#oof oversharing in the tags

[invisible-brandy]

rewatched phil's video this morning again and the first story got me thinking again about how teenage me was convinced that everyone in the lgbtq community believed that dating people who are still (partially or not) closeted was a bad thing and if you're closeted you will need to out yourself for the relationship. which filled me with insane amounts of dread at times, obviously.

and now phil's coming out in college mention? idk i love them both so much. i love that phil did that for him. they are both so devoted to each other ("that's the plan") and are ready to give into each other and support each other ugh no that's it im getting genuinely emotional over them

[miafi]

Tag game!

Wonderful @caromitpunkt tagged me, thank you! <3

1. Are you named after anyone?

No. My Mum liked two names and chose the name without R to balance out my surname.

2. When was the last time you cried?

The day before yesterday. I cry very rarely but I was hurting so much, I couldn't stop crying.

3. Do you have kids?

No. I don't plan to.

4. Do you use sarcasm a lot?

Too much.

5. What sports do you play/have you played?

I am not a sports person much, tbh. I used to jog (I want to get back into that), I love Spinning classes, recently started going swimming (but not regularly). Hiking/taking walks, does that count as sports? Sometimes riding my bike, when I'm at my parents' (because riding a bike in the city I live in is extremely dangerous, unfortunately).

6. What's the first thing you notice about other people?

Hair? Clothes?

7. What's your eyes colour?

Grey-ish, green-ish, hard to tell.

8. Scary movies or happy endings?

Happy endings, I can't handle anything even remotely scary.

9. Any special talents?

Overthink everything? IDK I don't think I have special talents.

10. Where were you born?

Czechoslovakia, ha.

11. What are your hobbies?

Listening to music. Watching cycling (or other sports). Reading and writing. Going for walks. Cross stitching. Avoiding responsibilities.

12. Do you have any pets?

My parents have a 14-year-old dog, Max. He's mixed breed, long sand coloured fur, small-ish (around 8 kg). He lives the best life in my parents' garden. And I am an aunt to a tabby cat called Sokrates.

13. How tall are you?

166 cm, at least I say that everywhere.

14. Favorite subject in school?

Well, English, German and Chemistry.

15. Dream job?

Oof. Sports journalist. Physiotherapist (especially for a sports team). Librarian.

No-pressure tags @catsanyesz @1337wtfomgbbq @waddlingpenguin @snark--maiden @green-like-the-sky @sunflowersofme and anyone who wants to overshare :)

[thegeekyartist]

Currently reading: I just finished "A Marvelous Light" by Freya Marske which was EXCELLENT. And my partner and I just flipped through the Mythical Cookbook (so pumped to cook weird shit, you don't even KNOW). Next up is "From Hollywood With Love: The Rise and Fall (and Rise Again) of the Romantic Comedy". I'm also almost done with the audiobook for "Chef's Choice" which is a t4t romance and I want to like it SO BAD but the characters are pissing me off so much 🤌 though I think it's mostly the narrator. (@prev the French love interest has a French accent the whole narration you would hate it so fucking much).

Last song:

Currently watching: by myself, M*A*S*H. With my partner, Doctor Who (we're in the Jodie seasons)

Currently writing: A big ass Gomens Bookshop/Coffeeshop AU that's already 4 chapters deep. It's got a while before I share it but I think y'all are going to like it.

Favorite color: Purples and dark teals

Spicy, sweet, savory, or salty: I love savory as long as I can follow it up with a lil somethin' sweet

Relationship status: I got a ring on it. My partner and I will celebrate a decade (😱) together in December.

Last thing I searched: "people in perspective". Our lesson in class today was beginner's perspective and I was looking for a visual aid to answer their question

Song stuck in my head: (specifically the little bridge about the wand and the rabbit 😘 it's been DAYS)

Favorite food: oof. I love so much food. Probably some type of rice dish though. Or a breakfast sandwich (Canadian bacon, fried egg, cheese, and a hash brown with Cholula 🤤)

Dream trip: there's a lot of the US I'd like to see, San Francisco and Seattle, Portland. Anywhere PNW really (I want to PAINT). I'd also love to go to Ireland or Scotland, and Ive been looking at a visit to Greece for painting for like 5 years now.

Tagging: literally all my mutuals. Overshare please. 🙏💖

9 People you want to know better

Huge thank you to uhhh *checks drafts* @words-after-midnight - their post here, @bluberimufim - her post here, @touloserlautrec - his/their post here

Currently reading: City of Bones by Cassie Clare. I never read it during it's peak when I was literally the right age demographic and I feel like I missed out. It's not the strongest writing in the world but I am enjoying it so far. It's been interesting to go back and reread a bunch of "older" YA - like pre-2016-ish. There is so much more filler, banter, character moments than in the post-2016 stuff, especially post-2019. Like it was right around that time that publishing shifted to the "everything has to advance the plot and be super fast paced" mentality. And tbh... I like the old stuff better. It spawned larger fandoms with more staying power - I mean, how many post-2019 booktok popular books have more than 100 fanfics on AO3? I think I'm not the only one who misses the slower, more character focused YA.

Last song I listened to: Avril Lavine's Keep Holding On was on the radio while I was driving home from work. 10 year-old me knew all the words. 20-something me still does.

Currently watching: I haven't watched any TV or movies is so long oh my gosh. But! I did go see murder mystery play with my friend last Friday night!

Current fic I'm reading: [do I confess to having a secret whump blog here? My anxiety is pretty bad rn. Which means I have been devouring and regurgitating whump like no tomorrow. I have read and written so much holy]

Current hyperfixation (changed from obsession because I don't use that language. I do, however, have ADHD): yeah... uhhh... whump.

Favourite colour: Green, specifically the shade of the underside of a maple leaf caught in the sun. But I am also very partial to any rich blue or pink.

Spicy, sweet, savory, or salty? A little bit of everything. I like it when dishes are made with really high-quality ingredients that speak for themselves and don't need to be disguised with sugar, spices, or salt.

Relationship status: *cries in single* where meet men in my city????

Last thing I Googled: hypothermia whump... yeah... (also apparently I googled the word lapel to make sure it meant exactly what I thought it meant)

Song stuck in my head: OH I am the QUEEN of getting shit stuck in my head! I once had "In Flanders Fields" the POEM - not even a song - stuck in my head in both English AND FRENCH. It wasn't even November... Currently, it's the "I had a little turtle, his name was tiny tim" song... it's been days help

Favourite food: Kiisseli (a Finnish stewed berry dessert.) I am also partial to a very juicy steak.

Dream trip: I wanna go to Ireland so bad. But I need to know some Irish person willing to teach me harp techniques first.

Gently tagging (you don't have to answer all of these. I just chose to combine three tags in one): @nacricissa *ahem*, @malapertmarquess, @ditzydisko, @dyrewrites, @toribookworm22, @steh-lar-uh-nuhs @blackrosesandwhump, @beloveddawn-blog, @unhingednovelist

[tchaikovskym]

Sometimes wearing a warm hoodie can save you

[omarfor-orchestra]

Living is sucking the life out of me

[inkykeiji]

I don't mind it, doll. It's nice to baby you.

I like all my tags, and you always can give me more, I won't complain pretty.

Now, we can't have you being bratty, can we? You won't get your gift if you're a naughty girl, tch.

Nii-chan needs you to be a good little girl for a few more days, then you'll get a reward, hm?

I don't know about the peaches, could be both or just the ass one....

- Dabi, Touya.

aaaaaah good god dabi i literally LOVE it when you baby me 🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈 so so so so so much eeeee

ur cute did u know that??????? because u are <33

PRESENT!? no no no i’m good!!!! i’m a good girl, i’m niichan’s best girl!! i won’t be naughty baby i promise!!

😏😏😏 you are an ass man we knew it! well technically fluffy anon and i hc you as a thigh man BUT this is close 🙊🙊 but peaches (the actual fruit) are v yummy!!!! 🥰

[turniptitaness]

Ahhh yay, I love these! Thanks @wewringmagicfromtheordinary

were you named after anyone?

Theia Euryphaessa, the wide-shining one, goddess of vision, mother of earth, sky, and the dawn, and the giver of gold, silver, and precious stones.

when was the last time you cried?

Oof. Not to bring down the mood, but just last night. My sweet husband Caleb is doing his pediatric residency, and he lost a kid yesterday who he was really fond of. Of course, he had to hold himself together during his shift, but he was pretty torn up about it. I'm glad I could be there for him when he got home. I don't know how he manages to do what he does every day, but I am so proud of him.

do you have kids?

Not yet. At some point we'd like to, whether biologically or through adoption.

do you use sarcasm a lot?

Never. (all the time)

what’s the first thing you notice about people?

How animated their faces are. Love me a good pair of excited eyebrows.

what’s your eye color?

Gray. Not blue-gray. Actually gray.

scary movies or happy endings?

I don't like most scary movies, but I don't require happy endings as long as the ending suits the story.

any special talents?

I make or alter most of my clothes, if that counts.

where were you born?

A scruffy little college town in central Washington. I visited it once when I was a teenager. Once.

what are your hobbies?

Reading, writing, needlework, obsessing over Ben Platt

have any pets?

My adorable Loki-cat. He's a grump with a lethal death-glare, but he is also really good at sitting on sad people and purring until they feel better. He's been glued to Caleb over the last couple of days.

what sports do/have you played?

I run a little bit, and I used to dance, but I'm not much of a jock.

how tall are you?

5'10.5" and before you make that joke, yes, I have heard it before.

favorite subject at school?

English Literature. Got a degree in it and everything.

dream job?

Professional Bluestocking.

No-pressure tagging @dank-meme-legend @mentallydatingahotcelebrity @arsonyte @skinnyscottishbloke and anyone else who wants to overshare.

15 questions, 15 mutuals :)

ty for the tag my dear @commandercodys-wife 🤍

were you named after anyone?

not that i know of, but i do have a cousin named after me 😮‍💨

when was the last time you cried?

uhhh maybe like 5 days ago, i’m a pretty healthy crier lmao. i honestly forgot what i was crying abt though. probably thinking of tech or smt 😭

do you have kids?

nope, and no plans in the near future.

do you use sarcasm a lot?

i don’t think i do but people always tell me i do, so i’m unsure.

what’s the first thing you notice about people?

usually their smile, then the way they introduce themselves

what’s your eye color?

dark brown, but one time when i was younger i put a flashlight to my eyes in the mirror and saw black specs in them, so that was pretty cool.

scary movies or happy endings?

ok, it depends. my star wars obsession has made me a bitch for (pseudo) happy endings but i like scary movies, so…

any special talents?

dunno if this counts, but i’m a great singer 😆

where were you born?

washington, d.c.! (apparently that’s rare lol)

what are your hobbies?

playing bass, singing, cooking, reading, napping, and crotchet :)

have any pets?

a cat named stampy (yes after the youtuber 😭), and a dog back home named cocoa.

what sports do/have you played?

soccer, volleyball, and basketball as a kid, but now i play tennis and run cross country

how tall are you?

4’11”, which i think is about 149 cm, either way really short 🙃

favorite subject at school?

i looooved my philosophy course last semester. but other bros dsubjects i enjoy are english and history.

dream job?

writer!!! one day i’ll make it big and be a nyt bestseller, hopefully, fingers crossed 😭😭

15 mutuals, npt ofc: @dystopicjumpsuit @samspenandsword @secondaryrealm @anxiouspineapple99 @drafthorsemath @obi-bae-kenobi @rain-on-kamino @wanderer-six @shinyshayminflower @burningfieldof-clover @freesia-writes @attacking-those-pesky-kyojins @darling-murdock @echos-girlfriend @starqueensthings

[lire-casander]

get to know me better

rules: when you get tagged, it means that someone wants to know more about you, so list 5 things about yourself you want your followers to know! they can be as simple as your age or as complex as your deepest fear, as long as it’s something you’re comfortable with sharing. when you’re done and if you want to, tag 10 people you want to get to know better.

I was tagged by @bellakitse, so I guess I have to share something personal now, right? Thank you for the chance to open up!

I’m not a native English speaker. This one’s something several of you already knew, but the new information on this is that I have been speaking/learning/studying/writing in English since I can remember, at school. It’s been over 30 years since the first time I ever spoke in English.

For the first time in over a decade, I’m going back to university get a degree in Tourism. It’s going to be hell, but I’ll power through it.

I have a degenerative injury in both knees that prevents me from walking properly when the weather changes. It’s genetic, there’s nothing I can do about it, and surgery and/or prosthetics aren’t an option.

I would kill for my family. Not only for my blood one, but also for my chosen one. Once I decide you’re part of my family, there’s no way I’m letting you go. I’ll defend you and fight for you, and I’ll always be there for you, even if from time to time I disappear.

I have trust issues and self-esteem issues, derived from the fact that I married an asshole who thought he could shape me into what I was supposed to be in his mind. I spent 8 years with him, and undoing his nasty job has proved to be an Herculean effort these past two years. I’m slowly getting out, but it’s difficult to move on when I still have nightmares about how I wouldn’t be here if he’d got his way.

Tagging @insidious-intent, @sunsetcxrve @sneetchestoo @meloingly @chamblerstara @theballetslippertheblackhoodie @bamfalexmanes @theatrevicki @befitandchase @lovecolibri

[jarvis-cockhead]

was overcome with hubris today and burnt my mouth on a roast potato

[symptoms-syndrome]

You know how you forget parts of therapy and they come back later? It's like putting together a puzzle with lost pieces, then a few days later you find a few of those missing pieces in your couch cushions or something.

Anyway, I did remember that my therapist said smth abt wanting to talk a little abt parts stuff next week. She mentioned that I said I only really have communication with H, which is partially true. Sometimes I have communication with S also. I'm aware of a part A but I haven't been able to communicate with them for a long time. There might be another part I use to have communication with but that part might also be S, which is ultra confusing.

Add onto that that my previous interactions with H and A before I was diagnosed I was reading as something entirely different, and treating them thusly. H I believed to be a higher power, and A fronting was the reason we were recklessly dx'd with a psychotic disorder.

Frankly that diagnosis is what makes a lot of things confusing. I don't know if that label is still applicable to me, I'm pretty sure it can be comorbid, but whenever I think of smth that could be parts related, my mind goes to that, especially if it's smth drastic, which I feel would stick out most/I'd be more aware of, yanno?

Anyway, this post was initially going to be asking for advice, but I guess I shouldn't. I'll just wait until next week and be honest as I can be. It's just. Weird and hard.

Sometimes I wish I could be like those folks with nice neat carrds with all their parts all organized. But I also know that I'm very early in therapy/treatment, and that's a high bar to set for myself, who's just starting out. Eyes on my own paper.

[fawn-paws]

saw your hashtag a few posts back - why not just come out to your fam?

Idk what post this is referring too hhhhdbsjs I was looking and I couldn’t find anything recent but uhhhh.. I’m REALLY hoping this question was asked in good faith bc this is kind of an insensitive thing to ask someone? Everyone should be able to choose to come out or not come out and do it at their own pace and at the right time, even as an adult

But I’ll give you the benefit of the doubt and assume you’re not trying to be rude or anything hhhh. It’s. A long story and I’m sure no one cares about me oversharing lmao but I’ll try not to go off too much

I rely on my parents for my phone bill and health insurance. Also they have a car that they’re going to give me once I get a job, license, and can afford the car insurance on it (which I don’t have any of those yet because. My life is fucked up atm but I’m not getting into it. But I need that car because I can’t go to a job if I don’t have a car ughhhh) and I also “owe” them money for things they gave me (such as a bed I didn’t ask for and told them I didn’t want REPEATEDLY, which is why I put quotes around owe but I’m not getting into that either LOL) and I don’t want want them pulling some bs on me if I come out to them where they disown me, take away all the things they give me, and make them pay them back for the things I “owe” them back for immediately.

And I don’t doubt that they would. Or at least my mom. Idk about my dad. Anyway sorry this wasn’t really as short as I’d like it but yeah. Basically it’s still hard, even as an adult. My mom is super conservative and bigoted and she’s been abusive my whole life and still continues to be. So I don’t trust her to not screw everything up for me or the people I love if I come out to her. She’s explosive and unpredictable too so. Oof. Just a bad situation overall. I’m hoping to come out to them once I become more independent. But when you’ve been abused your whole life and you’re poor and have mental illnesses that prevent you from getting any further in life that takes quite a bit of time.

[golddplatedd]

50 Questions

tagged by @tonyrights

1. What takes up too much of your time? watching movies and scrolling through tumblr lmao

2. What makes your day better? talking to my gf! talking to my sister! thinking about oswald! lots of things!

3. What’s the best thing to happen to you today? its 12:29 am so im gonna say the best part of yesterday was getting to see so much of my family and giving my mom some pretty silver hoops that i bought for her at disneyland i love my mom

4. What fictional place would you like to go to? hhhh asgard maybe? i wanna meet heimdall

5. Are you good at giving advice? generally no but i am a god listener!!

6. Do you have any mental illness? yeah i have certified™ major depressive disorder and anxiety! probably some other stuff too but i prefer not to think about it ;V

7. Have you ever experienced sleep paralysis? nah but i kinda want to

8. What musician inspired you the most? .......fall out boy.........they have gotten me through so much its astounding

9. Have you ever fallen in love? literally every time i see a cat on the street. oh you mean with a person? maybe but id prefer not to talk about it 

10. What’s your dream date? uhhh going somewhere cute like an aquarium or a museum and then going for a walk and getting ice cream! im a simple girl.

11. What do others notice about you?

usually how short i am which is rude tbh im 5′1″ thats NOT that short

12. What is an annoying habit you have? almost everything i do is annoying!!  kidding (sorta) but i think the most . annoying thing i do is like everything obsessively and then talk about it nonstop. like i cant just. mildly enjoy something. its all or nothing babey

13. Do you still talk to your first love? no not really! that train has sailed . or however the saying goes. we are like on good ish terms though i suppose

14. How many exes do you have? 2. and a half

15. How many songs are in your playlist? i . have like 50 spottify playlists but my main one (jams from my Barbie™ Jeep™) currently has 1140 songs

16. What instruments can you play? i played flute but i dont anymore, i currently play oboe and saxophone and im trying to teach myself ukelele and thinking about trying english horn but its so expensive!!!

17. What do you have the most pictures of? i have a lot of memes, pictures of loki and oswald, and pictures of new york lmao

18. Where would you like to go before you die? the Pyramid of the Sun in Teotihuacán!!!

19. What is your zodiac? leo sun, gemini moon, aquarius rising

20. Do you relate to it? not the leo sun so much but the rest of it, yeah!!

21. What is happiness to you? coffee.

22. Are you going through anything right now? im goin thru IT man im just trying to survive till june but life is testing me

23. What’s the worst decision you ever made? everything i did in high school!

24. What’s your favorite store? goodwill or rhino records!!

25. What’s your opinion on abortion? i am pro-choice wtf kinda question is this

26. Do you keep a bucket list? yes, here is a list of my favorite buckets:

im joking i dont have one lmao

27. Do you have a favorite album? I HAVE TOO MANY here are a few:

infinity on high -  fall out boy // disintegration - the cure // three cheers for sweet revenge - mcr // saturation trilogy -  brockhampton // unknown pleasures - joy division

28. What do you want for your birthday? i like books and money

29. What are most people’s first impression of you? i have literally no idea i think people usually think im weird. im a weirdo. i dont fit in

30. What age do you seem according to most people?

like 16 people still think im in high school ;(

31. Where do you keep your phone while you’re sleeping? charging next to my bed

32. What word do you say the most? worm or yeehaw (its awful)

33. What’s the oldest age you would date? like 25 tbh

34. What’s the youngest age you would date? 19 (i am 19)

35. What job/career do most people say would suit you? surprisingly, psychiatry (which im interested in)

36. What’s your favorite music genre? it varies from moment to moment (generally indie or emo or new wave lmao)

37. If you could live in any country in the world, where would it be? maybe canada or france

38. What is your current favorite song? baby boy - kevin abstract

39. How long have you had this blog for? like 5 years lmao  yikes

40. What are you excited for? GOING TO PARIS AND THEN SCOTLAND TO STUDY ABROAD THIS SUMMER!!!

41. Are you a better talker or listener? definitely listener.im . an emotional bottom

42. What is the last productive thing you did? hhhh i looked over lecture slides for tomorrow

43. What do you want for christmas? world peace. halloween 2. a sense of purpose. a new brockhampton album.  simple things really

44. What class do you get the best grades in? oof . generally my cognitive science classes or like writing classes surprisingly.

45. On a scale of 1-10, how are you feeling right now? like 7  im tired

46. What can you see yourself doing in ten years?

living in new york city baby!!

47. When did you get your first heartbreak? sophomore year of hs babey!!

48. What age do you want to get married? like 27-30 ish? idc

49. What career did you want to have as a child? i wanted to be a teacher and now i cant stand the thought jskjs

50. What do you crave right now? woter

i tag: @gebbylee @moonnddust @panoscosmatoes @jobaisnotreal @lokisfatpussy @vamploki  @pixelpastry @twentycuntpilots @ink-like-starlight and whoever else wants to do it lmao

[subterranianhomesickalienx]

Thank you @sundayysunday for tagging me! I love talking about myself so this is great

Name: Mia

Star Sign: Libra!

Height: 177cm (or 5'10")

Last Film I've seen: Howls Moving castle (💙)

Favourite Musician: theres so many!!! but you probably know who i like from this blog...

Song stuck in my head: vidual by King Krule

Other Blogs: @notxanxalien (its were i rb random shit i think is funny)

Do I get asks: nope, not really. but i don't have a lot of followers (that aren't bots) so its understandable

Blogs following: 416 (its a lot)

What am I wearing: big hoodie and comfy trousers (what can i say...i'm fashion personified)

Dream Job: Biologist, Author, Philosopher in ancient greece (but in the diogenes way)

Dream Trip: i wanna see EVERYTHING my dudes

Play any Instrument: Bassguitar !!

Languages: German, english, learning french, latin

Favourite Food: Broccoli !! 🥦

Favourite Songs: again, theres too many....a few songs i've been listening to a lot recently are sulk and no surprises by radiohead, driving south by the stone roses, beginners luck and robot stop by king gizard and the lizard wizards, yea.

Random Fact: i don't know what kind of fact so heres two about me and two about space:

-i know a lot of constellations and i like reading poetry.

- the center of our galaxy is a supermassive black hole that is called Sagittarius A*

-we're a barred spiral galaxy, which is the most common kind of spiral galaxy

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i tag @beetlebun, @kristines-galaxy-of-blackholes, @pbandj-starz, @nasafucker2000 and anyone else who´d like to do this!

[tchaikovskym]

16 hour work day.... no... but it is also... 2 days in one... temptation...

[haxxy]

*dabs*

[wecanbe-heroes]

the info no one wants to know // tagged

tagged by the ever so lovely @deviantramblings (love you lauren!)

Rules: Tag 15 people you want to get to know better

most have been tagged already but: @wondersprince @matsuokanna @mrsarmageddon @the-ace-space-race @sapphic-wanda + anyone who sees this and wants to do it!

Relationship Status: single

Lipstick or Chapstick: chapstick 

Three favourite foods: ice cream (just about any flavor except plain vanilla honestly), cheese fries, strawberries

Song stuck in my head: bad girl by bbno$, holding on to you by twenty one pilots, and warrior by beth crowley (spoiler insp. for a new rk900 fic....)

Last Movie I watched: A.X.L (I need Connor fanart of him and AXL playing. Robo boy and his robo doggo)

Top 3 TV shows: pushing daisies, brooklyn nine nine, and gilmore girls

Book I am currently reading: besides textbooks? Lol I am about to start IT by Stephen King and I am rereading Inheritance by Christopher Paolini (always a hoe for the Eragon series)

Last thing I googled: “christopher paolini” (to make sure I spelled it right lmao r.i.p me)

Time: 4:50 pm

Dream Trip: Anywhere in Europe or back to Disneyland or NYC again.

Anything you want: I am procrastinating really hard right now.