#okay im really done now
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broys i’m bringing back an OLD one today as I start Junjou Romantica
CAN WE JUST TALK ABOUT HOW INTENSE THE FIRSTTWO MOTHER FUCKING SECONDS ARE?!
i forgot tbh and lawd ya girl be mad blushing
USAGI MY BABY LOVE PLS SPARE HIM.
#akihiko usami#misaki takahashi#junjou romantica#boy when i say#this man licked his fucking hands#and boy we are ten minutes in and misaki is IN LOVE WITH USAGI#SPAre me too usagi shit#and i could continue the post but the tags work too#takahashi gettign married#and misaki crying for usagi#before they KISSSSSSSSSS#OKAY IM REALLY DONE NOW#OKAY WAIT#usagi: you’re the only one to ever see me cry#misaki: can i be his love?? his special someone???#easy to see how a girl like me fell in love with this one
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Okay. Quick thoughts after episode 3
Firstly. Something isn't computing with me. The thing of Dazai already having a plan for a new shin soukoku when he obviously wasn't going to leave the mafia or break up with Chuuya. Whatever you might say about Dazai's predictive genius powers, I do not for a moment believe that he really needed Akutagawa for something other than an unlikely backup, or that he thought he was ever going to leave the mafia, or that he really thought Chuuya was die or leave either. You know. For a suicidal guy, lots of plans sure hinge upon him staying alive, so maybe his little messed up plans and manipulations and contingency plans are just ways to give himself excuses to live even as he tries to kill himself but what do I know?
The reason I think Fukuchi and Fyodor get along so well is that they both have this weird thing where they think they have the right and the destiny to carry out heaven's will upon the earth. Fyodor "I am only doing the will of god" Dostoyevsky and Fukuchi "I wield this sword and want recognition from heavens, who will not let me rest" Ouchi are both living cycles of self-delusion
In my (probably wrong) opinion, Akutagawa telling Atsushi that he had lung disease was probably the hint to tell Atsu that he could trust Aku. "See. I'm telling you something I've never told anyone before. I'm trusting you. So trust me, idiot" Except Atsushi heard Dazai and was like "oh yeah, Akutagawa's not gonna turn me in dead." Oh, well...at least it worked
Fukuchi is basically Yoo Joonghyuk from ORV if Yoo Joonghyuk did actually defeat the end of the world, but only after dying for it several times before winning. And then if he had to witness another end of the world and go through it several times before beating it.
That ending. I am dead and so is Akutagawa. Send help
#also#theres something suspicious about islands in bsd#standard island and tokoyami island both...if i had a nickel for everything an island in bsd was created mysteriously...#...id have two nickels which isnt a lot but its weird that it happened twice#also this would have never happened if the un had more women on the council#okay slight joke but also i dont really notice those things and i kinda noticed it...#and finally. fukuchi @ atsushi's cut up leg: 'tis a flesh wound compared to what i got'#really? really? wheres your prosthetic heart and lung and etc then?#i know you probably time travelled it away but dont talk to my son that way!#okay im really done now#i probably spend too much time rotating these two episodes in my mind#will do so for the rest of the day now thanks bye#bsd#bsd season 5#bsd spoilers#bsd s5 spoilers#bsd musings#spitting nonsense#too lazy to tag all the characters#orv#but only sort of#brb sobbing
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i'm ready to try
#This drawing is kind of personal to me#I recently graduated (CUM LAUDE WOOOO!!!!) and its like. not to get depressing#but when i was younger i was never sure whether i would make it to this point#When i was going through what i consider to still be like. the worst time of my entire life#This fictional character was there for me and she was something for me to latch onto and cope with#eGem helped me a lot with being able to process my emotions at the time but also helped me to reflect on myself#which i think is a big reason as to why I'm really happy with where i am with myself right now#I'm going off to uni next school year to study astronomy!!! which!!!#Im also doing because of eGem!!! She ignited this kind of childlike wonder for space for me#I love doing math and physics and whilst Im still a bit scared because. honestly i don't know whether this is what i want to do with my lif#I think i'll be okay either way#either way i wanted to draw egem again even if i haven't done so in a while because its like#i think i wouldnt be who i am without her. i think i'd be a lot worse off#so like. thank you empires smp thank you geminitay thank you egem This drawing is me expressing my gratitude#AND THANK YOU AUTISM!#empires smp#empires smp s1#empiresblr#esmp#geminitay#art#fanart#alice.art#mcyt#mcytblr#song is andromeda by weyes blood... obv.. you guys know me by now :oP
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sorry guys they finally showed me peak fiction . Its called “phantom of the paradise”
#phantom of the paradise#potp#winslow leach#swan potp#nightmaretheater#these were all done on the same canvas and i spent over 20 hours on it. Its just that good you know#Sorry this movie is making me VICIOUSLY IRREGULAR. its just that good. You have to watch it Now#i hope you dont mind the billion belts i have gifted winslow. she deserves them#lalalalal i love redesigning characters a little teeny weeny bit#Honestly. I want to draw swan more. I hate him so much but hes like really interesting. Im going to put him in situations#I miiight have changed a few details . giggle#…:i just had to give him a cool mark & blonde eyelashes Giggles#anyways i love ur shiny metal teeth winslow *thinks about the metaphorical implications and dehumanization for 10 hours*#So hard to draw her helmet sometimes… But i will willingly struggle . It is Okay!#anyways. Watch this movie now or suffer my curse
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How did your meeting go with the surgeons?
it was memorable
#sci speaks#the sci files#im glad i've done all the research. i feel okay. i feel safe and confident. and the doctors have all been really kind and helpful.#lots of good vibes. and they're moving me through the system so quickly. i'm glad it'll be dealt with so soon.#feels so crazy that this has been going on. right under my skin. and it's all explained now and i feel so much more in control.#i know whats going on!! with my funky body!! no more unanswered questions!!#i feel really good these days. optimistic. i feel like i understand myself a lot more and it means i'm better to myself.#but you'll all have to be patient with me. please be patient with me like i've learnt to be patient with myself.
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OMGGG I LOVE UR MARRIAGE HCS FOR CURLYYY (love that blue eyed man) also speaking of his child do you think he would want more than 1? And if so i might think that man has a breeding kink...
Using this ask to feed you guys while I work on my full length curly fic- hopefully it'll be out by Friday, then I can start working on requests again
I see Curly as the type of guy who would want 3 kids. No more, no less. Well, maybe more, it depends on your feelings of it though.
I know it's cliche, like everyone on Tumblr writes every man with a breeding kink, but curly would have one. Unlike every other man on Tumblr, he doesn't get off to the whole "marking territory" aspect of it. He gets off to the fact that you, his wife, chose him of all people to have kids with. He gets off to knowing that the woman of his dreams is carrying a child that HE helped make.
To him, it's much more about the intimacy of 'breeding' than anything else. He likes how close it makes him feel to you. Honestly, he didn't even know that it was a kink of his until you asked him to cum inside you for the first time. It's like something in his brain clicked, like his frontal lobe had been fully developed since that moment.
#mouthwashing smut#mouthwashing x reader#mouthwashing curly#captain curly x reader#curly x reader#curly x reader smut#curly mouthwashing#i feel like hed be really specific too#hed want older twin girls and a boy#okay im done now thank you
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Dios Apate minor part 2
—God had just picked up the Saint of Joy bodily and sat her at the edge of the table, and the Saint of Patience had his mouth at God's neck, which was horrible—
2024 Painted over since the faces were bothering me, original below!
#now i really want jod to explode again coming up with a pose for 3 people was seriously hard#i merged my layers thinking i was done then had to repaint two faces and all the hands to look better#okay i promise im normal again#the locked tomb fanart#my art#harrow the ninth spoilers#harrow the ninth#the locked tomb#augustine the first#mercymorn the first#john gaius#dios apate minor
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Why, hello there, Virgil. Long time no see!
#drawing#art#digital#comic#sanders sides#roman sanders#virgil sanders#janus sanders#remus sanders#creativitwins#platonic dukeceit#platonic prinxiety#ts roman#ts remus#ts janus#ts virgil#lbau#okay now that this is done RAMBLE TIME. THIS IS FROM MY HUMAN AU AGAIN :D#long story short‚ the dark sides were friends from ages 7 to 14-15 until virgil up and left without a word and pretended not to know them#i posted a relationship chart a while back with a before and an after. welcome to the before part!#they haven't seen each other in about 4-5 years‚ virgil is terrified of them‚ and roman is about to be very confused.#ignore how bad this looks i started it on MS Paint before i realised i actually wanted to do something good#also: thats more personal but im actually kinda proud of myself for posting something that even i see as a bit cringe#it's a college AU with a very cliché and dramatic re-meeting‚ it's almost embarrassing to post? but oh well#my head's been full of that AU in particular and i do want it to stay a daydream thing only but consider this a little treat for myself#also 1) remus' outfit is a bitch to color so cloak it is; 2) im giving roman Thomas' fashion style; 3) i really like how janus looks here
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I have the power. I have the King. I have England.
NICHOLAS GALITZINE as GEORGE VILLIERS Mary & George (2024)
#nicholas galitzine#mary & george#mary and george#usernuria#userbbelcher#tvfilmsource#tvedit#cinemapix#dailyflicks#gifs*#*#usermuydulce#okay im done#for now#I would've added more but this post would end being really long
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Please don't hurt yourself
#lobotomy corporation#lobcorp#library of ruina#hod#hod lobcorp#hod lobotomy corporation#hod library of ruina#erm... michelle. hii michelle. going to have to spoiler tag for you though baby#lobotomy corp spoilers#lobcorp spoilers#okay i think thats it#no shading because this made me want to KILL YMSELF#it looks fone w out it anyways. yay. thank you filter after effects for saving my ass this . hurt me so muchh to try to finish#nothing specific that had me make this. at least from lobcorp lor. its more of having more empathy towards my past self or when i was young#than me. right now. it feels as if the past is so devoid of my current self yet i know that its Me. its just so distant. to the point where#at times it feels as if the me of the past is devoid of the current me. im told im very empathetic? hard to tell. that im patient and kind#or more of understanding to everyone but Myself. so when i try to be kind to myself it feels impossible. but im able to do it to my past se#which makes a disconnect. please dont hurt youself. please dont hate youself. you dont need to do that. i know you want to live it hurts#i know. its alright to want to live. you dont need to apologize and feel Guilty. but never towards Myself. to console and wish to soothe bu#not to the current self. to pardon and accept but not to this Me. so i wanted to put it down kinda. felt most similar to hod ish.#its guilt for living. apologizing for existing. wanting to be accepted and pardoned. but also forgiving and accepting the self of before#not so much forgiving. forgive is a weird word. the hurt never leaves. and the guilt is there regardless. but. yknow. accept#sorry some random shit. yappin. who gaf abt that guy. who was that guy. anyways. hod <3 HODD!!!#just like to ramble abt what i think abt when i go to make pieces. since i uhh dont really have anyone to tell who would care. so. awkward.#god thats embarrassing actuallt migjt delete if im not lazy asf later. loser oversharing on the internet AHH 💥💥#uhmm back to the actual piece. the proportions and fhe coloring were having me feel like i was dging trying to get it right. almost#considered just gettinf rid of it and scrapping the whole piece. didnt though. wanted to have it done and finished. hod <3#the feeligns described arent what i would relate w hod? but closest chatacter towards the general thougut. so wanfed to draw her#i wanted to do more w ligjting and such as well. but it never ended up getting in. maybe later
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Transfem Boyfriend or as I like to call her Girlfriend2. Open to better name suggestions as long as they fit the "Boyfriend/ Girlfriend" naming scheme.
She/her's only for this post I hope you can understand Why.
Timelapse under the cut. :)
[Video Description: A timelapse of the art above. The song in the background is "Why Would I?" by nelward; specifically the stretch from 0:09 to 1:20. The lyrics featured are typed out below. End Description]
"Why would I even sleep at all if I couldn't be by your side? Why would I even dream at all if I couldn't dream on your time? I can feel, feel, all your loving all the time I can feel, feel Like I'm a falling leaf Inside your whispering wind Each time I touch the ground You lift me up again I only need your touch To make my sweet ascend Why would I even sleep at all? Why would I even dream at all? Why would I even be at all if I couldn't be on your mind?"
#artings#transfem boyfriend#fnf#friday night funkin#boyfriend fnf#girlfriend fnf#fnf fanart#fanart#boyfriend x girlfriend#bf x gf#ship art#artists on tumblr#artists of tumblr#timelapse#transfem headcanon#OKAY MY TAGS ARE DONE NOW I CAN TALK#okay im being real i am half tempted to call her joyfriend as a more unique alternative to girlfriend2#i think gf2 is really funny and ill still use it but ive had time to think and i think joyfriend is a really cute choice for her since#well. we already have a girlfriend so it can be super confusing#kinda want input from others tho. if anybody agrees with me or has better suggestions and whatnot
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the traveler, the star, and the fish
"why are there fish, nico?" you ask. well. lets jusr say. fish
sign that says id really appreciate reblogs of my art !!! /nf
#cat's rambles#cat's art#isat#isat siffrin#proud enough of it to put it in the sifrin tag . please dont regret this me#tw eyestrain#tw bright colors#i think those are the right tags yeah .#gonna ramble over here in the tags now#this was Originally a project for art class sigh#however i wanted to draw siffrin . n the theme was Fish today. so i added the fish#n then i made a poll and the consensus was to finish this!! so i did!!!#n im really glad i did :3 ive been trying out different styles of digital art recently and i gotta say i like this one. a lot#also the star shiningthing. im very very proud of that#pretty#i almost forgot sifs pin things sigh#is there meaning behind this you ask. well. maybe#okay yeah done talking in here. sign that says rb my art maybe#queue you
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#my favorite unofficial bts pic#cause the way xz is looking at wyb is so wwx & how wyb is staring at xz is very lwj coded#does that make sense?#these two played their roles so well cause they adored each other#whether you believe it’s romantic or not doesn’t really matter#okay im done i just have so many feels i should take a nap now#yizhan#bjyx#wangxian#untamed bts#cql bts
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was feeling the sad beige mom in my soul tonight so had to doodle a her 'cause its a crime i don't draw more mystic flour tbh
also have my dumb message to my friend about it
#cookie run#mystic flour cookie#shadow milk cookie#creme university au#i really fucked up the beasts for this au teehee#shoutout to the bestie mystic flour who let blueberry yogurt die#to her it was a mercy to let him die because she saw what the forbidden magic did to him#and knew that the friend she once had was already dead before burning spice swung his axe#so she just let it happen and didn't bother to heal him when it was all said and done#in the end only silent salt knows what she did but alas hes really good at keeping secrets now#okay listen i just think the beasts in general are so cool so i made them tragic in this au because nothing is safe from me#still havent actually decided if mystic flour is dark chocos mom yet or not but it could amp up the angst factor for him so much#im so sorry dark choco i also threw you in the horse plinko my man#i need the other beasts to have faces already so i can go feral drawing them too
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i wanted to see what a piece would look like if i finished it in my three main mediums, pencil, ink, and watercolor (+colored pencils) >:*)
#my art#naruto#yamato#yamato tenzo#tenzō#kakashi#kakayama#image desc in alt text#okay now to talk shop. SO. i did these in the order theyre presented#which means that the pencil was done first#and by the time i got to the watercolor id drawn this same picture quite a few times#so if the quality seems to improve thats more than likely a matter of repetition and the benefit of past foresight or whatever#like yamatos shin is too small in the first picture.#and i noticeably lengthened it in following pictures. i also shortened kakashis thigh a little bit#yamatos torso looks really long but thats partially because he's slid back a little bit—his flack jacket is up high and you can see#it gapping at his shoulder#but ultimately that doesnt make the anatomical weirdness completely forgiveable so if i drew this again id do it differently probably#THAT SAID IM STILL SOOOO HAPPY WITH HOW THESE TURNED OUT#drawing the same picture over and over and over again? kind of great actually. i recommend it.#if you want to try doing this and you dont have a lightbox (u dont rlly need one) just like. take one drawing you like#and a blank sheet of paper#and tape it to a window thats getting a LOT of light#and then trace ur old drawing's bare bones (the forms. u know)#and then once you have that down. draw on top of it. or use new materials#it allows you to preserve ur previous drawing also which is great#once i was doing a commission and i realized i got the room i was drawing the characters in backwards#so i just. turned the paper around. put it against the morning window. and traced the now-mirrored image onto a new sheet of paper.#saved SO MUCH TIME LMFAO#the paper on the last picture is different and more yellow in tone so thats why the color is weird there ajxjskhfjahx#anyway happy testostone tuesday to all who celebrate 💚 love you
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so if everybody becomes somewhat of an opposite of who they were in s1, caitlyn is absolutely getting some sort of a corruption arc- you have a character who specifically refuses to be involved in those messy dark piltover politics and who now will inevitably become involved and its with NOXUS too, if she faced towards the light in s1 she will face towards the darkness now and I think this will be mostly a transformative arc for her where she will end somewhat bittersweet. but jinx is a character who has no overarching goal in s1, she works on emotional responses, she works on whims and wants and doesn't care about the bigger picture - this will likely be the reversal here where she's not going to become better but she will become DRIVEN. which will also not end well for her because it means she chooses to leave everything else behind and that includes vi and that other life she could have lived once upon a time. something something your biggest sin is that you betrayed and destroyed yourself for nothing something something
#okay now im really done sorry its the autism#arcane#jinx#caitlyn kiramman#spoilers#but like bitch i got a tattoo and a body pillow im legally obligated to feel insane
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