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Short Prompt # 13
Decided to spice things up with villain x villain instead of my usual hero x villain.
TW: None!
"I've never cared for a thing in the world, love," the villain purred, tracing the perfect curve of their lover's jaw, lazily trailing their finger down to their neck.
"I know," the other villain breathed out heavily, refusing to meet their gaze.
"But you, on the other hand," they started, pressing a slow, delicate kiss to the other's cheekbone, "occupy a space in my mind that continues to spread, like poison in the bloodstream. And I just can't fathom living without it."
"You had. . .ambitious plans, I did, too," the other villain reminded them, their tone sober, but their eyes half-lidded, peeking out beneath gorgeous, dark lashes, letting their fingers intertwine with those of their paramour's.
The criminal pulled them into their lap effortlessly, making their now shallow breath catch in their throat as they temporarily let go of their hands. They could feel their partner's strong arms bracketing around them, their hands in theirs again, their fingers skirting over their sweetheart's knuckles in soothing motions.
"And what's stopping us from doing everything we've ever desired, together?" they whispered, voice velvety against the other's ear.
"Vulnerabilities," they concluded, treacherously kissing the crown of the second evil-doer's hair in spite of their dismal words. Or word, actually.
To their surprise, the villain chuckled. "Darling," they crooned, their hands now toying with the fabric of their flame's silk shirt, "we are not heroes. We do not love in the weak-willed way they do, no sacrifices for the greater good or whatever spiel they believe in. You and I make each other stronger, so what if we enjoy ourselves in the process? Even hardened hearts like ours need someone to belong to."
They eased their fingers out of the other's hands, tracing patterns into the skin of their arms, rubbing the lean muscles tenderly, smiling a little to themselves as they watched the tight line of their shoulders fade.
"Well, there's no holding back, now, lovely," the other villain said with a grin, pressing a passionate kiss to their jawline.
Their villanous lover laughed, a genuine, musical sound. The world was theirs, and more importantly, so was the beautiful villain in their lap.
Previously, both villains had feared love, thought of it as a trap, something to clip their wings. Foolish reminisces of naïve minds. They'd never imagined they could feel so free. Nothing felt like pure ecstasy, unbridled euphoria coursing through their veins the same way that this did. It tasted sweet, felt intoxicating, set their hearts on fire, the same flames that would soon consume the world, leaving only their names written in ash and smoke.
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#prompt#villain x villain#villain/villain#writers on tumblr#female writers#romance#fiction#writing#heroes and villains community#flirty x flustered#natalia's writing#nat writes#awww they're sweeeeettt#let's kill *both* of them#let's kill all the characters#ok I need to relax#I am just not used to writing all this romance#I need the angsty. the whumpy. the good stuff#I will someday dw. for now#have this#villain#cocky villain
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there is not enough zoro angst in my opinion. I need zoro on the ground crying and sobbing. I need his entire world falling down around him. I need his nakama there picking up the pieces and comforting him. I need that man BROKEN
#i need this all but only with insane comfort also#i need him to be hugged and told hes ok and that he can relax#GIVE ME THE ZORO CENTRIC HURT/COMFORT I YEARN FOR!!!!! PLEASEEE#me and the like 3 fics i have bookmarked with this premise against the world#one piece#one piece zoro#zoro#roronoa zoro
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aabria is such an expert player and is far and away so refreshing and wonderful and brilliant to watch perform because she knows how important it is just to take. time. deanna literally being like an emotional defibrillator for bells hells when they would’ve been so focused on their misery and stress in the separation, deanna taking time to remind the story that these characters are here and they don’t have to be accessories to something happening, they get to react, they get to breathe, they get to feel and give that its deserved time
#cr spoilers#cr lb#i need aabria is just walk up to me and be like ok literally breathe literally relax and i think it’d cure me
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TAKE CARE.
Hello, I'm here with a little announcement! So I ran out of arts I feel ok to post here (yeah, I was posting mostly old ones). Of course, I will post here again, but updates won't be daily like usual.
If you want, you can send some things like asks or requests in ask box, I don't get those often. Have a good day :]
#artists on tumblr#digital art#digital drawing#art#ultrakill v1#ultrakill fanart#ultrakill#I wanted to draw her fishing first but ended up just with that#it's ok though girl needs to relax#it's a task for college#initially there was a lot brighter version I liked more but teacher didn't like it so now it's a lot darker#i don't like it now tbh#also it's pretty much my first full art in Photoshop#kinda proud of myself
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Request of Pyrus, @zasamorpha OC!
#manesart#Wakfu#wakfu game#Eniripsa#request#Very relaxing drawing this one#Just getting back into triangle shadows#I had fun with the color#And it's always fun to put a character in a bottle for some reason#the bottle shape is inspired by a Whisky bottle#I feel like this should be a charm with actual water inside#or a sticker#Maybe I overcomplicated it a little...#Ok I need to stop looking at it now I keep wanting to change things
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I think Shen Jiu is a fun character to play with specifically because Everything Is actually that deep to him. His only reaction is a strong reaction. He's never even bothered to enter the idgaf war.
#bros sympathetic nervous system needs a BREAK#it's been working overtime his entire existence#lol hc that shen jiu has tummy issues cause je can't fucking relax#he is Just a Girl#officer yes he did try to actually murder that child but it's ok i promise he just had a tummy ache#shen jiu
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Oh, okay, excuse me while I just

#Trigun#Tristamp#Trigun Stampede#Oh I'll just browse Twitter for this bout of insomnia I said#It will be relaxing I said#This fandom needs to STOP#Ok but seriously#TRISTAMP!!! IS!!!!! A LOVE LETTER!!!!!!!!
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It is interesting how much math comes into even the most basic of like. Making things. Making almost anything. And often not numbers necessarily but proportions and geometry. I think all the time about how castles were built with geometry at the heart of it. And I use the same kind of proportional math to make socks fit. And none of my pieces are ever knit with a prime number of stitches--because you use factors to make neat colorwork and ribbing and different stitches. Idk ! I remember constantly thinking 'how the hell is THIS gonna come in useful ?' But it always does. Math is at the heart of everything, and knowing how to apply it is a tool of critical importance to Thinking Up A Shape And Making It.
#it turns out it is not covid vaccine making me highly fucked up but rather this new med which is fun#um#one of thise 'high but wow. in such a bad way' kinda experience atm#almost fell down the stairs#tripped while just standing#and its like. ok so the thing is i go to pain management to manage my pain right ? makes sense#and then all they have to offer is shit that fucks me up more. the muscle relaxant that seems to have permanently#loosened all my joints so they are WAY WORSE NOW#stupid ssris that make me fall constantly and fuck with my brain#i literally just need a painkiller that works. that is all. we know what was effective from surgery#but they of course will never prescribe opiods. oh the horror. imagine.#i could scream#anyway. uh thinking about the interconnectedness of math in all things is much more fun than screaming#knitting
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logh dogs: reuenthal vs lang (screenshot redraw)
#logh#legend of the galactic heroes#lotgh#gineiden#oskar von reuenthal#ok i will actually tag reuenthal proper in this one cause it's higher effort and also kind of funny. i think#anyway... i swear i have other ideas/things to draw besides dogs but this idea hit me and i really had to do it asap#work was really frustrating today so i was like. i need to draw something silly to relax. and then i locked in and painted all that#the idea of a husky beefing with a chubby little dachshund makes me think of the fujisaki manga where lang is drawn as like. a little baby#i also channeled my old dog for lang-dog's expression - he wasnt a dachshund but he was a master of the guilty-looking sideeye#so do i need to make a logh dog tag for myself cause i keep drawing these lmao. why not i guess#logh dogs#arttag#screenshot redraw
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Girl gets too excited about her hyperfixation that she had to stop herself from drawing it in fear of throwing up from excitement
#thinking to hard about icebound rn ok#you don’t understand the level of mentally ill I am about each member of that party ok#especially skrimm and Taishen okay#AND JORNIR#okay I need to relax like actually#legends of avantris#icebound
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Honestly I wonder if anyone’s ever read Chilchuck’s “I cheated on her” admission as an implicit reference to prioritizing alcohol over his marriage and feeling guilty abt it.
Ohh… "I cheated on her" as a half-truth because something ended up taking priority over their marriage, because emotionally he was elsewhere… "I cheated on her" because after having all the time in the world to think about it now that he’s alone, he realizes that that might have been how she felt, and that’s how it felt like to him too.
Love that. I def think he’s ironically someone who deflects guilt a lot, in a similar way that he compulsively goes "You’re wrong! I don’t care about you guys at all! I’m an asshole!" he flees emotions by making the problem something else that’s fake, a burden easier to bear, he’s so used to being seen for what he’s not after all. I went into it a bit in one of my fics and in a couple meta posts, but when it comes to his wife he was very much like an ostrich with his head in the sand, seeing her fall into a bad mood on the outing before she left him but dismissing it as something "sudden" that’s not worth thinking deeper about. Overdrinking is a problem for future Chil. I think he did a lot of "You want me to drink less and you’re afraid for my health? Get over it lol" and "I should be less strict with the girls and raise my voice less? My father was a strict drunk and look at me, I turned out functional and great! The girls are literally fine and love me" and "Oh? My drinking is affecting our family? No it’s not smh smh get off my back"< Drunk a significant portion of the time he spends at home since he’s off-work and somewhere he can relax. Type of guy to always dismiss any issues that might exists because he prefers ignoring them as if they’ll go away. All his problem solving energy is spent during work and the issue is with his family he already likes things as they are, they’re his comfort zone and change is scary, he doesn’t want the change, even if it’d be better. He doesn’t want to change, his unhealthy habits are guilty pleasures he wishes people didn’t try to make him feel guilty for
BUT POINT IS he struggles with guilt and like. Letting it be a feeling that he gets sometimes, so it’s all bottled up and festers and gets twisted into frustration or such like how his worry usually does. I like this take, wether it’s something he’s already thought a lot about or it’s something he’s repressed that came suddenly pouring out of him like blood out of a wound, now that he’s putting it into words with someone for maybe the first time.
It’s interesting how he didn’t refuse going up to the bicorn, I’m sure part of him wanted to see if it would like him, like the virtue test it is. Would a monster that loves despicable men be magnetized to him? Would it confirm his fears?
#Dungeon meshi#chilchuck tims#meta#ask#Spoilers#dungeon meshi manga spoilers#Bicorn episode early season 2 guys let’s GOOOOOOO#I do think he feels sleazy. Like even as he enjoys pretty women as eyecandy he feels pangs of guilt and sadness and longing for his ex wife#The “SHUT UP DON’T bring her up now!!” during succubus is smth I interpret in that way.#Either to not ruin the moment or bc of raging guilt that his succubus isn’t her gdbd. But also can u blame a guy the mere memory#of her brings up a lot of bitterness and emotional turmoil and aughh he feels like he’s failed his life and he’s a fuck up and aughh#fumi rambles#He’s someone who just wants to feel good dammit. He’s so stressed he just wants to relax. He just wants to feel like his family isn’t flawe#He doesn’t have the energy to put into fixing it. He doesn’t know if he could handle it. And ofc all of this is happening on a subconscious#level. Bc emotional repression is his middle name#He needs to work to provide for his family but for their relationships and emotional needs he needs to work less.#There’s no winning. There never is for half-foots in this world#Union man trying to balance career and family and failing </3#Chilchuck’s family#Chilchuck’s wife#ok i need to shut up on this i could go forever
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hey ho could need a meditation for stress management read by Raymond Reddington I swear my stress level would drop to 0 immediately ! ! ! 😭
#hate these random outbursts of stress my heart and mind is just having a lil party heeey#fr meditating at home is ok but idk i always think something is about to happen so i need to be alert and cant realy trust in closing myeyes#but when my therapist does a meditation with me i feel so fucking light and good after it its crazy#somehow i cant bring myself to realy relax during a real meditation during the day#i do meditation before bed which works much better for me to sleep but recently i always wake up at 4 am so yeeah didnt found a meditation..#...which helps with that#yeah anyways i need Raymond to guide me through a meditation that would be so good for my mental health fr 😭
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tf you looking at?
#i needed to draw something before passing out#my brain: it would be real relaxing to draw Johnny after a long day#also my brain: ok but what about ANGLES?????#brain why#so... keanu my muse#keanu reeves#johnny silverhand#cyberpunk 2077#cyberpunk 2077 fanart#cp2077#cp77#digital art#my art#sketch#bishiart
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#Love you guys I'm ok#I've been resetting my serotonin levels little by little#And playing the sims to relax myself#Im still updating my stories but casually#They'll be thrown in the queue so you don't miss out#But don't expect any schedules as of now#I need me right now#Hope you understand
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You know, I was going back through some older posts looking for something, and I saw one from the You’re Exploiting Gay People By Writing Gay Fanfiction experience, and it made me think...is anon just lumping all porn into the same category? Because porn filmed with real, live people is often (though not always) exploitative, and the industry as a whole has a very troubling history of abuse and exploitation.
But that doesn't apply to randos online writing smut about fictional characters. Those are two incredibly different scenarios. Did that anon think I kidnapped some gay people and forced them to act out sex scenes so I could make my writing more realistic?? Otherwise I fail to see how it's exploitative to be a random amateur writer online describing some blowjobs performed by people who are completely made up.
#i still think fondly of that sometimes#lmao#anyway#you can read smut#it's ok#no gay people were harmed in the writing of it#some people really need to relax#death to purity culture
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zesty lowkey just another way for str8 ppl to say faggot / faggy and get away with it
#and im sick of letting them#cus why my lil nephew not even ten yet saying that and 'acting 'zesty' ' with his friends#i hate sounding like a boomer like i value the upside of technology#but u give humans / ANYONE rlly a chance to relax and a lot will turn it into laziness / neglect just because they can#like it's good to spread awareness but it's maybe likeeee. Not a good thing to spread statements/stereotypes with no further explanation#and peddle it to CHILDREN#whose comprehensions skills are. surprise. that of a CHILD'S#i say this ironically. btw#'oh im so mature for my age' no bro ure an immature HUMAN whos being forced to immaturely consider urself mature#due to the nature of ur relationships and homelife (or more-so the lack/negatives of them)#like it's ok to be a little stupid#as long as u keep trying to improve instead of just sitting in fault#or acting like they dont exist#anyways this got off topic but ya. crazy#kids have been killing each other n crazy shit like that but lately the crazy murder stories have HEAVILY leaned into#a misunderstanding of materialism#instead of just 'i wonder what it feels like' it's 'she took my ipad & also i wonder what it feels like'#like the first was already scary enough & now we've got this shit???#empathy is going thru a downside and we need to adjust the scales back!!!#im not gonna act like this is some new never seen b4 onset of fear impacting a generation after mine#bcs it's not never seen before in LIFE.. it's just never been seen b4 in UR life. which can feel like LIFE LIFE bcs like. uve only got one#that u may be cognizant of or etc religion aspect insert here. the point is. history repeats itself. but the points of history#can vary in visibility. some events get more notice than others bcs history's voice is ppl & actions & sometimes that gets erased#this isnt some bastardization point of one generation. but it IS a flaw that can show up in any gen (usually the oncoming ones)#bcs changes can be comfort & discomfort & the one u'd usually consider negative isnt always#anyways what im trying to say is. we need empathy back up period. always. we need empathy#lack of it is concerning. end of argument
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