#ok im gonna go read fan fiction now

[wrenzers]

uhhh highschooler Keef because Keef is my favorite character and I read a fanfic with him in it and it made me sad so.,,.. yeah ,, kinda badly drawn because I rushed it.. fml

I hated drawing in this artstyle because it’s my old artstyle and it’s so hard to draw in for some reason

[demonir]

What are the tf2 Kumamon weapons like?

been having a complicated few days but I finally had the energy to sit down and do this so here we go!!!

I feel soldier kumamon would have standard kumamon's weapon as it kinda reminds me of the rocket launcher already? even thought they aren't similar, but reading up on kumamons wiki info and how it's a soldier and such I'm like yeah it fits

As for pyro kumamon...well it's an ice digimon so a flamethrower does not make much sense so pyro kumamon has been changed to uhh... cryo kumamon! they got a freeze gun now! I made the chamber that I assume would store the fuel transparent because I like the idea of seeing the freeze juice sloshing inside hehe

As for the other mercs? I think their weapons would look mostly the same just slightly simplified? although tf2's style is already rather cartoony so not a lot of change would be made in my opinion, if you wanna know about how they WORK however...well

Having established that it's an ice type digimon that shoots snowball projectiles the rest is sort of easy? standard bullets are just snowballs meaning heavy's is a snowball minigun for example (lol that's adorable) I know that this technically means I've referred to soldier's rockets as "standard bullets" but bear with me ok?? haha get it? bear? ahem anyways- soldier shoots COOL snowballs ok? SPECIAL snowballs there ya go-

Demoman's are just a different kind of snowball as the wiki I'm checking says kumamon has a variety of different snowballs it can use

We're just gonna interpret "according to purpose" as "depending on the class" and say demo kumamon has sticky snowballs and uhh pill snowballs? im more inclined to say they are sort of explosive ice cubes bc snowballs do NOT bounce

Sniper kumamon probs shoots piercing icicles straight into ya brain from his patented Kumma Co rifle (haha see what I did there?) As for Engie's sentries-

I told myself I was NOT going to draw a sentry EVER IN MY LIFE but midway through writing this post I was like no no no no I must illustrate this. Level 3 snow sentry is slightly taller than the average kumamon unlike in game tf2's sentry that is slightly shorter than real engineer, this is not because I am some sort of genius mastermind with huge plans in mind this is because I suck with proportions (and I drew this without having a reference of the sentry next to engie at hand) But anyway the snow sentry has a steady supply of snowballs to kill you with <3

I have NO idea how medic's medigun would work let's just say it does, same goes for spy's disguises

Anyways uhh I didn't intend for this to go for so long or get so in depth I just tried to be as faithful as I could to both digimon and tf2 but 1: I am new to digimon I am like a freshly born baby I had to go look through 3 different digimon wikis for info on this stuff bc i wanted to take my fictional polar bear SERIOUSLY and 2: while I AM a huge tf2 fan I am not knowledgeable on the weapons department so this was a real doozy for me

If any of you digimon/tf2 fans have any ideas/suggestions or even corrections I am all ears! these are just my ideas coming from someone who made a crack au at 12 am one night because some random anonymous person on the internet told them to

Also I've been calling it kumamon the entire time but it's name is also chackmon???? I feel properly pranked

[fandomfluffandfuck]

hi S ok you definitely dont have to answer this bc its basically just me venting and its pretty lame haha but im curious if its something you've ever dealt with or if u have advice... basically i have diagnosed ASD and marvel is my special interest and has been since i was a kid and im pretty positive its going to stay my favorite thing for the rest of my life lol. and sometimes i get so sooo sad and kinda lonely thinking about the fact that like .. i know its basically still one of the biggest fandoms out there but like all my favorite fics were posted like 5-10 years ago mostly from authors that arent even in the fandom anymore and theres never gonna be another movie with steve and bucky together that everyone gets excited about and wants to talk about and theres also just so much less of a fun goofy little tight knit community for stucky on tumblr and online like ... idk i just miss so bad when the mcu was at its peak and there was so much content to consume and so many people passionate about it... and i know theres definitely still a huge presence and like im so thankful that youre an author that i love thats still super active and im always glad to visit your page and to see that theres still so many fans out there that care and wanna interact yknow. but tumblrs different now and its been like ten years since peak stucky content and the actors are all doing their own thing now idk it just makes me sad 😩😩 i feel like such a loser saying it i swear i have other interests and an irl life that is very fruitful and lovely hahaha its just makes me a bit frustrated at my autism because i know i wont be able to ever really stop loving these characters even as others move on

Hey, sweets!

I understand what you mean and you're not a loser, not at all. It's fucking great to have an interest in something, anything--what else is life for? You gotta have something to be focused on and interested in that gives you joy, otherwise, what is there? Just blandness. And, yeah, Marvel fandom is still very much active and that's wonderful and great! But, it's also true that it will never be the same as it was in its heyday. Personally, I wasn't around when the stucky fandom was exploding along the release of CA:TWS/the general MCU height, but I certainly see all the old art, edits, cosplay, etc. that's still reblogged and I've read so many of the fics from years prior, so I have a grasp of what was happening. And I can totally see how you'd miss generally, but especially if your fixation has attached deeply to these characters.

I have a sibling on the autism spectrum (who's old enough to have been diagnosed with Aspergers's syndrome before that was phased out but they are, of course, on the spectrum regardless of arbitrary hierarchical labels that I will restrain from ranting about because I fucking hate that shit, don't talk to me about "high functioning" ugh) and they have a few different life-long hyperfixations as well. So, you're not alone, but, it is hard to think of any actual advice per se. I think you're already doing what you need to be doing, y'know? You're here and enjoying what is going on now, connecting to blogs that are active, finding space where you can talk about these characters, you've got other things to do that also capture your attention, and, of course, you know you're sad about what isn't going on anymore. It's okay to be sad. You can't control what you're passionate about in the same way you can't control who you fall in love with. Are these silly little fictional characters not just people we've fallen in love with a little or a lot, no matter if they don't "exist"? I love that for us. Humans are so cute and full of love.

Fandoms and people change and sometimes it fucking sucks when it happens, sometimes it's great. Either way, it's part of the ecosystem of life. Water and nutrients and air and sun--it makes people change, it makes them grow, and you're allowed to be sad about what they used to be, you just have to keep growing, too. Remember what they were and know who they are now.

Hopefully, something in there helped you feel better, even if it was just from telling someone how you feel.

[m1ckeyb3rry]

A

LMAOOOO yeah lowk it was still more funny than embarrassing for me catching that typo here but if I found it after I sent it to someone else I think I’d be a goner

(Also wait speaking of I forgot to mention you’re seriously a trooper for reading all of orv…I followed the comic for awhile but I have a friend whose obsessed with it and like summarized the entire novel to me in like an essay (I’m still confused as hell because I lost track of the details) but after hearing it all from them it’s truly a ride…)

NOOO I SAW!! Ofc it’s sae LMAO classic itoshi scenario…yk maybe Karasu nation will come in clutch last minute…(I’m ngl I’m kinda glad none of those characters are on there oops LMAOOO I also don’t think they’d have much to do with aiku and honestly there’s so many works of them all) Ok I still kinda feel like it’s a win tho bc Karasu and Barou in second and third???

FRRR the edits are gonna go so hard…just imagine the Barou stripping scene LMAOO (the dudebros glazing Barou are everywhere omg)

I love how “the white haired dude” is an archetype of its own it’s so funny but so real…(gotta confess Im usually in the white haired dude fan section like somehow I end up gravitating to them too)

IM CRYING THE PARENTHESES it just goes on“or fifth…sixth……15th…” LMAOOOOOOOOOOOO

I’m crying your writing has made MY standards too high but honestly so real…even seabird sae is already better than like…a good majority of the population out there this is lowk sad

LMAOAO THE SELF HELP BOOKS I see the vision the purple green was also perfect for him

OOOOH I guess we’ve just gotta see what tiktok audio pops up on your fyp LOL but I’m excited I was leaning towards chigiri or Barou I was looking cooking way more for their ideas

LOL it’s ok that Nagi requester will get Nagi content from oaeu too!! I’m actually so hyped for the series

LMAO I plugged them into a generator and got Karasu!! I guess it’s the universe telling me not to stray from Karasu nation….lowk almost forgot that he’s essentially my namesake I got too desensitized to it so the generator really said remember your origins

OHHHHHHHHHH wait that’s kinda stupid on tumblrs part wdym the creator can’t see the results unless they vote??? SHDHS thats actually so annoying your rant is so valid (also just generally feel free to go wild ranting or venting it’s all good w me) im ngl if you want the next time you make a poll i can just vote early on and keep you updated on the results if you don’t wanna have that option there for people to screw with…but BRO YUKI AND OTOYA???? I know they generally still lag behind Karasu in terms of popularity s2 please save them

LMAO nah it’s perfectly reasonable and valid like some people don’t have the brain development for proper impulse control ig like damn

Ok well in the time I was writing it ig it’s over now good for you sae fans good for you (BOOO TOMATO TOMATO /j)

- Karasu anon

HAHAH our freaks are so matched i don’t even blink at 90% of your typos we truly are the same person LMAOAO

omg i LOVEDDDD orv i read it on my phone in the summer of 2023 when i had nothing else to do and it was genuinely so so good like the novel is PEAK i never read the webcomic version because i’m attached to the translations in the novel even though they’re not “official” but genuinely the novel is probably one of if not THE best things i’ve ever read like it actually changed my brain chemistry fr (it’s a long build but the ending arc is peak fiction)

SAE WON 💔 but very proud of karasu nation and barou nation for locking in and getting them so close to sae that was def unexpected!! and yeahhh that’s the vibe i was getting too like there’s no way for them to realistically be involved w aiku so it wouldn’t make sense for them to be there PLUS i don’t like them that much so i can’t cook up an idea to involve them w aiku the way i did w nagi 😰 speaking of which i think i have the idea for yukimiya HAHA basically aiku is like “okay we’re the two oldest blue lock members let’s be best friends 😄” and yukimiya is like “thanks but i already have a bestie ☺️” and ofc aiku is like WHAT and has to do some heavy recon (he probs recruits niko too LMAO atp niko is an honorary wingman just because he’s consistently aiku’s sidekick) and that’s where he finds reader which makes be like “hold on there is definitely something romantic going on here” so he tries to get yuki and reader together in order to finally have a soccer playing bff who’s also relatively normal (@ barou)

the craziest thing abt dude bros glazing barou is that he’s physically their ideal but in every other way he is NOTHING like them!! like that man respects women, cooks and cleans, is willing to accept his mistakes and work on them, hates people who are mid…he would think they’re goofy asf 😭

KDJDKSSJ i normally don’t really go for the white haired characters but nagi is an exception…my other top favs have been eren from aot (brown hair), megumi and yuta from jjk (black hair), and shinah from yotd (blue hair??) HAHA honesty karasu and rin are very in line w the kinds of characters i typically like physically but idk smth abt nagi appeals to me the most 🙂‍↕️

FBKDDNSJSN luckily it was NOT shidou!! i’m going to repost it so i’m sure you’ll know by the time you read this but i got chigiri 🤩 which honestly i can actually see but specifically his actual canon miraverse characterization NOT his overly feminized fandom self 😭 apparently they originally thought nagi which slay but they came to the same realization i did a while ago which is that as much as i love him the two of us are too similar in some ways and too different in other ways so we would actually not work out irl 😓💔 honestly chigimira wasn’t one i was necessarily expecting but it might be what i needed (idk if i could muster up a long fic idea for chigiri…maybe?? we will see #tbd)

LMAOAAO me when a man slides into my dms but he doesn’t buy me plane tickets and an expensive sandwich 😒 abt to start telling everyone i have a bf or smth HAHA because unless a man is miraverse bllk men level he’s simply not replacing nagi or karasu or sae or whoever 🥱

HELPP i’m glad the vision comes through i rlly like this cover!! i think i’m going to put the character’s name where it said “masterlist” on the masterlist so it’s easy to tell who the individual oneshot is abt 🤩 don’t want people to start reading expecting an aiku fic (at least until the last part which actually is for aiku)

i just got a barou request HAHA so it’ll def be chigiri or MAYBE bachira depending on what i feel inspired for!! agreed it’s time to open tik tok and feel the vibes out for what i want to write next…maybe watch some edits too while i’m at it for further assistance 😏

HAHA no fr stay true to your origins…i’m going to write all of them eventually anyways so it’s not that deep but i just wanted to figure out where I should start since all of them have such good premises that i can’t decide!! rip otoya and yukimiya though…hoping s2 + oaeu converts more people 😰

for now i think it should be okay like it’s nbd since so many other people do vote as well it’s just like a personal pet peeve HFKDJDSJS we all have smth that makes us tweak i suppose…i’m just in my isagi on field era 😩 i don’t do polls that often so it shouldn’t be a huge issue but expect me to have at least a paragraph in our convos crashing out over that whenever i do end up making a poll 😭

sae nation is too strong…they’re inevitable fr KFJDKD honestly proud of karasu and reo for hanging on for a bit that’s impressive 🤩 in the end though an itoshi bro is basically a guaranteed win (unless like i said kaiser or MAYBE isagi are in the running too)

[daffodilsonaprettystring]

There is a little over an hour left until RWRB drops for me and I don’t think I can coherently say just how excited for this movie I am like—

I only picked up that stupid pink book last year because I was on a Heartstopper high and needed more queer joy, but honestly? RWRB surpasses Heartstopper for me any day now.

I’ve read the book six times since last April, I bought the signed special edition last fall, I have saved every little crumb the movie has given us and watched it religiously all these months just DYING from anticipation to finally see this movie come to life. I was there when they dropped the casting, when the common opinion was this movie would be trash, when we finally got the trailer and everybody flipped that opinion upside down (as they should) and now that we’re finally here I don’t even know what I’m going to do when it’s over.

Alex and Henry’s story means so much to me on so many levels, so many layers of comfort and happiness and just the idea that that kind of love can exist somewhere that isn’t fiction? It’s beautiful and I will always be so, so thankful I picked up the book when I did so that I could be here for all of this.

That anticipation almost killed me, but I wouldn’t have traded it for the world. I AM READY TO WATCH HENRY AND ALEX MAKE HISTORY, FINALLY, ON MY TV (or computer in my case) SCREEN.

Ngl I’m really gonna miss getting new content every single day and coming to tumblr to scroll through the RWRB tag to scream with everybody about two seconds of Alex and Henry looking at eachother lmao but I’m so happy we’ve finally gotten here GOD I CSNT BELEIVE ITS FINALLY THE DAY

This got incredibly sappy but yknow what Im ok with that

HAPPY RWRB RELEASE DAY I WISH ALL RWRB FANS A VERY HAPPY FIRST WATCH AND MANY MORE AFTER

❤️🤍💙

[shreddedparchment]

How can this be? How can I be all caught up on your writing? What am I gonna do with myself now?

I’ve been here a long time, and I’ve read a LOT of fan fiction. The way you write is so visually compelling, thick with detail and the way you write stage direction is chefs kiss! Your mastery of body language and the way dialogue fits into a situation or conversation physically has always felt so natural. I Can feel you seeing a scene as you write it. Even your earliest work feels full of imagination and true sight!

Pseudo princess. Gorgeous. Emotional. Delicious for my brain.

That one, what was it?, where reader was the only one who remembered her life with Thor and their pregnancy? Parallel? Gut wrenching. Soul crushing. Completely visceral experience. I’ll never get over that chapter of her breakdown in Tony’s dungeon. It’ll stay with me.

I saw that you’ve been writing less, and that you just had major surgery. I don’t know if you’ll be back writing and I want you to know that that is ok. I love what you do and even if you don’t post it or even write it, you are still a writer. And im gonna be here, rereading, browsing, lurking, reblogging those aesthetic flower pics. I’m so proud of you. You are so talented.

I love you!

-Kat

Kat! I am undeserving of such high praise! You can't imagine what and encouragement it is for me when you give me your genuine reactions. Not only is it fun for me to see how you perceive my storytelling, but it also helps me keep going. I've been having a lot of imposter syndrome lately now that my endo is "cured" and I didn't realize how much of my personality my pain had become.

All that said, you are such a positive part of my experience here on tumblr. Thanks for always being so lovely and excited in my comments and reblogs. It legit makes me so happy when you hate on my characters because it means I'm doing something right. Lol ❤️

[aloneinthehellfire]

i just finished fortress of memories and im SAD‼️

but also like, why does them leaving hawkins make so much sense? why do i want to see that happen in the show. it was such a poetic way of ending the series, and i just have to say that your creativity is extraordinary. and out of ALL of the season 5 au’s, predictions, and fan fictions i have read (it’s a lot, ok?) your take has been the most original and thought provoking. im going to miss it so much. it’s been a go to angsty fic for me.

but now that fortress of memories has concluded, i am going to tackle reading the beast that is raining hellfire. ive been on a big eddie x reader kick, so im excited to get back to stevie. wish me luck on this journey. i will keep in touch with updates 🫡

(ps: id actually love to see maybe some more snippets from y/n and eddie’s time under vecna’s control, if you ever felt like giving some angst haha. like how did they live, eat, think, etc down there for so long? it was a very angsty concept that ive seen so little of, id love to see it again, if you ever felt like writing it!)

ok ilu bie 🫶🏻

THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU FOR READING

i think if the duffers know what they're doing, the end scene should be the end of Hawkins. it's kinda sad but like the end of their story should be leaving the past behind?

and if you love angsty fics then you're gonna love Raining Hellfire lmao and i would love to hear what you think of it!!!

(as for some snippets, i would loveee to write a bit more about their time in the upside down! if you or anyone would like to know anything specific, feel free to pop them in my asks!)

again, thank you for reading hun it means the world <3

[proceduralpassion]

Ten Books To Know Me

Thanks for the tag girlie @celestemagnoliathewriter

I'm a book girlie to the core, so I could talk all day about my favorite novels or spend an entire day at Barnes and Noble lol. Anyway, here are ten books to get to know me.

Jade City- Quite possibly one of my favorite trilogies of all time. I just chose the first installment in the Green Bone Saga, well, because it's the first, but all three books are masterpieces. If you're an urban fantasy girlie like me, pleaseeeee read these books. I'll never get over the world and family dynasty Fonda Lee created with this series.

Hide- I will read any single genre you put in front of me, but I'm absolutely a sucker for detective novels. And Lisa Gardner is one of the queens of writing detective thrillers with the perfect amount of romantic suspense. She has like over twenty novels in this genre, but Hide is my favorite. Seems to be a fan favorite too, because they made a TV movie based on this book.

Working Stiff- the only non-fiction book on this list despite the fact that I read a good mix between the two. It's somewhat of a memoir of Judy Melinek who's a forensic pathologist. This is my future career so I enjoyed reading about her journey to get to where she is now.

The Bride Test- my comfort romance novel! Helen Hoang is just one of those writers who I'll read anything from. Most people have read her debut novel, The Kiss Quotient (and that's a damn good book!), but I just reallllyyyy love the Bride Test. Khai and Esme have my whole heart.

Nancy Drew- A CHILDHOOD BANGER. Classic. Went #1 on my childhood Billboard for 18+ weeks. Smashed every record. Lol they could write 1000 Nancy Drew books, I'm gonna read every single one. They were my first foray into being a book girlie at the ripe age of 8, so they'll always have a special place in my heart. (SN: I realllyy have the urge to go out and re-buy all of the Nancy Drew video games).

Six of Crows- Best found family dynamic in a book me thinks? The twists and turns were everything and I loved every single character in the Crows.

Get a Life, Chloe Brown- Another romantic fave! I'll never not love a sassy female lead. And then the male lead was lumberjack height grump?? Sign me up! You'll always be famous, Chloe and Red!

Princess Diaries- Another childhood fave? GASP. Meg Cabot knew the hell what she was doing when it came to teen girl fiction. And she's still writing books for the series! The Quarantine Princess Diaries literally came out THIS MONTH.

TTYL- Okay last childhood banger, I promise. This was a Lauren Myracle series told ENTIRELY thru IM/texting and I loved it. I was in middle school reading these books and lowkey they were a lil too grown for me at the time, but I snuck and read them anyway. Another win for the teen girlies.

The House on Mango Street- OK, a lot of these books have been about being my fave to read. The House on Mango Street, while I definitely enjoy reading, was probably the first book that inspired me to write. We all know this is a modern literary classic, but there's just something so magical about the way she writes. I read that book and thought, yo how cool would it be to write something as awesome as this? Therefore, it deserves a place on this list.

No presh tags for the gworls: @drabbles-mc @tallulahchanel @asirensrage @darqchilddaydreamz @thesirenrealm

[kallypsos]

heeey, mary!!!

how are you?

are you still accepting an ask???? i would like to ask you a question, but it has nothing to do with psg or the players, i hope you don't mind 🌚

i noticed that you are a poetry fan, so i wanted to know what is your favorite book? (:

hiii!! doing ok darling, how are you?

im always accepting asks and love receiving them!! about anything, so i deffo don't mind! love talking poetry and books also

putting this under a read more bc it got a bit long oops.

haha getting the "favourite book" question always throws me for a loop cause it's like...i have my favourite book from when i first started reading, the favourite book of a specific genre...etc so i always end up making a list of like 20 books haha

but dw im not gonna do that now, im just gonna go with two that i feel very close to my heart right now.

the first one is crush by richard siken, a poetry collection. when the mood strikes i just take this one off the shelf and open it at a random page and it always hits the spot. its poetry i would recommend to everyone, especially "beginners". im going insane just thinking about it rn

the second one is the death of vivek oji by akwaeke emezi, a literary fiction book about...you guessed it, the death of vivek oji, a young gay man living in nigeria. i read this about 2 years ago, so i forgot most details of the plot, but i remember how well written it was. and how reading it felt like being cradled in the author's palm - such care and love; her descriptions of grief felt so raw and real (“His grief was chasing him from room to room, begging him to spend some time alone with it.” - hello???). i admit picking up a book when it kinda feels like you already know the ending (he dies, surprise) might look a bit pointless, but it really isnt! even in terms of plot this delivers and makes you want to read quickly.

allright there we go!! ty for the question <3 do you like reading as well? what's your fav book if you have one?

[noirineverysense]

Ok about the fanfic I was writing? Yeah I gave up on it like I expected. I wanted to show you what I had but I don’t think I’m going to bc it’s REALLY bad, I mean, I wrote it for fun, but the logistics make no sense and the characterization is WAY off for everyone and every scene is so awkward it makes me uncomfortable to read, usually I like my own writing! I look back at old ideas and wish I had written more, but whatever happened in this fic it’s literally worse than my sixth grade creative writing project and that’s not a hyperbole 🥲.

There’s like, one chapter I like and that’s the super angsty one that’s possibly angstier than the original story despite being a lighthearted AU. Like it was a ballerina au where all the angst was gonna be reduced and they were gonna get up on stage and perform as the climax, but then I didn’t outline and there was gun violence and human trafficking and woah that’s not what I meant to do-

yeah I wrote it for fun but I’m cringing a lil too hard to even pm it to u. I might try again much later from now but I’m gonna have to start from scratch bc this is NOT it. I’m glad I made it but yeah- my peabrain got confused as soon as I was no longer writing original fiction

is this ok to put in ur ask box? It’s not a question so it’s not really what the ask box is for is there a better way I should do this? Sry I’m still pretty new to tumblr

Yeah its fine here and dw about it! If you had fun thats all that matters. It means a lot that you put so much energy into my characters so thanks for that. Im pretty curious as to what you wrote but you have absolutely no obligation to share! Im a big fan of angst and drama and sometimes stories take turns that you werent expecting and thats for sure what happened with the ACP so sounds like what you wrote was pretty in line with the story lol. In any case im glad you had fun and im sure its great and thanks for the update!

[mariverses]

Oh !!!! speakinf ofwhich i would love 2know … ure fav media in general… fav movies or comfort movies or shows or books … leemme hear about eeeem 🤟🤟🤟🤟

OK LEMME JUST PREFACE BY SAYING i dunno what exactly constitutes a "comfort" thing for people. i don't exactly feel comfort while doing anything exactly unless that's it's exact intention; for most things i just like them LMAOO so im just going to give you my favorite things

my interests consist of mostly horror and folk not gonna lie......

UMMMM FOR MOVIESSS... my favorite since it came out is loving vincent. and probably will always be. i was SO EXCITED when it ran on tv and i was just so.. bewitched. each frame was lovingly painted by hand and it includes various paintings by van gogh. :) what you're seeing is entirely made with oil paint, using van goghs techniques, and it's just the most beautiful thing i've ever seen. other movies i love are: rusalochka (1968), bram stokers dracula (1992) & pulp fiction! and again anything with winona ryder I ADOOOOOOORE HER and if it has her in it i will probably give it a chance. except stranger things. nope. i'm sorry i seriously can't

my favorite books is honestly between the original frankenstein and the murders in the rue morgue. and i also started reading bram stokers dracula and i have to say i dont like the flow of the book As Much as i like the movie. i also enjoy anything by edgar allan poe a normal amount and i take a lot of inspo from his poems. i also super super gravitate to folk ballads/stories from which i also take inspiration for my art :) annnnnd i also like reading manga sometimes still and what i remember loving was innocent rouge, the red fog; and i also started goodnight punpun! which has been an experience so far

either way what i do for the most part these days is ummmm actually play video games and ive just been playing roblox day in day out for months now so there's that. big fan of phighting & regretevator (side-dish of pressure) and like thats the. only things ive been drawing as well because im insane. and i also play arknights still that's been my lifeblood for like a good 2 years now and i still play daily. other than that i LOVE visual novels and interactive stories in general and if you're looking for recommendations ANYTHING BY HARRIS POWELL-SMITH. FANTASIC. i think they only make their games text-based but i promise you so hard dont let that deter you and you will have a delicious experience. a date with death is GREAT, still waiting on touchstarved, and i also liked the obscura demo but full game is locked away in my country bleghjjjghhhh. AAAAAAAAAAND MY FAVORITES FOR LAST. anything by endysis. i will literally eat anything they do. i played it paints me, snow white ashes the demo, and im looking to play the last winter knight the demo as well AND OHHHHHGH MY GOD BY A LARGE MARGIN. MY FABORITE THINGS. EVER. ESPECIALLY SNOW WHITE ASHES. GOD. GOD. THE DEMO IS FREE. IF YOU DO ANYTHING TODAY AND YOU LOVE GOTHIC/DARK ROMANCE PLEASE PLAY SNOW WHITE ASHES. (and also this is ACTUAL dark romance not the slop that tiktok tells you it is) i was actually shaking like a lamb in my seat afterwards

oh my god this is long but like. thats it. i havent talked so much on tumblr in a good 2 years. also i love checking in and seeing your asks, they make my day ♡

[rommahh]

Love On Tour…Actually

{Im sorry for how late this was. I went to the show Friday and honestly, it was the best day of my life. I had a little PCD which made me super unmotivated but I’m back. I love you all, R}

You woke up a little grumpy, you won’t lie. You didn’t like waking up alone especially on a show day. It made you uncomfortable to be left to your own devices without any structure or schedule. You understood that Harry was a busy man but it would’ve been nice to receive some text so you could plan your day accordingly.

Sitting on the couch in the lounge of your hotel room, you chowed down on leftover pasta while watching Netflix on your iPad. You had yet to receive a text from Harry even though you had texted him hours ago when you woke up. It was hard to tell if he was ignoring you out of anger or if he was simply just lost in track. Either way you felt dejected.

On the other hand, Harry hadn’t even noticed that he iced you. He was busy running around Nashville trying to get things ready for tonight’s show. He bought you a new dress and shoes, and got the ring fitted. It was hard to figure out your ring size but he end up measuring your finger when you were passed out asleep in bed last night. When you slept, you slept and he knew that would be the perfect time to measure your finger.

Harry was so busy that morning, that by the end of his errands he realized he didn’t even have time to go back to the hotel before rehearsals. He was sporting a small cough and his vocal chords felt overworked but that’s all apart of tour.

Pulling his phone out of his back pocket as he walked into the arena, he dialed your number quickly. He had people trying to talk to him but he paid them no mind.

“Oh? Would you look who’s here?” Harry’s head shot up to the sound of your voice. There you sat on his dressing room couch, arms crossed over one another as you glared at him. Your gaze burned through him and he could just tell he was in trouble.

“Hello lovie.” Harry rasped.

“Harry you sound like shit but here you are up and about running around. You should’ve slept in this morning.” Scolding as you stand up to walk in front of him. Harry could feel the anger radiate off of you but you hid it well. He melted into your hands that cupped his warm cheeks.

“I had a lot of errands to run and I didn’t want to wake you. Also it’s just a sore throat from singing and traveling- comes with being on tour.” He mumbles dropping his head into your neck. You caress the hairs on the back on his neck and massage the tense muscles.

“You’ve got to think about yourself more, Harry. You have a show to put on but you can’t put on your best show if you’re not at your best. I am not happy with you at all.” Even though your words were scolding him, you held him your arms in the most soothing way. That’s what Harry loved about you, you cared for him like no one else could (aside from his mom). You could tell him off with your harshest words but he’d always feel your love from miles away.

“You’re right love, sorry for not keeping in touch today.” You hum in acknowledgement. You both pulled away from each other when his driver walked in with Harry’s abundance of bags. “Thank you, sir.”

“What all did you buy?” You ask walking towards the bags. Harry’s arm shot out in front of you making you stop. You looked up at him in shock. “Fine be secretive.”

You huffed before making your way back to the couch. Harry rolled his eyes at you, making way to his shopping bags. Plucking the bag from Nordstrom he plopped it down on the table in front of you.

“I just didn’t want you snooping at some other stuff. I bought you this, for tonight.” He sat down beside you, thighs touching leaving no room between you two.

“Im not trying to be mean. Just a little peeved that you left this morning without telling me. You also have a cold and I wanna take care of you since you won’t do it.” A hand rubs his forehead luring his eyes shut.

“Sorry baby, I thank you for caring so much.” He whispers sleepily.

“Im always gonna care for my bubs.” Kissing him on the lips, your turn your attention to the bag. The small grey bag had light tissue paper covering the product within the bag. The tissue falls to the floor as you dig into the bag. A silky champagne dress, folded neatly to decrease wrinkles, sits in the bag. The dress was soft and you knew it was loose enough to give you the room to dance. Soft snores escaped the boy beside you- the exhaustion evident on his face.

You pull the dress out of the bag and walk over to where his outfit of the night hung. The dress was hung beside his to be steamed for later. Turning around, you smile at the sight of your curled up boyfriend. Your heart hurt knowing that in a few minutes he would have to go rehearse.

Harry sleepily went through rehearsals sitting in a chair the whole time. He knew his stage cues and performance, he only had one more thing to rehearse but it required for you to not be in the room. He gave one look to Jeff to signal him to get you out. Jeff made up some excuse saying that he needed help with some social media post for the show.

Before the show, there was a catered dinner from some local restaurant. Harry ate a light meal of fresh vegetables and a sweet iced tea which has grown on him having lived in the states for some years. You ate grilled chicken and fries enjoying the free food. The two of you ate alone in his dressing room- wanting a moment of piece before the crazy.

“How are you feeling?” You ask Harry. He shrugs, he was more nervous than anything but you wouldn’t understand why if he had told that to you. He felt floaty. Tonight would be a game changer, a step in a whole new direction. This is something he’s wanted to do for years now but it’s finally happening, and he’s scared.

"Im ok, a little tired but what else is new. I can't wait to sleep all night and cuddle with you." He grabs your hand from across the table. you squeeze it, frowning at his revelation.

"I don't like that you're so tired." You worry, his hand squeezes yours in reassurance.

“Im ok, it’s all apart if the job.” He looks down to your bare ring finger, thumb brushing over the empty spot. Your nails were done in your favorite way, some funky pattern you found from Pinterest all painted on short coffin nails.

“I love you Harry and I’m so proud of you. I know that these years put us both in a bad place mentally but I’m happy of where we are now.” Harry could almost tear up to your words. They settled into his mind, resonating. He was making the perfect decision and you solidified that ideal.

2014

Harry didn’t know how they did it. A show every night, a new state everyday, a new country every few months- he was burnt out. He was tired of shared tour buses and the lack of autonomy. Last nights LA show was amazing, the crowd was amazing, the energy was amazing- so why did he feel so horrid?

He walked around in The Grove, security guards walking in front and behind him. He wanted a peaceful day alone but here they were. Fans watched suspiciously trying to decipher if it was Harry or not. His hat and sunglasses were obviously not the disguise he thought they would be.

As the whispers got louder, his heart started to flurry more. Panic seeped into his veins as he looked for an escape. Bolting in the Barnes and Nobles- security guards close behind- Harry asked for the employees to close shop just for a moment. Harry only needed a moment to get a car near by to escape to. Feeling overwhelmed, Harry hid.

In between the historical fiction and romance aisle is where he sat. Head between his knees, trying to catch his breathe.

“Are you ok?” A voice asked from above him. His head whipped up in shock. Standing there was you, three books clutched between your arms. Adjusting your dress you dropped down to the floor in front of him.

“I-im fine, tired but fine.” He replied. He looked different than he did the night before, you thought. Last night, he was energetic and full of life and now, now you saw a boy whose exhaustion overpowered him.

“You here for any books?” You were just trying to change the subject, something you did with yourself when you had panic attacks.

“Oh no, I don’t-“ he stuttered shaking his head. You smiled at him before pulling a book from your stack. The fault In Our Stars, your new favorite.

“I love this book, one of my favorites. Heard a movie is coming out too so that’s fun.” You joke. Harry’s relaxed slightly, you nestled closer to him. Opening the book, you began reading, your gentle voice calming Harry.

At the start of chapter four, an interruption pulled you both away. Harry’s security guard told Harry that a car was waiting and the perimeter of the store was clear. Harry nodded telling the guard to give him five more minutes.

“I guess this is it.” You mumble closing your book. Harry nods but makes no move to leave. Something clicks in him as he looks at your face again.

“You were at the concert last night, meet and greet?” He muses.

“Yeah, One Direction is my favorite band. My friend bought our vip tickets for my birthday. Best night ever.” You say quietly, scared that he might think that you’re some obsessed fan.

“Oh, well I’m glad you enjoyed the show….so why didn’t you freak out today or- or expose where I was?”

“You’re a human being, just like me. You get nervous, frustrated, and sad just like me. You get panic attacks just like. Who am I to treat you differently?” Your words did so much for Harry. “Now don’t get me wrong, you’re my favorite in the band, but I don’t idolize you nor do I wish to be in your position cause I know it must be hard.”

“It is. Hard, I mean, really really hard. I love my job but I’m tired.” The silence you two shared burned a connection between you two. “This may be weird but could I have your number? I like talking to you and I wanna hear more of this book.”

Placing your hand made bookmark in the book, you closed in and gently placed it on Harry’s lap. “Have it. I have one at home and if you still want to talk about it- I’ll give you my number.”

Harry stills as the book sits in his lap. “I want to talk to you about the book.”

After exchanging numbers, Harry was urged by you to go. Walking side by side to the door, you were separated by his security.

“Harry, don’t let this keep hurting you. Find the joy and grasp on to it.”

You turned out to be his joy. Calls every night after shows and different books being read together, you both gravitated towards each other. Everyday was a new day to grow closer together. He invited you to more concerts, paying for every ticket because he just needed to be with you.

The show was going beautifully. Harry looked amazing in stage in all white and most fans were captivated by your outfit too. It worried you to see Harry so exhausted on stage but you knew he would stick it through like he always does. Proud was an understatement in your eyes. Harry made you more than proud.

You stood in the back of the watermelon pit at the end of the aisle where his stage stopped a few feet away. Jeff stood beside you like he normally did but he was acting suspicious. You two never stood on the side of Harry’s exit but this is where Jeff said you’d get the best view tonight.

Harry sang his final ‘we’ll be alright’ before doing his stage stroll and bows, but instead of finishing in the middle of the stage- he went down stage to the place he normally exits to at the end of the night. You watched in confusion, along with the crowd, as he walked down the steps to you. The crowd erupted in screams as the lights focused on where you were standing.

“What are you doing?” You asked with large eyes of shock. You felt your heart stop in your chest. The crowd getting louder by the moment. Harry walked closer to you, one hand digging into his pocket while his eyes focused on your face. You couldn’t place what was happening but you’re eyes welled with even more tears nonetheless. Jeff was to the side with a huge smile and his phone out to capture the moment.

“Y/N, my love, my light, the best thing that has happened to me,” he didn’t have his mic on so the crowd couldn’t hear him but you could hear him perfectly. As if you two were the only ones in the large arena, you could only see Harry. “From the moment I met you in the bookstore, I knew you were meant to be in my life. Somehow you took me from my darkest place and guided me to my lightest.

I know our lives have been hard but we’ve always found a way to be alright. I want that for the rest of my life. I want you to be by my side for the rest of my life, so will you please, my love, marry me?”

You gave him no time to answer as you yanked him up by his arm. You wept as you exclaimed loud yeses, yeses that could be heard by a few fans who screamed in excitement igniting the rest of the crowd to scream. Harry picked you up in his arms, throwing one arm out to wave at the crowd before bounding backstage.

“Oh my god Harry!” You exclaimed as he set you down. He only had a few minutes to talk so you kept it quick. You pulled his face down to your kissing his lips. This kiss pulled you both deeper into each other.

He pulled away making you whine. “I gotta go back but I promise you’ll get it all tonight. I can’t believe you said yes. I love you so much.”

Harry’s energy multiplied by 100 going back on stage. He even went as far as to explain what watermelon sugar was about. Remembering when the song was made, it made your legs clench together- a pulse overwhelming your lower regions.

Looking down at your hand, you could feel yourself tear up again at the ring he bought you. It fit perfectly in your hand, you remember him measuring your hand that night even though he thought you were asleep. The thought of your future made your heart swell. A future with new music, a wedding, a nice house, and babies made your heart swell. This was something you couldn’t wait for.

Harry found his joy in you but he never knew about the joy he was to your dark life.

[eat-worms]

yall, knife trick updated and I've been loosing my SHIT.

(I'm doing my schpeel for this under my wip for this piece cuz I want the final to be not so cluttered. )

ok so this fic like... almost single handedly resparked my love for making digital art. I had made a piece or 2 before the one I did for knife trick but they were very experimental and dazed and haphazard. I find it beneficial to draw from reference, but it isn't what I love about art. and so I read this fic and just was so so excited to do something with this wonderful world and these wonderful characters built from very little canon interaction. and I just drew. and I spent like a whole 2 weeks only drawing after that. it wasn't fan art for knife trick after that first piece. but I was so proud of it. and I saw what I could do. and I was inspired again by a vast and heartwrenching fictional world. and I haven't really taken a long break drawing since. and something about the tension and the luster of life these characters bring I find so enrapturing and rare (for me) in fanfiction and this truly has that. SO. HERES MY WIP after the new chapter. gosh this moment. oh and that quote, it made me cry, I saved it on my phone let me get it.

"The thing about saying goodbye is that they say goodbyes are the hardest, when really goodbyes aren’t all that hard at all. Saying goodbye is as easy as saying any other thing, in fact almost exactly that easy. As one leaves the grocery store and says goodbye to the cashier, they don’t feel bad at all; as you hang up the phone on an annoyed parent you might feel quite relieved to say goodbye.

Saying goodbye depends much less on what is said and much more on what isn’t said.

Sometimes the people saying goodbye are not aware they’re saying goodbye, and years down the line they will think to themselves, was that really it? The very last thing I said?"

like I'm SOBBING OMG. also rans autistic coding (not really coding, I think its confirmed just not spoken by the characters) is just... so important to me. I've been trying to get just an adhd diagnosis for over 2 years now and a lot of people in my life are saying I'm likely autistic, but regardless of all that I SEE my self in ran and it's so cool to see him learn more about himself. I have another diagnosis appointment tmr morning actually and it's like... wow. like the amount of self-reflection and frustration ran goes through during this story because of his differences with the culture around him. and how he always feels/is literally trapped because of this. it's just so real and personal. and even tho Watson is an asshat and imprisoned him before he got the answers he needed... he still got them. Ran and Jackie's story is just so special I'm glad I'm here to read it. it brings me so much comfort. also fanfic writers for this story... im coming for you. I probably already have come for you tbh 😅. Ok. I think maybe one person is gonna read this wall of text but that's alright, I just want it out there. this story is special. please please read it if you haven't. I'm going to go and re-read it again and finish this drawing!

[goddessjichu]

OK actually I read this almost right after it dropped but I was too busy with work to write an essay so here I am now (hi Mimi it's me gabrielle with another side blog<3)

(and as I was writing this I remembered I didn't manage to reblog the previous chapter too wtf???? so im just gonna incorporate them both into this post)

i honestly can't begin to say how much the fight hurts me; because i relate to OC and her tendency to just,,, keep things under the reason of not wanting to bother those around me. i relate to her and what she did so much that it was honestly a slap in the face ;-; i'm taking this as a personal attack Mimi, i hope you know </3

seeing JK's reaction tho, it hurts even more because it made me think: what if I made my closest friends feel this way? as much as I didn't want to be a burden, they must've wanted to do smth for me because they care. because they're my friends for a reason. to see JK pulling away and bottling things up hurts, it hurts so much bc this is a character who loves with his entire being?? and he did the exact opposite of that bc he's lost and he doesn't know what to do anymore.

tbh i've always been a fan of this trope; where someone is hurting but they didn't say anything until the new somehow reach the other party and it's just pure panic from there. but ofc that doesnt mean JK should forgive her easily; just bc she's sick, just bc she needs care doesn't mean it's wrong for him to hurt too. he tried to suppress it out of love, but it still burst and it's both sad and painful to read <////3

and when he doesn't say back his i love you after the fight... i feel that too. i'm not the type of person who can say things easily like that too in that situation regardless of my actual feeling. and him saying it doesn't feel right to say it during that time, i get what he's saying and i also get how his pettiness can get in the way after the fight. that's me too.

it breaks me to see OC trying so hard, and while a part of me understands why JK did it, i still wanted to slap some sense into him or wished for a dramatic turn of event for him to be like,, oh shit. but alas, this has a much more adult, realistic episode that we actually font see a lot in fictions and i loved that so much.

thank you for yet another great piece Mimi, for the adult talks that we all need to be aware of because it needs to happen. a relationship isn't that easy, it doesn't matter that you're in love with each other to death. it still requires efforts and love alone isn't going to suffice.

here's to.. finding a love like theirs in 2023 <3

A little something from our PLM couple 🥰

Title: Please Love Me Bonus 08 - The Aftermath

WC: 15,116

Tags/Warnings: angst; mentions of pregnancy/having a family; mentions of illness; fluff; explicit sexual content (making out, nipple play, thigh-riding ish, pillow missionary bc yes, unprotected vaginal sex); JK Dreamers MV behind with the exposed arm

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[baekhvuns]

I'm so dedicated bestie, watch me make a petition. I need to get into a fan sign soon so I can hypnotise Hwa into writing CAT.

Btw have you seen Ateez's latest content the lab thingy? I only saw bits and pieces but uhm, nerd Hwa is back, our little friendly lab partner. 😭 the way all of them except Jongho got scared by the balloon popping and poor Hwa it hit him in his scientists glasses. 😔

Omg yes some "fans" are so entitled and mean for no reason only because they have money? Shut the fuck up. But then other people suck up to them, because they provide content blah blah blah, yeah but they're annoying bitches too, so maybe stop UWUING over their weird video calls. They should become our sugar mommies if they have so much coin, be useful for a change 👀

Nowadays you have to wear a mask and they're wearing masks too so I feel it might be easier? Cause you feel less exposed also can't see them that well BUT THE EYES. Oh Seonghwa... he became my bias after our first meeting so it clearly went WELL. That man won me over, got me lowkey crying. Yunho was hilarious and messed my bracelet, but all is forgiven. They were all funny and sweet, shy too. But that mf Park Seonghwa got me 😳 and that never happens, also hands... soft hands - I'm gonna leave it at that.

Ok but if you passed out AT the venue maybe one of the members would pick you up 👀 typical rom com moment

Seriously?! We could've met then cause I was travelling to different places. 😭 Jaipur was so pretty, yes the palaces are so wonderful I hope you can go soon! One of my friends told me Shudh Desi Romance was filmed there? And I've watched it, but I don't think it was the one? Though I remember very little :/

The food is truly 🙌🏻 also cause I was vegetarian for years and I've been vegan since 2017 so Indian food is a great option, you can easily ditch the meat and a lot of meals are already vegan 😊

Forgetting languages should be illegal, you learnt once you should be able to remember. This is me with Arabic, I used to know it a bit as a kid, but now I'm like.... ugh, habibi? Peak language skills.

Yeah I know it's fiction but I just can't read for most idols, especially if they're written as aggressive sex freaks, chill please. And some people are dead set Seonghwa is 100% hard daddy dom. My meow meow??? Please don't do that to him 😭💔

Question, do you use your law skills during the case? Do you put your lawyer goggles on? 👀 - DV 💖

HI!

I'm so dedicated bestie, watch me make a petition. I need to get into a fan sign soon so I can hypnotise Hwa into writing CAT.

FBWMBDMWHDWK PLS DO PLS DO 😭😭😭 IF U MEET HIM pls ask him a question if he’d either play a duke or ceo or boxer or bodyguard for fun🔫

Btw have you seen Ateez's latest content the lab thingy? I only saw bits and pieces but uhm, nerd Hwa is back, our little friendly lab partner. 😭 the way all of them except Jongho got scared by the balloon popping and poor Hwa it hit him in his scientists glasses. 😔

yes i have!!! like only on twt THO I SAW THAT CLIP POOR MINGI AND SAN 😭😭😭😭 jongho he 👁👄👁 BDMWBDWK NAURRR HWA’S HE WAS SO 🔫🔫 I WILL PROTECT HIM DBDBDBBD ANON LETS GO,, nerd hwa. ha. ha.

Omg yes some "fans" are so entitled and mean for no reason only because they have money? Shut the fuck up. But then other people suck up to them, because they provide content blah blah blah, yeah but they're annoying bitches too, so maybe stop UWUING over their weird video calls. They should become our sugar mommies if they have so much coin, be useful for a change 👀

yEAHHHHHHH i hate that esp with the san fansite, colour on colour? and now they are a ssg but ppl still like their photos + suck up to them bc they provide the goods ??? 😭😭 DHWJDJWKDJWK SUGAR MOMMIES PLS HELLO I WILL BE A SUGAR BABY VOLUNTARILY 🤚🏼 omg stop that uwuing shit im so glad some r actually talking back at fans to not do anything like that dbdbd

Nowadays you have to wear a mask and they're wearing masks too so I feel it might be easier? Cause you feel less exposed also can't see them that well BUT THE EYES. Oh Seonghwa... he became my bias after our first meeting so it clearly went WELL. That man won me over, got me lowkey crying. Yunho was hilarious and messed my bracelet, but all is forgiven. They were all funny and sweet, shy too. But that mf Park Seonghwa got me 😳 and that never happens, also hands... soft hands - I'm gonna leave it at that.

AHH YEAH!!! it’s little less nerve racking tbh FBWNDBJW THE EYES WILL ABSOLUTELY KILL ME if i look in the eyes of the seonghwa,, ur never hearing from me— if i go to a concert and that man looks in my direction, im gone. FBWNDJWK YUNHO MESSED UR BRACELET PLS 😭😭😭 LMFAOOOO i wonder if he rmrs and laughs randomly at it dbdbbd STOP IT STOP IT I LOOKED AWAY FBWNDBWN hands…what do u mean hands…soft- bestie- i stop it. my mind went very different ways im so sorry i-

Ok but if you passed out AT the venue maybe one of the members would pick you up 👀 typical rom com moment

THEIR BODYGUARD THATS FOR SURE FBDBBD 😭😭 no bc me passing out would be even more embarrassing and id never live after that 🔫 but my delulu would be eXCEEDING

Seriously?! We could've met then cause I was travelling to different places. 😭 Jaipur was so pretty, yes the palaces are so wonderful I hope you can go soon! One of my friends told me Shudh Desi Romance was filmed there? And I've watched it, but I don't think it was the one? Though I remember very little :/

SERIOUSLY!!! i was 9 hours north from you oMG what a small world,, who knew we’d meet on an app like this under asks dbdbdb AAAAAAA I WANT TO SEE THE PALACES TOO ive heard most of them are extremely haunted and im 😩😩😮‍💨 i hope so too!! i hope u can one day go to the south side! it has more british architecture and the scenery is mf AMAZING i do rec watching chennai express if u wanna see!!! OH THAT MOVIE the main guy in it unfortunately passed away and it was a huge thing till now BUT MAN UR SO LUCKY !!!! ur so cool too best friend omg

The food is truly 🙌🏻 also cause I was vegetarian for years and I've been vegan since 2017 so Indian food is a great option, you can easily ditch the meat and a lot of meals are already vegan 😊

man indian food truly is a vegetarian/vegan hEAVENNN dhdhdh im also a vegetarian bc it tastes much better that way 😭😭😭 the street food truly tho >>>>

Forgetting languages should be illegal, you learnt once you should be able to remember. This is me with Arabic, I used to know it a bit as a kid, but now I'm like.... ugh, habibi? Peak language skills.

NO LITERALLY IF SHOULD BE!! omf u know arabic????? omg bestie ur so cool,,, STOP IT FBWNDHWKHDWKHDWK NOT THE HABIBI DBWMBDWK I BE SCREAMING HABIBI RANDOMLY FOR NO REASON 😭😭😭😭 it’s either habibi or saying haram every 2 seconds 😭😭🔫

Yeah I know it's fiction but I just can't read for most idols, especially if they're written as aggressive sex freaks, chill please. And some people are dead set Seonghwa is 100% hard daddy dom. My meow meow??? Please don't do that to him 😭💔

YEAHHHHH i cannot ever do hard dom bc the hard doms go like fREAKS and they go so hard and aggressive im like bro??? don’t it hurt??? pls??? pls if u ever catch me writing hard dom, slap me in the face right away i could never— the most hwa for me is a soft dom the type who smiles against ur lips and makes u laugh during it >>>>>> wHO KNOWS WHAT HIS ACTUAL MIND IS BC 😳🤚🏼 MEOW MEOW FOREVER 😭😭😭

Question, do you use your law skills during the case? Do you put your lawyer goggles on? 👀 - DV 💖

omg i do !!!! i haven’t taken as many exceptional courses in the field yet but i accidentally took on in my first year and it was a 200 level course sO whenever the case comes up i scroll thru the notes and go “aha!” bUT OTHERWISE i just imagine how nervous they get there in the court 😭😭😭😭 do u perhaps??

[ticklishfiend]

heyy :D

i am not gonna call this me “coming back” bc let’s be honest, i always go on hiatus at some point again LMAOO but i think i just wanna talk about why i’ve been gone bc i really do miss this community so much more than yall prbly realize.

ok so just to preface, my senior year is kicking my ASS u guys this shit SUCKSS. it’s finally the end of the semester but i’m starting to prepare for college and i Hate It. i don’t wanna be an adult u guys this is lame 😐 but that’s just been taking up sooo much of my time and it’s getting on my nerves. like uhhh do they not realize i’m tryna write fan fiction abt my favorite anime characters getting tickled here??? priorities, cmon now 🙄

LMAO anyways back to the tk community stuff, i haven’t gone Anywhere. i’ve been here the whole time, reading yalls posts and enjoying everything y’all have created because seriously every one of you guys are just so talented and it’s so cool to be apart of :) but i just felt like i was in a weird spot and couldn’t post my own content :/ i know that’s weird bc i’ve been thinking of a LOT of tk related stuff i wanted to post while i’ve been on my multiple hiatuses but i felt extremely confined, like what i posted had to be formulaic and in the same style as my other stuff when it doesn’t! i can literally just write and have fun, i always think waaaay too deep into everything LMAOO

so, i think im gonna try coming back in spurts :) i’ll probably reblog here and there, maybe make some headcanons and such, just usual blog stuff. im trying to work my way back into being comfortable writing fics again because for a while i just Wasn’t. i tried so many times to write fics u guys im so serious 😭 i have so many failed attempts and unfinished tickle fics in my drafts bc i just Hated the way they turned out and i didn’t want you guys to read them. but i think once i get comfortable in the community again, i’ll be okay :) i just need to find my place here.

ok! great talk LMAO i’m gonna go eat some air fried crab cakes and smoke w33d, love y’all!! 😁🙏❤️‍🔥