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The divine irony of adhd med shortages happening to the group of people least equipped to deal with them đ«¶
#also I hate calling the pharmacy because they are always so so busy and I feel bad đ«#walked away from my phone while I was on hold to do something OH MY BREAKFAST#I FORGOT ABOUT IT#NOOOOOO#okay false alarm it's kind of soggy but it's still good#okay. day almost ruined.#back to our regularly scheduled programming
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compiled whatever this is (and I run out of tag space)
meh HoT gifs (3/?)
#alek gifs#ninjago#ninjago krux#ninjago acronix#hands of time#time twins#alternate title to this series is : stuff i noticed after watching this season 10 whole times#okay actually thats a lie. i realized this the 3rd time around#i think of acronix and how he barely makes any decisions for himself and i go crazy#ppl equate that with him feeling forced to do stuff.. uh hes always been a follower guys!!#cue him calling wu âmaster wuâ even after the twins betrayal. him liking machia bc shes âmeanâ and bossy#he has no issue with following orders lol. prepare for a long acronix rant one day#contexts -> gif 1 barely counts i just wanted to include him looking at krux. he does this a lot during that fight#gif 2 is before they kill blunck and raggmunk (idk how to spell their names still ... sorry)#gif 3 is before they were going to kill wu in the golden hour legacy short. which is canon !!#gif 4 is before they sent themselves into the temporal vortex#that one post that was like âare we still doing revenge? yeah? coolâ bc thats basically acronix#there is something fundamentally wrong with these two's brains but idk how to describe it#krux who literally lost his mind after losing his brother to the point he adopted an entire identity#âhe just needed to go undercover!!â counter point as soon as acronix came back he was unable to pretend to be saunders. he acted super weird#like when kai was in the museum he couldnt pretend to be this person he wasnt. acronix was back !!! so was he. krux was 100% going to kill#the smith sibs if maya and ray didnt comply. also.. canonly they knew him when they worked as teachers back in s3. he watched them grow up#and pretended all was well meanwhile their parents were being forced to work and slave away to build the iron doom. he is not normal#then you have acronix who thrives off of violence and is described as throwing himself into battle like a blunt object. has no regard#for himself as a person and just takes (almost) everything his brother says as gospel. s7 couldve done smthn really cool with how#the only thing the twins ever really disagreed on was technology. also ive went on a semirant about how krux's hatred for tech was misplaced#hatred for losing acronix. wanted to travel to the pre modern era? okay well whyd he pick 40 years ago specifically. also NOTE that they#went back after their past selves had lost. they wouldve faired better if they went and helped their past selves. also the reversal blade#had already fallen so when the twins went back in time there was two kruxes. he literally went back to when he had been all alone for the#for the first time. he went back to when his life was ruined and his brother was gone!! but he had nix with him this time . ughdhf
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i think the reason why i almost had 3 mental breakdowns each night for the past 3 days is because this was the month that all the friend drama bullshit started, and all the emotions from that is hitting me again now.
it doesn't help that i'm actually getting triggered from unrelated friend stuff irl. nothing is even happening! the most minor conflict of all time, and i go into a panic attack and feel nauseous. shit sucks
#literally nothing is happening and i almost threatened to kill myself in his text messages because i'm so pissed off at him#i'm pissed off at him because he hasn't been talking to me. but has noooo problems talking to his bf#i text him multiple times throughout the day cuz i'm worried about him? no response#i text his bf to make sure my friend is okay? ''yeah he's feeling okay! he's been talking to me just fine''#i know in my mind that it is fair that he would maybe prefer to talk to his romantic partner about stressful life events or whatever#but i'm still so angry at him for not saying ANYTHING to me.#i would have been fine with a simple ''i'm not in the mood to talk rn''#and then he gets confused as to why i might be a little upset at this#thank god i have some self control or else i would've *actually* ruined our friendship by saying like ''fuck you i'll just kms then'' LOL#either way. haven't been having good evenings/nights lately#hopefully i'll get over it đ
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if uâre still doing these⊠top 5 most insane martian moments.
Sry for the late response, I really had to think on it! But these have been pretty fun to do so thank you!! <3
1. The entirety of Monaco 2010
Any Monaco celebration has a special place in my heart as you probably well know! But just Monaco 2010 as an entirety is insane to me, to name a few: the matching Porsches...their parc ferme hug...Seb trying and failing to pull Mark into the pool...them jumping into the harbor together and Seb having to pull Mark up onto the dock, MONACO REALLY GAVE US SO MUCH đ€§ but also this race being the calm before the storm, like seeing them be all cute with each other but then knowing how the season ends and how things continue to proceed after that
2. Their Singapore 2008 date
Always holds a special place on my heart. Just that we have so many pictures and even footage(!!!) of their PR mandated date in a time where this kind of thing wasn't really common yet. The caption of the YouTube vid "Mark Webber and Sebastian Vettel share an evening in Singapore" đ”âđ« and I also think often about this comment on that vid calling Seb a "kleine MĂ€dchen." I just think it's very cute. Giggly STR Seb and older gruff RBR Mark, not yet affected by teammate tensions
3. Japan 2007
I think its always very interesting the foreshadowing you can read into while watching older races. I love that Martian were always on an inevitable collision course. Like imagine being Mark and that rookie who crashed into the back of you then goes to win a race before you and then becomes your teammate and then becomes wdc. That they were on this collision course before they even became teammates and Seb had barely been in the sport yet. And LIKE that quote from Mark about Seb about "kids with no experience" and Seb crying in his garage, crazy.
4. Turkey 2010
I have such a fondness for "WHAT THE FUCK ARE WE DOING HERE!? WHAT A STUPID ACTION! I'M GOING HOME! FUCK YOU!"(to the point where my friends who know nothing about f1 know about that quote by proxy bcs I quote it so much") I think it's interesting how much Martian's conflicts revolve around team orders and disobeying radios. It's funny bcs in Turkey 2009, a very similar situation to both Turkey 2010 and Malaysia 2013 happens, them telling Seb to stay behind Mark bcs of whatever reasons. And in 2009, Seb is clearly đ«€ about it but obeys but then goes on to try to overtake Mark in 2010 and fails, but then succeeds in 2013, very interesting to see how that dynamic evolves and grows more toxic! But by far the best part about Turkey 2010 is them having to take that "Us in our Get-Along T-Shirt" pic đ it's so funny and I wish they'd do press releases like this nowadays
5. That Monaco 2021 interview where Mark interjects about knowing the meaning behind the coins in Seb's race boots
It's just very sweet to me. There's some post about it on here that explains how meaningful it is, but I don't feel like searching for it, so I'm kinda just paraphrasing that. But like imagine them having a conversation where Seb explains it to Mark and the meaning behind it, and like probably a decade later, Mark still remembers it in perfect detail, enough to remember about the specificities about which coin goes in which boot and why.
Obligatory mentions: Malaysia 2013 of course(but I wanted to mention others, but Multi-21 is a given when considering crazy Martian moments), Australia 2016 podium, Mark's various Instagram forays during Seb's retirement, that one interview where Mark grabs Seb from behind while Love Will Tear Us Apart plays, when Seb sat on Mark's shoulders, anything of them from Abu Dhabi 2022, etc etc
#okay this post is a lot longer than i thought itd be#i had to hold myself back from adding pictures to everything i just tried to put a lot of links instead!#i almost finished making this and then tumblr glitched and i thought it deleted all of it#but it just posted it so i privated it but hopefully it will still show up to people!#this was fun to make bcs i was brought back to my early days of learning their lore(not that im ever finished tbh)#also if you hadnt guessed my favorite season is 2010(cough cough heard you're a player)#but intense teammate rivalries like theirs is so interesting#youre fighting for the wdc and wcc so you're forced to constantly be fighting for yourself but still have to consider the team as a whole#and as I mentioned i love the progression of Martian#guy who crashed into you and ruined your race in 2007 then wins a race before you for your JUNIOR team#then he becomes your teammate and scores the first win for YOUR team that youve already been in for 2 seasons#and then hes your main rival in the next season and he wins the wdc at the last race before you#and then you have to watch him win the next 3 WDCs and meanwhile theres so many interteam tension#and then you retire and you become very fond for each other and have very cute interviews until his very retirement#OKAY SORRY THAT WAS SO MUCH LMAO#ive been so sebson brained lately so its fun to think about martian!!!#also dru if you see this tysm your blog was super helpful for finding stuff from specific events hehehe#martian#sebmark#formula 1#catie.asks.
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I just managed to get off mha hyperfixation
And now it's happening again... Oh no
Helps with upcoming MHUI LoV event tho, it was a long time since last one happened I wonder what would happen in a new filler story part
Basically this and couple of pages of mid-final arc chapters + recent episode and next one being The Dabi episode was just too much not to get excited again
But! Important thing - I need to reread the last arc before I make anything new, if possible without finishing it to the 419 chapter and everything after, it took 2 months to really recover from the damage that chapter did
Anyway am I ready for the new event? Kinda! Do I have enough gems to get new Tomura? No! I'm not sure he'll even show up this time, because other ones were and still are really stubborn
Also Steampunk recruit took like 120 pulls in a step-up recruit and in the usual one combined
Not the best time to get LoV involved, it's cruel even
Also that one part of the page I added at the beginning was so interesting to look at and them I joked about 236 being similar. The only good thing with final arc being over is that I can say that Izuku didn't draw the parallel of seeing everyone hurt and seeing Tenko react on Mon's death
Understandable why, but it's funny to just look at them and be like, "wow Horikoshi traumatized them both"
#bnha#mhui#morning thoughts#not art#tenko shimura#shigaraki tomura#izuku midoriya#midoriya izuku#Still trying to assure myself that it's okay to tag whatever with whatever#If I get into drawing Izuku and Tenko interacting again this post is why#I don't prefer shipping stuff aside from here and there but some of the relationships are so interesting to look at#Izuku and Tenko one is one of my favorites and when PLF arc ended with Izuku looking behind who Tomura was on the outside was...#I can't describe it because I was SURE it was never happening and then it did and almost 3 years after that we get the actual thing#And then boom it's over#I thing knowing that AFO shows up in the 418 ruined it for me I saw people trying to predict it and stuff#But I hoped it wasn't gonna happen but I didn't know what would the other option be#So I was in 'we'll see' mindset for months and I'm okay with the end result... Kinda#It hurts really badly if I turn to my actual emotions#I was just thinking one day and while reading stuff decided to punch a pillow and suddenly it's like some wall broke and it hurt#It hurts now too actually just writing this#I thought because I wasn't processing this the way most people I saw in the fandom did with all of the hating on Horikoshi and stuff#AND hating on Izuku too!#I was either broken or a strange one even to the part of the fandom I tried to join for the first time in ages#While people were clinging to anything to keep deluding themselves that Tomura is alive#Or being openly angry on Twitter#It all was on Twitter actually because I have no power to really change what it shows if I don't just âignoreâ every single person there#I tried drawing through it but I slowly hit burnout with drawing absolutely nothing#I'm a bit better now and I tried different things instead so it's alright still a bit... Too much all at once since I had irl stuff too#I'm glad that I'm not known enough to be pressured about anything since I pressure myself enough already
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BABY WATCH 2024!
First 24 hours with the new kitten. Thought it was a she, but did a closer inspection earlier and Iâm leaning towards a he.
Anyway, the good stuff: he is the sweetest, most well behaved kitten I have ever seen. Heâs an angel. He spent most of last night sleeping on my chest. I havenât had such an actively affectionate cat in ages. The two I have now are sweet, but they donât really cuddle. This little dude does. This little dude is awesome. He follows me around, doesnât get into things heâs not supposed to, and instantly knew how to use a litter box. If he wasnât so young, Iâd think he was an abandoned indoor cat. But heâs baby. My baby. Still needs a name, though.
The not so good stuff: I DO NOT need another cat! I live in a small apartment with two other adult cats and a small dog. New cats are also expensive! Heâs gonna need shots and to get fixed and, to be painfully honest, I really donât know if I can afford that now. Shit, Iâm basically out of (human) food until I can get some cash on friday. Itâs rough. Iâm really anxious. I love this little guy. I didnât just pick a random kitten. Iâd seen him outside a couple of times and I just⊠I hated the idea of this way too trusting little guy trying to survive out in the world. He just kept crying out at me and following me. There are other stray cats around, but this one is so small and so sweet and he followed me home and he loves me so much I literally started crying while holding him bc I didnât want him to ever have to fight just to survive out there. I hate it. I mean, I love him, but it does make me feel kind of sick inside bc I know itâs not exactly a smart decision to take in a stray right now. Life sucks. Heâs curled up next to me in bed now and if he wasnât so tiny and sweet and wonderful, I might be okay not keeping him & letting him stay outside with his friends. Iâm glad heâs not a human baby or Iâd really be freaking out right now.
Anyway, Iâd die for him now so itâs a done deal. My baby now.
#baby watch 2024#I love him!!!!!#im also really anxious and sad about how Iâm going to afford/live with another cat#this is why I canât look at the adoptable cats at pet stores. it will 100% ruin my day.#absolute unobtainable dream would be to one day own a large piece of land and adopt/foster as many strays as possible#blegh⊠stressful#but heâs a little angel so itâs okay#itâll work out in the end#the juice is worth the squeeze as they say#a baby#I should say I do have a ton of experience with raising kittens#things were kinda⊠out of control when I was a kid#at one point my family had almost two dozen cats in the house which sounds terrible I know#hoarders level terrible#there were a few stray cats we fed and then took in#and then they turned out to be pregnant and had babies everywhere#so yeah we had a ton of kittens#we managed to get most of them adopted though so it wasnât like we were living with a horde of cats everywhere#just long enough for them to ween off milk and be adopted#it was a very rough time#so this past day Iâve been having a lot of flashbacks to taking care of kittens#skipping school to take care of them. in like 5th grade. stressful. not smart life decisions.#what can I say Iâm dumb as hell#this isnât important#you can ignore this#text#mine
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ohhhb venting...
#its getting bad again!#and i don't know how to talk about any of it#my brains main thoughts throughout the day are 'im going to fucking throw up' and 'i should kill myself'#the anxiety has been giving me legitimate chest pains lately (i think its the anxiety)#and i cant lie down to sleep without my brain going all ballistic and self deprecating#i relapsed sh again and i fucking hate it because i was almost a year clean#it got so bad my brother dmed me asking if im okay#i have to be positiveee this is a manic depressive episodeee i wont do anything permanent#i feel like im gonna throw up. and kill myself. i wont. but oh my fucking god i thought i was over this#i dont know what to tell my brother like do i admit im fucking losing my mind or do i try and keep it palatable.#like 'yeah ive been uhh convincing myself not to walk into the street on the way home wbu'#what even is there to say#i feel like im too much for what im worth#people care about me and it only makes their lives harder#people have problems and theyre all my fault#i wish i could just not exist. even if for a short period pf time#i feel like im bringing more stress and anger into this world than the good things that come of me#i feel like everyone that gives me a chance is going to end up hating me#i feel like everyone that loves me will only see who i really am and end up resenting me#i feel like i cant breathe without ruining something good for someone#im sorry#i dont think ill ever feel like im truly doing okay
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Hey everyone, life update, I went to Athens!!!
#thatâs it! just figured Iâd share some photos#I have like 1000 lol#but honestly guys it was so cool man#so much fun#I literally saw everything??? like I could cry#I almost ended up crying in agora man I was just so happy#high recs#donât let your dreams stay dreams#my face#I donât remember my face tag tbh#me#mine#Athens#oh also if anyone wants to see anything in particular let me know cause I donât even know how to choice my fav pics anymore#I cherise every moment I spent and every ruin temple god and cat that I saw#okay well have a great day!
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{ I am quite literally about to go over the edge and nothing can help. }
#{ My sister has been bleeding excessively for a month ir two without stopping. }#{ She's so extremely pale and her body is so cold. }#{ Her lips turned blue last night and the pink or her eyes is almost completely white. }#{ I've been awake since 2 AM last night freaking out over this as she went to the ER. }#{ My sister and my dad were there for two hours and the hospital refused to even call her name to see her. }#{ All because she doesn't have insurance. }#{ She could be fucking dying and they won't take her. }#{ I have been hysterical since 2 AM because of this and we don't know what to do anymore. }#{ The hospital was our last option and they refuse to do anything. }#{ I don't know how much longer I can do this. }#{ I don't know if I can pretend to be okay anymore just to spare people's feelings or not ruin their day. }#{ I'll be spending most of my time taking care of my little sister. }#{ Maybe I'll be here when I have time? Maybe I won't? I don't know anymore. }#{ It's not like it really matters anyway since I'm barely here. }#tw; negative#â [ ' ÊÊáŽáŽĄÉȘÉŽÉą áŽÒÒ sáŽáŽáŽáŽ. ' ] - ⥠ÊáŽÉŽáŽÉȘÉŽÉą/ᎠáŽÉŽáŽÉȘÉŽÉą âĄ#â [ ' áŽÊᎠáŽÉŽáŽ ᎥÊᎠÊáŽáŽáŽ
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guys. guys !!!!
#vanu is rambling#ok idk this is gonna b a happy post but i think there are lots of people who love me in this world. or at least enjoy my presence.#like i always always always ALWAYS doubt if my friends or family like me and in my head they all secretly hate me#but like for these past couple months things have been different.#i donât feel so left out (like i usually do in groups) or alone.#like my friends genuinely want me there like they always ask me to go places with them. and i almost always say no because im so busy or#i just cant but they still ask me everytime. yesterday the whole group was calling and playing a game and i got a bunch of texts like hey#where are you u shud join the call itâs rly fun ! but i just couldnât bring myself to talk to anyone at that moment.#today they were rly happy when i joined the call and idk it made me feel like. oh. maybe my friends do like me#and also i have two moods: iâm either super talkative or i go into my little shell and donât say anything/add to a convo. and like during#those moments theyâll be like hey u ok? or theyâll just listen to me talk about ceramics and how fun it is or how much i hate eating pears#and like. we laugh so much together. like i have so much fun with all of them i love every single one of them omg#and scary thing is we might not even be friends after we start college. but yk what? thatâs okay i donât wanna think about that.#because like who cares? iâm not gonna let my fears ab the future ruin my friendships. iâll always love them anyways. and weâll always call.#iâm glad i met them. theyâre all such beautiful and funny and amazing strong willed-people. they are my friends.#itâs just so crazy to me that they willingly want to spend time w me and are sad when i canât. and theyâre so understanding at the same time#they donât get mad about it. and like they have mad eng last year in high school so much more enjoyable.#someone told me that this is ur last year do things so when you look back you donât regret anything- so you can be proud of what you did#and my friends helped me with that. and like i still feel lonely the majority of the class because despite this thereâs like a permanent#stain of sadness right there at the bottom of my heart. but they make the hard days more manageable.#like iâve been on call with these people until ungodly hours at night just laughing and i go to sleep feeling a bit lighter.#they introduced me to the tech side of theater which i never thought iâd get into but here i am. they teach me silly facts and words in asl.#they taught me dances- knowing full well i SUCK at it- because we all had fun with it. theyve taught me itâs OKAY to be vulnerable in#friendships and that sometimes being open/yourself is quite literally the best thing you can do for your own soul and others. theyâre cool#people really. really cool people
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this post really is the blueprint for RR felix vs lover boy felixÂ
#literally RR felix is like an annoying piece of shit at first because he thinks hes got his life under control#and then he realises he doesnt and hes like omg everything is falling apart nothing matters let me get hedonistic and silly with it#then hes like wait no i want my life to be okay i want to be a good person :(#ASTRONIMIC crisis over that because he thinks hes gone past a line#(so much of RR thematically is feeling like you're a 'lost cause' bc of childhood trauma hehe)#and then lover boy felix is like oh i made positive progress with myself#but its just made me feel fragile because i feel like i have more to lose#mfs with trauma will finally reach a sense of peace in their life and its the opposite of peace because it makes them so scared#but its still funny because RR felix is like doing cocaine in the bathtub on a wednesday afternoon#lover boy felix works at a kindergarten and is probably well hydrated#i dont think he realises how much progress he's made and when he does that's when he gets scared#especially because now hes more intentionally unpacking his trauma which is a lot#but like instead of fucking people and fighting people and breaking into houses to cope he like gets a caramel frappe and has a cry#LMAO#because he's like one wrong move and ill go back to how i was and ruin everything (which he does almost do exactly that BUT)#he will return to being messy at some point though....gotta have him falter which will scare him so much#also has a mild gender crisis between all of this too#that's my infodump on tumblr of the day so many thoughts in my head that i cant do anything with#thats really cool dallon have you been evaluated for autism#lover boy is like the normal spongebob of my wips because its tragic and emotional#but the characters dont feel like theyre basically or literally fighting for their lives every day LOL#it's refreshing i cant lie
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Just had a really uncomfortable conversation with our landlord & his wife - basically he was angry at us for drilling 'so many' holes in the walls (we really, really haven't drilled many holes in the walls. though we did build a shelf a few days ago, that could have sounded like that I guess?) and that it's getting very annoying that we've been moving in for four months now (it's been three months, and the vast majority of that time we didn't do anything, especially not anything loud. the only thing that's happened in like the last month is that we brought home and set up that shelf, and the holes we drilled today).
And it's just.. so confusing. Because we always ask them when we do something that could be loud/bother them, and they always say it's completely fine and everything. I just quickly wanted to get the drilling done today because I had to borrow my brother's drill for it, so we didn't ask this time.
And mainly it's confusing because they've told us SO MANY TIMES that they can't hear us at all, that we never bother them and that they're so happy to have such nice and quiet tenants. Like?? Okay??? How does that make sense. Last week we're great and sooo quiet and today we've suddenly been super loud for "four months".
So anyway after they left and I almost had a panic attack I realised I didn't take my anxiety medication this morning. Now it makes sense at least.
#I have not felt like this in months#it's so scary#my brain immediately went to 'they hate us and they're kicking us out and I have to kill myself now because I can't handle this'#and seriously like. there were SO MANY random holes in literally every wall of this apartment that WE fixed when we moved in#so the few that we made really don't fucking matter like come on now#I don't know I'm really feeling bad#almost like I have a fever#I took my meds when I realised but I don't know if it was too late#I guess that's my day and possibly week ruined then#I was JUST starting to feel good. like things were finally almost done. I was so happy#hanging up those small shelves was the last thing basically#and now it's all just ruined and I wish I could go somewhere else and not be here ever again#great!!!#why can't I just have rich and nice parents that have a house that I can live in đ I'm not strong enough to live like this#why is renting an apartment just literally actually hell#I want to d.i.e.#okay I've vented I hope it'll be fine now. it doesn't feel like it will but. it better be#I'm just gonna go rewatch abbott elementary and cry now#personal
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Every few minutes or each minute I would make an "auhh", sound during the college tour
#i thought a puddle was a dog#and a metal circle in the floor was a monster#and when we sat in the light i almost fell alseep#i couldn't stop moving at all. it felt unbearable sometimes.#my brain couldn't seem to decide what it was feeling. multiple times i thought my day#multiple times today I thought my day was ruined.#at one point i couldn't talk anymore. so me and my mom just sat on the bench. i had to remind her about the tour though. i think she forgor.#lol i don't even want to go here.#i just feel like need to even out sometimes. instead of getting so shocked and sad. and then feeling normal and okay#i kept telling my mom everytime i saw a squirrel#there were so many . um . i think that was the best part. all the squirrels
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âNEEDINâ A RIDE REAL, REAL BAD!!â
HAIKYUU + THIGH RIDING áŻâ ft. bokuto koutarou, daichi sawamura, kuroo tetsurou, miya atsumu, sakusa kiyoomi, & ushijima wakatoshi x f!reader
contains : explicit smut (18+), thigh riding / dry humping, phone call (keep quiet n ride!), risky sex / very mild: cw exhibitionism, squirting, teasing, praise, kissing <3, hair pulling (you to them), orgasm denial, usage of pet names â 2.9K WC
note : yayya my first haikyuu post on here ! this is my response to this thirst here à«źê°Ë¶Ë ^ Ë̔˔ê±á hope u all have fun reading this <3
KUROO TETSUROU.
âWhoa whoa,â Kuroo coos through a breathy chuckle, big hand wrapping around your hip to hold you still against his thigh. âEasy now, pretty thing. Letâs pause for a second, okay?â
The sound of your protests and whines almost make him cave right off the bat. ââŠTetsu..â you sulk, corners of your lips curling into a sad pout even when he gives you an apologetic smile before heâs jutting his thumb to gesture at his phone, the irritating melody of his ringtone repeating itself as the screen lights up, âIncoming call from: Kenma!â displayed across the top.
âSorryy,â he huffs. âCanât. This oneâs important.â
Heâs giving you a reassuring squeeze around your hip, a silent reminder that heâll give you everything you need in a few minutes, but youâre not having any of that. Your arms come to stubbornly wrap around his neck before he can pick up the call, sugar sweet voice already making pleas only a second later.
On any other given day, you would have let him take the call with only an irritated huffâ just not today. Not with the way you can already feel your orgasm running away from you. âP-please, please Tetsu,â you sob, âI was so close. Canât wait any longer.. please?â
His eyes are widening a bit at the unfamiliar desperation in your voice, grunt slipping out when his cock reacts to it too, twitching and slapping against his stomachâ a reoccurring habit that seems to only occur whenever you give him that needy little look of yours.
âAwww,â he whispers, and you barely catch the strain in his voice. âWell Iâm sorry for ruining your moment, angel.â
Youâre practically purring as soon as you feel his hand come to lightly cup your jaw, immediately melting into his touch as he smiles in response. âAhâ fine,â Kuroo caves as soon as he sees your hands coming to cutely hold his wrist in place. âGuess i canât stop you if you need it so bad. But listen here..â
His thumb moves from your jaw, digit pressing into your bottom lip to angle your face at him. The look youâre giving him is just to die for, pouty lips soft against his thumb and youâre peering up at him through those pleady eyesâ as if there was even a single chance that Kuroo would ever deny his pretty girl of an orgasm in the first place.
âNothing crazy. Deal? Kenma hears and..â he presses a little harder into your lip, watching the way your tongue comes to swipe at the invasive finger. âMe and you? Are never hearing the end of it.â
Youâre swiftly nodding as soon as the words register, hands coming to rest on the muscles of his shoulders as you resume your movement the next second, gasping at the way your clit catches against his thigh. âKenma?â You hear him hum, tucking his phone between his cheek and shoulderâ quick and casual.
Maybe too casual.
âMmm,â his eyes flicker back towards you when you take in a sharp inhale. âSo itâs about that. You sure you donât wanna meet up to go over it?â
A loud gasp slips out from you when he abruptly grabs you by your waist, and your hands slam over your mouth, Kuroo tensing beneath you. ââŠHm? Yeah, Iâm listening.â He chuckles, regaining his composure in an instant as he starts to rock you back and forth against his legâ and fast.
The roughness has your face contorting, nails digging deep into his shoulders as you try and resist the strong hands guiding you back and forthâ try and slow him down a bit, delay your oncoming orgasm by even second if anything at all. You hadnât expected it to come back so fast, and.. you both knew good and well that you werenât gonna be able to stay quiet.
You give him a look, something resembling your best attempt at a glare, but heâs ignoring itâ casually chatting with kenma about something you canât quite catch. Youâre only left to bite your lip, eyebrows deeply furrowed as you desperately fight the knot tightening inside your belly, thighs clamping against his own as he flexes his quad straight into you.
âOh,â Kuroo says, hand leaving your waist to pick up his phone again, finger hovering over the âmuteâ button, and your body is falling limp onto his chest, hands balancing yourself on him as you peer up at him through tired eyes and a heavy pant. âActually..â
â..Looks like I got a bit of a problem to take care of here first.â He smiles. âSo give me a minute, yeah?â
MIYA ATSUMU.
âGonna have to keep that pretty voice of yours down.â Atsumuâs lips brush against the shell of your ear, big hands tight around your hips as he drags you up and down his thigh. âOr âSamuâs gonna hear ya.â
Your hips stutter against his leg, drawing a sharp gasp from you- and he curses under his breath. Osamu would be back any second now, and yet heâs got you seated on him, your lounge shorts pulled to the side so he can draw one quick orgasm out of you before the three of you head out for dinner.
Because youâ Atsumuâs impatient lil bunny, or so he calls you, just couldnât wait until after the dinner to get a quick treat.
ââM trying.â You whisper, voice breathless and whiny, and you tighten your embrace around his middle, burying your face deep into the fabric of his sweater. âFeels âs good⊠so goodâ need more..â
âI know, I knowâ later, yeah?â He sounds unsteady from how roughly heâs moving you against him, muscles of his thigh flexing and hardening underneath you. âGonna give it to ya real good. stuff ya nice and full. Howâs that sound, dirty girl?â
You want that.
You know exactly how easy itâd be for him to get you gushing underneath his cock if it werenât for your insistence on him not cumming. And well.. it kind of made sense to himâ considering how your last creampie went. His mind thinks back to how you looked with his cum dribbling down your thighs as you nervously clamped them together, and how no one seemed to noticed the juices dripping into a neat little puddle beneath you.
Itâd be so easyâ heâs got you all mapped out and knows you like the back of his hand. He could just push those pretty thighs of yours up to your face, hold them nice and still as he pummels the deep spot inside you that has you chanting his name over and over, and your cunt would be gushing right after that.
ââTsumu.â You choke out, tightly latching onto him like a koala, ââM gonna cum..!â
âYou are, arenât ya? I can tell.â He groans, and his thigh bounces up into you, mumbling a curse under his breath when you squeal at the roughness. âShow me that pretty face when youâre lettinâ go.â
A couple more rolls of your hips and youâre gasping and stuttering against him, Atsumu pulling you just right against his thigh as your eyes slam shut, knot inside you violently snapping in an instant as you tremble underneath him, your mouth falling open in a silent scream.
âThatâs my fuckinâ girl.â His voice comes out deep and breathy, hands tightening their grip on you. âRide it all out fâ me, rela- oh s-shit.â
Your eyes widen as soon as the sound of footsteps registers in your mind, and your head swiftly turns back to see that Atsumuâs already pulling your shorts back over your cunt, your juices immediately soaking through the fabric as he holds you flush against his chest, big hand cradling the back of your head.
ââTsumu..!â You whisper, but heâs shushing you with gentle strokes along the back of your head.
âWhat, âSamu?â he calls out, his mind putting together a silent prayer that his twin was not about to open the door.
His prayers go unanswered.
âYou two ready yet?â Osamuâs asking as soon as he flings open the door, the knob accidentally slipping through his grasp, and your door crashes against your wall with a loud thud a second later.
You faintly hear him mutter an âoopsâ before his eyes are finally falling on you, brow raising at the sight of you clinging tightly onto atsumu as your chest heaves up and down.
SAKUSA KIYOOMI.
âWhat?â you can feel your concentration falter as soon as the sound of Sakusaâs voice reaches you, and youâre immediately wiping at the frustrated tears that have begun to collect along your lashes. âCanât cum like that?â
Youâre quick to shake your head, and he doesnât miss the slight tremble to your lips. Cute.
Sakusa had his doubts about this idea of yours from the start. He knows how needy you always getâ knows that despite that innocent face of yours, your cuntâs anything but. Itâs greedy. Something like this was probably not gonna be able to get you to finish, and he knew that.. but a part of him was just curious.
What he wasnât expecting, however, was to see you this frustrated. Your chest is rising up and down with each angry pant, arm coming to rub at your nose from the occasional sniffle after being denied orgasm after orgasm.
And him? heâs never felt such a strong ache before. The dark spot on his shorts are a tell-tale sign that heâs been leaking with pre-cum, and he can practically feel it starting to drip down his cock. Neither of you were doing so well, and if he was being honest, heâs on the verge of flipping you over and putting you in a mating pressâ but the small voice inside him wants to see you come undone on his thighs. Badly.
Heâs just gotta see how you look.
âNeed your cock, Omi.â You mumble, rising onto your knees to scoot further up, but heâs stopping you only a second later. âOmi? Why..?â
âNo.â he says flatly. âYou donât.â
âI do!â Youâre protesting immediately after, hands balancing on his shoulders. âCanât finish without itâ ah!â
You yelp when heâs roughly pulling you back down, his quad flexing as soon as your cunt makes contact with his leg. The hands around your hips are tight, and Sakusaâs setting a rhythm only a moment later, keeping the muscles of his legs firm and flexed to better rub against your clit.
âW-wait!â Youâre stammering, whining straight into his ear as you frantically latch onto him. He lets you bury your face into the crook of his neck as he works you closer to your high, forcing you into a mind-numbing pace to have you flying right off the edge in a few more seconds.
âYou canâ donât fight it.â His voice comes out as a deep grunt, a result of his dragged out attempts at ignoring the borderline painful throb of his cock, and oh- he was so going to take you in a mating press after this. The second youâre finished gushing, he was gonna flip you over and finally rid himself this irritating ache.
âOmi!â You sob, eyes clenching shut as your hips start to stutter, and he can feel you trembling underneath his hands. âOmi.. O-omiâ âm close!â He only responds by roughly pressing his thigh up against you, thick muscle hitting your clit just right as you choke out a scream, finally gushing all over his thighs.
âSee?â He exhales, breath hitching in his throat when your nails dig deep into his back, his hands slowly moving you up and down to ride out your high.
âYou can.â
DAICHI SAWAMURA.
âFeeling good, huh? Donât try to fight it.â
Daichi grunts when you tug at his hair a little harder, face buried deep into his front as you desperately hump his leg. Heâs gentle with you, strong hands guiding you up and down his leg, but heâd be lying if he said his patience wasnât starting to wear thin.
The sweet nothings heâs been whispering into your ear this entire time are starting to sound a lot less like cooing and a lot more like grunting.
He couldnât help it. He can feel you so so vividly, feel your juices dripping down the sides of his thigh and hear you moaning straight into his chest. You were soaked through and through, and itâs taking everything in him to stay patient and let you have this.
âThere you go.â Heâs praising you when you grind against him particularly hard, ignoring the way his shorts are feeling painfully tight around his cock. âJust like thatâ move exactly like that.â
âDaichi,â you whine. ââM getting so closeâ feels so good.â
âYeah?â He exhales deeply, and the way his cock twitches suddenly has him groaning, hands squeezing a bit too hard against your hips as you wince. âDaichi..?â
âOops, sorry princess.â Heâs clenching his jaw, giving you a weak smile as you wrap your arms around him. âThatâs my bad. Donât mind me, okay? Just.. worry about yourselfâ this is all about you right now.â
USHIJIMA WAKATOSHI.
You werenât as subtle as you thought.
His legs just looked so strong, so perfect to sit on, and you couldnât help yourself. He didnât seem to think too much of it when you first sat a little lower than you usually did, straddling his mid thigh as he flipped through another manga that Tendou had lent him earlier that week.
Just subtle movements up and down his thigh was your original plan, but it didnât take very long for him to catch on.
âWhat are you doing?â Ushijimaâs voice has you jolting from where youâre seated on his left thigh, his gaze now on you and the way youâre frantically waving your arms around in defense, barely able to stammer out a âN-nothing!â
You just barely catch the way his eyebrow raises in suspicion. It has you moving off him the next second, but heâs tossing aside the manga, big and strong hands easily wrapping around your hips to keep you planted on him.
âDonât leave yet.â He says, stern and flat, but you catch the hint of curiosity swirling deep in his eyes.
The familiar heat of embarrassment is flooding to your face in an instant, and your head hangs low. âS-sorry, Toshi.â You mumble, fiddling with the hem of your shirt. âYour thighs just looked so big, just wanted to⊠ride them.â
Itâs silent.
You work up the courage to snack a glance at him again, now faced with the sight of his head tilted a bit, as if confused by your confession. âB-but!â You continue, mouth already running off on its own. âForget it, okay? It might be weirdâ Toshi..?â
It was just one little flex of his quad, one that had the muscle pushing up against your clit, but the way his name rolled off your tongue sounded sinful. You can feel his grip around your hips tightening a bit, and heâs leaning in to close the gap between the two of you.
âWouldnât it feel better like this?â
BOKUTO KOUTAROU.
It started off with an accidental brush of his knee against your cunt.
Bokuto had always been eager with his kisses. He had you pinned down on his mattress, body hovering over yours as he moved his lips against your ownâ and he hadnât even noticed anything different until he heard you suddenly moan into his mouth. Heâs pulling away the next second, eyes wide as he tries gauging your reaction again, bringing his knee back to rub over your cunt. And ⊠just like clockwork, your eyes clench shut and you choke back a gasp.
He swallows thickly.
Only five minutes later and heâs got you seated on his thigh, moving you back and forth with a needy grunt, his free hand squeezing your cheeks as he forces you to look up at him. âDonât look away, âkay?â
âYou look prettyâ pretty like that. I just wanna see.â
The look on his face isnât much different from yours. His mouth is slightly parted in desperate pants, deep red spreading across his cheeks at the sight of you feeling good on his leg. Heâs swallowing deeply before he takes in a sharp inhale right after, already pussy drunk and his dick hasnât even touched you yet.
The way your face starts to contort when youâre rapidly approaching your high has him just hoping he doesnât end up finishing untouched. Itâs throbbingâ absolutely aching with need and as soon as you start sobbing his name, he can feel his patience shatter into thin pieces.
You let out a loud yelp as soon as your back hits the mattress, Bokuto looming over you with a strained look on his face as he rushes to line his tip up with your hole. âS-sorry.â His voice is just above a growl. âI canât help it after all. Itâs okay though, right? Gonna make you feel good.â
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got fired today!! love my life
#the company i work for does layoffs at all the stores every year around this time so i knew it was coming but i never thought it would be me#and on the phone they literally said i did nothing wrong and my regional manager said iâm a great worker and wanted me to stay#but payroll is too high so they had to cut a lot of people who work full time#so basically the only reason they would give me for letting me go is i work a lot and they donât want to pay that much??#meanwhile there are so many people there who donât show up for their shifts and when they do show up they do nothing all day#literally sobbed in my car for an hour#luckily theyâre still paying me for the shifts i was scheduled for this week and i have a second job so itâs not the end of the world#but this was my main job and i loved it and it sucks that theyâre letting me go after confirming i did nothing wrong#the guy on the phone was nice about it at least but i almost laughed when he said have a great day at the end#like you just gave me the worst news ever and completely ruined my day but okay!#vent#lj.txt
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older rafe and his disgustingly young gf!
Rafe was a busy, busy man. He was the CEO of a company so he was constantly busy. He still had to take care of his little sister Wheezie, but with his busy schedule he just couldnât!
which is where you came in. Rafe hired you to babysit Wheezie while he worked his shifts. you only ever had a real conversation with Rafe during the interview. You were so nervous and panting because he just kept gazing at you in ways that made you feel all hot and bothered!
it didnât help the shirt you wore was basically bursting at the seems! you took it to a dry cleaners the day before but they screwed up. :( Rafe couldnât keep his eyes off you, palming himself throughout the whole interview. Using all of his willpower to stop from jumping over the table and fucking you right there. his questions were a bit redundant but he needed to keep himself calm. He knew he had to have you, so he hired you on the spot and that was that!
You rarely saw Rafe, only getting a few short glimpses before he left for work in the morning! when your babysitting was over he would come home, pay you, and walk upstairs without a word. it made you a lil upset, did he just not want you anymore? you knew the interview wasnât just your imagination.
but what you didnât know is that he did want you. so fucking bad. he had to rush up the stairs so he wouldnât act on his impulses. but it was just so fucking hard with the skirts you wore and the pretty lashes that made every blink you took look like you were begging.
he had to get away from you as quickly as possible so he wouldnât ruin what little respect you probably had for him.
eventually you got tired of it and just wanted him, regardless of the punishment. you started calling him Mr. Cameron and pushing him for small talk. everytime he responded youâd look up at him with your doe eyes and hands behind your back. pushing your chest out just a little bit and appearing submissive for him. you knew how men worked!
he got antsy very very quickly. Rafe loved how eager to please you looked, how dumb and fuckable you seemed to get when he was around. but he couldnât ruin you. touching you in every way he wanted could ruin his reputation, but honestly he didnât care anymore.
Rafe came home late one day, a hard meeting with an asshole CEO of another company ending in a yelling match, and having to come home just to remember Wheezie was at a friends house.
He thought youâd be gone by now, considering there was nothing left for you to do. but he was so fucking wrong. Rafe walked into the kitchen, looking for his bourbon. after pouring himself a glass, he walked into the dining room just to see you on the floor cleaning up.
the clothes you were in didnât help, they fit you like a glove and leaved almost nothing to the imagination. you had on a tiny pink skirt, a lacy top with buttons down to the hem, and one of his jackets on.
you looked up, a smirk almost rising to your lips, but you knew you had to keep the act up.
âoh my! âm so sorry Mr. Cameron! i was trying to clean up the house for you but i broke a glass. and it was so cold i thought maybe it would be okay if i wore your jacket but i can-â
âshut the fuck up.â Rafe snapped. all patience lost. he took of his coat and unbuttoned his cuffs. you went to stand up but he stopped you.
âdid i tell you to get up?â you shook your head, letting it drop back down. âexactly, stay on the fucking floorâ
you clasped your hands in your lap, gazing down. Rafe circled around you as if to figure out his next move, while you tried not to make one.
âdo you think this is funny? teasing me and practically whoring yourself out just to see if iâll finally touch you?â you glanced up, wanting to explain yourself but he stopped you.
âeyes down. or youâll be leaving here high and dry without my hands on you.â you listened to his every word, wanting nothing less than to please him so you could get exactly what you wanted.
Rafe walked over to a chair at the head of the table and sat down. he spread his legs and slouched, allowing yourself to see the bulge poking out of his dress pants. âcome here.â he whispered. you hesitated for a second, before moving to stand once more.
âJesus fucking Christ, how many times do i have to say donât fucking stand up. i want you to crawl like the needy puppy you are.â
crawling over to him, you tried your best to keep your head down and stay quiet. you whimpered only slightly when you realized how dirty your knees must be.
Rafe lifted your head by placing his thumb under your chin. he leaned down, pressing a kiss to your lips. you moved closer, eager to get more of him, but he didnât let you.
he shoved you back, landing on your palms with your chest pushed in the air. Rafe slowly unbuckled his pants, pulling off his belt. he stood up and grabbed you with ease, placing you on his lap and sitting down.
âcâmon baby take what you need. iâll be nice from now on, swear.â
you nodded eagerly, unzipping his pants and pulling him out of his boxers. his tip was a flushed shade of pink, the slightest bit of precum leaking from the head.
completely losing your confident facade from early and stuttering only slightly you stroked him slowly, watching as his head tilted back in pleasure.
âcan i suck you off please? wanna taste you!â you pleaded, cheeks flushed with need.
ânah baby, wanna cum inside you. just lemme fuck you first and weâll see about that afterwards.â he mumbled, tapping your hips twice to get you to lift up.
he moved your panties to the side, sliding inside you without any warning. the pain was pleasurable and uncomfortable at the same time.
the first few movements of yours were slow, with him not almost as if he was still hesitant. still gripping onto the last little bit of decorum he had. but the second you let out that sickeningly sweet moan right by his ear, he couldnât take it anymore.
Rafe grabbed your hips fucking up into without a care in the world. you moaned out loud, echoing through the house. tears welled in your eyes from the sheer pleasure Rafe was giving you. he moved his left hand to arch your back onto his chest, forcing his cock deeper into you.
ân-need you to cum first pup, donât care about nutting right now. wanna feel âya, fuck, cumming around my tip!â
you could only nod your head, the slightest bit of drool dripping out of your mouth. Rafe watched it fall, licking it up and moaning at the taste of you. he was so fucking gross.
âpleasepleaseplease baby, lemme kiss youâhe mumbled against your lips, pressing closer and closer as he awaited your response. you were so fucked out you could barely respond!
he slapped your cheek, thrusting inside you with hard fast strokes, jackhammering into you.
âwords baby, use themâ
you whined out a yes and pressed your lips to his, surely bruising them.
Rafe snuck a hand around your front to press his thumb to your clit, putting pressure on it before rubbing it in circles. the hand he kept on your hip made its way up to your neck, choking you in the best way.
the difficulty and strain of not being able to breathe fully made your eyes roll to the back of your head. you could barely think with the lack of oxygen reaching your brain. Rafe watched as your eyes glazed over, smirking when he saw you wheeze out a whimper. loosening his grip only slightly, he pulled you closer to him.
âcum for me in the next 10 seconds or you wonât be able to breathe until iâm done.â he whispered in your ear.
starting the countdown, he watched as your hips met his every thrust. by the time he got to 6 you were ready to black out, but that rush of euphoria hit and you spasmed on top of him.
your back arched, a scream combined with a moan wrenching itself out of your throat.
the strength of your orgasm making you slump against him, coaxing his orgasm as he saw how pliant you became against him.
he rubbed your back, kissing up your neck as he let you fall asleep and letting your whole body become relaxed. Rafe patted down your ruffled hair and stayed inside of you, letting his cum plug you up. you were gonna be his forever.
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