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Maybe it’s just the arrival of Sebastian makes you hate TFT. He’s so smarmy, I feel quite nauseous at times.
lmao i mean that certainly doesnt help. he makes my skin crawl. he's so gross to blaine and just a fucking cunt to kurt like goddamn sing smooth criminal and gfto already
but no its really awkward and weird from start to finish lmao. i dont like the set up, artie talking to beiste about sex, rachel's consistently transactional exchanges (a people's choice award would've gotten you to third base), finn forgetting that the girl he's been dating on and off for three years is a vegan and feeding her meat lmao i hate him, and ive said before im not in the camp of "blaine sexually assaulted kurt" but like. the situation still isnt my favorite aksjfdlks and of course ive already said im not a fan of any/all of the couples being paralleled together like klaine cant have a goddamn moment of their own they have to fuck the exact same time finchel does like. idk man. it just gives me bad vibes all around and i dont like ittt
#glee#lol glee#episode: the first time#season 3#3x05#anonymous#asks#my thoughts#anti sebastian smythe#and it beat tested#like how are you gonna complain about tested being awkward or gross and then vote for tft#once again bffr#i dont understand people#honestly just guessing not as many people watched tested lol so#whatever
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ppl on that 'how many protests did you go to' poll r insane. this is the 'what kind of drugs do you do' polls website. bffr
#its not that deep i think#the fbi isnt gonna arrest u for saying you once went to an unspecified protest for an unspecified cause at an unspecified date. again. bffr#this is the 'makes direct death threats on politicians lives w no consequences' site. but SUDDENLY the cops r watching ur every move?
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Tried to draw how I imagine the main fhdw 4 :)
#fablehaven#dragonwatch#fhdw#seth sorenson#kendra sorenson#not tagging the other two cause i just completely blanked on their last names and also whos searching their tag bffr#was it larsen. i dont remember#my art#art#knoxs shirt is a reference to that octpus monster demon thing he helped defeat that im PRETTY SURE i didnt make up#whole series is just fanfiction to me atp i dont remeber what was real#my once a year fhdw post huzzah#lowkey might draw them again but. idk. probably not knox#kids fighting demons in their school clothes... why...
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Are we gonna get Oliver Leaves Social Media II: Electric Boogaloo, only instead of being over queerbaiting this time, it's over people calling him biphobic for suggesting a newly out bisexual man with a history of hoing around with women should maybe have a ho phase with both men and women?
#oliver stark#bffr#like yes i know the stereotype and if it were Eddie and he suddenly started sleeping around once he came out that would be biphobic for sure#but FOR BUCK'S CHARACTER SPECIFICALLY it makes sense#you can argue that characters like Buck shouldn't be made bisexual that would be fine but now that Buck is bi#you can't be mad when he falls back on old habits after yet again having his heart crushed#evan buckley#buck buckley#911 spoilers#911 abc
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OHHHHH the mirror shot in this scene between joy and jerome is actually soo excellent i love a good intentional mirror shot because obviously this is a divisive moment for joy right like she has seriously fallen for jerome already but mara is determined to embarrass him so joy is at a crossroads whether to follow her heart or be a good friend. whereas for jerome, with his body almost fully turned away from the mirror, who is earnestly baring his soul, completely vulnerable and honest about his love for joy, noticing that she’s feeling down and determined to make her feel better. it’s like.. the world of difference between keeping a secret that’s eating you up inside on joy’s end and feeling so comfortable and so sure about the person on the other end that you can fully be yourself for jerome. same mirror, two completely different meanings.
i know this scene is so simple but it fits so well within the context of where these two characters stand emotionally because this is essentially the calm before the storm. after this scene jerome is going to learn the truth and there’s a shift in their relationship. both of them are going to be shattered by the end of this play. and it’s because jerome finds out what joy has been so desperate to keep hidden from him, and joy realizes she’s taken for granted all the vulnerability and honesty jerome offered to her only.
so to use these tools! the vanity for a play of all things! to create subtext… in a one-minute b-plot scene!!!! im foaming at the mouth actually. with this scene as well as the first time jerome asks joy out, why do i feel like the director and the editors approached their scenes with such care? like i don’t know just the framing and the actors’ blocking and everything.. is chef’s kiss
#or idk maybe im just overthinking and placing meaning where there isn’t one#but it feels intentional!#and so did that scene where he asks her out on the staircase#BFFR IT LOOKED LIKE A PROPOSAL#in which i am jeroy trash once again#im a sucker for camerawork like this#AND AS A SIDEBAR#i also feel like i explained it poorly#but i watched this video essay for 헤어질 결심#where they explain the significance of the blocking and the focus and the camerawork#in the interrogation scenes between tang wei and park haeil#AND IT WORKS EXACTLY LIKE THIS BUT IN A BABY WAY#in a baby nickelodeon way#house of anubis#hoa#jerome clarke#joy mercer#jeroy#otp: being with you made me happy in ways they don’t even have names for#mine
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twitter streets saying nico is coming back when he just said he didn’t even wanna be team principal lets be real
#nico rosberg#once again good lord nico#they’re kinda stoooopid#like bffr#also he’s out of shape#but also kellogs frosties and pizza
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so, i’m reading villains are destined to die and the most common complaint i see is that penelope isn’t treating the men like they’re human. baby.... they have a favorability meter over their head. she can turn on mutiple choice answers to talk to them at anytime. bffr
#villains are destined to die#also so many people are like ' its actually her fault that eckles is crazy'#'because she wasn't very kind to him 😡'#yeah#sometimes people are kind to me and i don't act like that so once again bffr#*aren't
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each day we stray further away from god’s light....pull the trigger piglet 🥴 😮💨 🚬
#not to pull a spy kids rn but you think god stays in heaven bc he too is afraid of what hes created....#also i get emo 2000s nostalgia but do we rly need to be posting the band of p*do/enablers and just general pos assholes#in the year of our lord 2023 after everything that we know like. bffr....it's a choice#also in the words of demi lovato: get a job stay away from him#yt recommended has cursed me once again so now im putting everyone through it like its the cheese touch#wow anna said something#anna's shitposts#maybe the internet was a mistake idk#mcr#sidenote: I MISS THE LADY AND ITS BAD JUST ONE GIXEL PLS
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NOT SAKURA CONFESSING
#and naruto beinf like bffr#he was so hashtag real when he said that#sakura junping from one comphet crush to another#sakura is like what if i choose a emotionally n physically unavailable man that means we cant be in a relationship that means#ans shes also hashtag real for it#it's like she chose sasuke out of the bunch and was like ykw im gonna fixate on him beinf my crush#and not think too deep ant the feels i have when i look @ my girl bestie#magic's naruto#i made this all abt sakura but when sakura accused naruto of being obsessed w sasuke she was once again beinf hashtag real btw#and that man was like YES. THIS IS ABT NY BOT BESTIE#WHOM I HAVE FEELINGS FOR THAT I ORETEND NOT TO SEE BY HIDING BEHIND THE FACT THAT YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON HIM#AND THIS ISNT ABT THE PROMISE I MADE W U BC ITS ABT HIM BUT WE BOTH DONT TALK ABT THAT
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If cramps really are a punishment from god that bitch is petty as fuck
#like??? bro bffr#bullshit & jules#this is once again me screaming at the sky because i have cramps. it ain't my fault He (?) is on the way
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Wild to see the Canadian government directly blaming the Indian government for assassination of Sikh leaders on Canadian soil like woah our community has been gaslit for years for claiming that India is directly involved in destroying the lives of Sikhs abroad and finally we're being proven right
#once again.... punjab needs to be sovereign state like we live in fear there and abroad because the government actively looks to kill us#bc in what way are we supposed to come to terms with the indian state at this point like bffr#armed resistance always
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double mastectomy
i don’t think i’d fight it. what’s the point. why prolong the inevitable?
i don’t think i’d fight it. the worst part is i feel jealousy. how does it feel to have a reason? a chance to feel at home in your dying body? why couldn’t it have been me? i’ve dreamt about this for years and someone who is unwelcoming, undeserving, beats me to it.
and the comedic timing, god, i’m rolling on the floor, hysterically laughing (out of my mind,) it only proves that this is a
Sick Fucking Game
they’re playing on me. couldn’t even make it four months. i’m not sad, i’m upset, i don’t give a shit about her. but there are people this affects. maybe it happened by complete random happenstance, things like this happen everyday. just happened to us again. sometimes i feel completely out of my body. i go to scratch my nose and i can’t feel my hands against my face. the ground under my face. the movements i make are not mine, the words i speak are not mine, my vision sits at the back of my head and i don’t remember anything at all,
do you think she remembers?
all eight minutes and forty one seconds pumped out in waves on a frequency, data transmissions indecipherable to me.
what do you think she’s told her kids? that this means certain death? what happened to aunt jenny is what’s going to happen to me? do you think she’s scared? terrified? what has her life been like? would she fight it?
a double mastectomy,
would she welcome it like i’ve been yearning for years?
she’s dying. and i’m selfish enough to wish it was me, even when i’ve seen arteries beating out of her neck, sickly yellow skin, incoherent strings of words, aging twenty years in a week. and another twenty in the next week. until she’s sixty years old, my final words are “see you tomorrow,” when i should know that tomorrow was never guaranteed.
but i never thought any of this would happen.
and now i’m hysterical(ly laughing) on the floor promising to never fight it.
#pete wentz's livejournal copycat#poetry#gray#writing#classic teenage angst#art#gallery#cancer#trans#life is going to shit once again#bffr
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FOR YOU / CHARLES LECLERC + LOGAN SARGEANT
logan sagreant x leclerc ex & youtuber reader / SMAU FIC
FACE CLAIM / addy kate
WARNINGS / cheating and logan is still on the grid with williams
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f1wagupdates Charles Leclerc and his girlfriend Y/N L/N have broken up. They announced through instagram!
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user6 i wonder why they broke up???
user11 THEY WERE SO CUTE WTF
user00 he lost a 10/10
user8 did you guys notice how they didn’t say it was a mutual decision??
user7 i think charles cheated (again)
user33 once a cheater always a cheater
user0 she probably deserved it
user44 BFFR
user66 💔 💔 💔
user9 give it a day and we’ll find out what really happened
user6 what do you know?????
user9 the truth always come out
user24 they were so cute
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user2 mother is mothering
user99 modern princess diana
user0 gorgeous
yourbsf his loss
yourusername ❤️❤️
user77 the fact that he’s still liking her posts
user1 ✨ O B S E S S E D ✨
user3 the dress is adorable 🎀🎀
user262 going to miss seeing her in the paddock
user3 logan and y/n were my favorite americans on the grid
user986 she should get with logan 😭😭
user22 ughhhh she’s too pretty
user4 reputation taylor’s version????
user555 it’s a need
yourusername i would die if she announced it
user6 we love a swiftie
user3 i hate how charles never took her to the eras tour……
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yourusername sometimes you just need to have a night out with your girls ❤️🖤
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yourbsf I LOVE YOU
yourusername love u too
user2 gorgeous girls
yourfriend 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻
yourfriend prettiest
yourusername literally you
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hey! i was wondering if i could perhaps take you out on a date when i land in florida?
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when do you land?
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tomorrow morning! i can pick you up from your house?
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i would love to!
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yourusername cute dress & good food ❤️🖤🤍
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user5 ugh she looks AMAZING
user88 she’s glowing!!!!!
user1 it’s the post breakup glow!
yourbsf ANSWER THE GROUPCHAT
yourfriend WE NEED DETAILS!!!’
yourusername OMG YOU TEXTED ME LIKE 100 TIMES
yourbsf AND????? we need details 🤞🤞
yourfriend WE ARE DRIVING TO YOUR HOUSE RN
user51 this is so real
user7 gotta debrief
user6 she looks so good in red!
user00 i wonder why logan is always liking her posts
user23 is he the boy?????
user63 that would be crazy
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yourusername post swim 🌊🌊🪸🪸
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user1 gorgeous girl
user77 she’s so hot i can’t
logansargeant 🌴🌴
yourusername ???
user2 how does one look so good after swimming????
user666 FOR REAL!!!!! she looks like she came out of a modeling shoot while i look like a seal
user9 😍😍😍
yourbsf PRETTIEST GIRL
yourusername I LOVE UU
yourbsf ⏳⏳⏳
user4 if i was charles i would be at her door with flowers and a boom box
user8 he lost a BADDIE
user4 but logan gained one 💪💪
yourfriend literal model 🙏🙏🙏🙏
yourusername ❤️❤️❤️❤️
user342 showing this to my plastic surgeon
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logansargeant i’m making this post while your sleeping on my lap (post swim) i can’t help but feel so much love for you. you are the embodiment of sunshine. you light up the room. these past few months with you have been the highlight of my life. having someone like you beside me has truly lit up my world. who knew that someone’s lost and mistake would change my life forever. i hope that in 10 years you will still be by my side, on our porch, in our house in florida. i love you y/n, thank you for taking a chance on me 🫶🫶
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user4 THIS IS SO ROM COM CODED
user33 charles could never
yourbsf logan i was skeptical at first, knowing how broken y/n was but you have seriously made y/n so so happy. this is the happiest a boy has ever made her. those couple of months with you has truly changed her. i could care less about the backlash my comment might cause but thank you for treating my best friend the way charles couldn’t.
logansargeant your approval genuinely means so much
user3 the greenest flag
yourusername i’m crying right now, i love you logan i truly do. thank you for showing me what a boyfriend should be like. i can’t wait to have a future with you. (i need to make a post to one up you)
logansargeant i love you too, don’t worry you can post anything and i’ll give you it all ❤️i’ll let you beat me in anything
yourusername AWWW YOU REALLY LOVE ME
logansargeant i really do
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yourusername thank you for teaching me what love truly feels like
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logansargeant i love you so so much
yourusername i love you too
yourfriend 🤍🤍🤍
yourbsf “he’s a good man savannah”
yourusername LMAO
yourusername on a real note he really is a good man
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TEAM RADIO / SWEETERLOVERS - i had this idea in my notes app for a while and i actually did it!!!
#sweeterlovers#formula 1#f1 smau#formula one#f1 fanfic#f1 fic#f1 imagine#f1 x reader#f1#logan sargeant social media au#logan sargent fluff#logan sargeant smau#logan sargent x reader#logan sargeant x you#logan sargeant fic#logan sargeant imagine#logan sargeant#logan sargeant x reader#logansargeant#charles leclerc angst#charles leclerc x you#charles leclerc instagram au#charles leclerc x reader#charles leclerc smau#charles leclerc x female reader#charles leclerc#f1 social media au
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lmao this post is almost 3 MONTHS OLD but someone somehow just commented this on it (though i’ve deleted it and blocked them):
i’m not the one coming to their post calling them an “ass”. literally just block me i am so tired
literally costs 0 dollar to be nice online LMAOOO like yes I can tag my fanart as fanart but you’re rude so nope I don’t think I’ll do that. also I’ve blocked you so problem solved! no seeing my fanart at all;)
#once again i am not in charge of your online consumption JUST BLOCK ME#I TAG THINGS APPROPRIATELY LMAO#also bffr tumblr is the home of fanarts and you don’t wanna see fanarts? ok
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cinnamon girl ౨ৎ (part i)
notes: charles leclerc x singer!reader, smau, secret relationship, launching, engagement. requested, fc: madison beer.
part ii: here.
a/n: my first smau on this blog, not so sure about it but i had fun making it <3
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yourusername: “there’s things i wanna say to you, but i’ll just let you live.” cinnamon girl is out now. i had so so much fun producing this song, love from me to you all <3
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user1: will be listening to this song on repeat for the rest of the year now
user2: literally obsessed 🫶🏼
friendusername: you deserve the world
yourusername: i <3 you
user3: can’t wait for your lover era one day, the songs will be lushhh
user4: girl, y/n already produces perfect music & lyricism without a man in her life, she’s doing just fine on her own
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newsofy/n: in a recent interview following the release of her new single ‘cinnamon girl’, y/n said “I am always inspired by those around me […] the support of my friends, family are the foundations of my work, every lyric and song is so personal to me – from experiences or those so dear to my heart…”
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user1: she is such a sweetheart, we must protect her.
user2: did anybody else notice that smile when the interviewer asked if she has any romantic ‘muses’ or inspiration?
user3: you’re taking it out of context, i’m pretty certain y/n is still as single as all of us </3
user2: ouch true, but you never know
user4: oh to be the muse of one of yourusername’s songs
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f1gossip: the monaco grand prix annually attracts all kinds of faces from the glitz & glamour, this year including the music industry’s sweetheart yourusername who had claimed she wanted to “return” to the place she has always adored, in person.
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user1: I wonder who she’s supporting 🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼
user2: probably charles leclerc, like every single girl who breathes.
user1: be quiet, I wouldn’t blame her anyway
user3: she looks like an angelll, paddock princess here she comes
user4: omg, didn’t she mention once in an interview that her father’s a lover of f1 too?
user5: I think I saw some old pics of her when she was like five with him at the belgian grand prix
user1: my two favourite people ever have MET EACH OTHER? crying inside currently
user2: they would make the most iconic couple
user3: girl bffr, they have just met
user2: let me be delulu, okay?
user4: no he has heart eyes
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yourusername: monaco, you were a blessing this weekend and i can’t wait to see you again soon, je t’aime <3
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user1: please, please, please come next year too, the paddock needs your fashion sense
user2: not charles lurking in the likes haha
user3: she’s got him interesteddd
user4: y/n and f1 was honestly the collab i never knew that i needed
user5: soon? what other business do you have in monaco?
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f1gossip: in a recent interview, when asked, charles leclerc revealed that he has listened to yourusername’s recent single ‘cinnamon girl’: “i’ve heard it a few times on the radio or shuffle, i think whoever is on the receiving end of her love songs now or in the future will be a lucky man, for sure.”
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user1: he’s definitely in love
user2: they’ve literally met once
user1: okay? i’ve never met him and i’m in love with him. anyway, we don’t know what they do away from the cameras and stuff
user3: he knows something we don’t.
user4: y/n’s friends are alwaysss on the gossip and i love it, they probably tell her all about it lol
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yourusername: from a secret admirer xoxo
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franciscagomes: finally?
yourusername: don’t pretend this is the first time
user1: y/n what does this meannnn?
user2: do you finally have some chance in your love life?
user3: that sounds so backhanded help
user4: whoever they are, i hope they treat you well y/n <3 our angel
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part ii: here.
#౨ৎ works#charles leclerc x reader#charles leclerc#f1 x reader#f1 imagine#f1 fanfic#f1 smau#formula one x reader#formula 1 x reader#formula 1 imagine#formula 1 fanfic#formula 1 smau#charles leclerc fanfic#charles leclerc fluff#formula one imagine
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happy thanksgiving everyone!
just a lil fluff thanksgiving bf!simon post bcz i just sobbed my heart out over the most absolutely devastatingly beautiful angst story i’ve ever read (through statics, give it a read!) and if i keep thinking about it i’m going to actually spiral
not proofread so :P
(i said this then made myself cry again writing this bffr. this also ended up way longer than i meant for it to so lol!)
“simon?”
“…baby?”
“simon theodore! are you even listening to-“
simon suddenly snaps back out of his thoughts at the stern tone in your voice, letting out a small grunt as if saying “yes i was” but in reality.. he wasn’t. he was too far gone in his absolutely harrowing thoughts, because today is the day.
the day he’s having thanksgiving dinner with your family. i repeat, simon “ghost” riley is currently on his way to eat turkey and stuffing and pumpkin pie with his girlfriend’s family. sound the alarms!
don’t get me wrong, he’s met some of your family before. your parents, your siblings. but.. your entire family is going to be here. moms side, dads side, aunts, uncles, grandparents, cousins. oh god.
this man has been through war and back. literally. yet, he feels as anxious as he did the first day he joined the army, just thinking about the events that are about to go down. he’s literally trembling. terrified to lift his hands from the death grip he has on the steering wheel because he knows you’ll get that same teasing sympathetic look on your face as you always do.
he finally clears his throat, breaking his deadpan stare out the windshield to glance over at you for a moment, which brings him a little comfort. just the sight of you, really, could relax every tense muscle in his body.
“yeah, yeah, ‘m listenin’. said sumn about.. ham..?”
you look over when you feel his gaze on his, that same smile he was just trying to prevent spreading across your face. holding back a laugh from the random mention of ham, you place your left hand on his meaty thigh, giving it a soft squeeze.
“…no. are you okay? i promise they’re gonna love you, si. seriously.”
you know, of course, about your boyfriend’s past. his alcoholic of a father, the absence of his mother, the way he buried himself with work and an early grave in an attempt to forget it all. every time you think about it, your heart squeezes. because his pain is your pain, and it hurts you so deeply its as if it happened to you. plus, your man doesn’t deserve all that weight on his shoulders!
so, you’re kind. loving. forgiving. you never hold his mistakes over his head, knowing it happened so many times in his childhood. you’ve been together not even a year, yet, you know. you know he’s the one that you’ll marry, the one who’s children you’ll have running around your big white suburban house. and he knows it too. which is why he agreed to this!
he gives another grunt after he mulls over your question, because, really, is he okay? he’s not sure himself, at this point.
“i.. ‘m fine. lets just get this over with.”
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once you actually arrive, you’re.. not sure if simon is still breathing in his seat. neither is he. his hands are still placed firmly on the steering wheel and his feet on the pedals, even though he already turned the car off. five minutes ago.
“baby. take a deep breath in,”
you begin, your smile falling as you realize he’s actually terrified. this is probably the first thanksgiving dinner he’s ever been to. and with his future family? he just wants the world to open up and swallow him whole already.
but, he obliges, taking a sharp inhale in, holding it, then letting it out when you say. it actually does relax his muscles a little, but not his nerves. no, they’re so far gone he thinks they won’t be relaxed for the next five years.
“then out. you’re okay. everything will be okay. i promise, they’ll love you. worst case scenario, we leave and get chinese.”
he looks over at you, his gaze still as intense as ever, but you can see the utter fear and nerves swirling around behind his brown eyes. you let out a small sigh, leaning over the center console to place a soft kiss on his stubbly cheek.
“lets go in. we can come back out if its too much, okay?”
he nods, swallowing so hard he thinks he might’ve swallowed his own tongue. his grip on the steering wheel finally releases as he exits the car, the crisp november air instantly hitting his face and the white t-shirt & blue jeans that took him two hours to pick out.
he rounds the front of the black pickup truck, opening your door and taking your hand as you slide down out of the passenger seat.
as you two walk up to the front door of your mother and father’s home, his grip on your hand tightens more and more with each step. you place another reassuring peck on his arm, which loosens it just a little. just a little.
you make it to the front door, and oh my god simon thinks he’s going to pass out. he’s trying to keep it together, but staring through the foggy glass of the door, seeing the bustling of your family inside, he thinks he might hurl.
“oh — you must be the famous simon we hear so much about! her mom never shuts up about you!”
one of your aunts opens the door, a beaming smile spread across her face as she sees you, then cranes her neck up to look at your brute of a boyfriend. you can see the shock on her face for a split second, although she doesn’t dwell on it. but simon does.
why did she look at me like that? do i have something on my face? bloody hell, i’m gonna throw up everywhere and she’s gonna leave me and-
you cut simon out of his thoughts with a reassuring squeeze to his hand, glancing from him to your aunt. she reaches her hand out, and simon hesitantly meets it, giving it a gentle yet firm shake.
“we’re glad to be here! simon is excited to meet everyone, right, love?”
“yeah. can’t wait.”
you two make your way through the lively house, and simon can’t help but think about how.. domestic it all is.
your siblings and cousins all running around, playing together and weaving in and out of the various rooms. your mom, aunts, and grandmothers gathered in the kitchen, preparing the food and gossiping about their respective partners. your dad, uncles and grandpas laughing heartily over beers and nachos as they watch the ongoing baseball game on the tv.
its something simon has never had the pleasure of experiencing in real life, and something he never thought he’d get to experience.. ever. the reality hits him, so much harder than he’d thought.
that.. this is his life. this is his family. not those people who abandoned him all those years ago. you’re his family. and the thought warms his chest in a way not even you could.
the day flies by, so much faster than simon thought it would. he got to meet everyone, speak with everyone. he even had a beer with your dad. although this may be completely new to him, it instantly felt familiar. felt right. the stability and domesticity he’s craved for so long, and he’s finally got it.
he was nervous the whole time, of course. he still is. but having you there made it all melt all way after a few hours. he stayed by your side the entire time, not wanting to leave you alone, but also not wanting to be alone himself. your reassuring squeezes, your loving pecks to his cheek or arm, they kept him grounded. and he will never be able to re-pay you for such a feat.
when it comes time to eat, everyone is crowded around the living room with heaping plates in hands. your cousins are sprawled on the floor, uncles and aunts sitting in random camping chairs they brought knowing there wouldn’t be enough space for everyone.
simon can’t wait to eat. the fragrant turkey and gravy sitting in his lap, he thinks he will simply die if he doesn’t dig in.
but, one of your aunts mentioned saying grace. something simon doesn’t think he’s done a single time in his life.
everyones heads bow, hands connecting around the room, simon holding yours in his left and your sibling’s in his right as you all squeeze together on the couch.
your mother begins her prayer, giving her thanks for the people, the food, and the house they’re so lucky to be blessed with. simon finds it a little silly as a firm non-believer of any type of religion, but it also squeezes at his heart, because they truly are blessed. he’s blessed.
then, she mentions him.
“and thank you, for bringing such a handsome man into my daughter’s life. we hope for a long, healthy life for the two of them, and hope he doesn’t mind his new crazy family.”
his new crazy family.
you peek your eyes open with the widest grin, glancing over to see if simon is as flushed as you think he is.
but he’s not.
he’s crying.
you can feel his hand slightly trembling, his eyes still clamped shut as the tears roll down his face and his lip pouts out just the slightest. your smile instantly falls, your hand still connected with his as you raise them to wipe at his tears.
you try to be discreet, not wanting to draw any unwanted attention to as you dry his eyes with your sleeve. you can feel your heart doing flips, the fact that he’s so touched that he’s crying making you want to cry yourself.
after they say amen, everyone instantly digs into their plates. except the two of you.
you can’t take your eyes off of simon, and he can’t take his reddened eyes off of you. here, in this moment, you both realize something.
everything you two’ve been through. the lows, the sleepless nights. the highs, nights out on the town until ungodly hours. has lead to this. this connection, this moment.
and, god, neither of you could ask for more. he truly can’t wait to put a ring on your finger.
after a few moments of silent conversation you give him a small smile, and the two of you tune back into the world, digging into your plates and enjoying the presence of your family and each other.
this is his family now. and just like he couldn’t ask for more from you, he couldn’t ask anymore from them. he loves them just as much as he does you.
a few hours later, everyone begins leaving and heading home. thanksgiving is officially over for your household.
you can barely drag simon away from the kitchen, who is stacking a plate the size of his own head with the various dishes strewn across the counter. your mother was absolutely delighted at the fact that he kept going back, for seconds, thirds, then fourths. and now he’s taking the remaining leftovers.
you two make it back out to the truck, him helping you in before the both of you settle in and fasten your seatbelts.
but he doesn’t yet start it. he looks over at you, a content sigh escaping his lips and a smile so warm across his face you think you could melt.
“i love you.”
he simply says, the usual monotone stance in his voice replaced with something else. something warm and sweet, like the soft piece of pumpkin pie in the plate in your lap, neatly covered by a layer of tin foil.
“i love you too, simon. i told you they’d love you.”
you respond, the smile on your own face giddy and almost sickly sweet as you think about everything that just happened, and everything that will happen.
its a little hard for simon to make sense of all these new emotions and flooding feelings as you two make the long drive back home. but one thing he does know, he’s thankful.
thankful for you, thankful for the 5 inch tall plate of food in the backseat, and thankful for your family.
for his family.
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