#ooc rant

[merc-with-a-mouth-69]

OOC:

I gotta say something. Everyone suddenly hating Vanessa because they want Wade to be in an mlm relationship actually really bugs me? Don’t get me wrong, I’m a multishipper and I completely respect the fact that Wade is pansexual and he absolutely has chemistry with Logan, but that doesn’t take away from the fact that the guy is literally IN LOVE with Vanessa and they ALSO have insane chemistry. Completely invalidating a character (a well written one at that) because you want gay representation isn’t the way to go. Vanessa is a good character and I think her feelings and the reason she broke off the relationship was completely valid. You can love someone so much but watching them not want to help themselves is fucking draining. It takes a toll. There’s only so much you can do.

In short, leave Vanessa Carlysle alone 🫶🏻

[0asta0]

ooc rant... again.

Why can men be fine with wearing just underwear and a shirt but the moment I get too hot for a shirt and wear just a bra and pants I get told "nobody wants to see you in just your bra". What the fuck? You wear just a shirt and underwear half the time. What's wrong with a sports bra?? You see no cleavage and everything except the zipper looks like it could pretty much be a crop top.

[prosaicpedagogy]

//OOC Post - real world stuff + Fictional

Censored so it doesn't show up in tags

Normalized Behavior:

So with the current stuff happening in Pales/tine, and how closely I relate to it as a black American. With how Isra/eli people are treating Pales/tinian people across social media, if you have Twitter, TikTok,

or even go through the tags on tumblr. You have SEEN the horrible things happening right now. You have SEEN the boycotts, you are SEEING how HORRIBLE things are and how people are. It's been going around that Isra/eli content creators are posting tone-deaf, horrible, racist content. Making fun of Pales/tinian people who are being murdered and killed. In Isr/ael, it has been normalized. This behavior has been normalized. Back when Jim Crow laws were a thing, and lynching black people was normal, it was NORMALIZED, and the behavior of it was NORMALIZED.

What does this have to do with Fiction:

How does this tie into fiction? I need to speak on how people RP fantasy racism in Homestuck, and just general fantasy racism.

Please keep in mind the hurtful things you say to fictional marginalized groups, are things REAL PEOPLE say and do to REAL MARGINALIZED groups.

The lusting after other species or other blood colors, it's fetishizing. You see that happen to real minorities, Asians, Black people, Hispanics, etc. It's fucking weird! It's creepy, even when it's fictional. It's uncomfortable!

"I think this blood color sucks for xyz" Is just RACISM. "Purplebloods are violent, aggressive and they do a bunch of drugs" Do you literally not hear yourselves???

These are things said about REAL PEOPLE and REAL MINORITIES. It's uncomfortable!

I get some characters are just racist and awful and horrible people, but a lot of RPers have normalized this behavior and we see characters improve or grow but they're still racist! Or in this case Hemoist.

Comments like: "Trolls are all like this" and "humans are a disease" is deeply troubling to me. It's so normalized, these deeply eco-fascist, and racist ideologies.

I KNOW that not everyones muse is black-coded or POC-coded like my own are. However, there ARE POC-coded characters, and sometimes you guys are just being racist.

When POC talk about being uncomfortable and go to you, it's not drama it's dangerous.

I am not calling anyone racist btw. This is literally just a vent/rant.

[senjutsunade]

[ @minaa-munch I dislike you right now for you ask. Its killing any brain cells I had remaining.

I'll have my revenge...someday. e-e

[shieldagentnatasharomanoff]

Study rant because it needs to just go somewhere:

So I as many of you know this is my last year at uni of my masters. It contains a 60-80 page thesis paper and 2 written and 2 oral final exams and I am terrified.

All throughout studying I felt like a dumbo and lazy. I love what I do. I love teaching. I hate the study part... And there's so much that needs to get organized. That's the worst part. Organizing things while studying, while working.

I just wanna curl up and read and have people leave me alone...

This week has been a lot and I spend the one night I have off helping a very stressed friend which isn't helping either. But you help friends out cause they'd always do the same for you.

*sighs* I'm gonna do just fine I bet. Somehow.

[evilmannodasmybabygirl]

Ignore just a rant i dont want on my main. Cw: paranoid ramblings ig.

Ill delete soon

//I actually hate my brain , i felt i made a friend - And i just confirmed another person Actualy wants and likes being my friend so my cruel brain made me have an awfull dream of them lying and hacking my account and saying hiw discussing i was for being in my line of work ( if you know you know ig) and only liked me bc they thought i was someone else and gir so mad at me when i wasn't the person they thought i was...

Like all i could do was watch as i felt so dumb for letting more ppl in like holy shit it just made me hate ppl more.

Like everday i wish my visual illusions where real and ppl where muppets bc they cant be as disgustingly Cruella as ppl are. . . but like i KNOW its just a dream but if i look at there names i feel so sick , my paranoia's getting so bad man . I fucking hate it here. //

[chitose-gen-continuity]

I'm just going to go on to say that...I am disgusted with my life, and myself. I say to myself that I am a writer and artist...but am I? Really? I consider artists and writers to be positively motivated, living in at least somewhat stable conditions but my life is anything but stable. Nobody in my household inspires me, motivates me...everyone is basically isolated and stuck in their own little bubble of misery and it sucks. I know that I am talked about behind my back, and often not in any way positive. I am treated like a child and important life information is withheld (like, my mom doesn't share she has effing cancer and I had to find out via unintended eavesdropping). Hell, a certain member of the household even denies and rejects my sexual orientation (even going so far as to say that 'I don't even know what it means' to be bi/pan). 

I would not suggest I am what I am if some event didn't influence my decision. The place I live doesn't even feel like a home to me...I consider it some half baked, bs half-way house we live in to hide. Not live our lives...HIDE. Truthfully I feel like my job is more a home and sanctuary to me than where I live. I am constantly thanked, my feelings get factored into my workday, and most important there is a substantial among of patience I receive for small, minor screw ups on my part...all in all its an environment I thrive in. If I were to get even a small fraction of this appreciation and respect at home, this journal wouldn't be necessary. Honestly the why I do anything at home isn't the hope for a thanks...its merely that maybe, just maybe, my being helpful earns me a lick of patience for small mistakes made in chores and stuff of the like. It doesn't. EVER. I’m not even allowed to be anxious when I get verbally assaulted, as it is consider ‘quote on quote’...misbehaving. Soo...I am supposed to get yelled at and up a fake smile on my face? Fuck that.

Truly, I deserve better...I need better, otherwise this lifestyle at present is going to be the death of me. Sorry...I don't mean to get you all involved in such a way. But, I can't speak my mind on Facebook. I can't rely on compassion from some family members but backlash from others. This fear only cements my loneliness even further.

[lust-sinner]

//I know I haven't been around that much. I just want to say something that is important.

Enjoy your time with the people you love, friends and family. Every good time you have with someone or something is a gift and we should cherish. No matter how it ends, or everything. The memories of the good times are there forever.

No good time you had is wasted time. Even when you break up with someone, or have to say good bye for any reason. Don't regret all the good times you had with them, they are tresures you'll hold forever, even if you miss those times.

Stay healthy friends. And I hope you're having a good day!

[troublesomemix]

okay im sorry but i gotta say some thoughts here

currently watching ghosted on apple tv, if anyone has seen it feel free to dm me so i can show you how bad my entire body is cringing

i get that chris evans is in this, he’s partly why i watched it

but anthony mackie shows up out of nowhere???? AND THEN FREAKING BUCKY BARNES i mean sebastion stan?? WHAT SORT OF CAPTAIN AMERICA MULTIVERSE SHIT IS HAPPENING. i dont get it. help. 

[merc-with-a-mouth-69]

ooc: all I care about is when he calls me pet names. I melt like a fucking LOSER.

Emotions are DUMB.

[menxyouxneed]

Ugh...

So it is rare for me to give up on something only halfway through, but that was just terrible. I was watching the 30th anniversary beauty and the beast, but so so bad. I didn’t think you could screw up Be our Guest. or how the beast is some steampunk fever dream. I think what makes it worse is they put in scenes from the animated version

[forgingway]

small sad rant about in game rp below the cut

really bummed out and sad over in game rp right now, like my friends are fine ooc nobody dislikes me or anything, it's just I never get what i want out of rp in game and never seem to enjoy myself because everyone's characters have so much baggage, they just bring mine down, and since it's in game rp everything that happens has to persist, you can't retcon something that's happened even if it's upsetting or triggering you just have to stick with it, keep it as something your character reacts to, and more forward without the ability to control much at all, and on top of it there's so many rules and power level requirements and things you can't do, like it's frowned on to even make your character from certain places unless you spend enough time to give it air tight justifications. So now after one of my characters went out of their way to help some people they just get told to fuck off after, meanwhile everyone else is thanked and appreciated... so im just going to go sit in the Leveilleur mansion's balcony and mope

[dodomedic]

guess what I was offered full time

unfortunately they offer me 26.24 and acted like it was a big deal

I currently work with them at 29.24 when I complained about the low ball offer they said 27.50; "but I'll need training."

the job is the same job I have been doing for two fucking years, the people who deem me untrained aren't people I even work with. Nu-uh I know the moving goal posts, you'll never win. Best to avoid them all together.

I talked to my coworkers they all say just ask for your current per diem rate. which I will do and if they don't take it I'll work PRN again for them, and probably leave for an interventional radiology job since I have two years of experience, and have been self certified in several other modalities. I am CREDIT to team.

I kinda want to do angio now... I have all these credentials and it seems like they don't amount to an actual job.

[alice-of-hightable]

OOC POST

The general purpose of Gigi, as a character, is to be a safety and healing for other characters. Yes she serves as a personal comfort, too, but still. I try to limit her from being too op because, well, I would say having the equivalent of a small army and being the manager of The Hallowed Lodge is already a good bit of power even without taking her animals and witchery into account.

Obviously, some characters will not react to this sort of thing well, and that’s fine. But my “low/no cost” power fantasy is helping people, and that is what she is made for. She is, at her core, sweet and loving and compassionate in a world of blood and death. Yes, even to Vincent, who is canonically sadistic and for some reason just hasn’t really wanted to harm her/doesn’t like her being harmed despite being given plenty of opportunities.

Her familial relationships are: Winston, Charon, John, and Iosef.

Romantic relationship: Asriel.

Non-familial and Non-romantic/pos: Vincent, Chidi, Addy and most of the NY Continental barstaff, and Sofia.

All other relationships are considered neutral or relatively cordial…except Ms Perkins, but Georgia is not actively malicious, more pitying, really. The only characters she canonically HATES are The Director, Viggo, The Elder, and Berrada.

[twstedtale]

ooc: HOW did they not make more of a thing of this? Like, Arthur learns that he is literally made of magic (explanation please???!) and after the epic sword fight with Uther (HOLY SH** that sword fight), its all brushed under the proverbial rug??

come talk to me about Merlin and also about Arthur learning of yet ANOTHER BETRAYAL and Uther just outright lying to protect himself like wtf??

[mrparadisecity]

Btw I love that song and you did not write that song about baz WTF

//ooc

Its a fucking rp 💀💀💀💀💀💀 yes I know Axl didn't write Think About You abt Baz but yk what this is fiction and I can do whatever the fuck I want