only remembers living in new york ! his dad is from portugal and his moms from ny. 

his parents met & fell in love when his mom was visiting portugal and they ended up moving back to new york after lil fin was born !

his parents were always that picture perfect kinda love that fin looked up to 

and then when fin when in high school his dad kinda went off the wall , cheating and all this nonsense and oop , finley has a little half sister named flora. she’s 8 now and the cutest lil thing ever. 

his parents separated for a year , but ended up getting back together. fin doesn’t exactly approve , and their marriage hasn’t really been the same since , but he doesn’t say anything about it.

other than that , fin was raised to be kind & respectful & positive. his mom is like this sweet , right light in his life. definitely a mommas boys.

fin is super , super smart ! goal wise , he’s in school to get his undergrad in physiology , and then he plans on going to med school to be a pediatric doctor bc he loves kids :( and has a knack for learning about the body & medical stuff. smart lil brain. 

he also minors in art history literally for fun !!! no reason behind it. he just loves art and the history of art. he just didn’t see what being an art major would get him. 

speaking of art , he’s very talented in art + loves to paint and draw. he has an instagram just for his art and he does commissions. 

going to lex was a total spur of the moment decision + he hates being away from his family. 

PERSONALITY.

soft. so , so soft. not incredibly gullible , but has a gentle nature. 

looks on the bright side of literally everything. failed a test ? there’s always more. got your heartbroken ? time will heal that ! 

a very , very good friend ! will keep ur secrets. will call u when you’re bored. will buy u lunch just to be nice. 

he’ll definitely stand up for himself if he needs to , but he’s more likely to stay quiet because he doesn’t like confrontation.

a lil sensitive. gets bothered easily but just gets quiet & will go away until he feels better. 

has a super cute sense of humor. makes lil jokes and books and doesn’t generally think he’s funny but can tend to put a good joke out there.

generally a pretty ... Good Boy u know

doesn’t really smoke / drink / etc. he goes to parties but he’s only been drunk once in his life.

can be a little oblivious ! will have not a single clue you’re flirting with him. 

blushes easily. easily intimidated. 

a Bi King

HEADCANONS.

speaks english , portugese , spanish , & asl. 

works at smithies when he’s not in class. ! 

wears sweaters even if it’s hot. or overalls. 

has the MOST unruly , ridiculous hair in the world. it’s so cute but its so curly. 

literally loves to read ? always reading. runs into walls bc hes walking and reading. 

goes to the gym every morning at 6 am before classes.

wears contacts + sometimes wears glasses. 

a bit of a perfectionist. organized notes. everything is in order. neat as fuck. 

obsessed w/ disney movies and shakespeare.

a tall , soft , kind boy. :( 

idk anymore im tired this is all u get rn. 

CONNECTIONS.

i’m gonna make a page but for now : 

someone break his heart , please. please , i’ll beg ! 

best friend / dorm mate ! 

a cute lil confidant kinda thing 

a lil saucy fwb bc i feel like he’s only slept w/ like ... two people so i feel like this would be different as fuck for him ( bonus if he gets attached + they just wanna fuck ! ) 

a bad influence for him. god. get him drunk. get him high. something ! 

maybe ..... enemies ? 

that’s all i got rn , but here’s his pinterest ! 

[formerlyknownas-delight]

9, 28, 29, 30, 40, 48, 54, 62, 68, 71, 73, 90 and 98!!! SMOOCHSMOOCH

Thank you, my love!

9. favorite smell inthe summer? 

Sunscreen!28. five songs to describe you?

Oh je. Bester Feind by RosenstolzBevor ichmit den Wölfen Heule by Reinhard Mey

Coffins by Misterwives

Dread in my Heart by Mother Motheradd

I Am What I Am by Gloria Gaynor for somemuchneeded lightness29. best way to bond with you?

Watching stuff together, just chilling in closeproximity doing your own business and occasionally sharing sth funnyor interesting, cats, opening up about personal things30. places that you find sacred?

The seaburial grounds40. weirdest thing to ever happen at your school?

It being an all-girls-school, all school playsinvolved at least some drag. Nice, in hindsight. When my classperformed Disney’s Tarzan though somebody decided we can’t havedrag!Tarzan and Jane – possibly bc of the barechestedness issue? Sothe title got turned into Tarzana and the bikiniwearing femaleprotagonist met drag!John. Decency and heteronormativity were saved!(honestly I don’t know what qualifies as weird. Praying every morningbefore class is already bonkers, but also normal? So who knows?)

48. if you were a fruit, what kind would you be?I came up with raspberry. Bc they squish easily endthey’re smol and you have to watch out bc there might be a wormhiding insideMy wife says I’m a lychee bc I’m prickly from theoutside but juicy and sweet beneath and there’s a hard core. Alsothey’re weird

54. what did you learn from your first job?

How to solve computer problems with the help ofgoogle, how much that impresses your boomer employer and how youpresent the solution as gently as possible so his white male egodoesn’t suffer from being taught by a young female subordinate.

62. seven characters you relate to?

Elinor from the Ink Trilogy. The yearning forfictional worlds!

Willow Rosenberg from Buffy. Cute! Dork! Gay!

Blue Sargent from The Raven Cycle. Smol angryfeminist from a weird loving household

Ruby and Sapphire from Steven Universe. Epic romancefeels.

Delirium from Sandman. She has issues

Rory from Gilmore Girls. Smart introvert with chaoticextroverted and eccentric but lovable mom

Belle from Beauty and the Beast. Smalltown mood.

68. worst flavor of any food or drink you’veever tried?

Pure olive oil (to treat a sore throat). Anythingbitter. Even coffee with milk makes me gag

71. least favorite pattern?

Stripes. Bad for furniture, bad for clothes, bad forwallpaper, bad for books. No òó

73. favorite weird flavor combo?

I don’t think I’m into any weird combos. Sorry

90. luckiest mistake?

Excuse you?! Mistakes?? me??? You already mentionedthe fact that we both picked the wrong subject at university butended up meeting that way. So I’m stealing that.

98. favorite historical era?

It’s boring, but I’m just very enamored by 19thcentury western history. So much burial culture!

[mrlsmckinnon]

thirty four    +     photographer    +      virgo      +      enfp

tw: death of a parent, srs illness

spark notes: does yoga every morning, makes the most inappropriate jokes at inappropriate times, has to know the plot of a movie/tv show before she watches it… and in the same vein; always reads the last page of a book first, refuses to go to bed angry, gets obsessive about a task to distract herself from things that’re actually worrying her/important, sticks post-it notes around the house (on the bathroom mirror, on the front door, in the cupboard on a shelf etc.) for her fiancé, plans holidays in her spare time, eats the cream part of an oreo first, could probably live on dark chocolate if she had to, all she’s ever wanted is a house with a porch tbh, was head cheerleader and part of a sorority in college and she dares you to say anything about it, never lets anyone leave her house hungry, loves a monogram, still goes to church on sundays, truly believes sweet tea could save the world.

born and raised in magnolia, she’s your stereotypical modern day southern belle. she will call you sir/ma’am/honey/sweetheart, her hair’s somehow always perfect and her nails always perfectly manicured, she makes peach cobbler to die for, never swears (er, in public), always makes THE BEST distractions when you mess up and she notices (which she always does), FULLY enjoys sending thank-you notes and learnt her most important life lesson from marie in the aristocats ladies don’t start fights but they sure can finish them . basically all rules that her momma ingrained in her. that’s not to say she’s one dimensional and a mary-sue because girl has her flaws. 

she was happy to be paraded around like a little debutante before her mom died when she was twelve years old. her dad ended up remarrying literally a year later and whilst hollie didn’t have an issue with her step-mom, it still made her a little bitter and a little rebellious… so she did her best to get the hell out of dodge as soon as she could. 

she went to college in austin, was def part of a sorority, and didn’t really know what she wanted to major/minor in so she flip-flopped about for the first two years tbh. a girl in her sorority’s mom worked with a high-end fashion designer and managed to score the girls ticket to new york fashion week - and it was there that hollie got scouted by a modelling agency. 

she basically threw caution to the wind and went with it. she dropped out of college, moved to milan and basically started working on her modelling career. which worked out pretty well for her, really, she hit it pretty big and was a pretty big name in the fashion world until she… decided to retire at twenty-eight because she’d gotten bored with it and she was kind of sick of the way the industry treated her??? 

then she made plans to travel the world (literally) with a high school sweetheart of hers who she literally hadn’t spoken to since high school (bc why not) and fortunately for her he ended up being the love of her life. 

after that, she moved back to magnolia and she’s got a pretty happy little life. she runs a little freelance photography business, half in magnolia, half in austin… but turns out she’s a small town girl at heart. she loves hosting dinner parties and having lunch with her girlfriends or getting her nails done. she’s engaged and expecting her first baby too so LIFE IS GOOD. aside from her husband-to-be is actually sick so :) she’s just trying to SMILE HER WAY THROUGH IT. she says she didn’t spend half her life learning how to spell dubanowski properly so that he could go and kick the bucket on her. SO. 

needs: pls pls pls PLS give me a group of super tight girl friends that’ve been friends since they were like…. babies. sisterhood of the traveling pants style. i might even throw up a request but w/e. just friends honestly? she’s a giant sweetheart who likes disney and eating ice cream and… having everyone around for dinner. idk basically everything? maybe some people who didn’t like her back in hs? neighbours? people she’s done photographs for? she’s been back in magnolia for about 5ish years now so?? LOVE HER PLS

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- ̗̀ ❝ where they at now !!

a list from royalty - 1 x 1 ( because i’m bored and instead of doing my homework... i want to do this. ) anyway @ me hoooes LETS PLOT

royalty:

victor gabriel bartolome ( douglas booth ) — king of spain, doting father of a perfect little girl, who’s going to be queen someday. focusing on the new world, bc LAND TO CONQUER he wants to live up to his momma tbh. currently sharing his wife with his best friend because he died that one time it’s #complicated.

elizabeth penelope adair * nee of kent * ( adelaide kane ) — princess of england, duchess of kent & many more, eternally pregnant will probably die pregnant. married and stupid in love... literally making heart eyes at her husband from across the hall her family thinks it’s disgusting. if you can’t find her she’s having sex. mother of many children and cats. currently crying about donna, being fat and yellow lemons. 

sofia fatima adair * nee de andrade * ( selena gomez ) — princess of england, duchess of whatever her husband owns lmao, eloped because she and her husband have a sense of adventure.  working on the marriage thing and dealing with the fact that hubs has *wiggles eyebrows* past. ignoring her best friend bc she married french. thinks the king of england is god, prays to him daily and she steals all the flan in order to make elizabeth cry

maximiliano de andrade ( chace crawford ) — royal duke of burgundy, right hand of the spanish king, little brother who acts like the eldest. constantly worried about his sisters and brother. he married vg’s wife once because he died. currently figuring out how the sex works #lovetriangles

gabriel de andrade ( gregg sulkin ) — royal duke of ( what duchy was anne’s? lmfao ), married to the eternal bane of his existence he calls her hades for short. some people call her a princess but he thinks that’s a lie. they fight 24/7 but they are also in love 24/7. he built her a castle because they are little dicks that want to be alone, don’t try to find them they are always on vacation. annoyed at his family, and currently making friends in france, ( only one who went to annie’s wedding tbh. ) while working on the having kids thing.

beatriz de andrade ( maia mitchell ) — royal duchess of burgundy, no one knows she exists tbh. in fact she’s a myth because she’s always inside and her face is always hiding behind a book. does she talk? does she eat? nobody knows. 

dimitri fontaine iv ( bradley james ) — the vegan king of france, grew up a bastard until his father married his mom and legitimized him. not prepared to be king, noblest heart and he’s trying his best. loves his sisters more than life, ( he’s the face, they the brains tbh. ) newly wed and he still can’t believe it. completely devoted to his wife, it’s why france only eats meat when guest come to court. working on his country’s image and trying to open doors in other countries. also it’s france, let them eat cake!

gabrielle fontaine ( sophie turner ) — princess of france & duchess of bourbon, cooky inventor and military genius all she aspires in life is to lead an army. proficient in weaponry and other things v. educated, will stare down generals just about every day of the week. extremely proud of france and her siblings ( they are her life ) not entirely happy with the idea of outsiders even if she knows it’s necessary. currently refusing to accept any marriage proposals because she’s an independent princess who needs no man. ( rich can call her tho ) 

fairwood:

alexandra sophia ford ( dove cameron ) — jason ford’s favorite little sister ( she the only one, but she uses the title anyway ) literally pulled out of a disney fairy-tale with a prince to match. she’s v. in love ( first loves and all that ) experiencing the magic of sex before marriage for the first time while trying that whole long distance thing because she attends college at yale. her niece and nephew are the most important, she has bought out every toy store on the east coast.  currently ignoring her parents and student responsibilities bc english dick.

riley daphne moore ( katie stevens ) — crazy cupcake lady and momma bear. she’s all about protecting the kiddos, and will more often than not attempt to feed them cupcakes. owner of queen of tarts and in love with the grumpy diner owner... who’s heart she broke because she’s leaving. bakery in the works of becoming a franchise, but she’s currently v. sad. so it’s been closed and people think she died. 

gemma allegra ford * nee rhodes * ( amber heard ) — boss lady. ready to rule the world, a queen of an empire and a wife. she fell in love with her husband without wanting to so she’s in a constant state of discovering emotions. ( tbh she wants a refund, she hella lost lmao. ) don’t breathe near her kit, she’ll eat you. that girl is the other half of the heart she didn’t even know she had. dealing with the school teacher’s ever annoying presence and coming to terms with the fact that she might have to share her husband for the rest of her life. oh + she’s plotting to kill the village idiot on a now regular basis... &. yes she means finn. 

finnley gray ( richard madden ) — resident village idiot, ex trust fund brat who gave it up bc he has a passion for literature and teaching. a best selling author he’s still rich but like not at his family’s level ya feel? the best best friend you’ll ever have, just ask his. neurotic, don’t look at the mini me’s bc he’ll eat you. currently sexing it up with his ex fiance... the lady at the bar while in love with a brunette at least he thinks he is. man whore who won’t ever change or will he? dunno don’t ask me... he should be in jail he’s mr. fitz

athena margaret pearce ( carlson young ) — ex wild child who is now in a committed relationship with her best friend. thea’s had a dramatic year, you know going from slutting it up with everything that moves to falling in love with the one person she’s known her entire life. people can’t believe that it’s her tbh. basically she’s v. gay for her bff... + don’t breathe in cassie’s direction because she’ll STILL eat you.

james cunningham ( grant gustin ) — still summer’s life partner, ubber nerd. he got into all the ivy leagues but he decided on MIT. he’s best friends with satan, and he still does her homework so he’s basically double majoring. never got his bike back from fish and he’s still mad about it lmao. oh and he still don’t know what flirting is. 

tree hill:

natalie evans ( virginia gardner ) — jailbait, sixteen... and completely and totally her father’s twin. that’s the reason clay won’t forget her. pain in the ass to her eldest brother, secretly into music. trying to be a touch bitch but she really just want to sign the toaster strudel song. she shares everything with sawyer, from food to boys.. they’ll share the clap one day and call it boding. currently still crushing on chris k jr... but he refuses to take her seriously. he still her boing thoo.

james lucas scott ( luke mitchell ) — golden boy, future NBA star like his daddy. momma’s boy, going to school and shooting hoops that’s his life. he does what he’s supposed to when he’s supposed to because that’s what’s expected of him. he’s gotta learn to live a little and he really needs to put on his big boy pants and ask madison out again. fighting his little sister 24/7 because she drives him insane and a man can only take so much.

andrew chase adams ( matthew daddario ) — hates everyone and everything... broods 24/7. only reason he ever goes anywhere is to keep an eye on his little sister. 

davis baker ( daniel sharman ) — the smart baker, total nerd... collects action figures and is totally into the superhero thing. loves his cousin sawyer like a sister... and has a crush on laney but he’s afraid to talk to her so he hides from her. she thinks he hates her, but he just don’t know how to talk to a girl.

dionne taylor ( candice patton ) — girl genius, 1000% woke, she’s cultured bc she has a mixed family she knows how white people live too. no one ever knows what she’s talking about except her brother bc they are basically both jimmy neutron. 

ayto: 

bailey anderson ( adelaide kane ) — resident southern nut job, a man eater at least that’s her label but tbh it’s more like a people eater bc she’s gonna steal someone’s girl. fun and adventurous, basically an alcoholic with loads and loads of intimacy issues. she wants to win the million dollars

fitzgerald ‘ fitz ‘ matthews ( matthew daddario ) — friendzoned, doesn’t know how to tell a girl he likes, that he likes her so it’s just so ???? needs someone to set him straight and he needs to find love.. he don’t cur about the 1 mil.

suburbs:

lena harris ( zoey deutch ) — her ex came to pick up their daughter... they had mind blowing sex and tbh that’s STILL what they are doing. she lives and breathes for her daughter tho... basically everyone knows that she and aaron are still in love with each other except thai lmao.

william preston collier ii ( joshua bowman ) — ceo, is cleaning up his dad’s mess of a company. christian vasquez’s business partner... and in love with lissa. did he leave lily yet? is he going to? idK where we at here. 

holly rose fisher ( danielle campbell ) — still throwing phones at christian’s head. the ER knows them by first name by now.

oliver paige ( aaron taylor johnson ) — marrying and divorcing bobbi... if he married he’s the happiest in the world and totally in love. if he divorced he’ll be telling ‘ how i found out my wife was satan stories ‘ to anyone who is willing to listen. rich af, spending his trust fund and hasn’t worked a day in his life bc #lazy

charlotte vasquez * nee moore * ( ashley benson ) — married mr. vasquez, she is christian’s step mom. a lady of leisure.. spending her millions and looking fab while doing it.

forties:

alexandra frederick * nee garroway * ( danielle campbell ) — 1/2 of the bitter squirt squad. was married to a fat head and they had a daughter who is three years old. her name is alison vivianne frederick ( sabrina carpenter fc. ) bobby died a year ago, she’s still angry about it and tbh avoids talking about hubs because she’s pissed as f at him for dying. his hero flag? it’s rotting away in her closet and she might burn it at some point bc she’s insane. still has 10 dogs, lives with ruby now... and rubes is the only person she talks to... you know outside of her brother ( cause she can’t make nathan scared of her... she tried tho )

theodore ‘ teddy ‘ gallagher ( nathaniel buzolic ) — went back to the air-force after you know that whole we blew up a house  fiasco... so he got his wings back... did more things for his country and he’s had enough of war to last him a life time so when he was given the chance to leave he did. he got real involved with helping soldiers with ptsd and he runs a center for it now. idiot is in love with juliette, told her on new years she said thank you and now he’s just like ???? still sticks around tho bc like that’s his crazy ya feel?

roxanne luz * nee wade * ( amber heard ) — cougar, met the love of her life at a bar... went on a few dates and then married her man in a foreign country... not even sure it’s legal but whatvs. they had a kid... his name is bacon. bat shit crazy, while being a hippie is a new concept and she’s working on it. always traveling the world and seeing exotic places. sends everyone post cards. only comes back to see her spice... aka juliette bc crazy bitches gotta tough it out together. 

panthers: 

lyra hahaway ( lily collins ) — at yale, no longer the virgin mary... because she and the bf did the sex. she had a blast, doesn’t remember what purity means. still the blakes #1 fan. visits texas to see them all the time, and is the best god mother anyone will ever meet. oh and she stalked jeremy from a bush once she’s not allowed to hang out with tizi because of it.

samuel calhoun ( grant gustin ) — moved to california, is at UCLA...still getting knives and anything that’s dangerous thrown his way. dating laura bc he has a death wish, and he’s working while getting his degree and taking care of his younger siblings bc their mom is in a psychiatric wing 

ophelia ferro ( nina dobrev ) — FBI, she and cj haven’t seen each other in years bc he’s now wanted ( idk that was the plot. ) still hates dillon... matty still mad at her about the drake joke. she’s in a committed relationship with her gun. 

southern: 

amelia nichols ( lily james ) — gave a cowboy a lap dance, then had sex in his car... gave him another lap dance on new years eve and almost killed him bc of it. her dad wants her to go back to the city so she can keep working on her brilliant medical career, but her crush on said cowboy won’t let her.

gale hawthorne ( richard madden ) — modern southern hero who needs no princess, except he does in love with shawn but won’t tell her bc she has her real prince charming. ( can’t even hate him bc he’s too good ) had a chicken named gabent and it died.. he and bentley had a funeral for it and the entire town came.

edward nichols ( max irons ) — still has no idea that his wife? is it wife? wife to be? point is he still don’t know that she was married once before or who gale is. loves his twin sister mia and is basically in town bc shawn is there. also he’s that annoyingly nice guy in all the movies that you just can’t hate bc he’s too good.

1 x 1: aka the jess verse basically

dr. josephine blake ( karen gillan ) || v.crime — forensic anthropologist, woman genius... digging up bones and eternally taking out her sexual frustration by fighting her partner 24/7. she owns a v. big gun

dr. riley scott ( nina dobrev ) || v. hospital — emotional mess, doesn’t know how to do relationships but she wanted to... and then she kissed the love of her life on new years and his wife showed up. she’s currently bitter and mad at the world. oh and she pretends not to care about her kid sister but she’ll eat you if you look at her.

caitlin sullivan ( adelaide kane ) || v. pride and prejudice — grad student with a youtube channel dedicated to hating carter. 

daniela echavarria ( selena gomez ) || v. hollywood — married to the love of her life, is v. happy for now.

name to be decided ( matthew daddario ) || v. star wars — basically gonna be male leia... i will pick a name someday LMFAO.

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chocobros hc on thoughts of s/o look and act innocent and sweet. except they're into horror,gore,terror,and violent stuff than cute stuff. like movie, playing video games of that, etc.

Hey Anon! c:Thank you for your request and I’m terribly sorry it took forever. As I’ve mentioned before uni is quite stressful atm. -.-

However, I hope you like this! C:

Noctis

He’d find out during a movie night/date night 

He let them chose the movie not thinking much of it

He prepared for a Disney & DreamWorks night

Even believed he’d fall asleep halfway through so he bought energy drinks

Oh my, was he wrong

The second the title screen plays he’s in shock

Immense shock

Out of all the DVD’s they picked Friday the 13th?!

He tries to hide how shocked he is but it’s quite difficult

Totally stares at his s/o, trying to figure out how someone so innocent can be into stuff like that

When they notice and ask what’s wrong he shakes it off

But as he spots the other DVD’s his s/o prepared for them, he spits out his drink

Halloween, Wrong Turn, Final Destination,…

This boi is shook

But he owns all these DVD’s - of course he’s into horror

Once he’s over the initial shock, he begins to realize how lucky he got

A cute af s/o that so happens to like horror related things?!!!

However, it takes him a few hours to process this

In those few hours, all he does is stare at his s/o and watch how they laugh as another group of people split in the movies and die shortly after

His shock turns into fascination

Loves. His. S/O. Now. More. Than. Ever.

Considers him the luckiest man alive!

Prompto

Prompto would find out by visiting his s/o and catching them playing a game

Game date! They chose on a date where they’d chill and play games

Well, Prompto expected countless rounds of Mario Kart or Mario Party

Nope. He was wrong. 

No cute Nintendo colors at all

Instead, his s/o only plugs in one controller and introduces him to the world of horror games

What starts off with Silent Hill and Fatal Frame soon turns into F. E. A. R. and Alan Wake

Prompto is rip. 

Jumps all the time

Absolutely horrified and in shock

Did. Not. Expect. That. 

As they pass the controller over, he rapidly shakes his head 

His s/o urges him to play a round of Outlast

They also told him it’s just an exploring game

Well, no. 

This boy shrieks and throws the controller away from him within the first 10 minutes 

What the fuck 

He’s a cute cinnamon bun that might shed a tear or two from fear and bc a jump scare terrified him

Loves his s/o but wasn’t prepared

Terrified and horrified of his s/o until they quit the gaming and they crawl into bed together, watching a round of cartoons

However, his heart belongs to his s/o - of course he’ll accept that side of them 

Perhaps he might even learn to love horror stuff.. Or at least get used to it

Ignis

He finds out while he just casually visits them

A simple sleep over is planned, nothing special

While Ignis prepares food, his beloved reads the new issue of their favorite magazine Scream

The moment he heads over to them and tells them food is ready, he spots the magazine 

Not shocked, in fact just a tad bit confused 

Didn’t expect his little cute angle to wipe out a gore and horror magazine 

Doesn’t hesitate to tell them about it

I certainly didn’t think you’d be into such.. vile things.

Makes him more curious about his s/o and sides he might not have discovered yet

Invites them to take the magazine to the table 

Wants to know what her favorite movies are and wants to read the magazine with them

He’s really interested in the subject because he didn’t really care for it before

As he sees the happiness in their face and how glad they are about him being accepting, the happier he gets

Doesn’t judge his s/o or think of them badly

Just wants to get to know them even better 

Urges them to watch horror movies with him

Supportive af 

Will end up buying them lots of horror DVD’s, magazines, game or books 

But he expects them to watch it with him

Gladiolus

He’d find out while switching through TV channels and his s/o tells him to stop at some bloody horror movie

Confused about why they chose this movie

Prepares to comfort them 

Thinks it’s boring and unrealistic 

Complaints about it to make his s/o feel less scared

Except.. They are not scared

They tell him to shut up

Now that man is shocked 

Quietly pouts beside them and watches how they react to every death or bloody scene or even jump scares 

Blatantly asks if they’re into horror stuff at some point 

Of course, they reply with yes which is quite the surprise for the King’s shield

However, it’s not a bad surprise - he likes it

Actually thinks it’s pretty badass his s/o likes such cruel things 

It gives him the freedom to talk about his real life “slasher” action without pretending like it wasn’t brutal 

Now he can share how violent he had to be without fearing his s/o would be scared of him 

This guy is ready to watch every horror movie in existence with them, same goes for games 

Of course, he lets them know how awesome they are 

Didn’t think someone so adorable could bear something so cruel.

And then he brags about how he had better killing moves than the killer on TV

[leesungjongg]

Tag game

@infinitebabymonsta and @chickenyeol both tagged me in this - thank you! i also saw @soooldout making a post like this too so hello! if i see it thee times, it’s a sign o.o

Rules: Tag the persons, which you want to get to know better. You can mention up to five things

nickname: B age: 20 nationality: American favourite books: PJO, The Sisters Grimm series, Anything But Typical, The Sky is Everywhere, The Fault in Our Stars favourite movies: all the Disney ones  favourite actors/actresses: anne hathaway favourite animes/cartoons: Courage the Cowardly Dog, Spongebob  favourite disney movies: Mulan, Moana which i finally got to see, ok tbh all of them, i cant choose  favourite kpop-groups: Infinite favourite bands: idk omg favourite music genres: uhh soft slow sad songs. (alliteration ftw) favourite artists/singers: Infinite F, Infinite H, Woohyun, Sunggyu uh uhhhh that’s it  favourite songs: all the infinite ballads. American 80s music. 90s. 00s. idk how to pronounce that. but yes top biases: Sungjong, Woohyun, Myungsoo fav photo(s) of your bias(es): 

( © 성종아닷검 ) there are too many photos but this one’s my fave. i saw this one when i was just starting to get into this fandom and seeing him so happy with that tiara…

(idk the person/fansite to credit this - let me know if u do? i think it’s LIMIT) i really liked his hair here. also he has a cute sticker on his face. my lovely hazelnut

(cr. Dispatch) his face looks so cute and i remember the day these photos came out so it has a soft spot in my heart. honestly i always have a soft spot for myungsoo, he’s just lovable hobbies: sewing, learning korean atm, makeup, watching kdramas favourite drink: water, tea, coffee, apple juice, pomegranate juice favourite colors: rainbow! favourite dishes: ones that taste good *ba dum tss* favourite school subject: psychology, art things of your bucket list: visit a few countries, try liquid eyeliner (which i finally got holla), get my own apartment, live a peaceful life your smartphone model: iPhone 6s? iPhone 6? i have no clue, i’ve had this for a few years now Are you a smartphone, tablet, or laptop person: smartphone. i like laptops more than tablets tho most used social media: tumblr but i don’t like social media that much anymore favourite apps: viki or flappy dunk. actually i hate flappy dunk bc of the ads and the fact that it’s so STUPID i am so bored without infinite pls send help favourite games: flappy dunk. fml

im not sure who to tag so if you see this and want to do it, by all means, please do

[plastic--hearts]

I got tagged to do the 8 questions tag by the lovely @lee-dongminhyuk ​(thank you so much)! Here we go!

1. Please praise your bias (or any idol you think deserves a praise) :)

Chelsea already did Day6, but I’m going to do it again because they really do deserve it. All the members are ridiculously talented and they write their songs and play their instruments in an industry where it’s kind of uncommon. All their songs are catchy as hell and!! Their videos are so nice!! The members themselves are wonderful and they seem to work really well together. They’re just really good and deserve all the love they get, and more!

2. what is your fave book/book series of all time?

Ooof that’s a hard one. I really, really love the Harry Potter series (I mean, I’ve got a Deathly Hallows tattoo for a reason). I would say it’s my favourite series... I do really love Ellen Hopkins’ books too. Her book Identical is mind-blowing, I could read it over and over again.

3. top 5 songs at the moment?

Ahh! Another tough one. I listen to so much music on a daily basis

Lucky - Pentagon

Chase Me - Dreamcatcher

On/Off - ONF

Still My Lady - SF9

I’m Serious - Day6

4. what is your fave album of all time??

Yikes... Hm. I really adore In With the Out Crowd by Less Than Jake. I could listen to that album for ages. However, Future Hearts by All Time Low, Astoria by Marianas Trench and Revolution Radio by Green Day are all up there, too.

5. fave disney movie, if you have one??

omg!! I would probably go with Aladdin, because it’s a classic in my heart, but I love love The Lion King and The Princess and The Frog, too. And Tangled! Dammit, I don’t think I can pick.

6. where’s one place you want to travel to in the world?

I really love to travel, I want to visit so so many countries. I’ve always wanted to go to Australia though, so I’d pick there!

7. are you right handed or left handed?

Right handed but I am actually pretty good with my left hand. I can draw with my left hand but I can’t write with it, so... Somewhat ambidextrous, maybe?

8. what was the last thing you watched?

I watched an episode of some k-drama on Netflix with my mum. I can’t even remember what it was called honestly, it was kind of boring hahah

ahhh so that’s that!! Coming up with questions is hard, so pls bear with me

I’m going to amend the first question and say: Please praise any artist (actor, musician, etc) that you admire! :)

What’s your favourite tv show?

Is there another language you’d like to learn/are learning?

Is there anything you’re looking forward to in the remaining months of 2017?

What social media platform do you use the most?

What’s your favourite ice-cream flavour?

What’s one book you could reread multiple times?

And finally, what’s one thing you couldn’t live without?

I’m going to tag my usual folk (bc I have no other friends): @aroundthemoonbin @thatfangirlingfreak @spectaculater

[peanutdream]

Do them all all of them have fun

 And u dare to call me a fucko.........

1. selfie

here u go you’re welcome.

 2. what would you name your future kids?

bob?

 3. do you miss anyone?

Uhhhh well I guess I miss my grandparents sometimes?? Also I sometimes miss my friends because most of them don’t really live very closeby, but since internet exists, it’s not really that much of a problem.

 4. what are you looking forward to?

Mmmm. Sunday, depending on whether I’m going to the European Comic Con or not.

 5. is there anyone who can always make you smile?

u. Most of my friends do, honestly.

 6. is it hard for you to get over someone?

Last time it took me, like, 2-3 years or something, so I guess you could say yes.

 7. what was your life like last year?

boring. I had just quit my last study and i felt?? anxious about a lot of things I think?? My stomach used to be so upset that I couldn’t eat breakfast without throwing up and?? i was afraid of something being wrong with my heart when I felt it beat A Little Bit Faster Than It Normally Should?? idk man it was just really messed up. I think it actually slowly started getting better again about a year ago. It’s fine now, though.

 8. have you ever cried because you were so annoyed?

hell yeah

 9. who did you last see in person?

My mom.

 10. are you good at hiding your feelings?

Not sure?? I cried once during school because my mentor/teacher told me I had to switch to another class. I do have problems when it comes to actually talking about what I’m feeling, though. i don’t............. really talk about my feelings, honestly. idk.

 11. are you listening to music right now?

no, not yet.

 12. what is something you want right now?

Mmm, coffee sounds good, but I’ve already had 2 cups today, and I don’t want to drink too much of it.

 13. how do you feel right now?

burpy.

 14. when was the last time someone of the opposite sex hugged you?

Uhhhhhhh a few weeks ago I think?? It’s been a few weeks since the last time I visited my dad.

 15. personality description

someone who thinks she’s funnier than she actually is. wants to make everyone happy and wants to be a Better Person, but still has to do a Lot Of Work to do. Is rather Lazy than Tired. green is her favourite color. thinks wario is pretty cool and uses finger guns.

 16. have you ever wanted to tell someone something but you didn't?

haha yeah. all the time.

 17. opinion on insecurities.

hooooooooooOOO boy. those. those sure are things that exist!

 18. do you miss how thing were a year ago?

nah not really.

 19. have you ever been to New York?

No.

 20. what is your favourite song at the moment?

uhhh... That’s a toughie. I’ve been listening to Not Today by BTS a lot lately but saying it’s my favourite song? Not sure.

What’s Up by 4 Non Blondes, I Wait by Day6 and, like, almost all songs from the Save Rock and Roll album by Fall Out Boy are also still Pretty Good.

 21. age and birthday?

I’m 21, my birthday is june 28.

 22. description of crush.

very cool.

 23. fear(s)

spiders are pretty scary. dying also. but you know what’s really been scaring me lately?

going down stairs.

I’m not sure why but lately i’ve been getting mini-jumpscares whenever i go down a staircase. Only the first step, though. I suspect it’s got something to do with my new glasses?? like, it’s somehow like the staircase looks further away when i’m wearing those.

 24. height

i’m 1.58m. or 1.57m. not sure. I like to think it’s 1.58m, since it makes me feel taller.

 25. role model

i don’t................ really remember......... who it is.............

 26. idol(s)

i only really watched the finale of the first dutch series. i was rooting for jim but jamai won. he sure stepped right up.

 27. things i hate

when my posters don’t want to stick to my wall :(

 28. i'll love you if...

u talk to me or invite me to anything ever. this includes tagging me in stuff or just. sending me a picture of a fork.

i’ll also love u if u choose me to come to for Advice or just to tell me how you’re feeling about stuff bc being the friend that’s supposed to just send u funny stuff when ur feeling sad feels kinda mundana sometimes. it’s like?? i can be more of a friend than just that. i want to be a better friend than just that.

 29. favourite film(s)

  shrek

The Help and Forrest Gump are the only movie that come to my mind right now. Disney, Marvel and Star Wars movies as well I guess?? there are a lot more.

 30. favourite tv show(s)

Rizzoli & Isles and Castle

 31. 3 random facts

- I bought a Jigglypuff onesie today.

- i still buy physical albums whenever I can because I like to be able to hold the stuff that I own.

- one of my first OC’s was the evolution of Houndoom - Hounstar. it pretty much looked like a Houndoom but with bigger horns and chainsaw-like wings.

 32. are your friends mainly girls or guys?

girls

 33. something you want to learn

a new language, writing better than I currently am, and how to fold a paper bird-plane like my grandpa used to.

 34. most embarrassing moment

no way i’m going to tell you the most embarrassing one. there is a reason why it’s called that. i’ll tell u something slightly less embarrassing instead ok?

when i tried to push open the door to enter my school i tried to push it open by pressing against the glass window on the door like i always did, except that there wasn’t any glass, and i halfway fell through the door. there were atleast 3 people that saw my faillure. :(

 35. favourite subject

I used to love English because I was one of the kids in my class that was actually decent at it.

 36. 3 dreams you want to fulfill?

- roadtrip with friends

- going on vacation to a country that’s not in europe.

- ?????????? having fun with friends?????

 37. favourite actor/actress

o geez. Viola Davis is pretty cool/?? also Meryl Streep. she’s cool as well.

 38. favourite comedian(s)

mmmmm. Claudia de Breij and Bo Burnham are pretty cool.

 39. favourite sport(s)

Hockey, badminton and volleyball. football is sometimes ok, but only when the dutch team is playing and actually performing.

 40. favourite memory

just. spending time with friends, usually at sleepovers. god, I love sleepover so much.

 41. relationship status

single :)

 42. favourite book(s)

- As a kid I used to love the Jody books. I think they’re called the Linda Craig series in english?? it was about horse riders and stuff.

- there is a book series about squirrels and a Magic Stick that i fucking LOVE but that I can’t find in the library which makes me kinda sad.

-The Harry Potter Books are always pretty good??

- the Miss Peregrine’s Peculiar Children books are pretty good

- the Dead Witch Walking book series?? or whatever?? is also Pretty Neat even though i’ve only read the first book. i’ve owned the second book for like, 3 years but haven’t really read it yet oops.

- The 1/2 Prince novels. I Really Enjoyed Them.

 43. favourite song ever

we......... we went over this already........... there are Too Many Good Songs To Be Able To Choose Just One Of Them.

 44. age you get mistaken for

i think someone once though i’m 23 but not sure????? i don’t really remember.

 45. how you found out about your idol

everyone was talking about the idols final so naturally i had to Watch It if i wanted to be a Cool 10 year old.

 46. what my last text message says

whatsapp counts as a text as well right. for me it does anyway,

“Want voor het onderzoek zelf hebben we toch nog die weken na de toest?”

47. turn ons

some real good mc donalds

 48. turn offs

spinning ur arms like some kind of weird windmill while ur chasing someone.

don’t do that.

 49. where i want to be right now

 somewhere with friends.

 50. favourite picture of your idol

the left one is jim, the right one is jamai.

  51. starsign

cancer

 52. something i'm talented at

knowing how to google stuff.

 53. 5 things that make me happy

- bunnies

- goats

- pretty clouds

- watching the stars

- my friends!!!

 54. something thats worrying me at the moment

holy fuck i still have to do so many homework in the next few days

 55. tumblr friends

@wooksbazooks​ @shikariix​ @mcrololo​ @diantos​

 56. favourite food(s)

  boerenkool met worst. jwz.

 57. favourite animal(s)

bunnies, goats and gecko’s.

 58. description of my best friend

cute, nice af and very important to me.

 59. why i joined tumblr

i used to think it looked like a cool site. haha funny joke.

[spkdnailbats]

Hyper-fixations!! (aka- my stan list)

yo so I've realized I always hyper-fixate on characters in media that I either relate to, wish to be like, or draw comfort from.... so bc I'm bored here's some peeps in this category:

•Taako (The Adventure Zone Balance) - want to be like - openly himself, multidimensional, fully realized creation, loved by many, charismatic, in a good and healthy relationship (thats also so supportive and cute and god wheres my gf version of kravitz???), unapologetic, went through some shit and came out different and with issues but is still just good, loves family, passionate

•Angus McDonald (The Adventure Zone Balance) - comfort character - hes just a sweet lil guy who just loves his weird found family and is just so smart and precious and i love him with my whole soul and being, makes me smile whenever he pops up

•Magic Brian (The Adventure Zone Balance) - comfort character - can never fail to make me laugh and smile

•Hurley (The Adventure Zone Balance) - relate to - a small ball of energy, typically a rule follower but likes to stray away sometimes, a gay!!, lowkey likes to race in my jeep (its only with my one friend and its not a legit race but we say it is and its v fun)

•Carey Fangbattle (The Adventure Zone Balance) - relate to / want to be like - tiny but big personality, a gay!!, fiesty, sneaky, tough cookie, loves a tall butch girl (i do not have a tall butch girl to love but maybe someday!!), badass little rogue (i wish)

•Virgil "Anxiety" Sanders (Sanders Sides/Thomas Sanders) - relate to - anxious ball of something, many people consider cute although deny it / dont believe it, self deprecating!!, needs a hug, tries to be intimidating but fails, the mom™ friend

•Lapis Lazuli (Steven Universe) - relate to - felt lost, felt ostracized from friends (sometimes true sometimes not - gee, cognitive distortions are a bitch), found people and felt comfortable and at home with them, found family, self deprecating, separates self to not get hurt, wants to protect but also avoid, sad™

•Peridot (Steven Universe) - comfort character - had genuine growth as a character which is nice to see, is silly but also can be serious, makes me smile whenever i see her

•Howl (Howl’s Moving Castle) - relate to / want to be like - very much himself, overdramatic af (drama queen and a diva), sees the best in people, cares based on personality rather than looks (calls an old lady beautiful bc she has a good heart), a versatile lgbt (looks and acts like a gay but dates a pretty girl, the dream ngl), fashionable af and dyes hair fun colors

•Calcifer (Howl’s Moving Castle) - relate to - sassy little bitch, underappreciated until absolutely needed, small and typically seen as tame but can have a big personality at times

•Sophie Hatter (Howl’s Moving Castle) - relate to / want to be like - the odd one out, seen as ordinary, never the pretty one but always the average or forgettable one, always someone better and not often liked, when liked its always true and based on a beautiful personality, finds real love in an unlikely situation (wheres my love in life?), makes own path and doesnt care what people say/think, ambitious, does what needs to be done even if its hard, comforting maternal presence but also dominant and assertive when needed, gets shit done

•Kiki (Kiki's Delivery Service) - relate to / want to be like - is an outsider but finds her place eventually, inexperienced but trying her best, works hard in all she does, makes something of herself (i hope someday thats me), makes the best out of a bad situation

•Stitch (Lilo & Stitch) - relate to - lost, searching for home and family, feel constantly different from everyone else, runs away from problems before finally solving/fixing them

•Baymax (Big Hero 6) - comfort character - was there for hiro and did whatever possible the whole movie to help him (learning about grieving, sacrificing, etc), and there was a time in my life that I really needed that presence and didn’t have it that way at the time, but now 14 years later I’m in a much better state mentally but baymax still makes me cry bc he reminds me of stuff™, (tbh i got to “meet baymax” at disney when i was 16 and lowkey was so excited and cried a bit, and my friend bought me a stuffed animal baymax that afternoon for my birthday and i sobbed and carried it around in my bag for the rest of the trip)

•Hiro (Big Hero 6) - relate to - ((this is gonna get sad sorry ://)) so like hiro i lost a sibling (however i was much younger than hiro and my sibling was younger than me) in a way that it was inflicted by someone else but was “unintentional/collateral” and i didnt really deal with it for a while until i actually got help and started doing things again to get back into normal life. i sob beginning to end during bh6 bc i feel for hiro and i know what hes going through and what its like and it sucks

•Alice (Alice in Wonderland) - relate to - gets lost in own head a lot, kinda a wonky imagination, doesnt follow own advice (”i give myself very good advice, but i very seldom follow it”), happy doing own thing until lost or lonely which then leads to fear and anxiety, doesnt know who to trust, trying to find something that isnt easily found

•Oswald the Lucky Rabbit (Disney) - relate to - ((please look up oswalds story if you dont know who he is- in brief terms, he was a cartoon walt disney made and abandoned when he made his own studio (c. 1920s) and was replaced by mickey and was forgotten about until 2006)) cast aside, forgotten about, replaced, wants to belong

•Carson Phillips (Struck by Lightning) - want to be like / relate to - snarky and sarcastic bitch, does what he needs to in order to get shit done, a “penetrating personality” (literally a quote from the mf book), ambitious, goals bigger than anyone thinks they should be, makes morally ambiguous decisions to get what he wants

•Veronica Sawyer (Heathers) - relate to / want to be like - got some shitty friends who we dont really like but stick around with for convenience or something, has ambitions in life, stands up for what she believes in and for injustice and is generally a brave badass (i wish i was)

•Heather McNamara (Heathers) - relate to - lost, follows “friends”, tries to fit in with those around, sad™

•Elizabeth Swan (Pirates of the Caribbean) - want to be like - brave, stands up for what she believes in even if it might get her killed, tough (literally the pirate king), does what she wants cause she a bad bitch, tough, literally so pretty??, found true love in an unlikely place at an unlikely time, literally got married while fighting next to her true love vs the undead fish pirated while the ship is stuck in a whirlpool, badass af

•Kurt Hummel (Glee) - want to be like / comfort character - open about who he is, fashionable af, in the actual cutest couple on glee yall can fight me about it, learned to love himself then never stopped, a sassy queen always (i have so many of his mannerisms smh), went from cute twink to muscle boy and wow we love a glow-up, went from being bullied into submission and scared to being open and standing up for others even if he gets hurt, always made me smile, first real lgbt person i saw in the media and helped me embrace myself fully

•Klaus Hargreeves (The Umbrella Academy) - relate to - outcast, lotta mental health issues, music lover and bad dancer, headphones always on, bad experiences and trauma formed self, kinda lazy

•Vanya Hargreeves (The Umbrella Academy) - relate to - pushed aside, never a priority, taken advantage of, has own skill no one acknowledges, sad™

•Elphaba Thropp (Wicked) - relate to - cast out, different from everyone else, unique in own way, never the pretty one

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and some honorable mentions of real people I connect with comfort and strive to be like in my day to day life (like ive taken on a lot of their mannerisms or sayings):

•Patrick Stump (Fall Out Boy) - literally the sweetest person ever, super talented in so many different ways, so positive and inspirational (esp about mental health)

•Gerard Way (My Chemical Romance, Umbrella Academy) - always accepting of people (esp lgbt!! gay rights!!), multi-dimensional, versatile talents (singer, song writer, artist, comic book writer)

•Mitch Grassi (Pentatonix/Superfruit) - so openly himself, genuine, verbal about mental health (esp anxiety and depression), phenomenal singer, so kind to everyone, unique, fashionable, sassy as hell, lgbt!!, shows dreams can come true

•Chris Colfer (Glee/Author) - super talented (singing, acting, writing), lgbt!!, snarky as hell, super sweet but also super funny, (tbh ive stanned him since like 2012 and hes the only celeb ive ever met and i will always stan that man)

•Hayley Kiyoko (Singer) - lesbian jesus, came out even though she was told it could ruin her career, so truly herself, open about lgbt issues and mental health, positive towards everyone, encourages everyone to open up and be unapologetically themselves

•Eugene Lee Yang (Try Guys) - authentically himself, isn’t afraid of what people thing, does his own thing even if its different and odd to some, lgbt!!, a shady bitch in the best way, has his own style and kills it always

•Daniel Howell (Youtuber) - open about mental health and most recently his past as well as lgbt experience, can make you laugh and cry at the same time somehow, more talented than he thinks he is, shows you can get through anything

[superradgaydad]

80 questions

what’s your favorite memory? - probably the one of when my friend slept over, and we just curled up and watched jeff dunham on netflix

what song(s) describe your mood right now? - siberia by lights, or all for you by sister hazel

tea or coffee? - TEA

sunsets or sunrises? - neither bc it’s a bitch to drive during both lmao

vanilla, chocolate, or strawberry? - chocolate

rain or sun? - rain all the way

is your first language english? if not, what is it? - i’m too lazy to learn another language other than english, but I know some phrases in sign language

do you like your ice crushed or in big blocks? - big blocks bc then i can cronch it

if you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? - my chest, bc i hate how big it is, or my muffin top

who are you closest to, your father or mother? - probably my father

what time period would you like to live in other than your own - definitely medieval bc knights >:3c !!

is it hot or cold right now? - fUCKIN BELOW ZERO OVER HERE HOLY SHIT MY ASS CHEEKS ARE FROZEN TO MY PANTS

what is your accent? - i’ve been told i have a boston accent but i can’t really tell

has anyone ever save you from a situation? if so, what happened? - i don’t remember a lot of stuff that happened in the past so i’m not really sure??

who did you last hug? - my best friend :)))

who are your top 5 fictional characters? - hearthstone (magnus chase), kenny mccormick (south park), lance (voltron), chat noir (miraculous ladybug), and no-face (spirited away)

how have you changed in the past year or two? - my hair has gotten shorter and it’s been dyed different colors, and i’ve been more self conscious with everything about myself

biggest regret(s)? - falling in love

biggest fear(s)? - heights, spiders, the ocean, being rejected, the dark, being forgotten

is your room messy or clean? - messy af my dude

have you ever had a near-death experience? - umm i choked on a cracker once, does that count?

favorite scent? - my grandma’s laundry detergent lmao

would you survive a zombie apocalypse? - probably for a bit, but then i’d die in the dumbest way, like falling down stairs or getting stabbed by my own knife idk

what lyric(s) do you love? - “look into your heart and you’ll find the sky is yours”

what do you like about yourself? - my arms, my freckles, my eyes

what would you change about yourself? - my clingyness

do you like your handwriting? - yeah, as long as i can read it, i’m fine

how do you like to style your hair? - the poofier, the better

what time is it? - sUMMERTIME (god i wish)

what time did you wake up today? - 6:10, bc of school -_-

what are your bad habits? - biting my nails, not replying to texts, forgetting important things

what was your first fandom? - the pjo fandom :)

burger or pizza? - pizza, but i peel the cheese off

do you have any unusual talents? - no, i’m super boring lmao rip

when did you last feel infinite? - tbh i haven’t felt that way in a long time, so probably when i heard that my papa was doing better :’)

when did you last cry? - a week ago, i think. it was over how i can’t understand my advanced english class

who was the last person to see you cry? - my parents, bc they were the ones yelling at me

best movie? - i have literally too many favorites, but probably the star wars series or me and earl and the dying girl

best tv series? - gotham or sherlock

have you ever wrote fanfiction? - yes, but i don’t like to bring it up anymore haha

are you happy? - truthfully, no, but i’m trying :)

do you really relate to your zodiac? - sometimes

what year were you born in? - 2001

do you often find yourself jealous? - yES. mainly if one of my friends ends up in a happy and healthy relationship, while i’m over here dying

are you a fan of 80’s music? - yes!

what has been your most vivid nightmare? - i try not to remember nightmares

what has been your most vivid dream? - where green day broke into my house, and played with my cat while making pancakes and putting on my sister’s makeup

have you ever had your first kiss? - no, but i guess i’m waiting for that one person who i want to spend the rest of my life with

what has been your most intimate moment? - haha when i woke up next to my best friend, and we were like all intertwined and shit

do you usually start conversations? - no

are you superstitious? - i don’t know??

what do you believe in most, ghosts or aliens? - both. i believe that there is life after death, and that there are beings out in space. i’m pretty 50-50 on it

what song(s) do you hate? - any stupid/overplayed pop song on the radio

turn ons? - disney movies and panera mac and cheese

turn offs? - “those” girls (like complain too much, or obsess over how “fat they are”), people who insult others

are you comfortable with talking about your flaws? - not really bc then people know how to defeat me aha

what are your otps? - stormpilot (finn and poe), blitzstone (blitzen and hearthstone), and iko and kinney (i don’t know their ship name tho)

do you have any bizarre experiences? - umm stuff usually goes missing, and i hear sounds in my house when no one else is home, but that’s basically it

do you have a night/morning routine? - in the morning i shower before school, and at night i just get in my pajamas and go to bed

do you have a bittersweet memory? - when we were visiting my papa. sweet that we got to see him, but bitter bc he was getting worse

are there any friends that you miss? - my friends from montserrat college prep

do you have an enemy? - vIOLENCE IS AN ENEMY

are you a night owl or an early bird? - night owl

what is your dream job? - to be a writer, or an animator, or a comic book illustrator

if you had to pick a fictional universe to live in forever, which one would you pick and why? - either star wars bc then i could be a pilot and hang out with finn and poe all the time, or harry potter bc then i’d be a wizard!!

do you know any form of self-defense? - i took karate when i was younger, but i don’t remember anything from it

favorite planet? - pluto, bc it’s small and nobody remembers it’s there, and i can relate to that. also my favorite god is hades/pluto

do you consider yourself to be more masculine, feminine, or a mixture? - uhhh i’m genderfluid, so my feeling fluctuates all the time, but most of the time i feel pretty masculine

do you rely on others, or do others rely on you? - i rely on others more

what do you think happens when someone dies? - i think they kind of hang around for a bit, traveling through loved memories, and it’s all colors, but then i think they eventually pass on when they see that they don’t have anything else to do

are you a leader? - good god nO! me, as a leader? you’d all be dead immediately lmao

what question do you hate answering? - “why’d you cut your hair? boys like long hair” or “are you a boy or a girl? i can’t tell”

do you believe in guardian angels? - not really, except for mysterion in south park lmao

can you rap? - a bit, mostly twenty one pilots or hamilton’s guns and ships

how do you stay warm? - sweaters and layers upon LAYERS of blankets. heated blankets work the best :) also bonus points if you have a warm cat!

do you want to be in a relationship? - i don’t really know anymore

how was your day? - okay, what about yours?

are there any fictional universes you would not want to be in? - the hunger games, divergent, or the lunar chronicles series bc i’d get killed in literally all three

what fictional character do you relate to the most? - right now it’s eliza from eliza and her monsters, bc i bottle myself up in my room and draw my life away

who hurt you last? - relationship-wise: my ex. heart-wise: my papa

[myheart-elsewhere]

im bored pt3 || 11/22/17

1. Do you bite or lick ice cream? lick

2. What is home to you? i havent yet figured that out

3. What was the last lie you told? that i was doing great lol

4. Does everyone deserve the truth? for the most part

5. What is the creepiest toy ever made? there are hella creepy toys tbh

6. Describe a moment in which you did something unacceptable in a bad situation. most the shit i do is unacceptable but its whatever.

7. List two things that are more easily done than said. (No, I didn’t mix them up.)  1: using a cell phone bc it can be hard to teach adults how to use them lol. 2: seeing a color vs describing it

8. When was the last time you worked really hard to achieve something? probably in school idk

9. How many all nighters have you pulled? over 15..

10. If humans didn’t evolve to laugh or smile, how would we express our happiness instead? talking excitedly about what made us happy

11. How many romantic “things” or “flings” have you had? depends on how serious you mean, so between 2 and 5.

12. What is your paradise? lisetning to music

13. What is your favorite background noise? (Ex. Water dripping, people talking.) i like the sound of nails tapping on something

14. How many hearts do you think you have broken? hopefully none

15. What is the most important thing about electronics? you can stay in touch with loved ones. 

16. Why do people care about celebrities? Do you care about celebrities? oh jesus here we go. first off, yes- i care about quite a few celebrities. they can make us feel a happiness like no other. if you’re having a bad day, all you need is to hear their voice and the pain goes away. they speak on things that are important and meaningful. they can be our inspirations and role models. when they have a new interview, song (or movie or something else.. whatever your favorite celebrity does) it always gives us something to look forward to. they make you feel less alone. they make you feel loved. i could keep going on but i have 134 more questions..

17. What is the most annoying thing someone can do to you? make plans then cancel last minute.

18. Do you overexaggerate? What are the pros and cons of this? at times, but rarely. pros: it helps get your point across. cons: it can be annoying idk

19. Have you played any instruments before? Which instruments? guitar and piano

20. Do you like taking selfies? Why or why not? if im wearing makeup, yes. i dont have a good reason except that i like my makeup lol

21. List 3 things you like about yourself? im loving, forgiving, and supportive.

22. What is the best advice someone has ever given you? “be yourself”

23. Do you have what it takes to raise a child? Why or why not? currently, probably not.. im basically still a child myself.

24. How do you cheer yourself up after a bad day? listen to 5h

25. When was the last time you felt awkward? today at work

26. Are you introverted or extroverted? Or a mixture of both? i can be both depending on the situation or social setting

27. What constitutes a good friend? them being there for you when you need them, being supportive in everything you do, and loving you unconditionally.

28. Would you rather have a lot of friends to hang out with or just one best friend? my one best friend. i miss her.

29. In a regular day, what do you not want to hear? “do your homework.”

30. What is your dream job? movie director

31. Is it better to be lazy but smart or hardworking but unintelligent? hardworking bc at least you’re trying.

32. What is a truth about yourself that others find hard to believe? some people are shocked that im gay

33. What have you always wondered about the other gender? why men can treat girls like items and/or their property and just throw them away when theyre done..

34. Which fantasy world would you like to visit the most? hm idk

35. Describe the worst friend you have ever befriended. theres been a few but the first one who comes to mind is this girl who talked about herself 24/7 and didnt care about anyone except for herself.

36. Imagine that you have switched bodies with someone you don’t know. You can’t switch back. What do you do? try to figure out life and probably cry lol

37. If you found the recipe for immortality, would you sell it or would you burn it? can i do both?

38. What is the most important, applicable class you have ever taken? school doesnt teach important classes lmfao

39. Name the last book you read. “trials and tribulations” 

40. Imagine that you are unable to express emotion. How would this affect your world? i would feel empty..

41. When was the last time you made the first move? about a month in a half ago

42. What is your opinion on electronic music such as dubstep or trap? i love it

43. What was the last movie you watched? i dont remember bc i rarely watch movies

44. Do you like and appreciate your life? sometimes

45. Do you like and appreciate yourself? sometimes

46. When was the last time you cried? last night

47. What are you scared of? mostly irrational things

48. What is the most embarrassing, cringe-worthy thing you have ever done? let’s not talk about that lol

49. What are some of your hobbies? reading, listening to music, doing my makeup, social media, and fangirling lol

50. What is a superficial yet annoying mistake you constantly make? idk bc im stupid and dont understand what superficial means lol

51. Are you a good friend? What makes you a good friend? If not, what makes you a bad friend? i think im a good friend bc i always put others before myself and i do anything and everything i can to make them happy. and im always there for them.

52. Do you honestly learn from your mistakes? sometimes

53. What have you learned the hard way? how to lose someone you love

54. What is the most important thing to have in order to attain happiness? not rely on others to be your happiness

55. Which medium do you use for expressing your artistic emotions? (Singing, writing, etc.) writing for sure

56. Are you a creative or a logical thinker? both

57. What is the smartest thing you have ever done? smart moments are rare for me

58. What is your ideal meal? steak and potatoes mmmmm

59. What is the worst thing someone could do on a date? be on their phone

60. Do you like animals? Which kind is your favorite? i love animals, specifially dogs

61. If you could turn one legal thing illegal, what would it be? stealing 

62. Do you have any guilty pleasures? si

63. What is the best thing that the internet has ever created? youtube

64. Do you like playing video games? Which video games? supermario lol

65. What is your opinion on beauty in today’s society? everyone views it differently. in my personal opinion, ever since the word “thick” got popular around 2 years ago, more people are apprecating that and not focusing on being “super model thin” which i think is great.

66. Are you a morning person? When do you usually wake up? hell nah. if i have school, around 6am. if i dont have school, around 10am

67. Do you have a favorite Disney movie? Character? HERCULES!!!!!! meg

68. Would you rather live in the city or in the countryside? def city

69. Would you rather live near the ocean or in the mountains? either or

70. What are the best things about winter? COOL WEATHER

71. What scares you most about the future? idk what it holds

72. What makes you feel old? when i realize HSM came out over 10 years ago.

73. How many hours do you spend on the computer or phone on average? too many

74. What are some of your New Year’s resolutions? havent even thought about it bc they never happen lol

75. What is your life story in 6 words? i am really really gay bro

76. Describe yourself in one word. fangirl

77. What bad habits do you do? give out too many chances

78. What genre of music do you listen to? mostly pop, but i listen to a lot of different genres

79. Most prominent childhood memory? getting doughnuts with my dad every saturday mornning

80. Imagine if you had an older brother. If you already have one, what is it like? If you don’t, how would this change your life? i have a brother who is 20 years older than me. he lived in ohio and right after i was born my parents and i moved to florida. i only get to see him like once a year. it’s really sad. i think of him more as a distant uncle than a brother. but he always has done everything he can to make me happy and i appreciate that so much.

81. Spirit animal? jaguar

82. Do you believe in horoscopes? not really

83. What is the worst advice you’ve ever been given? ive been given so much bad advice i cant pick one specific thing lol

84. List the 3 most important people in your life right now. my best friend liv, my aunt lori, and lauren jauregui

85. Favorite memory of your family. being in ohio this past summer staying up til 2am with my parents, my brother and his fiance just telling stories and laughing our asses off.

86. What do you look for in a relationship? affection

87. Do you have a role model? Why or why not? yes, lauren jauregui. i love everything she stands for.

88. What is your opinion on social media? i love it. it’s what keeps you close with family/friends who live in different states or countries for that matter.

89. Are you a pessimist or an optimist? both, but im mostly optimisitic.. well i try to be at least

90. List some things that you think are overpriced? CONCERT TICKETS

91. What is your worst memory or creepiest experience? getting lost outside in the middle of n where after jingle ball 2015

92. What superpower would ruin the world? reading peoples minds tbh

93. What is something you swore you would never do when you grew up, but you did anyway? smoke

94. What lessons have you learned from movies and which movies were they? i cant think of any rn

95. If you could travel anywhere, where would you go? ohio to see my family

96. How do you approach people? i.. just.. do..

97. What is your opinion on first impressions? sometimes they change

98. What are some things you did as a child that you no longer do? bite my nails

99. What languages can you speak? english and quite a bit of spanish

100. What do you think society will be like in 30 years? who knows

101. What do you do on your lazy days? lay in my pjs, play on my phone and listen to music

102. What ended your last relationship? it wasnt an actual relationship, but she couldnt make up her goddamn mind and she wanted to be a fuckgirl

103. Favorite food? sushi and steak

104. What is the most terrifying dream you’ve ever had? oooo lets not talk about that..

105. When was the last time you got seriously angry? 3 days  ago

106. What was the last friendship you broke? one of my “best friends” bc she didnt like that i was friends with someone she didnt like

107. Do you have any pet peeves? people chewing with their mouth open

108. Who was the last person you gave a hug to? my papa

109. When was the last time you got seriously stressed? last week

110. What part of your personality do you want to change? that i procrasinate everything

111. Who is the most positively influential person in your life right now? lauren jauregui

112. What is your biggest motivation? my best friend

113. What did you want to be when you were little? a veternarian lol

114. What are some things that you are good at? makeup

115. What is one thing you want to be good at? singing lol

116. What distracts you the most, especially when you’re trying to work? probably my phone although i don’t want to admit it lol

117. How important is privacy to you? pretty important.. but it depends on who we want privacy from

118. If you could create one social norm, what would it be? everyone being nice to each other

119. What’s the craziest lie you’ve ever told? i trust no one so that stays to myself for my own well-being

120. What story do you like to tell about yourself at parties? i dont go to parties

121. What is the lamest thing that you have seen someone do? show off on a skateboard lmao

122. What is the stupidest thing you’ve done to impress someone? told them i have a pt cruiser but thats not even a nice car lmao

123. What is your morning routine? on a typical school day: wake up, check my phone, do my hair/makeup, get dressed, eat then leave.

124. What’s the last thing you did that is worth remembering? made a good sale at work today and it was my first day of my first job.

125. If karma was coming back to you, would it help or hurt you? both but mostly help me.

126. What is your opinion on playing “hard to get?” its stupid

127. What are the pros and cons of straightforward? pros: you dont have to be afriad of not being honest. cons: it could make someone really mad at you.

128. What do you consider “leading” someone on? telling them you like them and consistenly flirting with them.

129. Are you the friendzoner or the friendzoned? both

130. What do you admire most about your friends? they try to make me happy

131. What do you admire most about your family? they want the best for me

132. What is your opinion on “going with the flow?” ehh stand out, be different

133. Do you enjoy talking or listening? i enjoy talking, but i almost always listen

134. When is it time to end a friendship? when they become a selfish little bitch

135. What is the worst excuse you’ve ever come up with? the excuses i make up to get out of going to school

136. If GPA didn’t matter, what courses would you have taken? idk im not interested in school

137. What are your favorite baby names? paris

138. When was the last time you had a deep conversation with someone? few days ago

139. What instantly ruins a conversation? checking your phone

140. Biggest turn ons and turn on offs. turn ons: confidence (but not cockiness), being outgoing, being able to have a conversation, and a good fashion sense (fashion sense in my opinion haha). cons: ooo being conceited and only talking about yourself.

141. Biggest disappointment. me lmao

142. Do you have any self-restraint? i do.

143. When did you last do something outside of your comfort zone? last week

144. Prized possession(s)? honestly, my phone. and a bracelet my best friend gave me,

145. What is your opinion on second chances? most people deserve it.

146. Text or call? depends on the person tbh

147. What do you like about the 21st century? it has social media

148. What advice would you give to yourself 5 years ago? stay strong, babygirl. youre gonna go through a lot in the next 5 years, but you need to be strong and know you will fight through it all and come out stronger than you were before. nothing is what it seems. nothing lasts forever. expect the least and you’ll get the best. and remember, a smooth sea never made a skilled sailor.

149. How organized are you? too organized. 

150. Favorite mode of transportation. car

[myerstumbluh]

IDK IM A BORED CHILD

1.) applesauce or pudding?: Pudding

2.) what was your initial reaction when you first realized that your parents had to have had sex to have you?: I barfed a little…. Was- no, am, scarred…. I’ve never looked at them the same way since I was like 10.

3.) if you could create ANY mix-up or mythical animal and have it be brought to life, what would it be?: Probably like pixies or something.

4.) what kind of bread do you prefer?: cINNAMON RAISIN TOAST

5.) describe a moment that is a prominent memory, but didn't have a strong impact on your life: getting hit in the head with a baseball bat :) (it was an accident!)

6.) what is the quote/lyric that you relate to most?: I’m here and I’m queer. :)))

7.) if there was one problem/issue you could wipe off the face of the earth, what would it be?: Something along the lines of xenophobia, homophobia, transphobia, sexism… etc

8.) do you think everyone in our lives serves a purpose, or are some people just there?: Everyone serves a purpose. Big or microscopic, there’s some purpose there.

9.) Favorite knock-knock/cheesy joke?: oh man… there are so many…. idkkk

10.) how do you feel about getting your picture taken?: It depends on the day, tbh

11.) most embarrassing poster you've ever owned?: Jonas Brothers

12.) what are the 3 worst movies of all time?: I feel like im not wise enough in film culture to properly answer that.

13.) when was the last time you were in a public setting and a stranger annoyed you?: All the time every time??

14.) strangest pet peeve?: When people eat their chips and salsa over the communal salsa jar. Im sorry but i, not okay with your dirty mouth germs in my salsa, thanks.

15.) what is a quirk you find cute in a significant other?: whEN SHE SCRUNCHES UP HER FACE GAH.

16.) if you could make a guest appearance in ANY show, which one would you choose?: I could be a pretty gay addition to Degrassi, honestly.

17.) who do you think is the most underrated comedian?: Hmm…. I’m not educated well enough in the land of comedians to properly answer that question. Im sorry.

18.) based on your personality, what do you think your spirit animal is?: Maybe a rabbit? Justification? Sex Drive: 100% on all the time tbh. Twitching: YUP

19.) color combination that you hate?: Brown and Green/Brown and anything, really

20.) what is your favorite childhood memory?: sTAYING UP TILL MIDNIGHT PLAYING POKEMON

21.) what cartoon character do you most resonate with?:Courage the Cowardly Dog. I’m a paranoid ball of anxiety.

22.) what game do you never lose at?: The ones that don’t exist.

23.) what does your dream home look like?: Preferably near the beach, but secluded. Not big but not small at the same time…. cOLORFUL

24.) Honestly, do you love your family, like them, dislike them, or hate them?: I LOVE MY FAMILY.

25.) pettiest argument you've ever been in?: So many… oh god, so many. Probably when a friend was being a control freak about clothes and i ended up being the bad guy when i was trying to make peace.

26.) what is the weirdest article of clothing you've ever come across?: popcorn shirts

27.) what is your favorite day of the week?: thursday/friday

28.) Do you feel offended by swear words?: nO, DO YOU FUCKING KNOW ME?

29.) Stupidest dare you've ever done?: “Take off my sock with your mouth”

30.) Did your parents ever compare you to your siblings or cousins growing up? Did that affect the way things turned out?: mY DAD COMPARE(D)(S) ME TO MY OLDER BROTHER BC HE’S GOOD AT SPORTS AND IM MORE ART-BASED. It fucked me up, mentally haha. I think it’s all a competition now :)

31.) You get to be any person in the world for a whole week. Who do you choose?: mYSELF. Jk. Idk actually. Probably like a little kid.

32.) one food you hate that should be destroyed at all costs?: beets or lima beans

33.) What is your favorite past time for each of the four seasons? Does sleeping count?

34.) what is something that will always make you laugh?: My older brother saying “pudding” in an angERY voice.

35.) what does your pet look like?: Shes a black cocka-poo (cocker spaniel/poodle) and she’s very fuzzy and her fur is v v curly and big. She’s like medium-sized and has a skinny face, but is actually pretty chubby.

36.) describe your favorite outfit.: 1- Black Tshirt, almost white jeans, yELLOW SCARF. 2- Overalls, black shirt, flannel.

37.) most annoying noise you've ever heard?: so many annoying laughs… so many

38.) at what age did you learn to drive?: mmmmm soon

39.) What is something that you own which you know you probably shouldn't?: hmmm.. idk

40.) last thing you made with your own 2 hands?: a thing for my english class

41.) Favorite time of day?: midnight

42.) Do you believe in ghosts, spirits, or any kind of afterlife?: yeah bud

43.) what sports did you do in school?: HAHAHAH SPORTS! THAT’S SO FUNNY.

44.) if you had been voted for a 'superlative' in your last yearbook (class clown, laziest, most likely to become president, etc) what would you have been voted?: I was voted best dressed and most likely to succeed. Boy, were they funny!

45.) reality show idea that you would most definitely watch on television?: Maybe like something exploring mental health of all ages and different ethnicities etc etc

46.) do you still own a landline phone?: ha no

47.) scariest storm you've ever had in your town?: we havent really… well those thanksgiving storms from like 2012 that fucked up the power. Was it 2012? With the big icicles?

48.) skill you wish you had?: tO NOT GIVE A FUCK

49.) what is something you wish you could talk more about, but don't for fear of what other people would think?: My mental stability

50.) last book you read?: Everything, Everything

51.) what does your calendar have on it?: appointments, birthdays, every 19th has a heart :)

52.) what do you do if you get stopped by a person selling something from a mall kiosk?: It depends who im with. If im with family i just sorta smile and walk away. If im with friends, ill probably stop.

53.) infomercial you're beyond tired of seeing?: all of them

54.) what was your first stuffed animal/doll's name?: Cotton Candy

55.) have you ever said something out of anger and instantly regretted it?: Yeah. got into an argument w my mom when i was like 12 and she was like “youre just like your father” and im like “id rather be like him than be like you”

56.) how do you feel about raising minimum wage?: yes

57.) how would you spend a perfect day with your best friend?: WATCH DISNEY MOVIES, DRINK TEA, AND EAT FOOD ALL DAY

58.) when was the last time you changed the oil in your car?: no

59.) did you ever have to do speech therapy?: When i was a smol tater tot bean, yes. They wanted to continue in elementary school, but my mom was like no no no

60.) something you're looking forward to in the future?: 18 more days from now ;)