#ok i'm good i'm fine

[snarkspawn]

The only Heaven I'll be sent to Is when I'm alone with you

[bixels]

tarpit site.

[evelynpr]

Anime twt so shit they're calling Spy x Family basic heteronormativity and boring as the "correct" stance. Sorry the performative role and war trauma narrative flew over your head, can't be me.

[conjuring-ghouls]

Ghost: RITE HERE RITE NOW Haunting Cinemas Worldwide June 20 & 22

[sanasanakun]

People try too hard to make Curly an active participant in Jimmy's abuse. Isn't the whole point that he's passive in everything Jimmy does? Abuse occurs because he actively doesn't do anything? Not to call someone out or be mean, but I saw a post saying Anya's ID being in Curly's locker at the beginning shows that he intended to prevent Anya from filing an HR report and I disagree. I get where that interpretation is coming from, but I think it's a little uncharitable. I don't like being too kind to Curly because he's like...a morally mid dude at best lol But if we're going by the HR report interpretation, I would say it's more likely he requested Anya's ID in order to file an HR report on her behalf. After all, the only way to contact Pony (that we see) is in the cockpit, he's the Captain, and Pony Express sucks bad so I wouldn't put it past them to only allow the Captain to use the communication device thing. As we see before, Curly is the only one able to use tools around the ship that you would think other employees could use (ex. Swansea should be able to use the axe if he's the repair guy. Idk why they'd need an ax but that falls under manual labor which Swansea is designated for as the mechanic/fixer dude. But it has to go through Curly). I never got the vibe that Curly moved to actively protect Jimmy. He just lets things happen without say a word; Jimmy walks all over him, and by extension, the whole crew. I get why people would think that because he gives the whole "Hey Jimmy, we can get through this together, bud" spiel right before the crash. This part interests me a lot because there's so many ways to interpret Curly's intentions there. My interpretation is that Curly is on autopilot mode. The responses seem so stilted in comparison to Jimmy's. Like it's the kind of thing Curly's said before again and again and again when Jimmy's gotten in trouble. However, as others previously pointed out, I don't think Curly ever dealt with Jimmy doing something this irredeemable. He doesn't know how to respond, so he just goes for the default "You've gotten through tough situations before. Work through it one step at a time." Like the response is lame af lol I think he was in shock; he was scared (and just so I can say it one more time: he's super lame).

Anyway, this is way longer than I intended and I've said things a billion people have already stated. But uhhh tldr the whole point of Curly's character is he's passive; he never acts. He just watches. Making him an active participant in the abuse by taking actions to cover for Jimmy (like preventing Anya from filing an HR report) defeats the purpose of his character. He's a bystander.

[dewwshi]

i liked the sparring scene from the start of siege of darkness a normal amount

[criscrossaapplesauce]

Me when the magical explosion covers my face in a way that might be symbolic to the scar I gain, showcasing my growth as a character 😨😨😨😨

Btw I may be taking art requests.... Heh....... So if you want be to draw ur object OC or whatever today's your day !1!2!!21!!1!1!1 (do it in asks PLEASE)

[nemesis-is-my-middle-name]

what you have to keep in mind abt arthur being a dickhead and kind of losing it in s3 is that like. it was right after the prison pits. i'm not even talking about the emotional/mental impact here i'm talking purely abt the fact that the dude's physical body was shutting down for like 80 different unrelated reasons the whole time.

he hasn't eaten in over a day or longer. he hasn't eaten anything besides raw meat and hasn't seen the sun and has been coasting juuuust at the edge of Organ Failure levels of dehydration for roughly Three Months. a significant amount of his blood is currently feeding wolves in the snow outside addison because of the neck wound and compound stab-through-skin fractures in his legs that he had to set by himself. also after the red right hand he's hungover or recovering from being poisoned or maybe both. of course he's having a mental breakdown. every single warning light is going off at the same time here. that's basically the only reasonable reaction.

[astracora]

friend: hey write caleb smearing blood on mc's face then kissing them or licking it off

me: i need you to give me like 20 seconds not to lie down and scream

It's here btw...

[oddthesungod]

Some more gouache painting, landscape studies this time! ✨💖

[kayvsworld]

HE

[deoidesign]

Wearing your boyfriend's jacket

[m4rs-ex3]

it's honestly amazing to me that, despite having a good long while to digest it, despite it being in the past, despite my own self deciding that it was for the better, i can hardly think about rayla being gone. hell, maybe i'm just far too emotionally invested in these characters (ok make that "definitely"), but god it hurts. it hurts. thinking about the way callum lost two years of his life to the misery of not knowing and the pain of knowing that she was out there, somewhere, but not with him. the way rayla spent two years of her life digging herself even deeper into her self-harming and only-knowing-pain ditch without anyone to stop her and now she needs help more than anything but doesn't know how to get it. the way they both had to just live their lives, feeling sadness and longing and anger for themselves and each other, but they had to reason with it in order to survive, had to justify it. the way they probably felt like they didn't even have lives, that the rest of those lives would be permanently fucked up and they were just supposed to accept that. the way they fell so hard and fast that the lasting injuries hit even harder. they way they were just beginning to find themselves with each other, and now they don't know who they are. just. it's like a permanent ache in my chest and i'm literally just a fucker who likes a cartoon show.

[smimon]

so I had this journey this weekend into a new, hopefully a little healthier approach to life even if not much has changed

Starting with a realization that basically everything in my life stays in the shadow of the horrors, that even when I'm making art it's mostly because of the horrors etc.

And my first instinct was to protest, to cut away everything that “worships” the horrors. I can't make the horrors the center of my existence, is what I thought. I can't only live to fix what's broken. Sure I have an experience that I can share with the world and maybe help others this way, but that's not my obligation.

But then another realization. I can't just ignore what happened, no one will fix it for me, no one knows the full extended of the damage. And I can't live like everything is ok, because I need adjustments everywhere, I need to be prepared, to plan and predict.

So the final solution is. Live two lives? Find something to do, proportionate to your capability (there is always something), and keep an eye on the horrors. In my case, brainrot and art are both weapons against the horrors, while the other life could be maybe learning languages or going to fandom conventions or whatever.

It feels like I'm given a new life even though nothing really changed except my approach and it's so freeing

[rileys-battlecats]

was trying to figure out why I feel so Wrong rn and I think it's because I didn't follow my usual daily routine like At All and now my brain is freaking out. woke up at a vastly different time, had entirely different tasks throughout the day, took a nap at a weird time (to make up for the fact I had about 3 hours of sleep last night), zero human contact for the past 15 hours, and ate different food from usual (various leftovers from social events/thanksgiving, instead of cooking for myself like normal). and before I really realized that these were all things that were Bad For My Brain I was just wandering around my house like "why do I feel like garbage?? I've literally been outside so much today my brain should be happy"

ANYWAY here's to me not remembering I have issues with unstructured living because my days have been so similar for the past 4ish years that I straight up Forgot that things being too different too fast makes me crazy ✌️

[whalesharkstho]

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OH MY GOD HI IM SO NORMAL IM SO NORMAL IM SO FUCKING NORMAL