#on the theme itself it fucks it up
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("Always. Continuously. With increasing apprehension, and decreasing hope. I will love you if I never see you again, and I will love you if I see you every Tuesday. I will love you as a corpse loves the beak of the vulture. I will love you no matter what happens to you, and no matter how I discover what happens to you, and no matter what happens to me as I discover this." -- paraphrased from The Beatrice Letters, Lemony Snicket)
#svsss#bingqiu#luo binghe#shen qingqiu#lbh#sqq#i've been working through the series of unfortunate events and somehow that series has paired really nicely with svsss#the themes of cycling violence and what's justified and what isn't and what can possibly be done differently#and how trying to bring love and honour into the midst of it really changes nothing but also changes everything#it's just *chef's kiss*#i don't know how i can quite do my thoughts justice but i've spent the past few weeks quietly going between the two series (and mdzs and tg#as well if we're being honest they all hit similar questions and themes) and just reveling in the pain and ambiguity of it#everything is interconnected and it means you can never know what trauma and pain and necessity has shaped a person#each story goes too far back to ever ever EVER possibly see the full extent of it#at that level even communication itself is nearly impossible.#and because of that it's almost impossible to change anything. beat yourself apart and the outcome is the same#and yet ATTEMPTING to change things ATTEMPTING to do the kind thing the honourable thing is absolutely critical#because while you can change nothing you also have the capacity to change EVERYTHING#aaaaaaah i don't even know what i'm saying#but i read the beatrice letters today and the love letter just. killed me.#(obviously i cherrypicked some lines because it's three pages long but those ones felt right)#''i love you like a corpse loves a vulture's beak'' i just. can't get over that line.#to be completely changed. altered. destroyed. redeemed. purified. desecrated. reduced to nothing yet entirely necessary for another's life.#what a FUCKING line#anyway i was either going to blow up from thinking about it or else i had to exorcise it via art from an entirely different series#i've already done svsss and discworld why not throw a series of unfortunate events into the mix#i'll be honest folks i did not expect svsss to be the mxtx series that would fuck me up the most about the main ship#bingqiu is something else. i don't even know how to begin to approach my feelings on it. impossibility and necessity all at once#bizarre#my art
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Home is where the heart is
(Alastiel is a vampire lord NPC from @luposlipaphobya's D&D campaign, Une Cour de Chair et de Charme!)
#vampire#dungeons and dragons#dnd#traditional art#chair et charme#my art#i love it when lupo asks the big and necessary questions like#what if you were in a toxic relationship with your house ?#(which believe it or not is a theme that is getting explored TWICE in this campaign)#anyway the city our PCs live in is half-alive (technically it's a whole vampire in itself) and alastiel is its... semi willing lover ?#it's complicated#anyway he's really fucked-up and tragic and i really like him !! bone grandpa
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i feel like im not making any sense but does anyone else feel like there are stories that let u run with them and ones that spell everything out for you
#im reading that post that says artists are directors of audience reaction and not its dictator:#'you cannot guarantee that everyone viewing your work will react as you are trying t make them react. a good artist knows that this is what#allows work to breath. by definition you cannot have art where the viewer brings nothing to the table ... this is why you have to let go of#the urge to plainly state in text exactly how you think the work should be interpreted ... its better to be misinterpreted sometimes than#to talk down to your audience. you wont even gain any control that way; people will still develop their opinions no matter what you do#im thinking abt this again cuz i was thinking maybe the thing that lets adventure time work so well the way it does is cuz it doesnt#take itself too seriously that it gives the audience enough room to fuck with subtext and then fuck with them back yknow. i think it was#mentioned somewhere that they werent even planning to run with the postapocalyptic elements that are hinted in the show but changed their#mind after the one off with the frozen businessmen and dominoed into marcy and simons backstory. on the other side there are stories that#explain too much to let the story speak for itself and i think it ends up having to do more with the crew trying to lead ppl in a certain#direction than expand on what they have and i see a lot of this with miraculous. like when interviews and tweets are used as word of god in#arguments and it becomes a little stifling to play around with it knowing the creator can just interject. u can say its the crews effort to#engage with its audience but it feels more like micromanaging. and none of this is to say there ISNT room for stories that spell things out#theyre just suited for different things. if sesame street tried abstract approaches to themes and nuance itd be counterproductive#a lot of things fly over my head so i need help picking things apart to get it- but it doesnt have to be from the story itself. ive picked#picked up or built on my own interpretations listening to other ppl share their thoughts which creates conversation around the same thing#sometimes stories will spell things out for you without being so obvious abt it that it feels like its woven into the text. my fav example#for this might be ATLA using younger characters as its main cast but instead of feeling like its dumbed down for kids to understand why war#is bad its framed from a childs point of view so younger audiences can pick up on it by relating to the characters. maybe an 8 year old#wont get how geopolitics works but at least they get 'hey the world is a little more complicated than everyone vs. fire nation'. same for#steven universe bc its like theyre trying to describe and put feelings into words that kids might not have so they have smth to start with#especially with the metaphors around relationships bc even if it looks unfamiliar as a kid now maybe the hope is for it to be smth you can#look back to. thats why it feels like these shows grew up with me.. instead of saving difficult topics for 'when im ready for it'#as if its preparing me for high school it gave me smth to turn in my hands and revisit again and again as i grow. stories that never#treated u as dumb all along. just someone who could learn and come back to it as many times as u need to. i loved SU for the longest time#but i felt guilty for enjoying it hearing the way ppl bash it. bc i was a kid and thought other ppl understood it better than me and made#feel bad for leaning into the message of paying forward kindness and not questioning why steven didnt punish the diamonds or hold them#accountable. but im rewatching it now and going oh. i still love this show and what it was trying to teach me#yapping#diary
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reading animorphs sequentially instead of in whatever random order you can get your hands on them is such a trip because you can see these kids getting progressively better at war and worse at being happy, you can see how traumatic events from one book echo into the next ones but never quite get dealt with because these kids have no real way to take care of their mental health, you can see their relationships deepening but simultaneously gaining friction and faultlines as they learn just how far they'd go for each other but also how far they'd go in general...
obviously this series was meant to be episodic in nature, and i actually think that might be the better way to first encounter it, but the arc of the series in publication order is extremely well-crafted
#though im having to take a break#i just read 16 and like. In the context of Jake's endgame it has me so fucked up#i mean it's a lot in itself especially since he doesnt really deal with any of what happened#but also like. him genuinely not knowing if he thinks fenestre killing hosts to get their yeerks is okay ot not?#its a bad turning point for him but also still so much better than where he ends up and im too sad#animorphs#tbh im very [miles studying beter meme] about this#its so good at establishing character and themes#and laying down plot hooks for later#in a format i really dont think about much#Semi-episodic book series arent really a thing anymore are they?
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idk just kinda insane to me how, seven years on, steve and reece still very openly cherish the one and only ep of their anthology series that was filled with gay subtext
#🤷♀️🤷♀️🤷♀️🤷♀️ don't know what to tell you chief#just that no other episode is given this treatment#shirts & mugs + cardboard cutout at their bfi#that figurine thing on the table of official n9 merch that had them as a king & queen bc what the fuck are they anyway#how plodding on was Basically a tribute to the ep itself#how they react with fondness whenever the ep's brought up in interviews#the *way* they talk about it with such pride and teasing to eachother#how it's the Only Episode to have won them a bafta????#just. my guy. they ADORE this one. years on it's still so special to them#and it just so happens to be the ep with a LOT of yearning and heartache and grief and was so fucking *gutwrenching*#in its themes of love and loss and alcoholism and oh my goddd#even christine isn't given this treatment and it's widely considered to be The Best IN9 Episode#funny that!#she speaks#bcdr
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i hate this website
#you can make sure everything about your new blog theme is perfect and somehow the website itself fucks it up#>:[
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I had this realization a few days ago when reviewing what we know about Gaster while theorizing about the mysterious Valentine from the newsletter and idk if other people have pointed this out yet, but I haven't seen anyone else talk about it:
I don't think Gaster's disappearance has anything to do with Core.
The Core is only mentioned in relation to Gaster once, in this dialogue from one of the Gaster followers:

This dialogue is why most theories and fanon built around the idea that Gaster fell into the Core, which for reasons unknown to us erased him from existence. But I'm now pretty convinced that this is a red herring, because it doesn't actually say Gaster fell into the Core. It says he made the Core, and that he fell into his creation.
It does not say that this creation is the Core.
The dialogue is written in a way that leads you to assume the creation he fell into was the Core, but that doesn't really make much sense considering the rest of the dialogue.
The dialogue says "they say he created the Core," which implies this is second hand knowledge, but then says with certainty "One day, he fell into his creation." Why do they know for sure he fell into "his creation," but only knows he created the core from what others say?
If you talk to the follower again, they say "Will Alphys end up the same way?" Why would Alphys also fall into the Core? As far as we know, Alphys doesn't maintain the Core; if I remember correctly, a few monsters at Mettaton's hotel are stated to work in the Core, so wouldn't this follower be more concerned that those monsters will end up like Gaster and not Alphys?
And another question that I think fanon has just ignored due to the assumption it was something we don't yet know about, but I am now wondering about: Why would falling into the Core erase Gaster from time? When traveling through Hotland and viewing the Core in the distance, Alphys says this:

And while this dialogue may at first seem indicative that the Core is more mysterious than a normal geothermal power generator (and it is in some ways), remember: Alphys didn't build the Core. Alphys doesn't understand how the Core works, not because it has some unnatural property that could erase people from space time, but because she didn't build it. Not only does this mean that the Core is likely just a power generator that utilizes the lava in Hotland to produce geothermal energy and convert it to electricity, it also means that Alphys doesn't work on the Core, because she doesn't know how it works. So why would the Gaster follower worry about Alphys ending up like Gaster if she doesn't have any involvement with the Core?
Additionally, that Gaster follower is the only one to mention the Core in relation to Gaster. In fact, one of the other followers says something that could be interpreted as actively contradicting his erasure being caused by the Core:

This follower says "his experiments went wrong," and doesn't mention the Core. Why would Gaster be experimenting with the Core? And if he was, we don't know anything about it.
But you know what experiments we do know Gaster was working on, because it's literally one of the only pieces of dialogue we have from him?

And do you know what other creation was presumably made by Gaster, as Alphys is unfamiliar with it's operation? That is also a creation that was actively being used in experiments, which Alphys is continuing to perform herself? Experiments that are directly involved with something we already know can alter time and space? A creation that is located in one of the most mysterious areas in the game with several oddities in it that are straight up never explained, multiple fourth wall breaking moments, and a couple explicit references to things we believe are associated with Gaster? A creation that suspiciously resembles in appearance the form of a character who canonically can alter time and space, not to mention resembling the thing that's literally called a GASTER BLASTER???


#ignore the crusty spriters resource gaster blaster. google images is useless when it comes to finding actual gameplay screenshots.#anyways I may be completely out of the loop and everyone already knew this. but also the whole Core thing was basically accepted fanon#back in the day. and i only just realized it probably is a misinterpretation like less than a week ago#im not sure the determination extractor is the creation he fell into. but i think the creation he fell into is related to the extractor#also when looking up stuff for this i came upon the information that the tree man may be referenced in the true lab#when you enter the room filled with fog and try to inspect things it mentions a tree and a man.#not to mention the true lab being the debut of everyman of course.#and whatever the FUCK is up with the memory heads. who have a suspicious connection to phones btw.#actually Gaster has an incredibly suspicious connection to phones. like the spamton thing obviously but his presence seems to fuck up phone#the memory heads. the garbage noise in the dark world. hell GRANDPA SEMI is even directly related to phones.#considering one of the only two places he is mentioned is in a list of characters to have phone call events in the code of the demo.#also the art book mentions that the phone itself was originally a character. which kinda ties into the unused video game content theme.#this doesn't have much to do with this post im just rambling now.#anyways tl;dr i am now a 'gaster did not fall into the core' truther#undertale#deltarune#ut/dr#ut/dr theory
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ha. ha. yeah i seriously have no fucking idea what’s going on with link click anymore. what is going on
#so it’s been the same timeline???? the whole time????#or maybe it hasn’t been and only the yingdu trip itself was the same as season 2????#maybe season 1 and the 1st half of the 1st episode of yingdu were different timelines????#and what the fuck is up with lu guang’s powers????#i gave up predicting what’s going to happen in this show a long time ago#but i just want to not be confused#either way i do hope they still keep up link click’s main themes of grief and love#it would make me really sad if that gets loss in favor of all these new mysteries#link click#moonie posting
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[Image Description: a screenshot of a bulleted list, cropped so that only three bullet points are shown.
The first point reads: Aaand [the word "and" with more than one "a", meant to signify drawing the sound out verbally] here we are, at the crux of the problem. Because the beginning of the episode set up a “don’t push people to grow up too fast” and “don’t demean kids just because they’re younger than you” theme, and the middle of the episode mainly focused on the ninja having to see what it’s like to be demeaned because you’re younger, the climax being Lloyd sacrificing his childhood and forcibly grown up is…. awful, on a thematic level. It implies the ninja were right to say that Lloyd didn’t have time for “childish things” anymore, and that he needed to choose his duty over his childhood. Which, y’know… is a terrible message to put in a kids’ show. This was not the right story to set up this plot beat, is what I’m saying.
The second point reads [in all caps, for emphasis]: AND HE TURNS DOWN THE COMIC, THE SAME “CHILDISH THING” FROM THE BEGINNING?????? WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU, NINJAGO WRITERS!!!
The third point reads: Your little over-the-credits speech about the value of childhood does Not ["n" is capitalized for emphasis] make up for that thematic mess, Wu >:((( [an emoticon of an angry face, with extra parentheses to indicate intense upset]
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I am very normal about LEGO Ninjago season 2 episode 5 Child's Play
#so anyway the rewatch is going GREAT#my post#toby talks#ninjago#lego ninjago#i feel like people are so focused on exploring lloyd's trauma (very valid tbh) that they never look at the episode itself. just the results#when the episode is very much worth examining. what the fuck were they thinking when they wrote this#s2e5 child's play#themes#liveblogging#like. this is so bad. did they do this on purpose? were they really trying to tell kids that growing up too fast is morally correct?#i dont want to think that poorly of them. but now i... i just dont know#image described#media analysis#i am soooo normal#caps tw
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I just watched Chicago (2002)
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#HOW ITS BOTH A COMMENTARY ON SHOWBIZ AND CELEB CULTURE BUT ALSO THE JUSTICE SYSTEM#AND HOW THE MOVIE ITSELF IS A META PRODUCT OF ITS THEMES#(cool dancing and music to distract us from all the murder and death)#I LOVE WHEN FEMALE CHARACTERS ARE ASSHOLES AND BOY THESE GIRLS WERE TERRIBLE PEOPLE#BUT OH MY GOD THE CHOREOOO THE CINEMATOGRAPHYYY#THE MUSICCCC#ITS SO GOOD#MIGHT BE ONE OF MY FAV MUSICALS#im not over the hungarian disappearing act im not over it i need to cry#god the whole thing was just so fun and silly and also fucked up#an overall banger of a musical#chicago 2002#musical theatre
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One thing about the Degenerate video is in spite of any concerns I have over the AI shit it's actually not my least favorite music video from them. That dubious honor still goes to the Bringing It Down 2.0 video.
#i still don't know what the deal with that video was#every other video is either a) related to the actual narrative#b) not directly related to the narrative but still follows the same themes#and c) is at the very least still sci-fi themed in some way#bringing it down 2.0 got none of those things it's about like stealing diamonds or some shit#and there's nothing sci-fi or dystopian or anything in it#like what's the fucking point of that video it has nothing to do with anything it's completely out of place with everything else#also i STILL don't care for bringing it down 2.0 itself#it's barely any different from the original version of the song it's just a Less Good version#bringing it down 2.0 just has no reason to exist and has a weak video on top of that and i feel like i'm the only one who thinks this#is it just me? am i missing something? am i insane? am i a fucking idiot hack fraud? is this a rare Tristan L Moment?#no. it's the children who are wrong.#starset#shut up tristan
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tng introducing the saucer separation concept within the first FIFTEEN MINUTES is crazy btw like they really did that, what a fun cool sci-fi concept and they just fucking dont hold back. TWO BRIDGES
#my posts#tng#tng rewatch#star trek#and them just straight up playing the theme song over the separation itself is SO GOOD#pure 80s#everyone is very Serious and Focused and the fucking peppy ass theme song is blaring and its so badass tbh
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#3 more panels of dead is calling.... just waiting to take a ton of screenshots of crimson peak when i watch it this afternoon.#b/c gothic horror visuals for corrin ahoy (cheekily amused at the relationship thematic parallels too)#honestly i can't help but feel that the incest with nohr specifically is genius storytelling in fe14 considering gothic horror.#*clearly* being what IS was riffing off of visuals wise. which gives nohr actual bite to it vs pulling its punches.#corrin's locked up in a tower for fucks sake. mirroring familial isolation + jealousy etc. this shit writes itself themes wise man.#own art#ashes and ghost
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just remembered the survive mid voting point results and had to go take a lap around my room like oh it is truly not that serious
#like i know its not that serious however. HOWEVER#like ik people are supposed to vote based on the song and how it fits the theme like i do know that but also i feel crazy bc what about#the story itself. like yea i know cozmez hasnt finished their arc yet. but also tell me one thing that cozmez winning for the SECOND TIME#would bring to the table that would be more interesting than the plotlines that have been brought up with gklk. akyr. amprule. truly just#-ANY UNIT OTHER THAN BAE AND COZMEZ. and im serious about this. if someone could give me things they haven’t covered for cozmez ill be less#bitter about this it’s just. they have so much already. but maybe im insane and just haven’t read their drama tracks enough and im missing#something!! what the fuck do i know im just a visty fan who been bitter for the past year and a half. truly who gaf. whatever#fandom rants#paralive tag
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considering the bad end au is about a sadistic god(dess) black and red eyed version of sonic (self proclaimed at least) who has been torturing the sonic cast (both intentionally and bc she’s extremely bad at trying to be nice) does that make it a .exe fic
#neo metallix doesn’t run off a .exe file so I guess she can’t be a sonic.exe though#it’s very funny how similar it ended up to that whole weird genre though.#except neo metallix is kinda pathetic and it’s about the cycles of abuse instead of hyper realistic blood#to clarify I love sonic.exe i find the creepypasta delightfully so bad it’s good and fan works of it really cool#And the concept of a dangerous entity disguising itself as an innocent thing to prey on the vulnerable is a great concept!#as is the idea of being forced into a sadistic deranged game by someone more powerful than you with strange and horrible whims#both inherently have some really interesting (albeit DARK) themes to dig your teeth into and can be extremely scary if done right#I don’t think sonic.exe is a bad concept at all it’s popular for a reason this is a sonic.exe appreciation post#fuck the guy who made him tho. actual nonce
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spoilers for barbarian ig
sorry but its funny to me seeing people thoroughly analyze barbarian with the same intensity as they would with some great novel. dont get me wrong, it is based on some very compelling themes and concepts that can be explored, but at its heart its still a "wouldnt that be fucked up or what" movie. the creator said keith was supposed to be the main villain at the beginning, but found the basement scene to be too uninspired. adding the concept of the mother, aka having a massive monster appear from the darkness and bash keith's head in was more unpredictable and entertaining. it was never supposed to be some cutting social commentary or be airtight with lengthy explanations behind its choices, it just wanted to show u something fucked
#and thats my thoughts on barbarian#it is very funny. and skarsgard is hot dont even @ me. but its not like- its not something you give a tedxtalk on but its a fun watch#first i thought 'man who cares' before i remembered this is my fucking blog and i can be as annoying as i want#anyway keith u got ur head bashed in too soon RIP i wanted more screentime#barbarian 2022#i do recommend watching blind if u like horror movies. especially ones with unsavory plots or themes. like yeah its a gruesome plot-#but the depiction itself isnt overly gruesome? it didnt treat itself like a citizen kane#if anything id give a heads up for heavy themes of SA#and yes i have been drinking#although the ending is very sad#dont take this too seriously
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