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nix-1 · 4 days
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I realised that I've been wanting to post on tumblr for a while and now that I finally have something finished (for once) I forgot to post it hvhghgfhg
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nix-1 · 1 month
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what if i lose you too?
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nix-1 · 1 month
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You won’t even remember you’re dying!
(Quote from I Saw the TV Glow 😽😽)
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nix-1 · 1 month
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towards you
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nix-1 · 1 month
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this is me
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nix-1 · 1 month
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The thing about Kim Dokja is that his 'salaryman normal guy' appearance is just as much a false persona as 'monstorous Demon King of Salvation' or 'calm and cool leader of kimcom'.
Despite what he tells us at the beginning (and since when do we take his narration as trustworthy?), he wasn't ever just a normal, boring person, despite his best efforts. He tells us the 'genre of his life' was 'Realism', but if a life could be said to have a genre, his was definitely 'True Crime'.
It's so interesting that even pre-scenarios, he thought of the world in the terms of 'genres' and the people around him as 'characters' (like Yoo Sangah) because of course he would! Even if we discount the way he spends all his time reading and how that shapes how he sees the world, he himself has been a character in his mother's novel and 'a character' is how people see him too. He says he read that novel a thousand times to try and understand his memories until he didn't know what was true anymore. He knows the character Kim Dokja too.
And everyone knew about his past.
Everywhere he went, he was 'the son of a murderer', someone to be gawked at and whispered about.
No one has ever seen him as 'just an average guy' because Underground Killer haunted him every step of the way. Reporters. At school. Even years later at the company he and Yoo Sangah worked at, the rumours of his past had spread (Yoo Sangah was one of the few people who didn't know).
The lack of privacy and stigma that has followed him everywhere is part of why he resents his mother for writing that novel.
Pre-scenarios, he is less similar to you and me than to the families of 'famous serial killers' that get podcasts and documentaries and books written about them and who's private lives are torn apart by media. I'm not naming names, but you already know them.
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nix-1 · 1 month
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WIWIS!! redraw of an old piece :,,]
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