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Danny Is An Alternate Version Of Ra's Al Ghul And Flash Already Called Dibs On Adopting Him
Danny In All His Sleep Deprived Slightly Scuffed Up From A Fight Glory Is On His Way To Clockworks Tower To Hopefully Get A Nap And Maybe Some Homework Done When A Natural Portal Opens Up In Front Of Him And Proceeds To Unceremoniously Drop Him In The DC Verse Just Outside Of Central City Before Promptly Closing Leaving A Tired Danny Behind In A Run Down Abandoned Parking Lot.
It's Times Like This When Danny Regrets Putting Off Learning How To Make His Own Portals, Cause Now He Is Very Much Stuck For The Foreseeable Future And He Has No Idea Where Or When He Is. Luckily For Him However Central City Isn't Too Far Away, Unlucky For Him However Is That Once In The City He Realizes This Isn't His Dimension. He's Pretty Sure He'd Remember Something Called The Justice League.
So What Do You Do When Supernatural Bullshit Fails You? You Fall Back On Your Mad Scientist Roots And You Make A Portal Gun. So That's Exactly What Danny Plans To Do.
Unfortunately Staying Alive And Building Questionably Safe Portal Technology Requires Money And Supplies, So He Ends Up Wandering From City To City Doing Odd Jobs/Fixing Up Busted Tech For Cash Or Unwanted Electronics For His "Operation: Get Home" Needs. This Obviously Ends In A Few Superhero Encounter Shenanigans.
Though He Always Ends Up Back Near Central City, Both On The Off Chance The Natural Portal Will Open Up Again And Because Out Of All The Superheroes That Apparently Exist In This Universe The Speedsters Are His Favorite (Red Robin Is Solidly His Second Favorite Ever Since The Gotham Vigilante Gave Him A Large Coffee Filled With Enough Caffeine To Kill A Man).
Unbeknownst To Danny However Is That Every Hero/Vigilante He Has Encountered Has Come To At Least One Of The Following Conclusions; 1. Run Away Meta Who Is In Desperate Need Of A Good Meal/Adoption Bait. 2. Possibly Red Robin/Tim Drake Clone 3. A Good Kid But Could Possibly Be A Future Rouge If Left Unsupervised. 4. Did Bats Get A New Kid And Why Is He Here?
All Flash Knows Is That He Saw The Kid First And Therefore Has Dibs. Suck It Bruce.
Fast-forward A Few Months And Danny Gets Hurt During A Rogue Attack While Trying To Help Some Civilians Get To Safety (Old Hero Habits Die Hard (Ha Die Hard) And All That Jazz) And He Nopes Out Once Everyone Is Safe And When The Paramedics Are Busy With Other People Unaware He Left A Blood Sample Behind.
One DNA Test Brought To You By Paranoid Bat Concerns Of A Possible Red Robin Clone Later And They Find Out That Dannys DNA Matches One Ra's Al Ghul.
They Now Think Danny Is An Escaped Ra's Al Ghul Clone.
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#captain's posts#this has been haunting me#the flash/any of the speedsters:*exist*#danny:*can feel the speedforce on them* i like your vibe funny man#basically danny is actually an alternate version of Ra's Al Ghul and gets chucked into the dc vesrse#because natural portals are bitches hijinks ensue#and while i do love batfam adopting danny i think its very funny for flash to just yoink him while the big bad bat isn't looking#i desperately need him and tim to be besties tho specifically before they find out danny is an alternate Ra's Al Ghul#danny:*sitting in a park and tinkering with some circuitry* oh hey flash :)#flash: hey kid! great news i might be adopting a kid soon!#danny: oh really? thats cool-#flash:*holding out adoption papers and doing his best puppy eyes* its you. sign here.#danny:*vague memory of clockwork complaining about speedster pops into his mind* hmmm#danny:*deciding to be a little shit cause what else do you do when you're almost a year into being stuck in an alternate dimension* >=)#danny: sure why not? soooo full name or what?#flash:*didn't expect to get this far* uh-#i also really like danny being clockworks apprentice/time line clean upper so danny just remembers cw bitchin about the speedsters#also cause im a sucker for tim x danny...#tim:*having a crisis cause the cute meta kid he befriended/has a crush on may or may not be a vlone of Ra's Al Ghul* aaaaasaaaaaaaasaaaaaaa#dick: you okay buddy?#tim:*aggressively points at the dna match of danny to Ra's Al Ghul on the bat computer* AAAAAAAAAAAAAA#dick: Oh-#dc x dp#dp x dc#dp x dc crossover#dp x dc prompt#dpxdc
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king magnus skin real cute and lovely but it loses points on the account that i cant see his ass anymore
#marvel rivals#snap chats#PRIORITIES i know QVJELRKJAKLJLJ#NOW what am i supposed to do while waiting for the match to start i cant see it while melee spamming now#LIKE NOOO LET ME SEE HIS TIGHT ASS MAN whatever .. this is why ima still flip flop between using the two ..#he's still big sexy so Fine Ill Live but still ... let me look at his chiseled cheeks idgaf#i aint even an ass man tbh ........ i can just appreciate a nice sculpt/shape... been goin on bout this too long anyways#for now ima use the king skin for a while ..... shiny and new...#this lil over-the-shoulder look is always so cutesy to me ..... like hi princess ...#love how his hair clips through his lil collar like oh girlfriend...#cant wait like idk a year down the line when mags has accumulated a good amount of skins and i can make a tierlist#anyway shoutout to my friend who birthday bargained me for a comm so i could upgrade my bp and get this sooner aeLKJGLAEKJG#cant wait to be able to unlock wanda's stuff like a month from now !!!!!!!! i MUST dance every second once i unlock the flamenco emote...#rivals ima need you to lock in and give everyone a dance emote and/or a sit emote. i loved doin that shit in ow2 ....#ok bye im playin vidja game
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i don’t even fucking care
#house md#house spoilers#hilson#the fact that house is consistently selfish. that he’s an addict. he’s always in pain#but he gave up his vicodin for wilson. mind you the pain in his thigh must have been excruciating#bc consistently whenever he’s extremely stressed or worried the pain gets worse#but wilson is still his priority. he put wilson above the burning pain god man😭#him giving up his freedom HIS LIFE for someone who has less than half a year to live like oh my god#the love house has for wilson actually makes me sick bc even outside of the cancer arc house has done things for wilsons sake#like almost killing himself just to help him and amber. drugging him at that one conference from s6#he’s an asshole often times but he truly is the only constant in his life. they both are for each other#i actually feel sick. im not on everybody dies yet (im on the c word rn) but god idk how im gonna get thru this😭#5x13 big baby#8x19 the c word#1x01 everybody lies#8x22 everybody dies#7x15 bombshells#8x21 holding on#where the quotes are from btw#sorry for the essay in tags
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drew @owl-bones's lv20 dust!cross boy, strike 💗 (pre-redesign) (new design here!)
silly xtras + simp thoughts under the cut
a shitpost ... ft silly au bc i got attached to how blorbo i made my sona in it...
im just a lil guye... against big scary tall skeleman constantly burning lots of magic... who easily crumbles to even the smallest bit of affection... he'll be dead on the fukcign gorund when im done w him /j/j/j/j/lh/aff <333
self-indulgent scenario/au surrounding my simping (just like all my other AUs in my head lololol) is called icecube (for now,, 👉👈),, yearned hard during an especially chilly rainy day, and felt so cold i joked that i was turning into ice-- then i got attacked with simp thoughts about how he'd be sooo warm and toasty (,,perfect for the weather,,,/)/////(\;;) and the silly thought of being the ice to his warmth-- his little icecube-- is very /////wwww
i love,, the visual of getting cold chilly hands and just reaching up to cup his cheeks and feel his ambient(?) magic warming my hands up and the whole gesture simultaneously making him melt,,
an icecube can only cool off a magic-burning body so much,, but i hope he enjoys the feeling lots everytime he holds cold lil me to his chest uwu 🧊💙❤️🔥
#lv20 cross#cross!sans#dust!cross#strike!cross#ft his pre-redesign ! <3 (bc i drew these before his clothes changed<3)#(yes hes inspired/derived from the lv20c by withtheworms)#mblue art#m rambles#self insert#unsurprisingly i simp for another cross variant (the crossrot has a solid grip on my simp brain 😔)#LISTEN.........how can i not when mr owlbones made him oh so very loveable smh 😤#YEAH hes scary BUT im gonna turn this big skeleman into a puddle on the floor w wholesome and niceys and lots n lots of kissies#i am just a gooey guy (gn) let me be soff w scary big skeleton man who can krill me#icecube au#strikecube#cm#(this whole post has been sitting in my drafts since last year 💀💀💀 finally decided to post it :] )
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also here's two terrible photos of what ive been knitting this week:


there's too many stitches so i cant stretch it out properly, and the construction makes it hard to really show it off. also im in bed so it's the best i can do right now.
anyhow this is clue 1 of Stephen West's Go Go Dynamo MKAL, which im two weeks behind on but it's fine. it's been fun so far, minus the 'bubbles', which are the bane of my existence.
#im a stockinette hater (when worked flat. truthfully im a purl hater even though i Norwegian purl)#but it really has been fun#i truly dont know how this man comes up with this stuff#my mom is also making one in shades of blue#technically we're only supposed to use two colors but that's not something either of us are capable of#i thought about putting the pics under a readmore bc it's an MKAL but idk how big a deal it is here#like on ig or ravelry id use the placeholder image but like. i dont think anyone here will really be 'spoiled' for it yknow?#if im wrong let me know#oh and to those who have no idea wtf im talking about#every year stephen west does an Mystery Knit Along#with 'clues' (parts of the pattern) released every week and the idea is you dont know what you're making when you start#it will be a shawl but we have no idea how it will be constructed or what stitch patterns will be used or what it will look like#(my mom and i always wait until week 2 or 3 to see what it starts as bc we've been had in the past by a different designer)#clue 4 comes out next week and we have no idea where it's gonna go#theyre fun even though we cheat lol#anywayy#knitting#ks talks
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I am slowly but surely finding myself writing Nereus appreciation/explanation/character study into three of the fics I’m currently working on, and it’s probably because this fandom is a teensy bit more critical of him than we should be and I think that needs fixed. He is not the man that needs bashing
#has he screwed up before? oh absolutely#he absolutely has made mistakes. and some pretty big ones too (*coughALPHEUScough*)#BUT. has he also been the Nekton’s AND most specifically Ant’s biggest defender and supporter? 100% yes#i feel like we need to give the man a little more credit than we have been#mans got six thousand years of survivors guilt and had to work with Proteus and raise Alpheus#i know things went south with Alpheus but you can’t convince me he wasn’t downright heinous as a teenager and child#guy has a level of confidence he does not deserve nor have#give Nereus more love people. he’s also a class-act comedian#the deep 2015#the deep cartoon#the deep nereus
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It always comes back to me but I think about the Probably Not Intentional by the Devs implications that Papa Khan has depression and can be very rapidly convinced to kill himself like. All the time.
#I don't think the writers really meant for it but I can really see it#Regis saying how much he's changed and how he used to be much more rational before is a big part#My personal hc is that he's had that dog in him for a long long time and it's just come to the surface now due to recent events#But like. I mean I don't think oh my papa has the best resolution either way but#The one where you just tell him 40 years of work was for nothing and he's like. Huh.#And decides to go out attacking everyone at the dam and take the rest of the Khans down with him. Man. It's fucked. And so sad#Like I said I think oh my papas ending could have been a lot better#Unifying with the Followers for one thing yknow.#I don't think based on the rest of his personality he'd want to drag the rest of the Khans down too but he's like obviously in a bad place#Txt
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#exaggerating my level of upset-ness for comedic effect here but MAN .#for the record im only bringing so/nadow into it#because the literal only reason ive seen people give for why sonic should win is ''we need more so/nadow content''#(though i doubt everyone who voted for him had that as their reason. and i know theres so/nadow fans who voted against him)#as if sonic and shadow arent getting plenty of stuff together lately. and will get more in the future because theyre popular characters .#and those other characters very rarely get official art. maria has 2 sonic channel artowrks gerald and black doom have none......#but noo people will Die if they miss out on One (1) potential sonic and shadow image .....#like its not that big a deal really we're getting more content of those other characters within the next few weeks#and also who knows maybe theyll appear in some non-calendar sonic channel art ...?#im just kinda disappointed. and cannot emphasize enough that this was a wasted opportunity and sonic should have lost#or perhaps not even been included in the poll to begin with because this is gonna be his Third time being in the calendar this year#its gonna be shadow's third time too but. he was the already chosen character voting couldnt have prevented that#honestly think mephiles should have been in sonic's place in the poll if they were gonna have shadow be the already chosen character#that would still fit the theme of sxs gens characters while also feeling like a more fair matchup#oh well
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there are a couple changes i would make to the keyboard if i could:
wiggly exclamation mark
bleeding heart emoji
varying snake emojis (more poses would be fun)
question mark with a little heart for the dot bc, well,
more explosions
and that is all thank you
#just me hi#i need these a lot#wiggly bc it makes a lot of sense#i am saying something but with a sort of ~~~~~~ to it!!#/bleeding heart because the other night (it musta been about 3 a.m.) i was looking for an emoji to really get my point across and i sadly#realized that i had imagined the existence of it. the disappointment was immense <//3 hfhs#/SNAKES. need i say more? :>#do i know a lot about them? not yet. am i scared of them? yes. but i love them a lot thanky#/i am asking a question but it's with love#<3#/explosion emoji my beloved#we NEED to diversify hfhsvb#a mushroom cloud would be cool :3 or one that clearly has shrapnel in it#or one with a little heart that's like the exploding head emoji. because it's like that#i'm mentioning hearts a lot bc the heart is willing but the brain is. trying#//anyway in the other newsings i'm remaking those pi.e refs again lmao 👍#ik they're only so many months old but man i changed some of the designs a bit during those months hfhs#funny how i made refs because i thought 'oh i haven't changed their designs in forever - it's not like it'll happen anytime soon yea?'#and then..........#oath's design has changed the most minimally during these - how many ? two‚ three-ish years - so i thought Ahh nothin'll happen#but Then--#aura has morphed So many times - she was at least 3 different people before i actually Got her so hfvhs <3#kinda knew that would happen. but she's actually changed the least so Lollll#hid's usual look has not changed at All - only his actual form‚ which i tweak every second day or something#and i've neglected kira so badly fvfsh - so now i've added and removed and swapped things for her in worldrecord time ! i think i've got he#in a way i like though so :D#but bc of all these changes now i gotta make new refs bc they are Inaccurate#not a big deal. but oh it IS#wonder how long it'll take me this time lol :) only one way to know ehegh#//anywho ciao ! i've got the things and stuffs to be doing.. ooo toodles :33
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Marin Lightbringer is a Prince. A half angel, actually, his father being the king of the largest kingdom of Celestia.
He's also a bastard and the youngest son. There was never a chance he would come close to the throne... that is, until his older brothers died suddenly, leaving him as his father's only heir.
Nineteen years old, and having scarcely left the material plane to visit his father's home in Celestia, Marin finds himself dragged there as the new Heir Apparent, and an insistence that he produce heirs of his own. He has his pick of all the noble girls of the kingdom, but there's one problem with that.
Marin is gay and thoroughly unwilling to cooperate with anything that would require him to marry a woman, let alone fuck one.
That's no issue to his father. He'll find a workaround. The royal line must be secured.
Marin's father, King Anthol Lightbringer, is a powerful man. As an angel king, he has the ear of the gods. While any wizard could probably spin up a transmutation for what he needs, Anthol wants a more permanent solution.
Which brought him to the feet of Allimae, the goddess of Fertility. She didn't even want anything from him with his Kingdom; all she wants is the right to use Marin's new womb how she wants, which Anthol will gladly give to ensure his line doesn't die here.
He doubts Marin will mind so long as he is able to continue his studies. He's a scholar above all else. Arcane and religious research was what he was planning to dedicate his life to before this new... issue. Nothing much else has seem to matter to the boy, so Anthol doesn't feel bad for bargaining with his body.
Finding him a man to be his husband of noble enough blood is... more difficult.
But manageable. Floren Heartflyer is nearly a decade older than the King's youngest, and now only, son, at twenty eight, but he's known to have an much interest in men as women, and is of a very well regarded family; a youngest son himself.
So it proves an easy marriage to arrange.
And Allimae's blessing shows itself nearly immediately. Scarcely a month into their union, Marin's petite body shows a small swell of child. At the time only Marin seemed concerned at the apparent speed of the growth- is the baby developing more quickly than normal... or is there multiple there?
He only grew more as time passed, as it clearly is multiple. A blessing from the Goddess of Fertility indeed. Marin won't know how many until it is time for the birth, but he's looking full term with a singleton only a few months in...
#mpreg#is Marin an old D&D character that has been spinning in the back of my head for years? oh big time#I hope you all like him <3#mpreg story#really this is just context for any art of marin I post#c:Marin#this is also not the last mention of Allimae#honestly I'd kill for someone to rp as Floren... or an Other Man with Marin <3#ever prose
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I was rewatching the r.ed r.ain earlier and goodness he's so handsome
#ash rambles 💚#chain breaker ⛓️#okay lets write this post again. he's so handsome!!! i kept having to pause and rewind sjdhqjdhs to think that when i first watched this#series he was just some guy. and now years later I'm suddenly into him? love is a weird thing#i know i said i wouldnt post about him much but really i was just scared and embarrassed of coming back to the series after so many years#but thanks to my friends for being so supportive 🙏🏽 i am going to speak my truth now#and my truth is that sjdjqjdjq i love him so much!!#he's so dreamy..#that scene where he gets out of the shower and has the towel around his neck... oh my god. ohhhh my god.#save me mean scary biker guy that's super cold and likes punching things but is secretly really kind and sweet and loves cats#and his brothers and can canonically cook really good curry save meeee#ohhh long late night rides on his motorcycle with my arms around his waist.. hehe..#and i know the leather jackets are kinda his thing but. I'm sure he has multiple so um...#if you ever see Ash in a leather jacket that's a little too big for her.... Hehe!#methinks all it'll take to melt that Icy Exterior™️ of his would be a kiss to the cheek... but hey only one way to find out right?#also methinks these two get matching jewelry. either a necklace or an earring is fine by me! i know he wears a cross earring on one side but#i bet ours looks different. he can wear the cross earring as much as he wants! i know he was raised like that but i fucking wasn't lol#man... he's so pretty... i can't stop staring- this is one of the few times that i don't care for developing an s/i since it's been years#since i was into the franchise at all and my old s/i is both absolutely horrible#and was shipped with a character i no longer feel anything towards so... whatever. besides I'm like a series veteran lmao i dont think#i need a super cool fleshed out s/i to kiss this man when I've been the one person yapping about this franchise since like 4 years ago#anyways back to the post at hand#pretty... so handsome... he's so dreamy... ugh and that voice.. so nice... ajdhwjdhqjdh I'll go finish the movie later after some more hw#it takes me a while to watch since i keep having to pause and giggle ajfhqjdhwjehe ohhhhh handsome biker bf..... meoowww-#oh also s.uperbowl tonight! my team did shitty this season but I'm rooting for the eagles. also the k.endrick halftime show was awesome!!!#but i just like k.endrick#anyways#h.iroto... handsome...
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Thinking about human versions of the tadc gang. I think they would work great in The Office (they would suffer immensely)
#⚠️ WARNING: me rambling into the void about the office workers theory#also thinking about what jobs they have in real life cus idk there’s a lot of weird stuff#my theory has always been that they’re just office workers at c&a and while I still think that’s true there’s like a few wrinkles about it#like I feel like if everyone was just coworkers and also remember their past lives wouldn’t they recognize the others at the circus#not even anything big like if could be their voice or random habit but who knows if the circus just erases that too and not just their names#lot even just put together that they all put on a headset for their job and that they’re all suspiciously office workers for c&a#also there’s like a couple mentions that could be interpreted either way#like gangle being a manager and zooble being a tattoo artist ‘at one point’ specifically#they could have pivoted from those jobs to the office stuff if they only did it at one point in time#but also depends on how long that would to go from one job cus of it takes years idk if zooble is old enough#also queenie being into entomology could just be her job where she was then invited to play test or she could just like bugs as a side hobby#idk a lot of things but at the same time them working the same job together just fits perfectly and also thematically#cus like the big theme is finding meaning in stagnation through connections and what fits that more than working a shitty job with friends#I’m kinda obsessed thinking about their office dynamics and how they differ in the circus#idk I have ideas I’ll get to later but for now the brainstorms shall stew#oh no this was supposed to just be a post hinting about my human designs I’m working on oh no#anyways character design is fun and I think my longer and gangle design are my favourite?? they’re the most unique I guess#well making jax a trash goblin looking guy is also unique but eh#it autocorrected kinger to longer oops#tempestmothtalk#why did I do this? idk man I need to yap somewhere
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love this moment bc yaz is thinking ghosts or aliens and then mary is like my fucking son and you can feel the "oh shit. oh thats worse maybe"
#she is.......about marys age? i think? right?#she must be around the same age as mary but it feels like so immature in a way when its like immediately confronted with marys panic#sort of like later in the cellar when graham is all 'im betting alien parasite' guessing at what the cyberium is#whereas the doctor is already on 'oh big fucking sacrifice is gonna have to be made'#damn thats so weird to think about yaz and ryan are marys age#perhaps even like a year older?#vastly differnt lives#mary has already lost a baby daughter#shelley is having an affaire with claire??? man i cant believe doctor who lied to me rhgjkfhjkh#like mary has been a mother twice; lost a child; eloped; abandoned by her father; in debt; percy is having an affair; she is 19#meanwhile yaz#you know hwat i mean?#wild to think about#wouldve been fun to highlight that a little more
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can't lie g/omens fans are starting to piss me off
#cant rlly talk bc i watched it too like#but i cant imagine being so attached to a show that you are SOO desperate for s3 that you don't seem to care that one of the creators has#multiple extremely credible allegations against him. which when they were revealed a lot of his long term fanbase reacted by saying#'yeah that tracks there were rumours about him for years' like hello?????#are you really so desperate for a ship portrayed by two straight men and written by a straight creep to become canon??#remember when people tried to discredit the allegations by saying the timing was suspicious wrt the uk election. wild#also WHY did it take so long for mainstream media outlets to report on it. so weird i wanna know what happened there#like as far as i can see the bbc still hasn't reported on it???#which is crazy atp. he's not a household name but his work was successful and a lot of people would probably have heard of go or coraline#okay so i wrote this post and then googled and found out he'd been fired from the show. which GOOD#and then saved this to the drafts bc i figured it wasn't relevant anymore#but then i went into the tag and saw the fucking destiel meme meme saying 'we're not getting a full season :(' FUCK OFF OMG#the man has such credible allegations against him that even big corporations are refusing to employ him again#and the reaction is 'but we no longer get six hours of tv' oh my god#it's so late and im so tired maybe i won't be so annoyed about this after a full night's sleep#unlikely tho
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Uh oh. Essay in readmore time
What's so frustrating is that for almost all of my life I didn't know I had adhd, and only found it out 5ish years ago
During ALL of my studies i was intensely freaked out and even when i got a grip on some of my mental health shit at uni, importantly I was still unaware of the adhd. And only had some professional tell me about their suspicion about it AFTER I could have received any support in my schooling.
And I have been working damn hard over the last half a decade to learn about myself and the way I work, and be kind to myself and open minded, and learnt from many many different people with adhd how they function - especially through advice on here bc much of Google is shit, and learnt what does and doesn't work for my personally.
I slowly unravelled and found myself. To a point where I'm actually functional and content in myself.
So now i find myself in the most intense, stressful period of my life since then. Grieving and finally understanding what people meant when they spoke about grieving a very close loved one. How nothing feels real even.
And I've found myself so extremely wired from having to do a very vast array of tasks all crammed into a short space of time with a close deadline - exactly the same conditions as during my studies.......... where nothing ever helped.
Yet. In the last thirty minutes I've unwound because I instinctively KNEW what to do. I found myself following all the things i taught myself about my adhd, and now I'm like 70% more chill???? Huh?????? Noticed suddenly that I've been using my ADHD self knowledge for the past few weeks and coped remarkably well because of it.
It's shocking because imagine what i could have done if I had ANY help with my adhd EVER in my life from the adults who were supposed to notice in my entire childhood. Like HUHHHHHH, I am shocked. Imagine how I'm here as an adult using 5 years of learning adhd related advice and stuff I learnt through self awareness .... and feeling better.
SHOCKING!!!!
PS - long ass tags that immediately ramble away from my initial post and go into something positive and that made me feel fluffy inside. You've been warned
#It's so fucking aggravating#i was a self contained child and didn't display the Expected ADHD traits or what fucking ever and so i got left to rot by the system#fantastic#sighhhhh but on the bright side - i am damn PROUD of myself tonight. I've come so far#It's very hard being neurodivergent and I'm doing amazing by own like standards#btw secret lore - first time i ever said aloud that i was proud of myself was in therapy like 6 years ago#and it was indescribably hard to get to that stuttered halting sentence 'i am proud of myself'. so hard and my therapist was so clearly#over the moon for me. i still treasure that memory and the path i have taken to being kind to myself and that's why every time i say#i am proud of myself#it holds the memory of every time I've ever said it or thought it and believed it#every time i see someone do something good i make sure to say well done because I'm proud of them too :-)#i do it apparently with such conviction and sincerety that people stop and stumble sometimes aha#i think it's beautiful to help people notice when they do well. like 'oh skipped work every day until today' - well done u made it today!!#'i cooked a meal and got it the way my mother makes it after many failed attempts' - well done you must have worked so hard#'i made a important phone call' (from friend who has told me before how much they struggle w calls) - BIG WELL DONE that must have been har#It's easy to notice and pay attention to people and congratulate them for these things that may not sound Big bc 'everyone else can do it'#as they say. or they are too busy to notice they did something that took effort on their part. It's so wonderful to make a difference#and hope they can be proud of themselves too in that moment#man this took a positive turn.... this is something I've not really said before. but it is truly so joyful to congratulate people to me
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[ I am not biased about Nnoitra--- ( this is my current wordcount for my muses ) --- I plan on dropping Shinji, Muramasa and Ashitaka by the end of the year. Leaving me with three Bleach muses: Nnoitra, Byakuya and Mayuri. I might pick up a fourth Bleach muse ( you'll never guess who 8)) ) For my One Piece muses, I'm planning to keep them all. So overall I'll have three ( possibly 4 ) Bleach blogs, and three One Piece blogs. ]
#[ just lil update !! ]#[ i'm neglecting my other blogs BIG TIME so i really need to tidy things up ]#[ and settle for which blogs i want to keep ]#[ keeping byakuya was always set in stone bc after nnoitra he's easily my favorite bleach muse to write ]#[ --- even tho mayuri is my second fav character LOL ]#[ and i've been a lot more into one piece these days than bleach so ]#[ keeping all my op muses u v u ]#[ also i've been writing them for so many years that YEAH i'm attached ahaha ]#[ but yeah MAN OH MAN writing nnoitra really has taken up my entire writing schedule ]#toby post. ╱ out of character.
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