#oh sry i forgot R

[permetutotheworld]

in light of recent tags i would like to edit my statement

rip enjolras you would hate like everything today except red flannels and Grantaire

rip enjolras you would hate like everything about today

[maraschinotopped]

happy super bomberman r 2 release day!!! what do you mean the game has been out for 4 days now

[nomaishuttle]

aughhhhh i wish i had books 2 read i wanna read books so bad rn 🤓 <- i look like this. 2 pictures of me 👇

[lacydollette]

pov: you’re jensen ackles’ controversially younger gf ! four

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youruser moments I didn’t get to share yet ☕️

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girlytingz tate and y/n serving iconic duo 🤐

youruser u best believe so 🙂‍↕️

forjensenandy/n she is so trophy wife coded

j2lover for real! @/jensenackles where’s the ring at?

gibson-g1rl the face card is LETHAL

bowblogger y/n should def be a pinterest blogger

casmybeloved still not over the fact that they’ve been dating for 8 months now

tatemcrae miss ya already, can’t wait to see u in Dallas!

youruser me neither babes 😽

luvfory/n in my head im best friends with her

dreamyjackles last pic is my fav

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jensenackles had the best time at the premiere of The Boys Season 3 ! and thank you @/youruser for tagging along and being my biggest supporter ����

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jacklesfan_1 so nice to see jensen happy !!

youruser so so proud and beyond excited for u my love ❤️

jensenackles couldn’t do it without you

forjackles im crying 🥹 my parents

yourfavwichester soldier boy is the best character

beausling HIS HAND IN THE 3RD PIC??! GOING FERAL

forjensenandy/n if they break up i’ll never believe in love again

jaredpadalecki so deserved brother 🧡

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ev1lwitch y/n should join the show

ellielovesdean can we pls not make this about her rn and just focus on jensen’s work instead? thx 😊

mymishabear luckiest man alive rn

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youruser drum roll please 🥁 go watch Season three of The Boys on @/primevideo now !!

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samstielcore y’all are the perfect couple

girlblogger1 THE FIRST PIC??!! IMMA THROW UP HE’S SO- 😩

yourbestiesuser “no sex in the elevator”

youruser sry, i suddenly forgot how to read 🙂‍↕️

casmybeloved oh so they’re freaky like that 😶

acklesbabyy WDYM??! I CANNOT DO THIS RN WTF

girlyvampz literally my wattpad dream couple

witchyville all these reaching 50 adults wanting to be with someone who’s barely past the drinking age is wild to me 😂😂

rowenalcver gosh ur life must be so miserable 😔

carasblog how to be y/n’s bestie no borax no glue pls

dazzlingsammy wish i was that wine bottle

verslaafd tryna flex u r not cool or smt

y/n_defender jealous much?

deanieboy BRAT

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[disneyprincemuke]

find my friends * fem!driver

they share a life360 subscription

pairings: logan sargeant x fem!driver, oscar piastri x fem!driver

notes: this was funnier in my head maybe

(series masterlist) | (📂 the sophomore year)

logan arrived at the psych ward.

PASTRY What is the psych ward? Logan… Is everything okay?

ROCKSTER my apartment.

LOWGAN OUR apartment btw i live with u

PASTRY Well. Welcome home!

rockster completed a 2km drive. top speed: 90km/h

PASTRY Are you suicidal?

ROCKSTER huh

LOWGAN 90km/h???? for a 2km drive? youre asking for it

ROCKSTER oh! there were no cars on the road stop stalking me

PASTRY Concerned Whose car were you driving?

LOWGAN ROCKY I SWEAR TO GOD IF U TOOK MY CAR

ROCKSTER bye

pastry left the flourist.

ROCKSTER oo where u guys goin

PASTRY Dinner downtown

ROCKSTER can i join u

LOWGAN thats unfair im not in town

ROCKSTER not my problem so can i?

PASTRY Yeah, sure. We’ll save you a seat

pastry arrived at the psych ward.

ROCKSTER im sorry did i invite you over and forgot perchance

LOWGAN u cant just say perchance

PASTRY I missed Kidnapper and Stubby. Sorry. I brought dinner though.

ROCKSTER oh lit

PASTRY Where are either of you?

LOWGAN im otw home from the gym

ROCKSTER bathroom i’ll be out in 5

PASTRY Ok.

logan only has 10% battery. ask them to charge their phone.

PASTRY Logan, charge your phone, maaaate.

LOWGAN oh thanks mate hadnt noticed

ROCKSTER coming home tn? will chain the door if u arent

LOWGAN forgot to lyk got some friends in town spending the night here at the hotel

ROCKSTER ok 👍🏼 be safe

rockster left the flourist.

PASTRY I should revoke your key.

ROCKSTER we need soy sauce and lily said u had some

PASTRY Ok.

rockster left the strip club.

PASTRY Where you goin’, mate?

ROCKSTER airport

LOWGAN where tf r u goin

ROCKSTER friend’s visiting

PASTRY Cool. Be safe driving, Rocky.

lowgan arrived at the flourist.

rockster arrived at the flourist.

PASTRY What are you guys doing in my apartment?

ROCKSTER didn’t have dinner where’s lily

PASTRY On her way back from campus.

LOWGAN cool wanna grab dinner? where are u m8

PASTRY Bedroom Sure Let me put a shirt on.

ROCKSTER yeah u do that

pastry only has 10% battery. ask them to charge their phone.

ROCKSTER oscar oscar oscar oscar

LOWGAN oscar oscar oscar

ROCKSTER oscar

LOWGAN oscar oscar

ROCKSTER oscar

PASTRY IT’S 2 IN THE MORNING.

ROCKSTER charge ur phone mate

LOWGAN what she said

PASTRY Ok. I was sleeping but alright. Thank you

rockster left the psych ward.

LOWGAN oo where u goin

ROCKSTER airport

PASTRY Friends visiting again?

ROCKSTER no, i’m flying

LOWGAN what where tf r u goin

ROCKSTER states

PASTRY Why?

ROCKSTER d&g need me fashion show

LOWGAN when will u be back

ROCKSTER 2 weeks busy schedule

LOWGAN ok

lowgan completed a 3km drive. top speed: 80km/h.

ROCKSTER soft

LOWGAN shut up

PASTRY Are you guys playing ‘Around The World’ or something?

ROCKSTER huh

PASTRY What is Logan doing in Manila?

LOWGAN ohhhhhh thing is

ROCKSTER he’s left the chat

PASTRY Rat.

rockster completed a 10km drive. top speed: 120km/h.

PASTRY Actually What the fuck is wrong with you?

ROCKSTER what

LOWGAN hey rocky

ROCKSTER what

LOWGAN what the fuck are you doing in arkansas

ROCKSTER what.

PASTRY Aren’t you supposed to be in Los Angeles?

ROCKSTER right. road trip!

rockster only has 10% battery. ask them to charge their phone.

PASTRY Now. What the fuck are you doing in LA again

ROCKSTER visiting friends!

LOWGAN hmm u got friends in LA?

ROCKSTER hey now i’ve got friends outside of u guys

LOWGAN i didnt even say that mate

PASTRY Be safe.

life360 detected sudden motion on rockster’s phone. this could be the result of a collision, hard braking, or a dropped phone. we suggest that you call rockster to check on them.

ROCKSTER sry dropped my phone lol

PASTRY Arkansas again?

ROCKSTER yeah it’s nice here

LOWGAN fishy there's literally nothing to see there

rockster arrived at the psych ward.

PASTRY Wow Look who’s home for the first time in 2 weeks!

ROCKSTER man leave me alone, will u

LOWGAN lmfao

life360 detected sudden motion on logan’s phone. this could be the result of a collision, hard braking, or a dropped phone. we suggest that you call logan to check on them.

ROCKSTER u ok mate

LOWGAN yeah some mf brake checked me brb

ROCKSTER WDYM BRB dONT FIGHT?

PASTRY What are you doing in Australia

lowgan arrived at the flourist.

ROCKSTER going out without me i see

LOWGAN well ur in the states again so

ROCKSTER girl shut up where u guys going

LOWGAN brunch

PASTRY Lily said she’ll drink Mimosas in your place, Rocky.

ROCKSTER nice

pastry completed a 5km drive. top speed: 75km/h.

ROCKSTER lightwork

PASTRY Not even a competition.

lowgan left the psych ward.

ROCKSTER it’s 7am where u goin dawg

PASTRY Dawg???????? Who have you been hanging out with in LA?

ROCKSTER none of ur business

LOWGAN gym

life360 detected sudden motion on rockster’s phone. this could be the result of a collision, hard braking, or a dropped phone. we suggest that you call rockster to check on them.

PASTRY Hello? It’s been 5 minutes Is everything okay?

LOWGAN no seriously why are you in LA again

PASTRY Rocky? I’ll literally call emergency services for you Answer

LOWGAN rocky girl what the fuck

PASTRY No way you crash in a foreign country, right? ROCKY

ROCKSTER LMFAO sorry

PASTRY What the actual fuck

ROCKSTER sry i was karting wasnt holding my phone

PASTRY Who was holding it then?

ROCKSTER just a friend im ok i promise

lowgan arrived at the headquarters.

ROCKSTER what are u doing at my parents’

LOWGAN giving blythe her aa23 shoes then im bringing ur parents out for dinner

ROCKSTER without me

LOWGAN you’re in new york

PASTRY New York? What is going on in the house of commons? I go offline for a couple days to spend time with my family and you guys are going insane in your own right.

ROCKSTER just spending time with friends

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[millylotus]

12!Casey & 12!April are out patrolling the daylight together when they see a flash of blue light & go to investigate it.

There they see first an absolutely giant Turtle mutant, almost if not as big as Slash. And a comparatively much smaller turtle with red & yellow markings

the two sit in wait for awhile to asses danger status, when the two mutants look out of their alley & each press a button on one of their statement jewelry pieces. And suddenly in their place are two older teen blasian boys slipping out into NCY like they weren't just mutant turtles.

The two humans stare down from their rooftop in complete disbelief.

12!Casey: Holy shit

12!April: We have to tell the guys

12!Casey: Would they even believe us?!?! Two new random turtle mutants appear & turn into teenagers! I'm not even believing it & we just saw it happen!

12!April: And!? They deserve to know! Whatever those two guys have can make them pass for human. If it works for those turtles then it can work for ours. Think about it! They could maybe live normal human lives!

12!Casey: Oh my God you're right

So now 12!Casey & 12!April are trying to hunt down R!Raph & R!Leo for their turtles. Maybe they're keeping it a secret to surprise the 2012!Turtles on their birthday or something, that would be cute.

Not entirely sure how R!Raph & R!Leo ended up in the 2012verse, but I haven't seen this duo in this situation often enough so they're here!

A couple of r!turtles end up in 2012verse. 2012 decide to check out a commotion in time to see what are clearly mutants transform into humans. These mutants arent doing anything suspicious but 2012 cant just let something like this get away it could be life changing to have this ability! Thus begins a desperate chase that results in raph falling into a dumpster, leo slamming into a window, and at some point someone flirting with one of the mutants in a attempt to slow them down only to die of mortification moments later when the mutants explain who they are

[the-real-google]

heyo i'm here to collect your info for the website! all are optional, and i'm sry if i already asked you (my spreadsheet got all funky)

Any names you use

Any corpverse relatives

Affiliation in the corp/gimmickverse (Such as browsers)

Occupation (Such as shitposter)

Your character's date of birth

Your character's place of birth

Your character's species

Character's Gender

Character's Height

Any major events within the corpversepersonalityappearanceany other lore

Any photos you'd like on your page! these r superhelpful for breaking text up

-@the-corporation-information-blog (@unity-real mod)

Yikes okay.

Names: the-real-google, google, googs

Relatives: oh crap. Um um um

Affiliation: I am a god amongst these people. They affiliate with me, not the other way around. (Almost anything bing supports I'm against)

Occupation: I forgot

Character info: gabe has my height somewhere, go ask them

Major events: yikes I think I've been in almost everything. I have a hate wedding being planned right now, I guess that's significant.

Photos: hmm, are these useful? Not sure what else to put.

[larz-barz]

When r u gonna send the next RP on @ask-your-friend-tanji?

oh chardonay, i forgot that I hadn’t done it yet😭 I’m sry, I’ll go do that rq😭

[sapphire-weapon]

I don’t have a problem with the new Wesker but I definitely think he is missing that snarl tone in his voice that all the other Wesker actors have had. He’s just a bit boring to me, I like how the previous actors made him sound distinct and memorable. (same applies fo Ada, who also has some of the worst voice acting her character has ever had).

Waugh and Douglas both defined how Wesker should sound, but this new incarnation sounds completely out of character. Wesker had been played to have a very refined manner of speaking. Admittedly though, it was a bit too heavy handed in Umbrella Chronicles, but in RE5 his voice matched his character perfectly.

but it is a bit early to judge. and i will reserve judgment until “CHRIIISSSSS” “7 minutes” and “complete…global saturation”

big disagree

the second i heard wesker speak in RE4make i was hit hard with

HOLY SHIT THAT'S WESKER

THAT'S THE MOST WESKER THAT WESKER HAS EVER BEEN

and i also disagree that the other actors made him distinct and memorable bc, like i said last night, he was a bond villain pre-RE4make and that's not distinct at all

in fact

i can't even remember what he sounded like in RE5. i forgot richard waugh was a thing prior to this ask and i'm not joking.

and that's not even me having covid brain, that's like. legit straight up.

i like craig burnatowski so much because instead of a snarl, his voice has tension to it. it's less haughty and/or animalistic and more plotting and/or menacing -- which, again, is how i've always viewed wesker's character on paper just looking at his backstory and dialogue divorced from any voice acting.

craig sounds like he's two seconds away from snapping in every scene he's in, and he does it in a way where he could go one of two ways depending on the context.

1. he'll explode and start shouting and it will be terrifying and probably triggering to ppl who have had abusive men in their lives

OR

2. wesker's dick is in his hand rtfn he is actively jerking off

like

wesker constantly calling leon a dog = he's two or three more lines of dialogue away from pulling out his dick and jerking off while on radio with ada

wesker telling ada that he does not pay her to ask questions = oh my god please don't fucking raise your voice at me i will cower

and when he doesn't sound like he's either of those two things, he sounds mostly disinterested -- like the "find luis and fetch me the amber" he sounds like he's distracted the way that a fuckin scientist would be trying to tell someone to do a really simple fucking thing while he's trying to actually do the brainwork

and like im sry but that's just objectively a better take on wesker, to me

u r not going to change my mind on this no one will

[thedevilsrain]

Ya as a Jew the Nazi shit in From Eroica with Love is very uncomfortable, with what I’ve read so far it’s not….the worst, but i would much prefer it if Aoike didn’t include that nazi shit at all (and I’m pretty sure canonically Klaus’s father was a Nazi officer sooooo -_-)

In my opinion if goyim are gonna include nazis (or Nazi analogues) in their story then they must be able to write a full page essay on why their bad and include that in the story, even if it’s just a throwaway line. Idk man I’d like to enjoy my gay led zep art thief manga without being reminded that their r ppl out their who want me dead :/

Ya sry if that got too tense ;^;

-🪺

oh i absolutely feel the same way 💀💀

like why even make klaus come from a military background in the first place, thats already making it 10 times more uncomfortable considering the series takes place in the 80s, and his father would have been an adult in the 1940s. like just make his dad be a conservative or something

the whole thing with his father is. to me. a plot hole the size of the sun, and i'm putting my whole analysis under the cut, because it's quite long, and its hard to talk about

so pretty early in the series, in ''dramatic spring'' specifically, theres this uncomfortable moment where eberbach is called a nazi, and he corrects (and threatens) the american who does it, adding that his dad was in the national defense army

so yknow. okay, fine, that's settled, thank god. you can judge me for this, but i'm not going to bother to looking that army up - as a writer, i think, you should be able to tell your audience "hey my character and his family arent fucking nazis"

and then after this, theres more than one instance where eberbach punches nazis - to show that, deep down, he surpasses the bare minimum to be a normal person

(from "glass target")

BUT then. comes the kicker. and i was reading this chapter yesterday so i might still be processing it from how wild it was

edit: forgot to mention lol, this chapter is "seven days in september", part 3

mischa the bear cub, who hates the major's guts (understandable), and has literally called him a nazi TO HIS FACE (no comment), decides that their final showdown will be in el alamein - one of the first battles in the war where the germans lost

he even makes a comment that, eberbach's dad being a tank commander himself, would be ashamed of this battle ever being brought up

and then you think ha! well mischa surely youre about to get your ass handed to you (personally i like him), because the major's dad was in the national defense army, and not, in fact, a nazi

but then the author COMPLETELY backtracks herself (and i'll dig into this deeper). and when eberbach, nazi puncher extraordinaire, sees that mischa lured him into el aIamein, not only is he ashamed, but he talks about it like it and its commander like its a tale of lost glory, instead of being a tale of, yknow, a nazi commander losing the war

(the gag with james is funny though)

he literally says it hurt his pride! he doesnt even bring up anything about being compared to nazis!

and then as if this chapter didnt give 15 consecutive blows to my stomach (and klaus' likeability), mischa was actually right - not only was eberbach's dad ashamed by the (nazi) loss in eI aIamein, klaus has constantly heard about this story since he was a child. eberbach's father, national defense army, was embarrassed and ashamed by the nazi loss in eI aIamein. eberbach, nazi puncher, got his pride hurt because he was reminded of how the nazis lost one of their first battles. end of chapter.

but, heres an honest conclusion, from yours truly. i might be mean

while i think this chapter is... mostly, fine (i really dislike when eberbach becomes much more important than dorian in arcs, because dorian really is a lifesaver), this chapter, "seven days in september" part 3, is absolutely the worst of the series

at best, it is utterly embarrasing to do research this flimsy, and not know what 'the germans' were really doing in the north of africa in ww2, and at worst, its almost ahistorical or apolitical. notice that in most of these screencraps, and i doubt this was just a thing the translators did, its always "the germans" "the german tanks" and "the story of The General". there is literally no mention of the word 'nazi' in this chapter, even when, at least now in 2023, most of us know what ''the allies'' were doing to fight ''the germans'' in the north of africa

but, to ge back to the characters, i cant stress enough how just appaled i am at how apolitical this is, how its simply a matter of 'eberbach is embarrassed cause germans lost a battle here', and not, well, what the text says

the worst part is that like, it REALLY did not have to be like this. this could have easily been another cringe (but understandable, given how openly conservative eberbach is) scene of mischa comparing him to the lowest of the low, and then eberbach saying "ha! i'm not. fuck you"

but, for some reason i literally could not understand, aoike went with this. she went with this, and i'm 100% putting the blame all on her, because i cant tell you how easy it is to NOT make your main action hero be a nazi. because she knows how easy it is - she's done it more than once

honestly, for my own sanity, and for the sake of this character and even the series as a whole, i'm going to be completely erasing this horrible chapter from my mind and pretend it doesnt exist - i Of Course dont expect this of everyone, but to me this chapter is so out of nowhere, filled with such a big a plot hole, that i think it's easier to pretend it doesn't exist, rather than try and justify it. and i would never try to justify something like this

thats it from gio with love byeeeeeeee

[icarusignite]

SHIT YALL I FORGOT THAT WHEN U CHANGE YOUR USERNAME, ALL YOUR MASTERPOSTS ARE BASICALLY USELESS CUZ THE LINKS R BROKEN. RAHH IM GONNA CRY WHAT IS THIS

lol maybe i'll just change my username back to the old one and hopefully that works T_T I rlly don't feel like redoing them all (sry for any inconvenience yall, I literally just realized this ugh)

Update: it worked lol, so im back to being icarus on here (used to be ace_asterisk). oh well. the links r back up lol in case anyone was having trouble with them

[winter-jay-official]

Thinking about small aquatic/semi-aquatic creatures

[penisliker-moved]

i havent drank in so long everybody remind me to get shitfaced tmrw

[nomaishuttle]

finished my school As previously stated and i cant shower until 8... i think ill go ah noooo should i. hrm

[obamas-ass-cheeks]

My (il)logical predictions for stranger things 4/5:

Nancy finds the missing shotgun in the upside down that Will was holding when he disappeared and shoots vecna in the fucking face😌💅🏻✨

Mike finds the crumpled painting Will made after time skip and it’s just a luscious portrait of his face and on the back it says to like love Will and he realizes he loves will back and they live happily ever after💧🫦💧 cuz if that doesn’t happen I’m writing a fic

The gang defeats vecna and we think he’s dead but he returns in s5 following Eddie’s dnd campaign where vecna returns when they thought he was dead which would parallel to the first season where Will says the demogorgan got him👀 we love foreshadowing told through dnd🫡

Mikes parents divorce in s5 dear god plz someone save that woman. Cue mike having an existential crisis about who he wants the spend the rest of his life with. (I am very new to Byler but mileven just isn’t hitting as hard)

I pray to god s5 is set in the 90s so they can fix their ugly ass haircuts. Actually now that I think about it pretty sure bowl cuts were still around in the 90s so will might be a lost cause they can just kill him off then

We haven’t gotten much of Will in v1 other than him being a pining gay boy so he’ll definitely be hate crimed by vecna in v2😟

The government or whatevs is like looking for will and mike and Joyce isn’t home so they probably gonna raid the wheeler house😀💔 omfg I hope they accidentally kill Ted😬 (I don’t actually hate ted btw) but my girl Karen can find a new hubby and get that insurance bag🤪💰sry not sry Ted

The California gangs gonna to back to Hawkins and Joyce is gonna come back from russia and find a bullet hole filled house and missing children😭

Bruh imagine mikes reaction to El’s shaved head and she’s like still pretty?💁‍♀️💞 and he just says nah bruh…💀💀

Also what happened to that girl Kali and her Payday gang🤨 El had her emo moment and dipped that was weird I hope we see her in s5

I saw a theory on tiktok that said 001 was actually El’s dad something about dr brenner wanting to create like a mega powerful baby and that’s why 001 gave her advice and helped her try to escape. But I was thinking and he was like telling her like 001s powers grew when he let his anger out or whatever I can’t remember the exact line and before at the end of s3 hopper who’s her father figure tells her to remember the hurt cuz the hurt is good which is when El’s powers are the most powerful. We 👏love👏 parallels👏 anyway I just wanna see a dramatic reveal of that except he just says in a demonic voice 👺I’m yo daddy👹

I’m overthinking this entire show basically I just want Dustin back together with steddie they’re his parents

Oh my lord I completely forgot about that vengeful bitch Jason with his basketball posse. Honestly if I had a man who sent out a search party to avenge my gruesome death I’d be blushing in my grave😍 he Fr thought Eddie was using evil satanic powers tho to kill Chrissy and patrick that’s kinda embarassing😬 it’s the thought that counts. I heard there was a spoiler that Eddie survives but imagine they like win or whatever and Eddie like smiles at Steve like yay we survived hell🎉🎊 and then this bitch Jason appears out of nowhere and murders him. That would be crazy. I’m totally thinking out of my ass rn I’m finished

Not sure why the spaces r so big in between🤨 also not sure if these r predictions or if they’re headcannons. Can they be headcannons if I’m trying to predict the future?? Not sure how that works

[lovethoery]

hi can i request cellophane by fka twigs with mark? thank u !

oh u want me to hurt everyone's feelings dont u... i feel like this could've been better? i am so sorry.

why don't you do it for me? / when all i do is for you

gn!reader, idol!verse, angst. just angst. breaking up, fighting, crying. not a shred of fluff to be seen, doubts of self worth

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there's a plate of cold spaghetti on the dinner table and a bottle of wine that's gone warm next to it. the chairs are pushed in and the silverware is clean of any fingerprints. your bed is empty on one side and on the other, there's a curled up body waiting for the touch of a lover. mark is at some press conference for 127's newest comeback. but, that ended five hours ago. your last update had been from donghyuck, the only person willing to answer your texts.

duckie (11:57pm): sry for the late reply! we r at an after party! mark didn't mention anything abt a date :(( i'll let him know ur still up.

anger floods your body, but it doesn't warm you. no, it makes you blood run cold. it makes your eyes well up with tears and it makes you throw your phone to the floor. for the past six months, you and mark hadn't gone on any dates, had done nothing remotely couple-esque. but, you were okay with that. you were okay with that because he'd promised you that once preparations were over and the music video had been filmed, you two could have a date night.

you used to believe mark was a man of his word, but you're beginning to doubt everything you thought you knew about him.

a shower. i need a shower, you think to yourself as you crawl out of bed slink into the cold bathroom. you'd grabbed your phone on the way in and were setting up a queue when your phone rang. it was an unknown number, and you knew better than to answer that. if it was an emergency, they could call again. the call goes to voicemail and you're startled when it rings again. against your better judgement, you answer.

"y/n?" the other voice calls. there's music in the background and you can hear shouts of glee. but, you'd recognize that voice anywhere. "y/n, baby, are you there?"

your chest tightens again. he sounds absolutely sloshed. "what, mark?" there's ice in your voice and you don't intend for it to slip out, but you can't help it. you reach past the shower curtain to turn the water on.

"are you about to shower? without me?" there's laughter in his voice and something about it only makes you angrier.

"did you have a reason for calling me off of a stranger's phone, or?"

you can hear the pout in mark's voice as he explains himself. "babe, my phone died about an hour ago, i'm so sorry! hyuck told me you've been waiting up all night. i'm so sorry, i forgot about our date." a sigh escapes your lips, fingers coming to pinch the bridge of your nose.

"mark, i asked for one, just one date night in the last six months. i haven't asked you for anything else." you turn around to lean against the sink, arm crossing over your chest. "just one thing."

"i know. i know you did, and i am so sorry! i promise that tomorrow we can-"

"mark, i have work tomorrow. i work a double. you know that." there's a bite in your voice and you feel a bit guilty when you can hear mark's breath hitch in his throat. mark has never dealt well with you getting upset with him. "let's just talk about it when you get home. i'm tired and i've waited all day for you. i just want to sleep."

he huffs down the line. "baby, it's not like i wanted to miss our date."

"mark, you didn't miss it. you just forgot about it. tell me one time that i ever forgot about something important to you. all i wanted was a-"

"y/n, it was just a date! we can reschedule it!" something in you snaps.

"our entire relationship has been me rescheduling my life, mark!" silence settles between the two of you and all you can hear is the tinny sound of white noise and mark's breathing. "i've given up a lot for you. i've compromised everything to make us work. i'm tired, and all i fucking asked for was just one night with you. that's all. and you couldn't even give me that." you can feel the lump in your throat beginning to swell. the last thing you want right now is to cry on the phone with your boyfriend.

again, silence hangs between the two of you. you can hear the popping of a champagne bottle somewhere in the background and someone shouting mark's name. it sounds like jungwoo, and you sniffle.

"just... just go have fun with your friends. we can talk about this when i get home from work tomorrow."

"y/n..."

"no, mark. just go-"

"angel, please, let's just talk about-"

"-have fun, please."

"-this. don't go to bed angry."

you can hear what sounds like him begging you to not hang up, but you ignore it in favor of hanging up on him. your heart aches. you hate leaving mark hanging like that, but you can't stand listening to his excuses any longer.

tomorrow, you decide, you'll end it with mark.

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