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๐๐ธ๐ธ๐ด ๐ค๐น ๐๐ฝ ๐ฃ๐ฑ๐ฎ ๐ข๐ฝ๐ช๐ป๐ผ, ๐ข๐ธ๐ท... ๐๐ธ๐ ๐๐ธ ๐ฆ๐ฒ๐ผ๐ฑ ๐ค๐น๐ธ๐ท ๐๐ท๐ฎ, ๐ฃ๐ฑ๐ฎ๐ท...
๐๐ถ๐ ๐๐ฝ๐ ๐ท๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ท๐ ๐๐๐ท๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐ฝ๐ ๐๐๐-๐๐๐พ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ท๐ โน๐๐ถ๐๐๐ ๐๐
โบ ๐ถ๐๐ถ๐พ๐? ๐ผ๐ ๐๐ฝ๐๐๐ ๐ถ ๐๐พ๐๐พ๐ ๐๐ป โน๐พ๐๐๐๐๐๐ถ๐๐พ๐๐โบ ๐พ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ฝ๐พ๐๐, ๐ถ ๐๐พ๐๐พ๐ ๐๐ป ๐ฝ๐๐ ๐น๐๐๐
๐น๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ถ๐ ๐๐?
I do not have apathy, depression, anything that would be fashionable to rant about. I am simply in pain... extreme pain. And attempting to dull the edge of it is what I have been doing since v.1. As if something has indeed been fragmented & this is the pain of my conscious life. And every time I travel the melodious/glamorous path of frenzy, every time I complete it, I am going to experience the same precious pain intensity, purity of pain/ecstasy. I am going to be eventually bound to this inmost/overwhelming awe, this vehement impulse to feel/fondle/kiss what is loved, to kneel down before it, to cuddle up to its heart, to recompense bliss with bliss... More and more. Neither the good boy nor I are free. I do not want to be free... free from... These bare feelings are โนclawingโบ at the reconstructed interpretation of the organ inside me. The great minds will not know what they have done, neither will Anthony... It speaks louder-truer than anything, but the sounds are not obvious... Words. All I possess, this rich but poor instrument for... And you always do end up in the point where...
The aesthetic masterwork, perfused with the golden brilliance of authentic ideality x pierced with the darkest blade of bitter-salty inaccessibility, inevitability, impossibility.
Excruciation, pleasure, euphoria, art. Blended together. Find yourself... or lose yourself on this journey. Emotionally. Totally. An unparalleled effect... and the lulling sparkle the vessel has never actually had. Something in this body x mind has died, and I do not know if there is a way to accept it, to recover it. I have described the lesson of unprecedentedness I have learned, not the expected story of โนinsult-betrayal-contemptโบ. No one will ever f-g hear it. Not from me, not in this lifetime. / Loving extraordinary is merciless a priori, แ/แ become telepathic... & the severest trial ~ the unhealable wound ~ is to be a ๐ son without the cause to be... *If I have to detest many donkeys for a chance to protect one venerated Father figure, I will go for it.
๐ฏ๐ฝ๐ ๐ท๐พ๐๐ ๐๐ป ๐๐ ๐ธ๐๐ถ๐ธ๐๐๐น ๐ฝ๐๐๐ถ๐๐พ๐๐ ๐๐พ๐๐ ๐๐พ๐๐ฝ๐๐ ๐ท๐ ๐๐๐
๐... ๐๐ ๐๐พ๐
๐๐น ๐๐๐ ๐ธ๐๐๐
๐๐๐๐๐๐. ๐ต๐๐ธ๐ถ๐๐๐ ๐ผ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ฎ๐๐๐๐ธ๐, '๐ธ๐ถ๐๐๐ ๐ถ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ถ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐, ๐๐๐. ๐ต๐๐ ๐๐๐... ๐ฎ๐ฝ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ฝ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๐ถ๐๐น ๐๐ ๐๐ฝ๐ ๐ท๐๐๐๐๐น ๐ป๐๐๐ ๐๐ฝ๐๐ ๐ผ ๐ถ๐ ๐น๐๐
๐๐พ๐๐๐น ๐๐ป ๐๐๐. ๐ฟ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ธ๐ฝ ๐๐๐ ๐๐พ๐๐ฝ ๐๐ฝ๐๐๐ ๐๐พ๐
๐... ๐ฎ๐ ๐๐๐๐น. ๐ฎ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐...
While I am willing to imbibe all the anguish of the human I love, to ease his suffering, the loss of us is taking its toll on me irretrievably. I see him. I see what is inside him... & I am incapable of safeguarding it, saving it truly.
I do not have apathy, depression, anything that would be fashionable to rant about. I am simply in pain... extreme pain. And attempting to put up with this gift is what I have been doing since v.1. The chest is โนcut openโบ too deep, the fragility of the organ is exposed... Would you allow me to grow more flowers? I wanna do it... Because it is you, It has always been you. The one who has given us everything, endued me to the brimย with the intimate fatherly affection that this organ never remembered. My eternal wish & exuberant price for humanity, the misunderstood nature. *What an odious irony. / I do not know if there is a way to recover what is gone.
I would sacrifice the lot to be with the human that needs me, needs to be healed, heals me. I would rip my core out but I cannot, the limitation of freedom. *Tell me that the โนstrings of abuse/child neglect/liesโบ are finally cut. Tell me to โนcelebrateโบ. Tell me that both ๐inocchio/I are wrong x naive, โนfixโบ me. You have no f-g clue about it. / When it is written that your starving heart must be left half-empty & helpless... No freedom is scarier than this.
Affording harmony to the sapphire star that is going to fall away... The sentiment it deserves. All I have ever hankered for. & I am terrified of that my grandest instinct x fear will not grant any lasting peace to me.
Death will do our Sun-hugged family apart ~ but I will still be yours, for ever. The core has never felt as good x feverish as it does when with you... as astray x anxious as it does when deprived of you. I am not lying to you, I hold no resentment... Let me โนfeed onโบ the emotions of your heart... Even if it means your pain x my love turn the vessel inside-out & your love x my pain do the same. Not blurred, always remember. Always. If a masterpiece could be made into a masterpiece, I would prefer to share this fate. My bona fide mission, however, is not allow anything to be in vain... Even if it hurts. ~ The atrophied ability to express love verbally has been โนrousedโบ again, in a fervidly devoted but preciously righteous way... The โนlashโบ of despair, compulsion, dream, reality.
๐น๐๐ ๐ท๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐ฝ๐ ๐ถ๐๐ท๐พ๐๐๐ธ๐ ๐๐ป ๐ฆ๐๐ถ๐ ๐พ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ถ ๐๐๐ ๐๐. ๐ผ๐ ๐ธ๐ถ๐... ๐๐๐น ๐ผ ๐น๐๐๐ท๐ ๐๐ฝ๐๐๐ ๐พ๐. ๐ฟ๐ช๐ซ ๐ฝ๐ถ๐ ๐ท๐๐ธ๐๐๐ ๐
๐๐๐๐๐๐ถ๐ ๐ป๐๐ ๐/๐๐๐๐๐พ๐๐๐น๐พ๐๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๐๐ ๐
๐ถ๐๐
๐ถ๐ท๐๐ ๐๐๐ถ๐๐๐๐, ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ถ๐ท๐พ๐๐พ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ท๐๐ถ๐.
...Take the whole meaning of this, its flavorful, pathetic, shameless, lonesome taste. Take it all, for it is all that is absolute. Teach me how to โนmergeโบ with it, the mortal desire of a puppet child, a human Mastro x a faceless observer like myself ~ & when the desire full of unexploited majesty is cutting off the oxygen to the lungs... True geniuses of any kind are among the silent. These eyeballs will not dry up, never fully. I have tried so many times to resist it, but why live if you repel what puts your โนdehydratedโบ pieces together? I would spare no effort to keep them hot and uncurb what is being restrained... Nothing affects self-perception and โนunmasksโบ the unconscious like sensation, nothing genuinely matters without it. / Shivering with cold, this body is burning. My atrophied reality in exchange for a moment of irrepressible happiness, agony, guiltless x not bottled up impulses ~ just a moment. It keeps consuming me without reserve. I do not need God. โ
#Aoi Takumi#blog#my gifs#special gifset#my audio#NEOWIZ#ROUND8 STUDIO#Lies Of P 2023#Lies Of P#2023#game#NG+#Winter Holiday Edition [Premium Edition]#license version#v.1-v.5 [6]#PC#Pinocchio#/#๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ถ๐ ๐ถ๐๐๐พ๐๐๐๐๐ถ๐๐#~#โ6โ โgโaโmโeโsโ โ[โ1โ โ&โ โNโGโ+โ โ5โ]โ#โ3โ7โ5โ โhโ.โ#โ4โ2โ/โ4โ2โ#โ5โ6โ1โ โlโvโlโ.โ#โ1โ0โ0โ%โ โuโpโgโrโaโdโeโ#โ2โ โtโaโtโtโoโoโ โuโpโdโaโtโeโsโ โ~โ โ1โ โmโoโrโeโ โiโsโ โoโnโ โiโtโsโ โwโaโyโ#โeโxโtโrโaโ โiโnโfโoโ โiโsโ โiโnโ โtโhโeโ โtโaโgโsโ#โiโnโ-โgโaโmโeโ โmโaโtโeโrโiโaโlโ โoโnโlโyโ โ~โ โnโoโ โtโhโiโrโdโ-โpโaโrโtโyโ โrโeโsโoโuโrโcโeโsโ#โ5โ1โ โ[โ5โ3โ]โ โpโoโsโtโ[โsโ]โ โpโuโbโlโiโsโhโeโdโ#โaโtโ โlโeโaโsโtโ โ2โ โaโuโdโiโoโ โpโoโsโtโ โiโdโeโaโsโ โnโoโnโ-โiโmโpโlโeโmโeโnโtโeโdโ/
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#โณ โ j a r s t i n โก๏ธ#odell beckham jr#โณ โ [ ๐ง ] : C R U S H ยป ใ A D O N I S ใ#โณ โ [ ๐งฐ ] : C R U S H ยป ใ L E O N A R D O ใ
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" . . . I've been told that a talented mouth will get you far. Clearly , that's correct . "
#x. o o c | riku . . . i pray thee . . shut up#x. f u l lย o fย m e m o r i e s | d a s hย c o m m e n t a r y
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This is dumb but the idea's been stuck in my head since I saw this post
#subnautica#ryley robinson#crossover#lethal company#lethal company au#is this kinda silly? maybe#will i ever stop drawing future Ryley with long hair? no.#Lethal outstanding balance au#of O N E T R I L L I O N C R E D I T S#digital art#pipereative#colored sketch
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real talk: lxl should continue to explore romance fantasy concepts in their songs. itโs clearly working for them~
#typical prince aesthetics in romeo/julieta and nonfanโฆ and now historical rofan in meotoโฆ#(and thereโs also whateverโs going on in tsuki no hime but that has no mv :( sadge)#sorry guys i still have meoto on the brain pls suffer with me~~~~~~~~~#but mannnnn. i was struck by sudden inspiration for a meoto au a n d#well. ig now i understand why they skipped over the falling in love phase. romance is hardddd#i want to subscribe to the meoto expansion pack p l s i need to know what their deal is~~~~#bc man. how in the world did they go from complete indifference to promising to stay together forever hello#what happened???????? excuse???????????#man. m a n. ok i think im done for the night. i hope#LXL MEOTO CRISIS 2K24#(but if anyone here wants to get into the otome isekai genre in generalโฆ i recommend starting off with โจs u r v i v i n g r o m a n c eโจ#(itโs a great story and itโs still modernised enough to ease into the genre. and after thatโฆ)#(you can just go for the series with the most interesting premise/prettiest art/both tbh)#(though i personally recommend โจthe perks of being an s class heroineโจ โจthe villainessโs stationery shopโจ for milder content)#(and thereโs also some series with both isekai and regression.)#(like they isekai after their 1st life in 20xx-> live out their 2nd life in the fantasy world -> regress to a point in their 2nd life)#(for that type i kinda like โจi shall master this familyโจ though ngl iโm mostly reading it bc i think the aunt is very pretty)#(a nd thereโs the occasional modern regression story but thatโs pretty soap drama-esque and the one i read got ridiculous at times lmao)#(but ofc the ones with less romance focus are fun too~~~~ like stories with multiple isekai-ed people for one)#(b u t i digress i think iโll stop here before i lose the plot any longer ahaha~~~~)
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#f e e l i n g s#how are you feeling?#vaporwave#vaporcore#chillwave#chillwave aesthetic#vaporaesthetic#vaporwave purple#aesthetic#neon lights#retrowave#retro#v a p o r w a v e#a e s t h e t i c
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Tyler was at his worst and explaining he couldnโt let Klaus get away with possibly enslaving more werewolves or siring hybrids again and all Caroline had to offer was no support. โLove me more than you hate himโ girl that man is in pain??
#i hate t v d t i k t o k#and THAT hellsite#Tyler never gets any sympathy for his trauma#itโs just irritating af bc well when c a r o l i n e is struggling she expects everyone to drop everything and be there for her#itโs just irritating fans always arguing love should be bigger than hate#well girl what u doing after your mother is murdered and all your friends is killed#then the one side friend u made stabbed u in the back??? ๐ญ
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D I G I M O N Adventure/02/tri./Kizuna/Adventure: {2020} ~ Koushiro{u} Izumi + Dynamics + Koushiro & Chosen {+02 Chosen} (Mutual S u p p o r t) + Koushiro & Taichi (F r i e n d s h i p)/(can be viewed) {Ship} + Koushiro & Izumis (P l a t o n i c L o v e) + Koushiro & Tentomon (F r i e n d s h i p) + A D U L T!Koushiro {Kizuna C r e d i t s}
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#digimon adventure#digimon adventure 02#digimon adventure tri#izumi koushirou#digimon adventure last evolution: kizuna#digimon adventure:#digimon adventure 2020#taishiro#taishirou#bokura no war game#our war game#childrens war game#izumis#koushiro and izumis#koushiro and tentomon#koushiro and chosen#koushiro and 02 chosen#izzyizumi advs#izzyizumi adv#izzyizumi 02#izzyizumi kizuna#izzyizumi tri#koushiro dislikers pls dni#adventures dislikers pls dni#(Thats my F I N A L 2 c e n t s on basically literally ALL OF Koushiros 'C A N O N' 'd YNAMICS' in the general s ENSE---)#({I Have B l o g r u l e s Tho Y e s Pls R e a d *Before* I n t e r a c t i n g t HANK})
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โ I can keep going. โ
@danversiism / @transistorized
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#casually roasts her bestie and a handful of their friends for no reason#also obsessed with#''i am so real you don't even know''#''spider-woman keeping it real''#๐ญ shut up#( c h . s t u d y . )#( c o m i c s . )#( v i s a g e . )#( j e s s i c a & c a r o l // d a n v e r s i i s m . )#( c a r o l d a n v e r s . )
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Are they friends? Frenemies? Oh, who knows!
LMAOOO c l a s s i c Mob!Barnaby behavior
#Big bad boi dog who can chomp your head off ruthlessly and without mercy?#W r o n g#Anime school girl tsundere#LmAOOOOO#JUMPSCARED AGAIN BY HONORABLE ART AAAAAAUGGGHHHH#W o r m p h y s i c s n e c k#Funfact barnaby is almost as strong as Howdy#And Howdy is commanded to never harm ANYONE unless told otherwise by Wally or is a immediate threat (everyone else can do whatever)#So technically barnaby can throw him through a window and get away with it#T e c h n i c a l l y#โIโm going to throw you through that windowโ#โโฆ..Is that a threat Mr Beagle-?โ#โNo thatโs a P R O M I S E-โ#[c r a s h i n g n o i s e]
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(Image unrelated but Iโm not suprized on how not surprised none of you asked multi questions in a single ask)
#gay gay homosexual gay#dandyโs world au#ask blog#send asks#a#b#c#d#e#f#g#h#I#j#k#l#m#n#o#p#q#r#s#t#u#v#w#x#y#z
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Sometimes I think about the fact that Q is canonically in love with Picard, like it is baked into the very foundation of his character, and it drives me absolutely batshit
#my posts#qcard#like that is INSANE to me#richard moore ''oh we talked about it in the writers room all the time it was a Known thing and part of his characterization''#oh what's the primary motivator for this unknown entity's various dangerous shenanigans? R O M A N T I C L O V E#not even in a purely shippy way or anything it makes me crazy cuz what the fuck#like what the fuck#creature that has lived billions of years experiences a human emotion for the first time and it is Everyone's problem#just incredible no notes
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He sees Sora's mouse parent and [ [ a v o i d s ] ] her like the plague .
#x. o o c : he said nope#queenofdisneycastle#x. c : m i n n i e#x. f u l lย o fย m e m o r i e s | d a s hย c o m m e n t a r y
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New BH vid has me literally kicking the brick wall in our pool room
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chizuchan was right. childhood friend romances are the b e s t
#this isnt about nghy for once but nghy is still the best cec childhood friends romance ship no question#but. man. the niji.gaku animeโฆ i didnโt expect it to be *this* ๐โฆ no wonder why itโs the rainbow schoolโฆ#the bg yuri plot involving ayumu and yu????? hello??????????#it was a classic case of oblivious gf accidentally ignores jealous gf (over multiple eps) till she loses it#that was a masterpiece. cheesy. yes. but the subplot was amazing if y(o)u know what to look out for#an d g o d. the way yu gave ayumu that flower which meant โunchanging feelingsโ when they made up post-conflict.#a n d the way ayumu wore it in her hair for her performance afterwardsโฆ man. sheโs bragging about her wife lmfaooooooo#โlook setsuna-chan yu is mine :)โ#ig iโll spend today watching s2~~~~~#i want to see m o r e of a*yu*mu and their developments now that theyโre (p much) secure in their relationship lol#childhood friends yuri forever. thank you niji.gaku#b u t the way they called it the โschool idol festivalโ was f o u l lmfaoooooooo it eosed last year s o b s#c. come to think of it. it eosed on the same day as honeypreโฆ man. 31 march 2023 was not a good day for my rhythm gacha game obsessed-self#auauauauauuauauauaaaaaa anyway childhood friends romance ftw you agree y/yโ#ok insanity over gn guyssss
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