#on both writing and txt

[koqabear]

i hope no one takes this the wrong way bc its got no ill intent but- ive never viewed writers as writing machines (nobody should!!) and more often than not i expect them to get stuck sometimes , not because im undermining them or anything, but idk a lot of writers (at least ones i interact with) are uni students like me so i feel like its just the norm to get writers block and/or periods of procrastination, in fact, i hope any writers going thru that rn don't pressure themselves too hard to write ☹️ you on the other hand... 😭 i definitely do not view u as a machine or writing generator do not get me wrong,, but u definitely are SO big brained and creative the way you post formatted fics at such a consistent rate and they're all so well thought of,, none of them are what i would consider basic in terms of trope n plot. swear it feels like mini novel after mini novel lol

this is meant to be a compliment of how on top of the game u are ,, not trying to put you on a pedestal and put the pressure on & overwhelm u!!

this differntiates u from other writers in the best way possible. not sure if u are familiar with nctblr writers but on the top god tier untouchable level of tumblr writers lies you n neopuppy ☺️ i mentally have an organization system i associate writers with, and although its not necessarily a ranking or hierarchy, that tier is the only "tier" there is that i consider above everyone else whom i don't "rank" in anyway, but rather group and categorize based on writing styles n content! yall just stand out that much :')

idk if this made any sense im sick n i just took a nyquil thats starting to kick in T_T apologies this ask is kinda messy n ugly

-dvp anon🫡

OHHHH???! THIS IS SO -@;!:@:! ??!!!!! SUCH AN INSANE (/pos) THING TO SAY IM A LITTLE SPEECHLESS RN??

i feel like the reason i’ve been posting so much is bc i’ve been on break and i’ve been trying to take advantage of this free time i have! once classes start i’m scared that i won���t have as much time/opportunities to write, so that’s kinda why i’ve been jumping on like. every idea i get ever. (but then again, i realize now that throughout this year i was able to handle both my assignments and fics. i’m a little weird sorry.)

but omg. you can’t say stuff like that to me like ofc i’m familiar with nctblr writers 😭😭😭 you thinking that i belong anywhere near the tier neopuppy is at is a little insane to me my jaw dropped when i read that alsndks

i hope you rest and get better soon!!! thank you for unleashing such an insane compliment on me omgldjsk

[hyukalyptus]

txt reaction when they’re making love to you for the first time, you’re shy and want the lights off, but they urge you to keep them on and end up finding your healed body scars. Is that angsty?

HELL YEAH THIS IS ANGSTY i love it. lets do some hcs,hmm?? im kinda nervous for this one lmao. i feel like my answers may be a bit cringe but i don't care lmfao. maybe a tad self indulgent MWAHAHA

cw. lots of talk of scars and of self harm (nothing graphic, just talking about scars, not the actual harming), kinda cheesy i think?, i tried really hard to not make it cheesy though, sex implied but nothing graphic there, kissing, swearing.

hcs under cut. again, this talks about self harm.

yeonjun is quiet at first. you can feel the moment he sees them. it happens every time. and you still don't really know how to prepare or react. should you act like they don't exist? address the elephant in the room? cover them up with the blankets? your internal argument is interrupted, though. "i see them," he says. no sugarcoating things. which might be your favorite approach so far. you let out a quiet laugh. he says, "honestly, i was already impressed by you." then he grazes his fingertips over them. "now I’m just kinda intimidated." u raise a brow, unsure if he's joking. "you went through all that, and you're still here like it's nothing." you take a deep breath. then he looks into ur eyes and says, "you're even more of a badass than I thought." and you can tell that it's not a stupid line he pulled out of his ass. he's dead serious. and when he leans in to kiss you again, he shows you just how much he wants you.

soobin i think would be very quiet about it. like not really making many comments for a while. but not out of shock or confusion or pity. just an acceptance of who you are. like he's undressing you gently and finally sees your bare body in the light and starts noticing them slowly, his eager hands slowing down. he looks at it for a second while u carefully watch his reaction and then he leans down to press the softest kiss to one. again, not a performative pity party, not feeling sorry for you, and definitely not wanting to "save" you like some have wanted in the past. it's almost in admiration or reverence. and he kisses more of them, saying i see you without speaking.

beomgyu notices them when he lifts your shirt off, eyes slowly trailing down before catching on the thin lines as a flicker of awareness flits across his eyes. you've done this before, though, and with worse lighting. it's not so scary anymore. "yeah," you start. "they’re what you think they are." and he just nods, "okay." and there's this beat of silence before you finally ask, "you good?" he nods with a chuckle and says, "just trying not to say something stupid." a small smile tugs at the corners of ur lips. then he gently rests his palm on ur stomach and says, "it's just..." he takes a deep breath. "ur still here. and you let me be here too." he smiles. "that’s…a lot, you know?" and honestly? you finally feel seen. not as someone with weird scars or some pathetic thing that's minutes away from breaking down. and he's obsessed with you.

taehyun is kinda caught up in the moment already. ur splayed over the bed, fully bare and visible in the light. and he's just noticing them, touching them to acknowledge their existence. "they're not new," you say. "i'm okay now." and the way he looks in ur eyes, a deep admiration and respect ur not sure u've ever felt, just sort of hits. he holds ur face in his hand and says, "thank you for letting me see this part of you." and it's not dramatic. just truth. and you finally feel like he's not looking at something broken. "i didn’t mean to make it a big deal," you murmur. "you didn’t," he whispers. "but it is. you could’ve kept the lights off or covered up. but you didn’t." and the kiss is so beautiful and blissful—not because he sees your scars—but because you trusted him to.

hueningkai sees them when he's kissing down your stomach. he takes them in, slowly, silently. you go still, bracing for something, but ur not quite sure for what. you just hope it isn't disgust or worse: pity. he doesn't speak. just sits back on his knees and really looks at you. "damn," he starts. "you've been through it, huh?" then his eyes flick back up to yours, something different in them now—heavier than they were before. "and i’m just really fucking honored you chose me." you blink. and it hits. you don’t say anything. just reach for him, hand wrapping around the back of his neck to rest gently. when he leans in to kiss you again, it's not careful. it's intentional. he knows what this means. and he's not afraid. and this weight lifts off your shoulders. because he saw them. and he stayed.

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[mxystan]

taiwan travelogue by yang shuangzi tr. lin king is indeed an award-winning banger and perhaps the first time in my life i've ever felt vindicated for dual-wielding a novel with its english translation because the act of translation itself is such a big theme in the novel. big win for metafiction-obsessed himejin everywhere!!

[francy-sketches]

hating on game of thrones in current year is a bit cringe like girl move on etc. However my complaints are more specific than the average person so I can at least feel like I'm bringing something new to the table. Instead of writing the one bilionth 'they butchered dany we were robbed' post I'm instead going on coke rants about how they character assasinated jaime by making him unfunny and how they didn't give my favorite irrelevant minor characters enough emotional depth and actually now that I'm saying it out loud that sounds worse

[buckevantommy]

this is my morning reminder that abby*tommy isn't canon in fact Tommy was engaged to a different woman or perhaps a man but definitely not a woman who wasn't at all his type and who was older than him and whose timeline doesn't match up and the audience doesn't deserve shoehorned bs storylines like that to link these men bc their connection is their own goddammit they don't need relationship ghosts muddying things for dramatic effect bc they have enough personal drama on their own to complicate things for juicy content thanks

[tillydouspart]

long sigh i miss 3rd life

[unheavenlycreatures]

haha what if we were the only two of our kind, and we met up in a moonlit church at the end of the world underneath the stained glass windows with only the cold, dead eyes of God as our witness, and i ripped your arm off and attached it to myself so now I always have a part of you with me??? (and we were both lesbians????) hahaha just kidding lol... unless 😳😳😳

the WIP i posted back on i believe wednesday??? below:

im so relieved to finally be done with this piece, i havent made visual art in so long ^^ now i can go back to trying desperately to figure out how to beat 1-4 without hurting my wife and writing fix-it fic

[mohntilyet]

speaking of veilguard kind of going nowhere. i am so mad over there being no in depth epilogue. at least tell me what happens to the factions that are being led/guided by people rook influenced !!!!!! all these companions have obvious obligations outside of the veilguard, and they're all dedicated to the lives they lived before they joined this team, so of course they would go back. what effect did bellara deciding to keep the archive have on the elves? neve decides to protect dock town by any means necessary, so what does that mean for a blighted minrathous? everything to do with harding and the titans ????!!!! and solas just accepts being trapped because he's been 'outplayed' DO NOT MAKE ME LAUGH!!!! somebody has got to tell me what happens after the world gets 'saved' because the south in chaos, minrathous almost destroyed and the last of the elven gods being dead is like. crazy. and the companions just commenting things i already know is really not cutting it for me

[tempfrangit]

Okay I know I usually just make horny scenarios but I’ve loved this inkling of an idea I’ve had recently where honorable discharge Johnny “Soap” MacTavish accidentally begins to romance volunteer service dog trainer Reader, who offered to help him find a dog for him but he continues to vehemently deny help (because who doesn’t want to reject help to prove you’re perfectly fine?)

I…I have a lot of thoughts on this right now, sorry anyone thinking I’ll still be able to use my brain to write a fic

[sakitenmaenjoyer]

how ppl think ruikasa act:

tsukasa: rui, don't tease me >_< it's embarrassing....!

rui: ahh, but you're so fun to tease~ your blush is so cute

tsukasa: hhh...well i'm gonna get back at you one day! you'll see! then-then you'll be the cute one!

rui: hmm...i'm looking forward to it~

how ruikasa actually acts:

rui: ...to solve your problem, exposure to productions with insects might do well to lessen your phobia of them. we haven't had many results with the physical fake ones, so ones behind a screen could be more effective :] we could slowly chip away at your fear, one step at a time

tsukasa: or it could make it worse....

rui: well how about it?

tsukasa: hrhg....that sounds awful...but i don't want a repeat of what happened on the movie set, and it's not like there are going to be real insects....mumumumum [shudders] fine! i'll take you up on your challenge!

rui: perfect. now, here's a list of movies, i want you to look up behind the scenes for them. in a week from now, we can watch all of these to see if the exposure works

tsukasa: alright... wh- WHY ARE ALL OF THESE HORROR MOVIES

[buckevantommy]

i know everyone's excited about the boys using terms of endearment with each other, but i've stopped reading so many fics bc they're being misused and/or overused - honey when it should be babe, baby when it should be sweetheart, darling when it should just be their name - and tbh idk if these authors have zero comprehension of what works on the page and for different kinds of scenes and for the characters in general, or if they're just projecting or it's a wish fulfilment thing - which is understandable - but it's one of those sticking points that will make the characters feel OOC and can take the reader out of the story bc it no longer feels like their blorbos and bc they lose trust in your ability to write them.

[cheaploafs]

anyways finally got to the lock in scene and i still love him <3

[definitelynotshouting]

(completely clueless about mcyt i just like isat and stumbled across the works using your prompts) what is temtober and have you posted the prompts list you made anywhere?

EIFBKSSN I WAS WONDERING WHEN I WAS GONNA GET AN ASK ON THIS

my beloved friend @/isjasz was lamenting yesterday that she couldnt find an alternative inktober prompt list that sparked joy and, well. I actually love cooking up prompts, so i offered to make her a custom prompt list!! I spent all day yesterday on it and today my lovely friends @/kunehokki and @/corvidaearts dove in to make me a cute graphic so i can post the whole list for everybody else to try. The prompts i created also function as a poem when read all together, bc after i made them i saw an opportunity and i never say no to getting a little crazy 😂😂😂

Im waiting for the graphic to get finished before i post the entire list, but here are the first three since it probably wont be posted until tomorrow:

revealing your nature

on the edge of a knife

one eye open

If anybody else decides to try my prompts for the month, please tag me!!! I desperately wanna see what yall make :D

[stormyoceans]

finished the boy next world so have some quick random thoughts:

the intro song slapped (not to be blasphemous but it gives me jeff satur vibes)

the blue vs yellow lighting was visually and narratively delightful

i want to raid phu’s wardrobe and steal his entire sweater collection

tee and nalin the only bitches i respect in this house they should have kissed and be an established pairing (THEY ARE IN MY HEART)

[slam dunks achi and rome into the trash can] [kills cir's parents with her mind]

i needed more of dark!cir serving capital letters CUNT

they should have focused more on the fantasy aspects of the story instead of whatever they did with cir’s family like it’s almost upsetting to see how GOOD ep 8 was compared to all the others

having jin actually legitimately honest to god fr be able to read minds no explanation given was such a wild thing to do

choices sure were made in episode 10 none of them good

i said it before but it's worth repeating. i do appreciate this show's commitment to represent different kinds of sexual activities other than penetration. we do need more of that in BLs

MAME's idea of 'romance' is just not my thing im so sorry ;;;;;;;; like. i CAN turn my brain off and enjoy her series but friends. that shit's ROUGH

so many little things reminded me of vice versa it's a miracle i got to the end of the show without walking into traffic

[onryousagi]

YAP OCLOCK i want to release two other maxwil projects WITH THE HELP OF MY LOVELY FIANCE @lumibear1007:

one is called pareidolia and features maxwell, wilson, and wendy moving into an income-based apartment after maxwells career as a stage magician came to an abrupt end. after maxwell was outed as a gay man in a relationship with another man, he was hate-crimed and left permanently reliant on a cane to walk. unable to work and continuously harassed, they sold most of their assets and were forced to move to a more liberal city in a blue state. wilson had to stop attending college so he could work full-time at a downtown diner, which does upset maxwell a lot since he wanted to provide for both his husband and his niece.

oh, and the income-based apartment is ran by a devious cult that guises itself as affordable housing for those on or below the poverty line. for those without family, for those who pay with dirty cash, for those whose eyes are sunken and their hair prematurely gray; for those no one would notice or even care were missing.

it isnt long before the cracks begin to show and otherworldly, lovecraftian horrors make themselves known to maxwell and his family.

the OTHER project has no name and is still being built. its wilson and william living in a mortuary together after years of dating each other via discord. they got the place for cheap because of its history, and its near williams place of work; some hick gas station on the edge of some equally hick town. wilson works on his art and takes care of the home (and their pets, chester and an albino bat-broodling named blueblood). william works to give his beloved a good life, better than what they both knew. oh, also, william is a trans man. im thinking this one is also paranormal because i am a sucker for paranormal stuff.

[natsumiikan]

I just finished the natlan archon quest after putting it off forever and it was mind-blowingly mid but I think I realized what the problem is. There's no Yuri 💔