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akindplace · 1 month ago

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I don’t know what the future holds. I can’t control a lot of things. All i know is I want to write, to read poetry, to go to museums, to have a place of my own and fill it with orchids, to have nights of sitting around a table laughing with friends. I want to slow dance with my boyfriend. Maybe I will have a kid, maybe I won’t. I’d like to study more, learn more. I’d like to not feel so much shame about being a flawed human being. I want to see the ocean again and again and again. I want to hold life in my arms, to embrace everything and everyone, to hold onto hope and to let go of guilt and hurt and fear as best as humanly possible.

And when it’s my time, I hope I feel it’s okay to go because I’d know I’ve done the best I could with what I had, that I gave love and was loved. That I didn’t hold back, that I tried to live my own little life in the best way to find my own happiness. I’m still so young! And all I know is that there is a lot of grief in this world, but there is a lot of people trying to do good too, and there is a lot of beauty to behold, a lot to learn, to understand, to feel.

I know the world is full of love because I too am full of love for it.

#my post #midnight thinking #original writing #on being human #on life #on the future #on living #me #writers on tumblr

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llovelymoonn · 1 year ago

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victoria hannan marshmallow \\ sheila hati pure colour \\ richard siken war of the foxes: “the stag and the quiver”

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kh-yumio · 1 year ago

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There's a bunch of stuff I wanna do for the Dreaming Memories AU but I just can't find the right moment to sit down and work on it orz

#i take my time between classes to write down my ideas #my notes are full at this point #i have this thing that takes place before the lost Dandelions start their trip and after Aqua's training #it is a conversation between Ventus and Vanitas in Ven's Heart Station that i wanted to do as a comic #but I'll probably post as One-shot on AO3 #on the future #cuz right now it's only in spanish #also this au takes the “Skuld is Subject X theory” on it #so i plan for Skuld to join at some point #kingdom hearts #KH dreaming memories AU #yumio talks

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beemintty · 1 year ago

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had a minor freak out over academic achievement.... i put a lot of pressure on myself to do well and i need a specific score to get into the course i want to study in at uni and my prediction says i'll over shoot the score by a few points but that was when i thought i'd actually perform well in my 50% weighted exams.... i'm not performing how i was meant to perform.... which really sucks when you're me and you put a whole heap of your worth on how well you perform. but my mother, the beautiful woman that she is, reminded that i'm 17 and this score isn't the end of the world, it's not even the beginning of it either. it's just a score, it won't matter in 6 months. i can work around the things that need working around. it doesn't make me more or less of a person. i'm 17, i'm not expected the know what i'm doing or where i'm going, all i'm expected to be is 17. this is only the very beginning of my life, i just got to try my best and cross my fingers; thats all we can ever do.

breathe. we'll be ok.

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butchfalin · 1 year ago

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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

#yeehaw #1k #5k #10k #posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference #edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense #also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags #1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now #he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic #2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign #like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock #3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing #it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is #extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once #it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life #i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about #Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect #if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it #aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week

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great-and-small · 5 months ago

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Apparently the local university’s undergraduate entomology course sends students to catch insect specimens at the same place I like to go birdwatching, which explains why I saw three enormous frat looking dudes with tiny bug nets and overheard one emphatically say “bro BRO I told you we already have enough lepidopterans”

#I told my brother (in the ag field) this and he said ‘oh those are definitely turf bros’#apparently entomology is a required course if you want to specialize in golf course management which I guess is a career that some desire #and there is some Westside story type beef between the turf bros taking entomology for pest control reasons and future PHDs who love bugs #actually chatted with them later they were very lovely

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qrowpilled · 1 year ago

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hate when you find a character whose so infuriatingly Your Type that its embarrassing like yeahg no one is gonna be surprised when i announce this is my new Guy Of The Month

#shush jesse #EDIT from future me: this post was about astarion but im fully a galegirl (gendy neutch) now so idk what that says #he's also my type for what its worth #this post abt astarion #hes just so painfully on brand for me #i know so little about him though is the thing but i still feel insane #but i cant play the game and i dont want to watch anyone play it and i dont want spoilers #so like.....secondhand blorbo right now

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aesthetic-otd · 8 months ago

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Today's aesthetic is cassette futurism