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Um. hi. your fanart of Marcy waking up from a nightmare is probably my favorite piece of Amphibia fanart ever. curious what was going through your head when you made it. also what are your headcannons/thoughts about The Core, Marcy, what she experienced while under its control, and its lasting effects on her?
holy shit dude, thanks? i don’t know what i did to deserve all this nice stuff you’re saying, but thanks. also the tags on the reblog were not aggressive or mean or anything, they actually made me super happy to see! i’m really glad you like it.
coming back after writing all the stuff, there’s a lot so i’m putting a ‘keep reading’ thing. seriously there’s so much
what was going through my head… hm. it’s like, i imagine Marcy having lots of nightmares about things that happened to her, or things that could have happened, stuff like that. i’ve read a lot of fanfic so now i really like the idea of her clutching her shirt when remembering being impaled. or even just for comfort, to know that her weakest point is covered in moments of terror. also she’s crying. sobbing. the only times she recovers quickly after bad nightmares is when she’s with the others.
i really like the idea of the Core not only sticking her in a box in her mind, but also showing her things. like to keep her from trying to get out. can’t resist if your mind is shattered and devoid of hope! anyway i mean like using the illusions to show her various things, situations, people. more peaceful ones where she’s with her girls, only to realize they aren’t there. terrifying ones where they make her live through her worst memories, her betrayal (of her and by her), her death, her torture and possession. twisted situations where Anne and Sasha proclaim that they can’t be seen with her, they can’t trust her, even hate her for what she’s done. sometimes the Core sticks her in unending darkness so they don’t have to think of anything, or if they’re focused on something else and need her out of the way (this is where the thing about being unable to sleep or feel safe in complete darkness is from). sometimes they’ll make a fake scene where it seems as though she is being shown what her body is doing, she can see through her eyes, and then she hurts people. kills people. sometimes it will be real, but she doesn’t know that, and she will still hurt people. when whoever in the Core in charge of her is feeling particularly cruel, they’ll do a simulation of her being saved. rescued. freed. forgiven. she’s finally with her girls. but. she isn’t. she’s still here. of course they didn’t save her, why would they? she’s a horrible person, and she did so much unforgivable stuff? why would they ever want to save someone like her? (shit this is long, yeesh. well i’m having fun soo-) sometimes Anne and Sasha kill her as she’s possessed, because she needs out of the way, and her life doesn’t matter anyway. sometimes they free her and then take their fury at her out on her by hurting her.
recovery from that is incredibly hard. when she’s rescued, she doesn’t believe it. firmly denies it, hides from them, tries to keep them from hurting her, curls into a ball and refuses to acknowledge them. because they aren’t real, they aren’t. hasn’t she been through this enough? it takes the others a while to convince her she’s in reality, and that yes, they do really forgive her. she’s actually completely free.
later in life she has trouble discerning reality from her nightmares. she has insane trust issues. she can’t walk, not by herself. she’s terrified of fire, because fire is what impaled her, killed her, and fire is the color of the eyes that haunt her. a small zap of static electricity is enough to send her into a flashback of her possession, of the chair, of fire and lightning and code flowing into her, burning burning burning. once someone tried to calm her by grabbing her wrists, which only sent her further. the cuffs. they chained her down. she can’t move she can’t move! the color orange makes her nervous, if there’s too much of it she half convinced they’ve taken over somehow and tinted her vision the color of her nightmares. (looking at this you’d really think i’d be able to write something. i should write something) sudden complete darkness, such as someone turning off a light without warning, has her half believing whatever just happened wasn’t real, that the Core got bored and stuck her in the darkness. sound and small lights can help her come back to reality. sound because the Core wouldn’t let sound into their void, that would defeat the point! and small lights because if it all comes back quickly it just means the simulation has been turned back on. better to show her something small but concrete. Anne and Sasha have gotten really good at realizing when she needs a reality check, and then knowing her to ground her. (btw she doesn’t move away because i need her to have a support system. she might actually go crazy if she’s separated from her friends) ( whAT THE FUCk-?? this is so long! i need to wrap up! holy shiiiit) Marcy likes to hold their hands to help her remember where she is. physical touch is very grounding. the Core could never get it right so it’s even more so. after some nightmares she flinches from touch, so other things are needed, but once she’s returned from the hell in her mind she needs touch. sometimes weighted blankets help to ground her when she feels as though she might almost float away, sometimes they chain her down and trap her beneath the weight of all her mistakes.
there’s probably more, but if i kept going i’ll just have written a whole ass fic in an ask answer. hope you liked it! if not idk what i can give you (you’ll like it, because it’s great)
i don’t think i’ve ever written things out like things before, i should do that more. it helped to have specific questions, so thanks man i guess? heh.
#aspynn emerges#amphibia#marcy wu#the core#trauma#cw talk of trauma#and stuff#marcy is having absolutely no fun#i mean holy shit#how the fuck did i write so much#what the hell#oh btw guy that asked#thanks so much#also it was nice to have someone like my art#i haven’t had much inspiration recently#or positive feedback#or just people saying they like it#so your comments made me super happy#i really need to write something#<333333333
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Hands are too shaky these days
#this is old art from july that i never got around to posting. think of it as a surprise treat :)#i wish i had the energy or the creative drive to draw more them i am still insane about them but idk idk#drawing things that are at least canon adjacent is taxing. idk. would you guys like if i went off the hook with it?#oh btw dw bout me guys I'm alright and when i say stuff like this^^^ im not like forcing myself to draw or anything#I've got a healthy relationship with these stuff i like to think. nust helps when there's extra motivation#anyway you didn’t ask for this rant uhhhh loss of fine motor skill post revival (re: disability) my beloved#hope you're doing swell and that you enjoy <3#dsmp fanart#cwilbur#cquackity#my art#ctntduo#fennec.art
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drew a fuckton of emesis blue soldier because i want him to be happy (<- does not draw him happy)
(and some medics and demos and spy)
the medic and soldier doodle at the end is based on a fic i wrote right here: (fic) ((im also writing a prequel to that literally right now because emesis blue and tf2 has be in a deathgrip))
Update: here's the other (fic)
#tf2#tf2 fanart#tf2 fanfiction#team fortress 2#tf2 soldier#tf2 demoman#tf2 medic#tf2 spy#emesis blue#emesis blue fanart#emesis blue medic#this is stupid#tf2 au#demosoldier#boots n bombs#soldierdemo#demomedic#jagerbombs#soldiermedic#fruit scones#rocket surgery#soldic#fuck you im tagging these as ships#to feed the sillies#im an anarchist through and through and i love enjoying ships that are noticeably less popular#forgot medics grey hairs but oh well#you guys can send asks about the au btw#itd be fun#sleeperart
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Hello, what is goetd super race theory?
In the world of ASOIAF, the Golden Empire of Yi Ti, far to the east, is a pretty blatant expy of China. One of their myths -- and it is only their myth, nobody else's -- is the Great Empire of the Dawn, the legendary empire that preceded their own. The Yi Ti imperial dynasties are named after colors (for example, Lo Tho, Lo Duq, Lo Han, and Lo Bu were Scarlet Emperors), but their mythological ancestors were named after various gemstones. The Great Empire is pretty obviously based on the Chinese myth of the Three Sovereigns and Five Emperors, and is perfectly straightforward worldbuilding. There's some interest to current ASOIAF since the end of the Great Empire of the Dawn is connected to Yi Ti's legends of the Long Night, and since the Pearl Emperor established the Five Forts (a historical echo of the Wall and likely serving a similar purpose), but that's about all that's really relevant.
However. Because Dany's dream of her Targaryen ancestors used gemstone colors to describe their eyes, a theory has been built up that the Great Empire of the Dawn was not merely Yi Ti (Chinese) mythology, but the ancestors of Valyrians from millenia ago. According to the theory, this master race also founded House Hightower and House Dayne and thus they look Chinese no wait sorry they're all silver-gold haired and purple eyes except they're not, like you'd think if those particular traits were meant to be relevant for House Hightower they would have been mentioned once in all of ASOIAF (excluding Alerie Hightower, who's in her 40s and thus her silver hair may just be prematurely grey).
I find this theory to unfortunately echo various "master race" elements of Theosophy and Nazi race science, in addition to erasing the actual our-world cultural inspiration of the Great Empire. (This sort of thing is why an artist decided to make the Maiden-Made-of-Light, a Yi Ti goddess, a blonde white girl and based on Selene, instead of, idk, Ameratsu or Doumu.) I really truly dislike the theory and everything connected with it, and the fact that it's all built up over a misreading of one line makes it all the more frustrating to me. Like, I don't care for a particular theory Youtuber for most of his crack nonsense, among other reasons, but this one is especially bad.
Of course, the fact that House Hightower also gets hit with the Citadel-related southron ambitions theory and maester anti-magic conspiracy theory, which do have some standing, but have been blown up by paranoid ASOIAF video theorists on youtube and Tiktok to make them the eugenical secret breeders of all the noble houses and the secret reason for anything bad that ever happened to House Targaryen ever and the manipulators of all historical texts so the only true facts are the ones that put your blorbos in a good light, to the point that I've started calling this paranoia "the Protocols of the Elders of Hightower" -- anyway, the fact the Hightowers have these diametrically opposed fan theories attached to them, is something I'd find hilarious if it didn't depress me so much about fandom. 🤷♀️
#we so desperately need another book#asoiaf#asoiaf meta#valyrianscrolls#asoiaf theories#crack theories#the great empire of the dawn#yi ti#valyria#house hightower#house dayne#oh fandom#btw no i'm not naming names of that yt theory guy or the tiktokers or redditors they're not hard to google tyvm#but yeah anyway when artists draw geotd emperors as valyrian and not asian it is really damn bad so please don't do that#anonymous asks
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aug - early sep log
#kind of proud bc im slowly getting used to sketching#well not really but i got a lot quicker which was really nice as ive been so busy...i missed drawing them#for some reason people have been coming up to me to tell me their ideas WAY more than ive had it so lets make it a regular thing...#guys...straight up i WILL go insane with u. its how people make friends here anyways so go for it#im insanely tired with work so who knows...what if i drew your r27 fantasies too#OH speaking of i still have some asks i havent drawn 😭 one about r27 that ive been rereading (since its from a fic) but its SO GOOD#im so sorry if u see this youre the only one that sent a fic btw. i love you your work is amazing#katekyo hitman reborn#r27#sawada tsunayoshi#reborn
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saw a cloud that looks like rayman today.
That's bonkers. Anyway let me make an oc based off of this rq 🏃♂️ 🏃♂️
This is Straytus!! I don't have an in depth personality or gender/sexuality, so I'm open for ideas!
All I got it's that they're a soft pathetic fella who's besties with a super hyper, party obsessed fella (Rayve)
I don't have any lore, but I do have some ideas. If y'all do wanna see more of the introverted cloud guy and they're extroverted buddy tell me
Heck, even give me requests idk dude I like their designs
(Thanks for the ask btw >:] )
#that guy that answers#oh btw. rayve is like funky rays werid cousin#also. asker if you wanna be like co-owner hit me up#you have a fair share in their development since you took the picture lmao#rayve is mine tho /silly#shush i know straytus isnt a stratus cloud#its the only cloud type that could fit in the “ray” naming scheme#rayman#fanart#digital art#rayman fanart#ubisoft#rayman games#rayman origins#rayman legends#rayman oc#oc#oc art#original character art#original character#rayman ubisoft#straytus#rayve#oc reference#ask#cloud#party
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I was gonna do a pinup but he kept posing cute idk what happened
#only half genuine#hes just not the pinup type of character#oh this is why I only paint certain characters btw#esp in certain ways#they just wouldnt like it or pose like that ever so#cant get it out of my brain to be too ooc#I could force it but it would feel forced and not be fun for me#random art philosophy from me HAHAHAHAHHAHHA#deo why do you draw the same guys#the other characters dont want me to. they asked me politely.#also this morning I forgot to take my meds and I was getting rlly pissed#and my partner was like hey. did you forget...#WILD HOW MUCH THEY DO...#anyways this is cute and I love them so much#luciel my beloved...#luciel#can not wait for people to get to meet him#incredible character. so fun to write.#esp in contrast to zagan#we were legion
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If Robbie can't kiss... Would he let himself be kissed?
Even like this?
(btw, sorry i love Robbie so much-)
WAA THATS SO CUTE CJJDJDJDJ
#Oh my fuggin god would he love really bad puns#He already really enjoy’s Barnaby’s bad puns KDHFHD#HEHE HIS NOSE STICKIN OUT#JDHCHDJDJDJ#After that post I made of him gettin no smooches I immediately got a bunch of Robbie smooches asks LMAOO#SUPER CUTE BTW YOUR GUY’S LIL SHIPS ARE ADORABLE#AUGHHFDHHDDJDJD#Good day to be a Robbie LMAOO#Imagine being a beetle smoocher 🫵🥄
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yayyyy finally i can post my wonderful poopsies 💖
#minecraft#steve minecraft#alex minecraft#herobrine#<- the cool guy with no fandom tag at the end#enderman#? whatever#artsbotz#i was gonna post more stuff abt them below the cut but actually#i already did that on another post. so i cant be fucked to retype#and i dont want to say everythingggg abt thwm at once#but im gonna do one of those like oc sheet templates w them#might even make my own. for my own sick desires#guysssss. do u like them. i love themmm#btw they r all trans and autistic. peace and love#my hero design is actually like crazy funny. literally ocification has occurred#idgaf 🖕 hes my kin i can do what i want#ohhhh oh i rlly wish i cld have drawn more of them recently b4 the ideas left my brain but i have noooo time#<- busy playing mc#ask me things abotu them. if you desire. i shall answer POST HASTE#i literally have one million fun facts abt them i cld say i just tried to stick to design specific stuff
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sorta not-too-shitty stepdad stan takes tate fishing
(he’s that weird guy who’s always with his dad when tate visits on the weekends after his parents’ divorce)
#HIIII PORTAL PARTNERS AU MAKES A COMEBACK !!!!!!!#stan & fidd work together. fidd gets divorced. fidd gets tate on the weekends (they kid-proof the shack & keep him away from the portal ofc)#fidd never goes crazy. stan and fidd are always together.#stan takes tate fishing. tate likes fishing. he grows up to run that bait shop.#when i originally posted abt my version of portal partners somebody on tiktok asked about where tate is in it#and i like to think he keeps a good relationship with his dad in this au :]#& in extension a good relationship with stan#figured i had to draw something about it#stan makes him a little fishing hat btw (just like how he did for mabel & dipper)#i didn’t draw it but his hat says tater on it#anyway#ummm trusty ol instagram stories#i swear i’m only drawing things on there recently so all of the stuff i’m posting sucks a little bit LOLLLLL#eh#oh well#gravity falls#fiddlestan#(technically)#stanley pines#tate mcgucket#gravity falls fanart#gravity falls au#portal partners au#gravity falls portal partners au#<- that’s what i’m calling my version of Stan & Fidd Work On The Portal Together And Become Gay Old Men btw if u didn’t know#my art#rystiart#yeahg. hey guys
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i’m my mind, mario’s casual fits are all checkered low-top vans, jorts and “eat sleep game repeat” or racing tour shirts and luigi looks like he puts granola in his yogurt. like visor caps and fanny packs. i’m talking socks with the sandals, people
#and they’re both stylish about it don’t get me wrong#btw luigi has an arsenal of jean skirts and also there’s probably quite a few items that him and mario share#source: the select shirts that me and my older sib take shared custody over bc we both love them sm#oh and before you ask. yes. mario is all aviators and luigi is oversized plastic rims. all the way#guys i need to draw i need to DRAW !!!!!#ohhh btw btw luigi wears a digital watch and mario mooches off him for the time#i don’t care that the smb movie gave them iphones. i simply disagree!#smb#luigi#mario#also mario’s hairline is quickly receding. not even related i just needed to get that off my chest#mario will have a bald spot the size of a landing pad by the time he’s 40 meanwhile luigi will be luscious locks in the nursing home#oh fuck the image of jerry seinfeld and george costanza standing next to one another popped in my head .#that’s cursed. however! gives you an idea of what i mean here
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o wait before i start posting any pics.. i was thinking that maybe.. you guys could help me liquify this gender some more by switching up what you call me.... DON'T GET ME WRONG I LOVE . LOVE LOVE LOVE WHEN YOU USE HE/HIM AND JUST OVERALL LIKE MORE MASC STUFF THAT'S SOOO MMMMMMMMMSO FUCKING GOOD like i don't get to feel that irl at all so it really does make me so happy but i've just been thinking abt TRYING to switch it up more yk? does this even make sense...... . hhhh anyway i might won't even like it and i'll want to just go back to hehim but i wanna try... JUST TO SWITCH IT UP.
#i think the only term that is incredibly questionable is “queen” lmao#idk i have some personal beef with that one#MAN I REALLY MIGHT JUST DELETE THIS IN LIKE FIVE MINUTES#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#WHY DON'T I KNOW WHAT I WANT#i'm not asking you to fully drop the he him but just maybe.. use she her every once in a while..#I'M GONNA EXPLODE WHY IS THIS THE WEIRDEST POST EVER TO MAKE WHAT IS GENDER CAN SOMEBODY TELL ME#btw if anybody happens to be wondering why i don't just use they/them#iii just don't feel anything towards those#personally#like they don't make me feel like anything while he him and she her are more like yes:3333#does.. does that even make sense#oh my god#there are question marks flying around my head#i read this fic the other day#which is in my drafts i need to add tags to it#but the op just.. like made my brain grow two sizes#bc they made the reader genderfluid and then proceeded to use both “girlfriend” and “boyfriend” throughout the fic and i just#HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#how do i .. get that#asghdhsaghdasghdshagdhgas#GUYS LOOK I'M GONNA SPIRAL I'M JUST GONNA HIT POST#ENOUGH#mayor of loserville#mickey vs gender#10 - 17#I'M LOSING AGAIN OHHH FUCK OFF
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Hey just wanted to let you know the YouTube shorts found you. Yeah you're in one of those Minecraft parkour vids now.
oh my god they turned me into a minecraft parkour youtube short. they fucking censored my swearing and confined me to a short!!!!!!!!!
#I CANT BELIEVE THIS#oh god that might be the guy whos video i ended up in last time idk#really funny post to grab. its so nothing. but whatever#thanks for sharing with me i really appreciate that#asmallcommitteeoffrogs#<- LOVE THAT USERNAME BTW#nondescript ask
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I love your Iris and Dahlia concepts for your ace avian au! But I have one question. How does Phoenix not notice "Dahlia's" wing colour change? Does Iris tell him a bad excuse he accepts because he's too much of a simp to question her? Does she temporary dye her wings to match Dahlia's or do you have another idea?
i think i explained this briefly in the og post, but I'll expand on it a bit here!~~
While there are ways of getting feathers to a (close to) pure white color, it is difficult. (i.e. bleach turns them golden). The Hawthornes assumed getting the necklace back would be quick, so Iris deemed it unnecessary to go through the trouble. (oh how they were mistaken)
Instead, she paints her feathers. I imagine with a spray paint, similar to ones that exist for hair. The paint washes away in water and has a noticable texture (for the sake of this world though, it's unnoticable just via eyesight).
(Bit of worldbuilding for context:) Touching/grooming someone's wings shows a strong bond. (This can be platonic, familial, or romantic.) However, for romantic partners, it's usually considered more intimate than something like kissing. Iris ofc doesn't want Phoenix to know she's been painting her feathers. (Phoenix is a boundary respecting king) (pls pretend i drew the necklace i forgor >.<)
Phoenix trusts her completely. The guilt Iris feels over the deceipt and inability to reciprocate leads her to always wear gloves when touching his wings.
Maybe he does eventually touch her wings near the end of it all, if only by accident, even. Maybe he brings it up with her, and she makes up some excuse about "I thought you'd think less of me if you knew my natural color". (he ofc says he wouldn't care). Phoenix never gets to see her real wing color though, before everything with Doug Swallow...
(And maybe, as Dahlia is carted off to prison, Phoenix brushes her wingtip, but he doesn't feel the paint..)
#ace attorney#ace avian#okart#ask#okramblings#phoenix is the type of guy to wear a scarf throughout the whole year (even in california)#ik because i was that guy too#oh forgot to mention but dahlia suggested she injest the poison.. to which iris adamantly refused (good for her)#kinda funny how of the two drawings ive made for this au that are like; obviously ship drawings#one is feeniris#nothing against feeniris ofc LOL it's just not what i expected to be the 2nd one LOL#btw the end bit is just a hypothetical of a situation..#i also love the idea he's just too much of a simp to care#so maybe also there's a moment where some of the dye has washed off and he's like#?????? dollie whats that why are your feathers brown#and she's just like.... “dirt?”#and he's like “okay <33 :DDD”
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I was bound to draw The Outsiders-Amrev crossover at some point. What better way to start then with my favorite tragedies?
#alexander would try and 'woo' all the soc-girls right in front of john just to piss him off<3#alexander hamilton#john laurens#the outsiders#laurens gets into bar fights weekly btw#hes just like that#my art#lil doodles#literally dont ask me why his hair is so light#hes out in the sun a lot or something#I FORHOT HIS FRECKLES OH MY FUCKING GOD#its fine. its fine guys...#ill live..#amrev x the outsiders
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fuck you look at my awesome super strong pokemon right now.
they are tired because they just got done training. so proud of them.
#ooc: HE ISN'T IN PALDEA BTW HES ON PASIO PLEASE GUYS.#rival silver#silver pokemon#pkmn irl#rotomblr#ask blog#pokeblr#pokemon#pokemon rp#pkmnirl#pokemon ask blog#irl pkmn#pkmn blog#pkmn rp#feraligatr#ho-oh#ho oh#tyranitar#Sneasel
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