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And never let you go ♥
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#💟#Digital art#Full Art#Art#Edgar#Scriabin#It's that time of year again where I get real sappy about Vargas ♥ Because yes! Once again it is my own personal Vargasversary! 🎊 Yaaaay#Seven years now - I don't know what to do with seven years it feels like a hard to define number haha#Right in the middle between five years and ten years! A while to be certain but hard to define as a Long Time either hmm#Well whatever it doesn't matter <3 The important part is that I still love Vargas and them very much ♥♪#I actually didn't really have any specific plans for this Vargasversary :0 I haven't been drawing them much again#Other things have drawn my focus and attention hehe ♪#So I just kinda set my hand loose - no sketches on paper no defined idea - this is just what my hand/brain came up with in the moment#I'm pleased :) I think it accurately expresses how I feel about them hehe <3#I wrote down what ended up being the text/caption a couple months ago while I was in Big Love in their direction#I don't remember what inspired it anymore other than just - They ♥ Themst ♥ Do love them <3#I've planned my next reread now ♪ Barring anything drastic (like an update lol) I know when I'll be rereading next#I'm looking forward to it! :D As always hehe <3#It's still a bit a ways off which works well for recharging :)#And of course I'll be doing my usual in the meanwhile - this and the main anniversary and my sketchdumps and Requestober haha#The caption is as much me as it is Edgar after all <3#Even quiet and sleeping I still find them as a comfort - a place I find rest and joy in ♥#Inspiring and lovely and wonderful - pretty and tender and dear!#Oh and#Always finding a way to flip up the bottom of the shirt#Hehe <3
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So normal about them <33
#Kristen’s taller because she’s grown over the summer#cassandra stayed looking like sophomore year Kristen#because they’ve been left behind in sophomore year etc etc OUGHAGAJAG#they’re tragic to me#idk what happens yet obv but I feel like Cassandra is rly hanging onto sophomore Kristen#while Kristen’s trying to grow and change and such idk is this anything#to be created in the image of your only follower only for them to grow and change while you struggle with it#idk is this anything bc to me it’s everything#OH YEA I GOT DROP OUT BTW!!!! I WATCHED JUNIOR YEAR FIRST EP TODAY HENCE THE ART#FIRT JUNIOR YEAR FANART LETS GOOO#I am so unbelievably excited#IDK WHAT 2 WATCH NEXT… DECIDING BETWEEN BURROWS END AND THE SEVEN#anyways#cassandra fantasy high#kristen applebees#fantasy high#dimension 20#dimension 20 fantasy high#bug taffy’s art
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#logged back into my old wattpad account#i wish i didnt! /j#jc’s cawing#digging up some interesting memories#i joined seven years ago???? 2018????#i thought it would be earlier ngl#yknow im surprised i didnt get into any other typical 2018 fandoms besides mcyt#crazycraft…..#the amount of rpf i read at that time was crazy#deadass remember reading ldshadowlady x dandtdm fanfiction#i was a weird kid man#how do i have eleven followers what#THE KPOP FANFICTION. OH MY GOD 😭😭#if you mention bts around me im pretty sure i’ll go into cardiac arrest#im surpised i cant find anything undertale related since i had a fixation on that while i still used wattpad#i shipped ash and gladion ?????#dont know how to feel about that one#WHY AM I BEING RECOMMENDED DNF ONESHOTS.#‘It has sixteen years since House and Stacy have been droviced’ ??? 😭😭#looking at house md fanfics rn#blatant plagiarism! alright!#why can nobody on wattpad spell correctly dawg 😭😭#im lowkey trying to find this old mcyt fanfic that i read but i think the author deleted their account ☹️☹️#ARCHIVE YOUR THINGS MAN!!!!! sometimes people look back in seven years and think about ur fic and wanna read it and cringe!!!!!#oh i GOTTA see some hamilton fics#IM FUCKING XRYINGG#literally so stupid to be laughing over tjis but idc 😭😭#HELLO?????#heh… yandere laurens… 😈😈#crossposted ao3 fic spotted⁉️⁉️
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The sweetest, sweetest feeling
Is knowing full well that I draw better, understand anatomy better, and improving faster than them...
Sweet, sweet feeling, making me try harder, learn better, and practice with such high determination.
#I should not be mean at this hour but boi do these feelings arouse me and my ego#that betch#that unsightly pityful betch#oh but what's the point of having a shadow banned blog if not for stroking my ego this late at night#sweet dreams are made of this#who am i to disagree#I travelled the world and the seven seas#everybody is looking for something#Oh to be mean about some people eventhough they're not here#meanie meanie#humming with my eyes closed
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found literally THE funniest picture of me of all time. oh my god. i cannot stop cackling
#SEVEN MONTH OLD LULU VANDELAY JUST VIBING. DANGLING. IN A BABY SWING. I'M SO. OH MY GOD#FREE HER!!!!!!!!!!!!#there are so many shoeboxes full of pictures so sometimes i just pick a box up and spend a couple hours going through it.#they are NOT in order!! a box will span from like. 1987 to 2005. incroyable#so it's a fun trip. cute pictures of my parents of baby me of the whole family of my cousins of people i do not know!!#if i find a particularly fun one i take a picture of it and send it to my brother. i am saving this for when he comes over later though#(PROVIDING HE CAN. MIGHT SNOW. LINE MIGHTVE MOVED THOUGH SO WHO KNOWS either way it will also approach the single digits tonight!!)#it's just nice to look through them all!!!!! feels cozy!!!!!
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GGGGRRRAAAAAA I MISS MY SHORT HAIR
#i can't believe this length used to be my regular#i look good it looks fine i'm just so. it's too much hair#THERE'S TOO MUCH FUCKING SHIT ON ME!!!!!!! I DON'T EVEN WANNA BE AROUND ANYMORE!!!!!#<- not true just quoting itysl#the first line is true there's too much shit on me#god i think i've trimmed my bangs four times since my haircut#MY LAST HAIRCUT WAS IN JUNE? HOLY FUCKING SHIT i thought it was like . august or september oh my god#oh my god????? ohhh my god what the fuck#if i don't call to schedule my haircut tomorrow someone take me out back and shoot me and/or shave my head bc what the fuck#SEVEN MONTHS....this is seven months worth of growth. i feel ill.#trixie talks
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#Seven's Public Diary#vent#vent post#cw vent#cw vent post#can i go more than a fucking week without having my cptsd triggered again? pLEASE???#me and my haywire nervous system can't ever catch a fucking break i swear to god#at least i managed to get the Matt fic posted before that happened and ruined my night#literally three minutes after i hit post. something has to happen IRL and ruin my slight good mood. sigh. anyways#my chest still feels tight but my focus is coming back i think. lets hope the rest of the night is uneventful#anyways. uh. positives. got the Matt fic posted on here And Ao3! yay. after working on it the last two evenings it's officially done#i know i put way too much effort into my fics especially ones that will get very little readership but eh i can't help it#time spent doing something you enjoy is never time wasted or however the saying goes#uh oh. the stress injury in my neck is starting to feel tight again. that's probably not a great sign#i should try to relax. been sitting at my desk too much recently and my back's mad abt it too#i would unwind with some Genshin exploration grinding or smthn but that's just more desk sitting time#so hm. animal crossing in bed it is then#watch me say that then spend the next 3 hours on tumblr#i cant help it i want to update my pinned posts and fill my queue up some more#and i have some drafts to work on... still need to finish that Sun & Moon appearance guide for ES#maybe i'll pull an all-nighter. i need to fix my sleep schedule again. like badly. but then i risk a migraine. aaggghhhhhh#anyways this has been Venting and Bad Decision Making 101 thabks for coming to my TED talk#oh hey look at that i got a like on the Matt fic. mood slightly improved. thank u whoever u r <3
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current mood
#vent#like i know i shouldnt have made the jokes because that gave them permission to#but it was funny at first#and now i can’t make a single mistake or say anything without hearing the ‘oH yOuRe bLiNd UoUr OpInIoN iS iNvAlId”#i don’t mean to sound like a pussy but it hurts after a bit#i skipped going to volunteering for nearly a week because of it#i lied and said i was sick#but like i laughed at the jokes and i style try yo#but i know it’s gone too far to a point where if i say smth to them they’re just gonna scrutinize me for it#and tell me im looking for smth to complain about#but they got these seven year old children to start making fun of me#and i know it was my fault#but it’s just fucking miserable at this point#i hate saying it’s bullying because i feel like it’s not and i don’t wanna sound dramatic#and ig it’s not bullying#but it’s just annoying at this point#and i hate calling it ableism because i feel like my blindness doesn’t count as a disability#and people start babying me when i call it that#ig it counts as one because i’ll start getting state funds for it soon#but idk#i dunno im just so sick of it#i wish someone would stick up for me#because it’s not funny anymore#it just hurts#i sound like a pussy
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hadn’t really regressed in a While and i didn’t realize how much i missed/dareisay needed it until i had the free time and ability to do so over the last few days and i have to say. i’m feeling a bit better
#imagine that! the coping mechanism… helps!!! wow#Seven’s Small Thoughts#not tagging this as anything else bc this blog is really just a not-so-secret public diary#and im not really trying to gain any sort of following or participate in the community very much#i just wanna talk to the void abt regression every once in a blue moon y’know#i also feel like i don’t really belong in the community much/am not a Good Example of sfw agere since i’m very n/ s/ f/ w everywhere else#which is a double standard that i don’t hold others to but i feel like others will hold it against me??? and i’m just shy anyways#and not looking to interact. just wanna keep all this stuff tucked away in a side-blog#i also feel like a lot of the community likes to blog while actively regressed and i don’t wanna step in there as someone who isn’t#nothing wrong with it! at all! i just don’t have the capacity to since i go nonverbal when i regress. no thoughts head blissfully empty#anyways this wasn’t supposed to be a vent post let’s change the topic!#anywhooo what else did i come on here to say. oh yeah#i lowkey forgot how much regressing has helped me in the past until i was able to really indulge myself in it again recently#it’s so nice to just be small and hand someone else the reins and forget abt everything other than doing something you enjoy#maybe one day i’ll be at a point in my life where i can fully regress more freely and more often but for now i’ll take what i can get#i’m also excited because i’ve been thinking abt ordering a paci from this one specific seller#and yesterday saw that they’re dropping a new batch of fall/halloween themed ones today!!!#so now i’ve gotta make myself stay awake until 6pm so i can jump on it when they’re available#which is a small struggle considering my nocturnal sleep schedule but i will do it nonetheless#that crescent moon patterned one Will Be Mine#trying to decide between buttercup yellow and schoolbus yellow for the clip#i think i’m more drawn to the vibrancy of the schoolbus yellow honestly#eeeeeee i’m excited i’ve been wanting to treat myself to ordering from this shop for a g e s and im finally gonna do it
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finally began reading the infamous if. current mc is maverick/maeve de soto (they/she) & their band's name is VENUS' HAVEN, they are an alternative r&b for reasons unknown to me bc they have such a rock band vibes but whatever. probably a sevenmancer bc i love a good enemies to lovers and bc i can't have rowan 😔
#rena.txt#it took me under 3 seconds to like rowan. while reading his description i was already like this is my man. but okay. FINE. we ball#i still don't know what's the deal with maeve. they are cocky and arrogant but have a good heart. probably. maybe. i feel like she would#get involved in soo many scandals but idk. i will just have them flesh themself out and i'll just sit & look skfjskfsj#also i'm so not made for ifs tbh bc my attention span surely isn't on my side but i really like the vibe of the story so far :]#oh the band's first album is called far from home which i find funny (making me insane) since the name is venus haven so it's like. we are#far from that haven rn. we are going on a journey to get back there (through the albums) and idk love a storytelling through music#it has seven related reasons ofc bc i love drama skfjskdjs#also how are all my sexy mutuals pickings fcs for this like. this is the hardest job ever nothing fits as i want to HMM#also 2x. no idea if venus' haven is correct english or smth my grasp of this language sometimes it's so feeble when it comes to ' send help
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#periodical life updates#lets hope this one goes better than the last one </3#anyway hi everyone. im in an entirely different timezone during this trip so its actually mid afternoon right now#thats not what this is about though this is about how im EXCITED FOR ARTFIGHT AS USUAL!!! lemmy posted his s/is and theyre so cute <3#also the theme reveal is coming on the 23! i hope its enough time for the theme templates? i love doing the theme templates with everyone :#this'll be my seventh year participating holy sht!! ive been doing this for seven (7) years!!!!!!!!#ive been feeling like ive been improving in art every artfight but idk how i'll fare this year. i feel like ive been a bit stagnant#and i did some PRETTY KILLER PIECES LAST YEAR;;; who knows if i'll top it; especially with summer college classes UGH#miserable about that btw. college my beloathed forever and ever amen. :/ ive been meaning to fix a few characters profiles and add some too#FINALLY going to separate kelly and jace! kelly is now the bureau of balance halfling only <3 ive been redrawing a new design of her :>#she has cute pointed ears now heho!! and actual more fantasy-esque clothes to fit her universe <3 jace is getting a separate profile!#jace is now solely my sona and i look SO much more gender now with the haircut and i can post my refs <33#i also want to post agent and icarus and all the javelins but that means i have to draw them actually hfjkh <33#i should also actually add something to shen's profile hfkjfh i care more about xer worldbuilding than xer character i feel </3#IVE BEEN MEANING TO GET QUEUE BACK UP but everytime i look at my drafts i feel so tired </3 theres ART i want to reblog!!!#ough. some other time. okay! im gonna get my artfight discord channel back up and running for the new artfight season! let's go let's go!#oh and i'll be sure to announce which team im joining obviously hdjfdh it'll probably be the lighthearted one <3#some of the themes this year are a little off? (stars vs nebula? heart vs soul? arent those the same thing?) but im hoping for the best <3#okay frfr going now! hope for queue soon maybe if i have time/energy! working on artfight! lets goooooo!! <3
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“Forget a footnote or a chapter— I want the whole fucking history book!”
A moodboard for my @infamous-if mc Rorie Rose, she/her, lead singer of electronic/synth rock band rising//sinking.
#i need to make a playlist but the bands vibes are very much in line with infected mushroom's cover of black velvet#no but genuinely infamous is the funnest if demo i've read in a long time & i'm super excited for more#think i'm gonna go for seven's route first ft not realizing you're in love until it's too late#or maybe g... or august... idk yet actually i love every single ro so far *sobs*#misc facts abt rorie: Knows she's one of the best singers around you can't tell her otherwise.#says shit like 'oh come on i was /born/ to be a rock star it's basically written on my birth certificate'#but is actually really nice & polite lmao she's just very self assured#def told seven they'd be bigger than the beatles & was only half kidding#the r & s in the band name is the name is absolutely a reference to rorie & seven & she voted to keep it a duet#always ends up taking her shoes off on stage b/c she always wears heels & regrets it afterward b/c she's a jump all over the stage singer#loves to be a pest to orion but really respects him & his opinion deep down#low-key a flirt but doesn't really realize it + is very physically affectionate. Will sit on nearly anybody's lap if no chair is available#(she doesn't sit in chairs properly anyway lol. always wants to be on the counter or something)#(*kitty foreman voice* she likes to feel tall)#toes the fashion line between bohemian & whimsigoth- if it's got a skirt & looks like something a 70s era groupie would have worn? she's in#has multiple ear piercings mirrored nostrils a septum & a vertical labret. silver girlie.#idk just random little bits! slowly fleshing her out & obvi more will come as the story progresses ^^#if: infamous
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lookin at my framed pic of mine for comfort is the worst thing i could have ever conceptualized to do because instead of feeling any relief i can distinctly hear him in his godly english call me a dipshit
#snap chats#i should get a framed pic of daigo..... would he call me a dipshit maybe so but he'd be nicer about it... i think...#i already have him on my keyring tho... but what's another daigo pic huh. what's another bigger daigo pic#it's the fact i know my fuckin sister gon say he look like our dad again 😭#but anyway these are why i cant ever do oc/self-inset x canon shit#i know the character too well and value portrayal that i know in my heart we'd never get along and i'd be beaten with a fish in three second#not eveyrone else tho. your blorbos love you kings and queen and lieges#OH YEAH i dont even know why i feel down#logically i should be my happiest. Relatively Speaking#though you can't always logic your way through emotions sometimes you just have to feel them#because thats what emotions are numb nuts theyre feelings you FEEL them not everything has an explanation or logical solution#or the best 'logical solution' is just be humane about it#i just dont like being sad or down :( i wanna go for a walk but it's night now and i dont wanna get ganked#and i dont wanna gank anyone in self defense so#i'll stay in and uhhhhh refresh my socials :) oh wait i just got a comm i should prob sketch that at least gEUGH#gonna watch my hiji fancam seven times maybe then ill feel better
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i have never felt more dumb by a class than i did by language literacy when i was 15
#basically the worst part was i thought it was just gonna be and english ext type thing but no#now looking back at it i was in bottom english too so 2016 was the year i lost faith in the english department#anyways i remember my mum actually called the school and went ‘this class is making my daughter feel dumb and not in a good way’#literally its bc you selected her for it and then are reteaching her fucking english grammer#*granmar#enough on that tho at least i worked my way out#and there was no yearly either lol#i have stories about how fucking incompetent my schools english department made me feel 7 years ago but you know what? im fine now#gonna continue writing my silly stories out of fucking spite#that combined with my ex friend’s math test story is kinda fucked#basically in year seven they altered the questions in her’s and several other’s tests to make it easier#then when they did well it would “boost their confidence”#i repressed it fr and it just came back to me then#and i was like… oh thats the point i gave up on them! it was long before my yr 12 teacher decided to hate me!!!#they tried so hard to make me a woman in stem
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I'M SORRY BUT OGGE SHARING A WHOLE BUNCH OF THROWBACK THE FOOO CONSPIRACY STUFF ON HIS INSTAGRAM STORIES HELLO????? AJO GREAT IDEA WHY DON'T I JUST BREAK DOWN AND CRY FOR THE REST OF THE NIGHT THANKS
#AND I HAD TO FIND IT OUT ON OSCAR'S SHARED INSTA STORY FROM HIM OUT OF ALL THINGS PÅ JÄVLA RIKTIGT NU#AND THEN AND THEN I HAD TO FUCKIN PULL UP THEIR VV FIRST KANGAROOS VID FROM GOOGLE SEARCH BEFORE I FINALLY GOT THE MEMO BITING CLAWING ETC.#THIS IS *THE* MOMENT OH MY GOD 10 YEARS OF THE FOOO BOYS I AM SO FULL OF EMOTIONS AND MEMORIES AND PURE P A I N#YES I'VE ONLY KNOWN THEM FOR ROUGHLY SEVEN MONTHS (ONE MONTH SHY OF ONE YEAR IF YOU FIRST COUNT OMAR THOUGH) BUT IT FEELS LIKE FOREVER NOW#TBH IT'S GONNA BE FOREVER ONCE I GET MY TFC-INSPIRED TATTOO HAHAHSHSJD MANIFESTINGGG THAT'S HOW SERIOUS I AM ABOUT THEM#THIS IS ALSO EXTRA OUCH ON MY HEART (IN A GOOD WAY) WHAT WITH FO&O AND LOWKEY OGGE ERASURE BUT LOOK HOW PROUD HE IS OF THEM. FUCK I AM TOO#AND JUST THE FACT THAT THEY'RE ALL STILL FRIENDS TO THIS VERY DAY TOO I AM GONNA GNAW OFF MY ARM THINKING ABT IT AHHHHHH (;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`)#I LOVE THEM ALL SO MUCH AND I MISS THEM EVEN MORE ;-; FELIX OSCAR OMAR OGGE ARE MY RIDE AND DIES IDC I'M IN THIS FOR LIFE <3#apologies for cryshitposting on this blog that i still haven't properly started up. man fuck work but also i might just make some fooo gifs#as a celebration. also to appease ye olde hyperfixating adhd brainworms heheh (cry for help)#fo&o#tfc#the fooo conspiracy#olly molander#olle
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Love when media makes theological points that it is very clearly not trying to make but accidentally does a brilliant job with.
#YOU GET IT#star wars#look at my guys#literally this is how i finally got my mom to understand (sort of) my star wars obsession#like she's always KNOWN i love star wars#(fun fact when i was little- like four years old- she was genuinely worried to send me to school because she thought that#my brain would be so full of star wars that i wouldn't actually learn anything)#but then when i got hardcore back into it a year ago and rewatched the clone wars for the first time since i was like seven#this is how i finally made her understand#anyway!!!#pro-life#also by the way the reason i am riyo chuchi's number one fan#i was watching her episodes in tbb especially and was like. oh. i know this feeling. i argue for basic human rights like every day#to a world of people who won't listen to me. my girl is a voice for the voiceless and i love her for that
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