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Sweet Sixteen
Happy birthday Jin Ling ✨
#i think abt how out of the 12 family members jin ling has listed#only 2 are alive#and how much trauma he went through#boy deserved better#jin ling#mo dao zu shi#the untamed#reblogs > likes
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I think so many people are so deeply alienated from themselves that they have no clue how to exercise their free will and autonomy. For some, this alienation runs so deep that they are afraid of their own autonomy and humanity. It is completely understandable why one would have those feelings, but it can be worrisome.
I want to help others who feel this way, so here are small things I have done to exercise my free will:
Add "guilty pleasure" songs to playlists and actually listen to them (I have a ton of late 1990s-early 2000s music I listen to now proudly that I never listened to in the past out of shame)
Getting the décor item, bath set, bed spread, ect. in the patterns you like, even if it's "childish" (I got a dinosaur-themed wastebasket from the kids' décor section and I adore it)
Taking a new route to get to a place you go to often
Eat dessert first
Celebrate well, and often
Collect things that are "odd" or don't seem like an "acceptable" thing to collect (somebody on my "for you" page collects dandelion crayola crayons and it was so cool!!!!!!)
Incorporate one new piece in an outfit you wear frequently (e.g., a new chain, a necklace, ribbons, bracelets, ect.). Challenge yourself to add onto the outfits if you feel up for it.
Sing along to songs without worrying that you sound "good" or your intonation is completely accurate
Read a book from a genre you weren't allowed to read as a kid (comics, thrillers, mysteries, anything!)
Walk without having a specific destination or goal
Pick up a new craft without expecting yourself to master it or to ever be "good" enough. Get your hands messy.
I don't want to shame anybody for not feeling as though they have free will or that they are exempt from exercising it. However, I wanted to give ideas so that you might read this list and find your own ways to express your intrinsic autonomy and will. You deserve to be a person, to feel alive, not just living. That is what our lives are for.
#mental health#mental health support#positivity#if anybody has ideas of their own definitely include them!#i just think being stuck with this feeling that you don't have autonomy and that you ultimately aren't an equal person or a person at all..#...in comparison to other people can be a really troubling and dangerous place to be in...#...and that isn't the person's fault for feeling that way. they didn't pluck those thoughts out of thin air...#...like i have felt that exact way all my LIFE because i have been abused for. probably 2/3s of my life...#...only within these past few years have i even FELT alive. frankly it's going to take a while to repair what i have been left with...#...so i know the feeling and i want to help others feel even a LITTLE bit alive. you deserve it...#...you deserve to take in a deep breath before slowly realizing 'oh my gd this is what it feels like to be alive' and SMILE about it#i want that for you even if it is brief. even if it is small. even if it is a whisper. i want you to feel alive#unironically getting rid of the idea of 'guilty pleasures' has made my life SO much better
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nami day!! 🧡💐🍊
#one piece#nami#that's incense and mandarin flowers on a big shell in the first drawing in case its not very clear!#(i'm alive!! life got busy again!!#i havent drawn nami nearly enough but i rlly do love her . thank u 4 all u endure .....#tmi: my laptop only has 1 usb port (sadistic) so until now i could only use my drawing tablet OR my mouse OR a hotkey pad#today i finally got a multi usb port (?) and i can use them all at once .... its insane actually .... so much better 4 my wrists#im sure itll boost my productivity- next drawing will be in 2 rather than 4 months .....#oH ALSO the font used here is called 'chiffchaff' and i believe it was inspired by old newspaper fonts ... isnt it so pretty!!
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good morning sifloop nation
#loop is so fucking hard to draw bc I can never tell how I can center the face on their cookie cutter as head#its literally just a pair of eyes and yet it fucks with me every time 😭#idk what came over me bc suddenly im imagining these two freaks in the funniest scenarios for my own pleasure#im not even halfway thru the game yet im still on act 2 bc I havent been able to play it in a while#genuinely though I am curious as to how ppl would go about describing how u would kiss loop. this isnt even a jab at anyone#in fact I admire whoever pushed their imagination to the limits to find a way to make loop kissable in ways science cannot explain#and other fun activities#I think itd be funny for them to do 7 minutes in heaven bc normally 2 ppl go in to smooch or whatever in the closet#in their case two of them go in but only one of them comes out alive. bc theyre like that#are they fighting or are they fucking. the answer is up to you#sifloop#myart#my art#in stars and time#isat#isat fanart#isat loop#isat Siffrin#Siffrin#loop#doodles#shitpost
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all that i need is for percabeth to be in a situation where the only way they can make it out alive is if one of them can win over a group of monsters by telling a captivating and convincing love story. and it's just annabeth very dramatically and humorously reciting the first five books of the pjo series from her perspective. and the monsters are just eating it tf up. and percy's just facepalming so hard.
#annabeth: so then...i kissed him! 😤#*monsters cheering*#annabeth: and then i had to hear him be burned alive and mourn him for two weeks 😫#*monsters sreaming and crying*#annabeth: only for him to.crash his own funeral and reveal he was stranded on an island with a different girl😡#*monsters boo-ing and cussing percy out*#it's almost identical to that scene in frozen 2 when olaf retells the first movie to the group of people#pjo#percy jackon and the olympians#pjo text post#pjo headcanon#percy jackson#annabeth chase#percabeth#percabeth headcanon#percabeth fluff#percabeth fanfic#percabeth textposts
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Burrows End is SO SO good and Aabria is such a master of story telling. This season, despite being genuine DnD vs other systems Aabria has used, hasn't actually seen all that much full blown combat. Like, of course they've fought things throughout, but it's been so much more information hunting and puzzling together all the lore. But this obviously means those scenes we do have such full blown COMBAT with sets so much more important, which was obvious in the reactor....but the bear....so obviously it's been focused on in reference to Tula's reveal, or as a show of how fucked up biology wise this world they live in is and how dangerous it is in the forest.
But it's also Aabria laying such incredibly subtle groundwork. It's showing us "this is possible in this world. This happens. They can get inside of you, burrow into you, and you will be their walking warren. Parasite and host intertwined."
And then we move on...we focus on the secrets of the first stoats and learning of all these human things, and the chipmunks and bear are just fun tidbits to throwback to about how scary and fucked up things are, but no longer relevant.
Last week we heard those tapes, and I thought "that voice change there...the 'they're so sneaky'...was that a first stoat, who we only heard as squeaks, instead speaking through Dr. Wenabocker as he died?"
And I forgot about the bear too.
But the SECOND it was revealed that Wenabocker left, that his body was gone and that Phoebe left too? It all clicked.
The Bear wasn't just a fun, really cool fucked up battle set for an episode, it was incredibly important foreshadowing. The foundation, the trap, the big bad all at once hidden behind a cool, fucked up bear in the second goddamn episode of the season.
#hitting us again and again with “things will die and things will bring you back to life and things will be inside of you keeping you alive”#wenabocker isnt dead#but if any part of him is cognizant enough to know what's happening i bet he wishes he was#wenabocker is the bear and i bet the only way to kill phoebe is to stop his heart and kill him just like they did in ep. 2#aabria my beloved#ive been strolling in this vivid story-forest you made us and walked right into your bear trap#dimension 20#d20 spoilers#dimension 20 spoilers#burrows end#d20 burrow's end#burrows end spoilers#d20 burrow's end spoilers#burrow's end#burrow's end spoilers
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Tomura: Fuck off, old man.
All for One: I'm not that old. How old do you think I am?
Tomura: The last number.
#incorrect lov#in light of what the Fuck is going on in the bnha manga right now????#i had a grand total of like 4 afo quotes in my respository and this was the last one left#but seriously what the fuck is happening#i tuned out for like 2 years and i come back to deku [SPOILERS] and shiggy [SPOILERS] and afo [SPOILERS]#like WHAT#guys i dont actually know if dabi is alive is he alive#is hawks alive???#hell is bakugou alive????? last i heard bro got Wasted#im only here because ive been procrastinating on coursework for the past 48 hours and im trying to keep the streak going#it's 6 am ive been up since i awoke from my nap at midnight#only thing of actual substance i know is that hawks and dabi got 4th and 5th place in the most recent popularity poll#good for them soulmates#dabihawks#shigaraki tomura#shimura tenko#all for one
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Everything stays, but it still changes.
#Henry being the only one left alive on earth :(#my art#dndads#dungeons and daddies#dndaddies#dndads s2#dndads season 2#dndads quest#dndads spoilers#henry oak garcia#henry oak#glenn close#darryl wilson#ron stampler
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Anatomy is one of the biggest thing I need to work on, so why not do it while drawing these two fuckers.
Tried to focus just on the sketch/lineart, so no shading on this one...
#call of duty modern warfare 2#cod mw2#cod ghost#cod soap#simon ghost riley#john soap mactavish#cod fanart#ghostsoap#soapghost#ghoap#Incredibly homoerotic. as it should be#POV you're a FNG watching the LT go on a rampage after your Sergeant went down#only to find them like this after the fight ends#also of course they're covered in blood#honestly... should've put more of it#really dunk them in red paint yknow#also yes the next chapter of not alive nor dead will probably come out tomorrow#bc i left yall on another mean cliffhanger and i feel bad. again.#still got a lot to improve on with anatomy but i dont hate this
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go higher : kun
#wayv#kun#qian kun#kuntent#thats basically all of his screentime lmaoooo i only ignored the 2 painting snippets cause it didnt match the vibe#slayyyy i guess#he still ate that up#i hoped we would get more of the red sweater dancing scenes#but eh eh eh#im still not the biggest fan of that song is it because kun has 2 lines? maybe#also hi? :DDDD i am still alive and i still have photoshop on my laptop
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#was having so much fun with bucktober until i 1) moved to new temp housing 2) caught what i can only assume was covid 3) died dlfkjhglkjhd#ALIVE. CONSCIOUS. AM DRAWING IRON MAN AS A TREAT to remember how to draw fuck october all my homies hate october
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rì'ìr reflection
#avatar#avatar 2#grace augustine#sylwanin#tsu'tey#neytiri#neteyam#kiri#lo'ak#sully family#my art#u wanna know something painful? only three of these characters are still alive :|#and neytiri is the sole survivor of the first group :||#(cough) anyways
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bf who talks too much and bf who kisses him to shut him up
#yes I'm talking about wesper#that deleted scene has pulled me through#its the only reason i'm still alive#it's my oxygen#wesper#wylan van eck#wylan hendriks#jesper fahey#kit young#jack wolfe#shadow and bone#six of crows#grishaverse#shadow and bone season 2#crooked kingdom#ruin and rising#siege and storm#boyfriends#book boyfriends#bookish#booktok#alhaitham x kaveh
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CASTIEL: Stop. What's the point if you don't mean it? You fear me - not love, not respect, just fear.
[youtube with closed captions]
a godstiel pity party. i'd like to thank an anon i got way back in february of 2021.
#spn#vid#spnamvarchive#so fun fact i started making this more than a year ago. got it 90% done. and then was like no this isn't working#i will come back to this later.#it turns out that i needed to make some videos about cas and angels (the love club + help i'm alive amvs)#in order to make this one. anyway this video is about french mistake robert singer voice season six#i really struggled with it because i could NOT find the thread until i realized that it needed to be literally godstiel pov#it's about love and desire and jealousy and hurt and omnidirectional rage <3#it's about the fact that cas is so utterly dependent on dean for his self-image - however dean sees him that's it#it's about having a moment of reflection about lashing out before you do it but doing it anyway#it's about taking cruelty and dishing it out#and crucially. it's about being pregnant#mpregpocalypse#fun fact: i made a post about working on three season six amvs all the way back in nov. 2022#and only now have they come to fruition (this one + love club + metric)#anyway. have you heard that cas is obsessed#the thing is i do kinda want to add some specific director's commentary here. like the first verse is about cas being like.#incredibly deeply emotionally vulnerable to dean. as in: his emotional state and self-image is totally dominated by what dean thinks of him#and if dean is mad at him. and then the second verse is about... dean upsetting him and him responding to that by Killing Everybody lol#like he has a moment of reflection ['certain regrettable things are now required of me' + killing rachel] where he's like i've 1) also done#bad things and 2) i feel bad about it so maybe i will regret Killing Everyone. but then he does it anyway due to everybody keeps turning#on him. i feel like the rest of the amv is self evident. i guess i should note that 'share a paradise' is about how both of them have#a nostalgic view of the early days of their relationship when it wasn't Like This lol. but everything else i think is self evident.#oh and the reason the other angels flash onscreen with their burned wings at the end is i'm EVOKING the image of cas' wings burning. even#though it doesn't happen. i'm evoking it
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Not now kitten, daddy needs to go become the Messiah of Glorious Evolution.
#jayvik#arcane season 2#arcane spoilers#only seen to episode two i am SCREAMING#DID NOT ANTICIPATE THIS DIVORCE BUT OH BOY AM I INTO IT#JAYCE SO FUCKING HAPPY VIKTOR IS ALIVE AND NOT CARING HOW#AS HE DOES NOT CATCH THE OMINOUS FUCKIN MUTTERING ABOUT NEW POTENTIAL THAT SEEMS COLD AND IS NOT COLD#i....ngl i did not have 'jayce creates machine herald in a desperate act of love' on the bingo card
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MORE WOMEN!!!
#red dead redemption 2#rdr2#john marston#molly o'shea#death to dutch van der linde#the only full piece you’re getting from me of alive dutch is him as a woman#I think it would annoy him#I love drawing these they’re so fun!!#I must do more#fanart#digital art#my art
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