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cyclogenesis · 3 months ago
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I'm here, I'm queer, and I'm wearing a heart monitor for 24 hours let's go baby
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moldy-flowers · 7 months ago
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The interesting experience of being pro Sasuke, anti konoha, pro tobirama, anti Naruto ending, pro Sasusaku, anti Itachi, pro Sakura, anti SasuNaru, pro Tobirama×Izuna, anti Madara, pro karin, anti Orochimaru, pro Uchiha and anti Hashirama. And also as much as I hate the guy danzo was kind of hot when he was younger...
#I FEEL ITS VERY IMPORTANT TO SAY THAT I COMPLETELY RESPECT SNS TO THE ULTIMATE DEGREE AND I AGREE WITH THEIR SHIPPERS ON MOST THINGS#BUT THE SHIP STILL KINDA PISSES ME OFF IDK WHY IM SORRY IT JUST RUBS ME THE WRONG WAY I HAVE TRIED TO LOVE IT I REALLY HAVE BUT I CANT#AND MADARA HAD SOME GOOD POINTS BUT I THINK ITS SHITTY THAT HE ABANDONED HIS CLAN AND THEN PLOTTED THE END OF THE FUCKING WORLD#ALSO ITACHI HAD LIKE OTHER OPTIONS!???? WHY THE FUCK DID HE TORTURE SASUKE TWICE LIKE 😭😭😭#WHAT WAS THE POINT MY G WHY ARE YOU TORTURING HIM I THINK THE MENTAL IMAGE OF THEM DYING WAS ENOUGH DIDNT NEED TO GIVE HIM 500000 EXAMPLES#WE AS A SOCIETY DO NOT TALK ENOUGH ABOUT THE FACT THAT WHEN MADARA ASKED HASHIRAMA TO EITHER KHS OR KILL TOBIRAMA#TOBIRAMA GENUINELY THOUGHT FOR A MOMENT THAT HASHIRAMA WOULD GO AFTER HIS THROAT FOR LIKE- THIS GUY WHO HE USED TO THROW STONES WITH!???#ITS SO DIFFICULT TO FIND PEOPLE WHO UNDERSTAND SASUKES TRAUMA AND WHO LIKES SASUSAKU 😭😭#COS LIKE ILL 100% ADMIT THAT THE RELATIONSHIP WAS WRITTEN SHITILY AND SUCKED AND DESPITE THE FACT THAT THEYRE SUPPOSED TO BE LIKE BROTHERS#SNS HAS BETTER WRITING THAN SSK OR NRHN SOMEHOW???? ITS WRITTEN SO WELL PEOPLE GENUINELY BELIEVE THE ORIGINAL PLOT HAD SNS PLANNED#BUT ALSO SAKURA IS SO SILLY AND STRONG AND DID ANY OF YOU READ SASUKE RETSUDEN “Trapped by a body he knew perfectly”#OKAY SASUKE YOURE ON A MISSION??? CALM THE FUCK DOWN 😭😭#NO AND IN LIKE SSK FICS SASUKE IS SOME BAD BOY WHO JUST SMIRKS AND IS EMOTIONLESS AND SAKURA IS SOOOOO EMOTIONAL FUCK OFF YOU TWATS!!!!#SASUKE IS THE KITTEN!! SAKURA SO OBVIOUSLY RADIATES DADDY ENERGY YALL ARE FUCKING INSANE!!!#WHY DO WE GET KITTEN SASUKE IN EVERY OTHER SHIP BUT THE FUCKING CANON ONE!! AT MY FUCKING!!!! LIMIT!!!#FIND SOMEONE WHO UNDERSTANDS THE COMPLEXITYS OF SASUKES CHARACTER AND UNDERSTANDS WHAT TRAUMA DOES TO A PERSON YET DOESNT HATE SSK CHALLENG#Uh oh I went a bit mad there hahaha#I REGRET NOTHING SASUKE DID NOTHING WRONG SAKURA IS GIRL BOSS AND THE NARUTO WORLD IS EITHER UNEXPLAINABLY VIOLENT OR FAR TOO FORGIVING#naruto#naruto shippuden#itachi uchiha#pro sasuke#haruno sakura#Pro Sakura#Sasuke Uchiha#sasuke did nothing wrong#It looks awkward to just go from all those long tags to the iddy bitty ones#Moldy-flowers#Kitten and daddy? Tf am i on about I've been watching too much game grumps shi 😭😭
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cuteniaarts · 9 months ago
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Digitalised + coloured + redesigned version of my Suiren and Vaatu sketch from two days ago, as promised!!
Coming up with Suiren’s design was a very long process of trying and failing because after you’ve drawn 9+ different versions of one character, the creativity starts to run a little dry, but I’m actually really proud of this one, she looks absolutely adorable <3
(Also yeah I did mostly just scribble Vaatu’s pattern because who has the energy to draw the all out accurately. Not me, that’s who, I’m chronically tired. People who draw him on the regular have my utmost respect. He’s still a funky little guy though :D)
Bonus, Raava incessantly screaming inside Suiren (and being completely ignored because Suiren is tired of her) while all this is happening:
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#and yeah I did say I’d do a fuckass background but all my energy went to figuring out Suiren’s design#plus I suck at backgrounds so.. woe. LoK screenshot be upon ye#my art#artists on tumblr#the legend of korra#avatar suiren au#original character#sotrl suiren#vaatu#I don’t really know what to say in these tags lmao#usually I reach the tag limit really really easily but between my previous post and answering that ask I’ve ran out of things to say#someone please indulge me in this au I have Way Too Many Thoughts about it#hmm…#you know. I think people often make different avatar aus because they dislike Korra or think she’s a bad avatar#I don’t. I love Korra. I would kill and die for her#(says the red lotus stan. yes I’m well aware. no need to call me out)#and I think she’s a good avatar who was dealt a shitty hand both in universe and by the show’s production team#I’m making this au BECAUSE I love Korra. if Suiren is the avatar Korra gets to be a normal SWT girl#she’ll get to grow up with her parents. not isolated and degraded all the time for not being perfect. maybe she’d have a sibling or two#and Suiren gets spared her sotrl trauma too. win win for everyone!!#(I return Suiren gets the weight of the world on her shoulders lmao. but it’s fine. 1. she isn’t alone in it. she has her family#2. three quarters of the LoK threats are basically automatically eliminated for her. the RL are her parents. she fuses with Vaatu#and all she has to do to defeat Kuvira is to take her dress off 😁 /hj. basically. she’ll be okay. better than in sotrl at least)#also look. I love Suiren. she’s my dear child who’s been with me since I was 12. of course I wanna make her the main character in everything#and dark avatar Korra AUs have been done countless times before me. Kat’s doing one right now!! I just wanna do something that’s my own#and also I wanna focus less on pain and trauma for once and more on the sheer hilarity of the shenanigans that will occur post-fusion#cause this isn’t Adumbration where Korra lets Raava go and fuses with Vaatu instead. here Suiren’s got both of them at the same time#and they have 10000 years’ worth of grievances to air out. it’s like living with your divorced parents#trust me I would know. except mine aren’t divorced. they’re Worse and everyone wishes they’d just separate#anyway. that aside. Suiren’s not getting any sleep any time soon while those two duke it out
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outeremissary · 8 months ago
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opened kingmaker for five seconds after being afraid for months to touch it in case moving to a new computer broke my saves or my mods or anything else and became so overwhelmed with emotion at the menu music I nearly teared up
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cjhartley · 1 month ago
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i have decided to just start calling cjscisci world egg theory* for now as a placeholder. lets hear it for 🍳 or 🥚 idk which . whatever
*not actually a trans joke but that also works . real connor oc fans remember my giant treatise abt eggs and the spirit and ghosts as basically the more mature form of a human and soul and the body as the egg and etc. and basically its just a big thing i wrote while high and then it changed the course of cj scisci story 4ever bc thats when i added in dilly and liza and ronnie (who ik i said i got rid of and i might still get rid of them but they were made with dilly originally) who were from a different half finished concept i had going on . but anyways they got transplanted and then abbie and sanctity got transplanted as well
#oc#ramble#abby#sanctity#i dont have space to tag e erybody mentioned but this is mostly aby abby and sanctity anyway so.#and abbie is actually just um. well shes existed in like tons of things ive had her since i was 15 and she just keeps getting shuffled#around LOL. she was just a bg character 4 lulu Who remembers lulu and then umm. i kind of cared more abt her rhen rhe original thing/joke i#had w lulu so rhen lulu and abbie became equals and then i stopped rly caring abt lulu lol and then i played sdv and sanctity got borned and#i was rly happy with how she looked so i made her a whole oc and then i put her in abbie luluverse when lulu still existed#and Then technically is when i like rly didnt care abt lulu bc i cared more abt abbie and sanctity so then it basically just became abt them#and evenrually rhe whole demon thing they had going on got scrapped entirely and then they were just floating around aimlessly until i put#them in egg theory . YAY#but abbies personality didnt rly exist until egg theory sanctitys was a bit more there but she used to be more of a mean girl. but a lot of#her stuff is still the same.. her original concept was shes a highschooler who made a deal with a devil just ro like. be popular at school.#and the devil (bc the concepr was when you make a deal with a devil they just hang and do your bidding and also watch you tommake sure you#dont try to break the deal. idk i think i was watchjng spn at the time LOL. but anyways.) her devil is just her dog i oscillate between it#being a big dog or a small dog bc on one hand i love to imagine her with a little like handbag dog. and then i think its more plausible that#it goes to school with her and stuff. but i also think a big dog is funn i like a big dog. yk...#but ya. that whole concept is still rly darlinf snymore it doesnt rly work in egg theory unfortunately#but i always had a giggle imagining her like. having a serious as fuck conversation with her demon dog and somebody walks in and shes like#that wasnt snyrhing i wasnt falking to a dog youre crazy. and the dogs like 🐕.#and then also her onesided ass beef with avarice. bc abbie like her thing was she Accidentally made a contract with a demon (lulu if you can#believe) and doesnt even know nd thinks lulu is just like her friend . yk. and lulu is just her friend theyre just like well this is#interesting and fun. that dynamic is actually inspired by something sk embarassing i dont want to talk abt it but i think rhe dynamics fun#but if you know Dont talk 2 me abt it bc irs not ABT THAT i just like rhe dynamic okay.#but anyways. so then sanctitys one sided ass beef was that she knew that abbie also had a demon and she was like theres only room for ONE#demonically assisted 15 yesr old in this small town rural highschool!! and doesnt realize that avarice is literally just vibing. she thinkgs#abbie is like mocking her and playing dumb#lulu is aware of rhe beef and doss fuck with sanctity for fjn. soghhh its kind of fun avtually i kjnd of like all that#i might try and take some of this energy into current. i like how abbies ass was just oblivious to literally everything
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maraczeks · 5 months ago
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#i am so consumed SORRY#nov 12 2024#nov 13 2024#nov bc anne is so girl likeee austen knew what she was doing for the girls who debrief and debrief and ruminate and dissect and delusional#alllll in their heads !!!!!! like really truly overthinkers#she's so me#nov 14 2024#gagged sick to my stomach screaming crying throwing up at the thought of having to text her again#at Least#shout out to ummmm text messaging i guess. and :)'s where would we be without :)#bro persuasion is literally crazy and reading it while i'm also down so bad is crazyyyy#UM I DONT THINK I EVER NOTICED THAT SHE READS IT IJ THE SAME SEAT HE WROTE THE LETTE RIN!/!:?;?;?;?;?;??4?;?:?:?:??:?/?:?:?:?/$:!?:?/?:?:?/?#nov 15 2024#now we just ... wait for her to see it maybe#she's so like the same energy as all my hyperfixations tho like girl who is healing but also not at all at the same time but like the amy#ryan emily mortimer mac mchale holly flax energy......#it's feral friday which means ANASTASIA TESPOND TO ME LLEEEEEK#persuasion ​1995 you will always be so loved holy crap they're crazyyyyy#ugh but i'm pretty sure she's playing in cville this weekend but like pelaseeeelalealrlaplelspelrlwkr check your messagenskaksnfksnfkrndk#this is so stupidly good and i miss bathhh#nov 16 2024#anastasia PLEASE#it's crossing the window of late reply to saw it and forgot to didn't see it 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 pleasaasaaaaase i need her to respond so bad so bad#like i Know there's a concert friday okay please i'm aboutta pull up to the chapel right after work and just seeing .#STOP LIKE i'll randomly remember she signed off her emails first name only and like. what do i make of that.#tangential but lowk invested in the sutton drama like the tea megan and kelli and other mutual friends know must be crazyyyyy...#nov 18 2024#anastasia you wanna respond to my text sooooooooooo bad#ugh i'll try again thursday lol.
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devil-in-hiding · 8 months ago
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okay we talk a lot about how mean and tough and what bullies the 141 would be in the bedroom
but can we have some goofy moments please
Simon having to collapse face down onto the bed because his legs have locked up from his orgasm, shoulders shaking from his muffled laughter as he tries to regain control of his limbs and breathing “fuckin hell love, milked me fuckin dry, jesus” reaching over, giving your ass an appreciative pat, grinning when your gorgeous laughter reaches his ears
Johnny just about knocking the two of you out in his hurry to pull you up for a kiss, hips never stopping as he groans, nudging his nose against yours as he grunts out a “sorry baby, moved ye too fast”, he is the king of accidentally falling off the bed whilst changing positions
Kyle who is a sweaty, panting mess and absolutely drops his body weight ontop of you once his energy has throughly been drained, only moving when you start to whine that he’s too heavy, “you’re on my hair kyle! ugh get off you’re so gross!” “mmm you still think i’m pretty though… god okay okay i’m going!”
John who bends your leg to far back and spends the better part of 15 minutes apologizing, massaging the muscle out for you as he stretches your leg, pressing little kisses along your ankle and calf. “i’m sorry pretty, didn’t mean to hurt my sweet girl..” trailing kisses up your thighs, meeting your eyes as he presses a sloppy little kiss to your clit
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miraclemaya · 8 months ago
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MADOKA - “I’m thinking I’ll order a beef udon bowl, since Sayaka-chan told me that they make those really good here. What about you, Homura-chan?”
CONSERVATION OF ENERGY - Food needs can be met with an expenditure of 1.23% of total magic. Proceed?
GRIEF SYNDROME [Trivial: Success] - MAGICAL GIRLS THAT IGNORE FOOD ARE OFTEN MORE PRONE TO GRIEF ACCUMULATION. MY ARMS WILL ALWAYS BE WAITING FOR YOU, HOMURA, BUT IT’S IMPORTANT TO BE HAPPY UNTIL THAT DAY. BESIDES, MADOKA WANTS TO EAT WITH YOU. DISAPPOINTING HER WILL FILL YOUR SOUL GEM WITH A HALF A GRIEF SEED WORTH OF DESPAIR.
TEA WITH MAMI-SAN [Legendary: Success] - Sayaka says the beef bowl is good? Maybe go for that. She knows Madoka’s tastes better than anyone — and if Madoka likes something, you will certainly like it too.
“I will have the same as you, Madoka.”
“I’m not feeling very hungry.”
[CALL AND RESPONSE - Medium 10] Come up with an order on your own
CALL AND RESPONSE - [Medium: Failure] - You’ve eaten here before, you’re pretty sure. Was it Loop 32… no, Loop 12..? No, wait, it was on the first Friday of Loop 68. No… that’s not right. You’ve never eaten here before. In a stunning display of incompetence, you have taken Madoka on a date to a restaurant that you have never experienced before.
THE ANGEL - It’s okay, Homura-chan! I don’t mind if you haven’t eaten here before. Remember what real me said, Sayaka thinks this place is good! And even if it’s not perfect, that’s okay, just spending time with you makes me happy.
THE CRAVEN MASSES - Sayaka has raised her blade against Madoka 16 times before. You should leave this restaurant and kill her. It would only take-
FALLING SAND [Trivial: Success] - 1528 seconds on average.
CONSERVATION OF ENERGY - It can be cut down to 1243 seconds with an expenditure of 2.7% of total magic pool.
THE CRAVEN MASSES - Exactly. Do it in front of her family and make it bloody. Kyoko would likely try and stop you, but even she isn’t immune to bullets. And if Mami comes for revenge, well, you know the exact words you could say that would destroy her, don’t you?
THE ANGEL - A-Ah, I think that’s a bit of an extreme reaction, Homura-chan!
HUMAN SHELL - Your heart rate is increasing. Stop that. You have absolute control over your flesh. Act like it.
MOE INSTINCT - AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH WHAT ARE WE GOING TO ORDER MADOKA IS GOING TO LAUGH AT US
WITCH’S NIGHT - Is… is this a trap? Walpurgis may be defeated, but you know that the stage witch never truly ceases its show. Perhaps this restaurant is a part of the stage?
MADOKA - “Um, are you okay, Homura-chan?”
MOE INSTINCT - OH GOD SHE HATES US
“I’m going to kill myself.”
“I’m so sorry. Would killing myself make you feel more comfortable?”
Isn’t there anything else you can say?
YOU - Isn’t there anything else you can say?
THE DEVIL - Come on, Homura. It’s high time you do it. Really, this is just another in the long, long chain of failures that make up your life. The only way to fix it is to kill yourself.
CLOCKWORK PRECISION - Target: Located on right ring finger. Target is not moving. Chance to hit: High. Plan: Retrieve pistol. Aim pistol at ring. Pull trigger.
THE ANGEL - Oh my god, please do not do that!
"I am going to kill myself."
"I'm so sorry, I'll kill myself if it makes you feel better."
"I'm so sorry. Should I kill myself?"
There. There has to be better options than this.
YOU - There. There has to be better options than this.
MOE INSTINCT - I CAN’T TAKE IT ANY MORE. THE ONLY RECOURSE IS IMMEDIATE SUICIDE. THAT’S THE ONLY WAY MADOKA WILL LOVE YOU AGAIN.
"I am going to kill myself."
"I'm so sorry, I'll kill myself if it makes you feel better."
"I'm so sorry. Should I kill myself?"
YOU - “I’m going to kill myself.”
MADOKA - Madoka’s face twists, her eyebrows raising slightly in shock. Whatever response she was expecting, it was clearly not this.
GRIEF SYNDROME [Challenging: Success] - IF MADOKA WAS A MAGICAL GIRL, HER SOUL GEM WOULD FILL BY A QUARTER HEARING YOU SPEAK THOSE WORDS. THAT WAS CRUEL, HOMURA.
MOE INSTINCT - WHY DID YOU SAY THAT?
MADOKA - “I’m so sorry, Homura-chan. Please don’t do that. I… I really care about you and so does everyone else.” Madoka’s eyes fill with tears as she speaks. She hugs you.
DAMAGED MORALE -4
CALL AND RESPONSE [Trivial: Success] - Quick, tell her you were making an edgy joke that didn’t land. You’ve gotten away with that before, you’re pretty sure.
SPACE-TIME MASSACRE - Twelve quarter shifts left and two up from your current space-time position, and there’s a Japan that it’s actually illegal to not commit suicide in.
FALLING SAND - You’ve been seated for 5 minutes and 32.5 seconds already and still have not ordered. Mami has requested your presence at her apartment in 3.4 hours from now.
TEA WITH MAMI-SAN - She wants to help you find a hobby. She’s really worried about you, you know.
STRINGS OF FATE - You can feel Madoka’s heart beat in sync with yours as she holds you. Everything will be alright, as long as you follow the beat.
THE ANGEL - Yeah! It’s okay Homura-chan. Just explain what’s been going on and Madoka will understand. And then order something, it’s important to eat a full meal!
YOU - “Ah, sorry Madoka. I was… overwhelmed with choice, and my… brain spit out the first thing it thought. I am not planning on killing myself.”
MADOKA - “Um, I think we should probably talk about this more, Homura-chan….”
CALL AND RESPONSE - Ask her a question to change the topic. It’s worked in three different loops, it should work here.
RATIONALITY COMPLEX [Trival: Success] - Ask her if she wants to try anything else and then order that for yourself. This will accomplish your goal of deciding on what to order, as well as showing Madoka that her desires are important to you.
YOU - “Is there anything else you’d like to try, Madoka? We can share our dishes.”
MADOKA - “Uh, okay Homura-chan. Maybe get some tempura?”
Order 10000 yen worth of tempura
Order 1000 yen worth of tempura
Order 100 yen worth of tempura
YOU - “Excuse me waiter, give me 10000 yen worth of tempura.”
HUMAN SHELL - Calories and magic are just two different types of fuel. Feed me and control me.
THE ANGEL - T-that’s probably too much, Homura-chan. Maybe you can sneak some into your cool shield, though!
MADOKA - Madoka doesn’t say anything, but her eyes do bulge out slightly. She gives you a gentle pat on the shoulder and smiles at you.
HEALED MORALE +1
RATIONALITY COMPLEX - Displays of wealth like this can broadcast value to potential mates. This will increase your value in Madoka’s eyes, furthering along one of your goals.
THE ANGEL - I think you should just focus on enjoying the food, Homura-chan. Take a break, everything is okay.
Thank you.
Why don’t you hate me?
YOU - Why don’t you hate me?
THE ANGEL - Because I care about you, Homura-chan! And besides, you hate yourself far too much already.
Thank you.
THE ANGEL - You’re welcome! Now, please, enjoy your meal with real Madoka. She loves you a lot too, you know.
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quickestgold · 24 days ago
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Okay but LISTENNNNN. Reader and Jack having feelings for eachother but he pulls back (she’s still new , too young , etc) he’s been cold and she decided to take that day off work and go to Pitt Fest and …oh no…. (Still lives but it’s BAD)
Strip Her: Dr. Jack Abbot x Reader
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Synopsis: Amidst a mass casualty event, Jack’s medical instincts clash with his personal life when the woman he loves risks her own life to save another. Is he about to watch you die?
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Warnings: Canon-typical depictions of trauma/gun violence, mass shooting, GSWs, blood; Reader basically does what Santos did, but in the field hah! > No "good girl" energy from Jack, just anger for putting yourself in danger lol
Word count: 2k+
A/n: Thanks so much for sending this in, so sorry it's taken so long!! Lmk what you think!! ♡
This is not exactly in our mass casualty plan.
Blood is for the ones we can save.
Ten other patients will die if you put all of your energy into saving this girl.
Jack’s own words haunt him, playing through his mind on a torturous loop.
He looks at Robby, pleading for something. Then back at you, watching you fight for your life.
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"Hi, handsome."
"Wanna come over after your shift?"
Read.
You huff out a humorless laugh. The old man really left you on Read.
You know Jack isn't a big texter, making the age-gap between you hilariously obvious. But today it gets to you.
Jack isn't your immediate superior, but you wonder if this is why he's been acting cold. More than usual.
The ER staff love to talk. Of course they do. But neither Jack nor you care about that. You’ve made it clear there’s an undeniable connection between you.
So, you’ve acted on it.
The last couple of months have been bliss, an unspoken understanding of exclusivity.
But now, Jack's been distant. Swapping shifts, avoiding working with you.
Was it something you did?
You've already double texted him today, wishing him a good shift and letting him know that Robby's asked you to 'babysit'.
How embarrassing. But you draft another.
"Heading to Pitt Fest now, will be up for some fun when you get home... ;)"
You delete the last part. God. Don't show your age!
"Heading to Pitt Fest now, see you soon."
You hit send.
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Code Triage. Emergency Department Now.
The mass casualty event is in full swing. Patients come and go. Green. Yellow. Pink. Red. Black and White.
It's a haze of coordinated chaos.
Jack keeps trying to reach you in-between treating patients, leaving you countless voicemails.
Of course he would.
"Hey, Y/N. It's Jack. Call or text me the second you get this message, okay?" His voice trembles. "She's not picking up."
"I can't reach Jake either." Robby mutters.
"I'm sure they're ok." Dana offers gently.
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Time slips away, minutes turning into hours. Their shift was supposed to end a while ago, but they've stopped keeping track.
"I'm going to check on triage." Robby announces, stepping out to help Shen and Ellis assess incoming patients. "No pulse. Black and white. Pink zone. Strong pulse. Unresponsive. No obvious GSW. Red zone GSW left chest."
A familiar voice cuts through the noise. "She was talking when we first got into the truck. T- There was so much blood."
"Jake!" Robby's at his side in a flash.
"Robby! Leah got shot. It's really bad...", Jake cries out.
Robby is at a loss for words, his medical instincts fighting the fatherly ones in a gruesome match.
"I've been putting pressure on the wound the whole time", Jake stutters.
"That's good. You're good", Robby reassures him, more for himself than Jake.
The team rushes Leah into the ER. Jake follows closely behind. "You can't stay with her. There's no room and we need to work on Leah right now", Robby says firmly, getting to work immediately.
Jack spots them and hurries over, panic rising in his chest.
"Where’s Y/N?" he asks, voice tight.
"I- I don’t know," Jake mutters. "She stopped Leah’s bleeding, then went back in."
"What do you mean?" Jack growls, trying to keep his voice calm.
Robby looks up, taking in Jake's words. The lines on his forehead growing deeper.
"People were screaming. The shots were so loud. She- She went back to see if others needed help." Jake's eyes well up, before he is wheeled off to get treated.
Of course you would put someone else's safety over your own.
Others might see it as noble, but Robby and Jack think it's reckless.
They exchange a look, knowing there's nothing they can do to reach you. To make sure you're okay.
Jack is called to another patient, while Robby proceeds to work on Leah.
Despite their best efforts, it's not enough.
Minutes pass. Jack watches Robby closely, his desperation becoming more evident by the second. Dana gives Jack a knowing look, recognizing the only person who can reach Robby right now is him.
Jack steps closer, glasses off, his voice gentle.
"The bullet tore through her heart", he says softly, giving Robby time to process.
"Anyone else with a wound like this is pronounced dead in the field. You can't keep up with the blood loss. If she was our only patient, we'd do a thoracotamy, maybe ECMO. But even then, I doubt we'd get her back." Jack's words hang heavy in the air, but he continues.
"We're gonna lose ten other patients if you put all your efforts into saving this girl." Jack doesn't let it show, but it pains him to see Robby hurting like this.
Robby does one final pulse check. But Leah's heart is no longer beating, the realization shattering his own.
"Okay, we're done", Robby whispers, breaking.
"We stopped at 19:47", Dana declares. "Move her to Pedes?", she asks gently.
Robby just nods.
"You want me to go with you to talk to Jake?"
He shakes his head. "No. No, thanks. I got it."
But another gurney is wheeled in. Robby notices first.
"Jesus Christ", he mutters. "What's going on?"
"Female. 30s. GSW to the right inguinal region. Retroperitoneal bleed", Dr. Mohan declares. But there's someone else kneeling at the end of the gurney, holding the patient's leg up. Robby and Jack's eyes widen, when they meet yours.
"The bullet must have tracked north and hit the external illiac", you state nonchalantly, ignoring the stunned looks from your colleagues.
It was supposed to be your day off.
"Dr. Y/LN did a REBOA in the field to stop the bleeding", Samira continues.
"You did what?!" Robby gasps, incredulous but unable to hide his pride.
Jack is by your side in an instant. "Are you shitting me?"
"Hello to you too, Dr. Abbot", you smile weakly, still focused on the patient’s wound.
Another time, your smile would’ve lit a spark. Not now.
Jack's anger is palpable.
You’ve seen it before, his cold, stone-faced demeanor, always one existential crisis away from breaking. But never directed at you.
"Are you hurt?" Jack’s voice is dangerously low.
He's scared.
Robby and Jack scan your blood-soaked clothing. You quickly dismiss their concern.
"Uncontrollable bleeding from a pelvic artery, no other options. I blew up a balloon in the aorta to stop the bleed. Going in a few inches, zone three, below the kidney. I just needed to hit the femoral artery."
You hesitate, but go for it anyway.
"Piece of cake", you grin, weaker than usual, but you hope they don't notice. They do.
"Radial's stronger." Mel confirms.
Robby and Jack both notice your uneven breathing but chalk it up to the stress and trauma you've experienced.
"Also, GSW to the chest, left hypochondriac region. Probable internal bleeding", you continue.
"No. That's not true-", Samira objects.
You direct everyone's attention to your own chest, your breathing becoming erratic.
"What?!" Jack's voice cracks, disbelief, shock and fear hitting him all at once.
You feel like you can hear your own heartbeat, the ER growing eerily quiet at your confession.
"Okay. Let go of her leg", Robby orders in an intimidating tone.
"Gurney!" Jack barks.
"I need to lock the balloon first." You stare directly into Jack's eyes, knowing he won't budge. You turn to your friend and mentor, pleading.
"Robby." He knows you're right.
"Do it." Robby nods, ordering Whittaker to check the wound once you're done.
"BP's 110, by palp", Donnie announces.
Jack remains frozen, his mind racing a million miles a minute.
"The balloon can stay up for an hour max. Get IR and Vascular on the case." Robby directs, before drawing everyone's attention back to you.
Your patient is stable.
You've done what you can.
But the blood loss is catching up with you.
"I- I think it's a through-and-through. My back hurts like hell and my legs feel funny." Jack snaps out of his trance, his training kicking in.
Robby lifts your top, shocked at the severity of the injury. Jack shuts his eyes, unable to stomach the sight.
It must be bad.
But it doesn't hurt too much.
Not a great sign.
"Okay. Stabilize her", Robby orders, multiple hands are on you immediately, steadying you. Grabbing the base of your neck, your shoulders and hips, securing you in place.
You're still sat on the gurney, but have now let go of the patient's leg.
"Strip her", Jack commands, voice low and firm, eyes dark and unreadable.
You try to lighten the mood. "Gee, buy me dinner first, won't you?"
A few giggles from the team, but Jack's lips are tightly pressed together in a fine line, facing downwards.
Dana cuts through your top, leaving only your bra. Unusual. But you're relieved to not flash your coworkers. You'd rather like to maintain the mysterious vibe you've got going on.
"Cowards", you tease. More chuckles, but worry growing on everyone's faces.
You whisper to Jack, "I'm sorry."
He doesn't respond. Can't look at you. Instead he orders a chest tube and a unit of blood.
A sharp gasp rips through you, the weight on your chest suddenly making it hard to breathe. "Fuck, that hurts." Any last traces of playfulness vanish, replaced by something else.
Fear.
Jack realizes he has to save his anger for later. "Hey. It's okay", a slight smile now tugging at his lips. "I've seen you worse", but the vulnerability in his voice betrays him.
Shit. It must be really bad. He's cracking jokes now?
Your anxiety spikes.
Is Jack about to watch you die?
You shiver at the thought. Or maybe it's the blood loss. Probably both.
Your vision blurs. Your thoughts get foggy.
"J-Jack?" You're not sure he hears you. Or anybody really. Did the words even come out?
Your eyes flutter shut. There are no more thoughts.
Only darkness.
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Robby orders Jack to step back, the roles tragically reversed.
This is not exactly in our mass casualty plan.
Blood is for the ones we can save.
Ten other patients will die if you put all of your energy into saving this girl.
Jack’s own words haunt him, playing through his mind on a torturous loop.
He has been distant with you. But not because of your age, or your careers.
No, it's because letting you in means risking losing you and he knows he can't survive that kind of pain. He’s seen too much death, too much loss. And loving you only makes that fear stronger.
He looks at Robby, pleading for something. Then back at you, watching you fight for your life.
"I know." Robby is laser-focused, but shudders at the thought of Jack up on that roof again.
Painfully aware of the inevitable cost of losing you.
They won't. They can't.
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Monitors and machines beep in a faint rhythm.
You wake, eyes heavy. A familiar figure is propped up in the armchair beside your bed.
He looks like shit.
Jack's wearing the same bloodstained scrubs, dark circles beneath his eyes, hair dishevelled. On second thought... it's a look.
"Hi, handsome", you whisper, unsure if it’s the relief of being alive, the pain meds or just seeing Jack, but a wave of comfort floods you.
He leans in, eyes wide with tenderness.
"Hi, beautiful."
His gaze radiates a warmth that kept you alive, even when your skin grew cold.
"How are you feeling?" His voice is soft. So unbelievably soft. The anger has subsided, but you know there’s a conversation you’ll have another day.
He takes your hand in his, squeezing it gently.
"Peachy", you exhale, giving him a warm and genuine smile. He returns it, his shoulders relaxing more with every steady breath you take.
You hesitate, but finally go for it. "So, about you leaving me on Read." Your smile turns into a familiar smirk. "You know only old people leave voicemails, right?"
Jack's breath catches in his throat, caught off guard. He chokes out a strangled laugh.
"You're unbelievable", he says, before leaning down, his lips brushing gently over yours.
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The grip this man has on me I swear... Also, I'm still in shock from ep13 and I fear it's only getting worse... Jack being so rational about letting Leah go was So Painful, so writing this was very cathartic. Pls comment/share your thoughts below. ♡
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starryjake · 15 days ago
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“that’s it, angel, keep going,” jake encouraged.
he was watching you without sparing a blink as you smoothly rode his cock, feeling his tip penetrate the deepest parts of you.
“jake,” you cried out, planting your palms on his abs for leverage. “can’t…do it anymore. ‘m tired.”
jake cooed, holding onto your hips.
“you’re tired?” he asked. “let me help you, baby.”
holding your hips still, he jutted his own hips up into you. he fucked you while you sat on top of him, pathetically bouncing as he did all the work.
“fuck,” he hissed, hips lazy and loose inside you. “you’re so fucking wet, baby. dripping all over me.”
you collapsed onto his chest, holding your face in the crook of his neck out of embarrassment. your chests were pressed together, and jake grabbed onto your ass, helping guide you on his cock.
“it feels so good,” you whispered, eyelids too heavy to keep open.
you guys had been fucking for hours and jake wanted to end the night with you on top. but, you preferred to just lay there and let him do the work. jake knew that, but he loved to see you try.
“yeah? feels good, baby?” he asked sweetly, bringing a hand up to caress your hair. “how about you cum for me one more time. you can do it, can’t you?”
“i-i don’t know,” you mumbled.
you gasped as his tip hit the deep spot inside of you that made your legs shake every time. it was like pressing a button, as it always worked to make you feel so good.
“i think you can,” jake declared. “i want you to. wanna feel you cum on my cock just one more tonight, baby?”
you had no idea what time it was. you were certain it was the middle of the night, but you lost track of time when jake was fucking you. you lost track of everything, really, because he fucked you so good.
“okay,” you said, gripping his bicep weakly.
“good girl,” he cooed, jutting his hips up faster and harder into your spent pussy. “just let me fuck you nice and good, baby.”
you moaned at his words and at the feeling of his thrusts speeding up. he wrapped his arms around your waist and fucked you hard and deep. you had no idea how he still had enough energy to keep going after going for hours, but you weren’t complaining.
“‘m close,” you warned, feeling yet another orgasm creep up on you.
“yeah? you gonna let me fuck you to sleep, sweet girl?” jake asked.
“fuck,” you hissed. “please, jake. oh my god, please.”
jake grunted and used his last bit of strength to fuck you until you were cumming, unraveling on his cock.
you jolted, shaking in his embrace as it all washed over you like waves crashing to shore. your pussy pulsated, desperately clenching onto his dick to get the most out of the feeling, to suck him dry.
“that’s it,” he whispered, helping you through the intense feeling. “my perfect girl. you did so good. you always let me fuck you good.”
“i love you,” you murmured, completely and utterly exhausted.
“i love you more,” he said.
he didn’t even bother to pull out or move you. he simply reached over to the nightstand to turn the light off and fell asleep with his cock buried safely inside your cunt.
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amoressb · 20 days ago
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───── GIRLY GIRL 西村 力 N. RK
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ꪆৎ ⋆˚࿔ who would’ve thought riki would date the exact polar opposite of himself 。。 ʙꜰ!ʀɪᴋɪ x ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ
FLUFF & wc. 1600 / kissing , skinship , petnames 。。
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you’re perched on rikis bed, legs folded neatly underneath you, watching as he rummages through his closet. his room is a perfect reflection of him. it’s minimalistic yet cozy, with a few scattered items that scream nishimura riki—a lego set on his desk, a random beanie tossed over a chair, and a collection of hoodies taking up most of his closet space.
he lets out a dramatic sigh, pulling out a dark gray hoodie before turning toward you. “here,” he says, tossing it over your head.
you squeak, wiggling your arms free before slipping it on. it’s oversized, drowning your smaller frame, and smells just like him. it’s a mix of fresh laundry, cologne, and something uniquely Riki.
“you love making me look tiny, don’t you?” you tease, hugging the sleeves around your hands.
riki smirks, walking over and leaning down so his face is level with yours. “yeah,” he admits shamelessly, tilting his head. “it’s cute.”
your cheeks warm, but you roll your eyes playfully. “fake emo boyfriend thinks i’m cute, what a shocker.”
“fake emo boyfriend is crazy,” riki deadpans, nudging your cheek with his nose. “i’m literally so mysterious.”
you giggle, poking his stomach. “baby, you laugh at your own jokes and trip over air. you are not mysterious. if anything, you’re just a cutie patootie.”
he groans, dramatically flopping onto the bed beside you. “cutie patootie should be illegal. take it back.”
“nope,” you say, shifting so you’re half on top of him. “you’re a cutie patootie and there’s nothing you can do about it.”
riki exhales through his nose, rolling his eyes, but the way his arms immediately circle around your waist says otherwise. “you’re lucky i love you,” he mutters, his voice low and affectionate.
you nuzzle into his chest, smiling against the fabric of his hoodie. “i know.”
the dorm is already buzzing with energy when you step inside, but the second the door clicks shut behind you, the noise dies down. six pairs of eyes immediately snap toward you.
“riki, you’re joking,” sunoo blurts, eyes wide in disbelief.
“who is this angel and what is she doing with you?” jake teases, crossing his arms with an amused smirk.
“she’s too pretty for you,” jungwon adds bluntly.
your cheeks heat up at the sudden attention, and you instinctively shift closer to riki. he, of course, doesn’t miss a beat and his arm wraps securely around your waist, pulling you flush against his side.
“yeah, yeah, ha ha,” riki deadpans, rolling his eyes. “okay this is y/n, my girlfriend. i know, shocking revelation.”
his members don’t respond immediately. instead, they exchange glances, their expressions a mix of surprise, amusement, and utter disbelief.
“you’re so…” sunghoon trails off, scanning you from head to toe before settling on riki. “girly.”
“and?” riki challenges, raising an eyebrow.
“it’s just—” sunoo gestures vaguely between the two of you. “we all thought you’d end up with someone like…i don’t know, a female version of you?”
“yeah, like, all dark clothes, quiet, super sarcastic, probably into gaming just like you,” heeseung adds, rubbing his chin like he’s solving a mystery.
“but instead, you’re dating—” jungwon gestures to you. “her.”
you blink, “what’s that supposed to mean?” you ask, raising a brow, though your voice remains playful.
“you’re all soft and pretty and you literally look like you stepped out of a pinterest board,” jay says, nodding toward your outfit, a cute, pastel-toned ensemble accessorized with dainty jewelry. “we just didn’t see it coming.”
riki grins, tightening his grip on you. “i like my girlfriend all soft and pretty. she’s my princess.”
your heart flutters at his words, and you instinctively squeeze his hand. “rikiiiii,” you whine playfully, hiding your face in his hoodie.
jungwon lets out a long sigh, shaking his head. “this is actually insane. i never thought i’d see the day riki became whipped.”
“i am not whipped,” riki scoffs, immediately going on the defensive.
“oh, really?” jake smirks, stepping forward. “then prove it.”
“what do you mean, prove it?” riki narrows his eyes.
“let go of her,” jake says simply, nodding toward his arm around your waist. “if you’re not whipped, you can let her go, right?” riki doesn’t move. the room erupts in laughter.
“oh my god,” sunoo gasps between wheezes. “he actually can’t let go.”
“shut up,” riki grumbles, but his grip on you only tightens.
you giggle, tilting your head up to look at him. “you are kinda proving their point, baby.”
riki exhales sharply before dramatically peeling his hand away from your waist, only to immediately grab your fingers instead. “there,” he mutters. “happy?”
“that doesn’t count!” sunghoon laughs. “you’re still holding her!”
“you guys are so annoying,” riki groans, but he’s smiling despite himself.
“okay, okay,” heeseung grins, clapping his hands together. “y/n, since you’re officially part of the group now, we need to ask you some important questions.”
you perk up. “oh? like what?”
“first,” jay starts, leaning forward like he’s about to uncover a huge secret. “who made the first move?”
riki snorts. “me, obviously.”
“are you sure?” sunoo arches a brow. “i feel like she had to force you into realizing your feelings.”
“hey!” riki glares. “i realized them on my own.”
you hum, tilting your head playfully. “i did have to wait a bit for him to catch up.”
the room explodes with laughter again, and riki looks personally offended. “baby,” he whines. “you’re supposed to be on my side!”
you giggle, squeezing his hand. “i am, baby. i’m just also right.” his members coo at the interaction and riki groans, hiding his face in your shoulder.
“okay, next question,” heeseung continues, thoroughly enjoying this. “what’s the cutest thing riki has ever done for you?”
you pause, thinking. “hmmm…he always makes sure i have one of his hoodies when i stay over, and he buys me snacks in my favorite flavors without me even asking.”
“that’s so soft,” sunoo gasps dramatically. “who is this riki, and what did he do with the old one?”
“right?” jake shakes his head. “he used to make fun of us for being romantic, and now he’s out here being all boyfriend coded.”
“okay, that’s enough questions,” riki cuts in, glaring at his members. “we get it. i have the best girlfriend ever.”
you beam up at him, batting your lashes. “awww, you think i’m the best?”
riki sighs, but the way he tucks a strand of hair behind your ear betrays him. “yeah,” he mutters. “you know i do.”
his members all groan in unison.
“this is so unfair,” jungwon complains. “i thought riki was gonna be the last one to act all lovey dovey, but he’s actually the worst one.”
“it’s sickening,” sunghoon nods.
“get used to it,” riki smirks. “she’s not going anywhere.”
you lean into his side, smiling as his fingers intertwine with yours. “nope,” you agree. “i’m not going anywhere.”
his members groan again, but the teasing fades into something softer, something almost approving.
maybe you weren’t who they expected, but watching riki beam at you like you were his entire world?
yeah, they could definitely get used to this.
hours later, after playing games, eating snacks, and listening to rikis members tease him relentlessly about you, he finally tugs you away to his room.
the door shuts softly behind you, enclosing you both in a peaceful quiet that contrasts the lively energy outside. you let out a sigh, stretching your arms above your head before flopping onto his bed.
“they were so nice,” you hum. “i thought i was gonna be nervous, but they made me feel so welcome.”
riki hums, settling beside you. “too welcome,” he mutters, eyes narrowing. “i thought jake was gonna steal you away.”
you giggle, shifting onto your side to face him. “never,” you promise, reaching up to tuck a strand of his hair back then resting your hand on his cheek, softly caressing him. “i’m your girlfriend, remember?”
his gaze softens instantly. “mine,” he echoes, his fingers tracing slow circles on your hip.
you nod, letting your hand now rest against his chest, feeling the steady rhythm of his heartbeat. “yours,” you confirm.
riki exhales deeply, like he’s processing the weight of your words, then leans in, brushing his nose against yours. “can i kiss you?” he murmurs.
your heart stutters. even after all this time, he still asks.
“of course, baby,” you whisper.
riki cups your cheek, his thumb brushing over your skin before he finally presses his lips against yours. the kiss is slow, gentle, like he’s savoring the moment. when he pulls away, his lips linger against yours, reluctant to break the contact completely.
“you make me so soft,” he mutters, half annoyed but mostly in awe.
you giggle, playing with the collar of his hoodie. “you like it.”
riki groans, rolling onto his back and dragging you with him so you’re curled against his chest. “maybe,” he admits, pressing a kiss to your forehead.
you snuggle closer, letting your fingers trace lazy patterns on his chest. “i thought bringing you here would be kinda nerve wracking,” he murmurs. “but having you next to me just makes everything feel…easy.”
your lips curve into a soft smile. “that’s because i’m your safe place, duh.”
riki goes quiet for a moment, then exhales, tightening his hold around you. “yeah,” he whispers. “you really are, my love.”
with one last kiss to your forehead, he tucks you against his chest, holding you close as sleep starts to pull you both under—wrapped up in warmth, in love, in each other.
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crushmeeren · 17 days ago
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Kenma never sleeps.
It’s normal. Expected. He’s in the top ten most watched streamers of the year and a CEO for god’s sake, when could he find time??
So, as routine as it’s become, it never sucks any less to wake up in the middle of the night without him.
Your hand glides over the soft sheets on Kenma’s side of the bed and, surprise surprise, it’s cold. You fumble around for your phone, the bright light of the Home Screen burning your eyes as you check the time.
4:00 a.m.
Fighting off the chill, the litter of goosebumps all over, you rub the sleep from your eyes and drag your feet towards the room at the end of the hall. Kenma is there, at his desk, computer monitor making him glow. Empty energy drinks clutter one corner.
“Kenz,” you call softly, resting a hand on his shoulder. “Come to bed, baby.”
His hand falls from his cheek as he jerks awake, shaking his head, squinting up at you. “What time is it?”
“4:00,” you reply, brushing stray pieces of hair fallen from his bun behind his ear, scratching gently. He shivers. You grip his bicep, coaxing him from the chair.
Kenma complies, lacing your fingers together as you tug him along behind you. “Have you been waiting on me?”
“No, I just woke up and noticed you weren’t there. Figured you might’ve fallen asleep at your desk.”
The lights don’t get turned on, just you stumbling blind through the dark until you sink back into bed, snuggling under the covers.
Kenma’s sweats hit the floor and there’s a dip in the bed, a slight chill, and skin so warm you could melt like butter pressing against your back. A slender arm slowly curls around your waist and pulls. “M’sorry pretty girl, I’m here now.”
You hum with content, pushing further into his embrace. “It’s okay Kenz, I love you.”
Kenma makes a soft, happy sound, cuddling up to you like a kitten. “I love you too.”
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thecoochiefairy · 28 days ago
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binky. toji.
𑄽𑄺 warnings 𑄽𑄺 4.5K words. blackfempregnant!character, drabble, toji fushiguro, husband!toji, grumpy!toji, sweet!toji, dominant!toji, nasty sex, public sex, sweet sex, black woman, vaginal penetration, rough, lil bit of sweet talkin’, creaming, oral [f], praising, LOTS of dirty talk, condomless sex, fingering, kissing, spanking, minors aren’t welcome!
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━━ 𝒄𝙤𝒐𝙘𝒉𝙞𝒆𝙛𝒂𝙞𝒓𝙮 𝙩𝒉𝙤𝒖𝙜𝒉𝙩𝒔 .ᐟ i just missed my man. this is very juno by sabrina carpenter coded. nothing serious, just wanted to put something out before i get caught in the chaos of moving. i love y’all. bye.
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YOUR PALMS DID A FINAL SWAP OF COCOA BUTTER AGAINST YOUR STRETCH MARKS AS YOU COULD HEAR HIS DRIVERS SIDE DOOR SLAM SHUT, a breath exhaling out of your lips as you planned to open your door before he could do so.
Your french tips rest upon your swollen belly as your eyes flick up to the sun peeking beneath the clouds, cool air distracting the dewy warmth of spring. You loved and hated this time of the year. 
You already knew he was about to chastise you for not waiting until he got to your side. But you were impatient. He could be—slow.  
“I got it, Fushiguro.” 
Your golden sandals step onto the concrete, lowering yourself from the Ford F-150 that murmured to silence as he cut the engine off. You could see his scowl the moment your face met his.
“Cut out that stubborn shit, Amai. You’ gotta be careful.” 
His voice is a grunt. Amai. He didn’t often use that nickname, only when he needed to scold you.
You roll your eyes, “How are you gonna’ hold me and carry all the stuff? I’m not bedridden, Fushiguro.”
“That’s how you feel? You gonna’ keep calling me by my last name?”
“You gonna’ call me Amai like I’m a child?” You raise an eyebrow, going to reach in his pocket for the cigarettes you know are in there, wanting to put them back in the truck. 
“We just got out of the car, woman,” he narrows his eyes, “Why are you already being difficult?” 
Your eyes flick over him. Midnight black hair, even darker eyebrows, scar twitching against his lip as he continues to scowl. His frame is being hugged by a long sleeve white tee, leather jacket along his upper half, boots thumping the ground as he was heavy footed. 
You pout a bit, “Can you not be grumpy? I just wanted to make it easier for you. We have a bit of a walk,” you reach up for his hair, “You love me?”
“That’s not a question that needs to be asked. You know the answer.” 
To your comment on his grumpiness, his eyes narrowed even more. His eyebrows creased. It was almost cute. 
He never had something that was his, and you were that. His soul was connected to yours, something that a woman made with a man like him was unheard of.
“You’re still frowning,” your slender eyes became a bit round, doe-like as they stared up at him, “Wanna feel my belly? You always like that.” 
You place his large palm against your stomach, “Baby girl doesn’t like your energy.”
That made the scowl on his face change. You could see a flicker of softness in his dark eyes.
He sighs, “I’m sorry, baby.”
You smile a bit, “It’s okay, she forgives you. And so do I. Now, c’mon,” you yank on the shoulder of his jacket, “You’re gonna be hot in this. It’s already warm outside.”
“What happened to you forgiving me, huh?” he brings his face closer, brushing his nose against your cheek, “Where's your mouth at?”
“You don’t get a kiss until you take your jacket off.” 
With one more glance over you, he began tugging off his jacket with no more complaints.
You watch as he tosses the item of clothing back into the truck, glancing over the way his biceps flex with each movement. It starts a ripple along his shoulders, igniting the muscles all the way through his back. You dig your teeth into the plump of your lips at the sight.
He can always feel your eyes.
 “You checkin’ me out now?” 
He steps towards you, his large palms cupping your face. Leaning down, he presses his lips against yours, giving you a couple of pecks in addition to his apology.
You pucker your lips out, head shaking as you disagree, “No. Don’t need your ego any bigger than it is,” you stand on your toes, “You still didn’t say you loved me.”
“I tell you that shit all the time. You want me to say it again?” 
His thumb trails over your cheek, “You think I’m lying?” 
The way his other hand cups around your jaw, his long fingers now pressing against the back of your neck makes it hard for you to focus. When he’s close to you like this, you get a bit dazed.
You sigh a bit, twisting your sandal into the ground. It’s not that you weren’t intimate within your pregnancy, but with you being so close to your due date, sex was the last thing on your mind. But the masculine energy your husband wafted was almost intoxicating at times. You wanted to breathe him in. 
You say softly, “C’mon, Toji. I wanna find a nice spot to sit in.”
Your husband tuts in annoyance. However, when you call him by his name, it ignites a spark within his dark gaze. His hand slowly unwraps itself from cupping your face with a gentle motion. 
“Are you alright to walk?”
Pressing a hand against his chest, your fingers trail over his pecs. Hard. His scent mixed with the aroma of his clothes made you drowsy at times— The way his warm fingers traveled to the small of your back, it always felt like home. 
“You gonna’ carry me if I’m not?”
“Shit, you know I will.”
You giggle a bit as he pulls away from you, going over to the trunk to tug down the door of it, throwing the bag of essentials over his shoulder to bring on the hill. You reach for your journal as you begin to lead the way into the forest—You never noticed the natural waddle your body had, swaying a bit with each step as you searched for the perfect spot. 
“It’s so pretty here, baby,” you smile from behind, “We should’ve had our baby shower here!”
“You really wanna get into that argument again?”
Toji’s eyes glanced over the way your mini dress swayed, the soft pink pretty against your skin, off the shoulder material hugging the swell of your heavy breasts. The way your ass bounced with it—He wasn’t usually a fan of shorter dresses on you, but he had to admit you looked good. Your body was full and feminine. He craved you.
You slow down in your steps, turning towards him with a scrunched nose. You raise your hand for his own as you reply, “Why you’ always think I’m trying to argue? You’re making my feet hurt.”
“I told you not to wear those damn sandals. You know they make your feet ache.” 
His hand grasps onto yours like second nature, your fingertips intertwining—Intentional.
“But they go nicely with my dress,” you frown, “Don’t I look pretty?”
You’re still waddling, despite putting your weight along his—You hate how tired you feel yourself becoming, huffing a bit with each step.
“You are pretty. You’re always pretty,” He mutters, leaning into you. 
His grey eyes glance over the way your face had a flush to it. You were panting a bit, chest heaving with each breath. His hand reaches up, his palm brushing your dark curls behind your ear.
“You good, baby? Wanna go back down the trail?”
You shake your head from side to side, huffing, “Mm—Mm—we’re almost there, I wanna sit at the top of the hill.” 
“Kirei josei.”
You're familiar with the name, as he’d taught you a couple of phrases—Pretty girl. 
“I don’t need you going into labor before you make it up the hill—you’re tired. Just say you want me to carry you.”
Another thing with your pregnancy—how all over the place your emotions could be. You had the talent to cry on cue.
Like now.
Toji’s constant questioning has your throat a little heavy, your watering eyes glancing to the side of you as you sharply remind, “I’m not helpless,” using your other hand to hold your belly, your legs aching as you begin following the incline towards the top. 
When you begin to sniffle, he knows. He can't be as much of an ass as he normally is—that's the effect you have on him—He has to be patient, his hand tightening around yours.
"Baby, I'm just trying to be considerate. I know you’ve got it, alright? Just a couple more steps.”
You nod your head, blinking away your tears as you follow him upward. When you finally make it to the top, you’re breathless, watching as he quickly places the blanket atop of the grass. 
You’re holding onto your belly as you exhale, “She has to be over five pounds already.”
His deep tone releases a chuckle, hand gripping the curve of your back as he gently guides you towards the blanket, your body lowering itself with your hands clutching his bicep.
Toji’s already tugging your journal out of your hand, setting it on the blanket, free palm giving a smack to your ass, “Probably more. You’ve been a fuckin’ soldier carrying her, baby.” 
Your hips shudder a bit at his palm, finally able to catch your breath as you stare over the horizon. It’s more beautiful than the last time you’d come—vibrant green grass, a field of miniature pink flowers spread across the top, running all the way back down to the bottom. The air feels cooler, your breathing going back to normal as you softly smile at the scenery. 
“You remember when you proposed to me? Here?”
"You didn't even let me,” A gruff chuckle releases from his lips, "Your little ass said yes as soon as I mentioned I had something important to give you. You knew exactly what was in that box."
You giggle, pulling him down next to you as you say, “Maybe I was a little overzealous—But I was so happy.”
You reach towards your picnic basket, opening the top as you pull out the wrapped up food, “I made those pepper jack sandwiches you like. With the sourdough bread?”
"With romaine lettuce?”
“Mhmm.”
His palm rests on your jaw, turning your face up towards him, lips pecking against yours,"You didn't have to do all this, Kirei josei. You're already givin’ me my baby girl."
“There’s two of me now. More love to give, hm?” You kiss him back, “I know you’re hungry,” you hand him the sandwich, digging back towards the basket as you want your favorite fruit—strawberries. As usual, your husband scarfed it down in seconds, munching like a predator that hadn't eaten in days. He would never change.
You always enjoyed each other's company, talkative or not. You laid along the soft fuzz of the blanket as you wrote within your journal, rolling your eyes as your husband stood a couple feet away to take a business call, unable to stop his habit of smoking. But you couldn’t lie—watching his eyes narrow, full lips holding the bud within his mouth, deep voice harshly pushing out his native language—it was attractive. Something in your body throbbed, not in a way you were supposed to in public. 
Another reminder of your stubbornness—you knew that spring time was the worst, the pollen within the area attacking your body like a swarm. You held your journal within your hand as you kept writing, every so often pressing the booklet to your face as you sneezed.
Toji makes his way back towards you, one of his hands resting along your thigh. He’s close, his breath tickling along your neck as he questions, "You cold, baby?"
His voice is in your ear. You’re not cold, but a chill comes through your spine at that. You then give him a sneeze in response, the sound soft as you lightly shriek through it. 
You shake your head, nose becoming red as you huff, “Just allergies.”
"That's why you're supposed to take your pills," he mutters, his eyes glancing over the way your nose is scrunched. He thinks you're cute. 
“Want me to go grab them from the truck?”
“I’m fine,” you reassure, leaning your head on his shoulder as you press your journal up towards his face, “Look, I wrote some more names. Wanna hear 'em’?”
"Show me.” 
You could feel his chest vibrating, lips pressing a kiss on top of your head. Even sitting, he's large against your frame, and it doesn't seem to help your libido. 
“Okay, I found—Umeko, which means apricot, or plum. And you call me Amai, which means sweet, so she could be my lil’ Umeko!—yeah?” You lean your head up, pointing at the doodles around the name you’d drawn.
“She’s gonna be sweet like her momma,” he gruffly chuckles, his thumb traveling over the curve of your thigh, “You don’t want any western names?”
You squint, “And have my black ass family give basic names? Yeah, no,” you ignore his grin, feeling his nose brush along your throat as he adjusts himself into your shoulder, “Every time I tell them my name ideas, they say that they’re weird. I’m okay with more cultural names.”
"I like that one. Umeko,” He repeats, "You wanna use it?"
The way his breath is warm against your neck makes your throat go dry. The way his fingers trail over your thigh—It was difficult to even focus on the topic at hand. Your eyes flutter each time his palm cups your hip.
You adjust yourself a bit, keeping your eyes against the journal as you reply, “I’ll put it at the top.”
As said before, he notices everything about you. His voice drops lower, his palm gripping your hip a little tighter as he feels the energy you emit. 
“You alright, momma? You’ getting sleepy?”
You’re drowsy again. You watch his palm slide down your leg, reaching for your bare foot, squeezing the tense muscle beneath his fingers. It feels good. 
You shift yourself even more as you quietly admit, “No—my feet still are hurting a bit, though.”
“Should’ve told me earlier.” 
From the way he’s leaning down, his lips are pressing against your shoulder. One hand massages your foot, the other kneading the soft flesh of your thighs. That thick thumb, it continuously brushes over the inner sides. You sigh as he massages both feet, kneading to release the tension within your muscles. He moves to where you lean your back against his chest, lifting the point of your foot towards the sky. It makes you giggle a bit, rubbing at the swell of your belly.
“You good?” 
His tone is huskier now. Toji’s hot breath makes you flutter your lashes, head slightly falling to the side to expose the skin of your throat—And he latches onto it, sucking the flesh between his lips.
Your curls are soft against his shoulder as you lean your head back, eyes fluttering shut the moment his mouth attaches to your skin. You snake your hand upwards, reaching for his hair as you find a lock of it to tug on.
 You breathily sigh, “Y—Yeah…”
The way he’s kissing your throat, his tongue glides before he sucks the flesh back between his teeth, it’s sultry, his fingers wrapping around your ankle, gently taking your leg to raise over his own.
He does it with the other in a matter of seconds, your legs spread open against the blanket, only hidden by the material of your dress. You tug a little more on his hair, your hand nervously clutching your belly, eyes rolling a bit as he continuously sucks on your throat. 
“T—Toji,” your voice is soft, “We’re outside, baby…”
“I know.”
His voice is deep, the heat of his breath makes you shudder. His hand travels up your thigh, slowly inching past your dress. 
“Just give me ten minutes, baby. Let me have you.”
Your hand slides lower from his hair, holding the nape of his neck the moment your legs are being pulled wider. Your chest expands as you feel his fingers swiping in between your inner thighs, his middle and ring finger rubbing against the fabric of your panties, grinding at your clit. Your eyes blink shut against his throat, hiding your face within his shoulder as you whimper. 
“Shit—you’re wet, baby. That fast?”
Toji’s voice makes you hide your face more into the skin of his throat, a small gasp emitting from your lips as he dips his hand beneath your thong. Your pussy keens beneath his touch. Your hips tense as you raise them a bit, eyes closing as you whimper again, “Just rub it a little…” 
He hears you, placing the pad of his fingers against your clit, massaging in the softest way. He can feel how warm you are, how much you want this.
The pressure makes your eyes screw shut—you moan into his neck. You're quiet, but he can still hear you, feeling the way your breath hitches against his flesh.
He's not in a rush despite the need he has for you. He takes his time, watching your body react to his touch. The way your hips move, the way your chest slowly rises and falls, the way your nails dig into his skin. You’re sensitive.
His free hand reaches up, cupping your cheek as he turns your face towards him. He glares at you. He wants to see your eyes, needing to see the pleasure written all over your face. Leaning in, Toji pressing his lips against yours in a slow, passionate kiss.
You’re panting against his mouth, lightly pulling back as you press your forehead against his. Your lips tremble into a pout, unable to stop the gasp your mouth pulls, your thighs spreading even wider—your mind is spinning. 
“Put them in me, baby.”
“That’s how you ask me?”
“Put them i—in me,” you attempt at a softer tone, “Please.”
He’s already nudging his fingers in, curling them all while pushing them in between your folds, spreading your opening around his knuckles. Your mouth parts open against his, eyes rolling back, thighs trembling as you hide your whine in between his lips. Toji groans.
It’s as if you forget where you’re at—the moment he takes you to a place of wanting him, you can’t repeat the things you do without blushing. You reach for his wrist, your fingers digging into his skin as you try to push him in deeper. You're breathless, your entire body trembling as you begin tugging his wrist up and down, your arousal sloshing each time his fingers go deeper. 
You pout against his mouth, “Ughn,” brushing your nose against his cheek.
“Baby, you gotta keep quiet,” he reminds at first, his breath hot against your ear— But he can’t help himself, look at you.
 He then grunts to you, “You sound so fuckin’ good. Say it again.” 
“Ughn,” you breathe out in a filthy repetition, your voice a whisper, your head tilting backwards, eyes half-lidded as you stare up at the sky. Your cheeks are a light shade of pink, your mouth parted open.
“Look at that shit just going in.”
He refers to his fingers, curling into you each time they scathe at the flush of your walls, squeezing the intrusion of his palm. 
You’re grinding yourself against his lap, “Take it out, baby. I’ll be quiet.” 
He doesn’t stop, and it feels as if he doesn’t believe your words. You were loud, always had been. 
But you were also stubborn. 
You pull your legs from over his, managing to turn yourself around to straddle him this time around, pulling him by the back of his neck into a kiss. Your tongue swirls within his mouth as you push him back, Toji flat against the blanket as you pull your mouth from his, “Wanna ride your face.”
You’re already climbing forward, gently pressing your knees to the sides of his head, keeping your hips elevated to not suffocate him. His eyes are focused on the way your folds glisten under the sunlight. You giggle at the way he kisses the bottom of your stomach, the bump of your belly making him grunt.
You tug at your bottom lip again, shivering as you feel Toji’s breath against your folds. You let out a soft whine when you feel his tongue, rotating in circles, swirling it against your clit, dragging it all around your folds. 
You shudder, “A—Ah, b—baby…” twisting your fingers in his hair, using your other hand to place his palms against your hips. 
His hands latch onto your hips, helping guide you in the pace you want. He keeps his tongue moving, flicking against your clit, dragging it across your entrance, swirling it around your labia. He groans, loving the taste of you, your scent filling his nostrils like a perfume. 
He can’t stop himself—he’s sucking at your clit, feeling as you move your hips to his rhythm—He’s making your arousal worse. 
“‘Need you, Daddy.”
There it is. That fucking name. 
“Fuck,” he grunts, “Put that shit in. C’mon.” 
You slide yourself down until you’re straddling his lap, reaching beneath yourself to pull his tip from beneath his jeans. His voice is husky as he questions, “You comfortable, baby? I’m hittin’ your stomach?”
You shake your head, pecking his lips, “I’m okay, baby. Can’t wait anymore,” your voice is high, too drunk of a lustful intoxication. 
Nudging your nose against his, you’re slapping his tip against your pussy—he makes a face at you, which makes you lightly giggle in return. Placing your hands along his chest, your curls hang above his face as you sway your hips, sinking yourself down, splitting your folds open, engulfing your walls around the length of him. You can only hear the nature around the two of you. It’s silent—both of your mouths parting open as you look at each other. You try not to react to the pleasurable pinch you feel, but you can’t help it—your curls fly up a bit as you press your nose into his, breathlessly panting another giggle, quickly turning to a deep whimper. 
You’re trembling, your voice tiny as you quiver, “O—oh shit…” 
He feels the heat between your legs, it’s warmer than anything. It feels good against his skin, his shoulders flexing as he tries not to move. He can feel your breath panting into his mouth, the way your body shakes from the feeling of you sinking down onto him. 
His palm is wrapped along the nape of your curls. You keep his mouth close as you raise your hips a bit, lowering them back down. Your voice is so soft as you quiver, “Oh my god…”
You begin to find a bit of a pace, still going slow, but moving as your fingers dig into his shoulder, whining. 
His voice is husky, “Keep goin’,” he urges.
You feel his forearm adding pressure to your lower back, helping you drop yourself down a little faster. The strength he has adds on by the second, and you’re lightly bouncing—it makes you frown, a pout coming to your lips as you whimper again, “U—ughn…” 
He watches your face twist, eyes closing as you move against him, those pretty lips pouting out as a whimper goes from the back of your throat. He watches you bite the bottom of your lip, the way your breath is heavy.
“That little pout,” he chuckles, “It feels that good?”
He has you right where he needs you—your brown cheeks flush as you lean onto his shoulder, pressing your toes into the ground for more leverage—your eyes roll back heavily and you bounce on top of him, material of your dress swaying with each clap of your ass.
“You love me?” He questions, watching your body, up and down, low eyes taking notice of the arousal that coats his tip—you’re creaming. 
You nod in response, teeth dug into your lip to mask the petulant babbles you want to release. But that’s when Toji grunts, “Say you fuckin’ love me,” the word being met with his palm spanking you, gripping the flesh of your ass, plopping you down onto his dick even harder than before.
You whine, “I love you,” pressing your face within his jaw, “Can’t wait to have your baby…”
A low groan escapes him, “You’re gonna be a pretty ass momma, baby,” his hands gripping onto your ass as he thrusts upwards, meeting your movements. You can feel the way his muscles flex, the way his breathing becomes heavier, the way his heart races. Those grey eyes bore into your brown ones. 
“Fuckin’ nasty—You love it when I spank you, huh?” His voice is rough, eyes burning into your sockets. He smacks your ass again, watching the way your cheeks jiggle.
“Fuck.”
You’re moaning, throwing your head back, breasts bouncing as you continue to ride him. You're soaking him at this point, your arousal dripping down his shaft, trailing his balls.
“…T—Toji!” you nearly startle yourself at your own voice, cupping your hands against his face, tears returning within your feline eyes as you warn, “Gonna c—cum…” you’re covering your mouth, skin flushed, a sob faltering in between your fingers.
“Don’t cover that shit.”
He intertwined his fingers with yours, leaning your weight onto him, gaze locked within your eyes— he’s thrusting upwards, hitting directly at your g-spot. You’re cumming.
“It’s okay, momma,” he promises, “Relax. Just cum.” 
And you do—You throw your head back, gentle voice rippling a sob into the trees, his name, anything, tears streaming down your face—Your walls are milking him, and he loves every second of it.
His large palm drags along the top of your mouth, still angling his hips into you while muffling your squeals, leaning up to press your forehead against his. It was rare for him to moan, but when he did, you whimpered in return, feeling the warmth of his cum filling your walls. 
You repeat in a softer tone, “I love you, Fushiguro.”
“I love you.” 
His voice was a groan. 
His jaw falls slack, teeth digging into the bottom flesh of his plush lips. That scarred mouth releases another grunt of pleasure, keeping you close as you catch your breath. 
His hand then wraps around your own, his fingers trailing along your wedding band, placing both of your palms against your belly.
“You okay?”
You nod your head, face flushed as you softly giggle, “Perfect.”
His hand leaves yours, tracing a pattern along the top of your skin. The feeling of him running his long fingers along your tummy made your skin buzz. As if on cue, the baby decides to kick.
You gasp, “Baby, she’s kicking! Oh no. You interrupted her nap!”
He chuckles, leaning down to press his lips against the bump before speaking into your belly.
"Umeko, Daddy’s sorry.” 
There’s a couple of kicks in response—She didn’t forgive him.
“Awe, you said the name I picked out.” 
Why were your eyes watering? You weren’t sure. You giggle as you’re teary eyed, pulling him up as you press multiple kisses to his face, ignoring his grunt in response. 
You give him a sigh, “I’m hungry. And I have to pee!” 
“You’re making me wanna smoke again,” Toji pinched the bridge of his nose, “Do you wanna pee, or eat first?”
“I’ll go pee, I guess.”
“C’mere. Let me help you up.”
“Wanna roll me down the hill?”
“No, woman.”
You roll your eyes, “You’re no fun. Let's go!” 
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Land Of The Free | Logan Sargeant x Verstappen! Reader
Summary: Logan is just minding his business, quietly going about his life, secretly loving Max Verstappen's younger sister. Until the day he posts her in one of his Williams shirts.
Warnings: fluff, swearing, secret relationship, badly edited pics, one suggestive comment 
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yn_verstap who decided skiing was a holiday, i want to have a word with their manager 
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maxverstappen1 watching you get a face full of snow was the highlight of my week
→ yn_verstap watching you lose a race is the highlight of my week
→ maxverstappen1 you take that back or i’m telling mama
kellypiquet just means you can keep me company whilst P and max ski 
→ yn_verstap perfect. i’ll order the hot chocolates 
user1 okay but that’s such a pretty sunset 
→ user2 it’s never an y/n aesthetic post without a sunset 
logansargeant those gloves make you look like you have gauze paws 
→ yn_verstap okay callie torres. i regret showing you grey’s anatomy
→ user3 since when were they friends?
→ user4 she talks to him in the paddock all the time
user5 the matching outfits P and kelly have are so cute 
→ kellypiquet max was meant to as well but he refused so we gave y/n his beanie
→ yn_verstap just call me mr steal ya girl 
→ maxverstappen1 how do i disown you 
→ victoriaverstappen y/n and i have been trying to figure that out for years  
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user6 i swear all the drivers go skiing for winter break 
user7 omg logan is skiing at the same as y/n verstappen. is he with her?
→ user8 no. she’s with max, kelly and p
→ user9 charles is also skiing, that doesn’t automatically mean he’s with them. can we stop pushing this agenda
alex_albon why are you stood like a roblox character  liked by logansargeant 
user10 okay but that sunset is almost identical to y/n’s 
→ user11 wow it’s almost like the sun is the same 
williamsracing rest and refresh 
→ user12 gtfo 
daltonsargeant love how obvious your photographer’s shadow is. did you sit and go ‘take a pic of me?’
→ logansargeant living my instagram model dreams
→ user13 can anyone tell if that shadow is a woman or a man?
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sophiekumpen you better come home whilst you’re here
→ yn_verstap i am literally in your driveway. unlock the door
→ user1 she has such younger sibling energy 
→ maxverstappen1 yeah, she gets away with everything 
→ yn_verstap shut up, golden child 
alexandrasaintmleux pretty pretty girl 
redbullracing excuse me. where’s our garage? can’t feel like home without us 
→ yn_verstap @/maxverstappen1 they’re stalking me again 
user2 max got the racing genes but y/n got the pretty genes liked by yn_verstap liked by logansargeant 
victoriaverstappen don’t forget you owe me lunch
→ yn_verstap geez i can’t catch a break round here
→ victoriaverstappen i’ll bring my boys
→ yn_verstap on my way ! 
→ user3 love how family oriented she is 
landonorris i thought you had hayfever
→ yn_verstap hayfever is for weak 💪
→ logansargeant you were literally crying. there was mascara running down your cheeks 
→ yn_verstap gotta commit to the aesthetic 
alex_albon you were with logan? he told me was busy 
→ yn_verstap he needed a tour guide. are you belgian? no 
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logansargeant ready for one last push before the summer break 
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user4 excuse me, is that a woman?
→ user5 excuse me, is that y/n verstappen? 
alex_albon um, mate, i don’t think you meant to post that last pic 
kylekirkwood oh brother, you are in danger 
daltonsargeant lo, you might need to recheck this post 
user6 y/n verstappen! 
user7 i knew this was happening but people tried to say i was crazy
williamsracing i think we need to have another chat about using social media 
charles_leclerc someone film max’s reaction to this for me, please
→ user8 ha, he’s so messy 
user9 i literally called this back on his skiing post and i was accused of pushing an agenda
user10 um, guys, i have a paddock pass and i’ve just heard a really loud yell come from the rbr garage?? i think this might be related
maxverstappen1 what are you doing with my sister!! 
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maxverstappen1 oh, so i’m just people now 
→ daltonsargeant not to rub it in but i knew 
→ user11 uh oh we’ve got the girls fighting in the comments 
→ logansargeant it’s only because you walked in on us, and i don’t have to worry about you driving me off the track 
user12 omg the fact that they’ve been together or friends for so long that he was with her during the short hair era and now it’s grown past her shoulders
user13 the matching pjs! 
user14 the matching disney shirts! 
→ user15 california?
→ logansargeant obviously. making an american out of her 
→ maxverstappen1 don’t you dare. she’s belgian-dutch! 
→ victoriaverstappen don’t piss off our mother before you’ve even met her
→ sophiekumpen met, loved, and approved. but she will never be american
→ yn_verstap and the home of the brraaavvvveeeee
→ maxverstappen1 disowned
oscarpiastri urgh you’re one of those couples. sickeningly, disgustingly in love, reminding us all that we’re alone and sad 
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Love Island: Episode 1
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The sun rises over the sparkling villa, casting a golden glow across the shimmering pool. The soft hum of waves crashing in the distance mixes with the faint chirping of birds, setting the stage for a summer of romance and surprises. Lush greenery surrounds the villa, its vibrant colors reflecting the energy of the Islanders who have just arrived.
Y/N stands among the other girls, a mixture of nervousness and anticipation tightening her chest. Her fingers fidget with the ring on her hand, a tell-tale sign of her anxiety. She glances at the others, their faces lighting up as Ariana Madix approaches.
“Welcome, girls, to Love Island! I hope you're all excited!” Ariana exclaims, her positive energy contagious. The group erupts in giggles and excited squeals, but Y/N remains reserved, her smile small yet sincere.
“Okay, so things are a little different this year…” Ariana's voice cuts through the chatter. The girls exchange looks of confusion and curiosity. Y/N shifts on her feet, her mind racing. Different could mean anything.
“Elaborate!” Sarah yells as the girls chuckle and even Ariana joins.
“You all thought that you'd be stepping forward for the boys that you fancy the most, yeah? However, this is Love Island and you never know what to expect.” The girls wait in anticipation. “For the first time ever we asked the public to play cupid and pick the boy they thought you should couple up with.”
The girls all are shocked as they look at each other. Y/N’s heart sinks and soars simultaneously. A mix of relief and dread washes over her. No pressure to choose, but what if the public got it wrong?
“Oh my god! He's gonna be short, gonna have no tattoos, ugly.” Kiara says, crossing the lines between humor and honesty. The girls chuckle at her reaction.
“How are you feeling? Is this a good thing? The decision is out of your hands, it's up to the public so, are you not happy?” Ariana asks, the girls giggle.
“I can't see any good in this. This is like the worst situation for me. I'm shitting it.” Cleo exclaims with Kiara nodding, agreeing with her.
“How are you feeling about this twist, Y/N?” Ariana’s voice breaks her thoughts and she blinks glancing around.
“Yeah, no, I don't know. It would probably be nerve-wracking for the boys to choose among these gorgeous girls.” She says pointing at the girls beside her, as they all giggle. Maddy shoves her playfully.
“You too, hon.” Maddy adds and Y/N shakes her head, smiling.
“But I guess it's a good thing. I don't know. We're just gonna have to wait and see.” Y/N smirks and Ariana nods, as she reads her card.
“Are you ready to meet our first boy? I am so excited, I can't wait any longer. Please meet JJ.” She introduces as JJ emerges from the villa.
JJ walks out with his flirty attitude, charming all of the girls, including Ariana before she announces that the public has paired him up with Maddy. Y/N claps along with the others as he rushes to Maddy, giving her a side hug. They seem happy, as she smiles and looks ahead to the presenter.
“Are you happy with this decision? JJ, how about you? You good to give things a go?” Ariana asks and JJ nods, his hand finding a place on Maddy’s waist.
“I'm happy. Yeah, definitely.” He replies.
“You got no choice!” Maddy teases and he chuckles nodding.
“True, true.”
Ariana smiles and looks down at her cards again, before moving ahead.
“Okay, 4 single girls left, are you ready to meet our next boy?” She asks and the girls nod “Here is Rafe!”
The nerves in Y/N’s stomach double as Ariana introduces the next boy. The name barely registers before he emerges. He has buzzed hair, piercing cerulean eyes that glint under the sunlight, as they scan the line of girls. Y/N feels her breath catch. His toned physique is impossible to ignore, but it is the sharp yet boyish smile tugging at his lips that sends her pulse racing.
“Hello and welcome to Love Island, Rafe!” Ariana greets him as Rafe nods.
“Hi, thank you.” He responds smoothly as he looks at the girls standing in front of him. His eyes linger a fraction longer on Y/N. She looks down, suddenly hyper-aware of herself. He then turns back to Ariana who has asked him a question.
“Sorry?” He asks and Ariana chuckles.
“I asked if you like our villa? But I guess you got distracted by our beautiful single ladies!” Ariana teases and Rafe's grin widens.
“Yeah, yeah. Umm…it's unreal” He answers.
“You happy to stay here for a while?” She asks and he nods.
“Yeah, I hope so anyway.” He replies, cheekily and the girls giggle.
“What about these ladies in front of you?” Ariana asks, looking straight at Y/N. “Is there someone who caught your eye already?” Y/N widens her eyes and hides her face in her hands. Rafe chuckles, looking down before looking up at her.
“They're all absolutely stunning but yeah…one did.” His voice drops slightly, but the microphone catches his confession. Y/N freezes, her cheeks heating. The other girls gasp and giggle, nudging her teasingly.
“It's time to get coupled up.” Ariana announces, before explaining to Rafe about this year's change in rules. Rafe nods and seems hopeful for the result.
“Okay, Rafe, the girl you're coupling up with is…Y/N. Go on over.” When Ariana reveals that the public has paired him with Y/N, her heart thuds loudly in her ears. She tries to steady her breath as Rafe approaches, his confident stride softening when he reaches her.
“Hey, you alright?” He asks, his voice low, almost intimate, as he opens his arms.
“Yeah, you?” Y/N replies, her voice barely above a whisper. She steps into his embrace happily, his warmth enveloping her. Rafe nods and moves to stand behind her. His hand is hovering over her waist.
“Is this okay?” He asks, meeting her gaze before she nods. His touch settles lightly on her waist. A jolt of electricity seems to spark between them and they both stiffen for a moment, glancing at each other as if to confirm what they feel. Y/N smiles shyly, her heart racing.
“Rafe, how are you feeling? I saw a bit of a smile while you were walking over there. Did the public choose wisely?” Ariana teases and he chuckles, nodding.
“Yeah, definitely. I'm a happy man. 100%.” He admits, grinning widely. His words are sure and his tone is light but genuine.
“Y/N, he's 100% happy, what about you?” Ariana asks and Y/N turns her attention back to her.
“Yeah, he's cute. I'm happy.” Y/N nervously answers, her voice falters slightly under everyone’s gaze, but her smile doesn’t waver. Rafe chuckles, looking down at her with a glimmer of amusement and something softer.
“Good.” He murmurs just for her to hear, his hand tightening ever so slightly at her waist.
“And there we have it! Our second couple!” Ariana announces as everyone cheers and applauds. Y/N feels Rafe’s presence at her side like an anchor. His confidence is magnetic, but it is the way he subtly checked on her, making sure she was comfortable, that stays with her. Maybe the public got it right after all.
The coupling ceremony continues. The public pairs Topper with Sarah, John B with Cleo and Pope with Kiara.
“That's it! Now, we have our gorgeous 5 couples!” Ariana announces, introducing each one, her energy lighting up the group.
“So you're now gonna spend time as couples. Doing challenges together. Sharing a bed together. Living together. How does that sound?” Ariana asks and the group erupts in cheers, Topper hollering loudly as Sarah chuckles beside him.
“In eight weeks time, the public will be voting for their favorite couple.” Ariana continues, her tone teasing yet firm. “And that couple stands to win a massive prize of 100,000 dollars. But remember guys, this is Love Island and the path to true love never runs smooth.” She pauses to let her words sink in.
“I'm gonna leave you to get to know each other and I will see you very soon. Have fun.” Ariana walks off, leaving the Islanders buzzing with anticipation. They cluster together, conversations breaking out as everyone starts introducing themselves. Y/N finds herself standing with Rafe.
“How you feeling?” He asks, his voice deep and husky, cutting through the chatter.
“Good. Kinda nervous. But…it's okay. I'll be okay. You? What about you?” She replies, meeting his gaze, fidgeting nervously with a ring on her finger. Rafe smirks, his posture relaxing.
“No, yeah. Same. I'm shitting my pants, if I'm being honest.” He admits, earning a laugh from her.
“So what…what did you say you do?” She asks, adjusting her bikini top. Rafe watches her carefully. He hesitates for a moment, scratching the back of his neck.
“Uh, I am a business owner. We do development and construction…stuff.” He winces inwardly, annoyed at how clumsy his words sound but he couldn't help himself getting nervous in front of her. Y/N nods and smiles playfully.
“Okay, mr. Businessman!” She teases, her tone light and inviting. Rafe chuckles, her easygoing attitude calming his nerves. For the first time that morning, he feels himself relax. Y/N shifts her weight as she leans slightly closer to Rafe.
“Development and construction, huh? So, what does that mean exactly? Like…building houses and stuff?” She asks. Rafe nods, his confidence slowly returning under her curious gaze.
“Yeah, houses, commercial spaces, renovations. Pretty much anything you can think of. My family’s been in the business for a while, but I’m trying to carve out my own thing.” He explains and she nods.
“Impressive.” Y/N says, her eyes sparkling with genuine interest. “I mean, that’s no small feat. Sounds like you’ve got a good head on your shoulders.” She says and he shrugs, a faint blush creeping onto his cheeks.
“I try. What about you?” He asks, his eyes lighting up with genuine curiosity.
“I’m a baker.” She says with a proud smile. His brows lift, impressed.
“A baker? That’s amazing. How did you get into that?” He crosses his arms, his biceps flexing slightly and Y/N swallows, trying not to stare.
“Well…I’ve always loved baking.” She begins, her tone soft with nostalgia. “When I was little, my dad and I would spend weekends experimenting with recipes and making sweets for the family. It became our thing and I just fell in love with it.” She smiles at the memory, her expression warm.
“That’s incredible.” Rafe replies, his admiration evident. “It’s rare to see someone doing something they’re so passionate about. Not everyone gets that chance.”
“I know.” She says with a nod. “I’m really lucky.”
Before Rafe can respond, Sarah appears, cutting through the moment.
“Hey, want to take a tour of the villa?” She asks, Y/N glances up at Rafe, giving him the chance to answer first. He seems surprised but quickly nods.
“Yeah, sure.” He replies as Sarah leads the way and the trio heads toward the kitchen. Y/N’s eyes light up as she takes in the massive counters, mixers and gleaming appliances.
“You think you’ll show off your baking skills here, Y/N?” Sarah teases, nudging her.
“Maybe.” Y/N replies with a chuckle. “I wouldn’t mind.”
Rafe notices the sparkle in her eye as she talks about baking and before he realizes it, a wide grin spreads across his face. He’s so caught up in watching her that he misses most of their conversation.
“You okay?” Y/N’s voice pulls him from his daze, her expression tinged with concern.
“Yeah, yeah.” He says, clearing his throat and trying to play it cool.
The tour moves to the bedroom. The expansive space is lined with huge closets covered by mirrors, beds side by side and across from each other with personalized plaques. Sarah immediately finds her bed and claims it with a dramatic jump, making both Rafe and Y/N laugh. Her laughter stirs something deep inside Rafe, a longing he hadn’t expected. Y/N walks down the carpeted aisle, scanning the plaques until she spots her name.
“Here we are!” She exclaims, pointing to a bed with a bright yellow blanket. Rafe follows her and stands close, glancing at her plaque.
“Which side do you prefer?” He asks and she shrugs. “Doesn’t matter to me. But fair warning…” She says, a mischievous grin forming, “I sleep like a starfish.”
“Oh yeah?” Rafe chuckles.
“Sometimes upside down.” She adds with a laugh, earning a loud laugh from him in return.
“Good to know.” He teases. “We’ll figure it out.” Their conversation is interrupted as Sarah leads them upstairs to the bathroom and makeup room. Sarah squeals at the sight of the luxurious setup, while Y/N pauses to glance at her reflection in the mirror.
“Looking good.” Rafe murmurs as he passes behind her, heading to the balcony. Y/N’s breath hitches at his voice, and she catches herself staring as he walks away.
“You’re staring.” Sarah teases in a singsong voice.
“Shut up.” Y/N mutters, brushing past her to step out onto the balcony.
“Wow!” She breathes, taking in the stunning view.
“Right? It’s unreal.” Rafe says, leaning closer.
“I can’t believe we’re staying here all summer.” She admits, sitting on a bench. Rafe joins her, nodding.
“Yeah, pretty surreal. Great house, great view…” He glances at her with a playful smirk. “Great company, too.” “Can’t argue with that.” She grins, bumping his arm lightly. Their eyes lock and the air between them grows heavy with unspoken tension. Rafe’s gaze flickers to her lips and she unconsciously wets them with her tongue. He starts to lean in but right then, the door bursts open. Topper, Kiara and John B spill onto the balcony.
“Whoa, this view is insane!” Topper exclaims, oblivious to the moment he’s just shattered. Rafe exhales in frustration, earning a soft giggle from Y/N.
“Maybe later.” She whispers, standing and joining the girls back inside. Rafe stays behind, stunned, watching her walk away. It hasn’t even been an hour, but he already knows he can’t stay away from her for long.
The day passes quickly as the islanders get to know one another. The girls instantly click and are soon upstairs, getting ready for the evening’s first party.
“So, what did you think of the boys?” Sarah asks, running a flat iron through her hair.
“They’re very good-looking.” Maddy replies, carefully applying her mascara. Kiara and Cleo nod in agreement before turning to Y/N, who is focused on curling her hair.
“And you, Y/N?” Sarah teases, nudging her playfully. “What do you think about Rafe?” Y/N giggles, wrapping another strand of hair around the curling wand.
“The boys seem nice, fun to be around. Rafe…yeah.” She begins, pausing briefly. “He seems really sweet.”
“And very fit!” Maddy adds, prompting laughter from the group.
“That too.” Y/N agrees with a grin.
“Would you say he’s your type?” Maddy presses, her curiosity evident as Y/N nods slowly.
“He…he’s different from what I usually go for, for sure.” She reveals making the girls exchange curious glances.
“What do you mean? Different how?” Cleo asks, watching as Y/N finishes curling her last strand.
“Well, all my exes have had darker features, darker skin. I don’t mind the change, though,” Y/N admits with a small smile. “But he’s different in terms of vibe, energy…all of that. We’ve only had a couple of chats, but he made it feel so easy, like we already knew each other. I really liked that.” The girls collectively swoon.
“It’s that soulmate energy.” Cleo jokes. “Like Bluetooth syncing or something!” Her comment earns a round of laughter.
“In all seriousness, it’s great that you already feel comfortable with him,” Maddy says, nodding. “And to have good banter on the first day? That’s rare.”
The girls agree, soon transitioning to sharing how they spent their day with the boys.
“JJ asked me my bra size! Like…dude, we just met!” She exclaims, making everyone laugh.
Later, they head downstairs, all dressed to impress. Y/N wears a matching top and skirt set paired with sleek black heels. As they enter the kitchen, the boys cheer and whistle, clearly appreciating the girls’ efforts.
“Here you go.” Rafe steps forward, offering Y/N a glass of champagne with a warm smile.
“Thanks.” She replies, taking it as she leans against the counter. JJ raises his glass for a toast.
“To Love Island! To the hottest cast ever! And to finding love and friends!” JJ announces, his energy contagious. The group laughs, clinking their glasses together. Rafe turns to Y/N, raising his glass to her specifically. She chuckles, gently tapping her glass to his before taking a sip.
After some time spent chatting, JJ claps his hands to grab everyone’s attention.
“Alright, how about a game of truth or dare to break the ice? Let’s get comfortable around here.” He suggests with a grin. The boys immediately agree, their enthusiasm contagious, while the girls exchange looks before Sarah shrugs.
“Why the heck not?” She says, prompting the others to nod in agreement, before heading to the firepit. JJ holds up two small boxes labeled “Truth” and “Dare” and heads over to John B, who’s sitting on the edge of the firepit’s rounded seating.
“Alright, John B, you’re up first. Truth or dare?” JJ prompts, shaking the boxes. John B reaches for the truth box, earning boos from Kiara. He chuckles as he unfolds the slip of paper.
“‘Have you ever been to the mile-high club?’” He reads aloud, his face lighting up with amusement. The girls burst into laughter while Rafe elbows him teasingly.
“No, I haven’t.” John B admits. “But I wouldn’t mind.” He shoots a cheeky glance at the girls and Cleo rolls her eyes giggling. Passing the boxes to Rafe, John B grins.
“Your turn, Rafe. Truth or dare?” He asks as Rafe smirks, nodding toward the dare box. John B holds it out, and Rafe picks a slip, unfolding it carefully.
“‘Kiss the islander you find most attractive.’” He reads, prompting whistles and cheers from the group.
“So me, obviously!” JJ jokes, earning another round of laughter. Rolling his eyes playfully, Rafe stands up without hesitation. His eyes land on Y/N and he walks toward her, heart pounding. Leaning down, he meets her wide-eyed gaze.
“Is this okay?” He asks softly. Y/N swallows hard, her cheeks flushing. She nods, her lashes fluttering shut as he leans in. Their lips meet in a gentle kiss and Rafe’s senses are overwhelmed. Her lips are soft, sweet like vanilla, with a hint of champagne from earlier. Time seems to stop and when he pulls back, he’s left breathless. Y/N opens her eyes slowly, her chest rising and falling. She smiles shyly and Rafe returns it with a soft nod before heading back to his seat. He notices her licking her lips and glancing down as Kiara teases her.
The game continues, but Rafe can’t stop sneaking glances at Y/N, his mind replaying the kiss over and over. It’s only day one, but he knows he’s already hooked.
When it’s Y/N’s turn, Pope hands her the boxes and Maddy elbows her playfully. She hesitates for a moment before reaching toward the truth box, only to change her mind and choose dare instead. The boys cheer as she picks up the slip, her cheeks turning crimson.
“Oh no.” She mutters, drawing everyone’s attention.
“What is it?” Sarah asks eagerly.
“Come on, spill!” JJ demands and Y/N groans, reading aloud
“‘Reenact your favorite sex position with an islander of your choice.’”
The girls gasp while the boys erupt into laughter, their excitement palpable. John B claps Rafe on the back, a knowing grin on his face. Rafe tries to keep a neutral expression, but his mind races. Part of him hopes she’ll choose him, though the thought of her picking someone else stirs a pang of jealousy. When Y/N stands and adjusts her skirt, his breath catches. She walks straight toward him and his pulse quickens.
“Is this okay?” She asks softly, standing between his legs. He nods quickly, his voice caught in his throat. Y/N straddles his lap, pretending to ride him. The girls giggle and the boys holler, their cheers echoing around them. Rafe freezes, his mind blank as he takes in her closeness. Y/N notices his dumbfounded expression and stops abruptly.
“Too far?” She whispers.
“No, no…just, damn.” Rafe shakes his head and replies. She laughs softly, her smile radiant as she climbs off his lap, adjusting her skirt before returning to her seat. Rafe’s cheeks burn as John B and Topper waste no time teasing him.
“Someone’s got a boner!” Topper yells, earning an elbow from Rafe.
The game continues, filled with laughter, wild dares and revealing truths. Topper does the worm, Pope eats a spoonful of mayo and Maddy shares her craziest sex story. But no matter how much fun unfolds, Rafe’s focus keeps drifting back to Y/N and the moments they just shared.
As the game ends, the islanders begin to drift away from the fire pit, eager to chat and unwind. Sarah, Kiara and Cleo head off together, with Topper and Pope trailing behind. John B pulls Maddy toward the daybed, while JJ makes his way to the kitchen for a snack. This leaves Y/N and Rafe alone by the firepit.
“Hey, um…” Rafe begins, glancing at her as she stands by the fire, rubbing her hands for warmth. He moves closer, standing beside her.
“You having fun?” He asks, his voice soft. Y/N looks up at him and smiles warmly.
“Yeah, I am. You?”
“Yeah, yeah.” He replies, nodding, his lips curling into a small smile. Y/N hesitates before speaking again, her voice tinged with guilt.
“Oh my god, about earlier, I'm so sorry. I took it too far with the whole position thing. If I made you uncomfortable-”
“You didn't.” He interrupts firmly, his tone reassuring.
“You sure?” She presses, searching his face. “You seemed…I don't know.” Rafe chuckles softly, shaking his head.
“I was just surprised. But…” He looks her in the eyes, a playful smirk forming. "I enjoyed it." Y/N's brows shoot up in surprise.
“Oh, yeah?” She teases, a smirk tugging at her lips. “Good to know.” She adds, her voice light but her gaze steady. The air between them shifts, an undeniable tension settling in. Their chemistry crackles, their banter flowing naturally despite their nervous energy. Y/N's eyes flicker to Rafe's lips and he notices, instinctively licking them.
“You know.” He says, his voice dropping. “You're a really good kisser.”
“You think so?” She asks, her pulse quickening, palms growing clammy.
“Know so.” He replies, his confidence unwavering. “And I wouldn't mind sharing another.” He reveals, as Y/N's breath catches at his words, her heart racing. She meets his intense blue gaze, taking a moment.
“I wouldn't mind either.” She whispers. Rafe raises his brows slightly in surprise before quickly scanning the villa. Everyone seems occupied, leaving them unnoticed. Stepping closer, he positions himself in front of her, shielding her from view. His hand gently rests on her waist, while the other cups her cheek, tilting her face toward his.
“Tell me to stop.” He murmurs, his breath warm against her skin.
“I don't want you to.” She whispers back, her voice steady despite the butterflies in her stomach. That's all Rafe needs to hear. He leans in, his lips meeting hers in a passionate kiss. Y/N recovers quickly, her arms wrapping around his shoulders as he deepens the kiss. It's full of promise, desire and something neither of them fully understands yet but feels deeply.
“Oy, oy, easy there!” JJ's voice cuts through, approaching the daybed with a cheeky grin. Y/N pulls back with a laugh, her cheeks flushed, while Rafe turns to shoot JJ a middle finger. Y/N grabs his arm, pushing it down with a playful shake of her head. Then, unable to resist, she pulls him back for another peck, which quickly turns into another...and another.
When they finally part, both are breathless, their laughter mixing softly. Y/N raises her hand, gently wiping the smudged lip gloss from Rafe's lips.
“Oh, yeah, do your thing.” Rafe murmurs, his eyes fixed on her. He takes in her flushed cheeks, the way her lashes flutter and the delicate touch of her fingers brushing his skin. For a moment, the world fades away, leaving only the two of them and the spark that's becoming impossible to ignore.
“You...you okay?” He asks, his voice uncertain but filled with a need for reassurance. He wants to know the kiss meant something to you, that it wasn’t just a fleeting moment. That even after one day, he’s claimed you in some unspoken way.
“Yeah. You? Was...was it okay?” You ask softly, your brows knitting with concern as you search his face for an answer.
“It was perfect.” He admits, his voice steady and sincere. A smile tugs at your lips and he can’t help but mirror it, pulling you into his arms. His hands trail lightly over your arms, noticing the faint goosebumps there.
“I like getting to know you already.” You murmur, half-teasing but entirely honest.
“Yeah, me too.” Rafe replies, a low chuckle escaping his throat. “That's...that's definitely an interesting way to get to know someone.” You laugh softly, the sound warm and light, before the two of you begin walking back toward the group. As soon as you rejoin the others, the teasing begins, playful and relentless. You roll your eyes, face flushing as you hide behind your hands, but Rafe only watches you, his gaze lingering. Admiring.
For him, there’s no teasing in the world that could ruin this moment.
It’s finally time for the couples to head to bed. The girls gather upstairs in the makeup room, taking off their makeup, slipping into pajamas and chatting as they wind down.
“Okay, Y/N.” Kiara says with a smirk. “Spill!”
“Yeah, don’t leave us hanging like that.” Maddy adds eagerly. Y/N stammers, her cheeks flushing as she searches for the right words.
“Guys, give her a second to breathe.” Sarah says, grabbing the bottle of micellar water.
“I…it just happened.” Y/N finally manages.
“How was it?” Kiara presses, leaning closer.
“Did he use tongue?” Maddy teases.
“Ew!” Cleo exclaims, wrinkling her nose. The girls dissolve into laughter.
“Okay, okay, relax!” Y/N starts, shaking her head. “We just…we had a moment. He wanted to kiss me and I wanted to kiss him. And…it was probably the best kiss I’ve ever had.”
The girls all let out a synchronized “aww,” making Y/N laugh nervously.
“I told you, it’s that Bluetooth connection.” Cleo chimes in, earning another round of giggles.
One by one, the girls head downstairs to the bedroom. John B and JJ are being their usual goofy selves, jumping from bed to bed. Pope and Topper are deep in conversation and Rafe is sitting at the edge of the bed, quietly watching everyone with a soft smile.
Y/N is the last to enter and all eyes fall on her as she steps into the room. Her cheeks heat up under the attention, but she quickly makes her way to the bed. Rafe stands the moment he sees her, scratching the back of his neck.
“I…uh…wasn’t sure which side you wanted.” He says awkwardly. She waves it off with a small smile.
“I told you, I don’t mind.” She replies.
“Right.” He mumbles, clearing his throat. “Okay.” He moves to the right side of the bed. “This okay?” She nods, still smiling as she sets her water bottle and phone on the bedside table. Rafe watches her, mesmerized. She’s wearing an oversized hoodie, one he wishes was his and tiny shorts that barely peek out from under the hem. Her hair is in loose braids, framing her face in a way that makes his heart race. Sliding under the covers, she glances up at him.
“Aren’t you getting in?” She asks and he blinks, realizing he’s still standing.
“Right! Yeah. Yes.” He quickly climbs into bed, keeping a safe distance so she feels comfortable. The lights go out and the room is filled with quiet laughter as Topper and Sarah cuddle boldly, earning a loud holler from JJ. Maddy smacks him playfully, pulling him closer to her. The teasing dies down and soon the room grows quiet. Y/N shifts under the covers, trying not to disturb anyone as she struggles to get comfortable.
“Hey, you okay?” Rafe’s voice is soft in the dark and she turns to face him.
“Sorry.” She whispers. “I’m just not used to sleeping anywhere but my own bed.” He nods in understanding.
“Yeah, I get that.” A pause. “Do…do you wanna come closer?” Her eyes widen slightly.
“I-” “You don’t have to.” He quickly adds. “It’s the first night. I don’t want to make you uncomfortable.” She hesitates before inching closer, her leg lightly brushing his.
“Is…is this okay?” She asks quietly.
“It’s perfect.” He murmurs. She relaxes, settling into the space beside him. Her arm finds its way around him, her knee brushing against his thigh. Rafe’s heart pounds at the contact and he focuses on keeping his breathing steady.
“Good night.” She whispers, her eyes fluttering shut.
“Good night.” He replies, his voice barely audible. Within moments, she drifts to sleep, her body softening against his. Rafe glances down at her, a gentle smile tugging at his lips as he wraps an arm around her shoulders. Her arm instinctively tightens around his torso, making his breath catch.
Looking around the room, he sees that everyone else is already asleep. He sighs, turning his gaze to the ceiling, wondering how it’s possible to feel so much for someone he met only hours ago.
The next morning, the bedroom lights flicker on, rousing everyone from their slumber. Groans and stretches echo around the room as Y/N blinks her eyes open, realizing her head was resting on Rafe’s chest. She pulls away quickly, her face flushing.
“Sorry.” She murmurs groggily while Rafe gives her a sleepy smile, his voice low and husky.
“It’s fine.” He whispers. Y/N sighs, tugging the covers over her head.
“I don’t wanna get up.” She groans and Rafe chuckles softly, yanking the covers away.
“Come on, sleepyhead.” He teases as a small smile tugs at her lips as she sits up, rubbing her eyes. Around the room, people start asking about each other's sleep.
“What about you, Y/N?” Maddy asks and Pope smirks. “You two cuddled last night, didn’t you?” He asks teasingly. Y/N’s cheeks turn crimson.
“I slept well.” She says quickly, then hesitates. “And… yeah, we did.” Topper, from his bed, grins and leans over to give Rafe a high-five. Rafe rolls his eyes but smirks, reaching out to connect hands. Y/N shakes her head at their antics, amused despite herself. She throws the covers off and stands up as the rest of the girls follow suit, heading upstairs to start the day. As Y/N walks away, Rafe couldn’t help but watch her, his gaze lingering.
“Man, you’re whipped already.” Topper jokes.
“Shut up.” Rafe mutters, though a small grin tugs at his lips as he gets out of bed to get ready.
Not long after, the boys gather outside for a morning workout, while the girls, now dressed in bikinis, fill the kitchen with chatter as they make coffee. Rafe works out until thirst gets the better of him. He heads to the kitchen to grab a water bottle, his eyes naturally drawn to the lively scene there.
That’s where Rafe spots Y/N, standing by the counter in a tiny bikini that perfectly highlights her silhouette. She’s in her element, flipping pancakes with ease, barely acknowledging whatever JJ is saying to her or noticing Rafe’s presence. His gaze lingers as she stacks the golden pancakes on a plate. When she finally looks up, her eyes meet his.
“Oh, hey!” She says, smiling warmly.
“Hey.” Rafe replies, a small smile tugging at his lips. His skin glistens with sweat from his workout, the sun highlighting his sun kissed complexion and making his blue eyes sparkle.
“You want some? They’re sugar-free, for all you gym rats.” She teases playfully, making him chuckle and nod.
“Yeah, I’d love some.” He says and he starts to move behind the counter, but she stops him, pressing the end of the spatula lightly against his chest.
“Go sit down. I’ve got this.” She exclaims as Rafe raises a questioning brow.
“You sure? I can-” “I insist.” She cuts him off firmly. With a slight shake of his head and a grin, he backs away, taking a seat on one of the stools. Y/N stacks pancakes onto two plates, adding a dollop of yogurt, a handful of berries and a drizzle of honey. Once she’s satisfied, she carries the plates over, placing one in front of him before settling beside him.
“Here you go. I…I didn't know if this is how you wanted them. Fuck, I should’ve asked.” She mutters, scolding herself. Rafe glances at the plate, then back at her.
“Actually, just like this.” He reveals with a faint grin and she narrows her eyes playfully.
“You don’t have to lie to make me feel better.” She says.
“I’m not lying.” He replies quickly, shaking his head. “Seriously, you can ask my family or any of my friends, this is exactly how I make them too.” Y/N’s eyes widen, and Rafe can’t help but feel stunned. It’s such a small, silly thing, but it means something to him. He wonders why he hadn’t met her sooner.
They both mirror a smile before she starts to dig into her pancakes, she strikes up small talk with him, her laughter and easygoing nature making it impossible for him to look away.
Breakfast flies by and the islanders soon head to their first challenge, designed to help them get to know each other better. The setup resembles an airport, complete with a metal detector and a luggage carousel at the center. The game is simple: the girls read cards with spicy truths about the boys and try to guess which one the secret belongs to. Once they’ve guessed, they "scan" the boy and seal it with a kiss. The boy then walks through the metal detector to reveal if the guess was correct. Afterward, the roles reverse and the boys guess about the girls. The team with the most correct answers wins.
Sarah goes first, picking up her card.
“‘This boy’s first time happened in the back of his dad’s van.’” She reads out loud. “Hope dad wasn’t there.” She adds smirking as the girls laugh and exchange guesses, while Sarah studies the boys. Her eyes land on John B, who’s nervously scratching the back of his neck.
“You! You look guilty!” She declares, pointing at him. Laughing, John B takes her hand and they step to the center. Sarah cups his face and pulls him into a soft kiss. John B’s hands settle on her waist, letting her take the lead as the kiss deepens. The other girls cheer excitedly. When they break apart, both are flushed and Sarah playfully pushes John B toward the metal detector. He steps through and it blinks green. She guessed correctly.
“And no, my dad wasn’t there.” John B jokes. “But thanks for that mental image I’ll never unsee.” The group bursts into laughter and Sarah sends him a cheeky wink before returning to the girls.
The game continues until it’s Kiara’s turn. She steps forward, grabs a card and reads it aloud.
“‘This boy drunk-dialed a celebrity and hooked up with her.’” Gasps fill the room.
“What? That’s insane!” Kiara exclaims, scanning the boys’ faces for clues. After a moment, she points to Rafe. “You seem like the type to drunk-dial someone.” She drags him to the middle and they share a brief, soft kiss. He steps through the detector, but it flashes red. As everyone murmurs, JJ steps forward, grinning.
“Yeah, that was me.” He admits.
“What? Spill the details!” Maddy presses and JJ scratches the back of his neck, chuckling.
“There was this woman, an actress, can’t name her, obviously, who was taking surfing lessons from me. One night, I got totally wasted, called her and well…we ended up on my boat.” The room erupts in shock, the boys teasing him for more details, but JJ keeps the name to himself, basking in the attention.
Finally, it’s Y/N’s turn. She steps forward, picks up a card and reads.
“‘This boy accidentally sent a dirty picture to a colleague.’” She gulps and laughs nervously. “Oh no, that’s…unfortunate.”
After a moment of deliberation, she points to Rafe.
“I’m going with you.” She says, unsure but willing to take the chance. Rafe’s breath catches as Y/N takes his hand and pulls him to the center. Their eyes meet, lingering, before she stands on her tiptoes to kiss him. The kiss is soft but charged, with an unspoken intensity that sets it apart. Rafe’s hands settle on her waist, pulling her closer.
When they finally part, Rafe takes a moment to collect himself before stepping under the detector. It blinks green. Y/N grins as the girls cheer, but her gaze stays locked on his.
“What kind of dirty picture?” She asks, raising a curious brow and Rafe smirks.
“You know the kind.” His teasing tone earns a round of laughter and screams from the group, while Y/N fights a blush, unable to look away from him.
Now it’s the guys’ turn. JJ steps up first, grabbing a card and reading it aloud.
“‘This girl has had a threesome with her best friend and her boyfriend.’” He pauses dramatically, then smirks. “Oh, spicy!” His eyes sweep over the girls before he steps in front of Y/N, extending his hand.
“Come on, sweets.” He says with a playful grin. Y/N hesitates for a moment but takes his hand, letting him lead her to the center. Rafe watches, trying to keep his expression neutral as JJ cups Y/N’s face and pulls her in for a messy, passionate kiss. Despite himself, Rafe’s jaw tightens and he looks away briefly. When the kiss ends, Y/N wipes her lips with a small smile and steps under the detector, which flashes red. As the islanders try to figure out who it was, Kiara steps forward, rolling her eyes.
“Okay, fine! It was one time and I’m not even friends with her anymore.” She admits.
“Did the threesome have anything to do with that?” Maddy teases, raising an eyebrow.
“What? No! She was just a two-faced bitch.” Kiara shoots back, making everyone laugh. Y/N chuckles softly as she takes her spot again.
Finally, it’s Rafe’s turn. He picks up a card and reads it, a sly smile spreading across his face.
“‘This girl had a sex dream about a superhero.’” He glances at the girls, his gaze landing on Y/N, who suddenly seems very interested in her nails. Rafe chuckles.
“Come on, Y/N.”
She looks up, cheeks flushing and takes his outstretched hand. He leads her to the middle, his hand settling on her waist. Tilting her chin up with his finger, he leans in for a kiss. It starts soft, almost tentative, but quickly deepens as he pulls her closer. Her arms wrap around his shoulders and Rafe, unable to resist, lifts her off the ground, continuing the kiss until he gently sets her back down.
When they finally pull away, both of them are breathless, laughing quietly as Y/N steps under the detector, which flashes green. Rafe’s smirk widens as Topper chimes in.
“Care to tell us which superhero it was?” He asks and everyone starts begging her to spill and Y/N groans, her face burning.
“It was…Captain America.” She reveals as the girls nod knowingly, while the guys gape in shock.
“I had a Marvel phase, okay? And…I’m sorry if Chris Evans ever hears about this.” She adds, making everyone laugh.
With the game wrapped up, the girls victorious, the islanders head back to the villa, the tension between Y/N and Rafe lingering in the air.
The girls head straight upstairs to the makeup room to get ready for the night.
“So… Captain America?” Maddy teases as she works on her hair. Y/N rolls her eyes, sifting through the racks of outfits.
“Don’t even start.” She warns, though her lips twitch with a smile.
“I don’t blame you.” Sarah chimes in, applying lip gloss.
“He’s hot!” Cleo agrees enthusiastically.
The girls laugh and chat as they get ready, rehashing the challenge and the scandalous truths that were revealed. By the time they head downstairs, they’re glammed up and dressed to impress.
The boys, also cleaned up in their best outfits, let out whistles and cheers as the girls enter the bedroom. Rafe can’t take his eyes off Y/N, especially the short dress that hugs her in all the right places. She moves through the corridor toward him, but her heel catches and she stumbles. Rafe reacts instantly, grabbing her waist to steady her. Her hands press against his chest as she regains her balance.
“You okay?” He asks, his voice low and concerned.
“Yeah, I’m fine. Thanks.” She murmurs, meeting his gaze briefly before standing upright. His hands linger on her waist, reluctant to let go.
“Aw, looks like you’ve got your own superhero!” Maddy teases as she walks by, grinning. Y/N chuckles softly, stepping back and rolling her eyes.
“Thanks again.” She says before following Maddy and the other girls. Rafe stays rooted to the spot, watching her walk away. Topper claps him on the back.
“Dude, you’re staring again. Chill.”
“Fuck.” Rafe blinks, muttering under his breath, before he trails behind the group as they head to the kitchen.
Later, Y/N, Maddy and Sarah lounge on the daybed with JJ and John B. The vibe is relaxed, laughter flowing easily among them. Rafe approaches, his hands in his pockets.
“Mind if I join?” He asks. The guys scoot over to make space, but his eyes are fixed on Y/N.
“Of course.” She says with a small smile, shifting slightly to make room.
“You having a good time?” She asks, taking a sip of water from her bottle.
“Yeah. It’s good. All good.” Rafe replies, his voice a bit strained.
The conversation resumes, light and playful, but Rafe seems distracted. Finally, he clears his throat, his expression unusually serious.
“I’m sorry, but I have to bring this up.” He says, breaking into the chatter. Everyone looks at him curiously.
“What are you talking about?” Maddy asks. Rafe glances at Y/N, his lips twitching into a smirk.
“Captain America? Really?”
The group erupts into laughter as Y/N groans, hiding her face in her hands.
“You’re never letting this go, are you?” She asks, her voice muffled.
“Never.” Sarah chimes in, wrapping an arm around Y/N. “This is too good.” Y/N sighs dramatically.
“Fine. Yes, I had a Marvel phase. And yes, Chris Evans is ridiculously hot. So is Steve Rogers. And yes, I’d happily let him save me from a burning building and then kiss me and…is that so bad?”
Everyone laughs, but before Y/N can join in, she notices movement in the distance. A figure appears, walking down the villa’s flower-adorned corridor, the click of heels echoing against the floor.
“Where’s my warm welcome?” A sultry voice calls out. All heads turn and Y/N’s eyes widen in shock.
“Shit.” She mutters under her breath. A hot new bombshell just entered the villa.
to be continued…
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Hiii , can you write something jealous drew , maybe he is away to shoot a movie and reader takes rustyn to preschool or to events and during this time she makes friends with one of the single dads there and the guy is a bit of a flirt, when drew gets back from the shoot, rustyn mentions his mom's new friend and reader lets it go but drew is already jealous and the next day he goes to preschool with reader and intimidates the single dad a bit and reader finds his jealousy cute
𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐚 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝
pairing: dad!drew starkey x mom!reader
summary: while drew is away filming, you take rustyn to preschool and befriend kevin, a charming single dad who enjoys flirting a little too much. when drew returns home, rustyn innocently mentions mama’s new friend, which immediately sparks drew’s jealousy. the next day, he insists on going to preschool with you, just to say hi, of course.
warning(s): english is not my native language. slow-burn jealousy, playful intimidation, protective drew, and plenty of domestic fluff.
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It was another morning of getting Rustyn ready for preschool, and you were juggling everything alone again while Drew was away filming. Rustyn, as always, was a bundle of energy, making it nearly impossible for you to get his shoes on properly.
“Rustyn, hold still, baby,” you sighed, attempting to double-knot his laces.
“But Mama, I wanna go wake up Dada first!”
You smiled, ruffling his hair.
“Alright, go give him a kiss, then we have to leave, okay?”
Rustyn ran off into your bedroom, where Drew was still tangled up in the sheets, deep in sleep. But that didn’t stop your son from climbing onto the bed and poking his dad’s cheek.
“I love you, Dada. Bye-bye!”
Drew groaned, barely cracking one eye open.
“Mmm, love you too, buddy. Have fun at school today.”
“I will, Dada!”
You leaned against the doorframe, watching the sleepy exchange with a soft smile before ushering Rustyn out to the car.
At preschool, Rustyn was practically bouncing in his seat as you pulled into the parking lot.
“Look, Mama! Daisy’s there!” he pointed eagerly, and you followed his gaze to see a little girl with pigtails standing next to her dad, waving.
Rustyn beamed. “Isn’t she pretty, Mama?”
“She’s very pretty, sweetheart,” you agreed, helping him out of his car seat.
As you walked up to the entrance, Daisy’s dad turned and gave you a friendly smile.
“Hey, you must be Rustyn’s mom,” he said, offering a handshake.
“I am,” you said, shaking his hand.
“Kevin,” he introduced himself.
“Daisy’s dad. She talks about Rustyn all the time.”
You laughed, glancing down at your son.
“Does she now? Well, Rustyn talks about her, too. I think you two might have a little duo forming.”
Kevin grinned.
“Yeah, seems like it. She says Rustyn shares his crayons with her, which is apparently a huge deal.”
You chuckled. “That’s adorable.”
As the kids ran ahead toward the classroom, Kevin lingered beside you, casually tucking his hands into his pockets.
“So, you’re usually the one doing drop-offs?” he asked.
“Most of the time,” you nodded.
“My husband’s away filming right now.”
Kevin’s brows lifted slightly.
“Oh, your husband’s in the industry?”
“Yeah,” you said, smiling. “Drew Starkey.”
His expression flickered with recognition.
“Oh, that Drew Starkey? Damn. That’s cool.”
You laughed. “Yeah, he’s pretty great.”
Kevin gave you a teasing smile.
“Well, I don’t usually get starstruck, but I might have to get an autograph for Daisy. Or, you know, you could just sign something for me instead.”
You blinked, catching the flirtatious edge in his voice.
“Kevin…” you said, giving him a knowing look.
He held up his hands in surrender, laughing.
“Alright, alright. Just saying, it’s not every day I meet someone who looks like you at preschool drop-off.”
You shook your head with an amused smile, deciding to let it slide.
“Well, I should get going,” you said, shifting the conversation.
“Rustyn’s probably already settled in.”
Kevin nodded. “Yeah, me too. But hey, if you ever want to grab coffee after drop-off, let me know.”
You hesitated for half a second before offering a polite smile.
“That’s kind of you, but I’m good. See you later, Kevin.”
As you walked back to your car, you brushed off the encounter. It was nothing. Just friendly conversation.
That evening, Drew was finally home, setting the table while you finished heating up dinner.
Rustyn, however, was unusually quiet, barely touching his food.
Drew sat beside him, gently nudging his arm.
“What’s up, buddy?”
Rustyn poked at his mashed potatoes, frowning.
“Mama made a new friend today.”
Drew’s head snapped up, his eyes flickering to you.
“Oh yeah?” he asked, keeping his voice casual.
“Who’s this new friend?”
Rustyn fidgeted in his seat.
“Daisy’s dad. He talks to Mama a lot. And today, Daisy said her dad likes Mama.”
You nearly choked on your water. “Rustyn!”
Drew, on the other hand, just let out a dry chuckle.
“Oh, did she now?”
Rustyn nodded. “She said Mama might be her other mom. But I don’t want that.”
Drew placed a hand on Rustyn’s head, ruffling his hair.
“Buddy, no one’s taking Mama away from us. You don’t have to worry about that.”
You reached over, squeezing Drew’s wrist.
“It’s just kids being kids. Daisy was probably just playing pretend.”
Drew hummed, but the sharp set of his jaw told you he wasn’t letting it go.
The next morning, you were tying Rustyn’s shoes when Drew suddenly grabbed his keys.
“What are you doing?” you asked.
“Coming with you,” he said casually, slipping on his jacket.
“You sure? I thought you were sleeping in today.”
“Nah, I feel like stretching my legs.”
You squinted at him. “Drew…”
He smirked, pressing a kiss to your forehead.
“Just wanna say hi to Rustyn’s teachers. And maybe meet your new friend.”
You sighed, but you didn’t argue.
At preschool, Drew held Rustyn’s other hand, his grip firm and possessive.
Kevin was already there, chatting with another parent, but when he saw you approaching, he smiled until his eyes landed on Drew.
Drew’s hold on your waist tightened slightly.
“Morning, Y/N,” Kevin greeted.
“Morning,” you said as Rustyn ran off to play.
Drew extended his hand, his grip firm and unrelenting.
“Drew Starkey. Her husband.”
Kevin hesitated before shaking it.
“Oh. Right, yeah. Nice to meet you, man. I’ve heard a lot about you.”
Drew smiled, but there was something sharp in it.
“Funny. I don’t think I’ve heard about you at all.”
Kevin let out a small laugh. “Well, Daisy and Rustyn get along great, so Y/N and I have talked a bit.”
“That so?” Drew said, still smiling.
“Appreciate you keeping my wife company while I was away.”
You elbowed him lightly, but he didn’t budge.
Kevin cleared his throat. “Yeah, well, good seeing you guys. I should get going.”
As he walked off, Drew exhaled, looking entirely too pleased with himself.
“You’re ridiculous,” you muttered, shaking your head.
Drew smirked, leaning in close. “Just making sure he knows you’re very taken.”
You rolled your eyes. “Jealous much?”
Drew wrapped an arm around you, murmuring in your ear, “Always, baby.”
You let out a laugh, nudging him playfully.
“Come on, jealous husband, let’s get breakfast.”
Drew chuckled, kissing your temple before leading you back to the car, still holding you close.
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