#off camera // ooc

[deklo]

MMMUAH!🫶

[askunclejack]

A little drawing to get back in the swing of things! :>

I really like the idea of these two interacting outside of... y'know.

[pinkyjulien]

Valentin Da Silva | 176/??

[rahorak]

hello i woke up and my paranoia instantly spiked because of a stupid phone alert, how's ur day going?

[primordialruin]

I just imagine Lils staying for 4 minutes during a solar eclipse. I'm thinking to have her skin begin to burn when the sun shines on her, like a vampire!

[bloodsalted]

// this will never not be funny. and it came up on my youtube list. so it's going here. a;lfkjag freaking a!!! these people.

[wornkindness]

my stinky floofs

[byanyan]

@grimesucker sent 🤳 + 5 for:

ㅤbyan's family (biological, adopted, & found); feat. sol, the boyfriend (@lee-sol); lena, the older sister (@chronal-anomaly); ardaka, the parental sibling figure (@apexulansis); kit, the (sort of but not technically) younger sister (@florafound); garrett, the vaguely guardian-esque figure (@gnarledbite); & dox, the mom (@grimesucker)

[oughtabeinpxctures]

weather update.

Just wanted to give a heads up. I’m going through a lot right now all at once in different areas of my life and doing my best to navigate things. Activity over here will continue to be pretty spotty for a while.

When it comes to writing, I really use this as a stress relief and a creative outlet. But that being said, I’ve been really struggling with Paulo as a muse in his normal main verse for a long time now. I can’t say how much I appreciate everyone who continues to follow and interact with me here despite my lower activity.

[stillcominback]

𝚆𝙴𝙻𝙻, 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝚅𝙴𝚁𝙳𝙸𝙲𝚃'𝚂 𝙸𝙽: as a lot of you may know by know [ if you've caught any of my previous posts about it ], i'm moving with my parents back to california from texas -- where i've been for about 30 years -- because overall? it'll be good for me. i'm sick of texas for the most part, i literally can't afford to live on my own [ and honestly? i like being near my parents and would just have more security and better quality of life in CA ], and i just think sometimes a change is good!

i've been waiting to see if my job will let me keep my job [ and continue to pay me dirt, even! ] ... all i was asking is that i can live in california and work remote. well, the owner has decided he will not allow me to do that. is there a good reason? in my opinion: no. he's framing it [ in his conservative white man rich business owner brain ] that I'M the one making the choice to move because i could apparently just as easily stay in texas and get my own place etc etc etc. so it's on me! unfortunately, it's just not that simple, but i guess from a guy who runs a family business and has multiple homes, it's just hard to really grasp that concept.

i'm literally so furious and so heartbroken at the same time. i know it's not the best company, and yeah i guess, we can say this is for the best in the end? but that doesn't make it hurt less. i've been there for almost 11 fucking years. my ENTIRE career out of college. through ups and downs, i was always working my ass off and being a great employee ... shining reviews and reputation with literally everyone. it just hurts that that ultimately means nothing when i'm finally asking for something in return. i take the poverty wages, take the working in the office when i hate it for the most part, i've taken having to hear misogynistic, homophobic, transphobic, every-phobic thing over the years ... then i ask for ONE thing in 11 years [ that's literally not even a big ask ] and it's a ✨no✨.

i feel so lost. like i don't even know how to be without this job, and as much as people tell me YOU'RE SO TALENTED! YOU'RE SO GREAT! YOU'LL FIND SOMETHING SOOOO MUCH BETTER! i wanna believe it, but my brain just ... doesn't. maybe it's imposter syndrome or just how fucking down on myself i feel right now. i still appreciate it because i literally don't know what i would do without my friends and family's support right now like ... even if i can't see it for myself, it means the literal world to me.

plus sides [ i guess ]: i should be able to keep my laptop [ but i'll lose adobe cc so ... i may need some recs or help on how to at least get photoshop cause idk how i'll carry on without it lmao ]; my manager who is a literal saint and one of the best people i know [ she actually pissed the owner off going to the mat for me lmao "he doesn't like to be questioned" ... insert the biggest eye-roll of my life ] ... but she said she would help me with literally everything from linkedin to my resume to a portfolio, and i know that'll be like everything to me while i just .... try to navigate all of this ON TOP OF trying to move.

ALSO: i think i can work until i leave, if that's what i want to do ... i'm still trying to figure all of this out because honestly? even though it's not much? i need the money. but then i'm also like i don't wanna do the owner any favors by having me work while they maybe start putting out feelers to replace me, yknow? BUT THEN AGAIN, i'm hurting my boss more than him [ and that's the twisted, frustrated thing about all of this ... it hurts us way more than it does anything to him but he still gets to make the choice for us ]. SO! i dunno! i may just use all my PTO and see how far that gets me lmao but i feel like at the end of the day, i have to look out for myself and maybe just trying to pull in as many paychecks as i can [ since we also don't have a hard 'we're moving!' date at the moment ] is the best idea ... even if the idea of going into the office and acting normal like literally makes me so ... 😤 but i dunno! my brain is a mess! afjhksdfda

SO YEAH. i just wanted to update you guys because i do consider you friends. whether we talk a little or a lot, i appreciate all of you so much and just wanted to keep folks in the loop with where my life and my head's at right now. not the best but ... just trying to keep it moving. honestly nooooo clue when writing is gonna happen here again??? i do miss / enjoy the distraction of plotting and talking about all this stuff so don't be shy, i just don't know when i'll have the time or capacity to just write here [ maybe once we move and stuff settles a little bit? ] -- but yeah, in the meantime, please come chat with me, let's plot dynamics and all that shit because it still makes me so happy and lets me take my mind on a little vacation lmao love you all, truly! ❤️

[maykrisms]

so uh. my area got hit with a tornado aand i'm home early. the entire store (as well as Every Other Building) lost power. i'm safe and the storm died down, so i think we're in the clear now.

power is very spotty and i might unplug my computer if it continues to flicker. between that and the whole "i have a trip tomorrow and i need to get ready" thing, i'm not gonna be very present on here.

[askunclejack]

Screw it, it's late where I live and Uncle Jack is a massive comfort character of mine, so lemme lay out some things I noticed after watching Literally All Of His Broadcasts

- He pitches his voice up a little during the show! Especially when reading. When he goes off-script and gets a bit sadder, his voice lowers ever-so slightly. (Customer service voice moment)

- He gives nicknames to people when he worries for them!! "[Name]— May I call you [name]? Well, [name]..."

- " 'Mister Worthing—' ... Oh, [name], there's no need to be so formal. You can call me... Jack!"

- Loves jokes about Scottish people.

- Doesn't like talking about Germans or Joy. He gets a little tense when he has to talk about either.

- There's a subtle bit of grit in the way he says Joy.

- Audibly grows angrier and more jaded as the broadcasts go on. :(

- None of the fairytales he tells involve children, even when the more widely-known versions do.

- All of the fairytales give the villains German accents.

- Talks wistfully about food a lot. A lot.

- Despite his cheerful demeanor, he's audibly uncomfortable talking about certain topics like death and danger.

- Has two seperate broadcasts directly asking the viewers what they're doing?

- He's so. fucking. Vague. About everything. Vague about the weather, vague about events, vague about people. So vague.

- "I'd be belligerent if I were off my Joy! Who knows? I might go 'round murdering people in the middle of the night and leave a trail of corpses missing their kidneys! ...But I do take my Joy."

- Mentions he has a taste for V-Meat. Yikes.

- "It's good to stay young at heart! So, use our playgrounds! ...After all, if you don't, who on Earth will?"

- Is quietly upset at times when he has to deliver his propaganda. :(

- He's trying so hard to help people between the propaganda, whether it's distracting them, making them smile, or explaining ways to find food during the shortage.

- "If there were a plague, wouldn't you expect to notice dead bodies in the street, strewn here and there?"

"But you don't notice them, do you?"

[edgymuses]

the only thing from the collection I didn’t get was the mirror. it’s the white showing up on my skin tone for me 😭

[fuzzyspidertits]

angel and husk have the nastiest sloppiest freakiest sex ever then fall asleep in their own cum sweat and spit after kissing all over each other's faces and saying 'i love you' a hundred times

[dreamweaved]

YAAAAAAAAAAAY

[rollinpinwheel]

RAAAAAH