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#pausing my essay to make a tumblr post in the hopes it will stop my panic attack bc uhhh what do you mean its november#what do you mean time for these applications are running out what do you mean i have to write 4 essays what do you mean my brain wont work#because i have the brain wont work disorder what do you mean i have to also keep on top of my grandparents bc now that im not with them#my grandmother has essentially stopped taking her alzheimers medication and my grandfather is just lying about her condition#what do you mean i didnt get the scholarship i wanted (listen this isnt a shock to me it was highly competitive and i figured i wouldnt#get it) (BUT STILL) so now im hauling absolute ass trying to get a job where my mom works so we can share the car#and im STILL constantly thinking of my grandma who i know is miserable where she is bc theyre alone and i know theyre lonely and miss me#and theyve asked about me every single day since we got back from brasil and im trying not to feel guilty bc i know thats pointless#but its also hard not to hurt for them and also i have to WRITE THIS FUCK ASS ESSAY WHEN ALL I WANT TO DO IS ROT IN BED#AND SHINY HUNT BC I MISS SHINY HUNTING AND ALSO IM GETTING MY PERIOD SOON AND IM BREAKING OUT AND#I MISS MY BED AND WRITING FUN STUFF AND MY FRIENDS AND NOT FEELING LIKE AN IMPENDING CLOUD OF DOOM AND DESPAIR#IS HOVERING OVER ME AND GETTING CLOSER WITH EACH PASSING DAY#hm. not helping with getting rid of my panic attack. maybe i need. to have a small cry and then some water.#okay bye for now 🫰🥰#personal
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the new girl at one of my favorite bakeries called me pretty this morning and it literally melted all my stress away 🥺
#kai.rambles#i was feeling sad bc my grandma is in the hospital and when i went to visit her they wouldn’t let me pass bc my license is expired#which okay ik that’s my fault but i took my passport with me just in case and the guy straight up told me that it wasn’t a valid form of id#and im like yeah tf it is ITS A PASSPORT and he said no#and while i was waiting for my mom to come down to the lobby an old lady came in and he turned her away for the same thing#and dudeee okay you turn me away fine fuck off but an old ladyyy??? at that age they don’t pay attention to that just let her pass#and then he argued with another woman bc she brought a flower arrangement and it had water so he couldn’t allow it HELLOOO??!?#so i had to leave and went to go get breakfast for my mom at least bc she stayed the night and i was supposed to stay the day#and when i came back to give her the food she told me that the nurse that was with my grandma asked what happened bc she wasn’t expecting#my mom to return and when my mom told her she immediately got so angry bc that same guy#didn’t allow her and a couple other nurses to bring in a cake for one of the residents#who’s birthday is today and they had a full on argument this morning#so it was all in all awful and now my mom has been there for more than 20 hours until later tonight when my aunt goes over :(#anyway this turned into a whole rant im sorry but im so mad bc i know for a FACT that a passport is a valid form of id#and he was just being a fkn dick#but the girl called me pretty and it took some stress off and she really liked my blush#and i liked hers so we had a little makeup 101 exchange and it was so nice at least 🥺#and i have a couple cute asks to answer that have made my day as well so i’ll get to those in a few 🥰
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I acknowledged the whole "write the most extremely self-indulgent fic you want, nobody can stop you and it's good for your brain!" advice as good before, because yeah having fun while you write is important! It helps you learn and grow!
But never have I understood it as much as I do now. I managed to cram hyperspecific Jedi lore, hyperspecific kyber crystal and lightsaber construction lore, a new Master/Padawan team figuring out their dynamic, a fun not-SWTOR-canon character that doesn't technically show up at any point in this era of Star Wars but I know exists at this point in Star Wars so I'm seizing the opportunity to use them, and a fanon followup of sorts on one of my favorite Tales of the Jedi (comic) story arcs into this thing. AND I got to write a fight scene that is more or less set to Paramore's Born for This from the Riot! album, which I have ALWAYS wanted to do because it's perfect for one but could never find the right spot to use it until now.
This fic is essentially a 4-episode TCW/Rebels-esque "filler" story arc but set in between the SWTOR 7.3 and 7.4 story updates, packed with the most wildly indulgent KateBait stuff I could possibly fit into it.
I am LIVING here. 🥰
#K8 Rambles about Writing#*vibrating because i want to talk about it but also i actually WANT to post this (who AM i?!?!?) so i don't wanna spoil it*#my only problem is that there is SO MUCH EXPOSITION i have to front-load this thing with or else a lot of stuff isn't gonna make sense#and my brilliant self thought sticking gnost-dural my consular and talos into one scene to deliver it and NONE OF THEM UNDERSTAND BREVITY#LEARN TO SUMMARIZE PEOPLE it's like listening to my mom tell a story and stick about twenty digressions into it 🤣😭#but yeah the moment i realized “wait this bit where a character uses music as a distraction WHAT IF I USE BORN FOR THIS”#my brain did the thor YYYYYYEEEEEESSSSSS!!!! thing from ragnarok and it was GLORIOUS 🥰#when i post the thing (I WILL POST THIS THING I WILL FINISH THIS THING) i gotta figure out how to link audio files in the post#so you can play the song as you read#it is not needed to read this at all. the scene flows perfectly the same without it. but it elevates the Vibes okay trust me 🤣
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I love my soon to be husband very much. He is so pretty and has a lovely voice and just the most squishable cheeks that I could pepper in kisses always
Not only that but I love his love and his eyes and the way he looks good in any lighting. I love that he sings and plays an instrument. I love how confident he is but I also love seeing him more vulnerable. I love him wholly not only for the good parts of him but also for his flaws.
Truly it is so, so nice loving him and I'll forever be over the moon in love with him 💕
#: ̗̀➛ 𝖔𝖗𝖎𝖔𝖓 rambles ✧˖*°࿐#It's Venti loving hours okay#I apparently have a lot to say tonight#... I don't care there's no point getting in my head about it#I love my husband and would hundred percent kill for him#Peppering him in kisses is my favourite hobby#And the sound of his giggles lightens my heart#Don't worry bbg one day I'll see you face to face and I am so planting kisses all over your face 🥰#... It's so funny to me using bbg for my f/o's#He is my babygurl and my muse and my everything 🥰🥰#Also just got permission (more like my mom's blessing lmfao)#To marry Venti and I'm 🥰🥰🥰#(I'm a legal adult I can marry without her blessing but shh#I wanted her blessing)#Venti is officially mother approved#(he was always mother approved)
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When this plays over the Sydcarmy sex scene in Season 5, what then? 🥴
#okay i'll stop being a 🤡 now#also happy wga/sag-aftra strike to the cast and crew of the bear! 🥰🥳#the bear#the bear fx#the bear hulu#sydcarmy#sydney adamu#carmen berzatto#chefs kiss#the bear is a mom & pop restaurant established in 2023.#charged and sexy#sydney x carmy#carmy x syd#carmen x sydney#Spotify
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thought about it and why are the parents in salt lake practically in a competition to be the worst parent ever ( other than kourtney’s ofc what a queen) like. why are they all not that good at parenting at all 😭
#skill issue 🗣️🗣️ (jk)#like lynne especially in season one was pissing me OFF#and ofc cash caswell can literally die idc#ash’s parents are NEVER there#big red’s parents are okay but why r u making him work on new year’s eve 😭#when u know that all of his friends are out having fun 😔#ricky’s dad was literally a waste of my energy watching man he doesn’t have a brain sorry 😭#like none of them are kourtney’s mom’s level she is just goated like that#AND TERRI FOR FFS#SHE CAN ACC LEAVE HERES THE DOOR 🚪#I DO NOT FW TERRI SHE CAN FUCK OFF 🥰#anyways#😃#hsmtmts#hsmtmts parents are just kinda shit aren’t they😭
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So my nose isn’t fractured but the internal bruising is pretty gnarly they said so they gave me some anti nausea and some pain medication and said I’m good to go so yay not broken and medical professionals validated me and my level of pain and helped me get pain management! Success!
#We talked and we think it was pretty dislocated and I relocated it and the bruising is from the fall and the relocating#and my cat head butting me directly in the nose this morning#So like with my hEDS diagnosis it makes sense that it probably would’ve broken on someone with ‘normal’ cartilage and mine just dislocated#but the swelling and pain and general not okayness is still there so they gave me pain management#drs who listen to their patients and do their jobs my beloved <3#my best friend and mom are spoiling me tonight by letting me go out and do my normal bestie night even though I’m on pain meds & can’t drive#my best friend came and picked me up so we could go pick up dinner and hang out and my mom is coming to pick me up cuz I’m sleepy and ouchie#and it’s bed time for this little guy#but I needed my weekly bestie night but I’m bad at asking for accommodations but I finally did this time and everything is a okay 🥰#I am high on pain meds and I’m feeling fairly okay my dudes#camshitposts
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i think him saying "im so glad i had a little girl" while he's in me would fix me. maybe
#not rebloggable because i dont want people attracted to me in a girl way on here. but um. ummm. i think dad can call me a girl#as a treat#also good 'im so glad my kid's a fucking slut' or anything along those lines#sighhhh 🥰 daddddd i love my dad. yay!#he raped* me this morning and i cant stop thinking about it#but he said he's sorry and he bought me a coffee so its okay... right? he said i cant tell mom or she'll hate me ;-;#n he said he had to put it in my ass cuz mom won't let him and im just soo tight he couldn't help himself :<#(*cnc. as usual. it was supposed to actually hurt i didnt prep in advance but um. he started in my pussy before switching to my ass and i#came before he switched and that made me relaxed enough it didnt even hurt 🫣 but i pretended it did anyway for fun)#dad
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Agsgdgd I'm not on Facebook and havent logged in since like 2017 or so
Anyway my mom posted that it was my bday and wrote this really nice post and all day she's been shouting across the house whose wished me a happy birthday
#most i was like mhm thanks but some it felt really nice to hear#especially since i havent really had anyone but my parents and friends acknowledge my bday since i was like 17?#when i turned 20 or 21 idr i got like absolutely 0 happy birthday calls or texts and i was really fucking sad ab that like gee thanks#milestone year and all... fuck yall too... and like i got a hbd from my parents. my two best friends at the time. and my eye doctor that I#went to like once. my mom had to call my aunt to 'remind' her and my grandpa to say hbd and god it felt so hollow :/#anyway now whenever i get any from people i know it feels really special...#also my allergist's office texted me to say my dr says happy birthday AGSGSGSGDG like umm okay??#ive been going to yall for like 10+ years 😭 is this bc yall finally have my number??#they had been texting my dad's number for years despite me saying thats not MY number and i finally got#them to change it 😭 bitch#marquilla#anyway anyways Family Friend Manager wished me a hbd 🥰 that felt nice
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I am once again seeing parallels (kinda)
#okay maybe Joe was more similar to Bambi’s mom in terms of personality but HE’S NOT DEAD#ok I think this is the last one#I love both of these media so much 🥰#my ramblings
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me and my mom justifying the lowkey shitty things my dad says by saying. yeah he's gonna take us to a vacation on saturday so it's okay 🥰
#berry's shitposts#i had enough sense to realize#no i don't think it really was okay#he kept saying shit towards my mom and she tried brushing it off by going#“............ok lng kase magpapaouting ka eh 🥰”#i remember him saying even worse shit than lowkey bodyshaming my mom 💀#but it was said so passively in a joking manner when it wasn't even fucking funny. idk.#sigh i don't even remember anymore
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We need more Genya content. Any headcanons on him and Nemi in modern time? Any headcanons of him and you and Giyuu?
We do need more Genya content 😔 In modern time, him and Nemi are inseparable and get along well in their own weird way lol.
Like Nemi would say, “You’re such an annoying little brother” and Genya would respond “Love you too Nemi” kekeke
Everyone else thinks they hate each other with how aggressive and loud they can get but they actually couldn’t live without one another. Always going out to the same places together and if they become regulars at some places, they’re just known as the siblings that are always together. Genya also definitely gets mistaken as the older brother for being taller and it irritates Sanemi anytime some stranger asks. “I’m the oldest, actually. This twerp is five years younger than me.”
Some headcanons for Genya me and Giyuu is that Genya visits pretty often. He just likes to chat with us and fill us up on his day while I cook him some good fulfilling meals ☺️ Sometimes Nemi comes over and we’re all just hanging out, watch a movie, chat, play some video games. As much as Nemi taunts Giyuu, he still enjoys him. Thanked him once for being a friend with his little brother when he came over to pick up him up and never again. Gets angry if anyone mentions it. Will aggressively tell me and Giyuu thanks for the food and to take care as he huffs out the door.
#Genya accidentally called me mom#and got so red#hid in the bathroom to cool down#came back and apologized but I told him it was okay hehe#domestic life with Giyuu and our somewhat adopted son Genya 🥰🥰#crimsonkenjii answers#crimsonkenjii rambles
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Today was such a mixed bag in terms of events that happened (so much happened 😳) but I’m currently riding the high of having found the perfect dress that makes me genuinely feel pretty and happy about my body! The last time that happened was prom 10 years ago with a ridiculous ball gown I’ll never wear again lol but that’s not even the best part! The best part of this perfect dress that will work for all occasions- casual get togethers, weddings, date nights, etc depending on jewelry and outerwear- is that it was found at a thrift store for $5!! Literally could not have been more perfect 🥰 after 3 kids I had kind of resigned myself to never really liking my body again and was focusing on body neutrality. But this dress gave me such a confidence boost! I didn’t even know it was possible.
#personal#like sure okay two of my three kids were stung by bees today#and two separate plans in two different locations were ruined because of said bees#btw did you know that if you get stung and go to your car to get away from the bees that they can somehow follow your car? who knew?#and maybe one child got a really bad nosebleed while also dealing with a bee stings#and maybe there was a bathroom accident due to a child not letting us know they had to go quickly enough#but hey! who cares about any of that! I got a great new dress 🥰#oh also my mom went thrift shopping with me and while I was picking her up her neighbor had a free giant doll house on the curb!#so we also got a super awesome dollhouse that the kids are in love with 😊#also the bee stung kids are absolutely fine we dont seem to be dealing with any allergies#the baby was actually the first one to get stung (🥺😣) but she’s fine#she didn’t even cry and kept looking at me like I was crazy when I was worrying over her#meanwhile I was stung a few weeks ago and it hurt so badly!#my baby is making me look like… well…. a baby lol
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I JUST FINISHED EPISODE EIGHT AND AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
I LOVED IT SOOOOO MUCH 😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🥰🥰🥰!!!!
OKAY FIRST OF ALL ISAAACCCCC MY BOYYY 🥰🥰🥰😭❤️❤️. He's been going through it but AAAHHHHH HE GRABBED THE ASEXUAL BOOK!!! I am so proud of him 🥰🥰🥰 though sir did you steal that- anyway he is in fact the most adorable ever and I love him with my whole heart 🥰🥰🥰🥰❤️❤️❤️ <3333 :)) :DD!!! He <33.
TAO AND ELLE ARE SO ADORABLEEE!!!! AND ELLE'S GOING TO LAMBERT :'DDD!!! AND ALSO THEY'RE OFFICIALLY BOYFRIEND AND GIRLFRIEND!!!!!! WHOOOOO :'DDDD 🥳🥳🥳🎉🎊!!! AND WHEN THEY FIRST SAW EACH OTHER FOR PROM 😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ STOP I LOVE THEM SO MUCH 🥰. Also their dancing SLAYED like yes they were holding up the dance floor out there 😌 (I think one of them said something like that to one of them but if not eh I still say it lol). And their pictures 🥰🥰. So cute <3. Also poor Tao trying to read her dad xD. But yeah love them so much <3333.
MY TEACHERSSSS!!!! MY TEACHER BABEYSSSS!!!! MR. AJAYI AND MR. FAROUK :'DDDDD!!!! I LOVE THEM SO MUCH 😭😭😭❤️❤️🥰🥰🥰🥰. ALSO THE SCENE OF THE COUCH (SINGH?) TELLING HIM TO INVITE HIM SLFJGHDKHLS LOVELY. Speaking of though is every teacher at this school gay xD. Like I don't mind it at all but xD- anyway they are in fact THE most adorable <333. Also SO glad they're slightly more functional than our teenagers (though tbh who knows if it's because they're adults) and didn't just go "oh yeah :')" about it being something they shouldn't have done lol. But AAHHHH he invited him out :'D and AAAHHHHHH they're so cute 🥰🥰🥰🥰❤️😭❤️❤️. Good crying, lol <3. I love them your honor :)).
IMOGENNN :OOO??! MY GIRL!! ARE YOU CRUSHING ON SAHAR?? :DDD?? Either way love you girl happy for you over all 🥰🥰🥰. Hope you do find someone if you want though :)) ❤️❤️❤️🥰. Love her <3.
Also I know we barely saw her but Tori always so hard 😌😌😌. As always, lol xD. I love her so much <333. Just- HER <333 🥰🥰❤️😭. Good tears xD :)).
TARA AND DARCY MY BABES 😭😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️. POOR TARA THE WHOLE DAY WAITING FOR DARCY AND WORRYING ABOUT HER 😭😭😭💔❤️. AND POOR DARCY OF COURSE ALONE AND LITERALLY SLEEPING AT A PARK 😭😭😭😭💔💔❤️. But then her finally showing up :')). BUT TARA HAVING GONE TO FIND HER 😭😭😭❤️❤️. I cry because they love each other so much and she wanted to make sure Darcy was okay but also because they missed each other xd. And VJEUANDPK DARCY'S MOMMMM- I AM READY TO KILL AND MAIM THANK YOU <3333. READY TO MURDER HER!! <3333. Poor Darcy 😭❤️. But their conversation :')). I feel so bad for her 😭 honey she LOVES you, no matter what <333. You're going through a lot and I'm sure this new part of your life (for her) is gonna take some getting used to but you love each other and you can always count on each other :')). And AAAHHHHH ALL THOSE "I LOVE YOU"S 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰❤️❤️😭😭❤️. GOOD CRYING DON'T WORRY :'DDD. Y'ALL I LOVE THEM SO MUCH 😭😭😭😭❤️❤️🥰🥰🥰🥰. T h e m <333.
CHARLIE AND NICK ARE MY BABEYS THANK YOU VERY MUCH <33333!!!! AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH I LOVE THEM SO MUCH 🥰🥰🥰😭😭❤️❤️. Good crying :')). AAAHHHHHHHHH NICK LIKE FULLY TOTALLY CAME OUT :'DDDD!!! I LOVE HIM ❤️❤️❤️❤️😭🥰. AND S T O P CHARLIE'S REACTION :'DDDD. Listen I love them all so much <333. All came to my mind for that sentence and it's true so we're rolling with it. But seriously them finally getting to be Out, like do whatever 🥰🥰🥰🥰. I'm so happy for them :')) <33. And then them deciding to leave xDD. Honestly slay lol. At least they went for a bit, that's good enough for me LOL xD.
AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH ALL OF THEM AT THEIR OWN LITTLE PERSONAL PROM :'DDDD!! Like together I mean lol. I LOVE THEM SO MUCH 😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🥰🥰. THEY WERE ALL SO CUTE 🥰🥰🥰. And tbh that looks like so much fun :DD. I do wish Tara and Darcy got to have a chance to be at prom together for a little while but eh yaknow :DD. This was so adorable so I'll be fine 🥰🥰 xD. Also AWW all their goodbye hugs 🥰🥰❤️. I love them all so much <333 😭🥰❤️❤️🥰.
Had to put that before the sad stuff lol xD. Now, back to Nick and Charlie 🥰. First of all that rugby camp story is adorable and hilarious 🥰 xD, and my boys are so adorable 🥰🥰. Now xd 😭. Seeing (hearing) more of Charlie's backstory was so good and SO heartbreaking 😭💔❤️. And speaking of, Nick talking to Tao was so sad and so good <333. And the same goes for his talk with Tara - it was leading up to this all episode :') 😭❤️. And it seriously was amazing. Like I haven't mentioned this so far but the ACTING!!! Y'all the acting from everyone, in this entire show (as in always) is AMAZING!! Just stunning, absolutely phenomenal. Anyway, I did know the basics of Charlie's backstory, just stuff I've found out (like form tumblr or tiktok), but seeing it portrayed in the show is just heartbreaking. It's done so well but I just feel so bad for my boy 😭😭😭😭😭😭💔💔❤️❤️❤️. And Nick supporting him <3333. It's just- FLAWLESS 😭, I LOVE THEM <3333!! AND THEN- AAAHHHHHH!!!! ALMOST AN I LOVE YOU!!!! AAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!
Their goodbye :')) stop they're so cute <333. Also I found it fun that they were mismatched, like Charlie looked formal form the bottom half and Nick looked formal for the top half lol xD. Anyway 🥰. I love them so much <33. Also tell me why I was so stressed xD. Like I was like "please don't be a bad cliffhanger please don't be a bad cliffhanger" xD. Out here like "CHARLIE WATCH WHERE YOU'RE GOING PLEASE" XDD. You just can't take any chances lol 😭 xDD. But then AAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!! I knew he wasn't gonna send it especially since I was pretty sure there would be a cliffhanger but still AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! I HAD HOPE XDDD!! STILL THOUGH AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! I LOVE THEM SO MUCH 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰😭😭❤️❤️❤️🥰🥰🥰!!! I'M NOT OKAY <3333.
I seriously loved this episode, and this entire season, SO much :'))). I'm sure I'll have more to say so I'll either edit this or make more posts lol, but right now, I'm just so happy <333. It was so good, I loved it so much :)). Also, I managed to watch the entire show in less than 12 hours, which included doing several other things xDD. So, slay for me lol XD.
Oh, and as I joked to my mom, THE COUPLES!! ALL THE COUPLES!! SO MANY COUPLES LOL!! And even just relationship plots like with Isaac xD! I love them all though don't get me wrong lol <333. I was just post episode 6 talking to my mom like "and then even the TEACHERS got together" XDD. I love them all, seriously <3333 🥰🥰🥰❤️❤️.
What an amazing episode, and an amazing season :). They all had such great growth, and I loved everyone's individual storylines :')). Heartstopper is just genuinely such a beautiful story - or like, a billion (okay like a dozen lol) beautiful stories wrapped up in one :')). It's so crazy to me that this can exist, that I get to see something this beautiful and sweet and silly and queer :'D. I love it so much, and I'm so grateful <333.
Thank you so much to the cast and creators, y'all rock :)). It's amazing, congratulations and spectacular job 🥰🥰🥰❤️.
I love this show so much y'all :'D.
AH okay :')). It's just past midnight and I wanna go reblog some posts lol, so I'll finish this up :D.
AND THAT'S THE END OF HEARTSTOPPER SEASON 2!!! SEE Y'ALL NEXT TIME :'D 🥳🥳🥳🥳🥰🥰❤️!!!!!
#heartstopper#oasis's heartstopper chatter#heartstopper spoilers#you will also see me in about two minutes when I reblog some heartstopper posts lol#also I will be committing fraud later and changing the date of this to third because goshdarnit I basically finished it (this) yesterday lol#and I wanna have it and my first few reblogs day of okay xD#anyway#I loved this show so much 🥰🥰🥰❤️#so excited for whatever comes next :D#and I really do need to get around to reading the books lol#despite the pain xD#but anyway :)#MY BABEYS ❤️❤️❤️🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 <33#ALL 🥰🥰❤️❤️❤️❤️!!!#LOVELY THANK YOU VERY MUCH :DDDD 🥰🥰🥰 :'DD <3333!!#also I think I forgot to say it in any of my end of/post episode posts but I love tao's mom SO MUCH#with my entire heart#with my entire soul#WITH ALL MY LOVE#I love her so much xDD#I just adore her <33#and also she is such a mood lol slfkghdjkflks#anyway xDD#this has been so fun and such a great journey 🥰🥰🥰#now - I'm off!!!#time to go reblog a few posts before going to freak out about them some more and probaly watch youtube videos or tikok or read fanfic lol :D#about them of course xD#mainly because let's be real I get distracted lol#I love you all :DDD ❤️❤️❤️❤️!!!!#byeeee :))) 🥰🥰🥰🥰 <333!!!!
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Please don't ever get a credit card for a clothing store. It is easy to max it out and incredibly annoying and difficult to pay it off. You can ask my dad; he's got like 7 of them. And the debt is biting him in the butt.
#fran talks#he doesnt help us around the house with bills but he sure pays corporations 🥰#its annoying okay#hes like i cant pay all that!#and mom is like then whyd you get so much JUNK from the store??#if you ever catch me with a clothing store credit card shoot me on site
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#try not to spiral rapidly into isolation and depression New Years Eve 🥰 /s#crying crying crying my eyes out but I have to be brave like. there’s people with worse problems I feel so guilty#every day it gets harder and harder to not relapse into self harm. it’s been nearly a year#everything is too much but nothing is ever enough. I never expected to make it past 19 and every year that goes by feels wasted#i can’t talk to my folks because they just worry. i can’t talk to my mom because I can’t tell her everything#I’m dependent on other people but entirely alone with my mental illness and then no one knows why I want to Kay My S#and I don’t want to burden my friends��#ghoul.txt#i just want to be normal!!!! why can’t I be normal and be okay!!!! why can’t I have that!!!!!!
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