#oh gods help

[fuxking-witchy]

I don’t think ppl in my everyday life understand how much I’m masking 24/7

Like… I am 10000% clingier and weirder than you have any idea of….

ESPECIALLY/MOSTLY WITH MY PARTNERS?!?!?!

Like I’m sorry but if you’re mine/I’m yours, that applies all the time???

I’m so fucking obsessive it’s not even funny. Not to the toxic level… I don’t think??? But like definitely to a degree most people don’t expect… cause I am SO FUCKING CHILL NORMALLY. Special interests? Locked up or toned down. My sexuality/gender identity??? Mostly forgot about by 90% of the people who know me, even with me reminding them. My self-expression, art, confidence, etc etc etc?!?!!! Nope. Not even HALF as fucking insane as it could be.

And my moods swing like a fucking pendulum in an earthquake?!! I’m touchy, then hate touch, talking a mile a minute, then mute, etc etc also I’m kind of high and it’s setting into my bones right now and the trains of thought are just floating away and dissolving.

THE POINT of this very crazy long ramble is: people don’t understand or expect my level of absolute adoration and dedication the second I decide they’re mine. It’s overwhelming and terrifying to people who aren’t expecting it and I know a helluva a lot of them are like “ew but you were just so normal a second ago”. Fuck them, fuck that, I’ll obsess over my loves if I damn-well want to…..

….so anyone want that????

[theclaravita]

Live with Dwarf Fortress!

I finagled my finances to buy this. It better be worth it. Considering my obsession with micromanagement and simulation games from years past, this promises to scratch an itch that hasn't manifested in almost a decade. Let's find out together!

Check me out below! >:D

[spr0utsies]

[angstflavoured]

i dont think bill would be used to someone actually liking him.... especially as much as ford did like it was embarrassing

[cas-dyke]

remember when castiel made a death deal that hinged on him experiencing true happiness and he was like “they don’t know i know this hack: that will never happen”

[spellboundcities]

I've spent pretty much all day drawing @xmaruu11 and @kitsuneisi 's DDVAU

(ft some posts edited from Maruu!! )

[petrichorvoices]

AROMANTICISM. YOU AGREE. REBLOG

[literarymerritt]

Thinking about Them 🥺

Art Tumblr | Twitter

[fincherly]

my gf was looking through wesker's wiki page (as you do) and sent me this

and i lost my shit bc it just seems like they're looking at him like girls look at a weird bug

[puppyeared]

sniffrin ^_^

[artist-rat]

some epilogue vibes (an excuse to draw some hugs. and my durge so many times)

[wistfulenchantress]

completed.

EDIT: this has now, as of this edit, reached over 2,000 notes. And I have started doing the things. My life is still far from perfect, but I genuinely do scroll through all the replies and reblogs and watch people get other people to help and reassure me and check on me and it makes me feel so much more loved than i normally do. i'm even going to bed earlier because you said i should. i love all of you so much, and i owe you 2,053 times. all my love, witch.

ORIGINAL POST:

ok here goes. i haven't taken enough care of myself recently. so here we go

if this reaches 100 notes i will start doing yoga again, to help with my anxiety COMPLETE (how you guys are insane)

if this reaches 200 notes i'll start studying more and putting in more effort COMPLETE (o my gosh)

if it reaches 500 i will actually try my best to exercise for the right reasons, instead of random bursts of self-hatred/body hatred COMPLETE (i posted this yesterday evening)

if this reaches 700 notes i will try my absolute best to fix my sleep schedule COMPLETE (ok this is insane)

if this reaches 1000 notes i will be more honest with my therapist COMPLETE (dammit you guys ilysm but this is gonna be hard)

if this reaches 2300 notes i will be more honest with myself about why i am turning to tumblr for this kind of thing and write a poem about it. (this one is a joke since i think 5000 is impossible, and i will write a poem for you guys anyway. i love you) (i’ve now changed this to a more reasonable goal - one really close to what i have now - because honestly i want you guys to succeed because the fact that people are still on this post is insane and it makes me smile.) AND COMPLETE! (i love every person who interacted with this post so much it isn’t even funny. all my gratitude and adoration, witch)

this ends at the beginning of may. you can spam i guess i have 35 followers it prob wont even reach 100. but go ahead, tumblr, do your thing. lol

[rowanisawriter]

Thanatos’s sprite being so intimidating with his scythe and his scowl and his pale eyes is actually so funny since it turns out he’s the most ridiculous character in the game and says shit like “what are we” and “i miss not feeling anything” and he gives you his little toy mouse that he’s just had in his pocket since he was a kid and his own mother confirms that he’s a category 1 yearner

[swamp-gremlin]

RoadBlasters Incident 1987

[danandfuckingjonlmao]

dnp are so much worse than we could ever be. they bully us for being like omg they touched and then sit there screaming and giggling and kicking their feet because omg dan helped phil sort his fringe out in 2015 that’s soooo sweet!1!!1!!!!! 😭😭😭 omg did you see how they communicated without words?? 😱 they are so in tune with each other they have such a powerful connection 🥹🥰😆 so cute how dan was looking out for phil soulmate shit fr 🥺 let’s watch it again 😝😍🤣😵🤭🫨 like shut the fuck up?? fucking phannies?? you’re so embarrassing??

[gatoburr0]

Hehe hiii samurai shiver Hii um!!

Also yes I designed the tattoos from scratch and I still gotta do the one on her back 😪