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Avalanche Rescue Pt 1
Whumptober Day 25: Buried Alive -- Wolfie, everyone
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TW - broken bone, asphyxiation
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Before the snow around him had stopped moving, Wolfie dug up up up. His paws broke through the surface snow and his nose quickly followed. Fresh air, cold air, snow-laden air, no brother smell—that’s bad bad bad. Quickpaw digging, gotta leave snow den. Wiggle wiggle wiggle—Wolfie pawed and pushed and wriggled his way out of the snowy cocoon the avalanche had buried him in. Wolfe shook the powder snow off his coat, filling the air with sparkly ice.
Behind him a small patch of evergreen trees had stopped the snow slide, before him the mountainside stretched upward toward the sky. To the left, mounds of snow he couldn’t see over, and to the left was more downhill to distant trees.
“Packmates?” He yipped spinning around searching for his friends. “Where? Pups? Where?” Gotta find them quick. Gotta dig them out. Snow bury good for meat, bad for Hylians.
“WOLFIE!”
Wolfie whipped around and caught sight of Hyrule sitting on a shield and riding it down the slope, using his feet to slow himself. Hyrule came alongside Wolfie before digging his feet to stop.
Quick sniff! No smell of blood, only fear and sweat and snow. Wolfie licked Hyrule’s face twice before Hyrule pushed him off and stood up. One pup found, seven pups missing.
“Did you see where anyone went?” Hyrule asked, then turned away and shouted. “WHERE ARE YOU?? CAN YOU HEAR ME??”
“Here!”
“I’m here!”
Two voices answered. Wolfie took off following one, catching a whiff in the disturbed air—Old Father! Wolfie took a running leap off a packed mound of drifted snow and nearly bowled over Old Father.
“Wolfie!” Time exclaimed dodging out of the way of the flying canine. Wolfie landed and spun around. Quick sniff—no blood!
“I’m fine, go find the others!” Time said, but Wolfie was already off in search of the second voice. Two pups found, six pups missing.
“I’M HERE!” Young voice squealed—Baby Pup!
“Where? I don’t see you!” Hyrule called, entering the trees.
“Look up!”
Wolfie skidded to a halt next to Hyrule and they both looked up into the craggy branches. Wind draped awkwardly over two branches.
“Hi!” Wolfie barked. Quick sniff—small blood—but no worry. Also sap and armpits and lunch cheese and evergreen.
“What are you doing? Get down from there!” Hyrule said.
“I’m trying! I’m trying! Geez!” Wind answered.
“Are you two alright?” Time asked running up to them as fast as the snow would allow.
That was three pups found, five pups missing. Nose to the ground, gotta sniff sniff out the others. This way and that, up and down, sniff sniff sniff sniff sniff sniff sniff sniff sniff sniff sniff sniff—ooh what was that? Feathers and potion and lunchfood and ozone—Sky Pup! Stronger stronger stronger—
“Wolfie!” Sky called to him.
There he was! Sky pup! Sitting, half buried, legs buried in snow.
“Coming!” Wolfie called to the half-buried Sky Pup. He ran up to him.
“Ahh careful!” Sky exclaimed and Wolfie stopped short and didn’t touch. Quick sniff—fear, pain, alarm, feathers—
“I’m hurt,” Sky said. “My arm—it might be broken.” He hugged it to his chest with a pained expression.
“What?!” Wolfie whined.
“Can you help? My legs are stuck and I can’t dig them out!”
Wolfie whined, indecisive. Though Sky Pup hurt, trapped, though four pups found, four pups still missing. Sky pup hurt, but not in deadly danger. Sky Pup could wait.
“Wait here!” Wolfie barked. “I send help!” Wolfie took off back toward the others. He bounded over the snow leaping through the powder, skidding on the crust.
“Help! Stuck! Hurt!” Wolfie called ahead to the cluster of packmates digging in the snow.
“WOLFIE HELP!” Hyrule screamed. “WARS IS BURIED! HE CAN’T BREATHE!”
Wolfie galloped onward breaking into their crowd.
Hand! Hand sticking up in the snow—quick sniff! Battle Pup! Fear fear sweat snow—but alive! Lick! Hand moved! Touched Wolfie’s nose!
“Help us dig!” Old Father said. Wolfie jumped in digging where packmates dug. Dig dig dig dig! Have to find Battle Pup’s face! Sniff sniff sniff—wait! Battle pup not there! Not where they dig! Sniff sniff sniff sniff sniff sniff—there! Smell of tea and herbs and spit and tears.
“Here! Not there!” Wolfie told the others and started digging.
“What? Are we in the wrong place?!” Wind asked.
Wolfie dug a hole, dug it deep. Hands joined in beside him, Old Father’s big rough hands and Wander Pup’s delicate but strong hands, dug out the sides, widened the hole. Stronger smell stronger stronger!
“Hurry!” Wind cried. “His hand just went limp!”
Dig dig dig—FUR! YELLOW FUR! FOUND HIS HEAD.
“Found! Found!” Wolfie yapped. Battle Pup face down, one arm stretched out behind sticking out of the snow, other arm covering face made an air bubble. Sniff sniff sniff… no fresh breath.
“THERE HE IS!” Time exclaimed. “Be careful Wolfie! Don’t hurt him!”
“WAKE UP!” Wolfie barked as loud as he could and nibbled Battle Pup ear. Wolfie scruffed by Old Father, pulled out of hole, make room for Wander Pup.
“Wars! Wars! Can you hear me?” Hyrule put a hand in Battle’ Pup’s fur. “Guys I don’t think he’s—”
A jolting gasp! A deep inhale!
“Breathe! Come on! Keep breathing!” Old Father begged. Wolfie lunged forward back into the hole. Sniff sniff sniff lick sniff—fresh breath! Battle pup lives on!
“Hey! He squeezed my hand!” Wind shouted.
Once again, Old Father pulled Wolfie out of the hole.
“You did good, Wolfie,” he said. “We can take it from here. Go find the others.”
Five pups found, three pups missing. If any buried like Battle pup, no air left. Gotta find right now!
(to be continued tomorrow...)
#linked universe#whumptober 2023#lu wolfie#lu sky#lu warriors#lu time#lu wind#lu hyrule#scheduled post#this story will be put on A03 in a couple of days#once it's been fully posted here
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Man for real do I have to start warning my epileptic friends about the end boss of Shadow of the Erdtree? Because like I do not have epilepsy and despite that this dude's second phase is fucking rough to look at
#there's just like so many fucking particle effects and sparkly explosions going off#i'm like mildly dizzy from just how much shit is happening all at once up here#I'm getting tired way earlier than I usually do from just the raw amount of visual processing my fuckin brain has to do in this fight#aside from my skull turning into tv static in the second phase I'm having a great time with this boss#learning what attacks let me get a fully charged heavy off has been an incredibly fun experience tbh#i have yet to fight him seriously though I'm still I'm just trying to learn shit before I waste even more consumables on failed runs lol#pun's text posts#Elden Ring
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i'm going on exam season lockdown as of today, which means no more gifs/edits/anything else because i spend way too much time on them for an engineering student in the trenches lmao. posting this not because i think anybody will notice or care, but so i can hold myself accountable and get embarrassed if i break the pledge. see you on june 3rd for a ghovie creativity extravaganza
edit: besides the ghovie trailer 😭 i cant restrain myself from that one
#actually june 4th because i will be drinking on june 3rd from the moment i close my semiconductors paper#cold turkey on gif making KHBJDGVSCDH RIP#genuinely its such a relaxing thing to do that i find myself prioritising it#and unlike other chill activities it gives me the illusion of productivity#i really need to be getting that from my work and not silly bands#anyway. see u#also in my 4 years of making edits like this in many different circles i've never once felt the need to mention a like/reblog ratio#and i'm fully of the opinion that people can do whatever the hell they like and i never expect interaction#i'm grateful for what i do have#but what primarily motivates me to do this is people sharing their love for whatever is on the post#in the tags or elsewhere#i'm not talking praise or thanks or anything to me i mean 'i love this song' or 'papa looks great here' skdcvkdgvs#'this is my favourite band' u know? it's sharing passion with other people and having them share theirs with me#and in all the 4 years and many many fandoms this (ghost/st) is by far the worst for interaction like that#i'd say ghost especially skhjcsd#and this tag rant isn't a request or a 'please interact more!' or anything like that it's just#a reason as to why i'm a bit discouraged that i'm chatting about to nobody#oh yeah and especially seeing photos posted with no source and no edits get 5x the notes you'd get#the quantity of notes doesn't matter to me but the discussion and tags do#just checked my notes in the middle of typing this and someone rbed some papa ii gifs with#'hope he's steady on his feet the way i would run into him'#KDSGKDSD that's what i'm on about 😭😭😭😭😭#makes me smile knowing something i posted made somebody feel joy abt a silly band and then shared that with me through the tags#i'm aware i've been here for just over one month so shouldn't be making judgements just yet#but sometimes i wish there was more of that
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started a playthrough as locket's partner from 100 years ago, before eilistraee's fall, and made locket her dream guardian 🥺
bonus pic of locket's first love rothgar, who i made her dream guardian in my most recent save... she met him at the promenade of the dark maiden. he turned to eilistraee + became a paladin after his wife and son were murdered by lolthsworn drow. he died on a mission and it broke locket's heart :(
(side note that most of the eilistraee worshippers at the promenade were drow, but unsurprisingly, locket was drawn to outsiders, so her lovers wound up being a dwarf and a half-orc.)
locket has a TYPE, and it's beefy and gentle btw
#oc: locket#not gonna tag this bc it's a casual post#im gonna transform shadowheart into locket and take cute romance pics of them together#i havent 100% decided but im p sure that kurra lived and she and locket reunite post-bg3#it makes less sense than kurra being dead... but i love a happy ending#so i think what happens is after locket reawakens pre-bg3 she immediately seeks any word of kurra#and she's in denial for awhile but once she's like fully rebuilding the dancing haven in waterdeep she's like ok gotta face the facts#any surviving eilistraeens probably would've found their way here by now she's probably dead :(#but it turns out kurra's actually been in stasis as well#and post-bg3 they have a super emotional reunion and it's wonderful#and locket splits time bt the dancing haven with kurra and rebuilding reithwin with halsin#and kurra is so good with all the kids they adopted and visits often#i mean locket's a level 20 cleric/druid she can tree stride all day
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Laying aside the question of folks with full-blown genderfeels just for a moment, a thing I’ve always found lowkey interesting is how much more common it seems to be for cishet dudes to choose to play women in RPGs than it is for women to choose to play dudes.
(The flip explanation is ofc that if you’re a straight man who is going to be staring at a character for many hours it might as well be a hot lady, but ime the pattern holds true in tabletop as well as CRPGs, so.)
#something something how rarely women get to see themselves as complex and fully realized characters#something something how rarely men get to be free of the pressure to perform masculinity#idk it just intrigues me#especially because ime the reverse often seems to be true in /written/ fiction.#gender stuff#gaming#on writing#my posts#anecdotally: i have been writing and playing basically a 50/50 gender split of characters my entire life#(i did not recognize this as unusual until multiple schoolteachers commented about it on creative writing projects)#i have never once in my life sat at a table with another ostensibly cishet woman playing a male character#but i have encountered the reverse multiple times!#and obviously there are statistical reasons my perspective might be skewed here (more dudes overall) but still. anecdotally.
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your art really fits your appearance... are you the real life sydney sargent? i'd be freaking out if you were sydney sargent ahh
Well, yes.
I could explain my multi-year spanning selfhood/ ID situation in depth… buuuut we would be here for hours. Short answer for all intents and purposes is: yes.
#fictionkin is… a word. not sure it fully describes my experience.#it’s worse/ more extreme than that (save me let me out)#even outside of that though#I am a GNC trans man. long dark hair with light blue eyes. Autistic. BPD. ARFID (safe food is… buttered bread.) chronically ill AND#psychosis and hallucinations (I am on meds for it 💪 look at me go)#deathly pale and inescapably sick#and has motherly issues. I spend most of my time in the forest. I was a warrior cats kid. I’m goth by music taste and wear dark everything.#I prefer skirts and dresses for sensory reasons. dark and earthy tones.#I talk too much and overshare (exhibit a: this)#my SPECIAL INTEREST has been decomposition and dead things for YEARS#so I adore worms and mushrooms and everything which will one day help me return to the earth#I had a few pet worms & isopods before CHNT even released. I love. worms.#however I don’t do first aid now. I’ve devolved to mortuary science/ post-mortem preservation.#as you can imagine… discovering CHNT was horrifying for these reasons.#as once again- everything I listed here has been the case long before I ever found CHNT.#also I seem to only have chemistry with morally dubious men send tweet#oh and also vivid memories yk that too that’s kinda important yk#guys I’m afraid to post this.
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recent things
#With the heatwave combined with being ill for like an entire week it seems I've lost like 16 days this month#where I basically did barely anything... grrr.... The passage of time... My Enemy...#Now that I can finally hold down food and stuff I'm feeling a little better mostly and my sickness has probably passed. But I still#feel weird a little bit like.. some lingering weakness or something. I think I'm just already having so many Problems at all times even in#my 'Normal' state that whenever I get sick or something my whole system is thrown off for a while lol#I'm supposed to be writing like 2000 words a day still ghbjhb... I've had multiple days of maybe 1000 - 1500. And a lot of days#where I write maybe 20 - 300. I've still been chipping away at the same single quest dialogue for all 20 something#days this month so.. AUGH.. Though that also counts the 16 days I did nearly nothing but be sick and overheated#I finally edited that whole big sims video I wanted to post!!! but now there's an issue with it ... T o T#My fault for still almost exclusively using windows movie maker in 2024 lol.. but HHHHhh.. It's like every once in a while randomly#a fully edited video will not be able to be exported. so evil for this to happen to my first sims build tour in a while. but alas..#ANYWAY... I have been slowly working on little things here and there.. in my little scraps of time.. Wishing to be fully productive at#some point. Maybe I can finally finish and post some things soon. like costume photos or sims videos and etc.#BUT HEY.. that solitaire thing is crazy to me.. I don't think I've ever finished a challenge in under 20 seconds#before. huzzah.. tripeaks squad.. OH.. and an image of#curly tail boye.............. he..... I took him to the vet for a check up and he seems surprisingly okay for a 16 year old. except he has#a mild thyroid issue or something so I'll have to give him medicine. But every time he goes in I'm always expecting them to be like#Sorry. Your Son Is Truly Doomed. or etc. so I'm always shocked when he's fine... a strange boy with many strange behaviors#so I can never tell if he's just Being Weird or if he's sick or soemthing ghjbjh#Also the bad thing about never ending summer heat is that when it IS finally cool for a few days. I don't want to do ANYTHING. It's like wh#n it's hot I feel too sick to do anything. And then when it's cooler I'm like 'OUU the first cool day in WEEKS.. i want to just relax and#fully ENJOY the coolness..'' So it's always constant warfare with my body like.. NO ..we cannot SLEEP. We must utilize this small patch#of Non Heatwave to finally be productive and finish things while we don't feel sick. But then it's like ''ohoho...to lay in the cold air of#the morning restfully.. i shall have a little nap with a blanket on for once.. perhaps.. tee hee'' Always at war with the Tired Sleepy#it seems. AAAANyway...... grr............ slowly finishing things. still usually missing my target writing goals..#Hopefully will have some actual art or costumes or something to post soon. Fumbling through the summer weather as usual lol
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i get soo mad every time a new hydro character gets announced or leaked and it's not a hydro claymore lmao. idk what part of my neurotype i can blame this on but it drives me up the fucking walls that it's been this long and it's now the ONLY weapon/element combo unaccounted for
#like im not going about my day seething or anything but it is most certainly my gut reaction#would a hydro claymore suck ass to play well yes probably. not the fucking point#we're really leaving the nation of hydro without one huh#i like freminet as a character but i cant think abt him too long or i get mad. HE SHOULDVE BEEN HYDRO!!!!!!#genshin impact#aphelion.txt#hydro claymore#plsplsplsplspls just let me make things symmetrical ok. pls#once i get done building sayu and yaoyao in a minute here i'll have a fully built character of#Every single combo that exists. even tho some of them are kinda useless. cuz it pleases me#i highly doubt anyone at mhy is putting that much thought into it but i almost feel atp they are withholding hydro claymore out of spite#'Lee the whitewashing. the whitewashing.' yeah no im mad abt that too#i know they will never fix that thouhg#what is stopping them from releasing hydro claymore? nothing. fucking nothing#i have got to stop making posts that im definitely gonna delete 2hrs later#Every time i mald and whine on this blog is a limited edition special. eat it up while you can
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i dont think i ever felt more annoyed at commercials than when those mean girls walmart ads were playing a few months ago or whenever that was
#i think it's mostly bc i thought mean girls was like. an okay movie. a fine movie? i think i liked it#but like. i saw it once. i have no nostalgia for it bc i saw it way later/not when it originally came out#and god the way people are so into it. i mean that is great like i dont wanna be a hater for people enjoying things#but me personally. i do not understand why it's a cult classic or whatever klsjfkdlsfj i hear people quote it all the time and im like. 🧍#so having those quotes i already dont care about re contextualized to try to sell me walmart. god. the worst experience jkfsdjfklJFDKLSJF#tbh maybe it woudlve been worse if i liked the movie but i saw comments saying those commercials were funny so WHATEVER#i feel like it's also the same w/like. vocaloid kfsjdflksjgh like i dont dislike it!! i enjoy some songs#but i never had a vocaloid phase when i was younger. i feel so very neutral about miku#ppl on the internet feel so strongly positive and again thats great and i objectively get it#ive been shown vocaloid songs and some are really catchy#but it is one of those instances where im like man. a level of hype i dont fully understand LOL#miku vocaloid stuff is at least endearing tho. i get.... tired... w/mean girls quotes......... ksljfsljfl#It's Always The Same Ones and i just dont think theyre very funny FKJLDSJFDKLSJF maybe i am a hater damn#jk i do think i liked the movie? god i dont remember i watched it like. i dont even know when. college at the earliest i think#but whatever thats just a case of people having different interests just cuz i didnt care about a thing doesnt man its bad other ppl like i#also tho i think bc the mean girls overquoted bits remind me of like. rae dunn ceramics LOL jkfskfjsekht#or like idk live laugh love stuff. yknow like. dont talk to me until ive had my coffee has same energy as on wednesdays we wear pink. to me#it's facebook wine mom humor.... bc it is people roughly my age that were/are really into it and they are now mom age i guess lwpfhewhfp#god i need to go to bed im tired and it's making me a cranky complainer about stuff that doesnt matter!!!!#went 2 my dash in a dif tab and immediately saw a miku post is she gonna get me for not having strong feelings about her#im sorry miku i just . i dont get it JKFLJDSKLFJKSLD#ur music is fun i just dont proportionately understand. i feel like im missing context w/this one girl maybe thats my bad idk#or maybe it's just i found u too late idk. i will jam to the bops tho#that endless/everlasting/whatever nights thing w/like the 4 alt storyline songs is soooo fun i love those#dont ask me the names of the ppl in them tho i dont fuckin know besides like. 3 of them. one is miku LOL#and those yellow twin kids. len and ren. or rin? len and rin? i dont remember and i dont care enough to look it up sorry small children#theres that blue haired guy that was in the one prsk route i played but i forgot his name again#i dont know if hes in those songs i was talkin about tho i only remember what he looks like in his youthful wonderland alt loll#i talk in the tags bc i get scared it feels safe in my burrow here underground#also im calling mean girls mid and saying i dont have miku hype so i feel like that does warrant going into hiding
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hadn’t really regressed in a While and i didn’t realize how much i missed/dareisay needed it until i had the free time and ability to do so over the last few days and i have to say. i’m feeling a bit better
#imagine that! the coping mechanism… helps!!! wow#Seven’s Small Thoughts#not tagging this as anything else bc this blog is really just a not-so-secret public diary#and im not really trying to gain any sort of following or participate in the community very much#i just wanna talk to the void abt regression every once in a blue moon y’know#i also feel like i don’t really belong in the community much/am not a Good Example of sfw agere since i’m very n/ s/ f/ w everywhere else#which is a double standard that i don’t hold others to but i feel like others will hold it against me??? and i’m just shy anyways#and not looking to interact. just wanna keep all this stuff tucked away in a side-blog#i also feel like a lot of the community likes to blog while actively regressed and i don’t wanna step in there as someone who isn’t#nothing wrong with it! at all! i just don’t have the capacity to since i go nonverbal when i regress. no thoughts head blissfully empty#anyways this wasn’t supposed to be a vent post let’s change the topic!#anywhooo what else did i come on here to say. oh yeah#i lowkey forgot how much regressing has helped me in the past until i was able to really indulge myself in it again recently#it’s so nice to just be small and hand someone else the reins and forget abt everything other than doing something you enjoy#maybe one day i’ll be at a point in my life where i can fully regress more freely and more often but for now i’ll take what i can get#i’m also excited because i’ve been thinking abt ordering a paci from this one specific seller#and yesterday saw that they’re dropping a new batch of fall/halloween themed ones today!!!#so now i’ve gotta make myself stay awake until 6pm so i can jump on it when they’re available#which is a small struggle considering my nocturnal sleep schedule but i will do it nonetheless#that crescent moon patterned one Will Be Mine#trying to decide between buttercup yellow and schoolbus yellow for the clip#i think i’m more drawn to the vibrancy of the schoolbus yellow honestly#eeeeeee i’m excited i’ve been wanting to treat myself to ordering from this shop for a g e s and im finally gonna do it
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I’ve been having a rough few days, but I’ve been feeling a bit better so I decided to make some lil thingies for some spiraling upwards kitties :3
#keese draws#warrior cats oc#spiraling upwards#I’ve posted art of ratstar and pigeonbillow before but the other three I haven’t I think#but yeah these are some more of the minkclan founders#and by that I mean two of them are and one of them was a kitten at the time#lightning is haveniris’ mom but she didn’t trust herself to raise him so her clanmates sort of collectively raised him#and by that I mean mostly pigeon and two other old ppl that aren’t included here#light did end up opening up to him more and acting as more of a mom after he chose to become a medic tho#the two have a complicated relationship for sure but they still care abt each other a lot#oh yeah and literally all of these guys are dead by the time murtle rolls around except for haven#pigeon died about two years before the other two and raincinder has been dead since before minkclan was properly founded#which is unsurprising given she’s such an old withering woman#she mostly made it that long because she was given a guide sponsor life#so long story short not all starclan cats actually get to use the cool starclan powers and those who do are usually ‘sponsored’ with an#extra life and a cool star like marking#this isn’t a well known thing tho and even within starclan only higher ranking cats rly know anything beyond knowing that every now and#then new guides are chosen#now usually what’s supposed to happen is that the sponsored cat has a close eye kept on them and if they are deemed worthy they’re allowed#to keep their mark and become a guide once they die the second time#the main flaw in this system is that the cat who sponsored them has to be the one to revoke it#so if they refuse to revoke it for whatever reason there’s not much that can be done about it#or in raincinder’s case her sponsor ended up fading before they could judge her fully#so even though by all means even the most rebel friendly guides would revoke it easily she managed to keep her mark til death#this was ofc largely helped by her living til 19 fucking years dear god woman#but hey I guess it means minkclan gets a guide even though she’s a rly shitty one#rly that mostly only matters for the sake of nine lives and the sake of travel between starclan and the living territories#which actually does cause a lot of problems when all the guides decide to go haunt a child instead#oh also guides also pass on their mark to leaders who’s life ceremony they hosted#not the guide role tho each guide gets a new mark
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microdosing on childhood nostalgia by staring dead-eyed at a windows 98 screensaver while sick enough to hallucinate*
#rosie babbles#*: i don't know if it really COUNTS as hallucination since none of my actual senses were involved#but hooboy. a few nights ago i'm pretty sure i was having something delusion-adjacent. complete with slowly coming out of it until i went#'whoa. how did i believe that was true again?' despite knowing the answer was 'brain shenanigans'#fortunately it was meh at worst good at best. like. i have been Regaled Many A Time to dad's#'once i was suffering from o2 deprivation while running cross-country + i Distinctly Remember Seeing A Rock Start Jumping Around + Yelling#''GET BACK ON THE TRACK IDIOT''' story#it was like that. but like. fully in my brain. the idea of#'there are ppl depending on me (whom i'll recognize as fictional later but not yet) + the only way to help them is to stay put + recover'#it was very strange to swim outta that later and go 'that was neat. but WHAT' lmao#idk. i'm very much not an expert here. much like sensory overloads and losing speech i have only ever experienced this once and uh.#that was It.#also unrelated to All That but i've been sitting on this post for Hours. post limit my beloathed#LITERAL. HOURS.#i've missed 3D flowerbox and 3D maze and bezier tho :) they're pretty
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things that i didnt even fucking plan for the havoc guild that just managed to happen:
Beryl being a shit-stirrer
Beryl intentionally keeping her lineage vague so people debate whether she actually is royalty or just making it up. The answer to whether Beryl is truly royalty or not is
Sorei can fly.
klaus moe
chef klaus
klaus can activate his Force Break while in the fetal position
Vega having a nickname for Sorei
Vega having a sweet tooth
Vega’s ninja techniques being taught to him by his mom. Of note, his Force Break is:
#nothing that i hadnt already planned for shara cadence alfir & machias yet.#actually shara being a bit inspired by jessie pokingmon wasnt on the list.#i mean yeah i dont fully plan & keep 100% of things for ANY characters i make ofc but#like the difference here is that i’ve just been… WRITING. and going over the chapter like ONCE before posting so things are just on the spot#so these things just get made up on the spot & im like yeah thats good KEEP IT#its been a fun way to write. not making myself think too hard abt the characters & just letting them rock
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💕
#you ever just not feel great ???#ugh seriously i feel like i haven't had a break in months#( mostly work just fully draining my life-force )#but this week especially i feel so much more anxious and unlike myself like more than usual???#it's in that: i annoy everyone i talk to stage#which i KNOW isn't true i know it's my brain telling lies but MAN#not feeling my best!!!#BUT#it just makes me wanna tell you all how much i love and appreciate you tbh#really like most of you have been my friends (and mutuals) for SUCH a long time#and whether we talk all the time or once in a blue moon like i hope you know every bit of that really makes me so happy#you're all so great and talented and i'm just glad to have you all here!#i do have a vacation planned (finally) going to toronto for the first time at the end of the month!!#here's hoping that'll help my mental health with a fun REAL break#but really just in my emotions and wanted to throw love at folks / you all#just know that if you're going through it?? you're not alone and we're gonna get through this! 💖💖💖#idk skdjfasdf i just needed to get this off my brain and written down somewhere#00. // OUT OF AMMO ( OOC POST. )
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Quest Updated: The Nightrose
Fiona Silverwind (Azali Vareth) // Folk Hero // College of Valor Bard
Born the half-drow daughter to a Lolth-Sworn turncoat sorcerer of a father and a high half-elf bard of a mother, Fi had a more unusual upbringing than most. Up until the age of 12, she visited her mother semi-regularly, but spent most of her life with her father, Tarez Vareth, in the Underdark as he worked with a group of Seldarine drow to help other drow escape their lives among their Lolth-Sworn counterparts. In part, this was because Tarez wanted his daughter to grow up understanding her drow heritage, and in part this was because Fi showed a propensity towards magic at a young age. However, while the Seldarine drow were always kind to her (and far kinder than any treatment she would have received in Menzoberranzan), Fi was always distinctly aware of the barriers between her and the drow around her due to her half-blood heritage, and longed for the freedom of traveling with her mother and her well-regarded entertainment troupe on the surface.
After finally convincing her father she understood and respected her drow heritage, but did not belong in the Underdark, Fi started traveling with her mother, Lady Rose Silverwind, and the troupe. Fiona, then going by Azali still to honor her father, was quick to learn two things on the surface. For one, her complexion was...less than ideal when dealing with the day to day of the surface world, and for two, she had a strong inclination towards music as well as magic. She immediately followed in her mother's footsteps as a bard, and joined the troupe officially as a violinist and singer on her mother's one condition that she disguised herself and her half-drow heritage**. She knew her mother was not malicious with her intent and instead an incredibly worried mother, so Fi agreed and began performing with the troupe far and wide for anyone and everyone along the Sword Coast.
As time wore on and she grew older, Fiona eventually started wanting to strike out on her own (as herself) and honor the stories she came to know and love. Though convinced someone of her complexion could never be the hero of those stories (Drizzt was a once in a century sorta deal after all), she instead wanted to become the person to be there and catalogue the heroes' deeds so that their stories could continue being told and bringing inspiration for years to come. The idea of the Nightrose was a complete accident, born of her inability to stand idly by while injustice was happening and her need to help. After one, disastrous attempt to do so without any alterations to her appearance, she got the idea to start changing her appearance like her mother taught her and enact her vigilante justice in that manner. And thus, the Nightrose was born, and she donned a different appearance every single time, so no one else is sure who the Nightrose really is, or if she is even just one girl.
And so by day, Fiona travels as the young, half-drow bard, always willing to offer a story or a song to anyone who asks, and by night she works as the Nightrose wherever she's needed. It was all working wonderfully until a certain Nautiloid appeared and she got an additional little traveler in her eye along with the rest of them.
**Additional:
How Fiona looks vs how she disguises herself, usually as a high half-elf who bares a striking resemblance to her mother. She's often considered hiding her eye color in her true half-drow appearance, since she knows the pinkish red eye she inherited from her father unsettles a lot of people, but can't bring herself to do it. Instead, she styles her hair and uses her clothes (her hat, primarily) to conceal it.
What her true, real name is (Azali Fiona Vareth or Fiona Azali Silverwind) depends on which parent you ask, or at what point in time you ask her. She kept the name Azali as a kid even when she went to the surface in order to honor her father, but she listed her family name as 'Silverwind' once traveling with her mother. When her father died, she felt like she no longer had any ties to the Underdark and took on the name Fiona, which is what her mother wanted to call her. Fiona Silverwind is what she's considered her full name most of her adult life, though of late she has been toying with the idea of reclaiming her father's family name and going by Fiona Vareth.
The scar on her cheek came from her first couple of months on the surface. She was out running an errand for her mother alone one day in Baldur's Gate and a couple of young boys were harassing her for her general appearance. They got annoyed at her ignoring them so one of them picked up a rock and threw it at her, hitting her in the jaw and leaving a nasty cut. It was this incident that convinced her mother she needed to be magically disguised, and admittedly, the incident that made Fi stop arguing against the idea.
#bg3#bg3 tav#bard tav#drow tav#baldur's gate 3#don't mind me#clearing out my drafts and...I wanna post about my girl#this has been here a while so it's time to infodump to anyone else#she's fun and developed herself a lot along the way of playing the game#into a fully fledged oc with a voice of her own...which surprised me#anyways#she and wyll have a history...they were childhood friends#he just doesn't realize it for most of act 1 since he's only ever seen her as a high half-elf#and knew her name to be azali#once he knows though it's all over because he's been looking to reunite with her for seven years#the nightrose#oc: fiona#the storm singer
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#purrs#delete later#this is gonna be a bad / hard post and i’ll have to delete it. like it feels like in making it im invoking cosmic forces to show me karma or#idk like being an ingrate or whatever. but sometimes i find myself on social media rabbitholes looking at instagram pages of.. women who#like really genuinely appear to be good moms to their kids. and love them for who they are and don’t try to make them anything different.#and who celebrate their quirks and stuff. and even share interests with them at the bare minimum. and it just makes me want to sob. like the#knot in my throat. i shouldn’t do it bc i just hurt myself but it’s like. im so lucky i have a mom and that she provides for me. and i know#there are valid reasons for that being all she can do. but also why can’t she… idk.why can’t she ummm love me. or celebrate me. or find#magic in me. or at the very least accept my humanness and be open to me like giving her feedback on stuff. even tonight at this panel this o#one woman was like yeah my two daughters call me on stuff and im like you’re right. if i called my mom on stuff (and i do) she would give me#the silent treatment (and she has) or eviscerate me (and she has). and people in my work life and on here call me endearing and say all#these things. but it’s like none of it can fill up the absolute aching pulsing void that is… my mom. my mom!!!!! is just a person i live#with anr resent most of the time. who has hurt me so badly. and i could have had a mom who like. let me sing and didn’t mock me for it.#and who came in and said goodnight to me and my sister instead of leaving us to o ur own devices because we’re twins and we had each other.#and 14 years ago today was the day that fully cemented in that she could not be that kind of mom and would never be. and i know she tried so#hard and i know she has been hurt and is still hurting. but i just want to scream. like everyone deserves a mom who loves them for who they#are and shit. and how fucking unfair is it that.. like it sounds so selfish and entitled. b it how fucking unfair is it that i got a mom who#im afraid of and then there are people like fucking… m*lissa err*co and sh*ron wh*atley (those are just the famous ones) who by all#appearances seem to be like.. not only loving but open. seeing their children as human and magic all at once. instead of a war prize and a#symbol of their own hardships or whatever. like it’s just so fucking unfair. i hate that this is the way things are for me and that it will#never change and that if it ever does i have to be the one to change it or i have to heal from it and let go of it. like FUCK that! i want#love from my mom! FUCK the fact that she can’t give it to me!!! she has to!!!!!! but she won’t. idk. delete post <3#like so genuinely i should not be even typing these words bc god is gonna smite me now lol. but my heart is howling#and the shitty thing is i don’t think i’ll be able to be that kind of mom if i ever become one bc of how badly all of this has hurt me. and#bc of all that i don’t even think i want to become a mom anymore bc i don’t want to be the reason a child feels this way or grows up to.
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