#ok i'll calm down now
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wilson matches him crazy4crazy every minute of his life
#thats why house loves him so much. he can give wilson the fight of his life and wilson will just fight back harder#its how they show love ur honor#not one word that has ever come out of their mouths is normal and theyre perfect#house md#hilson#also wilson has a thing for slightly scruffy unshaved house and its canon#he likes the way it scratches him when they kiss#ok i'll calm down now#house 2x5
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just some biker bois complaining about other biker bois' bikes (except i didn't draw any bikes...)
#ok anything after i drew the warm up earlier was shitty and i didn't wanna fuck up the comms im working on so i sketched this real quick#IM TRYING TO STAY OUT OF AN ART BLOCK OKAY!!!#but now im too frustrated to draw.. so i'll play sdv to calm down..#my art#2024#call of duty#cod#call of duty: modern warfare#call of duty: modern warfare ii#call of duty: modern warfare iii#cod mw#cod mwii#cod mwiii#modern warfare#mw#mw2#mw3#soap cod#gaz cod#ghost cod#kyle gaz garrick#kyle garrick#simon riley#simon ghost riley#soap mactavish#johnny soap mactavish#art#fanart#digital art#digital drawing
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maybe if i just put these screenshots together youll understand why i think their relationship just Works so well as it pertains to the characters and themes of S4 in general
neither of them know what theyre doing, but theyre figuring it out Together. the old ways are dead. and together theyll build a new future thats worth fighting for
#twdg#violentine#clems “i dont know” paired with violets “lets figure it out together”. screaming crying throwing up#clem never knew what she was doing!! she was just trying her best!! and now shes tired as SHIT!!! she wants a break 😭!!!#vi helps take that weight off by supporting her as much as she does (which is A LOT!! and clem supports her in return. they grow together)#that bit in the woods where instead of getting grossed out by the guts vi crouches down to ajs level and keeps the situation calm#and she looks up to clem and gives her a little smile. and clem just relaxes and smiles back !! DO YOU UNDERSTAND !!!#clem being anxious about her reaction. violet putting her at ease. clem getting to Relax for 2 seconds. they help each other CHILL 😭#ALSO why their walk home talking about ericson and renaming it and imagining what they could add to it is just so good narratively#they turned that prison into their HOME!! a place worth fighting for!!!#tenn wanting to help rebuild. vi saying Everyone will :') its a home for ALL OF THEM 😭 its about the COMMUNITY !!!#this is also why i think the friends route still works but theres just even more Juice with the romance. even ignoring minnie#violets “you better not disappear on me”. friended clems “ok” to romanced clems “i promise”#in a season about building a home and a family that second one just hits harder you know? and like above with the learning to dance#i just feel like their romantic relationship specifically fits into the overall themes of the game the strongest and elevates it#me talking at the wall (tumblr drafts)#all of my friends who have played twdg are too normie so i gotta make posts like this instead. or i'll die#wont somebody analyze narrative with me#it speaks
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OH GOD OH FUCK
#IM NOT READY#I.. OK I PROMISE I'll START THE NOVEL BEFORE THIS COMES OUT#ORV#AAAAAAAAAAA#THEY BETTER MAKE YJH SEXY AS FUCK!!!!!!!! (he will be no matter what they do it's inherent...#IM NOT READY TO SEE HIM ANIMATED.... DEEP BREATHS. CALM DOWN. I am sane! and normal#sidenote i saw someone's fancast for jp dub and it was actually perfecf???#umehara yuuichirou for yjh#and miyano mamoru for kdj#actually my jaw dropped w how well it fit... esp umehara#i only know him bc my twitter friend likes enstars and happened to hear him but#his voice is so handsome... i think he's 1 of the few jp VAs who could actually do yjh justice#for kr VAs i think there's a lot who can do like a sexy deep voice...#but actually that jp fancast set my expectations too high if they dont cast umehara i'll be sad now KNFND#i think others could fit for dokja but mamoru is definitely a good choice#orv anime
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I THINK I FOUND IT???
Doesnt quite look the way i remembered but STILL
Yay.
Okay. I NEDD to find a picture of Gerard Way in their yellow and balck tee from the danger days era. I need it. I mean i need to find an image but more importantly i need that tee shirt holy shit. It would make me feel so good.o my goooddd
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Venting...
Photo card albums with 20 versions is bullshit. That's not music, its junk. I am by no means a Billboard stan whatsoever (holy jesus never) but if they're going to make rules there needs to be some god damn correlation between sales and streams.
That piece of shit album's streams were a fraction of their sales. And that's because their title single was a piece of shit recycled trope that BTS did YEARS ago and did it BETTER!!
Their sales were driven by stupid ass PHOTO CARDS that have no business being legitimized by any music industry!
Shit like that is what brings the reputation of kpop down to the bottom of the pit and then they wonder how come the western industry doesn't take them seriously.
And then it indirectly impacts BTS because the xenophobic, close-minded assholes who make up the western music industry take every opportunity to shove BTS in that box and slam the lid on them. BTS DO NOT belong in the kpop category!
I don't care if photo cards are collectible. I have nothing against that. But to create enough versions of an album to drive the sales of an album is NOT FAIR TO REAL MUSIC ARTISTS WHO CREATE ACTUAL REAL MUSIC!
I am mad. I will never respect that group. They are a farce. If this makes you unfollow me then we weren't ever on the same page to begin with.
#i'm mad#might delete this later after i cool off#or not#god dammit i'm mad#ommmmm#i'll be ok now that i've vented#maybe#breathes into a paperbag to calm down#that doesnt really work though#screams instead#throws a tantrum for jimin because he can't#not that he would#sorry for all the swear words
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Super sexy me is so sexy I accidentally set off the fire alarm while baking pie shells for my pumpkin pie. And now I don't know if I should've even baked them in the first place. But well. Too late now 👍
#speculation nation#i am not a fucking baker so something always goes wrong when i make these pies 😭😭😭#but i am craving my grandma's pumpkin pies... i gotta bake them myself if i want them rn...#see the thing is ive previously bought pre-baked like. graham crusts#but i was like 'that crust sucks lets get a different thing'#so i got tbis dough shit that i put into pans. the box said to bake it. and so i was like ok cool#then as they were in the oven i looked at the pumpkin pie recipe for starting the filling#and then saw that it says 'unbaked shells' and so 😥😥😥😥#but too late now and it worked fine with the graham. and well. the filling is what i care about the most.#the crusts are just an excuse for having pie filling.#anyways i did set off the alarm. i think it's bc the oven was on so hot#the box says 450 which is hotter than i ever usually do. the pies themselves ask for 350#so well i turned the oven off and i have the microwave fan running#which oh yeah the fucking handle to my microwave fucking broke. it fucking broke.#i think i'll duct tape it or smth lol. microwave itself works fine still. and i dont want people in my apartment.#it's just the bottom part but it sure did just. splinter off. that shit is Broke broke.#and i scared the shit outta my cats And me with that damned alarm. and now i am just waiting.#calming down some. chilling the crusts. soon i will resume making the pie filling.#it's not like it even takes much time i am just. Nervous now.#i wanna let the oven cool off more b4 i have it going for like 45 mins lol#the crusts are kinda ugly. one of them is inflated on the bottom. these pies r going to be disasters.#so long as they still taste good......thats what i care about the most...#maybe my crusts will end up nuclear... if that happens tho ill just eat the filling out of the crust... its fine... ill be fine...#😭😭😭😭😭😭 why is everything so hard
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One of my tesfest fics is complete! :D
Now three more to finish but I'm not going to worry about those right now. Right now I'm just glad to have one done.
It's been given its final name now, but here was its working title XD:
#oblivion fanfiction#fanfiction#oblivion#the elder scrolls#tes#tesfest24 prep#my writing#i don't really think i'll have all four done in time but it'll be ok#i was stressing about it but i've calmed down now#i'll try but i'll also try to not push myself
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#stupid vent incoming you can stop reading now 👌🏻#CAN'T ANYONE DO THINGS RIGHT?!#I'm so fucking sick of going out of my way to do things correctly in time and to a decent standard#when everybody else takes a huge dump on other people#I feel like an absolute idiot#geting fucked from every angle simply because i don't complain#i sit quietly and take anything that comes my way because i can't be ungrateful and i can't be mean or upset people#i do my job correctly. i accept shit pay without complaining#i meet deadlines without delay. i reply to emails in a timely fashion... I'm a good fucking professional#and none of that matters#it doesn't matter it makes no fucking difference#people are shit no matter what#there's absolutely nothing i can do about it and people will NEVER care about doing things right#and it's driving me absolutely insane#talk about strong sense of justice in autistic people lol#i want to kill myself#or at least I want to stop caring but i can't because I refuse to lower myself to those shit standars!#It's not me who should change the way I do things#people need to start doing things correctly!#I sound so incredibly smug and on a hughely high horse i know#but I'M FUCKING SICK OF IT#ok i'll calm down and shut up now#but you were warned at the start#personal#angel talks
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By the way, whoever made that generous donation overnight and did so anonymously?
Thank you! 💕
I think I can make the student loan payment now, that's a big help!
#i said it already in my last ko-fi reblog but i will say it again here#thank you so much also to the other donors!!#everyone's help together is really helping reduce my stress over this whole thing#mod post#financial stuff#the end of the month is always rough#i make stupid decisions mid-month and think 'oh i'll have enough money to get through the month it's fine'#and then i do not have the money and i'm like. oh no#i need to get better at budgeting in advance#and also not panic-buying stuff because it's on sale NOW and i NEED IT#like calm down me. that christmas gift for mom probably would have still been available after the end of month bills#probably#ok sorry i'm babbling i'll shush now byeeeee
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not me hornyspamming my irl friends about Imane Khelif... but tbf to myself she is very very hot
#. every time i see a new pic of her i LOSE IT#. i haven't had a girl celeb crush in a hot minute... now it's all MUSH IN MY HEAD. NO THOUGHTS. ONLY JDHFJFKFBFNKDBFBDKS#. ok i'll calm down. maybe#personal#r.txt
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#hi uhm. enjoy#my gifs tag#gale#bg3#ok ok this was my last grymforge post of the day i'll calm down now
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I think the reason I'm still so weird about my lesbianism irl is because I came out before I was ready. I told myself I should just "get it over with", but it feels like somebody reached inside of me and pulled out some important organ that to this day feels like an open wound.
#the somebody being me of course because I decided myself that i should come out to my family#*rips out my heart* haha ouch why does this hurt?#*six years pass* ummm why does this still hurt?? :/#doddie redet#my coming out wasn't even that terrible!! it wasn't good but it wasn't 'still scared as hell six years later' bad!!#yes they cried yes my mom said 'she always knew' yes my dad asked how long I've known and that they both 'have to get used to it'#but like why can't I even think about telling anyone irl that I'm gay without getting nauseous#I was able to do it the first time even though the thought made me nauseous to be fair. but now it feels worse i think#I CAME OUT AROUND A TIME WHERE WHEN I WAS NERVOUS I WOULD CALM MYSELF DOWN WITH 'AT LEAST I'M A LESBIAN'#WHAT HAPPENED TO MEEEEE#ok sorry I'm done#*says I'll go to bed at midnight* *still awake and has a lil breakdown at 3:30*
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#fiiiine i'll try to calm down#i read a lot abt it#and i get that i need patience#abd that after a gallbladder removal it can take time to be able to eat more again#and also it can take time until the digestive system works properly#so the way it is now isnt forever#it is a process of my body healing from a trauma and my digestive system adapting to the change of having no gallbladder#that takes weeks#it's only been 9 days#so ok ok i knoooow i need to be patient#it's just that it has been 8 months of barely eating and im going insaneeeeee#but i'll try to calm down
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#the boy update is that ive calmed down significantly and am once again a Human#i'll see him when i see him. im not gonna stress anymore#hes busy working like crazy anyway and i need to get a job NDNJDDNDNDMDM#like i still really like him but i think my priorities have been Fucked NDNDJDJDJDJDJD#BUT IM BACK ON TRACK. YA.#my other friends also back from her trip so thats exciting. i missed her JDJJDDJDDDD#i just..... its gonna take me awhile to ask to hang out. im just SHY and also I HAVENT FELT LIKE SEEING ANYONE DJDJZJSKSKSKSKSKSKS#but now im better... yeah i think i just needed like to be a hermit for a bit#plus i suddenly am super busy this week like what the fuck. family AND friend things. like did everyone just Wake Up all of a sudden NDJJD#like we may even see my cousins from alberta. im like JDJDD OK???#havent seen them in like.... im gonna say 10+ years. and of course its this week that theyre here with my uncle#who ive only met like idk 3 times JDJJDKDKKDJDJD#and of those times... hes been drunk out his mind i think... 2.5/3 NDJDJD#i think hes sober now tho????#idk. we might not even see them. my moms side is really flakey 💀#but hes my moms fav brother and shes his fave sister so i hope they get to see each other NDJDJJDJDJD theyre only a year apart#its so weird bc him and my mom were so close but then like... lets just say Life and he moved away and ya zzjjdjdkdj#they had this like. super long like 4 hour talk on the phone a few minths ago and idk i think it cleared up like the last 30 years. idk man#my moms side is crazy. thats all i'll say#personal
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saw your tags on my post and i hope you find that ‘spark’ to really go feral over sleep token again! they’re so much fun to be batshit crazy over, there’s just so much going on and they all seem like such genuine dudes i can’t get enough
that post was sparked by seeing a video of vessel sobbing through the end of ascensionism and like i was so done for after that. like physically shaking so i figured i needed a break for a bit 😂
also i think that altar sounds like an awesome idea! as soon as i move my dresser into my new place i’m setting up an altar on it
1). i am trying so hard to get it back, for real for real. I lit the candle I associate with them this morning, and thinking about the *altar thing has helped a bit.
2). share a link👀?? if you still know the video?? even if you don't know the video still, maybe send some others?? I would like to be a menace over them lol.
3). * I am now going to info dump to you about my sleep token altar a bit. Cause I am thinking too much about it lmao.
(readmore cause this got long and something... 'tragic' happened.)
(a little.. background, I am currently irl in the closet for everything including witchy stuff lmao) So far my idea for stuff on it includes: a small back prism, a small whale statue, a small apple pendant (each to represent the three albums). A bottle of oils (the little one I made, but also maybe something like the prayer oil we talked about). The candle I associate with them. I'm kicking around getting the incense holder if it comes back in stock on their website. bones/teeth (wolf, I'm thinking wolf). I'm thinking it'll be a little place on my main/working/creative altar. I might also try to find a tarot deck that i associate with them, I think that would be fun. something else I have been thinking about, but it would be so freaking expensive to do, is making a rosary with the 'offical' -
shit.... fuck shit fuck. I think I just spoiled myself on accident cause of google. I didn't see much but i think an old pic of vessel came up, but fuck google man. I went to google the official scythe pendant and google change sycthe (yes misspelled like that) to members for some reason, I am so confused and actually mad. Ok. I think I have forced my brain to forget. worst google fuck up ever.
ok, so ... trying to move on... I want to make a rosary with the official scythe pendant, some tahitain pearls and some black amber beads. I think that would be so pretty, and nice to hold and maybe wear. ( i know traditionally you don't wear them, but like.... I am making one to a band/fictional god lmao, it's not traditional at all.) but that would be very pricy for a piece of jewelry and I would probably never wear it cause of that haha. it would be like 400$ to be able to get the supplies.
#grumping ahead about the thing that happened in the end of this no spoilers i wouldn't do that to you.#I think I know one first name now. I am pissed. fuck google. I probably know what Vessel looks like fuck.... no spoilers but personally?#i am correct he's pretty.#I have never been so anger at google in my whole life?? why did it do that??? it took the top search from scythe to MEMBERS/////#I have never been more angry about being right about someone being pretty in my whole life fucking fuck.#ok I'll stop complaining it had to happen eventually but i'm pissy now *grump*.#I think.... I've already blocked it from my mind already... I think I know IV's first name tho?? or III's. Poo. I know it was down the list#so it wasn't Vessel's name. ugh. That was so upsetting and especially after the stress of the afternoon. Ugh.#our oven is borked and is putting out co2. so we have no oven for christmas oof. i was gonna make cinnamon rollsssss man. I'm sad. oh well.#I have calmed down by the time I am posting this. but dang I'm very upsetty spaghetti about that. honestly more upset about this then the#oven haha.
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