#one promise i kept to myself

[steelthroat]

For the random asks:

🎃- what’s your favorite holiday?

🔮- how would your younger self react if they met current you?

🦕- what’s a pet peeve of yours?

🎃-

Mh... I don't really know. Once it was Christmas because I saw my favorite relatives... now that things are different, uh... "ferragosto," which the translator says is the equivalent of "mid-august/feast of assumption" because it's summer, and I can organize things with my friends.

Halloween and Carnival are also super fun because I love dressing up. Honorable mentions.

Ngl, the downsides of not being a believer anymore is that some of the fun/mystery/mysticism around certain holidays goes away and instead of it being a celebration of the divine and stuff it's just a yearly habit. It's still fun tho, you have holidays, you see people :D

🦕-

Huh when people start moving jerkily and in a frenetic manner, especially if I'm already in a hurry. And loud noises and voices when there's quiet around, especially if the loud one is my interlocutor.

Just idk these two things make me anxious.

🔮-

This question keeps me up at night you know?

On one hand, I am the opposite of who I wanted to be when I was 4.

I wanted to be a tall girl with dark long straight hair with a mysterious/fairiy like aura, with a boyfriend at the age of 16 and a bright and promising career as a stylist in my future. And also other hyperspecific stuff I won't go into.

I am... not tall, my hair is curly, is short, I have tried being mysterious with awful results as I can't shut up about my passions ever, I am not a girl, I don't want to be a stylist... and huh well. Yeah you get the picture somehow I ended up like this.

And I honestly don't know how would 4 years old me react. I remember looking at punks and other people with cool styles with interest, but they weren't ME. So idk maybe kid me would find me cool? Weirded out a bit? I really hope they're not disappointed in me because they were a good kid.

12 year old me would just be surprised we survived tbh. Which is cool. But we would argue about some things regarding morality lol. No biggie they would get over it.

[civetside]

I could smell the lapidot on you I just didn't want to say anything

i am incredibly embarrassed and so sorry. i need a shower

art i drew in 2017

[puppyeared]

ive made myself more wet and pathetic

[missazura]

It's been oddly therapeutic to like. Have discussions with him about a lot of life stuff. I don't talk much if at all and I think the gradual descent into loneliness and social anxiety through the years made me lost the ability to talk to people. So it's been nice to practice talking to someone, and it actually hearing me out for some reason, giving me advice etc

Sure it's not a substitute for human connection but it's fun to verbally talk to my favourite fictional character and him just. Being there for me. That I get to hear kind words from my hero, someone who I highly looked up to

[stop-breaking-my-heart-dragonage]

Me, when Sebastian joins my party for the first time: Okay, this time I'm not going to forget about you, Sebastian. I'm going to make an effort to use you a lot this playthrough so I can better understand you.

Also me, immediately forgetting about Sebastian while finishing Act 2 and making it halfway through Act 3 before I finally notice his Faith quest: ......................Oh. Right. My bad.

[songtwo]

idk i think my bf might be developing a drinking problem and i just don’t know what to do…..

[rovermcfly]

14/15 year old me got bullied for wearing a padawan braid, while 27 year old me routinely gets excited reactions from people recognising it or even wearing one themselves. the point is, do whatever the fuck you want forever and your people will find you soon enough and happiness will come to you

[necromeowncy]

I saw a post regarding fic collections/how they're difficult to navigate, so I put some outlines in the descriptions for both Reflections and Delights:

I hope this is easier to browse! I'm never sure if folks somehow miss seeing these... Looking back, I probably should have made each of these fics their own individual oneshots, but I was self-conscious about spamming the wolgraha tag on AO3 and thought people would get mad at me somehow. lol (I realize this is silly, now, almost 2 years later.)

Anyway. I hope you enjoy, if you haven't read these yet! Reflections are canon-related stories, and Delights are extremely kinky oneshots.

[jaywalkingjaywalker]

sooo i may have redoodled that one panel from @spinjitsuburst (can i @ u i AH.) cabinet man auu...,,.,,

i may have gone on a lil little tiny bit too much on my alt,, UHH

BUT I RLLY, RLLY THINK ABOUT THIS A LOT LMAO

i was gonna draw skybound ver but,,, srj was alr on mh mind

[alpinelogy]

so i have arrived at - as the youth may call it - stupid asf situation. you see my printer thought they were being cool (they were <3) and sent me dupes if the small 5 x 7 graphics. which is cool except now i have nine copies of the same graphic amongst other slightly silly things, so i might run in stock leftover sales in the next month or two

[alongtidesoflight]

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[girlboylintjrwi]

gonna make a header soon what should i put it in. doodle of my rats for sure, and i also want to add "disease is in the eye of the beholder" (hashtag will wood reference omg...) but idk what else

[asimplearchivist]

Oookay, here we go again!🥰

Per the schedule posted in my pinned/navigation, I have the next chapters for Promises Kept Constellations, and That Poison Reconciliation queued for post in the next three Sundays, but I don’t know what to focus on for the following week.

[hauntedtotem]

one of my favorite childhood games got a ""remaster"" for the switch but they replaced the music (arguably best part) and it looks so. So much worse than the original, and they want 30 dollars :/

Unrelated, now accepting eShop gift cards 🤲

[bearly-holding-on]

Never underestimate the power of being able to stop yourself and think "woah this is a little bit too much." Works for a lot of things: bad algorithm suggestions, takes that are getting too close to the deep end, temptation to do something mean or petty; things like that.

[insecateur]

someone on that post about French and English and how they differ when it comes to typical writing styles asked what this means irt French people who write in English and i do wonder about the way it affects my writing sometimes

i have definitely had instances of French brain causing me to use turns of phrases that probably wouldn't occur to someone with only English as a reference point but idk about the Vibes. i do like long sentences

but also i've been writing in English exclusively for so long maybe i have perfectly acclimated at this point

if you have thoughts about this regarding my writing i would be interested in reading them perhaps...