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Was feelin' fancy today but ahhhhhhhhhhhh my anxiety is not ok
#personallynot#me#ftm#transgender#trans#this is what trans looks like#trans is beautiful#lol#ahhhhhh!!!!!!!!#why do I constantly feel this way!!!!!!!#i have been so anxiety ridden for 3 months!!!!!#i don't know what to do with myself!!!!!!#i don't do anything!!!#i hate this!!!!#and today was weird!!!#im so confused!!!!#im sorry!!!!!#i hate my brain constantly fighting against itself!!!!!!#ok i just had to get this out#im sorry#i feel insane#i feel so dpresseddddd i know i'll get thru it but it feels so impossible rn#i just isolate myself#i dont know what to do#lol ok i just had to scream this into the void
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the devil you know
#baldur's gate 3#bg3#bg3 fanart#bg3 raphael#stuff and things#userpharawee#yeah I know everyone and their mum has already done something like this#with the shadow and the exact caption and all lmao I *know* ok#I just. wanted to do it too#and I've had it in my head for months it needed to get out#anyway. moving on!
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spiraling
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk art#megumi fushiguro#fushiguro megumi#gojo satoru#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#the minute i realized how tg coded the composition n colours were i decided to turn it up to 11#i was racking my brain trying 2 figure out how to get the layered tissue paper look tht i talked abt ishida's cover art having#cycled through all my usual layer modes n nothing ws Quite right#until wouldnt u know it . divide n subtract!!!!! i NEVER use divide or subtract bc theyre impossible#but fr this??? its like they were made for it oh my god#it makes the greys look translucent n all my textures pop in a way that makes them appear splotchy n Bruised#which ws the whole point thts the Look god i am so PLEASED#when the layer modes tht notoriously get No love finally find their niche <33 peace and love <333#filing this away fr later i am going 2 have a lot of fun with this new information i think#im very happy w how the colours look n i dont think anything else wld have kept the right Mood#but i am always so >:/ when i have to use a palette tht forces me into giving megumi blue eyes#had to set aside th green eyed megu agenda fr the Aesthetic unfortunately#anyway i knew from the minute i saw it that i wanted to do smth involving the opening panel of 268#bc that panel is S tier#i figured tht if nothing came 2 me i wld just redraw it as-is bc it's alr so good but as i ws sketching i was like#u know what u havent done in a while? art tht looks like u r going Insane#art tht makes ur family ask whether everything is ok#so i once again tucked megumi's knees up 2 his chest and apologized insincerely to him fr making the third megumi angst piece in a row#:)
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“I keep on trying to embrace you both, why won’t you let me?”
#epic the musical#the odyssey#odysseus#penelope#telemachus#the ocean saga#my art#greek mythology#ok listen guys i needed to get an epic drawing out of my system#i just had to omg
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i love normal guys doomed by the narrative
#either that or hilariously dysfunctional or both#tf one#orion pax#d 16#megop#megatron#optimus prime#my art#saw one post pointing out in the trailer that a like5 frame shot of megatrons cannon that was snuck between their mahoushoujo type transfor#mations and like.messed up deeply messed up u see how goofy best friends orion and megsy are theyre just silly guys but in every telling of#their story they always end up enemies ok like in a meta multiverse hopping way think about it.like oh my god prewar tfp megop was already j#juicy and earthspark divorced-remarried megop is like.RGHFH tf one is going to destroy me bc this is what they had Before do u get me#before the war before they fell apart before friends became enemies and hands were stained before the beginning of the end im so so normal#like ok.this silly tight goofy buddy dynamic thats shown in tf one so far is.is what they had before. its what they could have kept if only#if only things turned out differently. but in every world optimus prime and megatron end up leading opposite sides of the bloodiest war ever#ok.its a universal fact and everyone who knows any transformers knows this BUT THE CHARACTERS DONT THEYRE POWERLESS TO PREVENT IT#ill clean up these tags in the morning but like im so.so normal about fictional robot guys#anyway i was intending to draw a background for this but i got lazy and also spent too long on the hands!!!!so whatever
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old drawings i found while going thru my computer
#genuinely cant tell u when these r from#just from memory#ok these range from october of 2023 to march of 2024#i had to look at the properties lmao#the duke and damian jacket one was supposed to be like? a set piece?#i wanted to draw the batkids in jackets i have#so i gave damian my jean jacket and duke that one#jason was gonna get a leather jacket and tim i think a sweater#and those were the only i had planned out#im gonna transfer some of these to my ipad so i could clean some up. before dropping the rest#bc why did i let these go unfinished#tim drake#robin#stephanie brown#steph brown#cassandra cain#cass cain#batgirl#spoiler#duke thomas#damian wayne#the signal#batfamily#only minorly edited to add my username#ash's doodlings
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✧ bloodlust ✧
I'm starving, darling//Let me put my lips to something//Let me wrap my teeth around the world
[edit: thanks to all the love on this piece (which was just the WIP until now) I finally got the motivation to finish this after two months! Thank you to anyone who enjoys this for giving me the strength to finish this]
#yes i put lyrics to a Hozier song#I couldn’t take it any longer I had to post this#Oh btw the bottom right corner is stuff I wrote :) that’s not just anyone’s gay bloodlust yearning! It’s MINE :)#vampire tag#werewolf tag#my art#If the proportions are off… shhh ok. I’m used to drawing beasts and furries not people so forgive me#art#oc: wolf#oc: emil#pssss guys please click on the link ok thank u#that’s the playlist I made specifically for this art piece#vampire x werewolf#werewolf oc#werewolf art#vampire art#vampire oc#monsterfucker#monster x monster#terato#suggestive art#If you’ve made it this far in the tags then hiiiiiiii mewtuals <3#bloodlust boyfriends#blood moon bite#*voice of a guy who’s getting the blood drained out of him by his hot werewolf boyfriend in the middle of the woods in the night* woah is#this gay sex#FINALLY FINISHED THIS!!!!!
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YALL IM-
IM LIGHTHEADED IM LIGHTHEADED IM LIGHTHEADED-
Btw his song from my playlist is Defying Gravity by Matt Copley I don’t make the rules💖
#NOT NORMAL BOUT THIS GUY SORRY#AND HE JUST HAD TO BE VOICED BY JEREMY JORDAN#VARIAN USED TO HAVE ME IN A CHOCKHOLD HES DONE IT AGAIN#GET OUT OF MY SKINNNNNMMM IM GONNA THEOW UP#ok I’m fine#we’re cool#I like him good character#WOOOOOO#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel lucifer#hazbin hotel lucifer Morningstar#lucifer#lucifer morningstar#hazbin hotel x reader#hazbin hotel lucifer x reader#hazbin hotel x y/n#hazbin hotel x you#lucifer morningstar x reader#lucifer x reader#lucifer x you#lucifer x y/n#camiposts
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um
#flattery can only get you so far orbulon#warioware#wario#orbulon#comic#art#ok now i PROOOMISE my next comic will be camping i just had to get that out of my system
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oh boy 2AM !!!!!!
#xmen#xmen comics#magneto#erik lehnsherr#erik magnus lehnsherr#max eisenhardt#i love how i never. put michael xavier#like ok we get it i think we know who we're looking at#snap sketches#BUT HIIIIII it is 2AM !!!!!!#i got some stuff done early tonight and so i wanted to Indulge#after all the love i gave charles recently i had to shift to erik scribbling for a sec mk its only fair#i think the funnier bit is that while i did intend to do these doodlings at SOME point#i originally just wanted to draft a comic but once i realized i was gonna have erik use his powers a lil in it#i reminded myself i still wanted to Properly figure out how i wanted to draw it. and now we're here#first drawin is just cause i really like that outfit. like its criminal its not actually shown anywhere else jlaejkvej#it IS just his black krakoa outfit sleeveless but i dont wanna hear it a sleeveless outfit can be so special#if i were a weaker man id draw this outfit like. any time i drew krakoa-era erik tbh but i am only slightly better than that#anyway im tired now im all drawn out. you can tell i started losing steam by the time i got to the ref sheet vjaelkjela#good night everyone !!!!!
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Five billion octopath 2 scribbles i feel sick
#i know what you are wouldve made more sense w temenos i just really wNted to draw castti <\3 west continent crew my beloved#this isnt chronological at all. besides the first ones thats the first octopath i ever drew#like seconds after i finished castti and hikaris first chapter.#infected my brain so quickly i feel like a new person#i could write an essay on my octopath thoughts and rambling omfg.play octopath#art tag#octopath traveler 2#oh my god theyre all here ok#castti florenz#hikari ku#agnea bristarni#partitio yellowil#throné anguis#osvald v. vanstein#temenos mistral#ochette#dolcinaea luciel#veronica octopath#she didnt get a last name.SAD#i have more of these by the way.so many#ORIS HERE I GORGOT#ori octopath#i love ori. if i had to sacrifice myself but remembered how nice paritio was last minute i would also change my mind#oh ym god elenas here too#elena vanstien#shout out to you know how getting added to cotc im so happy.im scared if i say his name thisll show up in his tag and he isnt even here#he looks beautiful. and alive. awesome#the cotc artstyle is soooo pretty i saw castti and felt emotional#anyway. ot2. this is where ive been the past few months.#oh castti can inquire people. i know what you are does make sense for her heh
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literally how did she get out of that
#bfdi#battle for dream island#evil leafy#bfdi evil leafy#osc#bfdia#book#bfdi book#EL HAD HER RIGHT THERE??? HOW DID SHE GET OUT ???? WHAT#fanart#LIKE LITERALLY#right in the corner. el blocking the only exit. trying to grab a loose piece of wood off the wall for some reason#no cuz i literally saw her grab that nd was like#Are they gonna fight#imag8ne if we got a fight between book and evil leafy. how awesome would that be for someone to actually like#defend themselves against her WOULDNT THAT BE SO AWESOME GUYS COME ONNNNN COME ON WHY DID THEY JUST HAVE IT OFFSCREEN#WE DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT HAPPENED AND IT MAKES NO. SENSE HOWD SHEok ok ok#been a while since i went insane in tags i think. and its about the shipwreck scene again god damn it#but it has nothing on that other post
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thank u canon plant nerd megumi for my life
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#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#megumi fushiguro#itafushi#fushiguro megumi#yuji itadori#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#itadori yuuji#megumi#yuuji#middle one FOUGHT oh my god#angle/arm position/watering can/expression NONE of it wld go right#took 2 hours to get the lines only to realize upon laying down flats that it was still Completely off#so i took a break to bake an entire cake came back n finally it started cooperating#tbh idk if im still shaking off ytd's weird funk or what but this took ages longer than it should have#but its ok bc florist/botanist/general plant nerd megu is free serotonin 2 me#i could not decide on one apron 2 give him#but then i remembered he is th type 2 take his hobby Very seriously of course he would own multiple#looks at the hydrangeas listen . listen I Know i ws bemoaning having 2 draw so many cursing their name etc etc#but u dont understand he had to be holding one he just had to. he told me so. he held a gun 2 my head and said U Know What To Do#and i said ok ok ok ok#there r only 2 i survived#and i wld do anything fr him as we well know . cuffs his jeans puts leaves in his hair <3#jjk may have given me trust issues depression anxiety etc but it Also gave me flowerboy megu and i think that balances it out :)#edit added the bonus here bc reblogs dont show up in the main tags enjoy itfs gross flirting mwah <3
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A little 15 min doodle but first post of the year has to be Bingqiu!
#ok its time to get mushy in the tags because I doubt anyone would read them too closely#I’ve had severe art block for YEARS before I got into danmei in 2024#and it wasn’t that my skill was gone it’s just that I thought nothing I did was good enough#I started reading danmei around the summer of last year and I got SO INSPIRED#I dived into the fandom side of things (I haven’t been in a live fandom in years) and was so excited about all the art people were making#and writing! and music! and animatics!#everything was so bright and colorful and beautiful#and everyone had such cool designs for these book characters that I’d grown to love#so I took a chance and doodled a little Luo Binghe and posted him on here#and I was so taken aback by how welcoming and sweet the fandom was#it made me wanna keep taking chances and posting my art— because I think that’s one of the hardest things I’ve come to accept#that even if it’s not good enough for me#someone else may enjoy it#and ain’t it crazy that ive come to enjoy drawing again too#sure the interaction has been fun but it’s been even more fun experimenting with my style and experimenting with colors and rendering#and grayscale and angles#and composition and expressions#ahh!! art is so fun!! I forgot how fun it was!!#I had forgotten how much I loved to draw!!#and the fandom— so many ideas are exchanged and I’ve met some of the loveliest people thru the sv fandom!#tgcf too but they’re a little less chill lmao#anyways#I’ve set up a little spot in the fandom and I plan to keep at it here it’s very nice and cozy and funny and warm#huge thanks to everyone for being so kind and welcoming#and an even bigger thanks to anyone who’s interacted with my art#I still can’t wrap my head around the fact that someone took the time out of their day to like/repost these silly little doodles I post#incredible. ok bye for now :)#svsss#bingqiu#hoot art
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oh, you’ve really done it now!
#this is SO messy when I get time I’ll do it better ajsbjsbsjshj this is literally just coloured sketches but I HAD to get it out of my brain#the glass scientists#tgs#tgs hyde#fanart#my art#art#mental breakdown time babyyyy#alternate title was a lyric from look who’s inside again but im not to sure how well that song fits whdvgevdggd#ok back to essay writing for uni 🫡
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A little treat for the Emmrich romancers?
#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#DAtV#emmrich volkarin#my art#I had a visual and just needed to get it out ahaha#here you go#a simple saucy pic#shhhhh#take it and have a nice day#I improv the glove ok leave me alone#ahaah
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