#oh and ehhh

[stellarhistoria]

i, oh my god. i have to rant (affectionate) for a little bit

my neurologist today was new to me (my old neurologist?? yeet. dunno where she went, really, but it was a year since i saw anybody) so we went through the normal routine of check up and getting used to someone new and their nurse, that's fine. i know that routine.

but she noticed that i was on topiramate and she made a face and looked at my weight and just squinted at me. "[birth/dead name], you know you're underweight right?" and i just shrugged. "i'm trying to eat." and she nodded, "you don't have a good appetite, do you?" and i half shrugged, "not really, but i've gotten better."

she pointed at the screen then at me and said "that's probably because of the medicine you're on. the topiramate is a seizure medicine. have you been diagnosed with seizures before?" and i shook my head, only to say, "well, one of my friends said i had an episode like a seizure." and she blinked. and i corrected myself, "seizure adjacent. and it was only once in my whole life. and she nodded.

we talked for a while, about fifteen minutes about my appetite, and i was having trouble answering and thinking like i usually do. and she stopped me and said "okay. sweetie, we're going to wean you off of this. it's gotten bad."

i asked what she meant, and, get this.

topiramate has the side effects of mental fog and appetite loss.

one of my other medications (vraylar, for my bipolar) has been curbing my appetite loss, but it's not enough to counteract it. and i've relapsed into my eating habits of ... not, doing it. due to depression and anxiety of feeling like everyone else has to have enough (even though i uh, am very not healthy and am a sickly person with anemia and migraines and chronic pain.)

but i'm already feeling better! uwu i haven't clenched my jaw due to pain from a headache literally since i took my dose of the new meds.

[ritsusstuff]

some art i did while playing with colours :)

[amelia-yap]

through the heart!

[eyes-of-nine]

they're so childhood friends to lovers bodyguard au coded to me 😌✨ (they have killed so so many people)

[askchuuyanakahara]

i give u a puppy, please take care of the puppy, been soaking in the rain....

Chuuya: "I'm sure taking care of one little puppy wouldn't disrupt my schedule.."

Chuuya: "E-eh..?! What do you want me to do with all these dogs?!"

[cconfusedkat]

BISHOP FAMILY BEACH EPISODE 🎉🎉🎉 ft Lamb and Narinder bringing along Aym & Baal 🕺🕺

It's still summertime so. They deserve some beach time and engaging with eachother like a normal family would!! Letting them be happy!!

[brainrotisseriechicken]

(unfinished)

not something id usually post but i just realized i could post things i wouldnt normally now that ive discovered the art of (forgetting about it and deleting in the morning) so yeah. this was supposed to be a companion piece to that draki drawing i did the other day but i started getting rlly anxious about not matching the brush size w the other one so here we are lol

[maxlovespigeons]

Genuinely hoping Peri's blowup will convince people to give A New Wish a chance honestly it's such a good show

[fiveandknives]

Satosugu and jayvik parallel save me

[starrysnowdrop]

Astrologian ☀️🌙✨

[ximenajamona12]

MYMANNNNN

[umblrspectrum]

SIKE MOTHERFUCKER I LIED

GET FUCKING SNOWBALLED LOSERS LET ME THROW SNOW AT OTHER BLOGS I WANT TUMBLR PVP AND THE V STANDS FOR VIOLENCE

[nonuggetshere]

They're like a barbie doll to me

[hjonko]

Ok simps come get ya’lls juice

This is a concept / changing design for a not-dead-Gaster

Deranged old men + Tumblr isn’t a good combo but im finna be brave and post it for ya’ll anyway 😫‼️‼️‼️

For context, to anyone new, Overchanged Gaster didn’t go kablooey in a core accident, nah, his ass got dusted when he tried to use science to break the barrier, and that dumbass decision is also what got Megan (The Soul of Charity) killed and Kedar all paranoid and eye-explodey in the first place, but hey, at least they can both wander around as ghosts now, right?

[katierosefun]

modern family is all fun and games until you get to the scenes where you burst into tears because the once-vaguely homophobic dad now refers to his son's husband as family, and also the academically gifted daughter realizes that her dorky, clumsy dad was always really proud of her and just never surprised because he just assumed she could do anything, and also the eldest daughter who eloped comes crawling back to her parents' room and whispers that she still wants her parents to be present for her wedding, and also the anxious queer lawyer character admits that he was terrified that his husband would just leave him alone with their baby daughter, and also that the once-vaguely grouchy dad looks at his stepson and tells him that what makes a family is who sticks around, not who you're blood-related to and anyways what was i saying

[p1x1x]

what indeed…!