#of there are mistakes idfc

[callmegaith]

We'll find a way to live somehow

I was gonna post this to tomorrow but fuck it posting now at 12 AM

This was meant to be one of the 3 comics I was planning to make but idc made it into pixel art instead.

[hyenalope]

I need someone to explain to me why so many people are thirsty for Gortash. I don't get it. Like no shade at all I think he's an incredibly interesting and well written character and i like him for those reasons but I simply do not understand why half the fandom is so thirsty for him???? He just looks so underwhelmingly average???? (Got a nice fit though, who's his tailor?)

[flopafanta]

I was bored

Idfc if here mistakes

[dochkarauta]

jealousy jealousy

— my first little work in another language (i try :,) )

ships: carlando; loscar

tags: little drama, jealousy, happy end

read:

"i have new gossip)"

LN

"Oscar said they would break up with Logan because Logan is jealous of me lmao)"

LN

"god, you’re so lucky that you got me, Carlos."

LN

"you're great at eliminating the hardships of choice in my life, darling"

LN

"does Oscar give rise to jealousy?"

CS

"and I hope we're not talking about that McLaren video right now?"

CS

"exactly))) think about it: what kind of insecure idiot to be jealous of such a thing?"

LN

"although... yes, maybe Sargent has something to worry about)"

LN

"and what should he be worried about?"

CS

"you know, Oscar and I spend time together… all the time."

LN

"sometimes it seems to me that even more than them"

LN

"do Logan and Oscar live together, they’re not?"

CS

"outside of race weekends"

CS

"what makes you think that? I've never heard of it. Isn't Logan living in America now?"

LN

"he and Oscar have been living in the UK for the second year. before that, both lived somewhere else, maybe in America."

CS

"i’m afraid to ask, and how did you know that?"

LN

"I talked to Oscar recently in the paddock. and I read a couple of clippings from his interview."

CS

"and you spend so much time with him that you don't even know if he lives with Logan?"

CS

"it's strange that Oscar told you about their breakup, but didn't tell you about living together."

CS

"he said. in other words"

LN

"and I see his emotions, his irritation during the conversation. so something is definitely wrong."

LN

"well…"

CS

"and what did Oscar actually say?"

CS

"I'm telling you, Logan didn't like his answer to the question about the best teammate. Well, obviously, Oscar would have called me, why this stupid american drama?"

LN

"he would have named you because there are cameramen and people from McLaren sitting next to you, cabrón, make no mistake"

CS

"it doesn't affect the fact that I'm a cool friend and teammate in any way"

LN

"you should watch a few interviews with your teammate. he never calls you a friend when he talks with people unrelated to McLaren. I saw a clip from the show where Oscar lists close friends in the paddock, and there are at least two people in front of you, buddy."

CS

"you're kind of tense."

LN

"you're being disgusting, Lando."

CS

"you are deliberately provoking Oscar, thereby trying to hurt Logan and somehow interfere in their relationship. and this is not the first time. So with Alex and Russell, isn't that right?"

CS

"who am I provoking, darling? I don't care any of the listed ones at all. and Oscar could easily name his greatest american boy if he wanted to. I just asked a question that will be interesting to the audience. It's a damn show, who's offended by the show?"

LN

"we've known each other for so many years, and you've just started to get stressed out by my behavior. before that, what? oh, right, you could easily get distracted by a pretty face and close your eyes to everything"

LN

"but now there's a other pretty face, isn't there?"

LN

"what are you talking about?"

CS

"don't turn this on me, Lando. you literally feel proud and enjoy when you find out from somewhere or you can figure out that everything is bad between these two. Is that what friends do?"

CS

"you're also trying to get me emotional with your stories about how often you and Oscar are together. do you lack attention so much that you are ready to forcibly demand it from others and extract it from me in such a barbaric way?"

CS

"of course, as always, I am the most terrible. bravo, Carlos, what else could a loving and caring guy say"

LN

"I told you the truth. I want you to stop acting like a total bitch and leave them."

CS

"one more word in that tone, and you don't have to write to me anymore, okay?"

LN

"since I'm acting like a total bitch, you can go to anyone you don't think is like that. to Oscar, Logan, or at least to your perfect Leclerc, dude. idfc”

LN

"what does Charles have to do with it?"

CS

"I don't even know. google it, man»

LN

"maybe I really miss your attention so much, since I'm looking for it in others? It's worth thinking about, Carlos. I hope you will have time for this while you spend days and nights with your wonderful teammate."

LN

"Oh, I'm sorry, I thought I was dating an adult who can: a) to distinguish between working and personal relationships; b) to entertain himself while I am doing work and all this nonsense with contracts. It turned out I was wrong."

CS

"then you definitely need someone like Oscar. to sit in different rooms, remember each other once a day and admire another person. and what am I, I'm just a kid who wants attention from his boyfriend. of course, it's just terrible, Carlos!"

LN

"why are you so aggressive about our friendship with Charles? are you really that jealous? how can you, it's just a show, Lando))”

CS

"fuck you"

LN

"you say that adults should not demand attention by "barbaric" ways. but can adults afford deprive their partner so easily? You've been ignoring my messages for days. Didn't you have a single second in three days to say, "I'm fine, baby, don't worry," like it used to be? You don't notice me in the paddock anymore. damn, it really seems to me that you communicate with the same Oscar more often than with me. am I no longer worthy of this attention? Do I need to curry favor and beg?"

LN

"although it's unlikely to help. you never forget to tell me about Charles. you have fucking time to discuss your "divorce" with the whole press, Carlos. and how much time do you spend with him? you are together in the paddock, at shows, in clubs after the race. oh yes, Logan can sleep well, Oscar and I will never get to that level!"

LN

"I literally can't be with someone for as long like I would to be with you. God, I think about how cool it was with you at every show. it will never compare to Piastri. I was happy then because I didn't have to draw out praise, compliments, or any other attention. like now"

LN

"and I've already developed a real paranoia. when I received a message from you, I began to be afraid to enter our fucking chat. because I constantly think that I will see from you "we need to break up" or "I'm better off with Charles." fuck, I'm already dreaming about this story. and you would have known if you had picked up the phone when I called you. but you were at the club, judging by the stories of Charles' friends."

LN

"sometimes I'm so afraid of your betrayal that I'm ready to leave you, because it wouldn't hurt so much."

LN

"Lando, this is such a stupid thing."

CS

"I've never thought in my life that I want to cheat on you or break up"

CS

"including when we started communicating with Charles"

CS

"if that doesn't calm you down, then I'll remind you that he has a relationship. he hardly needs me."

CS

"I had no idea he was dating anyone, mate."

LN

"come on, Lando. you spend so much time with Max, didn't he tell you?"

CS

«…»

LN

"and that's not the main thing you should have heard."

CS

"I said I don't want to break up with you, baby."

CS

"that week, my phone fell out from the second floor and died. I asked Oscar to give you this, by the way, since you had a meeting in the near future. so all the questions are for him."

CS

"and I'm not ignoring you in the paddock. We're just talking as a group. I'm talking to everyone."

CS

"baby, are you here?"

CS

"yes."

LN

"what are you thinking about?"

CS

"about you calling me a bitch"

LN

"it's not the first time."

CS

"this is the first time you've said it seriously and aggressively, not as a flirtation or a joke."

LN

"I'm sorry about that."

CS

"I was wrong, Lando. I love you. It won't happen again, baby"

CS

"I'm sorry for being so persistent. and with Oscar, this situation... you're right, sometimes I'm terrible because I feel lonely. but I love you too."

LN

"I'm sorry that lately I haven't been able to spend as much time together as we both would like. but that doesn't mean I've forgotten about you or stopped loving you. I just want to wait for the summer break and take you to Spain, to my parents."

CS

"I know. I want it too"

LN

"and one more thing... I also think about you during the ferrari show. In your case, I really wanted to finish all this as soon as possible so that I could take you to a hotel room... but let's leave that out."

CS

"why don't you come now? I don't think anyone from the team will mind one former pilot in their lair."

LN

"will you give me 20 minutes?"

CS

"I'll give you more if you don't stay late."

LN

"el pequeño diablo"

CS

[dislyteshack]

Dislyte personal timeline/ will be pinned

*if you feel my interpretation is wrong THAT IS FINE

This is how I interpret this fucked up timeline

I'm going to be constantly updating this and if anyone wants me to add something or I got something wrong please tell me

*I took a lot of creative liberties with this and added false dates so I will be bolding the ones where the dates are completely correct

*I can promise that the years are correct other than when Yun chuan has his transformation because that is extremely unclear

timeline (to fit canon):

2010- narmer and cang ji unearth the Raya/rhea legand that compiles deities and powers and whatnot

*I genuinely have no idea where I got the 2010 date it's either I gaslit myself or I saw it on Twitter / Facebook

1/6/2012- a big half buried purple rock is dug up. Experts find that it's glowing and unlike anything they've ever seen

3/8/2012- funny purple rock is studied and a research expedition is planned

21/10/2012 2:00 am utc- the miracle rises and the first miramon appear

*revealed by multiple times stated by how everything started in 2012

13/3/2014- Abigail girl bosses Jin yuyao's family

*revealed by a flashback in rulers law

10/4/2014- fu shi meets his big titty goth gf

*revealed by fushi in dream of redemption

12/5/2014- Joseph dies , Leon L

*revealed in Hilda's event

9/6/2014- LIAN WTF WAS THAT/cube miracle appears

9/6/2014- Hannah dies lol take the L hyde

*revealed in Lian's event

?/?/2015- founding of the esper union

*line in inescapable fate

2016- embla doesn't have a very good time/ Jiang man doesn't have a very good time

7/12/2016- Hyde seemingly starts a pharmaceutical company and generally is doing better (plot twist he started the shadow decree LOL)

* in Fu shis careers he joined in 2017 and at the end of dream of redemption Hyde said he was in the process of founding the SD*

1/1/2017- su jue gets tf out of tangton

*line in yu ran event

?/?/2017- chaos miracle spawns

*line in yu ran event

?/?/2017- Lü Shang becomes an esper and also becomes a teacher

?/?/2017- Jin Qiu commits murder

*line in cell block chaos

?/4/2017-yun chuan goes to jail :(((

*it can be seen in Yun chuans signed confessional

?/?/2018- rip Archibald

*offhand line in Mavis event

13/10/2019 - Yun chuan death sentence

*sorry the new event confirms he spent two years in prison

* one of his files in truth unveiled talks about when he "died" exactly

?/?/2019- chunhui academy students become mercenaries

2020- shadow over oreville the last event happens

11/2/ 2021 - beginning of Mateo's bullshit

*line in immortal fire

?/?/2021- ollies mom dies in a lab accident (massive skill issue tbh)

*offhand line in lonestar

?/?/2021- chunhui academy becomes deserted

1/6/2021 - Mateo fucking kills a man

*based on the different time skips that happened which I calculated from the beginning time of February 2021 that was specifically given to us in immortal fire

10/10/2021- Ollie's dad takes a massive L and dies (w to Leon)

2022- su jue girlbossing event (and yu rans bullshit ig)

*because of line that states that the chaos Miracle appeared 5 years ago I'm choosing to believe that everything here is taking place in 2022 despite the comment about yu ran's age

27/3/2023- burning of the union, marks the shadow decrees official independence

*offhand line in burning glimmer

2023- garrison incident (rip ikkis dad:( )

15/5/2023- javid causes the death of hundreds of people and gets arrested I shit you not this is what happens

*offhand line in javid's event

2/1/2024- espers become more common due to the shackled miracle

*offhand line in desparado

5/6/2026- Liam escapes from the union like the chad he is

*offhand line in devouring beast

6/10/2026 - Lu yi makes biggest mistake of his life by meeting Brewster

*offhand line in desparado

2026- idk what fumis doing BUT SLAY IKKI

19/12/2026- Ollie's bullshit

1/2/2027- brynns bullshit ig idfc

6/5/2027 - qius bullshit

24/12/2027 - truth unveiled

Onwards:

Event stuff vaguely taking pace after Brynn but also somehow in 2027

Sigh

2028-

-Fumi again with Fu shi

-Chu Yao's massive L

-Amir and Fatimah's shit

-oh shit elif's shit

- the second chaos miracle expedition

[yonemurishiroku]

Nico adopts a child. They aren’t demigod or anything. They are mortal and they can see through the Mist, thus being condemned as a freak in people’s eyes. And now they are following their father around shooting monsters in the face with Celestial bronze bullets and Imperial gold shurikens. Leo Valdez made the mistake of questioning their abilities and got a pistol to his forehead. Idfc.

[estsmutxx]

Could u please do a masterlist so I can find all your ff more easily?

I love your account so much

thank you for reminding me about this i’ve had this in my drafts for so long😭and thank you love i appreciate you<3

-masterlist-

SMUT:

Heartbeat

Can’t take it

Jealous

Welcome home

Long night

Call me

Dressed up

Tease (part two of dressed up)

I hate you

Sounds good

Sorry mama

First time

Dressing room

Miss you

Sex drive

Jawbreaker

Birthday girl

365 days

Causal mistakes

Extra

Double the fun

After hours

FLUFF:

We’ll be alright

God save me

Let me help you

Backstage

ANGST:

God save me

Idfc

Casual mistakes

TEXTS:

On the road

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[nadvs]

omg nadia don’t hate me bc i know you probably have your hands full with out of bounds and any other requests butttttt I kind of was thinkingggg about how like rafe and the reader from the alt ending keep like hooking up or making those late night mistakes and then maybe like them realizing that this in between isn’t fair or something, and then eventually getting back together or something along those lines bc im delusional and kind of want a happy ending too LOL. i’m just so obsessed with your writing of toxic rafe and angst it’s so untouchable 🥲

like it’s so good !! the way the dialogue flows and it makes so much sense ughhh like i can’t get enough of your writing!!!

if you ever became an actual author and wrote books about anything or anyone (not just rafe) i promise you I would read and buy every single book😩😩

anyways don’t feel pressured to write this the most recent fic for better off was just so good like i actually couldntttt. and i know you only ever planned for it to be a one shot so i totally get if you don’t want to write more for it 🩷

utc because i talk a LOT ⬇️

waittttt omg i love it 😭 exes with benefits is just the perfect scenario for angst ugh like they’re actually addicted to each other and are both in such deep denial that ‘it’s just physical’??

i love the idea of her having a bad day and needing comfort but refusing to expect it from him… she tells her friends she’s hooking up with him and they’re SO unsupportive (as they should be) and she sees him that night and is so hurt and mad at herself and he’s relentless until she finally spills what’s bothering her and he actually comforts her how she always needed him to. but bc they’re so messy, she’s like “you’re only talking like this so i keep seeing you” and he’s so hurt that she still expects the worst from him so he’s spiteful and they argue AGAIN lol i love angst (but then finally a happy ending in this au too because i want them to be happy)

it’s WILD that you mention ‘idfc’ because it’s on the playlist i listen to when i write toxic stuff 🫢 i get what you mean when you say a story sounding like a song!!

but no fr could never hate you 🙂‍↔️ one of the BEST compliments is getting requests bc it means you really enjoy my work – enough to write original fiction by me?? stoppp i always had a little dream to write novels so that’s just so unbelievably flattering ily 😭 and thank you so much for saying that about the dialogue omg it means the world bc i try hard to make it authentic 💘

genuinely did not think writing toxic rafe would be so fun but i’m ADDICTED and will definitely write this!!

[syn4k]

i should start making character playlists because i am objectively correct 100% of the time

[ellemany]

Stressed Out - Chapter IV

<<&lt; Index

<<< Last Chapter

Space-Time

Recommended Music: Idfc - Blackbear

 Someone's perception of time can vary depending on where that person is located in space, and these two physical concepts are intrinsically connected.

 The Viper object, seeing herself placed far away from the Chamber object, begins to perceive and reflect on the time spent with him from a new perspective.

If complaining was a sport, Viper would be Olympic champion. And the topic that most yielded complains to her was Chamber.

She complained about his bad musical taste. She complained about how she had to wait for him getting ready for missions. She complained about how needy he was, looking like a needy cat, asking her for affection whenever he could. She complained about how he couldn’t be quiet, breaking her moments of silence and concentration.

The first day after the fight, Viper enjoyed the apparent peace that was not having Chamber messing with her every two minutes. Her heart still ached with remorse but... Hey! He's the one who freaked out for nothing! She wasn't going to be sad because a guy who screamed with her like that. She would take advantage of the fact that he was really a coward who didn't even cross her path the next day. How nice it was not to have someone who was practically glued on her; someone who didn't keep talking all the time. It was like everything went back to the way it was before. Peaceful and controlled.

But at night, when she lay in her bed longing for sleep, her head was chaotic, filled with thoughts about the fight. She reviewed the two's lines pragmatically, enumerating each of Chamber's mistakes and muttering to herself that he was a stealthy asshole, who didn't deserve all the attention her brain was giving him. In her head, she would have said a lot more to hurt him the way he hurt her. If she’d seen him the next day, she'd have shot him with harsh, cruel words. And she was especially good at it.

However, after two days without Chamber, she started to miss the good stuff.

He didn't make her coffee anymore, just for him. Which was a particular torture, as the strong smell flooded the lab, leaving her with water in her mouth. And she had never learned to make coffee the specific way he did, putting something that gave a different taste. Chamber didn't leave any Snickers in one of the places she knew, and she almost had an abstinence crisis if she hadn't found one on her desk. When he spoke to her, he was cold and professional, as if she were nothing but another agent. She responded in the same way, feeling that he wanted her miles away. Her face showed no emotion, but her heart was tearing by the way he spoke, without wanting to look her in the eye. She missed talking excitedly about their project; about how she would help him improve his weapons with her poisons. She forced herself out of the lab, unable to stay longer in that unjust environment. Viper left Chamber working alone, thinking it might be her turn to kiss him in the back of the head, warning him that it was time to take a break. But she wasn't going to admit that she was missing him. Even though she wanted that torture end.

When she lay in bed that night, her mind was haunted by the simplest and most childish questions: "Why did he speak to me like that? Why doesn't he want me around? Why doesn't he just apologize?"

On the third day, Viper noticed that she even liked some of his songs. Now, he listened music with his earpods, pretending that they didn't share the same space. Chamber used to snug on her shoulder after missions to receive a caress for a successful mission. Now he was sitting on the other side of the plane. Viper realized she missed his breath on her shoulder, their hands embedded and the smell of his cologne. And his silence to her wasn’t peaceful. It was tense and full of unspoken words. She missed his complicated explanations and his horrible jokes.

Viper realized that she was about to collapse with longing on the night of the third day, turning around in bed at dawn. What a ridiculous thing she was. Losing sleep because a man who worth nothing. With a heart broken by the way he did or didn’t speak to her.

The fourth day was coincidentally their day to watching a movie together. It was his turn to choose, and Viper spent the day wondering what he would have chosen. She recalled that he always made a different pie for them eat during the film and it were all delicious. She thought she really wanted to tell him to shut up because she wanted to pay attention on the film, and he was commenting on how a scene reminded him of some episode of his life. Viper wished she could feel Chamber's head on her lap and his hair on her fingers. She realized she desperately needed him to look at her in that passionate way, send her a funny line and kiss her while making love on the couch, forgetting again that they should see the movie.

Living with Chamber could be a constant irritation.

But Viper realized that living without him was stressful, torturous and... Boring.

For heaven's sake, she wanted him back.

- Hey, Vipes! - Fade spoke walking towards her with Reyna by her side. Viper turned her head slightly in the direction of the other. - Do you want to get something to eat with us?

Viper didn't respond, looking at his side of the lab. He had made the Newton's pendulum stop and the balls were eternally in green and orange. Viper wondered if the noise had begun to bother him. It was a little annoying, but, like Chamber, Viper got used with the sound. The lack of that sound had left a void, as well as the longing she felt for the French man's idiotic comments.

-Viper? - Reyna approached the other one, touching her shoulder.

Viper bristled, turning her head promptly in Reyna’s direction. She lowered her shoulders, realizing who was.

- Oh… - Viper let go of the air, returning to write on a clipboard. - Do you need something?

- Do you want to eat with us? - Fade repeated as Reyna crossed her arms, looking at Viper. - We were thinking of ordering Italian food. You like it, don't you? - Viper took a deep breath, wondering if he still even liked food. It's been four days since she ate anything but those lasagna she refused to heat up for Chamber. Maybe it was a better option than that complicated dish she tried to prepare. – Look! - Fade took her cell phone, reading the options. - There's artesian pizza, noodles, gnocchi, risot...

-No. - Viper interrupted the other one, fulminating her with her gaze.

- What's wrong with risot...

-Fade. No.

Fade made a peck, since she really wanted to eat risotto. Reyna narrowed her eyes.

- You've been acting weird the last few days... In an abnormal way.

- I don't. - Viper turned to the clipboard, turning her back for them. - Thanks for the offer, but I need to sort this out.

- Where's Chamber? - Fade watched his side of the lab, making a beak. - Does he make us riso...

- For God's sake Fade, stop talking about risotto! - Viper threw the clipboard at the table. - Nobody wants risotto! Nobody likes risotto! It's just a fucking expensive and tricky rice to make that's not worth the effort and time spent! - She went to some test tubes, picking one up with a green substance and turning in her hand. - You put everything you have to put right in that damn pot and mix and mix and mix but it doesn't get anywhere because it's going to stay sticky and weird and with bizarre taste. But it's because you made the fucking risotto! Because when everyone makes the risotto taste great! But when you want to make a yummy risotto, it gets spoiled crap! - The liquid began to glow slightly as Viper spoke. - Then you put wine in the risotto. Because wine improve everything, right? No! It doesn't get any better! Wine just makes you angrier about that horrible risotto you should never have done! – Viper, in her irritation, hit her hand with the test tube on the table. The object broke.

She screamed instantly, with the glass cutting off her hand and the acid running through her skin.

- MIERDA VIPER! - Reyna went to Viper, along with Fade.

- CAREFUL CAAA- Viper tried to keep the two away from the acid, but the liquid spread in her hand, corroding a part of her arm along. Viper cried out in pain, shrinking.

-Sage? - Reyna held Viper near her, looking at Fade.

-Sage. - She nodded, running with her to the infirmary

>>> Next Chapter

[senditcolton]

breakable heaven (playlist)

title reveal and sneak peek into the songs that influenced my summer fic exchange (sponsored by the amazing @wyattjohnston)

Cruel Summer by Taylor Swift

bad idea! by girl in red

Dress by Taylor Swift

Heaven in Hiding by Halsey

The Weekend by SZA

Be My Mistake by The 1975

Billie Bossa Nova by Billie Eilish

Are U gonna tell her? by Tove Lo & ZACC

Bad Habits - Acoustic by Nerv

Treacherous by Taylor Swift

So Good - Stripped by Halsey

Perfectly Wrong by Shawn Mendes

What A Heavenly Way To Die by Troye Sivan

watch you sleep. by girl in red

Dead Girl Walking by Terror Jr

You Belong To Somebody Else by PJ Harding & Noah Cyrus

i love you by Billie Eilish

Is There Somewhere by Halsey

Better Than Feeling Lonely by Olivia O'Brien

idfc by blackbear

The Cut That Always Bleeds by Conan Gray

Now or Never by Halsey

Feel by FLETCHER

Love by Daughter

favorite crime by Olivia Rodrigo

Unknown / Nth by Hozier

Hard Feelings / Loveless by Lorde

august by Taylor Swift

Meet Me in the Hallway by Harry Styles

I'll Be Good by Jaymes Young

It's All in Vain by Wet

The Last Time by Taylor Swift & Gary Lightbody

Hopeless by Halsey & Cashmere Cat

[doukeshi-kun]

bruh i think my nikolai asylum fic disappeared again from tags??? is it because i noticed a tiny tiny bit of grammar mistake and i decided to edit it? yk what idfc anymore😭 i'm not about to send another ticket and then wait for weeks hghgdhdhhfhf

[cybernightart]

Here is my current blackwatch genji vibes playlist!

( still a wip and pretty much all of these came from my main playlist XD, basically I couldn't sleep so I spent like and hour or more making this lol)

In no particular order (sorry)

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

. Cabinet man - lemon demon

. miss you - corpse

. Make me famous - kim Dracula

. Drown - Kim Dracula

. Gossip - måneskin

. Murder plot - kordhell

. demons in my soul - SCXR SOUL

. Machine learning - j.maya

. PURE MONSTROSITY - playaphonk

. DYNAMIC -SHADXWBXRN

. FIGHT! - moondeity

. live another Day -kordhell

. Neon blade - moondeity

. By the sword - Iamjakehill

. Die a king - Iamjakehill

. Wake up -iamjakehill

. Stay - Iamjakehill

. hiding in the dark - Iamjakehill

. waiting to die - Iamjakehill

. Dying lately - Iamjakehill

. Back from the dead - Iamjakehill

. the hunt - Iamjakehill

. I choose violence - Iamjakehill

. Help_urself - Ezekiel

. Alien blues - vandabar

. Washing machine heart - mitski

. Nowhere to run - stegosaurus rex/ The Dino soars

. Backstabber - Ke$ha

. Notion - the rare occasions

. Masquerade - siouxxie sixxta

. Suffer with me - liue

. Freak - sub urban

. Anger too - Lola blanc

. Dumb dumb - mazie

. Vendetta - MUPP

. GODSIZE - toaster mob

. Mercy - Shawn Mendez

. Get out alive - three days Grace

. Riot - three days Grace

. Pain - three days Grace

. The animal I have become - three days Grace

. I hate everything about you - three days grace

. Stressed out - 21 pilots

. Blood // water - grandson

. Idfc - blackbear

. I don't give a... - misso

. Twisted - misso

. Burning pile - mother mother

. Hayloft II - mother mother

. A monster in Paris - Sean Ono Lennon

. Imma kill you - insane clown posse

. Murder - rustage

. Cabin fever - corpse

. Never satisfied - corpse

. Code mistake - corpse

[hypegirl1]

I don't fucking care...(Zen x fem! reader)

AN:I was listening to idfc by blackbear and thought about writing an angst fic,i love breakup songs omg(i wrote this at 3 in the morning jesus)

Summary:You were supposed to go on a date with your boyfriend Zen,but he isn´t answering your calls or texts,he was supposed to pick you up,but little did you know that going to his house to check if everything was fine would end up in a breakup

Genre:Angst

TW:Cheating,swearing

Word count:547

Listen to the song here!

-Why...just why...what did I do wrong...I-

Tears rolled down your eyes,you've been like this for 20 minutes already,crying in the darkness of your room,you were supposed to spend the night with your boyfriend Zen,going to a restaurant,going to a small night walk,one of the million walks that you had went to with him,a 2 year relationship to the trash,because he found another girl...

You found him cheating on you when you went to his apartment,he wasn't answering your calls or messages and he was supposed to be at your door at 9pm,little did you know that the door was going to be unlocked,just to see him with another girl,you inmediately left running,you could hear Zen saying "Y/N wait I can explain it!",you didn't cared,with or without explanations,it still hurt...

All the walks,all the kisses,the cuddles,the happy moments,the sad moments,the parties of the RFA,everything was now garbage and you had to forget about it

-I gave him everything I had,and even more than that,because he deserved it,and this is what I get back...I hate him...

Your cries just got louder,you didn't cared if anyone heard you,this was horrible enough to care about other people.You could feel your eyes getting irritated for all the crying,you even got some red spots on your cheeks from it

-Why Zen why did you do this to me...why?!

You heard a gentle knock on your door,you knew who it was

-What do you want...

+Y/N open the door please,I need to talk to you

...

+I know you're there,please I just- wanna talk things out

-I don't have nothing to talk with you and your stupid cheating ass

+Y/N please,just open the door...

You got up from your bed,you were tired,mentally and phisically,and this wasn't helping,you stood in front of the door without opening it

-Why don't you leave Zen...you're just making things-worse

You couldn't help but cry again

+Because I don't wanna lose you,please...

-If you didn't wanted to lose me you wouldn't have done what you did,you have no excuse,leave me alone...please

+Y/N there is an explanation,just listen to me

-I don't fucking care about your explanations Zen...I don't fucking care about what we had,what I did for you,how far I went just to see you happy,the amount of time that I spent on you now is wasted...

Your tears started to interrupt your words,it was hard speaking now

-Everything,everything I fucking did for you,and this is what I get back,it was all a lie,I don't even want to know for how much time this shit has been going on because It'll only make it worse for me,just leave me alone,I beg you...

+But...Y/N please,I do love you

-And you did it again,you lied to me,what other lies did you told me?That I was pretty,good at what I did?What else?...

+No,no,stop saying that,let me speak,I can actually explain it just-

-I don't fucking care anymore Zen,say and do whatever you want,because I don't care or believe you anymore,my feelings for you were a mistake,and they were real,that´s the worst part...

+Y/N....I'm sorry...

That's the last thing you heard before collapsing onto the floor,all those years,wasted,just because he didn't actually loved you,but someone else.You could hear Zen slowly leaving your door,nothing else was said,the only thing that you could hear now was yourself crying,thinking about those memories,those beautiful and fake memories,who cares now...

[notafunkiller]

im going to uni next week and im gonna miss the drama.

man i cant believe that people drag u into this, that person clearly couldnt differentiate ‘opinion’, also u were talking abt the sexualisation (ffs someone else did it too b4 subtract the aw part BCS SOME OF U R DESPERATE?!! ITS THERE! I GET IT BUT TONE DOWN UR HORNINESS) and then they goes and ss abt smth different that isnt related to prove a point that what? that u r actually the one who is delulu? a hater? problematic? pish-posh

but saying aw should kill some of ‘them’ is not? is that an act of courageous?u don spout shits like that. idfc joke or not, killing is NOT a topic for ‘joke’ and also idfc if that person ‘deserves’ to be killed bcs peoples life is not in our hands. its not ours to take. u r encouraging killing. simply dont like/ hate, solution >> kill. absolutely nope . immoral. i get the urge to defend ur celebrity but there r other ways to handle it. also do not justify ur mistake

and brother this is no cult, its called a group bcs isnt that what happens now with seb stan fandom? couple group, pr group, hate group, delulu group, only seb group. its a broken fandom.

also wanna know something shocking? YOU are the one whos getting worked up over this. plot twist right? u know theres a button called report or block right? u can do that, or u can just idk simply comment but then u have to come here to this page, missing the ACTUAL point of the message, take unrelated stuffs and making a scene out of it. OFC SHE IS DISSAPPOINTED, SHE WAS TALKING ABOUT A BUT THEN U GO AND TALK ABT B AND C

you dismissed her opinion, twisting it around and when she express her feelings, u make it sound like she is the one who is problematic whilst u r problematic as well. u all r pussies for opinion apparently. sorry.

everyone has opinion AND ITS FINE (as long as u respect others as well) - u dont have to make an argument abt it (but be aware to use ur words carefully bcs as much as u don agree w it some people are really sensitive bcs they WANT U TO FOLLOW THEIR FUCKING OPINION) , read the fucking post before u take action, think before u type/post, do not doxx people posts (i swear to god do not fucking spread misinformation), ur feelings/opinion are valid its just the matter of how u express them.

notafunkillah, dragostea mea, i hope u r ok (u see that romanian i tried, idk if its even correct but i tried)

Firstly, good luck at UNI! You'll need patience, rest and full attention. You can do thissss!

Secondly, it's so weird that people do not read in context and think quoting someone indirectly and misunderstanding maybe on purpose = showing maturity and support.

Everyone here is free to share their opinions as long as they are respectful. That's the beauty... being different but being able to have a normal conversation.

Sexualizing someoen, talking about such personal topics (as kids or marriage) in a sexual way is not fun (especially bc most of the tines it's not a joke). I won't even talk about how you can talk about death like thay and then call it slang.

Thridly, thank you! It was right, you made me smile 🤎

dragostea mea or iubirea mea means my love

Hugs to you and I hope you'll have the greatest day/evening/night💙💙💙

[gxtzeizm]

nahhhhh idfc he admitted that the team losing during the 2nd game is on his mistakes or whatsoever....at least that he's slaying the 3rd game with his fanny as usual and hey, he's still being the mvp for the entire match tho that's my baby goat sekyss 🫡🫡