#ooc vent

[batdroiid]

i can't change my interests! they're my defining character traits! they're what my friends expect from me! I can't be constantly changing because then people won't keep up with me!

[meeeeeraiiiiiodonnnn]

//weird thing but like. im kinda worried for thr kids in the pkmn irl community? less and less people are tagging things as suggestive and even kids themselves are making sexual jokes. not even middle school level ones. like.

im kinda uncomfortable here now.

[multiverse-peterbparker]

OOC TW: SH mention, mental health, etc

Hey guys, mod here. So this is really hard for me to say and even harder for me to follow probably. I’m going to try and not be as active. Today I had a pretty severe mental health episode (an anxiety attack followed by a bout of depression) and I relapsed into self harm. Nothing to horrific happened, but I think it’s a cry for help or smth. To myself that I need a break. I’m not leaving by any means, I’m just not going to be active. Love you all.

[merc-with-a-mouth-69]

OOC VENT:

I should not feel responsible for someone who has repeatedly hurt me, yet here I am, doing exactly that, worrying about them even though I meant and mean nothing to them. Why is it always like that?

[emdabitchass]

CW: vent, sh

I fucking hate my life like simply why can I not have the friends I want and they get along like they used to? But like it’s kinda my fault for being friends with one of them in the first place but I can’t predict the fucking future yall don’t know how badly I wanna fucking relapse rn but I’m not I do this thing when ever I wanna do something that I should I just don’t allow myself to leave my bed….. so I’ve been in my bed ever since 7;00pm and it’s 10:00 pm now

I- I just want to have friends who care about me and I thought I did but all they do is yap and yap about the other person and why they hate them and like I don’t know what to do

[wrathofthegodsfrontman]

ooc:// chat when is it my turn to meet someone who matches my energy and is as obsessed w me as I am them I would like to be happy some day lmaoooo wishful thinking ig

[lute-the-faller]

//gjuys what do u od when someoen calles you transphobic for beign confused over somethign and askign fif they support bad peoeple whne you didnt know what they emean.t

[reshiramen-zekramen]

//tfw u cant even vent on ur main bc someone's pissed at you and will yell at u over it. okay sorry i fucking ''spam too much'' i cant read or type blocks of text and its a friday evening. im fucking happy to be able to talk to my friends. im so fucking tired of people saying ''oh ur not annoying'' THEN GET MAD WHEN I AM. I WANT TO FUCKING TEAR OUT MY HAIR.

[batdroiid]

i don't feel like myself.

bot core

uh

[pokemonveterinarian]

\\sorry i havent been on much lately

\\my health is crashing and burning sleep-wise, and I can't get it checked til February

\\so. i might die from exhaustion before then (dramatic)

[yuichiiusagii]

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ok wow what a coincidence i talk about that little bit of trauma from the past for the first time in a couple of years and my dad whips out an autograph thing from that years with all of those peoples names on it who pretended to like me when she told them to and when she didnt they hated me that was horrible

he didnt do it on purpose cause he doesnt know but seeing that was urghh

[freddy-kreuger]

Wah wah wahhh

[merc-with-a-mouth-69]

ooc: Mun is going to the Eras tour tomorrow and NOTHING is going to ruin my mood. Especially NOT a boy I like whose tone suddenly changed towards me… ESPECIALLY THAT!!

[emdabitchass]

“You know what I’m sorry but I believe ******* more cause her story makes more sense”

“okay i don’t care”

…. I care

I feel bad for my friend (the first quote) he’s falling into the same trap I did

it’s just….. it’s just sad tbh he deserves better but he’s to in love to realize……. Sigh I hope he’ll find out soon because I care about him and ******* isn’t a good person

[bilehwit]

Gritting my teeth: I LOVE my teaching placement. I LOVE working 10-12 hours a day for FREE

[lute-the-faller]

//i wjanst a hug