#on a work night too….insanity
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staying up until 1:30am for an f1 race is so not for the weak I am SLEEPY
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come get yer juice (aka some 'stocks i never posted </3)
#throws this at you all and runs#IM WORKING ON NEW SCRIBBLES POST-UPDATE ITS JUST. SLOW GOING#spoons are gone you see!#wait actually. the repressed one i doodled last night#BUT OTHER THAN THAT ITS SLOW GOING#but ohhhhh im so ill. theyre so real.#before i was skeptical but the Evidence Is Stacking Up All Too Well.#might make a post about it bc there's. so much#scribble salad#laughingstock#barnaby x howdy#howdy x barnaby#ive been in the trenches for so long... so so long....#AND I WILL CONTINUE TO BE HERE.#im still so insane about them yall dont even KNOW#by the time this posts i will be At and In My New Job#may these sillies keep me going through the day...
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✨✨✨Pulling baddies at the club✨✨✨
Shimpo is wasted off his ass currently btw. He’s a mega lightweight. Glisten has a high tolerance for alcohol and finds Shrimpo’s attempts at showing off (and unsuccessful flirting) incredibly amusing.
Shrimpo doing anything in his power to look taller than he actually is only for it to fail is one of my favorite personal headcanons <3 It tends to make him get hurt, but that's the cross to bear when searching for height.
Some Pebble doodles and progress pics below:
Also I love you Pebble, I wish you lots of chances to be violent and insane with no restraint or mercy in your heart<3
Thank you and have a lovely day^^
#i like to think these guys have insane work parties#like when the place is closed they pop the booze and dance the night away#also rodger is the bartender cuz i think it would be funny (and cuz his observant nature allows him to see how much ppl are drinking)#and toodles gets to join in on the fun too with some apple cider and pretending to be drunk (usually copying how Glisten is when he's drunk#dandy's world#dandy's world fanart#dw fanart#dandy's world glisten#dandy's world shrimpo#dandy's world pebble#glisten#shrimpo#pebble#dw glisten#dw shrimpo#dw pebble#shrimpo x glisten#glisten x shrimpo#shinyshrimp#illustration#katiekatdragon27
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Love the heartbreak and turmoil they cause me
song - small hands (Keaton Henson)
#gravity falls#fiddleford mcgucket#stanford pines#fiddauthor#partial nudity#finished in one night it makes me too insane to work on it for longer
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terrible influence is the most accurate show name ever bc why was i cooking dinner and seriously considering if i would be able to get to the oslo show tomorrow and then back home the same day
#i have to be honest.. if i wasnt working at the asscrack of dawn on tuesday i probably would go#/had realized i would go insane and would have at least tried to switch shifts with someone on tuesday#but it’s too late and working a 6 hour shift on no sleep doesnt sound good#because. listen. there is a bus that could take me back tomorrow night 😭#im starting to try and justify it OH NO but like i couldddd sleep for almost 4 hours on the bus probably#this is so bad#nebulae.speaks#dan howell#phil lester#dan and phil#phan#tit tour#terrible influence tour
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band au rahhhhhhhhhhh
#i wanted to draw the other guardians too but this would be a good start#ok so#tsuna starts his band. yamamoto bass and gokudera keys and tsuna suprisingly drummer and also lead vocal. reborn appears out of nowhere-#being “youre not your full potential so i will drain you till youre like a fish in a dehydrator until you become the best out there.”#thats about it#but i just like how drumming singers are like extremely good music people because drumming is already hard. and singing too???#absolutely insane i might say. tsuna would do this (bc reborn told him so)#he does not want to be the best but reborn exists in the paro for a reason#reborn is like maybe a famous musician who faked his death then did whatever he wanted to do while he was “alive”. then he got tsuna as his#apprentice and so so. oh yeah also whiplash (the movie) reference bc holy shit its so good. for me at least. and reborn would make tsuna go#that kind of crazy. like training until drenched in sweat from morning to night or whenever hes available. bc he knows he has potential#he just need someone to push him beyond his expected limit#btw 8059 implied#gokudera joined the band first bc yeah then comes yamamoto for fun as he had to rest from playing baseball a bit too enthusiastic#gokudera hated him so much for like being dumb??? (the goofy ah laugh) but then the two dated even before reborn made a move on tsuna#its very funny but they work it out#i was also thinking if the band ever do solos or do something not as the whole band 8059 will have their own album. itll be great#for genre im not sure?? lets just say alt rock electrojazz????#no idea but maybe ill make a playlist. maybe#sawada tsunayoshi#reborn#yamamoto takeshi#gokudera hayato#8059#r27
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Just finished the third season of Bridgerton (it was an incredibly frustrating watch)...People have said that Penelope is named as such because of her nickname Pen and her being a writer... but has anyone thought of the reference to the Odyssey and Penelope being the wife of Odysseus? You know, she had to be loyal for 20 years while Odysseus gallivanted across the globe and was distracted/cheating on her Circe? I feel like it goes with the whole Polin narrative too. She's the one who had to wait for him to get a clue. And if you've read the Penguin version of the Odyssey, you know everyone is like omg! Odysseus, so amazing, the sacker of cities etc. Which parallels Colin's "glow up". Totally think it's more of a literary reference since the two of them are writers...
#bridgerton#bridgerton season 3#colin bridgerton#penelope featherington#polin#don't know how much this works for the book#didn't read the books#I ranted at my sister for an hour straight about this season (behated)#wtf was the character arcs for any of the characters this season? a whole lot of nothing..#the writers literally set everything up and then did everything in their power to make the arcs pointless#soooo many crimes of telling instead of showing#bridgerton was never high art but season 1 and 2 landed character and the audience buying into the relationships and cheering for the coupl#disappointed#literally feel like I hated polin in what was supposed to be their season#colin vascilates wildly... and there are like two scenes where i recognize the character he was is season 1 and 2#literally hated him for soooo much#really hate how the season wasn't about the couple but whistledown#and yet they couldn't show us WHY Penelope wants to keep being Whistledown besides telling us why so I just don't get why#they could not decide if whistledown is good or bad and settled on girlboss power!#but here i am like girl... you're ruining lives... you've ruined lives... it's just gossip#they literally screwed over all their characters for nothing#their scenes of intimacy don't land because they feel incredibly paint by numbers and often occur after intense confrontations#confrontations that do not logically make sense for sexy times#the mirror scene exists purely as plot so colin can later accuse Penelope of trapping him in marriage#like that's suuuuper ick#they made colin so incredibly ick i don't recognize him or want him with Penelope#even Penelope making the choice to be whistledown over her new family was insane and illogical based on how the plot developed#i watched the seaon twice to really pin down how I feel and ended up rewatching season 1 and 2 because season 3 part 2 pissed me off so muc#and it's sooo night and day#i just feel sad because i wanted to root for this couple too... but they made it unrootable
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Theres nothing more i love to read than Tommy’s first crush being Sal to the point he would do anything for an ounce of his attention that slowly broke his heart but he was desperate to feel any love and would put up with Sal being an asshole and never reciprocating his feelings. Like mmm thats the good shit. (Im totally not projecting lols)
I love that its not just Evan thats learning to be loved and wanted, its Tommy too i just love that vulnerability *chefs kiss*
more hc in the tags
#just thinking about after Gerard left and tommy did some digging#he finally realized OH#it wasnt just looking up to sal#it was a crush too#i can see him doing EVERYTHING to get some form of acknowledgment#maybe they go out drinking and Tommy lets himself lie to himself and pretend its something more than ‘bestfriends going out for a drink’#tommy in some seedy bar kissing a broad guy with short hair that he can pretend is sal#going to work the next day and pretending he didnt call his one night stand sal#catching glimpses in the changing room#chimney has a suspicion but keeps his mouth shut#hen just looks at him sadly#and sal barely looks at him at all#tommy feeling sad that sal left for good but at one of their meet ups sal goes on a rant being homophobic and all#and tommys heart shatters because it finally hits him. he’ll never have a chance#sry tommy just makes me insane and i cant stop thinking about how his first crush could have been sal#tommy kinard#sal deluca#evan buckley#bucktommy#kinley#911 abc#911 show
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Spent the whole weekend at Oceanview Hotel for Zane's next adaptation and now everybody is finally taking a break I'm reflecting on something...
The hotel staff moved the TV from Room 224 to Zane's floor, where the longcase clock used to be, and right after I left the elevator, it started playing the Night Springs title card. I felt it was like, pulling me towards it? I still had to shoot some photos so I didn't interact with it, but chatting with the crew members later, I've found out it takes you into an episode, how cool is that? We can't return to the hotel using the same method, though, so if you're visiting, be careful while walking nearby.
Then I remembered an old rumor about a video from the same doctor Zane met a couple of... days? ago, Casper Darling, that couldn't be found anywhere. A little owl also told me about this guy up there from Bright Falls who filed a complaint about his TV turning on by itself even when the energy cable wasn't connected, so now I'm wondering if there's a connection... did anyone notice any other recent change? I feel this mysterious video, or at least part of it, might appear and work the same way anytime soon...
#ah crap I gotta go#working here is fun but sometimes things get waaay too intense cause these guys are insane#at least the writer is still alive phew#Oceanview Hotel#Night Springs#Alan Wake 2#Remedy Entertainment#AW2Photography#tinyclowntent
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month-long chronic insomnia flareup got me acting a BIT too HDB-esk so I drew myself some Kims. I have cracked it! (The case of 'how to draw this MF')
feat one Harry, ECHEM, and Kineema that I fucking made up from memory because im not studying that beast
#broke my 5+ year sobriety streak w class As last Thursday. Sigh.#if you got on ave >4 sleep a day for a month you'd probably also go insane#my stupid neighbour's workmen decided to start taking the scaffolding down at HALF SEVEN. AND I WORK NIGHTS!!!! AHHH!!!#anyway....... kim Kitsuragi save me#draw him balding 2k24#also i am fucking working on DUCKLINGS i promise but the lack of sleep giving me migranes i dont wanna look at a screen too long#im a writer before an artists but im actually rly proud of these- borrowed my GFs brush pens and they're so good holy shit#my hands shaking doesnt matter cos the lines get thicker if i press harder!!!! wow!!!#disco elysium#kim kitsuragi#coupris kineema#breakthrough imminent: post of mine#ignore my tags im losing my fucking marbles fr#anyway this is all in prep because i ACTUALLY wanna draw younger Kim from my fic. like. properly#not just at a safely vague distance lmao
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Some matador studies :)
+ ref pic I like but couldn't even attempt to draw 😭
#its funny how your brain can randomly turn on#no one saw it (i hope) but i posted some other matador sketches last night#MAN they were not great imo. i only kept one of them for this post lmao#like i was referencing pics and it was just not working in my brain except for the one#and then i came back to it just now and boom suddenly i could ref poses very well??????#istg i either struggle so bad and have to trace the pose to check shapes and its a whole ordeal#or like now i randomly can look at pics and get the pose down pretty well#not perfect obv but i drew these all in like 50 mins so ????? pretty good no?#just having a severe matador moment#like i wanna draw more of the AU but i need to study poses first#something i actually really dont do a lot cause its often frustrating#but wow these were quite fun!#not worrying abt the end product yknow#i love matador pics so fucking much#bcs you never have to worry abt: is this unrealistic? is this too flamboyant?#cause man the pics are fucking insane#i think the legs are my favorite? theyre all just very slayful i guess. idk how to describe it#but it always feels like a dance#anyways! maybe more matador nando soon#i think i said before but ah....really wanna draw him bloody#catie.art.#matador au
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tdov was like a week ago already but I just wanna say when I came over to vacation slash help my sworn brother move flat he told me, "ever since you said you wanted to get top surgery I've been thinking about it. it's straight up number two on my bucket list"
#bakuspeech#number one is a house bc obviously. if u can own a house wouldnt u#he was very drunk at that time of the evening. I was not bc I have the constitution of a hot air balloon and any stimulant will blow me up#(relatively new development. france fucked me up big time turns out)#we held hand on his bed for like the whole evening. it was honestly very funny in hindsight but we were extremely earnest in the moment#and Im like. working on this thing as well. I dont got meds or therapy lmao Im bootstrappin here#but yeah early last year his bf offered to get me meds and I... turned it down... I think I was worried abt like. idk. something#but one year past looking back Im fully like that was a stupid move you shouldve gotten meds. youve once again fucked urself baku#but yeah with that kinda realization Ive also come to realized I've somewhat? accepted. that I'm just gonna be. like this#this in light of a number of likely chronic stuff too (hence my balloon-like constitution lmao) and#that's kinda bled into the rest of me without me really noticing#but him bringing that up fully unprompted... kinda jolted me out of it#its just. really incredibly sweet. that someone doesn't want me to settle for what I make do with#and like. preps for that work. just kinda held my hand and told me it's possible to do this actually#I didn't really express how I felt very well in that moment I think my brain is very bad and I process emotions with like a day of delay#but. well. Im thinking abt it Right Now. so yknow thats the kind of impact that had on me lol#not super sure why I wrote all this down here really. I think I just want a good n nice reminder that object permanence is real#and I exist in my friends' life even when Im going insane in a hole by myself#and with the power of friendship we can alter the universe's plan for ourselves and also kill god#that's that. anyways I eat lunch now and then pass out probably. last night was... eventful lmao#but!! very good things on the horizon hopefully. well manifestly we hold hammers and we use them#have a good day lads. let's go out and slay monsters under a highway
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Do you think Sanji's nightmares ever get bad enough that he starts actively avoiding sleep until he passes out from exhaustion?
I think Sanji deals with nightmares constantly and wakes up at ungodly hours on the verge of panic attacks and the guy just. He just stands up. Goes to the kitchen. Starts cooking. From 1 to 5 until somebody wakes up and then he has to pretend he is as fresh as a fucking rose. This guy has never drunk so much black coffee in his entire life. Everybody keeps telling him to rest and he keeps saying he is alright. If he sees double and blurry that is nobody's business but his! He is about to throw up all the damn time and if you add that he is always around food it just. It doesn't help. Not to mention the headaches. And the anxiety. His heart is going at an insane speed. He feels like shit. He can't even recognize himself in the mirror but that is his usual daily life so it is alright (it isn't).
Also, HC that he definitely has some type of insomnia, and even if he wants to sleep, he just-- He can't. So it's either passing out or Nami hitting him with the clima-tact so hard he ends up unconscious and at least that's better than not sleeping at all.
Okay, but the crew notices, right? Of course they do. And they all have nightmares because I think it is impossible in that crew to be somebody without those. So they take turns watching Sanji in case he passes out. They check on him without him noticing because angry Sanji is something, but angry Sanji with 6 cups of coffee in his veins and no sleep? That is dangerous.
One day Luffy cuddles with him to sleep because he says it's the captain's orders and turns out Sanji doesn't have any nightmares. Falls asleep right away.
Robin lets him rest his head on her lap while he talks to her about a new recipe and he's dead asleep in seconds. No nightmares.
No nightmares either when Nami lets him put his head on her shoulder for a few seconds and it works instantly like a damn sleeping pill.
Brook plays a lullaby? No nightmares. He hears Franky in the background working? No nightmares either. Shitty marimo is training at ungodly hours? Somehow no nightmares either. Chopper cuddles next to him while he is having a nightmare? It instantly stops.
Jinbe carries him once when he has been without sleep for a week and he doesn't hesitate to fall asleep. No nightmares.
Leaving Usopp as the last one because. Sanuso. Sanuso moment. But. But turns out he really, really, really likes it when Usopp talks to him. When he tells him one of his stories. And he doesn't fall asleep because he is bored (he actually gets really frustrated when he wakes up and realizes he couldn't hear the end of the story) but because he feels extremely safe around him.
So long story short, Sanji sleeps well only when he is near his crewmates but otherwise, he has the worst time of his life.
#he is just like me frrr#i do this too#funny that you send this i am currently drinking a monster and not sleeping bc my demons haunt me at night#anyway i think they all struggle sleeping and they support each other so much it's insane#they mean the world to me :(#one piece#black leg sanji#strawhat pirates#not tagging them all that's too much work
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is drawing the line at 72 degrees for heat insane? i feel like 72 is too hot but my roommate clearly disagrees
#she only turned it up to 74 right now so i turned it to 73.. which is too much for me i have a fan on. normally id have my house at 68.#but i think she might be insane bc i came home from work one night and she had it at 81. EIGHTY ONE. like thats the most unreasonable#temperature ive ever seen in my life. i do believe 68 may be insane and dark hearted but 72 doesnt seem like a crazy compromise.
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its important to go see a low stakes concert sometimes
#as in seeing someone in concert youre not an absolute nutbag about (as i have done this year and last year)#but last night me n my dad went and saw renaissance on their farewell tour#running on like 4 hours of sleep and seething to be at work right now#or rather i would be seething if i weren't so tired#new anger management hack: just get less sleep so your senses are dulled! anyway#funniest part of the night was the multiples times when my dad who is old was like 'everyone here is so old :/'#he was literally like 'if i ever get like these people just shoot me' LMAO#the concert was good i wouldn't call it like great or fantastic but such is the beauty of a low stakes concert#youre not living and dying on every song youre not singing along to everything youre just. enjoyin the show normally which is crazy#again as someone who has seen two bands (both bands two separate times and is seeing one of those bands a THIRD TIME soon) im crazy over#that experience is fun its bonkers and you definitely gotta do it for the bands youre crazy over. you gotta#but it was nice to just. have a regular time at a show#as far as the show itself there were a few little moments where things didnt go as smooth but that may have been bc it was the first show#and save for a few moments in some songs annie haslam knocked it out of the park she can still sing as insanely good as she used to#again some parts of songs were in a lower key? but most seemed to be the same and she was still hitting those bonkers high notes#so good for her. the band was pretty good but i felt they really only like all worked together well on a few songs#if that makes sense. but overall pretty good#and my anxieties about getting there and back were unfounded bc somehow it all worked. yay#our car service trip home was in a tesla i felt like i was gonna die the entire ride home lol#i am NEVER getting in one of those stupid cars again. big ass ipad as your dashboard this is insane???? im so scared???#anywho. old musicians are forever as ive been saying lately. and they really are#oh also we were at the town hall which is a nice small theater i was worried abt bein too far away but it's laid out really well#in that you're sure to get a pretty good view of the stage#it seems like half the size roughly of the beacon for whatever thats worth#OH i did see one dude somewhere in the audience with a sparks shirt so. hashtag represent#yet another concert report. yayyyyy#(im so tired)
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My brain is so full of Bees about Post-Shift 2.
It's a fan game that was delayed for 4 years -- by the time it released, fnaf fangames as a whole were not as popular as they had been, & most people in the scene had forgotten about Post-Shift 1, so not a lot of people heard about it/played it.
Worse still is the people who did talk about the game. Pretty unanimously, the consensus was this: this game is the craziest, most insane fnaf fangame. It's overly difficult with mechanics that have no rhyme or reason to them & tutorials that are wordy, unhelpful, & sometimes actively mislead the player, meaning you need to comb through a lot of text only to be misinformed. It's not as infamous as some other fangames, but it definitely was talked about very poorly.
In general, I think most of these criticisms were blown up out of proportion, but I can't really disagree with most people's problems -- it is difficult & wordy, & rather hard to understand. I think, however, that the game is still 1. Really fun, 2. Not a bad game at all, &, most importantly, 3. Is a free fucking game that was clearly a passion project. Most damn fangames never get off the fucking ground when made in groups because the creators will never make a red cent off the thing -- this game was made by one dude for 4 years & delivered to people for free. It didn't ask anything of you except to accept it as a difficult game & to not go in with wild expectations. The dev just wanted to make a game that was rough, but he also wanted to make a game that felt unique & was fun. & It is fun, too, is the damn thing.
#em.txt#ps2 post#post-shift 2#i obviously am biased#i also obviously have more to say#but for now i think this is a start. i think this is fine so far.#i got counter arguments i was gonna type about the problems#bc tbh i think the difficulty isn't as big a problem as the difficult curve -- it starts very high for a fangame#bc it assumed you know what they're like. you know how fangames work. but it over assumes that all the mechanics#work at the same frequency as other fangame#the difficulty curve of night 1 is pretty tough place to start which turned a lot of people off#especially with how long & unclear th tutorials are & of course night 1's tutorial starting with a character that is unused in that night#it's rough. night 2 is even tougher. but night 3 is a cakewalk once you beat 2 bc it only adds 2 threats#so you might expect the next night to be as easy or even easier & in my eyes yeah -- night 4 is easier than 1 even#except that it's completely different & is asking the player to learn a new game entirely which is its own difficulty#but i can crank out a night 4 easy peasy no prolem. so you might expect night 5 to be even easier right? WRONG#WRONG WRONG WRRRONNNGG even people who know what they are doing struggle#because a mechanic in the game actively increases the difficulty as the difficulty is increased which is EVIL#& night 6 is even harder i have seen 3 people beat night 6 it is absurd#i sat in a call with another PS2 fan who clearly played thr game s lot & loved it but they could not beat the night normally#& this night has fucking optional difficulty modifiers when you finish that make it harder it is hell on earth#there is no checkpoints it is bad it is so bad I haven't beaten it i talk abt this game every day i play all the nights#i do not fucking play this night bc the way the tutorial works is unreal & unhelpful it wants you to remember#all this shit but it removes the 'walk around & click things before the night starts to see how they work/where they are'#& then it changes every 2 hours to something new so you won 12-2 but you hit 2 & forgot this one person's mechanic#but the only way to read the tutorial again is to close the game bc it automatically puts you back into the night#& will not take you to the home screen to view the booklet for night 6 it's insane#so yeah. there is difficulty. but the difficulty curve being this inconsistent is worse tbh#i get night 6 is meant to be like a 'everyone is here!' bossfight but it's overwhelming & there is too damn much
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