#ok final US trip pics i think. the first one i just love very very much

[leclvrc]

rebound girl pt. II | cl x reader

summary: trouble in paradise? (pt. I)

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f1gossip over and out? charles leclerc seems to be on the market once again ladies! after a post that made the rumour mill run crazy by @.yourusername implying that she and charles were the real deal three months ago, both have been spotted at different venues and parties getting cosy with other people. their social media profiles seem to support that claim as the driver has been spotted back at home in Monaco and the model in the desert riding quad bikes and ignoring every enquiry about the driver in her comments. what do you think happened?

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leclerc_ charles once again fumbling the bag what else is new 🤕

charleslechair nah you're so real 😭

tifosi55 ever thought that he maybe doesn't want a gf prancing around on her socials the way she does?

leclerc_ that comment REEKS of jealousy girl

twgf I knew it was too good to be true but some of the people charles hangs with now 😒😒

ynfan GOOD RIDDANCE!!!! onto bigger and brighter things 💖💗

fe44rri ten bucks the gold digger realized there's nothing to gain with him

t16osi time to shoot my shot!!!!

honeybadger is it weird to mourn what could have been.... yes it is but I'm doing it anyway

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yourusername

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yourusername girls trip 🖤

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yourbestie ugh that first shot 💗 hotties

yourusername you're just saying that bc you're in it 😂

yourbestie and I'm right for it!

honeybadger pierre is moving like us 😭 liking the posts of charles' ex

ynfan that entire trip is such a vibe where is my girl group :////

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leclerc_ ugh the dress and the quad and the attitude and the wine and the EVERYTHING

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scuderiaferrari with summer break over, we can't wait to get back on track in front of all of you! to a successful second half of the season 👊🏼

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carlossainz55 let's wow them 💪

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tifosi55 I'm so excited!!! summer break is always so dry 🤕

leclerc_ you must have missed all the drama 😭

smoothoperator let's gooooo team!!!

mercmaids did they pull charles out of the gutter 😓

pierregasly 👊🏼🔥

fe44rri FINALLY we can go back to focussing on the actual racing

yourusername

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yourusername antwerp 💫

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ynfan GORGEOUS

pierregasly photo credits?

yourusername you ate half of my waffle ?

pierregasly and?

f1gossip 👁👄👁

leclerc_ pierre in y/n's comments... many thoughts

twgf not 2 be that person but... antwerp... pierre... belgian gp anyone?

fe44rri y/n in her new era. paddock ****

mercmaids what the hell????

honeybadger that's so uncalled for. they're just friends my god

yourbestie send me some waffles if you can 🤕

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yourusername

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yourusername old and new faces around the paddock 🖤 (yes, i third wheeled yukierre today 😒)

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pierregasly and you loved it!

yukitsunoda0511 ^^ 😏

yourusername keep lying to yourself you two

ynfan that third pic... dare I say peak romance

yukierre10 sorry to say but his heart belongs to yuki already 💔

gasly_ pierre in his player era once again

mercmaids charles in the first one ok 👁👄👁 i see you @.yourusername

yourbestie race day fit when!!!!!

tifosi55 everytime pierre sees one of his friends he goes 💗💘❤😙 and i think that's beautiful

yourusername we all are very adorable, so I can't blame him 😉

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f1 with verstappen taking a grid penalty, its @.carlossainz55 that's promoted to pole position. congratulations, smooth operator!

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charles_leclerc congrats, mate! 👊🏼

landonorris not sure if he deserves that one 😒

carlossainz55 cabron

smoothoperator amazingly done!!!!

yourusername time to convert that one into a win 😋

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t16osi charles storming to the front from the back is gonna be so epic with carlos on pole 🔥

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charles_leclerc P15 ➡️ P6. onto the next one!

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scuderiaferrari 👊🏼👊🏼

t16osi man is so resigned 😭😭

leclerc_ as a tifosi this shit was fucking ROUGH but as a charles stannie watching him get hugged by y/n in three pixels was a highlight

charleslechair never felt more seen by a comment

gasly_ can't lie... that bathtub moment and then that hug before they left made me go 💘💗💖💞

mercmaids next one will be yours charles!!

f1 amazing drive through the field, charles!

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yourusername third time's the charm?

@.charles_leclerc 🖤

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pierregasly finally guys

charles_leclerc 💘

yourusername 💘

yourbestie if he fucks up AGAIN... you better watch out @.charles_leclerc

yourusername he's already scared of you girl 😭

yourbestie as he should be!

mercmaids charles finally stopped being messy we love GROWTH

tifosi55 ahhhhh I'm so hapoy!!!!

ynfan if she's happy... we should be too 😓

leclerc_ I USED TO PRAY FOR TIMES LIKE THESE

honeybadger BIG MOOD

[bitchslapblastoids]

I’ve received enough salty feedback on this that I do want to say something, so here are my thoughts, take them or leave them. And please feel free to continue sharing your thoughts with me bc obvs there is a big chance that I am actually just wrong about all this! 🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️

I guess it boils down to how I just don’t really think they’re at a point where their behavior is dictated by ours. They control what they share. This is far from their first rodeo, and if they didn’t want us to know anything about their trip, they wouldn’t have posted a literal video from inside the literal villa or uploaded a number of pics from all over the resort.

I’m not particularly concerned about people knowing the amount they spent on the trip bc…that doesn’t feel like information worth protecting. Like, oh no, now we know they’re super rich? In my eyes, that’s very ok.

And I don’t think they’re particularly concerned if we know they share a room/bed/went on a romantic getaway. There’s been zero effort to imply they don’t share a bedroom in their current home, and they posted a romantic ass photoset from their trip.

I don’t think their relationship with us is one where they’re consciously thinking “oh, we can trust them now, they’re chill and have proven they’re worthy,” or “oh no, they’re being weird again, we better stop sharing things.” I don’t think it’s some parental give/take dynamic. They share information about their lives on their own terms. Right now, they are clearly curating a fan experience that is built on our attachment to their chemistry, connection, history, and relationship. I believe they are sharing more partly because they know we eat it the fuck up and it generates more interest and a stronger investment in them. (And yes, also because I’m sure it’s so liberating to finally feel comfortable and in control enough over your own life to be able to openly love your partner in public just as much as you always have in private, and that is such a beautiful thing that we get to witness.)

They very consciously chose to share about this romantic getaway with us. I don’t think they’re suddenly going to stop doing that because of posts like mine, bc I don’t think it works that way. I just don’t think it’s a reciprocal thing as such. We’re the grabby-hands audience, and they place things in front of us. Sometimes they interact with us (in a safe manner under their terms), but mostly our lives and their lives are very much Separate and our conversations online are pretty removed from what they do and what they feel comfortable putting out there.

That is my opinion. I am not them, obviously, so maybe it is wrong. But that is how I feel.

Again, I am not remotely interested in ever jeopardizing their safety or privacy. Finding out info about a hotel stay when they’re back in their own country doesn’t feel invasive to me. A pal on here told me they felt a more accurate term might be “nosey” and I agree! I’m incessantly nosey, overly invested, and curious. It seems that some feel it’s an invasion of privacy, and I get that. I’d just reiterate that they’re aware they have a heavily parasocial fan base who is super invested in their relationship. Even with that awareness, they shared a bunch of romantic vacation photos with said fan base. I think they were aware some people might figure out where they stayed, and I think that’s okay. That’s all I’ve got for now. 💖

Not to go full demon but I found where they stayed and I have some insights….

1. If they were there 5 nights, they spent between $15,000-20,000 total usd ‼️‼️‼️

2. The place is primarily designed for couples. Words used to describe it frequently include “romantic,” “discreet,” “secluded,” “intimate”

3. Every villa on the property only has one bedroom with one king bed. If you need another bed in your space (i.e. if you bring a child), they will bring a single-sized rollaway type bed to you. One reviewer mentioned how the staff would literally remove the single bed each day for the aesthetics and then bring it back at night.

Sooooooooo they balled out on SUCH a bougie, romantic, secluded getaway. And then they shared it with us!! 🥺🥺🥺

[planetpiastri]

pairing: logan sargeant x fem!williams admin!reader [no faceclaim, reader is faceless] summary: logan has a crush on the admin of the williams instagram account, and quite literally everyone knows. except for the williams admin. notes: can't believe my first new fic since i overhauled my account is a logan sargeant smau, but life takes you in unexpected directions sometimes LMAO anyways i'm so proud of him and his first f1 point<3 enjoy!

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ynusername i love my job. i really do.

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username1 ugh i love when she does these bts dumps on her main

logansargeant Your job loves you!

alex_albon is 'your job' a new nickname you're trying out ? ynusername be nice boys username2 YO?

logansargeant When did you take that?? ☹️

ynusername i'm always on the clock

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williamsracing YEEEEHAAAAWWW TEXAS BRING IT ON!!! 🤠🐂🤘

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username3 yn is so funny i hope she's the williams admin forever

alex_albon always getting my best angles

ynusername so all of them? alex_albon stop it you logansargeant 🤢🤢 ynusername you're also very pretty logie alex_albon LOGIE????

username4 this trio is so chaotic i love them

username5 feeling very parasocial abt yn and her williams boys

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ynusername petition to move the usa grand prix to galveston next year

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username6 i don't think cars are allowed on the beach

ynusername that's what they want you to think

alex_albon i thought you said you had a family thing 🤨

ynusername look away grandpa alex_albon GRANDPA??

username7 ok it's literally logan's home race i was hoping we'd get some bts pics of him but he's not even in the likes :(

username8 he's still in austin with alex, i think yn just took a day trip

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logansargeant Missing home a little extra right now

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username9 WAIT WAS HE ALSO IN GALVESTON???

username10 bruh read the caption, he's literally talking about florida

alex_albon i do not believe that you made that fire

logansargeant I am a manly man 💪 alex_albon lol ok

username11 logan ur literally in america just go home for the day

username12 babe that's not how the states work

williamsracing 🔥🔥🔥

logansargeant 🏈😁

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williamsracing LOGAN'S FIRST POINTS SCORED ON HIS HOME TURF 🇺🇸🏈🦅 the whole team is so unbelievably proud of him!

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username13 LET'S FUCKING GOOOOO

username14 HE KNOWS WHAT THE FUCK A KILOMETER IS!!!!

alex_albon nice

logansargeant Thanks brother 👊💙

logansargeant ❤️🤍💙

ynusername ❤️☺️ username15 oh??

username16 SMELLS LIKE FREEDOM 😤😤😤

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ynusername first date, he didn't kiss her and he should have

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username17 IS THIS THE LAUNCH THAT I THINK IT IS???

alex_albon finally

ynusername you love us alex_albon i love peace and quiet because i don't have to listen to him pine anymore logansargeant Ok I wasn't THAT bad... alex_albon (he was)

username18 i'm sorry i'm dying at alex exposing logan's crush like this

logansargeant I said I was sorry!!!

ynusername a few more kisses to make up for it and you're forgiven ❤️

username19 this is so cute i'm gonna cry 😭

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logansargeant Ok I'll admit that I was not the one who lit the bonfire

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alex_albon i knew it!!!!

username20 SO HE WAS IN GALVESTON THAT DAY

username21 omg wait that was their first date that yn was referencing in her caption 😭😭 they're so adorable i can't

ynusername we're so getting fired for this

logansargeant Worth it ynusername YOU DORK williamsracing I'll let it slide -JV ynusername JAMES?????

username22 this hard launch chaos is the exact stuff i expected from yn and logan tbh

ynusername i love you btw

logansargeant I love you more ynusername it's noT A COMPETITION logansargeant And yet I still win ❤️

[lesamis]

harvard art museums | sept. 2022

[louis-in-red]

Ok so… I saw Louis yesterday 😭 tbh I’m still processing it because he is the first concert I attended to in years and I was very anxious about it 🫣 I wasn’t sure what to expect but it’s easy to say that Louis exceeded my expectations by miles!! This will be long 🫠

It all started a few months ago when Ceci @uruwhy gave me the idea to go Buenos Aires’ concert, since at the moment Peru wasn’t in the tour. I obviously say yes since I didn’t want to miss the chance to see him live and I started to arrange my trip and holiday so I could also have some days in the city.

Months passed and the day finally arrived!!! Me and Ceci arranged to stay at the same hotel and spend a day together, which was lovely!! We met Friday night… hugged as if we were friends from many years, walked through one of the main’s streets and just talk and talk and talk! The next day she joined me in the Bombonera’s stadium tour and we took lots of pictures in Caminito, a colourful place 💛🧡 we had lunch and then took the subte (underground) towards the venue!!! There were many Louies wearing merch there too, which indicated us we were in the right train 😂

We arrived and saw a VERY VERY LONG LINE!! Like… seas of people!! We obviously realised we weren’t going to be in the front 🪦 but we were chilling, just enjoying our company and trying to buy merch… when we see a commotion! A lot of louies were running and screaming so we also run towards that direction and we saw OLI!!!! Who is so HOT!!!!! He was unbothered hahah he didn’t pay attention to our screams but he is just… hotter than we expected! He looked so good in white and his cap.

We also met Vane @lou1e ❤️❤️ who is so sweet and kind!! I’m so happy that she was at the barricade in the Paraguay show! She truly deserved it!!! ❤️

After that special moment we decided to eat and drink something before the show so we wouldn’t get hungry during the concert. After that we saw people were starting to enter the venue so we patiently waited to our turn to enter. Paz was singing and she was so lovely!! Like she seemed so nice and excited for the opportunity! So sweet and her voice is so good!! We truly enjoyed her set!! After we were extra anxious because only 1:30h for Louis 😭 Sunroom came and the crowd went wild! We were concerned because the venue was very very warm and there was no aircon nor ventilation so it was understandable that some fans were feeling poorly and fainted 😭 fortunately security reacted quickly and could help them.

Then Louis came and we just SCREAMED LIKE CRAZY!!! Like I think I couldn’t believe it! We weren’t super close but I could clearly see his face and his curves and everything! He sounds so perfect!! It amazed me how PERFECT he sounded!! Like so much better than the album 😭 my baby 😭 I felt like a proud mother tbh 😂 the crowd was so LOUD!!! I’m pretty sure I’m dead hahaha I also had a sore throat because I didn’t stop screaming with everything I got! It’s been a while since I’ve felt this carefree and the adrenaline stay with me during the whole night!! It was a crazy experience! There were times I couldn’t hear Louis because the crowd was mega loud 😭 there was a moment when everyone was chanting Perfect Now except for me and ceci since we were screaming Just Hold On 😂 and then we thought he forgot to take the picture so I yelled: Y LA FOTO??? So obviously Louis listened to me since shortly after that he said: ok let’s take a pic 🫣

The concert ended way too soon 😭 me and Ceci walked through the streets feeling so sad it was over 😭 but the funny thing was that our night wasn’t over since our taxi driver played us Louis’ music during our trip and we talked about him and hopefully we turn him into a Louie since he seemed a Harrie 🪦 and maybe a Larrie??? Haha I think the bald man knew way too much 😂

Thank you so much @uruwhy for your friendship and for being so lovely!! We’ll see each other SOON!!! I promise!!! ❤️



[ptergwen]

smoke and mirrors

⇢ richkid!tom x richkid!reader ⇠

w/c: 4.1k

warnings: swearing, drinking, light angst, and implied smut

summary: because of your mother’s insistence on a pristine family image and tom’s messy one, you deny your true feelings for him

a/n: ok ok ok the pics of tom in monaco really made me think and i had to get everything out of my system so here we are! thank you and enjoy x

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your living room is engulfed by a hushed chatter that comes from far too many guests. half the people, you hardly know. it’s overcrowded, superficial, and the last place you want to be. it’s one of your mother’s get-togethers, as she likes to call them. these things are always far from the casual affairs they sound like.

weeks go into planning, caterers and decorators making themselves at home in yours. the family’s image is everything to your mom, so being a good hostess is her top priority. ironically, she’s more concerned with throwing her gatherings than raising you. so much for family, huh?

the only reason you agreed to make an appearance tonight is that tom might do the same. he’s a really good friend, someone you’ve been able to count on through all the mess that is your lives. you met in high school, when he moved from london to the states. his dad was offered a job promotion he couldn’t pass up. plus, tom and his brothers would be receiving a stellar private education here in america.

it was a win for everyone, especially you. the freckle faced boy who got lost on his way to english class became your closest confidant. tom’s company is such a sweet escape. he’s not interested in opera or the stock market like most people you meet are. he sneaks you out to go on walks at dawn and does shots with you until you can’t stand straight.

as you two continue to grow together, revelations about yourselves have come to light. what you want beyond your inheritances, who you want beyond friendship. you figured out the second part on a faithful night recently. tom showed up to your place with a bottle of tequila. after you drank it down through lots of lime chasers and giggles, he kissed you. you didn’t kiss back.

your heart said to go for it, but your mind pulled you back in. you were so shocked and overcome with new feelings, you froze up. that, and you’d infuriate your mother. although she cares about tom a great deal, she loathes his public figure. he’s always getting papped in places and with people he shouldn’t be. the two of you together would just destroy her.

you still want to please your mom at the end of the day, no matter how deep under your skin she gets.

tom immediately apologized and tried play it off as him being drunk. you grew up with him, became part of each other’s families, which means you know him well enough to know he was lying. he meant every second his lips were on yours.

what you need to do now is something you’ve meant to for a while. the only problem is that you’re stuck at your mother’s party, and tom hasn’t shown up yet.

“y/n, darling,” your mom calls for your attention. she’s dragged you into a conversation with some bloggers, but you haven’t spoken a word. “why don’t you tell us about your trip to spain last summer?” she plasters on her award winning grin and squeezes your shoulder. it’s time to play along.

“oh, it was beautiful,” you halfheartedly reply, more to the bloggers than her. they nod in clear interest. one jots down notes. “we went for a few weeks and visited a bunch of different cities. i’d love to go back sometime.” the typical press formatted answer earns your mom’s approval. you’re off the hook. your eyes start to wander around the room, hoping to set on tom.

“we?” the woman taking notes asks. must everyone pry? “my friend and i,” you shortly reply. you’re standing up on your tiptoes to see over the crowd. you’d think six inch heels would do the trick. “i’m actually looking for him right now, so if you’ll excuse me,” you offer a polite smile and silently pray they won’t ask who. unfortunately, your wishes don’t come true.

the other blogger, a short and stubborn man, speaks up. “just a friend you say? come on, tell us. who’s the lucky fella?” he inquires. your mother raises a firm eyebrow, signaling for you not to.

tom has a reputation for his reckless behavior. it’s your mom’s worst nightmare when the media associates your names under most circumstances. you’re representing her, so she does whatever she can to control how you’re seen. you’re constantly in the papers, being a young socialite and all. it sucks.

“he’d like to stay out of the tabloids, sorry,” you cover for tom, on your mom’s behalf. “i should really go. it was nice meeting you.” the bloggers don’t bother to hide their disappointment as you shake their hands. your mother rubs your back in approval. “thank you for doing that. we’ll talk later,” she speaks lowly. “bye, mom!” you practically make a run for it. 

weaving through the sea of people, you end up by the main entrance. it’s hard not to get lost even though it’s your house. the place is packed with girls just a couple years older than you, wearing pearls around their necks. men’s strong colognes flow through the air. you’re in a form fitting red slip dress and louboutins yourself.

smoke and mirrors is what they call it. you show the pretty parts to distract from your ugly ones.

harrison suddenly comes waltzing in with a lady on either of his arms. you’d expect nothing less. he’s tom’s best friend besides you, considering the failed kiss attempt didn’t change that. their parents worked at the london branch of the same company. they each came to the states and met you. you happily introduced them to your world, helping to make it theirs as well.

“haz!” you meet him at the front door. he’s smirking while he leads the women inside. “fancy seeing you here, isn’t it?” he jokes. “very funny. i died laughing,” you deadpan, curiously eyeing harrison’s plus two. they merely giggle. “listen, have you seen tom anywhere? if he’s coming.” you’re fighting back a frown. “why wouldn’t he be?” harrison questions in a more serious tone this time.

“long story. you have guests to entertain, so i won’t get into it now,” you decide and manage a small smile instead. he perks up. “right. i’ll let you know if i see him?” nodding, you give him a wave goodbye. “enjoy yourself.” “you too, love. cheers!” the girls lean into him, harrison wiggling his eyebrows at you. he’s ridiculous.

hours pass by without word of tom. it isn’t like him to miss an event, especially if you’re in attendance. you despise these exhausting nights, and he’s supposed to be your rock during them. he should have his arm draped around your shoulders, whispering silly remarks to you while you hide out somewhere. you miss him more than you thought possible.

you’re just about to give up when you spot nikki ushering her husband inside. behind them follows tom, clad in a grey checkered suit with his locks perfectly tousled. he’s here. you waited the whole night, and he finally came.

tom kisses his mom on the cheek before strutting over to the drink table, not without a few reporters hassling him. they’re probably looking for another holland scandal to break. he declines their requests for comments on this and opinions on that, instead pulling up a chair next to harrison. the two exchange hugs and fix themselves glasses of champagne, you watching their encounter.

harrison fills tom in on the drama he’s missed tonight while they sip their drinks. tom keeps forcing smiles that don’t reach his eyes. he’s fiddling with his fingers, leg bouncing up and down steadily. those are the telltale signs he needs saving. however awkward it may be, you’re going to have to break your silence. it was bound to happen eventually.

“mate, i’m telling you. she fit her entire first right up her-“ “boys,” you cut into harrison’s story, greeting him and tom. his face tints deep pink upon your arrival. “don’t let me stop you. finish your charming anecdote,” you encourage him and subtly glance over at tom. he’s biting back a grin as he sets his elbows on the table.

“not with a lady present. let’s just… pretend you didn’t hear that,” harrison chuckles nervously and hops to his feet. “i’m gonna leave you two to chat.” humming, you move to take his chair. tom sucks in a breath. “what happened to the girls you brought?” you wonder. “they left. said they got bored,” harrison admits, tom stifling laughter. he elbows his friend for that.

“oh, fuck off. i’ll see you later,” he mopes, flicking your arm for good measure. tom salutes him and grabs his nearly empty champagne. “so long, bruv.”

it’s just you and tom now, seated side by side, silently so. he has no intentions of speaking first. he’s too embarrassed, and you don’t blame him. this is on you. you clear your throat before starting the conversation.

“can i top you off?” you tap the bottom of his glass with a tiny smile. tom shakes his head. “i’m alright, thanks.” he finishes the last sip and sets it down, turning to face you. your smile has vanished. “wasn’t sure you were gonna make it. i’m glad you did,” you change the subject. as if he’s considering the sincerity behind your words, tom furrows his eyebrows.

“mum wanted us to. she dragged me and dad straight off the golf course,” he explains and clasps his hands in his lap. his fingers interlock with each other. you fight off the urge to replace them with yours. “we would’ve been here sooner, but the paps are camped outside.” the hint of a smile forms on his lips, at last. “guess it’s not often you get the town’s finest under one roof.”

“you think i’m one of the town’s finest?” you tease, resting your chin in your palm. something flashes behind tom’s eyes. he looks right into yours, scooting closer. “absolutely. you’re the most eligible bachelorette in this whole building.” you allow a toothy grin to spread across your face. “tommy, stop it. you’re too nice to me.”

the nickname is music to his ears. tom looks you up and down, licking his lips simultaneously. “no, seriously. you look gorgeous,” he muses, you pushing at his chest. he exhales a breathy laugh, and you giggle yourself. “red’s definitely your color.” “reverse card. you wear it way better than i do,” you insist. your fingers tug at the collar of his suit. “too bad you didn’t match me.”

you’re relieved you two can talk like you usually do, light flirting and good vibes. it might not be so hard to put the kiss behind you. well, you can’t go on pretending it didn’t happen. you have to at least discuss the fiasco. tom should know why you didn’t reciprocate, then you can take it from there. whether he still has feelings for you, assuming he ever did, will depend on how that turns out.

“not to ruin the fun, but we still have to talk,” you murmur, tom’s body stiffening across from yours. he’s not sure he’s ready to discuss that. “can it wait? we’re at a party,” tom reminds you, running a hand through his styled locks. “yeah, my mother’s. don’t tell me you’re having a good time,” you playfully chastise him. he simply shrugs. “hardly. you’re the best part.”

you ignore the butterflies roaming about your body.

“you won’t mind a quick convo, then. it is with me,” you attempt to persuade him and place a hand on his knee. tom coughs a bit too loudly, the contact surprising him. “you know what? i think i’ll take you up on that drink first,” he decides with a mustered up smile. “coming right up.” you pat his leg before taking his glass. he chews on his lower lip while you poor the bubbling liquid. that was certainly… odd.

you slide tom his champagne back with an exaggerated wink. tom scoffs at this. “mm, thanks. care to join me?” he brings the alcohol to his lips, eyes never leaving yours. your mother specifically said no drinking tonight, since the press would be here. screw your mother, though. “please. could you hand me a glass?” you eagerly grab the champagne bottle. tom searches for an empty cup next to him.

you two are unspoken drinking buddies at this point.

“here you are, darling,” tom drawls, holding out the glass for you. every time he calls you that, you completely melt. “thanks, tommy,” you purr in response. you’re finally pouring your own drink when someone taps you on the shoulder, and hard. you look behind you to find your mother standing with her hands on her hips, less than thrilled. speak of the devil.

“hello, mother. can i help you?” you make sure to ask rudely. she responds with a smile that’s obviously fake. if tom weren’t here, you’d be getting scolded. “yes, my darling. those bloggers from earlier were hoping you’d finish your interview.” your mom shakes your shoulder in a motherly way. you squint up at her. “didn’t they leave hours ago-“ “they’re back,” she sharply informs you.

she’s lying, and you have a hunch as to why.

frowning, you hold tom’s hand in both of yours. “sorry, this won’t take long. why don’t you go find tuwaine?” you suggest instead. “he’s around here somewhere.” tom gives you an understanding nod and laces your fingers together, even if it’s only for a moment. “must be chatting up some producers or whatnot. i’ll see if i can help.” he’s such an incredible friend to everyone. he deserves the same from you.

“thomas, so lovely to see you,” your mom interrupts. tom stands up, kissing both her cheeks out of courtesy. “you, too. what a wonderful party. thank you for having us.” despite what the rest of the world believes, his manners are impeccable. “of course. give nikki my best, will you?” your mom puts her hands on his shoulders. he grins at her. “definitely. take care, mrs. y/l/n.” “always a pleasure,” she states, nudging you to come along with her.

you shoot tom one last apologetic look as your mother pulls you along and towards the crowd.

tom is no idiot. he’s well aware how she really feels about him.

when a swarm of guests is surrounding you, your mom lets go. you scowl, crossing your arms over your chest. “why would you do that? i haven’t seen tom in days.” she sighs without a care. “isn’t it time you branch out? expand your social circle?” her manicured fingers ruffle your hair. you push away her touch. “i’m social enough. we were in the middle of something really important.”

you begin to walk away, but your mother takes your arm. “whatever you’re about to do, it’s a mistake. he’ll make a fool of you,” she practically spits. yanking your arm from her grasp, you laugh bitterly. “of me, or of the family name? look around, mom.” you gesture to the spot beside her where your dad should be. “as far as i’m concerned, i have no family except tom. i’m gonna go check on him.”

you’re gone before your mom can stop you. she simply stands there, utterly mortified by what you said.

you run around the house to find tom, stumbling in your heels and not giving a fuck. you’d truly meant the part about him being your family. all the holland’s, honestly. they’re the most genuine and caring souls, and you don’t want to lose the one you’re closest to because of your mother’s delusions. 

tom is in a circle with harrison and tuwaine, the three of them chuckling amongst themselves. you’d hate to bug him, but this can’t wait anymore.

“uh, tom?” you mumble his name, appearing behind him. he steps away with another quiet laugh. “hey, y/n/n. that was quick, hm?” your face gives away your distress. his whole demeanor shifting, tom reaches for your hands. “what is it, love? is something the matter?” “just… come with me,” you croak out.

you manage to smile at harrison and tuwaine, dropping one of tom’s hands so you can lead him upstairs. they each return the smile and share curious looks.

following behind you, tom keeps your hand tight in his own. he’d thought you were going to grill him about the kiss that barely happened. it seems like this is a much more pressing matter. his outburst of emotions can be discussed another time. now, it’s time to deal with yours.

you drag tom into the first room on the second floor, which is your dad’s study. he’s away on business this weekend, so he luckily couldn’t make the party. tom sits down in the office chair. you sit up on the desk, in front of him. your lip quivers the second his worried features come into view.

“y/n/n, what’s going on? why are we in here?” tom wonders, his tone soft. your heart clenches. “i- i wanted us to have some privacy when i told you this,” you sniffle out and blink back the tears forming. you’re sort of shaken from the conversation with your mother, and mostly because you have no idea how tom will react to your confession.

his hands come to stay on your thighs, right below your dress. they feel warm against your bare skin.

“tell me what? i’m listening, yeah?” tom gazes up at you with so much love. “lay it all out for me.” god, he’s fucking amazing. if only you knew where to start. “do you, um…” you trail off, letting your tears subside and words settle. “do you remember when your family made your big debut in town?”

a grin replaces tom’s frown, painting his beautiful face. “how could i forget? you made it quite memorable.” he traces circles on your thigh and elicits a giggle from you. “i spilled a whole thing of soda on your white fucking button down,” you recount with a lighthearted sigh. “right before your dad was supposed to introduce you to everyone, too.”

tom presses his tongue into his cheek to hold back another grin. “took ages to get it out. dad went mad when i didn’t show.” he cocks his head to the side, you leaning back on your hands. “you held me hostage in the laundry room so you could do that bloody stain stick.” your mouth drops open in mock offense. “i had to clean up my mess! i wasn’t gonna let the world meet you covered in pepsi.”

that was one of your earliest memories together. the holland’s threw a party and invited everyone who was willing to attend. they had been hoping to properly introduce themselves to the town, and this was their way of doing so. although yours and tom’s friendship was fairly new, you spent all night together because you had experience with such events.

tom’s dad was making a speech to thank the guests for coming. you and him listened from the snack table, until his name was called. he rushed to go up there while you were pouring yourself a drink. he’d bumped into you, and the bottle ended up all over him. you snuck tom right off to his laundry room.

you’d felt terrible as he stood there shirtless and blushing, you aggressively swiping his button down with a stain stick.

“why do you bring that up?” tom questions and continues circling your skin. you purse your lips. “i dunno. it was the last party i actually enjoyed,” you admit, putting your hand over his that rests on your thigh. “like to reminisce when i’m suffering through one of my mother’s.” his eyes shift to where your hands are laced. “i see,” he affirms. “so, is that… all you wanted to talk about?” “not even close,” you laugh out.

a burst of courage coursing through your body, you say it. “when you kissed me the other night-“ “i won’t do it again,” tom cuts in, trying to avoid the rejection he thinks you’ll give him. “it was a mistake, and i’m so sorry. our friendship is more important than my feelings.” you seem excited to hear that, though it’s not for the reason tom expects. “you do have feelings for me?”

he’d forgotten about his i was drunk excuse.

“um, yeah. i do,” he admits, cheeks rosy and lip caught in his teeth. “but, i’ll learn to put them aside, if that’s what’s best.” “no, no. it isn’t,” you dismiss him and put your free hand on his chest. “i love you, tom. that’s what i was really trying to tell you.” your words bring an instant grin to his face. he chuckles in disbelief, standing from the chair.

“fuck, thank god. that’s all i’ve ever wanted to hear.” he’s between your legs now, his hands moving up to your hips. you’re beaming at him as your arms snake around his neck. a burning question comes to tom’s mind. “hang on. why didn’t you kiss me back, then?” he almost whispers, thumb brushing over your hipbone. “this is gonna sound weird, but… my mom,” you reluctantly let out.

“you’re gonna have to elaborate,” tom prompts you and raises an eyebrow. you can’t hold back your eye roll. “she’s never been a fan of the person you are in the media.” his lips form a line. “i gathered.” your fingers tangle in his curls at the nape of his neck reassuringly. “i was subconsciously scared i would be letting her down in some way, if we were together.”

tom allows your hands to work their way up to his scalp. he exhales contentedly as you play with his ever so soft hair. “i understand, she’s intimidating. what’s changed that brilliant mind of yours about coming clean?” your nose scrunches up when he pokes one of your temples. “oh, yeah. i yelled at her earlier ‘cuz she stole me away from you.” his face lights up. “sexy.” “shut up,” you groan. “someone had to tell her off.”

“good thing it got to be you,” tom agrees with a squeeze at your hip. “‘m proud of you, y/n/n. it’s not easy, standing up to mummy dearest.” you tug on his hair. “like you’d know. nikki is a saint.” “that’s what she’ll have you believe,” he says under his breath, you gasping. his lips turn up in a smirk. “on that note… i love you, too.”

“would’ve been embarrassing if you didn’t say it back,” you acknowledge with a cheesy smile. tom dips his head down to rest his forehead against yours. “yeah, yeah. save the attitude for your mum.” your legs easily wrap around his waist, tom’s breath hot as it hits your face. “let’s give that kiss another go,” you mewl. he doesn’t hesitate to reply. “with pleasure.”

tom’s lips land on yours, you kissing back right away. he smiles into it as your lips gently move together. “about fucking time,” he grumbles, your hands situating in his chocolate curls once again. he’s savoring every second you touch him, kiss him, love him. the taste of your mouth is one he’s craved for longer than you could imagine.

it doesn’t take long for things to heat up, you messing with tom’s hair and tom rubbing your hips. you lay back on the desk as his tongue enters your mouth. holding you by your waist, tom hovers over you. his tongue tangles with yours in a deep kiss. between that and his fingers beginning to massage your thigh, you’re done for. you’re ready to take this a step further by the time he’s kissing down your neck.

“tommy?” you grab onto his shoulders, your head back. his lips detach from your skin with a grin. “yeah, love? ‘s everything okay?” he coos, pressing a final kiss to your collarbone. “more than.” you tilt his chin up to peck his lips. “you wouldn’t happen to have a condom, would you? just thinking ahead.” he laughs breathlessly, reaching into his suit pocket.

“conveniently enough, i do. not sure your dad would like me fucking you on his desk, though.” tom sets his hand on your leg that’s still hooked around his waist. “my room’s always available. carry me?” you make grabby hands and bat your lashes. he hoists you up by your waist, not lifting you just yet. “that would break the news of us, no? your mum’s gonna go apeshit.” he keeps his arms around you, chuckling.

“let her. besides, i know a couple of bloggers that would love to announce our status update.” you peck tom’s lips, grinning as you do. you’re suddenly in the air and being picked up by tom. the surprise of it makes you squeal, clutching onto his broad shoulders instinctively. he gives you the look of adoration that’s reserved for you only.

“we’ll go pop a few bottles with everyone, then we’re celebrating on our own.”

[berlinini]

Clem's Tour Commentary: Vancouver (y/n edition aka my show)

Sooooo!!! Last May I was lucky enough to get tickets for the Vancouver show, which wasn't sold out at the time, and Portland 2, which had just been announced. I love Vancouver so I thought I'd visit once again. Having heard of the city of Portland, and especially because of the venue (one of the smallest of the tour, with GA), I thought let's do both! I ended up buying tickets to LA and so for months I have been thinking about what I called Clem's West Coast Tour 2022. This has been a simple way to explain to friends and family the reason of my trip - and get concerned looks at the idea that I was seeing the same artist 3 times, to which I wanted to say... bestie I'll have seen the show 20 times before I even set foot in the first venue...!!! I know the show by heart at this point! Anyways.

All of this to say, you can imagine the anticipation of finally seeing Louis live myself, especially after witnessing his performances over livestreams for the last 5 weeks, and after months of waiting and incertitude!

As usual, I wrote a full length novel about my experience, so each show will have its own post. Recap under the cut! :)

VANCOUVER

Pre-Show

The show was on Sunday night and I started feeling jittery on Saturday. I went to check out the venue, unfortunately Louis' name wasn't on the marquee. Sunday around noon I went around the artist's entrance and fans were already lining up to see Louis arrive. I spent the rest of the day being a mess. The show was an all seated venue, which I loved because I found it less stressful, and thought it would be as good as Nashville. Oh! And by the power of the Louie God, I had the chance to exchange my balcony tickets for better seats in the orchestra, in ROW 28 so!!! It was a blessed event! Even more so because Louis showed up at the venue in PURPLE???? Very truly blessed!

Me and my excellent solo louie companion @bbrox arrived around 7:30pm, and lined up in the short line (there were two lines because there are two entries to the venue). Upon entering (at 8, so we knew the show would be delayed), we saw that the lines for the merch stands were a literal maze going up and down the stairs, it was insane!!! The venue was SO beautiful, a palace fit for a King. We got drinks, which was funny because I got carded (being confused for a 19 yo is always nice) and my mind was elsewhere so after that I took my drinks and started leaving and they were like... girl you have to pay! That gives you an idea of my state of mind! We renounced getting merch and decided to join our seats. Row 28 baby!!! It was the last row, right in front of some of the sound consoles. We did a little visit of the front of the stage, where people were taking pics. You could feel how everyone was so excited! Sun Room was nice, and the girls in front of us were apparent fans and it was very cute to see. During the break @captainlouisuniverse (which I sadly didn't get to meet :\) texted me to say that if you payed cash at the merch counter you could go quicker. So we jumped on the opportunity and cut the queue (sorry not sorry). I got the white tour t-shirt (with the eye!!!). Also, I asked the venue lady if they were handing out water and she was like...well you have to pay for it?! and honestly I'm suing LTHQ for discrimination against Canadians fans...

It's Showtime!!!

I was SO nervous when Smells Like Teen Spirit started playing and we KNEW the guys would get on stage, we KNEW the drums to WMI were coming up and we knew LOUIS was coming up!!! To paraphrase Louis, one year of built up energy!!! The atmosphere in the room was crazy, Louis showed up wearing all black (so sexy of him!!!) and honestly from that it's just a blur of emotions...

Compared to Portland show (more on that later), I have a hard time describing how Vancouver felt. I hardly remember stuff... (ok this 1 000 words post is saying otherwise) Maybe because it was too intense on a emotional level, maybe it's because I wasn't as close to the stage... It's gonna sound weird but I was so focused on myself during that show and on the communal experience in the room. It really felt like we were sharing a moment, after such a long time waiting. When I think about it there was Louis singing, me singing with Louis, and the awesome atmosphere. I was just living the moment and I honestly felt like I deserved to have this moment of pure joy considering how bleak life has been for the last two years.

And the way I experienced the show was so different from watching it online - I didn't care to find out what brand Louis was wearing, I didn't care to rate the crowd, I wasn't focusing on Louis reacting to fan signs, hell I hardly looked at the guys (except Michael). I wasn't trying to take pictures (RIP my iPhone XR's shitty lense) or get Louis' attention, I just wanted to have a good time and give him a good time. The crowd was good and all the fandom drama was far away - we were there and we were happy, and so was Louis and the band. The songs just kept on coming, with the rush of OMG THIS IS XYZ!!! and before you knew it, we were losing our minds to KMM and it was over.

I had so much energy singing and jumping around and yeah one thing about me is that I scream a lot at concerts (RIP the people standing besides me), so I did that. I screamed. A lot. I had no voice at the end of the show... I was so hot, thank God I was wearing layers but my fleece-lined platform Converse were very uncomfortable. Suddenly I understood the fans fainting in the pit - at least we had room to move around.

My (almost) enemies to lovers story with Matt Vines:

Ever since being in Vancouver at the same time as Louis and his band but especially ever since knowing me and Michael had walked the same street on the same day, my mind was going overdrive with some y/n fantasies, which became a running gag among some of you here (I love you all). It wouldn't be the first time in this fandom that fans think they're in a fanfic, however I'm not dumb enough to think Louis will invite me on his tour bus so I had placed all my hopes (delusions) on Michael, because... well you know why. So that was the joke. Alas, if someone noticed me (even that...) from that night it was... Matt Vines.

Matt was standing behind us, a little bit to my left, in between the sound consoles. He was there almost the whole time, on his phone for a good part. I know because I looked at him a few times, since @silverfoxlou had given me the order to give him a stinky eye if I ever saw him. So I sent him bad energy. So what happened for me to say he noticed me? Well bestie don't believe anything you read on tumblr dot com especially dodgy fan reports because nothing concrete happened LOL. But I was so close to him and as I said I screamed so much, jumped so much, that there's no way Matt didn't at least looked at me once and thought: who is that crazy chick with her wannabe Ariana Grande ponytail and her bouncing cross-body bag and who's wearing awesome Converses (ok there's no way he saw my shoes). Dreams do come true!!!! If anything I hope he saw me going hard on the non-1D songs and I set a good example of solo fans (as if that was written on my forehead lol - though my attitude during Habit probably gave a clue). Anyways, fuck you Matt I still hate you.

Some honorary mentions of the show (the bits that I recall):

The lights during Two Of Us: this was not a fan project, it just happened organically? Not to brag (but I will) but I was one of the first to put my torch out, it just seemed like it fit with the emotion of the song? I'm glad we had that <3

There was a fan project for the rainbow lights for OTB . We didn't have a lot of flags (some will say we were homophobic for that), but it was still a very emotional moment. I haven't seen what the rainbow lights looked like - that's what happens when you're at the back of the venue... Also, it's interesting to see how the perspective is different being live vs being "front row" via a stream.

We did the lights for Beautiful War as demanded asked by Louis. That song always makes me tear up and hearing it live, I feel so lucky. Just thinking about this makes me emotional.

Louis messed up Walls (video) which I didn't realize because unfortunately I always forget Walls #dontcancelme. I'm so glad we got to scream YOU WERE MY BECAUSE to him twice!!! It was so awesome!

This was me when Habit rolled on. I boycotted the song and kept my mouth shut, yes I'm petty. I hope Matt caught that.

When the drums to 7 started playing I was going INSANE. Unfortunately the crowd wasn't that much into it but me and my bestie went 110% on it, I was out of breath at the end, it was everything I ever dreamed off. I had a slight obsession with that song last summer, so seeing it live was a real #wemadeit moment.

I had this urge to scream "Michael you're so hot" because... why not... but didn't want to be disrespectful, so finding the right time felt tricky, but luckily I saw an opening during the band pic break. Around 0:35 in this video if you squint really hard you can almost hear it? God I wish I had been closer or had a louder voice. Anyways I hope he heard me <3 If anything Matt definitely did so I count that as a win in the things he's gonna tell Louis and Michael about me because he totally noticed me and talked about and this is my y/n moment

OK but talking about Michael being hot... He's insanely talented and the way he works that guitar during 7, LBD, is sooooo hot!!! He's just out there manspreading like a king while a whole venue is screaming for him, go little rock star!!! I'm also "manspreading" thinking about it but for different reasons

Fearless: I've been saying for months that hearing Fearless live would cure me and boy did it work!!! It's so good!!! I still have the reflex of singing "enjoy this Crystal Palace" (lol) I hope Louis would give us a "enjoy this (name of city)", because it's the perfect introduction - he know... he knows.

Defenseless and Always You are so good, fuck the person at Sony who didn't make at least one of them a single, because you can tell these are bops that the crowd loves. It was awesome to sing "it's been two years since I saw your face" and "just wanna be loved by YOU" to Louis, the way he reclaimed those songs, go off my love.

The energy for KMM was insane (video), it's such a good way to end the show, but it's also so bittersweet? The high is insane and then you're left to yourself, with the inevitable realization that it's over... :(

See @seasurfacefullofclouds1's wonderful highlight post about the show here.

Post Show:

In true Groupie Fashion™️, and because we couldn't handle the show being over over, we waited outside to see Louis getting on the bus. We spotted Oli going back and forth several times, Kyrstle and Jessie (to whom I sent bad vibes) going on the other bus, Isaac, Zak and Matt getting on the bus together.

Then LOUIS!!! The King of England! God I can't believe he was there, right across the street from me (video). He got in pretty quick and then sat at the window like the annoying little shit that he is, just being there and basking in the attention (Michael's that is). I truly wondered how it must be like for him...Like there is no reason for him to have that window open (except for when he smoked)?? He's just a superstar. The crowd was shouting "Louis we love you" and because I had to balance my karma from my 'Michael you're so hot' shout out, I yelled at least two times "you're so pretty" because Louis needs to know it and also I love to objectify men.

Michael arrived late, by himself, with his huge backpack, which is one of the things I considered worthy of my camera roll. I have 3 blurry pics to prove it.

JD and Wolsey were stellar in their crowd management, especially because it was a busy street with a lot of cars (and trams - we were joking that the tram would block Louis from our view when he got out, à la Walls mural van). At some point the fans shouted some praise for JD and Wolsey and Joshua was filming and it made a little bit of a commotion, thus prompting Louis to curiously put his head out... Drama queen!

Joshua was hanging out a bit outside the bus, taking pics from under the window. Charlie was really doing the rounds, he was so close to me, I almost started chatting him up about dinners in Portland. Instead I made sure my mask was all up so I wouldn't be recognizable if I ever make it in that damn documentary he's making (another 18 months before I find out, another y/n moment wow I'm so lucky).

Post-Show: the Crowd/ Fandom stuff (anecdotal notes that you can skip if you're tired of reading this essay):

The crowd waiting outside was interesting. They started singing No Control - it was inevitable... but luckily it was the first time of the night, since we didn't get it during the show break. The problem with my brain is that I just start singing songs without realizing what they are - I'm on automatic mode. I truly thought we were singing Miss You before I realized it was NC... RIP. They also sang Home, WMYB and later Perfect Now (cute). At some point the singing got drowned by shout of 'we love you', which was nice.

In waiting we chatted a bit with the girls close to us and this hilarious (to me) interaction happened, when Louis was still inside and someone rolled out a box:

Girl: OMG maybe he's pulling a Harry and he's hiding in that box LOL

Me, turning around: excuse me? Céline was doing that first

Other girl: yeah I was going to say Taylor did it before Harry

Me: Sorry. Céline Dion.

Don't disrespect the queen like this UGH.

Also some fans were acting like the fandom police telling other what to do/ not to cross the street and I rolled my eyes to far back into my skull. Can we not? It's not your job so please stay in your lane.

Anyways, it was fun to wait out for Louis and see him, and I could already picture the gifs I would see on tumblr the day after of his adorable face out the window. It was a bit strange to think about how the show would be "perceived" and brought me back to fans who've been saying that livestreams don't do justice. I know it was a good show but at the same time I truly didn't give a damn about how people on tumblr and twitter had reacted - I had a good time, we had a good time. Louis sounded amazing, the crowd was loud and supportive, it's all that matters!

I feel like this was all over the place... thanks for keeping up with my Thoughts™️

TLDR: I fucking love Louis Tomlinson.

PS: for another recap of the night you can read @bbrox's post here

[alittlepudge-neverhurtnobody]

Remember when you posted about Roger from Rent? God I love me a washed up rockstar going soft. I just. Been thinking about that Yknow

AHAHAHA I DO, ANON and i am sending incredibly toxic vibes to spotify for removing the rent obcr and therefore making it impossible to add "christmas bells" to my holiday playlist, therefore making it impossible for me to celebrate the season by listening to roger davis talk about how getting fat is the one vice he has left, therefore rendering my entire holiday season INFERIOR

ok first of all anon this message is superbly timed bc i finally got my shit together and collected all of MY soft washed-up rock star tidbits into a cohesive masterpost, so if you haven't already gotten to know my OCs Hunter and Kate, now's your chance!

but uhhhh YEAH SOFT WASHED-UP ROCK STARS!! my favorite kind 😎 (though soft rock stars in their prime are a very close second.) rock stars who've accumulated a huge collection of leftover tour t-shirts that don't cover their bellies anymore. squeezing into tight jeans only to find that they don't button anymore ... or zip ... or fit over their hips.

this trope is so good from so many angles but i think my faves are, in no particular order:

1. ANGSTY: soft washed-up rock stars who fell out into obscurity and don't know what to do with themselves now, and are using food to cope with that aimlessness and lack of purpose. living on takeout and frozen meals bc they never learned to cook out on the road and sleeping too much bc what else do they have to do? staying out of the spotlight bc they're self-conscious about the weight they've gained and how different they look and how nothing fits the way it used to and they're afraid of what the tabloids might say. maybe they're in denial and keep squeezing into those old clothes to keep up appearances, or maybe they retreat into oversized hoodies and sweats to hide their new figure. lots of comfort-eating, lots of angstily learning how to reposition their instrument against their plump belly or learning how to move in time with it now that they're bigger and softer. soothing their ills with fast food and sweets and maybe going home to visit family for a while to lick their wounds while their waistline continues to expand ...

2. OWNING IT: soft washed-up rock stars who've just decided fuck it, it's punk to be fat, no one cares what they're doing or what they look like now anyway, so what if they lEt ThEmSeLvEs gO. they're finally going to enjoy actual good food instead of convenience store meals on the road or late-night instant noodles in the studio. doing livestreams for fans on their social media that are sometimes music but more often are cooking videos about the fun new recipes they're getting into on the side. (josh ramsay of marianas trench is not soft OR washed-up but he does sometimes do really fun cooking videos on his instagram!) doing road trips to visit friends and other band members and looking softer and softer in each picture they post. reveling in their new size and indulgence and posting cheeky pics of shirts that are starting to ride up or tattoos that are stretching as they soften up.

3. FUCKING FINALLY: soft washed-up rock stars whose partners have just been WAITING for the day they settle down bc they have an agreement to start playing with some kinky stuff once they do, and while they relax and figure out what comes next for their career, they let their partner feed them up and they put on plenty of well-deserved weight and get a lot of mileage out of all their old skinny jeans and tight t-shirts that are now a few sizes too small 😏 AND THEN when the band reunites after a hiatus or for an anniversary tour or something, they go back fat and happy and get to have some long-distance fun with their partner via video calls of junk food at rest stops and long phone calls to tell them about all the parts of performing and touring that have changed with their new bigger body. OR their partner is ALSO in the band, so before the hiatus/break/whatever they got to tease each other with kinky stuff but it wasn't feasible or sustainable while their career was still active, so they get to indulge all those fantasies in their downtime and then when they go BACK on the road or get the band back together or whatever, they have an established routine they get to adapt to their tour life and explore in that environment instead. sleeping in tiny bus bunks except one of them is much bigger now and oh no, what if you have to lie on top of me ..... and you're 300 pounds ......

4. AND THEY WERE BANDMATES: OR, OR, a combination of these where bandmate A is crushing super hard on bandmate B while they're an active band, but also bandmate A keeps thinking about how much they want to feed bandmate B and how fucking hot bandmate B would be if they were chubby instead of rail-thin/if the little belly they hide under t-shirts were a bigger belly. but their crush is unrequited/they never make a move but then shit goes down and the band breaks up and they don't see each other for a couple years bc of what broke them up. but then they all start talking again gradually and decide to try again ... except that, due to either scenarios #1 or #2 from this list, bandmate B has gotten pretty chubby since they last saw each other, and bandmate A is DYING at how their soft, plump belly pushes at their t-shirts and how their thick hips and thighs fill out their tight jeans and how their round, full cheeks make them even more adorable than they did the last time they were together. the reunion brings them closer together until they start to fall for each other, and bandmate B is self-conscious about how bandmate A will see them now that they're heavier, but bandmate A is SUPER INTO IT and it is not a problem AT ALL.

[petalsmooth]

Ok.

Let’s talk Lili.

First off we only know what stars put out about themselves or other people say about them. We are not friends with these people. We are not in their homes. We don’t usually hear what they say in unguarded conversation. What we know is what is out on social media with some highly distorted soundbites from chats or DM’s with her mother that were exposed.

We were initially presented a portrait pushed by her and her family no less of a middle class family with the standard girl next door hit it big narrative. Down to earth, relatable, somewhat quirky. Strong two parent supportive household. All that was missing were the apron and pearls.

This girl came out of the gates talking about a modernized Riverdale with two girls who would be actually close and not vying for the same redhead. Feel free to add/or correct along the way of course...especially early on when not following as closely.

We got very little in the way of insight into Cole and Lili because they were trying to keep it quiet even if there were hints together. Mostly during this period what fans were fed was that she was slightly awkward socially, maybe not the most intellectual but nice and harmless. She spoke of empowering women, independence, she constantly shut down the idea of Barchie and praised Bughead. Along through the year’s she would speak to social bullying or bullying in general. She would openly talk about struggles with mental health. She’d talk and show her cystic acne and share photos not all airbrushed in ode to body positivity. She’d talk about not having an hourglass figure, and cellulite and often go out in ratty shorts and a bun sans makeup. You see she’d talk about it then follow through by showing lived the walk or calling out photoshops done of her.

Again this is “relatable girl next door quirky Lili” we told was the REAL Lili.

She would frequently talk and post about her family and dogs at home and how much she loved and missed them...though oddly not so much her older sister.

At a certain point it became undeniable Cole and Lili were together to even the hardest deniers. Of course also the Met gala eventually made official for media.

We get have her liking posts such as Miley’s about how lucky she was to have a man who checked off all the boxes. But at times there were glimpses all wasn’t kosher. People have mentioned various cons where she’d be caught flirting somewhere else, or she’d be in a bad mood giving Cole a cold shoulder. We recently saw an old video of them walking and her basically demanding he drop the fans and attend her. We have the con were Camilla is sexually harassing Cole everywhere and Lili doesn’t shut it down until Camilla tries to grind on him. It was so bad even Mads intervened. We have the interview where she is talking over him or rolling her eyes and basically being the unprofessional brat her fans claim she is not. Even though it’s ON CAMERA. Snapping at your co worker/boyfriend and rolling your eyes during a professional interview is not deniable.

Flashforward to the trip to Italy because for me there was always something off about that. That trip was obviously planned far in advance. Clearly Lili was supposed to be there. Her fans quickly blamed Cole because Lili was working. Lili didn’t have to work. It wasn’t a career changing move to do that film. It did not do well. I’m not entirely sure what was happening around that time but I have the sense Cole was disappointed/a  little angry she prioritized it over him accepting very likely the offer AFTER the trip was planned.

Lili spirals during this time. Cole comes back to clean up mess. They are quiet on social media for a long time then slowly emerge again and eventually get the photo booth shots, the wedding and her mingling with NY friends for once. Turns out close to the end for them.

I don’t want to make this a Sprousehart post though although some relevance to bring part of it up. The point is Lili put her career over her relationship. It was a calculated decision. It was also the wrong decision. Her fans talk about her being this warm giving person but that was a cynical call and a pretty lousy thing to do to your boyfriend of several year’s. I’m all for supportive partners but there are time’s where you make sacrifices if you really care for someone and this was a special trip planned long in advance. She blew it off. If I’m the partner she does this too, I question why I’m putting in the effort if it doesn’t mean to them what it means to me. 

TBH I think the bad choices she made there is why tried to make it up by meeting with his friends, the wedding etc...

Something than clearly happened because by January they were done. Not sure we’ll ever know but it looked like they were trying to fix things given the happiness hadn’t seen on Cole’s faces in a long time in those booth pics and then...it was done. We didn’t know at the time, but this is timeline Cole gave. There was a brief attempt at reconciliation where she babysits him at a photo shoot and posts a photo of them in bed and then shortly after...Cole calls it off. 

He heads to LA, she follows him there but not without making sure to shove Casey’s face into her chest to post and rent a place close to where he is staying. She posts weepy messages about the world ending etc....and weird new photos mimicking old shoots with him so naturally people think this means whatever happened they worked through. Around same time she and hers manipulated her fans to try to cancel him earlier because she misunderstood a picture of Kaia....although flat out if he had been with Kaia he was SINGLE and it was no longer her business.

She tries to walk back the firestorm she unleashed on him by “defending” him from a lesser twitter trend after realizing misconstrued the Kaia picture, All summer she weirdly seems to be trying to avoid the topic if they are together or not despite saying once if they weren’t she’d tell people. She finally puts her foot in her mouth one two many times' and Cole confirms they broke up which she doesn’t acknowledge. Because she doesn’t want to be broken up.

As we know know it wasn’t all rainbows on the set even before all this happened as in the musical she’d launched an object at him hard enough to have the crew concerned. Lili fans keep saying Cole is abusive but the only evidence we have of abuse is her towards him. We also had her suddenly doing a 180 from past 4 year’s and excusing cheating with Archie and promoting everyone in her live recaps except Cole/Jughead.

Back to the events following Cole’s post....then we get a sudden string of interviews taking shots at Cole, doxxing him, implying he could have strayed (just to resurrect hate against him) but can’t say he actually did because she has no proof. We know this because in those chats admit it was just suspicion and paranoia and never did have any names.

We learn that Lili has been funneling news and gossip and photos to keep her mother’s hold on the fandom in check and her mother in turn has been bullying people who would stand on Cole’s side. They sought to ruin him. This is not debatable.

For year’s people had made fun and called Bree out for being an obsessive stalker unable to let a relationship go, then Lili starts doing the same. We know she has tried to copy Ari’s style, her mother made a snide comment about breast size, Lili tried to taunt Ari from on set and Ari shut her down. A girl who almost never was in the line of sight of paps suddenly is snapped everyday following break up even before the public new. That doesn’t just happen. She wanted the attention.

I’m not going to go into all of it, you all know it. Suffice to say revealing she has a bitter vindictive attitude she has submersed herself in ever since Cole made it clear no reunion. She won’t even broach the topic of Bughead/Jughead unless forced. You can spin all you like but the split screens was not an artistic choice by RD. It was spurred by need to keep them apart.

Lili last summer was doing precious little other than a post or two of Black Lives matter and then when Cole gets arrested suddenly she jumps on the me too and sets up impulsive lives. Maybe she meant well but a part of me thinks she did it to attract his attention. Notice once she got praise for it and the initial protests faded she more or less doesn’t bring it up anymore. Cole never intended to get attention, it just happened because he’s a star and got taken in to a jail cell. He never put himself on camera for notice. 

Lili also co-opts the murder of a girl to flaunt she thinks she looks good naked. Completely tone deaf. 

Lili very rarely is seen in fan photos, only usually when she’s getting flack for it online. She, a girl who talks about bullying, went on a  midnight tirade against a guy who dares to critique or poetry setting her fans on him. Then deleted it probably because publicist in her ear.

She first said poems not about Cole, than said you could read into what you wanted to sell them. Now she doesn’t want to talk poetry or sequels because it flopped and was critically panned.

There are constant rumors about Lili on sets of productions to point they even had someone on her newer movie try to downplay. Yet we see in a video the cast barely talking and looking tense on a boat. 

The girl who used to talk about body positivity now lets them airbrush abs onto her.

The girl who used to talk of therapy and mental illness now promotes OTC supplements for $ and cults.

If she mentions cellulite she uses other tik toks of people showing not her own. 

She said she would never be on tik tok, yet now has her own and post old videos that aren’t funny.

Lili once tired to attack Cole by talking about losing yourself in drugs or alcohol or sex yet we’ve seen her drug paraphernalia because she advertises. Her friends post and laugh over her being drunk. She was in an off and on relationship with Wallis that doesn’t seem to be about anything but sex.

We were told Coles friends are bad influences but Taylor is out there solicitating questionable clients and making videos slamming LILI’S COWORKER as a bad actor and his brother,

The majority of Lili’s posts no longer feature Sunny or her family/Addy. 

She insulted Vancouver, compared to a prison, and made it clear her creature comforts were of more importance than a pandemic. Not quite the attitude of an empath. Which she claims she is with intention to be a master which require sucking more gullible people into the cult.

She brags about being a “rich man” without understand the context. She went from artistic photos to modeling pinups to fuel her lack of self esteem.

She’s in her mid 20′s, claims she had grown and matured in the last year but there is no evidence of it. Still can’t work with her ex without buffers which still influences show direction though her fans deny.. Still lives off junk food and hangovers. Those glasses aren’t just for sun. Her timeline is mostly an ode to her vanity with pictures of herself and then her dog. She doesn’t seem to have any causes she’s deeply involved in on the side apart from her cult. She’s still stalking Cole as her impulsive makeup tutorial showed. She said she cut out of her life anyone who doesn’t service her. I highly doubt she is receiving quality therapy on the regular right now. She still does not seem to possess the ability to own her mistakes and apologize when warranted, rather deflects or erases when heat becomes too hot.

The content she puts out about herself post break up is very different than the bill of goods fans were sold before. She is a far cry from that quirky girl next door that stood FOR something more than vanity and shallow affirmation. So no, I don’t see what you see in her stans. Everything that once seemed to distinguish her from other spoilt princesses has long faded. 

[natromanxoff]

Only very few changes compared to the European concerts in 2005, in fact the setlist has become very predictable, a bit shorter and above all a bit boring! I think nobody missed A Kind Of Magic or I Want To Break Free. But dropping the excellent I Want It All was a sin! Also we can only guess why Brian stopped playing '39 on this tour. Some people think it was due to his injured back, some say it was because of the poor audience participation.

The Eminem intro wasn't played at the first two gigs but then returned back. Two "new" songs were performed - Take Love (written recently by Paul for the Q+PR project) and Dragon Attack which sounded great.

Brian had bad luck - once he slipped and fell down during Tie Your Mother Down and once he fell into the pit where the piano was coming up with Paul for Bad Company.

Queen + Paul Rodgers live at the American Airlines Arena in Miami, FL, USA - March 3, 2006

Photos supplied by: Doniphan

Fan Stories

“So, I was there, with my Dad, some days before the show, asking for my ticket in one of the American Airlines Arena box offices, taking photos of the builiding and imagining how would be the show. Then, the day of truth, we were having a good time in Miami Beach, then we managed (because it was Friday noon) to go home for lunch and a change of clothes, we returned to the AA arena at 6, my dad left me in one gate, because he couldn't get a ticket for himself (all the tickets were sold within a fortnight or so), and suddenly I was alone with tons of Queen fans, a huge number of people for me, (maybe is that I'd never seen more that 200 people gathered together to see anything related to Queen before)and I sat in one step of a staircase, after that a lady came and we began to talk about Queen, she told that she saw them three times, onxe in Beacon Theatre (didn't remeber the date), the other in Miami 78, and the other in Washington 82. We entered to the arena and bought some souvenirs; then each of us went to their seats. I still can remeber, that the first song that came through th P.A. was Hell's Bells from AC/DC, it was so loud that the people there tought it was the beggining of the concert, evryone stood up and began to cheer up and clapping. It was just a song to light up everyone there. After 3 or 4 more songs, the concert started. It amazed me the way how they play, just a little mistake in FBG (I was confused because I believe that this time they were about to play White Man). The way how the images in the big screens appeared, to show us all the Queen/Paul carreer over the years, was so shocking and unforgettable; the same for the Freddie singing that night. When I heard Dragon Attack, I thought that they were going to play a different setlist, but I think it was OK, as the U.S. didn't see them for a while. Evryone sang Love of My Life, FBG, Bohemian Rhapsody, the "ready Freddie" part in CLTCL, We Will Rock You, the claps in GAGA, WATC, it was all as I expected. I wanted to take pictures of them, near the catwalk, in the finale, but a big fat lady of security didn't allow me. I also wanted to take pictures of Trip Khalaf, but 3 security guys told me to go outside, in the end I took a lot of pictures but without any posing. It was a pity, and somehow moths later I looked some pics in the internet from some Peruvians, including a famous humorous actor of ours, taking pictures with Danny, Jamie and Spike. Overall, I would be one of the best experiences in my life, if not the best, although it would hard to choose from many family trips, and some other solo/friends trips.” - Marcio De La Cruz G�mez

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[artistgoudeau]

Drabble: Sugar daddy Erwin x femreader! Minors do NOT interact! 18 + only

Song inspiration: https://open.spotify.com/track/2ViSWfhT0kvEulXA1HH7Wk?si=vzHAwRG9RzO0D7tvEm8Ing

Ok so what about a sugar daddy Erwin who finds a fem sugar baby who grew up poor as dirt.

Becomes a HUGE simp! 😍 Like he met her while she was working one of her three jobs and paying for a sh*tty apartment. She catches his eye when she takes his dinner order and she’s clearly tired but is cherry and polite as possible to all of the guests. He becomes a regular at the restaurant she serves and always asks about her and her life. They exchange stories and experiences with each other and become basically friends. She doesn’t know he’s super rich at first until he finally asks her to accompany him to some job party he’s having. She thinks it’s just a regular office party until he sends her a dress that costs more than 3 months rent! He picks her up in a Mercedes and takes her to a gala event for his company where he is the CEO (cause duh). He apologizes afterwards for kinda misleading her but makes it up by bombarding her with gifts and dates. And when he learns about the extent of your debt/poverty, he helps convince you to quit your job and be his baby full time. He ✨SPOILS ✨ you to the point where you’re concerned that he’s speeding too much of his money on you. But he’s not concerned and buys you cars, plane tickets to wherever you want to go, custom designed clothes, luxury makeup and other hygiene products. The whole nine yards.

He HATES thinking of you having nothing to your name. Although you are very used to the struggle life, he doesn’t think a perfect being such as you should ever have anything less than perfection and luxury. He wants you to be his queen and never have to worry about anything ever again. You tell him about your childhood where your single mother did everything she could to make life work for your family. She would regularly go without food or other necessities in order to make sure the family was taken care of. Hearing this breaks his heart. He’s always been privileged even after the death of his father. He has always had more than enough. You reminded him that money isn’t everything. You were poor yes but you were happy. Your family was together and you were able to find other joys in life. At this point he realizes he loves you and wants to keep you around as possible but he can’t tell you yet befits he knows if you love him too. His exes had all acted very sweet at first but would later turn into something else entirely after he confessed his feelings. They only wanted his money. He wanted to be truly loved. 🥺❤️

You spend more time at his place these days. Not that you or him mind. He’ll eventually have you move in and even give you your own room when you want privacy. You’re so domestic with him. Making him meals and helping relax after a long day of work. You always greet him with hugs and kisses when he gets home from work. “Muah! Daddy hi! Let me get your jacket! Would you like me to pour your drink?” “Hello darling. A drink would be lovely yes.” He’s smiling like an idiot watching you bounce away to his mini bar to pour him a scotch (neat ✨) . “It smells heavenly in here. What are you making?” “Ha. It’s just chicken with some sides, nothing special.” You couldn’t possibly know how much it means to him to have you cook him meals and tend to him almost like a husband. In your mind, it was the very least you could do after all he’s given you.

When he is gone for business trips he has you send him pics and videos of you playing with your toys and stuffing your fingers in your pussy. He loves soap shower/bath pics the best. Whenever he gets the chance he’ll have a video call with you, giving you directions on how he wants you to touch yourself. “That’s it baby, now add another finger. Come on, I know you can do it sweetie. You take my fingers so well, just pretend it’s me. I know it’s not the same. I’ll be home soon to stuff your little cunt proper.” He says the filthiest things when he’s in that mood. You can see his cock leaking from the tip as he’s stroking himself. You can even hear the wet sound from his rapid strokes. 🥵😳 “See what you do to me baby? I’m so hard for you. I miss you so much.”

You are so grateful to him (cause you were raised with manners)✌🏾. You make sure to thank him as much as possible for his generosity. You write him letters and get him cards that you hope can convey your gratitude. And in addition, you gobble up that cock like you need it to live. 😝 He praises your efforts, “There’s a good girl, Daddy loves the way you take him so deep.” He knows he has a lot to handle, but he’s touched at your enthusiasm to please him. Don’t worry, you both have plenty of time to get his dick fully down your throat. ☺️His favorite positions are to have you bouncing on his dick in his office and in bed. He loves making you good his little cock sleeve and watches as his dick splits you wide open. He loves to give you praise after you’ve been so good for him. “Just like that Angel, use my cock to make yourself cum.” “So perfect, my little princess, you deserve the best. I’ll give you anything you want love.” “So good for me, you’re so fucking tight!” Absolutely fantasies about marrying you. (Especially after you swallow his cock whole the first time 🤪. This man almost lost his composure and bucked his hips forward making you gag.😩. )

Can you tell I have a problem? 😭 let know what you guys think 😬

[fearfully-fiction]

kiss for luck- Alex Schroeder x Reader

Word count: 1987

warnings: Fluff, kisses, kisses, kisses! Just fluff I believe that’s all!

Summary: Before investigations you and your boyfriend wished each other luck in a very sweet fashion. 

(pic credit:@alexshroeder4 on his Instagram!)

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The group had gotten out of the RV all of your hands full of gear that you lugged out and were getting ready to set up. It was your very first location, Brushy Mountain Penitentiary, your mind was absolutely reeling at the thought of having to spend the whole night there. It wasn’t your first time doing this kind of thing but you never spent the night alone. You had everything set up and were getting ready to go into the building. Your nerves were ramping up and you were trying to hold the camera steady in your shaky hands. You closed your eyes and took deep breaths trying to calm your nerves. 

Alex scanned the area trying to find you and when he did he walked over to you knowing all too well that you were scared. You felt someone take the camera from your hands and set it on one of the cases that held your equipment. You looked up just to see the person you needed to, your boyfriend stood in front of you with sympathetic eyes and his kind smile that you loved so much. 

“C’mere babe,” he said and pulled you into his arms letting you wrap your arms around him as tightly as you needed to. 

You took a deep breath and rested your head against his chest letting his heartbeat bring you back down. 

“Sorry Alex.” you apologized when you pulled back and looked away with embarrassment causing your cheeks to heat up. He placed his hands on your cheeks so he could see your face properly. “Don’t apologize, I know you’re scared and you shouldn’t be embarrassed about that. I think we all are. So don’t apologize, especially not to me.” he said and looked down at you with a soft smile. You relaxed a bit and let out a sigh of relief before reaching up to place your hands over his wrists. 

“I love you, Alex.” You said with a soft smile. He leaned forward and placed a kiss on your forehead. “I love you too (y/n),” he responded. He released his hold and wrapped you in another hug. You pulled away and gave him another smile before reaching down to pick up your camera, your hands were much steadier than they were before and you felt better knowing your boyfriend was with you. 

The group was getting their cameras ready, and making sure everything had fresh batteries. 

You took this time to once more set down your camera and turn toward your boyfriend. He looked down at you in confusion as you grinned up at him. “What are you doing?” he questioned curiously. You reached up and wrapped your arms around his neck tugging him down so you could place your lips on his. He quickly responds by placing his arms around your waist and pulling you closer. You hummed into the kiss and let yourself relax in his arms as your lips moved in sync. Your lips parted and you let your tongue trace along the seam of his lips, longing for that one step forward, that one step to make you feel that safe haven of intimacy you got whenever you were close to him. He responded languidly in a love-filled haze. He let your tongue map out and trace his mouth. Letting out a sigh of content at the taste of strawberry that lingered on your tongue. His tongue journeyed forward and passed your lips tenderly massaging your tongue as a small whine slipped through the kiss and it permeated the sound of his pulse raging in his ears, 

The feeling of intimacy you so desperately craved made your thoughts blur and your mind to only be filled with flashes of these moments you had with him. It made your heart flutter even with this being one of the many kisses you shared. Each time you fell deeper in love with him. 

The need for air became ever-present and so with reluctance, you pulled away from him. His lips were red and kiss swollen, and you had no doubt that yours were the same. 

The feeling of him lingered for moments after he let you go. 

“What was that for babe?” he asked breathily. “That was because I love you, and I want you to know that if we make it out alive I still will love you and forever be yours until you decide you may not want me anymore,” you informed your lover who stood before you with wide eyes. 

“And let’s just say it was for luck too.” you smiled with a short shrug. A smile broke out on his face. 

“I will never not want you. Plus I know we’ll make it so don’t ever worry about that,” he said with a glint of playfulness floating in his eyes. Pressing up on your toes you once again kissed him quickly before setting yourself flat on the ground again. 

You smiled up at him with gleaming eyes, fully trusting that he would keep you safe and you would keep him safe no matter what. 

“Where’s my good luck kiss?!” you heard Tanner call over to you. You let out a chuckle and shook your head. You lifted your hand and blew a kiss their way, Dakota jumped in front of Tanner and grabbed the invisible sign of affection before placing it in his pocket. 

“Thanks (y/n), I’ll keep it forever for every investigation!” Dakota joked. 

“They’ll be the death of me I swear.” you let out a breathy laugh. Alex looked at you with a big smile and adoration-filled eyes. Knowing that this night would be hard but ever easier with you by his side. 

And so you began. 

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You stood outside the last location of the road trip and you let out a sigh. You looked around at everyone and smiled. 

“Well here the fuck we finally are!” you announced and they all chuckled. “The end of the line, our last night, our very last stop.” you paused dramatically while everyone was facing you. 

“It’s not the last night of our lives… or is it?” you wiggled your brows and laughed along with the rest of the group. 

“Oh shut up.” Chelsea smacked your arm playfully. 

“Hey, I’m just saying, you never know.” you shrugged your shoulders. 

You stood in front of your boyfriend his arms wrapped around you from behind, he rested his chin on your shoulder. You turned your head slightly and kissed his cheek. You felt his skin heat up and it made you smile. Alex had set his camera down so he could hold you and make you feel safe before going in for the night. 

“Well, let’s get out our equipment and set up a gear room, then we can get started,” Dakota said. A camera was set up as all of you got to work setting up the gear room. When everything was set up all you guys had to do was change batteries and get their cameras situated. 

While they were doing that, Alex pulled you out of the building and to the side. You looked up at him in confusion but with a grin. “What might you be doing sir?” you questioned playfully. “I just wanted a minute with you…” he said softly while bruising your hair away from your face. 

Your brows furrowed a bit. “Is everything ok Alex?” you asked with concern lacing your voice. 

His hands moved to wrap his arms around you and pull you closer to him. You lifted your hands and placed them on his chest gently letting your nails scratch and trace patterns on his chest. 

“Baby, what’s wrong?” you asked once again. “I’m fine, I just wanted to be with you for a  few seconds before the ghosts steal you from me,” he said gently. 

You smile brightly at him, “I love you Alex.” you said and he leaned down to kiss your cheek. He didn’t stop there though, he kissed all of the way up your cheek and down your jaw then to your neck. He moved your hair out of the way so he could kiss your neck better. It made your heart flutter, and your knees go weak. He moved back up and stopped only centimeters from your lips. The anticipation was growing at the close proximity, and your eyes fluttered closed at the feeling of his warm breath on your cheeks. 

He leaned down finally and placed his lips on yours, letting them move in sync with one another. His tongue tangled with yours letting that closeness bring him to the ground again. You slithered your arms up and around his neck playing with his hair. He was your safe place, the one place you knew you could go to find strength and security. He was your home, and you were his. You were each other’s safety.

His hands moved down to grip your hips tightly and his hold made you sigh into the kiss. You tugged the soft tendrils that rested on the nape of his neck because you knew he loved when you did that. He pulled you closer even though it seemed impossible to be closer. Your need for air was what caused you to pull away but when you did his lips chased yours and it made you grin. Leaning in one more time you pressed a soft chaste kiss on his lips.

He opened his eyes to be met with yours shining brightly as you gazed at him. He smiled down at you, 

“We made it,” he whispered. You bit your lip while grinning at him. “Yeah we did, didn’t we?” you raised your brow. 

He nodded his head with a big smile. 

“Now I have to ask… what was that for?” you asked him. He tucked a piece of hair away from your face. 

I want to remind you that if we make it out alive one more time, that I’m going to love you for the rest of our lives.” he said and your cheeks heated up. “And I guess you could say it was for luck too.” he teased you about what you said earlier in the season. You rolled your eyes and chuckled. 

“I love you for the rest of my life and even further,” you said before wrapping your arms around him and resting your head on his chest. He kissed your head and sighed. 

You pushed up on your toes and kissed him one more time. “That was good luck for you.” you smiled sweetly at him. 

“Hey, what about us?!” Dakota called just like before. 

You rolled your eyes and gave them the finger before pulling Alex down to kiss again, just to annoy them. 

“Alright, alright we’re done now detach yourselves from each other so we can get this night done!” Tanner yelled. You giggled against Alex’s lips and he let out a small laugh also. 

 “What do you say we get in there get it done and go on home?” you asked teasingly. 

Without warning, your boyfriend leaned down and swept you off of your feet. You let out a yelp and then a loud laugh. 

“Let’s go lucky,” he said and kissed your cheek. “Lucky?” you question with a raised brow. 

“You’re my lucky charm babe,” he said and threw a smirk your way. You shook your head and let it fall back as you laughed. 

--

Little did you know, after the end of the night. he would kneel on one knee and pull out a ring, to hold to his promise of loving you for the rest of his life. You of course said yes, and did so to hold your promise of loving him forever. 

From then on kisses for luck were never not shared before each investigation and each day. 

--

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[myherowritings]

All That Ass

— One night at the gym, you see a handsome guy with so much ass, you take a picture on the sly and send it to your number neighbor, Bakugou, to freak out over. But what you don’t expect is for him to reply with a picture of you from the same gym.

pairing: bakugou katsuki x f!reader word count: 1,876 genre: number neighbor au!!, fluff

a/n: this is a bonus “what if” scenario based on these asks i received about baku and y/n meeting at the gym while he’s doing leg/butt day LOLOL,, just to be clear, this isn’t a canon part of the nn-verse! it’s just a hypothetical oneshot answering the question “what if they had met this way” AND I THINK IT’S SUPER CUTE!! i hope you enjoy and pls lmk what you think !! xx

“So… Does anyone want to go to the gym with me?” you asked cheerfully, sending a pointed look Shinsou’s way.

You knew Midoriya had already gone this morning (though, if you asked, there was no doubt in your mind he would go again), and Todoroki had just come back from swimming laps at the pool, so your roommate, Shinsou, was your best bet.

Too bad said roommate would rather stay home and play outdated games than workout with you. 

When he didn’t reply for a solid five minutes, you poked him on the bicep-- How he actually had muscles considering how lazy he was would undoubtedly remain the world’s biggest mystery. 

“Hello? Earth to Shinsou?”

He slowly tore his gaze away from the television, looking up at you from his seat on the couch. “Did you say something?”

Giving him your best smile while fluttering your lashes, you sang, “Does the best roomie in the world want to go to the gym with me?”

“No.” Shinsou hardly blinked. 

Your mouth formed a small ‘o’. “Wha--? That’s it? You’re not even going to give an excuse?”

“Nope. Just go by yourself,” he dismissed. “You always talk about how you’re a ‘strong, independent woman’, correct?” 

You scratched the back of your neck-- A habit you picked up from him over the years. “Well, yes…”

“And strong, independent women should be able to go to the gym by themselves, right? 

The only way you could respond was with an incredulous nod. 

“Glad we could agree,” said Shinsou with a wry smile. “Have fun at the gym, then!”

“I… Thank you…?”

And with a slightly confused expression you grabbed your keys and duffle bag and walked out of the door to the recreation center near your apartment, vaguely hearing Shinsou chuckling in the background.

It wasn't until you felt the chilling breeze of the outdoors that you snapped out of your trance. 

“Dammit,” you muttered under your breath. How was he always so persuasive? Sure, at times you could be the slightest bit gullible, but regardless, his skills were almost inhuman.

You huffed, shaking your head as you entered the reception area of the gym. After showing the workers your membership and brushing your hair out of your face, you headed upstairs to do some cardio. 

“Excuse me, are you done with the StairMaster?” you asked the blond-haired guy wiping down the only open machine. 

A bead of sweat trailed down the side of his face to his neck and you had to avert your gaze before he could catch you gawking. 

“Just finished,” he said, his voice a gruff timbre that was surprisingly pleasant to the ear. He finished wiping down the handles and nodded your way. “Go for it.” 

You beamed, setting your water bottle and phone on the machine to get situated. “Thank you so much!” 

He huffed. “Yeah, whatever.” 

That wasn’t exactly a warm ‘you’re welcome’, but you shrugged it off with a small smile, stepping on the stairs and starting a light warmup. 

You placed your earphones in and played some music to set the mood, ready to work up a sweat. Cardio was a pain, but it was worth it if it meant having a nice butt. (As well as making your heart stronger and increasing your lung capacity, you supposed, but those were mere seconds to the booty gains.) 

As you upped the speed and got into the swing of things, you felt your eyes wandering around the room to your favorite part of the gym-- The squat and deadlift area. You noticed a handful of people were littered among the equipment and after your short inspection, you hummed to yourself.

Yup, things were definitely looking good there.

Absentmindedly, you saw your screen light up out of the corner of your eye and you unlocked your phone, briefly checking your messages. Or rather, checking for a certain message from a certain someone.

Still no reply? you sighed, placing your phone back on the StairMaster and trying to distract yourself by looking back at the students doing some leg exercises.

Almost instantaneously, your eyes were drawn to the blond who was using the cardio stairs just before you came. 

StairMaster plus squatting what was easily 75 kilograms within ten minutes? You had to stop yourself from practically swooning on the spot. That was some serious gluteal strength he must’ve had.

He was finishing up his current rep of back squats, cheeks flushed pink and hair sticking to the sides of his face with sweat. Not only did he look unfairly handsome, but he had a hot body as well. 

His arms were toned with a nice amount of muscles on his biceps and triceps--oh, goodness, his triceps were really something else--and he had impeccable posture as he squatted. (Not that his posture was the first thing you noticed about his squat, of course.)

You were staring so intently at this beautiful specimen of a man that he himself noticed, pausing briefly to try to find the source of the laser beams he felt on his behind. Before he could catch you gawking, however, you tore your gaze away and grabbed your phone, trying to pretend you were on it this whole time. 

When he looked away, you sighed in relief, opening your camera app and peering at him through the screen.

You weren’t sure why, but you had a gut feeling your number neighbor, Bakugou, would’ve loved to share this beautiful sight with you. He seemed to be having a bad day and you figured a nice booty would be just the thing to cheer him up. So, really, you only wanted to take a picture of the hot gym guy out of the kindness of your own heart. 

After snapping the photo, you sent a quick series of texts freaking out to your ‘bakubestie’ along with an attachment of the image of the blond guy’s backside.

Y/N: *Attachment: 1 Image*

Y/N: HDJSJDJD IK I’M LIKE QUADRUPLE TEXTING RN AND I’M SORRY (but rly what’s new)

Y/N: BUT I THOUGHT YOU WOULD APPRECIATE THIS PIC IDK WHY DON’T QUESTION MY IMPULSES OK

Y/N: i’m at the gym and this hot (albeit a lil bit of a grumpy grump :/) guy is here and woW

Y/N: like i’m just trying to work out in peace but his ass is all “hi there (       )(       ) how are you (       )(       )” AND I FEEL SO ATTACKED,, how is one person allowed to have all that ass? save some for the rest of us pls bro

After getting a good percentage of your thoughts and thirst out, you let out a sigh of liberation, upping the intensity of the StairMaster to further get your jitters out.

As you continued scrolling through your phone to check for texts from your roommates, you heard a bark of incredulous laughter from the other side of the room. You distractedly looked up, but after seeing nothing out of the ordinary other than the hot guy grinning at his phone, you shrugged and placed your cell down to get back to your workout.

The intense climbing only lasted for about three minutes before you got a text message from Bakugou (which you knew only because his text tone was ‘It’s so fluffy!’ from Despicable Me while everyone else’s was the default chime). A bright smile made its way to your face as you lowered the speed once again, taking a drink from your water bottle to cool down before eagerly glancing at your screen. 

bakubestie: *Attachment: 1 Image*

Curiously, you took a look at the picture Bakugou sent. It was one of someone in the gym that looked quite similar to the one you were in, wearing the same workout clothes you were currently wearing… In fact, it looked like the photo was taken just now from inside the room, right next to the squatting area… 

bakubestie: Too much ass, huh? I could say the same about you

You blinked, taking a few moments to process just what exactly was happening before you yelped in surprise. “What the--?!” 

Your face fumed, head snapping up from your phone so fast you lost your balance and tripped on the incoming stair of the machine. Losing footing, you barely had time to let out a brief, “Oh, shit!” before falling down the StairMaster and onto your butt on the hard floor. 

“Ouchie…” 

There was a moment of silence before a booming laughter was heard from the opposite side of the room, and a mixture of dread and excitement filled your stomach.

Dread because if your suspicions were correct, the guy from the gym you were thirsting over to your number neighbor was your number neighbor. And excitement because--hello--you were finally going to meet your number neighbor! (That was, of course, if he didn’t run out of the gym at the very moment.) You were so excited that you couldn’t even dwell on the utter embarrassment any normal person would probably be feeling.

The scuffling of footsteps moved closer as you rubbed the side of your hip that landed on the ground. 

“Tch,” you heard from above you. You looked up to see an amused expression on the blond gym guy’s face as he extended a hand out to you and checked for any injuries. “You really are a dumbass.” 

Your heart skipped a beat at his all too familiar tone, and you winked cheekily at him while accepting his hand and standing upright. “And you really have a nice ass.” 

Bakugou rolled his eyes as he fought off the blush on his face, your compliment catching him off guard. “Okay, well-- Now I know for sure it is you.”

With an excited grin, you jumped up and down on the balls of your feet. You were filled with nerves and butterflies and you wanted nothing more than to tackle your number neighbor into the biggest hug you could muster.

“You are okay though, right?” he asked, the smallest hint of worry in his features. 

The little crinkle between his brows was so adorable that you just couldn’t help yourself. Your grin widened even more and your face began to hurt from smiling so much. You were certain you looked like a fool, but you didn’t care. 

Before you could second guess yourself, you stood on your tiptoes and threw your arms around his neck to tackle him into a proper bear hug. Bakugou was still a bit sweaty and warm from working out--and you most definitely you weren’t looking any better yourself--but that didn’t change the fact that he felt cozy and safe and smelled faintly like your favorite caramel treat at the candy store. 

“Yes. I’m better than okay,” you murmured into his shoulder. “It’s nice to meet you, bestie.” 

Bakugou froze in shock before letting out a breathy chuckle, slowly wrapping his arms around your waist as you shifted so your head rested against his chest. His hand lingered on the small of your back as he peer down at you with what looked like a smile of his own and you wished you could capture that moment in a frame and relive it forever.

“It’s nice to meet you too, Y/N.” 

[wonhoarctic]

mother's day | lee minhyuk

request: hii i love your writing 🥺 could i request a drabble fic with minhyuk? just a bit of some warm fuzzy fluff tgt with creampie / breeding smut with bf min if thats ok?

genre: fluff, but with some smut at the end

word count: 1569

pairing: minhyuk x fem!reader

a/n: hi bub!! you didn't specified the gender of reader, but as you said about breeding, i assume it's fem!reader, but i hope this is what you wanted!! it's not exactly a drabble fic bc it's a bit longer, but it still have all the things you've requested, hope you like it! please, take care, and you can always request something here! <3

contains: a fluffy mother's day in which you and your newly-married husband go to visit his mother in a family dinner and spend the day playing with his nephews and godsons, which leads both of you to want some babies, smut contains fingering, oral (m. receiving), nipple play, missionary position, creampie, and filthy language, basically, a breeding smut

mother's day, so it means that we were going to see my mom at lunch, and we would dinner in his mom's house, which is a place i've ever loved going to, his parents are the sweetest couple alive, they've ever treated me as their own daughter, and i love to spend some time with my mother-in-law, who've taught me to cook his favorite plates, always showed me his baby pics, told me stories about min and her stories about being in love with his dad, and she always supported me on whatever i did

we came back from my parent's house, and after my shower, my husband, minhyuk, went to take his, while i put a dress, fixed my hair and put some makeup on, nervous and wanting to cause a good impression, because there would be some of his relatives i haven't seen for a while

"you look gorgeous, baby" i felt hands on my waist, and a little peck on my cheek, which made me blush, and he laughed slightly, smiling to me "are you nervous?" i nodded "don't worry, love, they probably love you more than me, y/n" he laughed more

minhyuk was fast to dress up, and i wore my heels, so we could finally leave home, after he got the gifts for his mom

when we arrived, i felt myself tense a little, seeing his family after a while — after we went on a 3 months honeymoon — was a little strange, we missed the first months of our little niece, and we couldn't be on the eldest twins birthday party, and yet, here we were, smiling brightly after coming back to korea, and seeing them

"happy mother's day, mom!" he exclaimed, smiling to her, going to get her gifts on the bag "our trip to italy was amazing, i have a lot to tell you, but first, i have to give you all the gifts i bought there with y/n, she was the one who helped choosing them"

after he spent some time with his parents and brother, he came back to me, who was speaking with his brother's wife all the time, finally being able to see our little niece, younghwa, who was turning 5 months old now

"she's grown up a lot... i remember when you were pregnant" i felt hands on my waist, hugging me from behind, a soft and warm voice while speaking with his sister-in-law, who was holding the baby

"minjoon is younger than you, and we already have twins who are 4 years old and a newborn daughter... i wonder when you two are going to have a baby too..." she spoke, laughing a bit

"it might seem a little early to want babies, but y/n and me are currently trying to have babies, right, love?" he turned out to me, who nodded shyly "we had very nice tries of having babies during our honeymoon..." blushing, i slapped his shoulder lightly, escaping from his embrace

"that's not the type of thing we use to say when we're in public, minhyuk!" i screamed in a whisper, still blushed, and he laughed, apologizing

"but it's funny to see you blushing, love~" he grabbed my hand "come here, let's play with the kids"

we came to the playing spot our nephews and godsons did, quickly getting into the 4-5 years old games

"uncle min, when are we having a cousin to play with us?!" our niece asked with sparkling eyes, her brother quickly nodding, asking him for a baby, and i laughed — is it a signal for us to finally have our much-dreamed-off baby?

"as soon as possible, bubs" he smiled to the kids, who returned him the cutest smiles ever

we spent the whole day playing with the kids, and telling his parents about our honeymoon trip, but when we were coming back home, he pressed me against the car

"y/n, today everyone talked a lot about we having a baby, right?" he got closer to me, his lips pressing against my ear "don't you think this is a signal, hm?"

"i think so..." i laughed, wanting to see how far he'd go

"why don't we take this to the bedroom, then?" he started to leave some open mouthed kisses in my neck, not caring if they were going to bruise or not, i tried my best not to moan, trying to focus in other things, but when he kissed and licked at my weak spot, i couldn't help but moan, feeling myself getting wetter by any second

"let's go home, baby, someone might see us here" i spoke, and he stepped back, letting me get in the car, because i was the one who would drive home

when we got in, we removed our shoes, and he lifted me from the ground while we were in an intense make out session, easily carrying me to the bedroom, gently placing me on the bed, sliding the zipper of my dress

"so, you're wearing the lingerie set i bought for you in dolce & gabbana... you're even sexier than usual, love" minhyuk pointed, his hands lowering one of the straps of the black silk balconette, leaving wet marks all over my collarbone, making my breathe heavier than before

"s-stop teasing me... please" i begged, and he looked at me, smirking, easily getting rid of my bra

"you want me?" i nodded, and his smirk grew "where?", before i could say something, his lips got attached to one of my nipples, sucking and licking gently on the hard bud, which was becoming more and more sensitive, and me, wetter by any second

tired of waiting, one of my hands went to remove my satin laced briefs, but he stopped my hand, pulling it away just to use his own hand

he didn't had to rub my clit or whatever, i was already so wet, that he just started to finger fuck me, and he didn't had any mercy, fingering me in an incredible speed, making me moan out loud, my hips jerking wildly to more contact, desperate to cum, and it had passed only 5 minutes since he started to finger fuck me

"you're already that desperate to cum, y/n?" he chuckled, low and dark "i have that much effect on you?" his thrusts were painfully slow now

"p-please, min, let me cum, i'll do whatever you want me to do" i moaned, and before i knew, his thrusts became faster again, and i was finally cumming "you said you'd do anything i wanted if i let you cum, right?" he sat against the headboard, looking at me lustfully "come here and suck me off like the good slut you are" he ordered

as if he asked me to do, i took him in my mouth, sucking and licking him like i could, using my hands whenever i had problems of fitting him entirely in my mouth

minhyuk was a moaning mess, he jerked his hips against my face countless times, but then, he removed me from his dick, gently laying me down on the bed, he was being rough, but yet soft, and i couldn't deny — i was loving it

before giving me any previous advices, he entered me, making me yelp in surprise, just a bit sensitive as the waves from the last orgasm were still there, thrusting in a medium pace so i could get used to the stretch, and once i did, i moved my hip slowly, moaning loudly and asking him for more silently

and he seemed to get my message, starting to slam his hips against mine faster, but being incredibly gentle, not applying much force, and he kissed me so he could swallow my moans, none of us wanting to get expelled from our apartment, because we're both a loud couple

"you're going to take my cum very well, right? you'll need it a lot to grow our child, darling", he started to get sloppier in his thrusts, his breath heavier, and i knew minhyuk was close, especially when his long fingers went down to abuse my swollen and aching clit, increasing the flames in my stomach

"m-min" i moaned "i'm s-so close", and his fingers gained as much speed as his thrusts

"come for me, princess, come all over my cock" he said, and not much longer, as he continued his ministrations on my body, i reached my second high, cumming on his cock

and the new tightness seemed to have effect on him, as he thrusted a few more times before cumming, his hot seed coating my walls, and he pulled out of my slit, pressing a chaste kiss on my lips

"i love you" he said, before pulling me closer to his chest "let's just stay like this, please, i don't want to let you go"

"okay, but can you just help me to clean this mess? i'm sure you don't want me to stain the sheets with your cum, right?" i laughed, and he mimicked me "and min, i'd never let you go, after we clean up this mess, we can even sleep naked, that i'll make sure to be in your arms all night" i smiled, and he pulled me closer, kissing me again, grabbing some tissues to clean us

"i love you too, hyuk, and i hope we can have a baby soon"

[shittylongcatposts]

Personal headcanons for Jumin

A/N: Hello guys!^^ Here’s a list of some hcs i have for Jumin, i always wanted to write them down and finally took the time to do so. Hope you like it!!  Oh there are a few nsfw ones at the end too, those are hidden under the cut :3 Have fun!! 

Appearance:

the moment it starts raining or snowing his hair gets wild and stands up in all different directions. Which is really annoying if he is about to attend a meeting or a photoshoot

has really broad shoulders, perfect for leaning onto them if you need it. (they got broader in hid teenage years from his swimming. does that make sense??)

has very long, legs and is very sturdy and also tall boi confirmed

doesn’t really have a six pack, because I think he’d focus mostly on cardio training when he exercises. it keeps him healthy

has really nice large hands, a little bit veiny, with long straight fingers, uses lotion over the night to keep them soft

Jumin has little to no beard growth, so he is always clean shaved, otherwise there would just be a few stubbles here and there and he doesn’t like that. (loves it when you’re shaving him- he trusts you completely)

Relationship

Jumin loves it when you start pouting after he teased you -  it’s cute

cares a lot about your wellbeing and your health, so if there’s a problem he’d love to help you in every way possible. 

loves to watch you when you’re knitting, stitching, dancing, painting, writing - everything. You’re very fascinating to him, and he loves it when you poke out your tongue while you’re focused on your task. 

loves cooking with you and trying out new recipes

he definitely spoils you. Saw something you like? Jumin will make sure to buy it for you. Want to go out with him? He’d take you to all the super expensive restaurants you never even dared to set a foot inside. 

When you work in a job you don’t want to quit, even though Jumin already made himself very clear you don’t have to work, he’d support you at all times

When you both had a stressful day he’d draw in a bath for you two. He loves bathing with you, it saves water but also calms him down a lot. Jumin loves to scrub your back and massage it to get rid of the stress. He definitely plays with your hair then too, while you cover Jumin in foam (i bet he lit up some candles and got two glasses of wine for you too!!) 

At night you two always get ready for bed together, while changing clothes, brushing teeth and everything you talk about this and that

loves slow dancing in the kitchen with you, before you two cook together.

His eyes always sparkle when you two sit right in front of each other when you’re eating dinner. 

At official parties/ other festivities Jumin always makes sure to show everybody you belong to him, from time to time he’d share small pecks with you or squeeze your shoulders when he stands behind you 

His eyes are always following you, a proud smile on his lips, but the moment he sees somebody hitting on you he will pop out of nowhere and put an arm around your waist, smoothly joining the conversation, maybe even give you a quick kiss. 

since he never really received many hugs - he would have to get used to them at first, but after a while he’ll grow quite fond of them and every other physical contact. Jumin loves to cuddle with you after a hard day of work or right after he wakes up.

He loves to be the big spoon, the way you fit perfectly in his arms as if you were made for each other. But from time to time when the threads come back and pull tighter around his chest or after he wakes up from a nightmare he loves to lean onto you or to be the little spoon. With his head on your chest, your heartbeat in his ear, your hands softly stroking his black hair and the soft words you whisper he’d feel safe and at ease. 

This young man would never miss the chance to sleep right next to you and his beloved Elizabeth the 3rd

Oh btw he really loves it when you cuddle with her, his most beloved angels get along so well and that makes his heart jump and skip a beat.

NSFW (ok so this is just me being horny af- sorry >.<)

Appearance: 

Jumin gives off quite the big dick energy so… there’s gotta be something to it. I mean he’s got a pretty nice nose after all and you know what they say… 

I don’t think he is clean shaved, maybe he does it from time to time but I don’t think he cares a lot about it. 

has a clean shaved chest though (it’s like his beard growth- only a few hairs every few centimeters, so it would look very weird if he’d let them grow)

has some veins on his penis (one of them is pretty long) 

now his pretty fingers come in handy too!!! 2. While doing the do:

Jumin loves to feel your smooth skin on his own. It reminds him of cashmere and silk, two of his favourite feelings on his skin. 

The young man loves the way you draw circles on his chest or his inner thigh- this really gets him going, and leaves a burning sensation on his skin. The higher you go up on his thigh  (or the deeper you wander on his torso) the more he yearns for your touch right where a suspicious bulge starts to grow >.< 

he loves to blindfold you, or to tie you up with one of his ties... 

ok let’s not lie here, he loves bdsm and i don’t think there are a lot of things he wouldn’t try out with you

He also asks for your consent!!! Always! Thats very important to him

also safe sex is very important to him too, I bet he makes sure you’re both healthy before doing the do

would never do something you don’t like or don’t want to do. 

loves receiving but is also very down to give and get you in the mood more than enough. He’s only ready when you are already writhing beneath him, moaning his name over and over again. 

He loves to watch you please yourself, that way he gets to know what you love the most, it also turns him on so bad. 

He doesn’t like to masturbate on his own, but when he’s on a business trip or you are staying somewhere else (wait that would be strang ebut oh well) he’d be down for some dirty words you exchange over the phone, only then or when he needs to relieve some pressure he’d give himself a few strokes, twists and turns. But he misses you all the way. 

The first few times he’d hide his boner, but after being together for a quite while he’d just walk right up to you, either whispering into your ear or hugging you from behind to let you know that his thoughts are running wild

Jumin loves to tease… in every way. 

ice cubes

deep thrusts

he would never admit it, but Jumin really likes it when you roll him over and take control. 

tries to give you shivers while doing the do, lets his fingers or his lips merely brush over your skin to drive you insane. 

when you’re doing doggy style he loves to pull your hair (especially when you still have a ponytail - then he wraps it around his hand and pulls just enough to not hurt you)

deep thrusts

loves the feeling of you tight around his dick, especially when you reach your peak

with your fingernails digging inside his skin, trying to pull him tighter in your embrace, wishing you would never have to part away from him anymore... 

never was into sending dick pics, only if you’d like to receive one (but it’ll be a bit blurry after all), but if you like to send him a naughty pic he always loses his composure. 

it drives him wild when you play all innocent. especially when you wear lace underwear/ lingerie, nice clothes (which are also revealing), a collar, cat ears, or a cat tail... >.<

He loves to hold you in his arms when he cums, and likes the feeling of his twitching member inside of you...

is all in for aftercare, and maybe some more rounds after that! 

but also gets very sleepy afterwards and cuddly. 

that’s it! Bye^^

[myhockeyworld87]

Not So Dangerous Liaison - Sidney Crosby - Part 21

Word Count: 3,579

POV: Reader’s (sorry if I messed anyone up)

Warngings: Language, Smut, NSFW 

Notes: So it’s been a hot minute for this story. Sorry about that guys, but when we were last with these two they were in Spain and just had a very hot massage session. So let’s see what happened after that. As always love your feedback and Happy Reading!

Not So Dangerous Liaison Masterlist

Your two weeks in Europe were simply amazing, and while you dreaded leaving; you still looked forward to going back to Cole Harbour with Sidney as his day with the cup was coming up. Sid had timed the trip pretty well so that you had a week to get everything organized. Since he actually got two days with the cup, Sid wanted the first day to be more public and the second to just be about friends and family. The town of Cole Harbour planned a big parade in the morning. Sid again insisted that you ride with him as he showed off the legendary trophy, though you felt awkward being there as everyone cheered him on.

 You were definitely more in your element, as the afternoon had all of you headed off to the children's hospital. Seeing Sid with these kids just melted your heart. He took time with each of them, talking to them and signing whatever Penguins gear they had. You knew that he was good with kids; it was evident in the hockey program that he ran every year and how he handled all of them that came up to him when you were, well, literally anywhere. But this, this was different. He was gentle, kind, and caring with each one, and at one point you literally found yourself walking out of the room as there were just too many emotions swirling in your brain, not only about your boyfriend but everything going on in each room you went to.

 It was Trina that came out to check on you. "Everything ok dear?"

 You coughed discreetly, hoping to cover up the swell of emotions that seemed to want to burst out. "Yeah." Her arm came around your shoulders and she squeezed you close to her. "I don't know how he does it," you found yourself saying. "Some of these kids are so bad and yet…" A tear slid down your cheek at the thought of what these parents were going through but how they put on a brave face and found some bit of happiness in your boyfriend being there with their child.

 "I know, sweetheart," Trina said enveloping you in a hug now. "It's hard, but just look at the joy on their little faces." She turned so that you could see back into the room where Sid was playing a video game with a child undergoing chemotherapy. The smile on Sid's face was just as bright as the little boy's and you knew right then why bringing the cup here was so important to him. It was an opportunity to share the joy that he felt winning the cup or even stepping out on the ice, with each of the kids he saw, and god if he wasn't good at doing just that. If it was possible you fell in love with him even more.

 You brushed the tear away and gave over to the infectious happiness that was taking place in the room, now more determined to help Sid spread the joy around the hospital. By the time you left your heart was overflowing with love for the man by your side and you couldn't keep it contained as you jumped into the passenger's seat beside him and planted your lips on his. "What's that for?" Sid asked when you finally broke apart.

 "Nothing…everything…I don't know…for just being you." You shrugged as he started the car, then added. "Mostly because I love you."

 "Well, I wouldn't complain if you decided to do that again." Leaning over you, let your lips mold to his, this time letting the kiss get a little heated before he pulled back. "If we keep this up, we'll never get to the next stop." Sid was right, it would've been easy to just get carried away with him and end up heading home instead of to the party boat that was planned. Tons of people lined the dock as you headed down to the boat. All of them trying to grab Sid's attention for a pic or get him to stop so that they could touch the cup. Ever patient, Sidney stopped for each photo as you made your way onto the same boat, you'd taken on your official first date. The party took up the rest of the afternoon and some of the evening. Sid made a few stops that weren't scheduled, to random places like the grocery store he always uses and the coffee shop that always has his order ready and waiting. It was a very long day, and you were glad when you finally walked through the door of the lake house that night; Sid carrying the cup inside behind you.

 He set the cup on the kitchen counter where it looked extremely out of place. "Is that where you're keeping it for the night?"

 He shrugged. "I don't know. I hadn't really given it much thought, but seems as good a place as any."

 "Well, where did you keep it the first time you won."

 Sid turned a delightful shade of red you hadn't seen. He'd been embarrassed on numerous occasions, but never like this. "In bed with me," he finally choked out.

 It took everything in your power not to burst out laughing, though it was kind of cute to think of your boyfriend sleeping with this prized trophy. "Well, I can sleep in the guest room tonight, if you two want to be alone." He snatched you around the waist and pulled you into him.

 "Not a chance. You're definitely better and softer to hold onto in the middle of the night." He accentuated his words by dropping kisses to your forehead, then your nose, and finally your lips, while his hands grabbed hold of your ass. "God, it's been a long day, but I like that I'm ending it here with you." You couldn't help the smile that graced your face, for there wasn't anyplace else in the world you wanted to be than by his side.

 "Come on, let's go to bed." You wiggled out of his arms then headed towards the staircase as Sid trailed behind. "Aren't you forgetting something?" He looked at you a bit quizzical, then you nodded to the Stanley Cup. "It wouldn't be the first time it slept in the room with us." Referring to the night the Penguins had won the beloved trophy. He quickly trotted back over, then hoisted the cup upstairs where he placed it over in the corner of the room.

 "If I remember right, that was the first night I kissed you."

 "Hmm," you tapped your finger on your chin as if contemplating whether or not he was correct, which he was of course. "Was it? I can't remember," you teased.

 "Oh really?" Sid asked as he grabbed you around the waist like he did that night and so many nights after. "Maybe I should refresh your memory." His lips dropped to yours, all of the playfulness of moments ago now replaced with a heated passion as his tongue swept in and mingled with yours. It was just like that first night, only this time you didn't let your mind stop you from wanting more of Sid, as you gave yourself over to him. He slowly backed you up until your knees hit the back of the bed. It was then that you felt him sliding your clothes off, piece by piece until you were standing there nude in front of him. "God, you're beautiful." He breathed in, the words so reverent it felt like a prayer. "I remember how badly I wanted you that night, but I'd promised you that we would sleep and nothing more. I'm not making that promise now."

 His lips were back on yours then, as he devoured you with his mouth. Your hands roamed his body, this time ridding him of the clothing that was the barrier between the two of you. When you finally freed him from his boxer briefs the two of you tumbled down onto the bed. Your limbs tangled with each other, and though you'd been with each other hundreds of times since that night of your first kiss; it was as if all the pent-up frustration from that first night finally came bubbling up to the surface. Sid's hands seemed to be everywhere at once, roaming down your back to your ass where your hips flexed into his, on your breasts tweaking your nipples, and slipping between your folds to find you dripping wet with desire for him. "I need you," you moaned out as his digits curled inside you.

 He settled between your legs, cock in hand as he guided himself into you; a sigh leaving both of you as he entered. Your lips found his as your bodies moved as one. Every thrust of his hips into you was met by a flex of yours. Your hands threaded together pressing into the mattress as his body hovered over yours. "I love you," Sid panted out.

 "I love you too," you echoed as your souls meshed together into one, before you crested and reached that high your body was so craving. It was a few short thrusts and Sid followed you into that blissful state of euphoria. The two of you laid there trying to catch your breath, yet your hearts still beat in sync with one another. Your hands skated up and down his back before he twisted you both to your side. Eyes growing heavy, you let them drift shut as Sid nuzzled you into his side.

 "I don't think I've ever been happier than I am right now."

 "Really?" Your eyes popped back open in disbelief. "What about when you won that?" you said motioning to where the Stanley Cup was sitting off in the corner of the bedroom.

 "Mmm, don't get me wrong that was great, but sharing this with you is better." His arms tighten around you a little more. "And I know we celebrated the win that night, but not like this."

 You pulled back a bit so that you could look him in the eyes. "So…it's sex that makes tonight better," you teased knowing that it wasn't that but enjoying chirping Sid all the same.

 "You know it's not that." His hands now tickling your sides and making you squirm.

 "I know," you laughed trying to catch your breath, yet again.

 When you finally calmed down, Sid looked at you with all seriousness. "I never thought, that I'd get to share this with anyone, but then…well I'd like to say I found you, but that really wasn't the case was it. You'd been there all along. I just finally opened my eyes." His words made you melt and you could feel your eyes getting a bit misty. "And now everything in my life is just better. Especially getting to share this with you." It was Sid's turn to motion his head toward the multi-tiered trophy that already has his name engraved on it twice. He sighed and you felt it more than heard it.

 "I feel like there's a but coming."

 "No buts," he chuckled. "More like an I wish or I hope…" Well this was interesting and you propped your head up on your hand so that you could pay attention even more. His one hand never left your hip, drawing lazy circles there as he searched for the right words. "It's not easy to win that thing, but I hope we can do it again. Not because I want to see my name on it or anything, but well…" God you wish he would just spit it out because you really didn't know what he was talking about at the moment. "I want that moment with you…you know on the ice, legs wrapped around me, while you kiss me senseless type thing." He said as much before, just maybe not in those exact words and you had to giggle a bit at the image he conjured up because the world would be shocked to see the ever-reserved Sidney Crosby in that position.

 "You could kiss me senseless now if you wanted."

 "Mmm, and I will but there's more." More? You were already shocked by the public display of affection running through his mind; you couldn't imagine there being more. "So, like today when we were in the hospital, it made me think of something." It was pitch black in the bedroom, yet somehow you could see the blush staining his cheeks, and even though you wanted to tease him, you didn't for you could tell this was important. "I was posing for pictures with all these kids and then I looked over at you and well…it made me realize how much I want pictures with our kids and the cup." It was the word 'our' that stuck in your head the most. Kids weren't really something that you thought about often. Oh sure, you wanted them. You just weren't sure when and you hadn't really thought about them with Sidney, at least not yet; your relationship still just seemed so new. Your face must have given away where your thoughts were headed for the next thing you knew he was saying, "It's not like I want them tomorrow or anything." A sigh escaped your lips as you released the breath you didn't know you'd been holding. "Honestly, I didn't know it was something I even wanted until today. That's not what I meant…Shit…this is coming out wrong." He rolled onto his back, shifting his hands behind his head.

 You missed the warmth of his hands on you, and you found your hand immediately going to chest. "I think I know what you mean," and even though you hadn't thought it through fully in your head; you kind of got where he was coming from. You'd felt it today too, as you'd watch him with every child.

 "You do?"

 His right hand quickly moved to your bare back and you knew then, that his shift in position had been him distancing himself in case he'd said too much. "Yeah," you answered looking him directly in the eye in the dim light. "When I saw you in the hospital today it hit me, how great you are with those kids, and then I started thinking how great you'd be with your own….and wow Sid…you're going to make the best dad."

 "I've always wanted kids, but I just thought it couldn't happen until after hockey was over, ya know? But then I met you…and now well…I just can see it all." Somehow you could too and it was both frightening and thrilling at the same time. "I want to put our kid in the cup and teach him…" you coughed discreetly. "Or her," he added quickly. "To skate and take them to the rink or dance class or I don't know. I just know that it's possible now because I have you. I know what we have is still new (Y/N), and it's like we've hit the gas and never looked back, but I can see this future with you and it's something I really want."

 The look on his face was hesitant as he laid there waiting for you to say something. Part of you wanted to torture him and make him wait longer, but then the other part won over and you found yourself saying, "I want that too, Sid. I want our kid in the cup, and long walks around the lake, and you trying to teach our child how to shoot a slap shot into the net. I want it all." The smile on his face told you exactly how happy he was. He grabbed your hips, practically throwing you on top of him. "I thought you said you didn't want them by tomorrow?" You teased as you could feel his erection growing.

 "Practice, baby. You know you can never practice too much." And that's exactly what the two of you did the rest of the night.

 Thankfully, the celebration the next day wasn't until later in the afternoon, though caters were there early to get things set up. Sid introduced you to all of his family that were there, and they were ecstatic to see that Sidney had found happiness. During the course of the day, you were torn from each other's side, but you'd always feel his eyes on you no matter where you were. You'd exchange a knowing smile with him from across the room and the next thing you knew he was at your side; his hand on the small of your back or his arms completely wrapping around you. There were tons of pictures taken with the cup and more drinks flowing out of it that it could've been a water fountain at times. In all, it was a day filled with love, joy, and laughter as you all celebrated Sid's accomplishments.  

 Two days later, Sid started training for the upcoming season, not that he had ever really taken a full break. He was always in the gym working out or when you were in Cole Harbour, he'd spend time at the rink. Though his official training was much more intense. He'd be gone most of the morning and afternoon, which wasn't so bad as it left you time to do your work. Nights usually consisted of the two of you making dinner, except for when he had to do some endorsement work. Of course, he asked you to come with, and you did a few times. However, this particular night you chose not to. You heard him come into the house, as he yelled out a "Babe, I'm home," when he entered. You answered him, telling him that you were upstairs. "What are you doing?"

 "Packing." As if it wasn't obvious, considering that you had your suitcase out and were folding clothes.

 "Why?"

 "Because I have to fly back to Pittsburgh."

 "Since when?" You could tell by the tone of his voice he wasn't happy.

 "There's a problem with the transition house and they need me there to make some decisions." An inspection had gone wrong and they needed your authorization for some sort of technical things that needed to be done.

 "Well, I'll pack and go back with you."

 "Absolutely not," you weren't exactly yelling but you did raise your voice some. "You just started training and you're not interrupting that to go with me."

 He frowned, as you walked into the closet and grabbed the rest of your things. "Why are you taking all your stuff? How long are you going to be gone?"

 You knew he wouldn't like this next part but it still had to be said. "I think I'm just going to stay there."

 "That's almost a month early." His voice pitched up an octave.

 "It's not that bad, more like three weeks." This time he went into the closet and started to take his clothes off the hanger. "Sid, stop."

 "(Y/N), I told you before that if you went back, I was too."

 "And I told you, that you were staying here. This is where your trainer is, besides you're barely here and you have other commitments that you have to keep, that require you to stay here. It just doesn't make sense for you to fly back yet." You took the clothes out his hands and hung them back up, only to have him take them back out. "Seriously," you huffed out. "This is ridiculous."

 "Is it?"

 "Yes."

 "I'll stay here," he told you and you finally thought you were getting through to him. "If you fly back when you're done."

 "This could take a week and you know how some of the guys start coming back early, so I should be back there when they do. If I flew back here it would only be for a few days." It truly didn't make sense.

 "Well, I'll fly back with you then."

 "You'll literally be in the middle of training then." You wrapped your arms around his waist, hoping to compel him to see your side of this. "I don't want to be the reason you're not ready to play this year. It's just a couple weeks hun."

 His head dropped down to yours, and damn if he didn't give you those sad puppy dog eyes. "I don't want to be without for that long."

 "We can talk every day and facetime too."

 "It's not the same."

 "I know," you had to acknowledge that it wouldn't be the same as being there every night and being held in his arms, but three weeks wouldn't be bad. "But we can handle it."

 "What time does your flight leave?" It seemed as though he was finally conceding that you'd be going.

 "Tomorrow at eleven in the morning."

 "I'll have to move some things around, but I'm taking you to the airport."

 "I already have it figured out that Taylor will take me." He pushed you away then, clearly upset.

 "Jesus, can I not even take my girlfriend to the damn airport?"

 "I just didn't want you to miss anything."

 "You have it all planned out, don't you? Well, thanks for at least telling me." With that, he walked out of the bedroom and you heard him stomp down the stairs.

 "Sid," you called out, right as the door slammed shut. This was not going as planned.