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CHAT fms/tss fandom wya.... I need yr help.... :3
I need uhh um writing prompts yea. For favremysabre/steve saga stuff. Actually mainly steve saga bc idunno enough about the other ones to write for them :(( but it can be like sabre centric (is that the word??) Or not. I really wanna write about them but idk what :( and the very few ideas I have are loose and I cant even do bc no motivation to start them 💔💔💔
Anyways tss/fms writing prompts or ideas or smth PLEASE I've gotta get SILLIER also feel free to suggest literally anything ever whenever. Like if this post gets old feel free to still add stuff or if you've already suggested and get more ideas u can add them on if u want I am.steugglign
They can be like prompts or requests or aus or whatever I'm literally sillyign rn
Hahahahghssj ok bye ty in advance !!!
#ohhhh#uh#I have a prompt that you can write (ONLY IF YOU WANT TO) : Sabre and Lucas ( Lucas is rarely used and I am sad) showing Rainbow and Light#how to make flower crown and flower meanings!! I love fluffy stuff#not to mentioned the gang in SS often can’t enjoy life because of the villains#or another idea: The end dragon isn’t mentioned#so what if Sabre told Rainbow about the the end city and ended dragon!!#rainbow could having trouble sleeping due to anxiety and stuff and Sabre was up since he just couldn’t (I love to make Sabre insomniac)#or make a legend about players#about their eldritch stuff lol- I often see hc about players just being interesting critters hybrids and such#make Sabre eldritch#Lucas too#they just both chose to look like the most normal guys you ever seen lmao#both can and will protect their Rainbow Town in SS form villains by being unsettling and a total enigma for the villains#I am yapping at this sorry andddddd I feel like overwhelmed you#enjoy using these prompts- most of them are from Sabre and lucas and rainbow#also miss the rainbow town era :((#I also am a big fan of eldritch Minecraft players stuff lol#okay I’ll actually stop talking#😭😭😭#whether theyre posted or not is a whole different story#because i am a being full of fear#i might tho if i like them enough :3#have fun!!#favremysabre#favremysabre steve saga#steve saga#the steve saga
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WAIT ONE MOMENT, YOU'RE INTO TRIGUN??? I love your bsd art and scrolled through you blog and I saw trigun art and the actual gasp I let out xD!
Although as someone who loves Bsd and Trigun hear me out, I don't know how to explain it but Chuuya and Wolfwood would be friends somehow. If not friends, I'm sure they would understand each other to an extent and the thought of them sharing similar experiences and pains make me so :'DD
unfortunately I havent found a lot of trigun and bsd fans here so hope you don't mind me dropping by your inbox to drop this ask and thanks for letting me as well!
CONGRATULATIONS ANON YOU HAVE JUST OPENED MY EYES BC YES THEY WOULD DEFINITELY BE DRINKING/SMOKING BUDDIES AND WOULD DEFINITELY RANT ABOUT THAT ONE IDIOT IN THEIR LIFE
And yeah omg they did have such similar parallels in their past I’m—
Also yes hi I like trigun. I watched the rebooted one only tho,,, but I will—no, I shall—find the time to read the manga or watch the og anime :,3
thank you for dropping by! I appreciate this hehehe I hope you like the humble doodle :3 this post is officially calling out to any bsd and trigun enjoyers I hope anon finds more people through this :3!! It’s such an amazing series aaaaaaaaaa
#also pls forgive me if the trigun peps here are off its actually my first time drawing them#gosh I need to draw these trigunning idiots more#I LOVE VASH SM THO HES SO AJDJFJDJHDJS AUGH#THEM THE IDIOTS x4#also so surprised to see bsd enjoyers liking other things I love#like just a few days ago I found out a couple of bsd friends know about legend of her#LIKE LEGEND OF HEI THAT NICHE THING HELLO I AM SO NORMAL ABT LEGEND OF HEI I INHALE EVERY SINGLE CRUMB IT HAS TO OFFER I#okay I’ll stop talking#glad to know people don’t see bsd as my whole personality bc I swear I a#I am normal abt so much more things lmao#bsd#trigun#inbox#inbox sketch
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still can’t believe nico having catholic guilt is canon. like. i mean yeah but did u really have to confirm it let the boy rest
#nico di angelo#pjo#hoo#toa#it was supposed to be like a hc yknow#even if it is historically accurate for an italian in the 1940s#honestly wish that was explored more in canon#i know ts*ts would have been miles better because of it#okay i promised myself i wouldn’t bitch about ts*ts in the tags i’ll stop now#but damn rick really can’t give this guy a break#i’m not necessarily a nico stan but i do find it fascinating how most people just absolutely wreck his character in fandom#he’s such an interesting and complex individual in the books (even if it is inconsistent which adds to it imo)#top 3 nico moments imo are the battle of manhattan how he acted in son of neptune and number one ofc vaporizing bryce lawrence#all of them are v interesting#why do i always end up talking like 4x more in the tags than i do in the actual post#🤷🏽♀️#🐋.txt
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love being wide awake at 2am on a school night. good news is i’m almost done with tllr chapter 15
#feeling super inspired#like wooow wow#cannot express how inspired and motivated i feel rn#i wrote soo much#i’m having so sooooo many thoughts. i bet you’ll never guess who it’s about#it’s anton yeah#if i start talking i won’t shut up so i should probably sleep. or keep writing actually#i am a creature of the night after all#wyrms says stuff#anton oc#dreams are crazy one day i’ll be like all normal and the next i’ll be thinking so much about anton and vampires and anton being a vampire#and me being his thrall#normal stuff yk. normal people thoughts obviously#hey okay but if i actually was vampire anton’s thrall he would sooo help me sleep tonight#and like anton reminds me soo much of alexander. yes i’ve read ahead okay#i need to stop talking holy shit my brain#my brain has the zoomies tonight after binging that series#brain zoomies. vampire anton can u hypnotize me pls can u enthrall me i need to sleeep
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“And the universe said I love you
because you are love.”
below the cut i have so much to say and some extra silly things to share. feel free to scroll past the paragraph if you aren’t interested, but tl;dr is that me and my story support you clown <3
WOW i love the end poem,,,,, couldn’t resist using it, i feel like it’s the right ocassion BUT here’s my amazing notes app script
- i write this for clown, for myself, and for anyone curious enough to read. i feel like i should probably have a little more of a sense for what should and shouldn’t go on my main account, but i consider this to be a very rare meaningful thought of mine. i guess i’m not one to talk much about my own creative projects for reasons, but i do want to share my own experiences.
- i will never forget what she did to my sweet wisteria and everything i made. i’ve had him for as long as i can remember, and he’s always been a part of me. but i shared him with the wrong person and it costed me the love i had for a story once so dear to me. i held him so close, and i’ve held him even closer ever since she said all the things she’d do to him. it’s a miracle i ever got back into writing for my wisteria, because at the time all i wanted was to get rid of him and everything he meant to me. and i’m only one person, she was only one person, and i cannot imagine what it must feel like to see as many people as you have do the same to your world.
- i do feel sort of selfish thinking you would read this or that i sort of made it about me, but i just want you to know that the majority of us will support you no matter what. i am only one of literally thousands of people that saw your work through youtube or tiktok or whatever, so i suppose this is more of a log of what you got me thinking about. your work and what i’ve seen from your tumblr genuinely inspires me, and i don’t mean it in a sappy way, i mean that i have literally thought long and hard about your work when working on my portfolio as it captures a lot of what i’m doing with my own.
- whatever you choose to make private, if anything, know that you have made such a huge and wonderful impact on so many people. my heart aches for what you have been going through as a consequence for this, but there’s always going to be a bright side, right?
- i’ll end with some silly doodles of my guys and the wh guys and another quote from one of my interests to brighten the mood!! we love you, clown <3
about to make this post longer than the steddie ficlets i have saved 🔥🔥
tumblr is actually so bugged rn so i can’t add image commentary in the tags BUT i’ll try to edit it later 🔥🔥🔥 okay now i’m a sappy sucker here’s another FAVORITE quote and we’ll play guess what niche interest it is
“With you, I am ready to face whatever awaits.”
*bows* thank you for coming
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#tumblr is actually so bugged if the images don’t work i’ll be very sad#BUT!!! here is a silly wally and my message for clown#i daydreamed the hell out of this post#i felt like the end poem was fitting for this#also frank and wisteria are BEST FRIENDS#they’re both edgy#they’re both gay#they both LOVE butterflies#it was meant 2 be#holding them so close to me#OKAY I’LL STOP TALKING#welcome home#welcome home arg#welcome home puppet show#welcome home wally#welcome home wally darling#wally darling#my art
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the amount of surprised pika “wait people actually shave their arms?” comments on posts about body hair are so funny like I unironically am so happy for you that you weren’t laughed at by a classmate for having hairy arms “like a man” in like 4th grade this is why I wish body hair conversations would stop centering around armpit hair
#okay that’s the tldr but the way I actually remember it is that the classmate (a boy) pointed out my arm hair and ask why so hairy#and I genuinely was so confused I was just like idk??? and then later at home that day I asked my mom about it and she was like#It’s bc your dads side of the family is hairy so then I later talked to that guy again like ‘I take after my dad’ or whatever#And /then/ is when he laughed and was like ‘but you’re a girl’ about it#Granted I’m non-binary but like I didn’t know that in elementary#Plus I didn’t stop shaving until around mid 2010s and was still self conscious about it for years#Like I remember feeling embarrassed during college (2018ish) if I had to use the rest room and someone else was in there when I would roll#My sleeves up to wash my hands#Anyways I eventually stopped caring about it sometime within the last year or 2 but see how long that took? It really shouldnt#Like some of us just genetically have more darker thicker visible body hair than others and we shouldn’t be shamed for it#One thing at a time though because even I’m still working through leg hair shame#I don’t shave them anymore but I also haven’t worn shorts outside of my bedroom in years#I’ll literally switch into shorts if it’s too hot right before bed and switch back into pants before stepping out of my room in the morning#I’ve been feeling cute the past few days and it’s starting to warm up again plus also had a convo w mom recently so#I might change that soon but only within the house still bc baby steps <3#Anyways I’m just rambling now so I should stop. Good night !!
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is it gay to be so overwhelmed with emotions by thinking about someone you care about so much you almost want to pick up writing again
#- but also it’s night time and you can’t fall asleep even though you need to get up early#and you’re just stuck imagining the lines you want written down#so your only options are to do it now while they’re still there#or not and then forget all of them in the morning and cry#hi i’m the gay one help i haven’t been in this state in a while#i’m just in that state again somehow i guess#probably because i never got a chance to tell this person how something so small for them meant a world to me in that moment#i hope i’ll be able to tell you all that myself in a more direction way but i love you so much you mean the world to me#okay i don’t actually want to scare you off by saying that but knowing what my mind is imagining for this you’d think that yourself anyway#i should probably stop taking now it’s way too late and i’m being tooooo emotionally vulnerable rn#hi guys sleepy night time frab here i’m the (other) emotion + vulnerable one#don’t you love to see it#i wonder if anyone is still down here reading these tags#hi if you are! send aaaa hmmm send a little ‘£; e’ if you read to this point#also why r u still reading? weirdoooo /jk love you#but really don’t be down here too long i’m sorta bleeding all my feelings out right now#because i’m so bad at expressing myself directly and as soon as i want to#ugh i’ll leave now i’m lonely and talking to myself too much again#night night everpony#frabrant#wonder if i’ll write more again… ok i’m LEVAING now gah
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I’m a yapper who gets self conscious if I yap too much where the FUCK is my mandatory permanent yapper friend that fills in for me while I remember I’m allowed to talk??
#‘vacation’#FUCK OFF#come back man#I miss u#I’ll buy you froyo#or whatever dumbass food you want#fuck I’m having the most awkward conversation cause I was busy yapping#realized they hadn’t talked#stopped talking#and I can’t make myself START again cause I feel rude#but they aren’t talking EITHER#oh wait they just hung up#okay actually I’m good#still gonna post this tho cause bbg needs to know
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I finished season 2 of Sonic X and OOF I have many feelings. Especially regarding Chris. You can literally see his anxiety rise and rise and rise over the course of the last 3 episodes. My poor boy reached his breaking point 😔
#Shima speaks#It’s late and I’m sleepy otherwise I’d go on a long ass rant about this#But I’ll just mention one thing.#The ONE time we see Sonic cry in the series. The ONLY time might I add#Is when he’s giving Chris one last ride and saying goodbye. Chris literally feels Sonic’s tears his his face#*on his#They’re both sitting there like: 🥺😭#We don’t even see Sonic cry like directly either we don’t see his actual facial expression#BUT YOU CAN SEE THE TEARS#ALSO THE FACT THAT SHADOW HAS ONLY CRIED ONCE AND IT WAS BC OF CHRIS. SHUT UP#Love that Shadow showed up in Chris’ most important memories flashback.#He really made that much of an impact on you huh.#Okay I need to stop talking now lmao#Sonic#Sonic X#Sonic the Hedgehog#Chris Thorndyke
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#i fear i will be in the ground before louis’ team / label actually do their fucking jobs and promote the man#like goddamn can i take over the creative head position? god knows what i’ll be cooking up on the daily but at least i’ll be in the kitchen#always relying on the same ideas like making it all about the fans and then in turn making us do everything#like i’m sorry but he also neeeeds a different schtick because this dual ended parasocial relationship being his Thing *is* going to bite#him in the ass before long if it isn’t enough already#@ the team spice it up!! do your fucking jobs like what are you getting paid for ??#and @ my mans stop enabling the weirdos! stop making all this be okay!!#waoyf#i yell because i care!!#louis tomlinson#1d#alex talks
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no because i get so stuck on how endless everything feels, how life is so long and these horrible habits i have now are part of my life story forever but
life is so long. every little good choice i make will add up. i don’t have to fix everything today, it can take time
#idk if it’s the capitalism or the time blindness or what but there’s very much an innate must be doing must be fixing must be winning#and like. it doesn’t work for me. it doesn’t help me#i just need to take my steps slowly and let progress come with me#the big picture doesn’t have to be so scary#this is literally just cause I went ‘i keep being so overwhelmed by how many relatives I want to call and calling no one. if I just break it#down and call one person a day (a) that’s better but (b) I’ll actually get to everybody eventually rather than not talking to anyone#i really want to just become someone who talks to people#like. the glue in my family if you will#like I want to just be like. hi aunt so and so. yes it is weird I’m calling you. but we haven’t talked in forever and I wanted to know how#you are. okay great ten minute conversation im gonna call you again in two weeks#and then whenever I’m with family and they’re like ‘what’s so and so up to’ I’ll actually know#cause I’ll talk to people. that’s the kind of person I want to be#and the only thing stopping me from being that person is me#yes my family doesn’t do that and it will be weird and awkward and. painful at first#but if I kept at it. think of all the lovely relationships I could build#also need to dedicate more time to my friendships!!!#responding to texts!!!#but like it’s hard#i need my adhd meds for any of these things to be more than just plans#but I have a doctors appointment in two days#and I won’t even be out of other meds yet 😎
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not being able to fit in even with the groups of ppl who don’t fit in lol sometimes it feels like this high school mentality will never end.
#ranting in the tags#not that it matters but i’m sensitive so i’m gonna complain no matter what#being called a loner all your life then turning it into some kind of badge of honor#bc it’s the only way not being able to click with or connect with ppl stings less#it only works for so long. and when it stops working… lol. just kinda sucks ig.#like every negative trait i was told i have is just reinforced bc duh!!! ding ding ding it’s all making sense ofc ppl don’t wanna talk to u!#i don’t talk enough or make a good effort or i talk too much and make no sense or come off as rude#and either way i’m off putting and it just takes too much effort to be around me#it’s like i make peace with these things and then one fucking thing happens and i’m being slammed back to 15 year old bella mentality again#it’s so exhausting and i’m so tired of being upset that i’m not good at like being a normal functioning fucking person#and ppl try and connect with me but i just give absolutely nothing in return bc i don’t know how to!!!#genuinely like how do ppl just talk to each other? how do you all have friends and make it look so easy and natural#like it’s obviously probably easy and natural bc it’s supposed to be and for some reason i just like… can’t?#okay. whatever#doesn’t matter anyway i’ll go on living#just hate being sad over this. it feels so lame lol.#oscillating between self obsession and self pity every two weeks or so i’m actually so fucking over it hahaha#but it’s cool. i’m cool. rant over 😚#bella complains
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I don’t why Motley Crue should’ve been left in 2015
They shoulda stopped after Red, White & Crue in ‘05. If I Die Tomorrow was the last thing they did that was any good at all, and it was written by Simple Plan, so I mean
#she speaks#because simple plan entire discography > anything Motley Crue has done since the 80s#really if I’m gonna be absolutely honest they shoulda quit in the early 90s the first time they broke up#anyway mick mars is the only member who’s actually worth anything and I hope he wins his lawsuit#got me thinking about Vince Neil singing MY HONK WHACHOW KICK STONK MY HONK on fucking stage#that video’s hilarious I wonder if I can find it#okay I’ll stop talking now lol
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I’m so angry because I’m watching a TV show and there was a nun character that told one of the main characters who’s an ex catholic that God would be waiting for him when he’s ready to come back, and I instantly started sobbing and I could feel the presence of God just like I always used to be able to but I’m so fucking tired of this happening over and over again. I’m trying to block it out and not let myself be comforted by it because in october when I lost my faith I promised myself I would never go back to God because what He did to me is unforgivable.
I don’t give a shit if He’s pursuing me because He loves me, I can’t keep getting tossed around like this. I so badly want to start going to mass again because I love everything about it but I can’t because God fucked up too badly this time and it’s like an abusive relationship if He can torture me and let bad things happen to me and then expect me to come back to Him just because He loves me and can make me feel His love against my will.
#I’ve calmed down a bit now and I realise that it’s just that the show was referencing a bible verse and it triggered some latent programming#in me#it’s not feeling the presence of God; I’ll never truly feel that again and I never felt it in the first place#it’s all me interpreting emotions a certain way; the way I was primed to as a child#I just hate this so fucking much I hate the feeling that I have no control over my own beliefs and right when I have agency and stop#believing; God always finds some way to pull me back#I’ve been watching this great atheist youtube channel where the guy is an exvangelical and he talks about his trauma and the manipulation#tactics and the like#it’s been really healing to see him deconstruct all the things that hurt me#I forgot quite how hurtful they are though! well; I’ve been reminded#it’s okay. I’m okay. it’s not God coming after me and it’s okay if I still don’t believe in Him because He’s not real and He can’t send me#to hell#oof that was rough#anne speaks#probably some of you might be offended by this but I actually don’t care because you can believe whatever you like and I’m not talking about#that. this is me dealing with my own trauma and it has no bearing on what I think of your beliefs
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#I AM OVER THE MOON RN#okay so like a few days ago I was hanging out with a friend in the student lounge and she was there with a friend of hers I didn’t know#and after my friend left we kinda talked#AND I FOUND OUT HES A PHOTOGRAPHY MAJOR TOO??? THE ONLY PERSON IVE MET THAT HAS THE SAME MAJOR AS ME#and we talked and they were really cool#and then a while ago I saw them on the subway when I was going home and he was there and we talked#and before he left for his stop I said yk we should totally hang out sometime#AND THEN YESTERDAY THEY WANTED US TO HANG OUT AT THIS THING THE UNI WAS HOLDING like a little thing where we can have hot chocolate#and make xmas cards#and so that was today and they’re literally the coolest person ever#I AM TELLING YOU GUYS#A QUEER MAURADERS FAN AND A ST FAN#A BYLER RONANCE AND JARGYLE TRUTHER#LIKE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#AND WHEN I SAY MAURADERS I MEAN THEY LOVE JEGULUS TOO#AS MUCH AS I DO#and their RING WAS A SIX OF CROWS RING#and we talked about loads of things and we couldn’t stop talking and they’re literally the coolest person ever#and we were talking and I said how I’m not really properly friends with anyone at the school yet#like I’ll talk with someone during class but no one to actually hang out with and I’m not really in a friend group or anything#and they said that they kinda do have a friend group but they feel a little out of place amd don’t know if they actually like him#and I said that I love hanging out with them so we could make our own friend group#AND THEY SAID YEAH US PHOTOPGRAPHY MAJORS NEED TO STICK TOGETHER 😭😭😭#I AM SO HAPPY#IVE NEVER HAD A GENUINE FRIEND LIKE THIS SINXE GRADE 9 AND IM GONNA CRY#I’m actually so happy omg#I just needed to say this but not to someone irl bc people would think I’m cringe if I got this happy about something like this skfnfbtbd#laz.exe
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THIS USED TO BE A BIG PROBLEM FOR ME! I’d tell people to ignore the crying or when they be like “oh I’m sorry” I’d be like “no you’re right, please don’t stop cause I’m crying” and EVEN THAT sounds like manipulation. I remember being so scared of accidentally manipulating them, when I was really just bad at emotions and I literally couldn’t stop myself from crying. This also happened a lot when I was doing some solo repertoire for choir and I really didn’t want the judges to think that I couldn’t take criticism, I was just very insecure about my voice. I’d try to apply everything afterwards but it was so frustrating that I’d be crying, because it’s not fun! But yah, the amount of times I’ve had to tell people to ignore the crying is too many to count! I will say, I’m a lot more mentally stable, so this happens a lot less frequently than during peak “I’m really sad and insecure,” but I still cry when it’s serious enough and it’s tiring having to try to not accidentally manipulate the other person, while also crying . YES TO EVERYTHING IN THIS THREAD!
Y'know, some people do have a strong crying response to stress, and they might cry (even against their own will) when faced with an upsetting situation and that doesnt mean they are “gaslighting” or “manipulating” you.
There are people who use crying as a manipulation tactic? Absolutely. But that doesn’t mean that every person that cries during a heated argument is trying to get under your skin. They have their own emotions and issues, and frankly, not everything other people do is a personal attack on you.
#sol talks#it me!#also don’t coddle people when they’re crying in general#like SOME people like that but others don’t#and don’t get mad when you start getting in their personal space or even fucking hugging them without asking#like some people need space to cry#or sometimes I’ll cry while talking about something emotional but all I need is for you to listen to the words you’re not being helpful by#trying to be like ‘it’s okay’ like yah I KNOW but can’t control the fact that I’m crying so stop trying to ‘make me feel better’ and listen#to the actual words coming out of my mouth#you can make me feel better in others ways#also sometimes the traditional hug does help but please ask#it’s so distressing when you need space and people are touching you and shit#or like 15 people are just looking at you and ‘comforting’ you all at the same time#my post#not actually my post but I loop in reblogs where I actually say shit in them in that tag#should probably change the tag but that’s for another day
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