#oh gods help)

[fuxking-witchy]

I don’t think ppl in my everyday life understand how much I’m masking 24/7

Like… I am 10000% clingier and weirder than you have any idea of….

ESPECIALLY/MOSTLY WITH MY PARTNERS?!?!?!

Like I’m sorry but if you’re mine/I’m yours, that applies all the time???

I’m so fucking obsessive it’s not even funny. Not to the toxic level… I don’t think??? But like definitely to a degree most people don’t expect… cause I am SO FUCKING CHILL NORMALLY. Special interests? Locked up or toned down. My sexuality/gender identity??? Mostly forgot about by 90% of the people who know me, even with me reminding them. My self-expression, art, confidence, etc etc etc?!?!!! Nope. Not even HALF as fucking insane as it could be.

And my moods swing like a fucking pendulum in an earthquake?!! I’m touchy, then hate touch, talking a mile a minute, then mute, etc etc also I’m kind of high and it’s setting into my bones right now and the trains of thought are just floating away and dissolving.

THE POINT of this very crazy long ramble is: people don’t understand or expect my level of absolute adoration and dedication the second I decide they’re mine. It’s overwhelming and terrifying to people who aren’t expecting it and I know a helluva a lot of them are like “ew but you were just so normal a second ago”. Fuck them, fuck that, I’ll obsess over my loves if I damn-well want to…..

….so anyone want that????

[theclaravita]

Live with Dwarf Fortress!

I finagled my finances to buy this. It better be worth it. Considering my obsession with micromanagement and simulation games from years past, this promises to scratch an itch that hasn't manifested in almost a decade. Let's find out together!

Check me out below! >:D

[spr0utsies]

[angstflavoured]

i dont think bill would be used to someone actually liking him.... especially as much as ford did like it was embarrassing

[anne-is-confused]

only you.

[cas-dyke]

remember when castiel made a death deal that hinged on him experiencing true happiness and he was like “they don’t know i know this hack: that will never happen”

[who-always-pays-their-taxes]

Tim’s workaholic tendencies are so funny. Imagine this boy is sooo high on pain meds and trying so desperately to type up a report but it’s just “the susspetttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttggffggggggggg g gg. g” but bc he’s so out of it he’s like “i am doing so well at report writing” and so he submits it- confidentially might i add. Batman receives it like “this is obviously a coded message, my son needs help.”

[artist-rat]

some epilogue vibes (an excuse to draw some hugs. and my durge so many times)

[spellboundcities]

I've spent pretty much all day drawing @xmaruu11 and @kitsuneisi 's DDVAU

(ft some posts edited from Maruu!! )

[petrichorvoices]

AROMANTICISM. YOU AGREE. REBLOG

[literarymerritt]

Thinking about Them 🥺

Art Tumblr | Twitter

[puppppppppy]

sniffrin ^_^

[triona-tribblescore]

Soooo uhhh, I watched Sonic 3...

Anyway completely irrelevant but guess what has made a comeback for my brain?

[aloneandaloe]

WAIT WAIT WAIT WAIT WAIT WAIT WAIT

Rio stretches her face towards Agatha the moment she is closest while walking around her?!

DID RIO WANT THE KISS AT THAT PRECISE INSTANT? 😭😭😭😭😭😭

[fincherly]

my gf was looking through wesker's wiki page (as you do) and sent me this

and i lost my shit bc it just seems like they're looking at him like girls look at a weird bug

[wistfulenchantress]

completed.

EDIT: this has now, as of this edit, reached over 2,000 notes. And I have started doing the things. My life is still far from perfect, but I genuinely do scroll through all the replies and reblogs and watch people get other people to help and reassure me and check on me and it makes me feel so much more loved than i normally do. i'm even going to bed earlier because you said i should. i love all of you so much, and i owe you 2,053 times. all my love, witch.

ORIGINAL POST:

ok here goes. i haven't taken enough care of myself recently. so here we go

if this reaches 100 notes i will start doing yoga again, to help with my anxiety COMPLETE (how you guys are insane)

if this reaches 200 notes i'll start studying more and putting in more effort COMPLETE (o my gosh)

if it reaches 500 i will actually try my best to exercise for the right reasons, instead of random bursts of self-hatred/body hatred COMPLETE (i posted this yesterday evening)

if this reaches 700 notes i will try my absolute best to fix my sleep schedule COMPLETE (ok this is insane)

if this reaches 1000 notes i will be more honest with my therapist COMPLETE (dammit you guys ilysm but this is gonna be hard)

if this reaches 2300 notes i will be more honest with myself about why i am turning to tumblr for this kind of thing and write a poem about it. (this one is a joke since i think 5000 is impossible, and i will write a poem for you guys anyway. i love you) (i’ve now changed this to a more reasonable goal - one really close to what i have now - because honestly i want you guys to succeed because the fact that people are still on this post is insane and it makes me smile.) AND COMPLETE! (i love every person who interacted with this post so much it isn’t even funny. all my gratitude and adoration, witch)

this ends at the beginning of may. you can spam i guess i have 35 followers it prob wont even reach 100. but go ahead, tumblr, do your thing. lol