#only to be hit with a breakup
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finally reached the vallaslin removal scene. and I knew it was coming. and I still bawled my eyes out. I'm in. so much. pain. help me.
#dragon age#speedrunning solavellan only im 100 hours in and crying at an egg man. what is happening to me. who am i.#ass grab breakup 3000 hit me like a truck#i need them to have a happy ending in veilguard or i will not be responsible for my actions#dai#solas#solavellan
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Why would shuggy breakup scene be any longer? It’s like 3 panels in manga and that’s it? Shanks and buggy relationship isn’t really that important. Shanks himself is definitely gonna get more but when you look at him probably being celestial, relationship with luffy, his rivalry/friendship with mihawk, who still needs background, there’s not much place for buggy anymore?
I meant it as a pacing thing. Even if a scene is three tiny panels, the meaning behind it and what happens is way more meaningful than the space it fills in a page, I believe. Perhaps it's just my opinion, but putting aside the manga and only referring to the anime, if you're gonna make an emotional scene you have to keep in mind the pacing and writing and I personally think the scene doesn't let the characters breathe and the scene to work and it instead is mostly dialogue that does not hit the same way it does in the manga. And I'm not gonna discuss the importance of their relationship anymore 'cause I'm kind of tired of debating this, but my complaints about the breakup are about the pacing and not because I personally want more content.
#if i hadn't read the manga the scene wouldn't sit right with me either btw#in fact i think it's not only the breakup but the whole episode#they keep treating buggy as a joke and find it pretty frustrating since his character is obviously written with a lot of love and care#but perhaps this is just my perception and you are allowed to disagree with me ofc#just saying that y'know sometimes the scene just doesn't hit the way it's supposed to hit#one piece#shuggy#ask-bean!
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Why I Am Not Coming In To Work Today [abridged], Jess Zimmerman
part one | part two
#me when everybody is posting the maple leafs sad narratives and i am furiously generating this like HOLD ONNNN HOLD ONNNNNNN#honestly i could've been SOOOO MEAN about this because i saw this poem & alexandra got the preview on the poetry blog#where i just reblogged the first half of this poem point blank with the tags#kyle dubas#toronto maple leafs#& got yelled at aksdaksf & it literally only didn't go on this blog bc i usually write more & then it was percolating & i looked up the poe#& it was only the FIRST PART i'd reblogged i didn't know there was more & then brain immediately went brrrrr ok time for an edit.#this is a long one lol & i also have no idea if it makes sense to anybody but me but because y'all know me i will always overexplain so!!#my reasoning for the reasons obvi kyle. that's a given i hope he's doing well i hope he & his family r good but man is not coming in to wor#the second edit took me a stupid amount of time bc i am nitpicky but also i learned how to do the layers & transparency from the claude edi#that actually y'all don't know about lmao but i lost my mind when i saw how perfectly those pictures align i was scrolling getty & was like#ok december i'm gonna do a headline one (in my brain with the november/june quote about choosing to die again) w/ maple leafs playoff odds#how they say at winter break you know who's gonna be in the playoffs & who'll win & they thought they had a shot but it's mitchie overlaid#the 2003-04 team who'd last won a playoff round with the atlantic division stats from dec for 22-23 & how long it's been & dec headlines#i wanted breakup/recent/never loved to be a recent trade acquisition somebody who bounced around & somebody else so i almost had simmer#brodie & zar but then i wanted to make murray for breakup at any time &i forgot zar & him were on the pens together &it hit me like a truc#bc there's a photo of the two of them EXACTLY the same so close it's scary of this one but them as pens so they had to be it & i did always#know never loved again was mitchie. sorry. also mitchie in the penalty box the last game but i couldn't find footage of it & this one works#no i could not find a photo of tyler bertuzzi fighting a leaf for a dog looked at me yes i tried.#i almost made the bunting photo jt but instead it's 'bunting a rat etc' anyway the one i really feel unhinged about is dead pets bc at firs#i was gonna make it the handshake line & look to see if the leafs had drafted anybody on the panthers (dead pet former draft pick)#& they had & it was carter verhaeghe & i couldn't get a good pic of matthews & verhaeghe but it's fine bc i thought about the mo/luke schen#narrative (in which they are a perfect d pair long lost) & schenn was drafted by the leafs & that line fits jut trust me. also how i feel#about the kniesy luminous line that one possessed me it had to be kniesy idk why. i almost put gussy as girls are too pretty though ALSO#did u like my joke. daylight SAVINGS time on the goalie. thank u. also my photo magic on the jt (me very poorly editing in him as an isle)#OK ALSO HOLD ONNNNN there is a part two but i have to wait for the Content i want it will come out as soon as [redacted] or sooner#if i get bad at waiting &everyone will pretend like it is always the way it will be once i have the photos i want. speaking of did the leaf#simply not take a team photo this year?? it Does Not Exist for me i have tried very hard to look for it also i'm excited for part 2#one of them is named oh you're so unhinged for this one & the finished product is you're unhinged in ways you didn't even know u were sorry#liv in the replies
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I know Moo and Kang are kind and forgiving and wonderful human beings. I’m not though. Shone is getting pushed right off thr cliff.
If you answer “not me” congrats on being a good person. You are so much better than I am. But also if you ever need a mean friend to deal with someone for you, congrats, I’m your friend now.
#only boo#only boo series#only boo the series#i guess i shouldnt call myself mean#i am a kind person who is super loyal and willing to be mean if a friend needs help#moo needs a mean friend cause i would have dealt with shone so bad he would be scared to flirt with anyone let alone kang#shone is a bro code violator and has committed the worst offense#because he was part of the reason kang broke up with moo in the first place#then he had the AUDACITY to tell moo well youve been broken up for a year why can’t i hit on him#like he didnt play a role in that breakup#can we please start giving Book characters that i like?#i really liked shone at first but now i just…off the cliff#i want to write so much about this ending but it took me awhile to process and now im busy and don’t have time#depending on how late i get home i might write out some thoughts#but i genuinely do not know when that will be
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the smile of a man whos avoided an all out war at the expense of a precious nickname the cats gave by going "monty is probably the best one :D"
#opening squid twt with a heavy sigh like im stalking my ex's socials to see if theyre struggling as much as i am with the breakup#only to get hit in the face with the fact hes doing just fine#idk man someone start playing congratulations because congratulations im glad you're doing great or however that song goes#sighhhhhhhhg#“monty is probably the best one” yeah girl i bet#you would break matthews heart if the name lives on in another team#we're all sentimental here#hes dressed in black again and looking hot sighhhhhhhhhh#its fine im at peace with it (im not at peace with it)#but i will be when i see him and gru together and that will dampen my temper because i like mr goalie he has done nothing wrong to me#monty come back soon
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they're in love your honour
#stuff like this makes me think of how they're this representation this little time capture of the joy of tove and vivica's short love#and the freedom and brilliance tove found when realising and unlocking and revelling in that part of herself she'd just discovered and it#gets me a bit emotional#like she also experienced a lot of negative emotions with their breakup and all sorts of shit but the negative only hit so hard because the#positive was already so passionate and bursting. and I love that these two characters are a little bubble of just the positivity of that#time. anyway gay people amirite hahaha#thingumy#bob#muumimaailma
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so tired of being a shitty bandaid for my parents' loneliness. like have u ever considered you passed your curse to me and some days i feel so lonely it's like i can't breathe around the emptiness in my chest????
#my dad is like#you can't just be in your room all the time then what's the point of you living here if ill be sitting here all alone then#and im like bhai what#mom also says this to me she always wanted to sit and rant and she used to say you never talk to me#both of these people don't even fucking get it that they're not even interested in me listening to me#mom just wants a sounding board for her venting and dad just wants someone to pretend everything is okay and happy all the time and#the only important things in life is the immediate present and food and making money and stuff#i swear this is why i feel so ????? about myself my identity like no i can't describe myself#because there is no myself there is just a white sheet of paper where people can write whatever they want#im so tired man#why can't they just go and live with each other and leave us kids out of it 😭🙏#like i genuinely am getting teary eyed about such a small thing but god. i want to have my own life so bad. im sick of feeling all these#complicated emotions guilt and anger and pity and obligation and duty like just god pls fuck off#people my age are so fucking mature and put together than me so confident so clear about their path#have friends partners breakups parties just so many new memories#and im just stuck.#and im fine with it now because i get it studying is really important and this is quite basic requirement to be perfect at#atleast my syllabus to survive in this industry#but then. let me do that only. please don't make me pretend to like you like spending time with you and everything#ive hated you for like. idk 14 whole years. since the first time you hit mom in front of me#i remember it so well like my childhood broke that day you slammed her into a wall for some stupid fight and her hair was all messy and#untied and you shouted so loud i thought surely everyone can hear. and then you left to roam around the city at night with your friends#i remember this because my mom and my sister sent me to check up on you with the excuse of a painting of a parrot that i had made#i didn't understand anything back then#but yeah fuck you fuck you fuck you for being so fucking delusional thinking i love you or something#ive prayed to god that you die and i still do#it would directly mean 4 people being happy#anyway#dni#this was meant to be fun and short lol fuck
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every time i ponder the meliwes orb i get a little emo out of guilt. i am so sorry white boy wes n i say this as melina’s #1 defender she did NOT deserve that boy 😭
#what if YOU 🫵 befriended ur frenemy’s (n thats a kind way to put it) ex gf post breakup#bc she hit ur dms on some ‘im going thru it and ur the only 1 ik who wouldnt be biased against me bc u n amber arent close’#knowing you would feel bad for her#n then she female manipulated u into developing a crush on her and shooting ur shot and believing that was YOUR idea#n u were w this girl for 3 months. first ever girlfriend mind u#shes super sweet super affectionate gets on well w ur mom top tier absolute sweetheart#for the first time in all ur 17 yrs u even get to feel a tidd-*i am SHOT*#then ghostface rolls back up and ur girl gets stabbed thru the shoulder literally on day 1 after the massacre starts#ur already paranoid and now ur FR SCARED bc ghostface almost got ur bitch!#and then ghostface gets YOU (and unbeknownst to u ur momma)#n even when ur abt to die ur still scared for ur girl…#and turns out the same girl WAS the ghostface who put a knife thru ur neck and she aint even love u#and just used u to get back into the group to be around her ex again and then killed u at her command the min she offered to get back w her#imagine that. well wes hicks does NOT have to imagine bc thats wtf HAPPENED to him!#tbf melina feels incredibly guilty for it n his death haunts her like. BAD. but girl…yk he aint do shit to u 😭#like she was a lesbian the whole time but considered him a genuinely good pal 😭#yk that boy innocent n aint deserve allat but amber satan freeman says stab him n melina says yes my queen i live 2 serve u what can i do-#like i love melina w all my heart n i will defend her always but i cant get behind this. she was foul for that 😭#what toxic yuri does to a mf#— ♡ 𝘤𝘶𝘱𝘪𝘥'𝘴 𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘢 𝘩𝘰𝘮𝘪𝘤𝘪𝘥𝘦! // melina bates.#— ship: meliwes.#— slasherverse posting.#— ➴ 𝘢 𝘴𝘸𝘦𝘦𝘵 𝘭𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘭𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘦 (𝘤𝘳𝘺 𝘸𝘰𝘭𝘧 𝘤𝘳𝘺.) // meliwes.
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literlaly terirble night last night
#first of all the gay party was capped and me and my friend were devastated cuz we were so ready to make out w girls#second of all i went to the other frat that me and my gf met at and guess what. i fucking saw her there#id been there before sinc ewe came back but ive never seen her so far there but idk what i was expecting#not only that but we literally met at the drink station as in full relapse of last sem when we also said hi there and hit it off#so mebarrsing#not only that btu this frat was so good last sem but now its ass so the music wasnt even fun and i wasnt feeling it#and then these ASSHOLE GUYS are mocking me for being an english major. that REALLY pissed me off#AND THEN on my way back im waiting for the bus and she and ehr friends pull up tot he bus stop too#and then i got back to my dorm and just sobbed for like an hour and wandered around voice memoing my friends sobbing#like its so humilaitng its so fukced up how much our breakup is impacting me why cant ijust move on#i know its been like 4 weeks but comeon . im sor eady to be over her i hate feeling this dread#AND THEN im finally like you know closing my suite door and the lock jams so im fidgeting with it and one of her friend makes eye contact w#me. SHE DOESNT EVEN LIVE IN TEH SAME BUILDING AS ME!!! WHY WAS SHE THEREEEE#and i literally have tears all over mye yes and i had no idea she was coming so we just made ey contact and then i shut teh door
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Moldy Oranges
Female Coatl - Nature Faded
Marigold/Algae/Orange
Cherub/Breakup/Smoke
#random scries don’t always hit but when they do they HIT#like I think the only thing I changed was the eyes#which is why she has both breakup and smoke which are two genes I rarely use#mosaic/breakup is my enemy#the color choices seem so random and if it isn’t those it’s the vein color coming out of left field and ruining the vibe I’m going for#but that’s a rant for another day#If I’m Scryin’ I’m Cryin’#fr scrying#fr scries#fr scrying workshop#coatl#fr coatl#flight rising#the cauldron bubbles
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i’ve been thinking for a while now that belial as antagonists seemed to match up fairly well with bat lol. like belial the dude was a lonely crybaby who started a band, much like jyushi, and the dude hitoya helped out hopped between different activities at the suggestion of friends before deciding what he really wanted to be, also similarly to hitoya.
but then that begs the question: what about kuukou’s???? i wasn’t really sure about the angle myself since kijitani i think his name was, was being raised by his grandmother who was so worried for him as he was out on his own and behaving out of the norm, she was brought to tears. as far as we know, kuukou doesn’t have an adult female presence in his life and shakku sure wasn’t crying because his son left home suddenly lmao
but it hit me the other day, there is one person who did cry because kuukou suddenly started acting strange and left and that’s ichiro!!!!!! so i think the ra➕ team snuck in another focus on kuukou and ichiro’s relationship thru kuukou’s missing person’s case lol
#this is vee speaking#forgive me for putting ichiro’s utter devastation over kuukou on to your feeds lol#pls accept and appreciate the satisfied smile ichiro has bc he’s fighting with kuukou again in that shot as apology LOL#kuukou even set his sights on ichiro and gunned it much like kijitani did after hearing his grandma was crying lol#i genuinely do wonder what was the pay off for kuukou menacingly going ‘wait for me ichiro’ at the end of that first bat track lol#like………….. i feel like we haven’t hit it yet lol#kuukou and ichiro’s first conversation after their breakup was ichiro questioning what he’s supposed to do with his unresolved feelings#and kuukou stunned by the outburst but was that all you wanted from that kuukou lol?????#ichiro forgiving him and acknowledging his strength seemed to mollify kuukou but i still feel like kuukou wasn’t quite satisfied by this#idk lol but i feel like there’s still more cooking in the lab when it comes to ichiro and kuukou’s relationship like it’s only just begun#time will tell lol
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i saw a production of next to normal today for the first time and y’know was crying for the last 20 minutes or so and they turned the house lights on during the end of the finale song (bc… light) and i was like dear god no please leave me alone to cry in the dark
#the lyric about the price of love hits hard when going through a breakup 😭😭😭#it was pretty good for literally a random community production that i found and went to bc i wanted to see n2n#it was only 2ish hours away lol#unlikely rambles
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If I'm not writing about our relationship as if it were a sports injury we didn't really have one I'm sorry babe
#a pattern. I am starting to notice!#never read the plays right. called fouls before a hit ever came. in fairness. I faked most of my injuries.#I am not on the sidelines. mainlining electrolytes. I caught my breath long before I hit him. one of us had to end up on#their back. out of breath. feeling like the fist came out of nowhere. it was a knockout round. you really didn't see it coming?#I don't start these things. i finish them. it takes negotiation to work me up to a fight. I'd never lose. you'd only get#hurt. neither of us wants this. can you hit me the way that I like?#something about the way the thing you loved can hurt you so much it's impossible to keep doing it. and you'll grieve it forever#still sadder about having to quit rowing than I've ever been about a breakup
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augh. to be 15 experiencing jjba for the first time again….
#the wolfs howl#what a wild time in my life#coping w my first breakup ; covid hit ; became a twitter user and dropped off tumblr for like 4 months ;#was drawing fanart like crazy ; one of the only times ive had massive fictional hcs ; i had a fanfic writing arc#; i was reading jojo fics on my 3ds late at night ; etc etc etc#the jjrp was the ultimate culmination of all that and MAN! even if niki sucks damn did he know how to be funny
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To all my mutuals, I wish you all a very god I’m bad at this replying thing I’m so sorry it’s been months for some of you.
#[[out of ammo]];; ooc#I’m so sorry#life’s been fucking crazy#parents moved across the country#in the middle of a breakup#trying to get by#Mich not cooperating#considering doing commissions but I never have time nor energy to draw#if you’re interested in a commission DM me. I can see what I can do and I can try to find my pricing list.#but god ive been hit with everything.#AND IM STILL ALIVE BITCHES#writing is very hard for me though so be patient. I really only have energy for very short replies.#I won’t be doing novella like I used to for a while but it’ll come back.#multi para is still tough too#BEAR WITH ME
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i did say that suburban legends was my least favourite but it is the one that is getting stuck in my head most often
#the chorus specifically. also is it over now but specifically the line 'at least i had the decency to keep my nights out of sight only#rumours bout my hips and thighs and my whispered sighs oh lord' which slays.#idk what my order is. i feel like if i was going thru a breakup say dont go would be higher bc i feel like it has potential to hit.#idk.
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