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Zelda goes mushroom girl
#tloz#a link to the past#zelda#link#my art#I was happy with that first one but for some reason decided it still needed a companion piece so I spent way too long on that second one...#I don't think there was any time during the progress where I was happy with it but hfduhdfu at least I got to Attempt drawing moss hell yea#I also at some point sat in Pyu's art stream and said I enjoy drawing legs As I was being murdered by the infamously impossibe (imo) squat.#it's ok I had fun !! but I need to learn how to let doodles be doodles or I'll never finish stuff at this rate dfsuhfd#if everything in my tloz tag looks like it was drawn by different people uuuh 2023 was art crisis year ngl......#I'm falling back into my old ways rn though#anyway I think about these two a lot I think they're both stone faced and awkward ppl in different ways but they try rly hard to be friends#like I like to think it starts out so incredibly awkward and a bit sad bc they keep stepping over each other's toes accidentally the harder#they try but idk they find comfy middle ground idk in my brain they have a very interesting friendship I wanna get around to drawing it#in a proper way that might make sense....#if I don't write 200 tags I will die maybe it's bc I grew up on dA or smth#and yes I know how to find 1 (one) type of mushroom /I/ am not mushroom girl unfortunately smh
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hey guys!! just a little update: my uploads may be slow and kinda inconsistent for a bit because i made the lovely decision to get a new full time job on top of being a full time student!! (i had to, unfortunately) i’m doing good, but while i get adjusted to this new packed schedule of mine i have to put this blog on the back burner, because unfortunately steady finances and education comes first over my passions and hobbies :,(
i can at least say that at the moment i’m working on or planning out:
☆ requests (my current top priority!!)
☆ some requested c.ai bots
☆ the next part of subj3 called “blank spaces”, which will span from the rest of the reader’s high school career to the end of college
☆ a longgg mcd x reader fic called “kismet” (that will have laurance as the love interest)!
☆ maybe some more sims?? i love love making them but i will see if i have the time sighh
but anyways! thought i’d let y’all know what i’m up to and why i haven’t sent out any more requests </3 i hope you’re all well and staying warm & safe! love you all!!
#☆ star’s rambles#guys if i could rot in my room and write about blocks all day i so would#but unfortunately#this is the way of the world#my bank account is crying#i’m crying#jk i’m okay#or am i#like i’ll get so much money as a waitress#but at what cost#someone please buy me a cabin in the woods so i can be a whimsical writer shut in#if someone could do that for me i’ll give you a big smooch on the lips#pls and thanks#ok i’m gonna lay in bed and contemplate life while attempting to gain some motivation#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH
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my stupid baka ocs
#mine#ocs#i dont even remember the tag i use oh god#some cringe writing. honestly i was thinking about if i made a visual novel or something and made portrait art.#last two images are a loose attempt at ghost trick style#kyra is my anime girl mascot fr#the baseline of the story is ghost hunting to help them pass on and seeing how people grieve differently u_u#OK NEXT PROJECT I LOCK IN AND MAKE PROFILES FOR THE MAIN 4#the world needs to know about pretty boy detective lee...
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you know tumblr is cooked and conservative when ppl are unretiring feminazi as an insult. do i need to start like writing legitimate intersectional feminism 101 posts a la 2014 to get everyone back on the same page i keep joking about it but i think thats fr where the bar is at now
#khos.txt#if you dont even attempt to engage with non-pop feminism and race theory like#youre not 'leftist'#youre a fan of leftist people you watch on youtube#and thats ok but stop writing random shit like its a coherent political take#fr tho fr how the FUCK am i seeing ppl like#implying that all feminism is pop white cis feminism#and again unretiring feminazi as an insult#on THEEEEEE SJW WEBSITE??#WAKE UP PEOPLE
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A bit more of a fluffy ask than anything
Sanegiyuu discussing wedding stuff, and Sanemi goes "I think you should give me your last name" bcs he hates his last name despite the respect that came with it.
i say yes
Typically, for opposite sex relationships, the husband’s last name is taken. But, whilst discussing their futures, Sanemi points out that both of them are men. Giyuu’s quick to add that they could technically both keep their own last names, but Sanemi intervenes, poking Giyuu’s cheek to quiet him.
“I think you should give me your last name,” he says, resting his elbow on the table and leaning his head on his hand.
Tengen, who was visiting for the main purpose to be an annoyance, pipes up. “So you’re admitting that Tomioka’s the man, between the two of you?” He smirks. Sanemi throws the nearest thing close to him—an empty tea cup. Tengen, the fucking bastard, dodged it easily.
Ignoring their unnecessary banter, Giyuu hums. “You don’t like your last name? I thought you’d keep it…” He trails off, unsure how he was going to finish his sentence.
“Thought you might like the idea of me not being able to call you by your last name anymore,” Sanemi teases, rolling his eyes. Occasionally, when he was annoyed (or just for fun), he’d refer to Giyuu as ‘Tomioka,’ how he’d done in the past. Giyuu was never quite happy about it.
“That’s not-” Giyuu pauses. “Oh. It’s more than that, Sanemi. It’s just, like, Genya- And… I dunno. There’s a lot more to your name.”
Sanemi grows quiet for a moment. Tengen has the mind to not say anything.
“There is a lot,” Sanemi agrees. His tone is distant, and it’s clear his thoughts are elsewhere.
A flicker of understanding passes Tengen and he adds, “well, Tomioka, you could easily have a lot to your name if you let this guy take it as his own, too.”
Giyuu nods slowly, feeling that there was something more to why Tengen was the one who butted in. But he doesn’t question it, instead scooting closer to Sanemi. “So you’d be Tomioka, too?”
Sanemi flashes him a grin. “Sanemi Tomioka, right?” he confirms. “Fuck, I wouldn’t have thought I’d take the same name as the one I used to curse at.”
“Like, to my face, or alone in your room?” Giyuu pesters.
“Both,” Sanemi concedes.
“He was so damn in love,” Tengen grins. “Even when he thought he hated you, he was actually just fighting off the feelings.”
Sanemi shoots him a look. “I’ll just say that my hatred for you runs quite steadily, Uzui.”
“Okay, so, we’re settling on mine?” Giyuu asks, interrupting their arguing.
“Definitely,” Sanemi agrees. “Wouldn’t mind ditching ‘Shinazugawa’. I’ve had it for long enough.”
“Are you just marrying me so you can change your last name?” Giyuu deadpans.
Sanemi snorts. “Oh, yeah, my entire purpose of our relationship was to take your last name. I’ve never cared a moment about you, I just thought ‘Tomioka’ would be a nice replacement,” he huffs, affectionately nudging Giyuu’s shoulder with his own.
“You could say goodbye to me, too, if that was true,” Giyuu says flatly, though a smile plays on his face.
“I just realized how hard it’ll be to get used to this,” Tengen grumbles. “Alright, Shinazugawa, you’ll just be Tomioka. And Tomioka, you can be the pretty Tomioka. Or something. The original, better Tomioka.”
“You are so good at playing favoritism, there is no way you don’t have a favorite wife,” Sanemi grits out.
“I just like Tomioka better than you,” Tengen says, raising his hands in surrender. “Don’t get so bitter about being a boring person. Can’t believe Tomioka’s actually agreeing to marry you.”
Giyuu smiles. “He has his pros and cons.”
“Wouldn’t take a genius to know which column has more,” Tengen mutters. Sanemi stands.
“You little shit—”
#i got a LITTLE carried away w this#idk what’s happening anymore#also excuse my poor attempt at not writing angst#we don’t talk about me nearly dumping angst on sanemi#btw do u like the itty bitty plat!uzusane implications#<3#asks#asked and answered#anon ask !#kny#demon slayer#kimetsu no yaiba#sanemi shinazugawa#giyuu tomioka#tengen uzui#tengen is a menace#sanemi x giyuu#giyuu x sanemi#sanegiyuu#drabble#ok sanemi tomioka#personally giyuu shinazugawa flows better but oh well#i didnt edit this ok my hands r too cold to keep typing#excuse any mistakes#/esp if i switch tenses#pls ignore kt
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after several hours of struggling on trying to decide how to draw turbo i finally managed to get something
it's just a little doodle of a scene i'm writing to inspire me to keep going + i also decided to include some practice sketches that helped me figure out how to draw turbo
ok enough distractions i need to get back to writing bye
rambling that is somewhat related in the tags
#wreck it ralph#wir#turbo#turbo wir#fix it felix jr#hammertastic#80s boyfriends#gene doesn't get his own tag fuck him#hmmmm i'll probably just mention this whenever i finish the fic but anyways#cannot get 'old college try' by the mountain goats out of head it was a big motivator during a big section lol#ok but the real thing i wanted to ramble about now#when writing the king candy section i randomly got 'this day aria' in my head and that makes way less sense#i just find it kinda funny bc i only thought of it bc i write like . him thinking about his perfect life . THATS IT#but i think it's kinda interesting actually bc there's a few similarities when you think about it#a tryant attempting to take over a kingdom under a false identity and ruining someone else's life in the process#also manipulating people and also army of shapeshifting bugs#so yeah really not related at all to what i'm actually writing#which is like 'my life is so great but i HATE VANELLOPE and i HATE FELIX HES A FUCKING LIAR JSGSMFNFBEMD'#but i haven't finished writing it yet i need to go do that now goodbye
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Stewjon, Stewjenic and the Stewj
Right, so, as per my last three shitposts, I am actually attempting to create my own conlang and worldbuilding for Stewjon! This is off the back of a lot of discussion about conlanging and worldbuilding on the Cheliik'ta discord (thank you very much @looseleafteeaves and @daedjaybird for helping me, the decision making goes a lot quicker with help lol), and is still very much in it's infancy, but I like to think that I have enough that I can start talking about it here!
(Full disclaimer: all thoughts here as susceptible to being changed if a better idea comes to be, or is posited by someone else lol)
First off - the planet name itself!
Stewjon is made up of two (well, sort of three) parts - the first syllable (stew), the j that it was attached to, and the suffix (-on).
Stew is effectively the demonym for the people of Stewjon, with Stewj being the adjective that describes a group of them. I'm still not sure whether to go the route of making the Stewj a near-human race (I do really love that headcanon) but even if they are human, the Stewj would never call anyone other than someone born and bred on the planet a Stew.
Is Stew an objectively cursed way to describe someone's race? Yes, yes it is. I might change it in the future (perhaps with a suffix of some sort of the added to Stewj, instead of removing the j to make it singular - the -j on the end is one way that plurals are formed in Stewjenic)
The -on suffix is effectively a thing to signify a place that belongs to someone. A lot of cities on Stewjon have the -on endings, and so do any planet names that have names within the Stewjon language that aren't loanwords - a notable exception is Colstev, the moon of Stewjon, as it's not naturally habitable by oxygen-breathing species and was thus considered a neutral zone that was unowned by any particular place or organisation for a long time.
This makes Stewjon means 'Land owned by the Stewj' which is a fairly rebellious thing that they declared: for a long time, they were a vassal planet of Corellia, used for their exceptionally arable world and left fairly destitute by overfarming, and it took a fairly violent revolution to become an independent nation and have their native name for their planet used officially.
Stewjenic is the name for the language spoken on Stewjon. It is a very old language, believed to be descended from the original settlers on the planet, although there is debate as to who they were and when they appeared. It was, however, before Corellia discovered the planet and colonised it for the natural resources.
There have been several attempts over the millennia to suppress the local language and writing system with first Corellisi (the language historically spoken on Corellia) and then Basic and the Aurebesh writing system. Despite this, the language persisted and is now the major language of the system and almost every child's first language.
Anyway, that's my introduction - watch this space for some more worldbuilding in the future!
#OK this is my first attempt at making a proper conlang all of my own lol#Well I say of my own - Pehi and Jay are helping me lol with ideas and geography of the planet etc#and also everyone else on the Discord lol we're a bunch of language nerds#anyway I have a lot of thoughts at Stewjon's history and some ideas for a writing system and the barebones of a religion#And I have a *lot* of ideas for some grammar but it is not yet particularly cohesive lol#But yeah! Watch this space!#I'm hoping to make a post about the meanings of Jocasta Obi-Wan and Cal's names next!#Star Wars#Stewjon#Stewjenic#Fae Rambles Into The Void#Fae's Stuff
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im so FUCKING fascinated by mikoto i cannot stop thinking about him. everything he does in milgram is so he can shirk responsibility. and its WORKING!!!
#i feel insane#the pipeline from 'wow their doomed yaoi is so tragic' to#'holy fuck the doomed yaoi is an illusion for this guys desperate attempts to control his image and protect his ego'#i feel like im not articulating it quite right but everything slots together and its insane#watch me go from one psychosis to another#kostik speaks#i need to write an essay on mikoto and responsibility / image this will be my project alongside my exams ok. ok#(tucks it away alongside my 'mikoto and the social status of did' essay i wanna do)#he has ample reason to be so mentally ill about his place in society and sense of self but its still evokes derangement in me
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my two cents on the everlux drama
am I a fan? no, but keep in mind I haven’t been a huge fan of any ancient breed. I have a number of issues with their design but it doesn’t involve the concept of being a grub kinda dragon or how fat they are. mostly it’s just that all their different components feel a bit jarring when all put together so I find them kinda cluttered.
but on the other hand, I’m used to being disappointed in ancients for entirely different reasons. I’d SO much rather be disappointed that they went a little too cluttered for my tastes than getting the same “this ancient could pass for a modern easily” that we’ve gotten so many times already
so good on staff for trying something new, I hope we get more attempts like this. maybe the first one didn’t hit for me but there’s always more chances. there is also a lot of valid feedback that I really hope the artist(s? might just be Undel) receive, but this wasn’t just an everlux issue (don’t get me started about fathom M and aether M and undertide M and)
and I hope the next breed is even fatter
#I was about to give up on ancients because I found them so boring#because they did not push the mold of what dragons could be like they said they would#despite all the ones we’ve had so far this feels like the first actual attempt at an ancient to me#aberrations barely come in second place but they don’t count for me btw. very tame 2 headed design#I have my gripes with FR’s designs and staff’s choices but a lot of people are blowing this one waaaay out of proportion#I said this somewhere else but they feel like a spore creature someone just kept slapping parts on#but idk. I’m willing to say ‘ok this isn’t for me’ and move on#but I’m saying ‘ok this isn’t for me’ in a different way this time because I can see the attempt. and I think that’s important#rambles#I’m writing this instead of sleeping#goodnight now
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Snippet Sundayyyy
Got tagged by @silluuuu so I thought it’d be fun to share what I was working on before starting Reverb loll (wonder how many ppl can guess who Soul/Maka are dressed up as)
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He was able to solely point out fellow Spartoi members underneath the colorful array of costumes the guests had worn for Kid’s Halloween party, probing him to attempt towards running his fingers through his pale hair and stopping short at the feeling of a synthetic wig.
This costume makes me look so fuckin’ stupid… Soul mentally grumbled as his eyes roamed from the bright red hakama and fluffy white ears Maka had given him to the long silver synthetic hair Liz had fashioned onto him before holding the young man hostage until he conceded to letting her tack on some long press-ons nails that she’d painted an off white.
“If it means that much to ya’..” the Deathscythe grumbled out, earning him a wide grin from Maka and the guilty pleasure of her warm hand against his as she guided him through Kid’s back yard.
He’d been too busy being humored by the sight of her blue pony-tail and light pink kimono dancing along in the slight breeze to notice that she’d stopped in front of the apple bobbing barrel situated at the center of the death manor garden.
It only took one look at Patty’s head zipping around the barrel and Maka’s pursed lips to realize her competitive streak had been activated, probing him to pry the wooden paddle she’d been holding out her grip before she could even say anything to him.
The young woman had let out a startled yelp at first, only to decipher the unspoken exchange and clear her voice in a gentle hum.
“Good boy,” Maka chirped, leaving Soul to freeze in his tracks and the two small words.
#ok quick hint Soul & Maka are both dressed as 90s anime characters#ngl this is like 25% of the fic LMAOO#so is this really a snippet lmao#soul eater#soul x maka#maka x soul#meme attempts to write
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kind of a brutal reality check reading a snippet and thinking oh... kinda boring everyman protagonist but okay and then going to the notes and everyone's praising what a vivid annoying arrogant POV character this is. uhh. whoooops!
#maybe introspection time#but DEFINITELY time to rewrite my taeho fic to be closer to my own internal monologue lmao#like ohhh ok that explains why my own attempts to write an arrogant character end up reading as a caricature. ok lol#fffhhh here comes the yapping on main#will delete. maybe. probably#Hi here are my real life character flaws enjoy~#am not gonna lie. i knew i used to be annoying and arrogant i did not think i still was
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#OK I AM ONLY UP TO CHAPTER 3 but my theory is jean has attempted before or threatened to attempt and he made a deal w kevin#if this isnt it i am head cannoning it for myself#and i will write a fic#aftg#all for the game#mine#nora sakavic#kevin day#jean moreau#the sunshine court#tsc#the sunshine court spoilers
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need hbo to adapt the blackfyre rebellions actually so i can have more people interested in the era.
#need george to give volume two of f&b but that's asking for the impossible#ok i tinkered at the new blog for a bit. actual attempted writing here now#out of character › rambling again.
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byan being loudly and unapologetically themself being, in part, a defense mechanism. byan being so used to being told that they're too much by someone who's gotten to know them that they just put it all out there now to steer away anyone who wouldn't be able to handle them. byan keeping people at arm's length with their own personality and energy to save themself from being hurt again (if you can't handle them at their most, you don't deserve to make it past their walls, to see them at their quietest and most vulnerable). byan testing the people who can handle them at their most, intentionally trying to find their limits and drive them away because they're scared, because they don't know how to handle someone being able to tolerate all of them, because they're terrified of being truly perceived and not being good enough again.
#i'm feeling a type of way this evening don't look at me#it's a crummy saturday and i'm feeling awful and i'm sobbing about my dumb oc ok that's just where we're at tonight#i could write a whole essay about this but words aren't wording rn#so you just get the gist of it that comes from my hands slapping across the keyboard in a frenzied attempt to get my thoughts out#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ headcanon ⋮ danger in the fabric of this thing i made.
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took me two hours to write 300 words :) do y'all see why i only post twice/three times a month at this rate 🤡🤡🤡
#serene’s monologue。。。||.#i never learned how to write a proper first draft#bc it must be perfect the first time i write it down#chasing perfection on your first attempt is a meaningless task#ok let me get back to writing now thx
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ragatha has ocd to me. i mean thats not all shes got going on but as a professional ocd haver, she resonates with me so hard... i feel like she gets obsessions around people being safe, like 'i need to check on that person, cause what if theyre about to abstract?? what if theyve ALREADY abstracted? if i dont check on them right now they could be abstracted and i wouldnt know." and also obsessions abt interpersonal relationships that make her constantly just . saying anything in order to make sure people ARENT mad at her, because what if she doesnt say something and she was SUPPOSED to say smth so if she doesnt theyre gonna HATE her??? stuff like that
she personally just reads so much like a woman whos had ocd so long and has since fallen into relying on reassurance seeking and SO many subtle compulsions because of being in a situation so out of control (bc ocd often latches onto the fear of not being in control of this or that)
#tadc#ill tag this why not!#like. ik its prob not smth shes been written as having#but some of her behaviors resonate w me and my own obsessions n compulsions#reading her as having ocd just. makes it very much look like she has been completely and utterly consumed by compulsions#in an attempt to feel like she has literally any control at all in this situation#i also read pomni as having ocd. but thats more just a feeling than smth i could talk in detail abt#pomni i think has more existential ocd though......#which now that i say that is kinda funny in a morbid way#put an ocd haver who has existential ocd in the literally most existentially horrifying place you can!!!#(fun fact if you were curious this is in fact ssmth i was going for in that comic...#i think ragatha compulsively checks on the others Just In Case. to make sure theyre ok. cus what if theyre not????)#anyway. im done writing this post bye
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