#oh no ive made myself sad
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When 👏 has 👏 he 👏 ever 👏 followed 👏 orders 👏
Everything about CX-2 is so much funnier if he's Tech.
Blows up his own ship.
Gets blown up twice in two back to back episodes.
Is hated by Wolffe after speaking 3 entire words.
Tripped over what was probably his own security measure in Phee's ship.
Broke what was also probably his own encryption on Phee's logs.
Corrects everyone any time he can.
Does not do literally a single thing anyone tells him to:
'prepare for the extraction team' proceeds to get the temple blown up
'I'm in charge now' ignores Wolffe completely and goes off after them
'Set blasters to stun' shoots down the leech ship they're on, ignores Wolffe and runs off AGAIN
'bringing in the girl is the objective' decides to go after Crosshair to the detriment of the mission
'if they get in the way eliminate them' shoots down a TK trooper piloting a ship rather than shooting Hunter
(Who is surprised Hemlock didn't send him out after Omega and only sent him out after CX-1 because he was the last, CX, left. He can't be relied on to do a single thing he's told.)
#your honor the defense rests#i look forward to this ageing like milk#but give me one more hour with my delusions#the bad batch#tbb spoliers#the bad batch spoilers#the bad batch speculation#tbb speculation#i just realised i may never use those last two tags again#oh no ive made myself sad
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No one talks enough about the fact Annabeth first heard the Great Prophecy when she was twelve. It scared her so much she had nightmares about it.
She knew (or at least believed) from the moment Percy was claimed he wouldn't make it past his 16th birthday.
Imagine Annabeth telling herself he's a bit of an idiot anyway, and a son of Poseidon, you can't really like him?
Imagine Annabeth finally accepting he's a friend, only to have nightmares of Thalia's death... except when she looks down it's Percy on the ground.
Imagine Annabeth hating that spark of hope she felt when Thalia came back, older, but not old enough, because she's going to lose one of her best friends and she's just got Thalia back.
Imagine Annabeth finally accepting that if she's going to lose Percy she shouldn't waste time, and asking him to the cinema, only to see him with another girl and realising she was too late.
Imagine Annabeth speaking at his funeral, looking across the crowd and seeing him standing there, and realising that it means she'll have to do this all over again.
Imagine Annabeth, who wants to become an architect so she can build something permanent, knowing that whatever she has with Percy can only end all too soon.
#annabeth chase#percy jackson#percy and annabeth#the great prophecy#annabeth knew the prophecy#she was sure Percy was going to die#she's a child your honour#oh look ive made myself sad#percabeth
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had this thought rotating in my mind since arthur had to wear that Anti-Sun disguise. and well. now u see it too
#OH might aswell put this here too#this time CROPPED CORREECFTLLYYYYYYY#ANYWAy i have a whole doodlepage made up of just stupid fuckin arthur comics like this. i just really love him so so so much#HES SO TRAGIC AND SAD AND ROMANTIC but also hes ridiculous. hes so funny. ouh my god.#will today be a 'ramble abt arthur bennet' day. im not sure yet. if it is ill come back to these tags and gut myself#ALSO MY LAST POST STIll stands if u wander into my askbox w a jrwi series n a dream i may share w u a WIP ill never fucken poast#ooouuhooohhh i also take Gentle Requests w a firm NO PROMISES promise. u may influence my actions vaguely#and that is a DIVINE POWER IN YOUR HANDS BOOYYYYYY. TO CHANGE THE WORLD IN SUCH GRAND WAYS.#HAHA HEY IM BACK TO RAMBLE. just a little. anwyay remember when arthur was looking for a hat to wear and chose a cowboy hat#for some reason. hey remember when they were sayin somethin abt how a blood bond makes u think abt the bonder alot.#i had a point here but then my brain went 'the bonderrrrr' and now ive lost my trrain of thought. anyway i hope deacon and arthur f#ight again i hope they fight eachother again. and then mack on eachother crazy style. hey what was that thing deacon was hiding in th cabin#remember that guy he had locked up in there. the guy that said 'help me'. what was that about
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#this is quite legitimately the most accurate meme ive ever made about myself#like#ever#anyway no clue what to tag this#vent tw ig???#i dunno i hope its more funny than venty#or maybe it makes people feel sad#sorry yall i dont really know#no one will see this anyway#.#depression memes#bipolar memes#masking#neurodivergent#oh i love you btw. if you relate to this i love you.#really.
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thinking about you being Earth 10005- Logan's lover and then you and Laura meeting the worst one in the void (and you and him were together in his world before you died along with the other X-men) and at first you can't look each other in the eye but you both end up falling for each other but you both know deep down that the other person is not the same person you loved and you won't ever see them again...
...Alexa play Lookalike by Conan Gray
#i need to shut up and write#ive been thinking about this for weeks#wolverine x reader#i read a really good fic about this idea#logan howlett x reader#logan howlett#deadpool and wolverine#oh no i made myself sad with this#wolverine imagine#late night post
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people who do STEM or administration as a career full time and continue to do art as a hobby, I am scared of you but like in a hot way. youre like if we were allowed to have cold drinks in winter. i look at you and think of miles morales with his two cakes. do you want to make out sometime
#i say all of this positively bc i just! i cant help admiring it!! even if its mundane or not a big deal to you i seriously cant wrap my head#around it.. this is in no way at all meant to be condescending or anything. whenever i look at someones bio and theyre like oh im working#as a lab assistant biologist pharmacist realtor etc im like woag.... thats insane.. and then i peep your art tag and it knocks my socks of#how?? what lives do you lead??? im so curious. i seriously want a peek inside your brains someday. or at least shadow you at work lol#i cant help but feel sad when someone says smth like well i have to support myself and art cant do that for me. or maybe you were#pushed into pursuing a 'safe' career bc i hear it a lot. all of my relatives have the same story working as nurses and OFWs for the family#i think for me its not about missed potential but rather its being sad about making a decision to put your happiness aside to get by#ive tried so hard to do it but it didnt work out. i guess watching you guys do it is fascinating to me#or maybe youve made peace with your decision or actually like what you pursued but im still amazed!! it makes me wonder what made#you pick one over the other in that case.. is it like putting time for two different things the way you would for a schedule?? hmmm#im doing graphic design so i dont really interact with ppl in other faculties even humanities like sociology or childcare... so i cant help#wondering what it must be like as someone whos pursuing visual communication both as an interest and career#i seriously wish i could do smth like a desk job or even admin and maybe ill try that if this doesnt work. or i could look into trades#but dyscalculia already makes it hard to do things like cash and mental math so i get overwhelmed if i think about this too hard#yapping
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I wrote my amylex angst fic completely forgetting that the operator would have taken her body so I've accidentally made a bunch of implications about the operator intentionally leaving her long enough to force Alex to bury her
#marble hornets#mh amylex#Alex Kralie#amy walters#oh god ive made myself sad#i didn't think about the implications
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dreamily sighs and screams
#getting emotional about ben because im never normal about ANYTHING in my life ......#just hdgjdfg UHFDGF WAH#hes so special to me....... probably why the colour green means so much to me... why its always been a fav colour of mine for who knows how#long#i like red too... obviously.#but like#he is so special to me. like i said. hes so special to me and i get ridiculously happy#i forgot how happy he makes me....#genuinely forgot how comforting this fandom is..... its so comforting#whys gushing on here so scary. i dont know. it makes no sense.#ughhhhhh#i mean ive been thinking about fanon a lot i love fanon so much it is so special to me#found family trope fr#but like sometimes i think how people treat fanon him and it makes me so sad :(#or maybe im remembering it incorrectly#but theyre always so mean to him .... or make him this comic relief character in fics#like yeah!!! he is REALLY SILLY!!!!!#but we forget hes a trickster!!!! he likes playing devious means to others!!!!!#hes so smart to me i dont know!!!!! he goes through your electronics!!!! he can mess with your files!!!!#honestly he can probably do more than that im just jittery with nerves lol#but oh ok guys. lets just make the coolest guy ever just be the comic relief gamer instead ok man. whatever.#i like the fact fanon depicts him as a gamer thats fun i love that so much :)#BUT STILL HDUGJFGFHFG#HES SO MUCH MORE THAN THAT IM GOING TO THROW MYSELF INTO ORBIT#hes so special to me. hes the worst guy ever when he wants to be. he probably has attachment issues. hes just a silly little guy.#hes everything to me#<- i wish i can remember more and more about him but i cant#all i know is i remembered cleverbot and how you could “interact” with him through it and it made me so ridiculously happy ;-;#of course i know now it was people just playing around and hoping to get something out of it BUT ITS NICE TO THINK ABOUT#sorry hes the most fascinating character to me in the entire world
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man I wanna get in fh related fandom discourse but in like a quiet way where we all go around and directly share notes with one another. maybe a power point presentation is involved
#^ this is literally just. a debate. or a discussion. There are words for this#Ive noticed there are more or less like. Three distinct stances on fh people take depending on who they gaf about#I dont want to start Real Petty Discourse is the issue I just want to have a conversation… I want it so dearly…#I see fh fans get mad about toxic!fh takes and state that its wildly inaccurate. and I feel the need to argue but then its like well#I take a step back and go okay I see where theyre coming from actually. because a lot of toxic!fh takes are made with like.#only sad jimmy angst in mind. and so scott becomes the villain for those fics and I look at them and go. he would not fucking say that#BUT THEN ALSOOO I get where THATS coming from too because he’s very mean to jimmy in DL so when people want to write their sad jimmy fics#of course that’s where they’re going to go. because something is off about traffic!FH its true#so rancher shippers and such see that and go oh okay and run with it#Its just. Very interesting all around?#deranged.fh.posting#idk if anyone gets what im talking about. I look at the fh tag pretty often and used to be pretty into rancher fics myself so—#My conclusions are based on that#bree barks so fucking loud
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sigh there's so much stuff i want to write but so little time for it. i think i need 64 hours in a day or something but i get new ideas so often and can't shake them off and the worst part is i never know how the story is supposed to end after the characters colossally fuck each other over LOL! i'd actually like these two to end up together...i guess thats the con to loving writing angst so much fjgdjgk??
anyways apart from this small rant, i wanted to ask which members out of these three coughmybiaslinecough would you guys like me to write about next? i haven't written for yunho much yet but he seems like he wouldn't fit the character i had in mind ORRR maybe he'd fit a little too well im not sure and need help deciding so
#im still writing man with the plan but im not getting much feedback on it so the updates will slow down for now but#this new story......well its going to be angst overload i just made myself sad thinking about it#obv soot is still the main priority i finally got out of my slump and have been gradually writing it and i think u guys will like it#but this new STORY GJKFGDGHD it's like starring role 2.0 but not really as in i feel like its something i have to write ive been thinking a#about the idea for days now so i guess its happening even tho i told myself to NOT start another series but oh well!
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I've reached my peak heartbreak/grief. Reading poetry in the bathtub with a glass of wine... While my citrus desserts I've just made are cooling on the rack.
#oh my gosh im so sad#kinda starting to become numb which makes me very nervous#well i just have to remember to keep drinking water and eating#besides this dessert the only thing ive made myself for the past month has been spaghetti sauce#ive only been eating buttered noodles#gosh
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#so my mom just left my apartment#shes been staying with me for a week to help me get settled in#this is the first time ive lived by myself#well i started crying when she left of course#but then i made the mistake of listening to noah kahan because thats my current music fixation#and oh boy#i sobbed on my new bathroom floor#broke it in i guess#also thats why i havent been very active this week#i should be much more active here in a day or two#but im having a sad day watching once upon a time on my couch today 🙃#bookworm updates#i guess 🤷♀️
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i don't want to learn how to make consolidated financial statements i want to be in love
#*continues to learn cfs and not try finding love at all*#but ohh i met my cousin who's a year younger than me and she has a boyfriend she doesn't care about and a#crush sortof who likes her back and flirts with her and tells her to leave her bf#and blackout drunk house parties#major somo lol#i coined that term it's sadness of missing out#god is so unfair to some people like she has the entire family the amount of money#she casually spends on skincare even my phone isn't as expensive as that#and it's all because her dad is an asshole. like um i wish we didn't have to maintain good relations with them#all i feel is bitter#they are happy because we are sad their dad is chill bc ours is. not#she gave mba wali cat just aise hi without studying and she's like oh no biggie I'll just give in again in november#here i am killing myself trying to study for an exam so i can get out of this stupid house bc my parents are so done with me they've#literally selling flats here and paying rent only till my brother lives here#she has a home wonderful home her own room and so many plushies and they were so soft and idk it made me want to cry a bit#something about spending money so carelessly or maybe carefreely having things in your room that comfort you#when ive been living in a rented house since 6 years 3 diff houses bare walls bare rooms bc who knows when he'll want us to move again#i want to have a home too. something permanent#the only decoration i have in my room is glow in the dark stickers and i want to rip them off every night cause the person who gave them to#me doesn't even gaf abt whether I live or die when infact she used to say you're never alone im always with you#but I can't it's the only comforting thing at night when thoughts get bad#whatever. i have to study cfs only for the life i want to have#i just hate that i have to earn everything when other ppl are just being given it. but wtvr that's the hand ive been dealt#my god my problems must sound so shallow and materialistic. well fuck it fuck my parents for being the only failures#in a family of ridiculously rich people. hate you both
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