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A little win... yesterday was my last day at the zoo. I had to give a half-hour presentation (to a much larger group than I'd anticipated), and I was extremely anxious about what I'd prepared. But it went very well, and several people told me afterwards how informative it was! Which I really needed to hear after struggling so much with my confidence this past month.
#including the head keeper for the department#one of the senior techs#and the residents#positivity#zoo med#vet student
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i know everyone and how they take things is different and that’s ok but something still hurts when it feels like everyone else around your age has currently experienced the teenage dream and you feel kind of like a boring square
#bluebell complains#it hurts man idk 😭😭😭#my idc and dgaf attitude sometimes doesn’t work#i want to go on cool teen adventures but here i am at almost 19#and haven’t had cool hip summer teen adventures with a cool car and shit but nah#especially since it feels like i only started getting friends my senior year#and most of the time it feels like now most of them#are going on separate paths so you’re kind of back to square one#i really appreciated and loved the times i did go out with them and hang#but now it’s just back to square one 😔#also feel emo seeing pics from post eras seeing those friend groups#living in the moment with their very much relevant at the time tech and clothes#just having fun but still having that universal#experience of hanging with friends like going to the store or festival and here i am#esp doesn’t help to see others from your grade on instagram do that
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maffhew saying double dip! so confidentally oh he definitely said head magnet! back in his day huh
#txt#hey man are you the techie thats kinda funny and is friendly with the actors so the theatre teacher thinks its haha funny to kidnap you#and make you a “tech-former” aka techie actor which basically means youre an actor who knows how to work a drill#but dont have time for us anymore because someone is a troy bolten now and you have rehearsals and we give so much shit about it#like dont you have “cast parties” to go to now because youre cool#don't you have to join the actors in their little game of zipzapzop get out of the loading dock!!!#he reminds me (looks and personality wise) so much of this one senior when i was a sophmore its genuinely uncanny#like hey ___ remember that time you had to fix the tall 6ft platforms that werent properly stabalised in costume#because another actor was so afraid to get on it because it shook so much and then we figured out the screws werent in properly#and had to drill that 20 minutes before the show when you shouldve been in the dressing room#hey man remember we were all cramped into the left wing like sardines in a can because it was into the woods everyone fucking comes out of#stage left and thats how you introduced yourself to me while i was like hunched over you little rolling set you let none of the#stagehands touch even me so i had to like hover over it and made sure it didnt make a squeaky noise#and go you seem very particularly about things huh.
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plagued by the thought of telling bully gojo to cut the shit or you'll start screaming and he just grins real big.
i cannot go down this rabbit hole again bc im much more comfortable writing heinous content now and the absolutely diabolical dubcon im willing to write now is dangerous territory
#return to sender#dubcon cw#ohh im so sick thinking about you trying to threatent him#and then gojo stopping his little game and leaning in#making you know how much bigger and stronger he is and#almost taunting you into screaming. almost asking you too#and its so scary because hes usually so much more harmless#and im thinking of an au where jjk tech extend into a technical college and gojo is one of the only seniors who can teach you#you really dont have anywhere to go#ohh my god im going to scream i have to stop AKJFDKFLKS
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It's getting to the point where instead of being encouraged, I just get pissed when people tell me their friends' success stories with getting jobs as software devs without formal education.
Everyone is like "oh yeah my friend did it without a degree, you can too!" And I'm like ok how did they get past the auto rejectors that won't even look at you if you don't have a degree? How good were they before they were hired, and who supported them while they educated themselves? Or who agreed to take them under the wing and give them a chance even though they were green?
I know people are trying to be encouraging but it's starting to feel less like "I believe you can do it" and more like "if you haven't done it yet, what's wrong with you?" They'll be like "you don't need a degree to succeed, just a willingness to learn" and I'm like, I know that as well as anyone, but to the people responsible for making budget decisions, I'm too much of a risk. What do I have to show for myself to them?
Like at the end of the day it just feels like either these folks were super lucky or I'm super unlucky and either way, hearing their stories doesn't usually help or encourage me. I'm fighting an uphill battle here trying to convince folks who think we're in an economic downtown, that a US-based junior developer is a good investment. Yuck. If you don't have anything helpful to say then at this point just don't say anything 😭
#I've always done my best learning on the job#and I'm an extremely loyal employee#to a fault definitely#but nobody is hiring junior devs or if they are it's ALWAYS offshore#I'm busting my ass trying to learn enough to make myself look like the viable candidate I think i probably am#but I'm trying to learn around a full time job and I'm the sole breadwinner and have been for years#which is fine! i don't mind! but it does make it hard to progress in something so brain-intensive when 40hrs per week is eaten by my job#and it's just a really bad time to be looking for work as a developer#idk anything about the economy but whether or not we're in an economic downturn. execs think we are#and their opinion is in some situations more influential than actual truth. this is one of those situations#my company keeps saying they're in the best financial spot they've been in since before the pandemic#but the only non senior devs they are hiring are offshore#which sucks bc they used to be really good about hiring for devs internally among people who proved their worth#i missed the last wave of that by about two years#anyway. I'm just frustrated and annoyed#stop telling me your friends' success stories unless you have specific actionable feedback#and even then think twice if you aren't in tech yourself cause i get a lot of weird advice#or unless you're offering to connect me with your friend who can either mentor me or get me a job themselves#I'm tired of hearing about it#'just put yourself out there!' just put yourself out of my earshot
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#person whining#i am so fucking tired#is it my blood pressure (this mornings reading indicates no)#is it lack of sleep#is it my physically and mentally exhausting job#depression?#idk#probably all of the above crushing down on me and making me want to lash out at my loved ones#im tired of being the one who has to organize household chores#and meals#and keep the pharmacy on track#(ok i cant take credit for the last one)#(but its exhausting being the most senior/knowledgeable/competent tech)#(and dealing with a revolving door of fill in pharmacists)
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I graduate in a month what
#WHAT????#and then I have to deal with finding some place that counts as shadowing#it says that being a pharm tech counts but I have no clue on the steps to take to become one 💀#I know you have to pay for a license my friend told me abt it#and that way I’m getting my hours AND getting paid#still have to ask two profs for letters of recommendation 😃 I know which ones I wanna ask but I’m scared y’all 😭#one is the prof I had for ecology and senior chem who’s hilarious and super chill I think he’ll probably say yes#and the other’s my animal phys prof from last semester but she’s so smart and Known that I’m scared to even ask for an appointment 😭#she’s super cool but I just….like I know she’s super busy and stuff but iDK ANY OTHER PROFS
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i have 5 final projects due in the next two weeks and three of them are due on the same day lmao. lmao. lmao.
#writing out that it's only 5 does actually make it feel better lol it felt a lot worse when it was nebulous#ohhhh i have so many projects-no. you have 5. you can handle it.#of course. thesis which is the biggest and most important. is due first.#which is great on one hand bc it means I won't be stressed abt it when the three are due three days later#but uh. i haven't touched those three things. literally.#one of them i have half a paragraph and a half assed outline#the other two i Literally havent started. anyway#being a graduating senior is stressfull <3 I'm also applying to jobs. i auditioned for one acts which is so fun I love my one act I'm havin#having fun. but also it adds stress to my schedule bc I have rehearsals and tech and performances next week also. when four of my five#final projects are due#and then i graduate. and im in the real world. and nobody has responded to my job applications yet. screams.#anyway if u read this far i love you <3 peace and love on planet earth I'm truly doing fine and I will be better once I finish#the scene im in rn for my thesis#every other project is soooo easy it's almost silly it's just thesis making me feel like I'm dying when I let myself dwell#so dwell i shan't goodbye i am off to rehearsal and then I shall finish my thesis
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i wish i hadn't made it into this year's play tbh
#one of my classmates who's a senior and really involved with it told me to my face that this year's production is gonna be a shitshow#and so far it's been living up to it smh#no scheduling the only way to communicate abt it is a fucking facebook chat and now i'm missing the second rehearsal bcs of a trip i'm#ALREADY anxious abt bcs i have to miss that whole day of school#i just..... really don't want to deal with it#kiwifae says shit#honestly i think after this i'm taking a break from theatre for a year or two#i was so relieved when i thought i botched my audition and idk the thought of going onstage doesn't bring joy anymore#i don't want to be in this play but i really don't wanna be the kid who drops it after i said i would#especially bcs i'm in ensemble and i don't want it to be seen as me being pissy i'm not the main character#but. i just so don't want to be doing it for some reason#just seeing the days i'm going in and thinking abt tech week is just making me feel awful and dread it#i'm already having trouble with the changing season and the rehearsals go to five so i'm barely gonna see the sun#fuck i just don't want this#i wish i never auditioned and i wish i could leave without being seen like that and i'm dreading going to all those rehearsals#this might partially be the winter season and it being kinda late affecting me but god i wish i never tried out#vent#+random crying fit about this 🙄
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#bilder fra likhuset#this ones so old#like 2018#it was literally taken at school#bc my senior year i went to a tech school#like for digital arts#but we also did some traditional stuff too#this dummy was like given to us by the med students bc they knew we were insane#my fruend used it in an art installation#this is incomprehensible probs im high LMAO#weirdcore photography#weirdcore
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I think it’d be really fucking funny if Gravity Falls was sorta like Ashland in that it gets theatre field trips. Or maybe stagecraft field trips, it would be a really good place to get inspiration for sets and being a lumber town might have some good opportunities to learn about building stuff. Or at least there would be more opportunities for stagecraft stuff than acting y’know. But either way Bay Area performing arts kids should get shipped up there every year of high school. Just because I think it’d be funny if one year Dipper and Mabel are going on a school field trip and suddenly they’re in Gravity Falls again but have to try and course correct their classmates from the people they know in the town. But they’re preforming arts kids so there’s no way that would work but it’d be really fucking funny. Maybe Stan heard from the twins that they’re required to see a play and write a play review by end of semester but everyone always puts it off and so has to panic watch one around the time of the trip so he tries to quickly set up a play there before they all go back to Cali. At least one kid stumbles across the bunker and the shapeshifter becomes a thing of [The Scottish Play] levels of superstition.
#brain soup#look I’m getting absolutely PUMPED for the Ashland trip next semester and my mom and I are going to Oregon this year for a roadtrip so I’ve#been thinking of Shenanigans.#the kids stuck in the PA building are the only ones where you can ask ‘do you want to get in my van and do manual labor’ and the answer will#be a very excited ‘yes’ and I think that would be funny in GF.#also Mabel would 100% be an actor(and student director senior year) while Dipper would probably be in stagecraft and maybe tech#gravity falls#don’t know if any other districts do this but I know my high school and the Enemy School both do Ashland trips so y’know
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The economic indicators speak of nothing less than an economic catastrophe. Over 46,000 businesses have gone bankrupt, tourism has stopped, Israel’s credit rating was lowered, Israeli bonds are sold at the prices of almost “junk bonds” levels, and the foreign investments that have already dropped by 60% in the first quarter of 2023 (as a result of the policies of Israel’s far-right government before October 7) show no prospects of recovery. The majority of the money invested in Israeli investment funds was diverted to investments abroad because Israelis do not want their own pension funds and insurance funds or their own savings to be tied to the fate of the State of Israel. This has caused a surprising stability in the Israeli stock market because funds invested in foreign stocks and bonds generated profit in foreign currency, which was multiplied by the rise in the exchange rate between foreign currencies and the Israeli Shekel. But then Intel scuttled a $25 billion investment plan in Israel, the biggest BDS victory ever. These are all financial indicators. But the crisis strikes deeper at the means of production of the Israeli economy. Israel’s power grid, which has largely switched to natural gas, still depends on coal to supply demand. The biggest supplier of coal to Israel is Colombia, which announced that it would suspend coal shipments to Israel as long as the genocide was ongoing. After Colombia, the next two biggest suppliers are South Africa and Russia. Without reliable and continuous electricity, Israel will no longer be able to pretend to be a developed economy. Server farms do not work without 24-hour power, and no one knows how many blackouts the Israeli high-tech sector could potentially survive. International tech companies have already started closing their branches in Israel. Israel’s reputation as a “startup nation” depends on its tech sector, which in turn depends on highly educated employees. Israeli academics report that joint research with universities abroad has declined sharply thanks to the efforts of student encampments. Israeli newspapers are full of articles about the exodus of educated Israelis. Prof. Dan Ben David, a famous economist, argued that the Israeli economy is held together by 300,000 people (the senior staff in universities, tech companies, and hospitals). Once a significant portion of these people leaves, he says, “We won’t become a third world country, we just won’t be anymore.”
19 July 2024
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My three year long theater involvement is getting completely fucked over!
Got announced today in Tech Class (super small program at a super small school) that my director would be resigning due to being offered a similar position a couple towns over with her preferred theater company...
So after this show I will be with an entirely different director, program set up (a good likelihood that whoever takes over will want to do things VERY different), my position as stage manger may not continue, and even the program as a whole could get uprooted and be completely shifted and changed depending on if the school wants to consequentially making all of my skills and knowledge useless.
After three years of working in this program and being the most highly skilled person in it to the point of being able to run it completely independently when needed it is getting turned on it's head completely, fuck my life
#sry for the rant#this is for no one's benefit but mine#it was actually really nice tho#cuz me director immediately after making the announcement had encouraged me to really concider local theater#“because they are always looking for skilled tech people”#but god it feels like life is preparing me for nothing to go well in my senior year and to get ready for no plans to work#tech theatre#technical theatre#stage manager thing
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well I forgot that tech week is next week. shit.
#why am I doing run crew again…..why did I decide I wanted to be at school until 9pm moving furniture…..#in all seriousness I am looking forward to tech week it’s just. god does it HAVE to go until nine.#i have responsibilities!!!#responsibilities that are not moving furniture and being scared of that one emo-adjacent senior who’s actually really nice!!!!#claude’s meowing
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bad thing about the 1st years being useless dicks: theyre useless dicks
good thing about the 1st years being useless dicks: i get to yell at people and the teachers and other students thank me. and im a Cool Sempai now
#(1st year is hs freshmen/sophomore depending on how you count)#we had a field day (undoukai 運動会) at the japanese school today#the high school division has to do setup and tech and stuff (im part of the equipment team)#and the 1st year boys are not doing Any work and sometimes disrupts it. and most of the usual troublemaking group was in equipment#mom is one of the teachers so i know all of the Drama that goes on in that class#and also im a 3rd year (senior) that knows how we do shit here#(and one of if not the longest-attending member of this japanese school)#(bc ive been attending since 2yo bc of moms work)#got to unshackle my rough Scary way of speaking lmao (i usually try to use soft tone bc im closeted)#my classmates and kouhai were a little freightened but at least it put the troublemakers into their places 👍#also apparently im the Cool Sempai bc of this now
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how i met your mother — gojo satoru
contents. fluff, meet ugly, established relationship, highschool!gojo in flashback, gojo just loves his wife and everyone is sick of it
notes. this is apart of my indulge me series but everything can be read as a standalone!
“you forgot to give me a kiss this morning,” your husband pouts from your lap before puckering his lips out, “i’ll need a thousand more to compensate!”
just a couple meters away from you, paper crinkles harshly as nanami, your fellow colleague, flips the page on the newspaper he’s reading. you hear a heavy sigh leave his lips. “i missed it when you both hated each other,” he readjusts his glasses with one hand tiredly. he’s disappointed, but not surprised with satoru’s behavior.
this comment causes itadori, who happened to be hanging out in the teacher’s lounge to perk up.
“gojo-sensei and gojo-san hated each other?” he sits up straight on the couch. the pink haired boy looks between you and satoru, who is purring happily as you play with his hair. “i can’t imagine that..” he mumbles quietly. he was, unfortunately, a first hand witness of gojo’s love for you.
the white haired male that was comfortably nestled in your lap looks up at you, “ah! she tried so hard to resist my charms, but this handsome face won in the end!” his loud boast leads you to cover his mouth with the palm of your hand.
“that couldn’t be farther from the truth,” you press your palm harder against his mouth, determined to silence his protests.
nanami easily ignores his senior’s muffled whines while itadori looks at his sensei in pity. marriage must be tough, he thinks.
you only lift your hand off of his mouth with a shriek when satoru decides to lick your palm. he smirks proudly at himself causing the other two males in the room to grimace at the strange display of affection.
“darling, you hated me?” his eyes blink up at you innocently, blue eyes on full display. you purse your lips together, resisting whatever game he was playing at. from the moment you stepped into the lounge with him, he insisted on taking his blindfold off. he argues that he has to see you with his own eyes or he’ll die. you argue that he’s dramatic. nonetheless, satoru was cute so you’ll let him get away with it.
“hate is a strong word– i just didn’t like you very much. we got off on the wrong foot, might i remind you.”
2005 — year one at tokyo jujutsu tech
meet at 1 chome-1-1 dogenzaka, shibuya city, tokyo
that was written in the letter addressed to you from yaga. the bustling streets of tokyo, filled with the cacophony of hundreds of conversations and the rush of oncoming traffic, were a stark contrast to the serene country life you had enjoyed.
the sheer mass of people in the street made it nearly impossible for you to spot your teacher and future classmates, but the heavens above must be on your side because you spot a dark uniform in the corner of your eye, similar to the one you’re wearing.
a jujutsu tech uniform! without wasting a second, you weave your way through the crowd to the tall figure. upon closer inspection, you find that it was a boy with snow hair, a juxtaposition to the dark fabric of his uniform.
“excuse me, but are you by any chance from–” you tap on the abnormally tall frame from behind.
“not interested.” he doesn’t spare you a glance before walking away. it takes you a minute to process what had just happened. did he just–? that must have been a figment of your imagination. you feel as though you were shell shocked.
another voice joins the conversation, “oh, gojo, you found her.” it was another guy with a uniform just like the white haired boy and yours. he has notable bangs, you think.
“did i? she must be a real weakling. i couldn’t even sense her cursed energy,” gojo now turns back to look at you.
a surge of irritation courses through you, your grip on your skirt tightening. this guy must be some spoiled brat that came from a special lineage. you shoot him a sharp glare from the corner of your eyes, only to find out that he too had a sharp gaze on you.
a low whistle comes out of his mouth.
“oh,” there is a noticeable change in the tone of his voice. from your peripheral vision, you notice him take off his round sunglasses. “hey.” you want to laugh.
out of pure pettiness, you recycle his previous comment, “not interested.”
thankfully, another student arrived, this time it was a girl with short brown hair. she waved at you politely, to which you happily smiled. it was nice to know that there were some people left in this world with manners.
soon after her arrival, yaga comes.
“hello, i’m [last name] [first name] from kyoto. please take care of me!” you bow before everyone but gojo or whatever his name is. you come to find out that mr. bangs is actually geto and the pretty girl is ieiri.
“you didn’t tell me she was hot,” gojo not-so-quietly whispers to geto. the hand over his mouth is in vain because you can still hear him clearly. both ieiri and geto make a distasteful face.
you look around confused. it’s not everyday you receive such a brash compliment, “...thank you?”
there’s a slightly horrified look on gojo’s face when he realizes that you had heard him, but he recovers quickly, replacing it with a cheshire grin.
“say, have you been to shinjuku? i’m sure a country bumpkin like you wouldn’t know, so allow me to–”
there’s only so much patience in your body. with a deep breath and your best passive aggressive smile, you utter, “no thanks.”
he blinks. once. twice. you assume he is not used to rejection with the way he has yet to process it.
a soft chuckle leaves his mouth, “playing hard to get, i see. i like a challenge.”
“that’s not really the case.”
“one date,” he announces with a playful smirk, raising a single finger in emphasis.
you’re on the verge of shaking your head in rejection, but before you can, yaga intervenes, swiftly and unceremoniously slapping the back of gojo’s head.
“kids these days,” he mutters under his breath while gojo rubs the wound painfully. you snicker.
gojo straightens up when the sound of your laughs reaches his ears. his eyes track the sound waves back to your face, only to be disappointed when he sees that your attention is on geto.
unlike gojo, geto was trying to salvage what was left of a good first impression. the black haired male smiles awkwardly, leading you away from his strange friend, “so you’re from kyoto? why didn’t you attend the jujutsu tech there?”
from behind you, there’s an incredulous, “eh? and lose a beauty like that to the kyoto guys?”
you’re nearly certain that a blood vessel is about to pop. but you swallow your frustration, choosing to answer the only sensible boy you’ve met today.
“i’m trying to avoid clan matters, so kyoto is the last place i want to be,” you explain to geto who nods understandingly.
what you don’t see is the sneaky wink he sends back at a fuming satoru.
2018 — present day
your recollection must not have been accurate, because your husband is sulking by the end of your story.
“hmph. that’s not how i remember it.” he crosses his arm with a huff.
“how do you remember it? do tell.” you look down at him. there’s a cheeky glint in his eyes, like you’ve just walked into his trap.
there’s a cheeky glint in his eyes, like you’ve just walked into his trap. “i remembered cherry blossoms falling and more hearts floating around,”
you smack his shoulder.
“be serious!”
he waves his hand in the air to stop your playful attacks, “fine, fine!”
you know that he’s secretly enjoying the attention.
“well, i’m quite the looker so it was common for girls to constantly gush over me y’know?” he grins. you did not find that amusing, retracting your hands from his hair. he immediately grabs your hand and places it back on his head.
“let me finish!”
you resume your handiwork on his head reluctantly. “go on.”
there’s a content smile on his face, “i thought you were just trying to hit on me! it was only after i took a good look at you, i realized that you were totally hot.”
“i can’t believe i married you.” you roll your eyes, but there is no malice behind the action.
“hah–” his mouth is wide open. “i’m a total catch, ya’ know?!”
“mhm, yeah. you are a catch toru,” you coo while pinching his cheek and he blushed furiously.
the two of you are too engrossed with each other to notice the horrified look that has settled on nanami’s face. one peaceful afternoon, he thinks. one peaceful afternoon is all he asks for.
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yuji respects gojo as his teacher, but he still can’t believe that gojo was able to pull you.
there have been multiple occasions where you had forgotten to give satoru a goodmorning kiss, each time he finds you and forces you to actually give him a dozen to compensate. it doesn’t matter if he was on a mission or teaching (he’s annoying like that).
gojo’s the pride of the gojo clan so he was spoiled rotten, hence the reason why he was so sure you were into him.
this is only the start, as your high school years go by, he only falls harder.
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