#oc kpop boy idol

[kingdomofblodfest]

LET'S MAKE A TRAUMA DUMP CANDY SALAD W/ BLODFEST!

ib @lcmonheads + @stcpidcupid  + @bluwavez & everyone else who already has done this! i didn't even know this was a real trend until aine told me!

tw: this is a trauma dump thing so please read with caution! things include talks of abuse, harassment & assault, neglect, coercion, and more. please don't read if you are sensitive to these topics!

The video starts as Alex fixes the camera in front of him, sitting back and waving once he finishes. A bowl is set in the middle of the table with a bag of sweets to the side as he bows slightly in his seat.

"Hi CRWNS!" He smiles, pulling the bowl closer to him. "My name is Taejung, or most of you know me as Alex." He chuckles as he grabs the bag of candy from the side, pushing it to be seen in the camera. "I brought a bag of starbursts and when I was seven, I was in a really bad car crash with my mom. . . I barely made it out, but I watched my mum die in front of me.” He sighs as he dumps the bag of candy into the bowl. He looks up behind the camera, where shuffling noises can be heard.

“Hyung, was that before. . .” Lyon is heard trailing off. Realizing what he’s asking, Alex’s eyes widen slightly and he nods.

“Yeah, it was before that. . .” Alex mumbles, confirming what seems to be a secret between the members. He looks back at the camera, smiling slightly as he waves before he pushes the seat back and stands up. K.C. comes into view, sitting down on the chair with a bag of chocolates over his head.

“Helloooooo~” He says, putting down the candies. “I’m K.C. and when I was younger my dad forced me to live out in the streets for a week as a form of punishment.” He smiles, seeming to be unfazed by his experience.

“That’s. . . really extreme for a punishment,” Atlas comments. K.C. shrugs.

“I’ve. . .seen a lot of things. . .” He says, looking at the chocolates he has. “Oh! And I brought some Hershey's chocolate for the candy salad!” He beams before he dumps it out over the bowl. There’s a whine that comes from behind the camera as K.C. pours out the contaminants of the bag.

“Great, now I can’t eat it,” Hua complains. K.C. laughs as he gets up from the seat.

“It’s not that bad Hua, just pick around them,” K.C. advises as he moves away, being replaced by Minhyun in front of the camera. He sits down with a small smile, waving at the camera.

“Hi! My name is Minhyun and I brought some sour patch candies,” He points to the package in front of him. As he opens them, he tells his story, “When I was in school, I was pressured to make a lot of bad decisions. . . the most traumatic one was when the group I was hanging out with forced me to drink a whole bunch of alcohol. . . it was really bad. I didn’t want to do it but. . . they threatened me a lot and mocked me. So I did it just to satisfy them enough to leave me alone. But it was so much that I blacked out. I didn’t know what happened for the rest of the night but I woke up in someone’s room and. . .”

He trails off, clearing his throat as his expression turns cold. He shakes his head and pours the candy into the bowl. “I don’t want to share anymore.” He gets up from the seat, wanting to step away from the camera, but not before Lyon gives the older boy a hug. Minhyun seems to smile at the gesture, hugging him back and patting his hair before Lyon lets go to allow him to move away as Lyon moves to sit in the chair. He places a bag of gummy bears in front of the camera.

“Uhm. . .my name is Liang, or Lyon. . . I uhm. . . I brought gummy bears for the salad,” Lyon greets almost nervously. “Mine happened while I was in school too. . . In high school I was. . . uhm. . . touched. . . and assaulted inappropriately by one of my teachers. . .”

“I’m sorry, you were what?” Alex says from behind the camera, his tone angry and cold. “Did you report them?” Lyon looks up at Alex and shakes his head.

“No. . .” He mumbles. “I was. . . scared. I was scared she was going to do worse things to me, so I kept quiet. I-I didn’t even tell the person I was dating at the time. I didn’t want him to feel disgusted.” Lyon sniffles slightly, using his free hand to wipe at his small tears as he pours the bag of gummy bears into the bowl of candy.

“I should have begged my parents harder to stay in England,” The blonde says as he gets up from the seat once he’s finished. Atlas pats his shoulder as he walks by, replacing Lyon on the chair in front of the camera.

“Hiiii!” He waves cheerfully to the camera. “I’m Atlas and when I was also in high school, I had a very creepy stalker ‘admirer’,” He says, air quoting the last word. “He was. . . weird. He knew I was dating someone at the time too, but he’d leave me lots of gifts at my desk in my homeroom class and at my locker. At first I thought it was a joke, but then he’d show up to my house and leave gifts there. . . and one time he even broke into my house and left gifts in my room.” He shivers at the thoughts.

“I could see how that’s traumatizing. . .” Hua says. Atlas looks up at him.

“That’s not even the worst part,” He says.

“He did more?!” Alex asks. Atlas nods, looking down at the bowl in front of him to avoid Alex’s angry gaze.

“He uhm. . . he assaulted me one day. . . It was really scary,” He mumbles. “I couldn’t bring myself to tell anyone. . . but my friends noticed how different I became so I couldn’t keep quiet any longer.” He looks beside him at the bag of candy. “Ah I forgot. . . I brought AirHeads.” He smiles slightly, dumping the sweets into the bowl. Alex is heard sighing as Atlas gets up from the chair.

“At least you told someone eventually,” He mumbles.

“Did he get in trouble?” Heirin asks.

“I don’t know, I never found out what happened to him. He just stopped coming to school so I assumed he was expelled,” Atlas hums. Hua comes into view of the camera, sitting down and waving.

“Hello CRWNS!” He says, pushing a medium-sized bag of candy in front of the camera. “My name is Hua and I brought fruit candy. Uhh. . . many people might not see this as traumatizing? I think?” He questions before he shakes his head.

“Uhm but. . . after my father died, my mom became really depressed to the point she’d go out and leave us to go drink or gamble to stop her pain,” He says. “She’d neglect us for long periods of time and leave us to fend for ourselves. She also became pretty manipulative and gaslit us alot and stole our money.”

“My god, what is with bad parents these days?” Alex says, irritated. Hua shrugs.

“Recently she called me and tried to tell me that my sister was sick to get me to send more money to her,” Hua says. “And uhm. . . I kinda should have known it was her being manipulative but I had no clue if my sister was actually sick or not, so. . .” He trails off.

“So you sent it to her, didn’t you?” Lyon says. Hua is silent, but he nods before he pours the fruit candy into the bowl. Once he’s finished, he waves to the camera again before he pushes the seat back and stands up. Heirin walks over into view and sits down on the chair. He holds a box of pockys.

"I'm Heirin and I brought pockys!" The youngest smiles.

"Rinny, that's not candy," K.C. says. Heirin pouts, looking over at K.C. behind the camera.

"Give me a break, it's all I had," Heirin says, opening the box. "But anyways. . . A few years ago, I was in a pretty toxic relationship. He was. . . pretty abusive, both physically and verbally. He drained me a lot." He hums as he dumps the snacks into the bowl.

"I'm so glad he's gone now," Alex comments. Heirin laughs bitterly.

"Yeah. . . me too," He says, as all the members come into veiw. They all wave to the camera before Alex reaches over to turn off the camera.

[nctrushh0ur]

𓆩★𓆪 ׅ 𔐬 GOTTA RUN TO THE TOP...

nct rush is a fictional sub-unit of the kpop group nct under sm entertainment. they were the newest nct unit to debut during nct 2018 until the debut of wayv. their official debut date is march 23, 2018 with the single 'seoul drift'.

𓆩★𓆪 ׅ 𔐬 NO STRESS I'M STAINLESS...

in 2016, member hyunni first debuted as a member with nct u in 'the 7th sense'. while many fans expected hyunni to debut in nct 127 with a few of the other members, he was not shown again until 2018.

𓆩★𓆪 ׅ 𔐬 PEDAL TO THE METAL, HOO...

in late 2017, sm entertainment announced a new unit to debut in 2018 with six new members to the group.

𓆩★𓆪 ׅ 𔐬 NO ONE CAN STOP ME MY TURN...

in 2018, member jinhwan debuted as a member with nct u in 'boss' before the debut of nct rush. A month later, nct rush debuted with the single 'seoul drift' from the studio album 'nct 2018 empathy'.

·.༄࿔ GROUP PROFILE . 𔐬

company ༄࿔ sm entertainment

debut date ༄࿔ march 23, 2018

debut song ༄࿔ seoul drift

members ༄࿔ jinhwan, eunwoo, hyunni, seokhwa, sea, ethan

greeting ༄࿔ 'to the world nct!'

fandom name ༄࿔ nctzen

fandom color ༄࿔ pearl neo champagne

·.༄࿔ MEMBERS . 𔐬

[ . . . left to right . . . ]

yoo jinhwan . . . leader, lead vocalist

chae eunwoo . . . main dancer, vocalist

song hyunsoo ( hyunni ) . . . lead dancer, rapper, sub vocalist

kim seokhwa . . . main vocalist, visual

sea chalerm ayutthaya ( sea ). . . center, vocalist, sub rapper

hyun hyunjae // ethan hyun ( ethan ) . . . main rapper, sub vocalist, maknae

·.༄࿔ SOCIAL MEDIA . 𔐬

instagram : @/nctrushofficial

youtube : nct rush official

twitter (x) : @/nctrushofficial

members' twitter (x) : @/nctrushhour

tiktok : @/nctrushtktk

fancafe : nct rush official

weverse : nct rush

[constelladream]

꒰ *ੈ✩‧₊˚ . ⊹ VOICES OF CONSTELLA . . . ៸៸៹ 𓂃°࿐.

[s3aborn3]

⇢ ˗ˏˋ₊˚ପ⊹ | Let’s get lost in this feeling  ࿐ྂ ꒱

S3ABORN3 (Pronounced ‘Seaborne’) is a nine-membered boy group under Cassiopeia Media. The number in the group name represents the number of members in the group: 3 x 3 = 9. The group debuted on July 6, 2018, originally debuting under SM Entertainment. However, in 2020, Cassiopeia Media bought the group’s contract, resulting in S3ABORN3 now being under their label.

꒰༊*·˚🐚┊ @ BASICS ! ࿐ྂ 

COMPANY || SM Entertainment (2018 - 2020); Cassiopeia Media (2020 - Present)

DEBUT DATE || July 6, 2018

FIRST ALBUM || ‘LOST’

DEBUT SONG || '여름 향기가 (날 춤추게 해)' [Summer Fragrance (Makes me Dance)]

MEMBERS || Hyunwoo, Jin, Chul, Julian, Eun, Jun, Jooha, Hwa, Erin

GROUP GREETING || 'Swim in the sea! Hello, we are S3ABORN3!'

OFFICIAL FANDOM NAME || P3ARLS

OFFICIAL FANDOM COLOR || Light Cyan, Pastel Coral Pink, Celeste

꒰༊*·˚🐚┊ @ SOCIALS ! ࿐ྂ 

YOUTUBE || S3ABORN3 Official

TIKTOK || s3aborn3_p3arls

INSTAGRAM || s3aborn3_cassiopeia (Staff) // s3aborn3_p3arls (Members)

TWITTER || S3ABORN3_Official (Staff) // s3aborn3p3arls (members)

FANCAFE || S3ABORN3 Official

VLIVE || S3ABON3 Official

[dwnwndrlnd]

@┊BASICS! . . . ៸៸៹ ࿐.

STAGE NAME: Haewon

BIRTHNAME: Choi Haewon

BIRTHDATE: 1st of October, 2000

DIMENSION: Edenworld Dimension

HOMETOWN: Busan, South Korea

ETHNICITY: Korean

NATIONALITY: Korean

LANGUAGES: Korean // Japanese

@┊SOCIALS! . . . ៸៸៹ ࿐.

INSTAGRAM || haewonhearts

PRIV. INSTAGRAM || edenprincech

TWITTER || haewonhearts

TIKTOK || - none -

@┊CAREER! . . . ៸៸៹ ࿐.

AGENCY: ColorCover Entertainment

CAREER: Idol, Actor

TRAINING TIME: 2017-2020 (3 yrs)

POSITION: Leader, Lead Vocalist, Dancer

TITLE: Prince of Hearts

@┊PERSONALITY! . . . ៸៸៹ ࿐.

Introvert

Judgmental

Protective

Caring

Ambitious

@┊FAMILY & RELATIONSHIP STATS! . . . ៸៸៹ ࿐.

FAMILY || Older Sister

SEXUALITY || Omnisexual

PRONOUNS || He/Him

RELATIONSHIP STATUS || Single

@┊FUN FACTS! . . . ៸៸៹ ࿐.

According to his profile on the company's website, Haewon is from the Edenworld Dimension

Each member has an obsidian stone that had brought them over to the real world. Haewon's obsidian stone is ruby obsidian

His title is the Prince of Hearts

He's been good friend with Chae since Chae joined the company since they're both from the same dimension

Haewon is good friends with Bora of KITSCH (@urnineteenskitsch). They often joke that they're long lost siblings

When the members all voted for the leader of their group in their pre-debut era, they all chose Haewon as leader because of his protective, caring, and leader-like personality

[hybe-girl]

──────────── MUSE ; animated

ℐׅ ─ “Muse” an animated television series produced by 21 Studio, premiered on January 28, 2019, and quickly became a cultural phenomenon. Over two seasons, it garnered critical acclaim and international attention, becoming a ratings success in South Korea and beyond. The series’ unique blend of animation and music, coupled with its compelling storyline, captivated audiences worldwide.

Upon its release, “Muse” shattered records on Netflix, becoming the platform’s most-watched series. It dominated the charts in 94 countries, attracting more than 142 million member households and amassing 1.65 billion viewing hours in its first four weeks. This unprecedented success highlighted the show’s universal appeal and the growing global influence of South Korean entertainment.

“Muse” was released just before the debut of the girl group Muse, also under 21 Studio. The series follows the members of Muse from their early days as trainees to their rise as international superstars. This narrative resonated deeply with viewers, offering an intimate look at the challenges and triumphs faced by aspiring artists in the competitive world of K-pop.

One of the most fascinating aspects of “Muse” is how it blurred the lines between fiction and reality. The show featured the full album debut of the girl group Muse, which quickly gained widespread popularity. The album’s lead single became the longest-running number-one song on the Circle Digital Chart and marked the group’s first entry on both the Billboard Hot 100 and the UK Singles Chart. This seamless integration of the animated series with real-world music success created a unique and immersive experience for fans.

Critics have lauded “Muse” for its innovative storytelling, vibrant animation, and powerful music. The series not only entertained but also provided a behind-the-scenes look at the K-pop industry, shedding light on the dedication and hard work required to achieve stardom. Its portrayal of the members’ growth and perseverance resonated deeply with audiences, inspiring many to pursue their own dreams.

“Muse” stands as a testament to the power of storytelling and the global reach of K-pop. Its success on Netflix and the subsequent rise of the girl group Muse underscore the show’s significant impact on both the entertainment industry and its fans. As “Muse” continues to inspire and entertain, it leaves an indelible mark on the world of animation and music, setting a new standard for future productions.

[crimsonglittered]

GLITTER & CRIMSON, also known as G&C, is a Korean, Canadian, Australian and Chinese all-male band under GC Global, previously known as SUPERSTAR Entertainment. the group consists of four members: ARDEN, CADENCE, SUNGSOO, and LEON. the group was scouted around the globe in numerous international auditions to find the perfect four. established officially in 2011, each member trained for exactly four years before debuting in 2015 with the mini album titled FULL OF CRIMSON. the concept of GLITTER & CRIMSON is the emotional process of how it feels to grow up too early. all members are best known for producing the group's music themselves since 2016.

group name glitter & crimson

company gc global

debut song dream boy!

debut album full of crimson, the 1st mini album

debut date may 08, 2015

fandom name rubies

fandom color #94CBE0 ➝  "morning glory"

THE MEMBERS . . .

ARDEN [ 1995 ] drummer, sub-vocalist

CADENCE [ 1997 ] leader, frontman, bassist, main vocalist

SUNGSOO [ 1998 ] electric guitarist, sub-vocalist

LEON [ 1998 ] maknae, rhythm guitarist, sub-vocalist

comment/reblog your bias(es) to join the taglist !

[bluwavez]

▶︎·၊၊||၊|။|||| | THE SOUND OF TSUISON

NOAH SON AKA TSUISON is the most credited producer under Mydol Entertainment. He started making music when he was only ten years old under the guidance and direction of his father. However, with age, Noah would find his own unique sound that the public is divided on whether they like it or not.

His producer tag "TSUISON" is a mixture of his mother's surname, Tsui, and his father's surname, Son.

Though Noah tends to lean more towards louder and more unconventional music, he drives a lot of inspiration from old hip-hop and R&B music while also mixing in EDM and traditional pop sounds. His style is completely unique and you can always tell when a song is produced by him.

Noah has produced over 60% of his group's discography and 50% of the music released by Mydol acts as of 2024.

When brought up in conversations, he is often compared to DEM JOINTZ and KENZIE.

Want to hear more by TSUISON? Just press play.

[comiclub]

Comic Club ( Hangul : 코믹 클럽 ), is a fictional thirteen-member boy group under I-Teen Media which consists of the members divided into three active sub-units to promote in. They made their official debut on September 19, 2024, with the mini album MARMORIS.

On February 25, 2024, Mnet announced the release of a new survival show, I-Star (Idol Stars), a sequel to their previous survival show, I-Doll, which had 70 female trainees compete for a chance to debut in a thirteen-member lineup. I-Star had the same premise but made 53 male trainees compete to debut in a boy group with a thirteen-member lineup, which was chosen by viewers all around the globe. The final lineup is a very controversial topic due to the many investigations of alleged sabotage between the contestants and eliminated I-Star members have claimed they experienced broken microphones, ripped outfits, or even blackmail, though nothing has been confirmed or denied.

Despite the controversies, Comic Club won over the hearts of viewers with their superhero concept. They live on a fictional earth called MARMORIS, and each subunit has its own storyline, with the members being classified into roles and representing different superpowers. Their debut song, We Can Be Heroes (Superhuman), debuted with 23 million views within the first day of release and charted #3 on the Gaon Digital Chart a week after release. With the success of their debut and interesting concept, Comic Club has a lot of people tuned in to all of their future releases.

Due to the big I-Star scandal, the members are a very controversial topic in the kpop community. Many fans theorize that the sabotage came from some of the members in the final lineup, and some even speculate that the members in the final lineup are still trying to sabotage each other. Despite the criticisms, Comic Club has undeniable talent that draws fans in daily, and their success only seems to keep going up from here.

���.ᐟ BASICS

NAME : Comic Club (코믹 클럽)

LABEL : I-Teen Media ( 2024 - present )

DEBUT DATE : September 19, 2024

CONCEPT : Superhero, Subunits

FANDOM : Solar

SUB-UNITS : Dystopia, Killshot, Super-Boyz

⭑.ᐟ MEMBERS

First Unit ✰ Dystopia

Kim ‘K.HAN’ Suhan ( 1995 ) *leader

Kojima DAICHI ( 1995 )

Sanun ‘ART’ Rotchana ( 1996 )

Han YOUNGMIN ( 1997 )

ROWAN Lee ( 1997 ) *maknae

Second Unit ✰ Killshot

JASON Jae Kim ( 1998 ) *leader

Iida MITSUO ( 1998 )

Li HAOJIN ( 1999 )

Oh ‘DANIEL’ Kyungtae ( 2000 ) *maknae

Third Unit ✰ Super-Boyz

Song ‘Z’ Zichen ( 2000 )

Ahn ‘LEVI’ Junseok ( 2001 ) *leader

Im WONIL ( 2002 )

Kang HANEUL ( 2002 ) *maknae

⭑.ᐟ TOURS

N/A!!

⭑.ᐟ DISCOGRAPHY

MARMORIS : debut mini album ( 2024 )

[m3loria]

 . ﹙ . . . ✦ ﹚ brown eyes; too warm, i burn. ── member 001

ぅ( FILE ONE ) ## BASIC INFORMATION

 ̟ ˖ ⁺ birth name : kasemchai shinawatra. ( เ���ษมชัย ชินวัตร )  ̟ ˖ ⁺ preferred name : chaiya. ( ไชยา )  ̟ ˖ ⁺ name meaning : kasemchai. ( of thai origin, meaning "a victorious celebration". )

 ̟ ˖ ⁺ nicknames : chaimi, semi, kachai, chiya, chaimin ( his close friends. ) side chick king, fuckboy wannabe ( meliora , specifically junmin. ) mr taxi, tea harbinger, tea warrior, meliora's dream guy ( his fans. ) the weirdo, straight shooter, no-bullshit chai ( his fans. )

 ̟ ˖ ⁺ date of birth : july 2, 1999.  ̟ ˖ ⁺ legal age : 25 years old.  ̟ ˖ ⁺ zodiac sign : cancer.  ̟ ˖ ⁺ lunar zodiac sign : rabbit.

 ̟ ˖ ⁺ place of birth : chiang mai, thailand.  ̟ ˖ ⁺ hometown : chiang mai, thailand.  ̟ ˖ ⁺ nationality : thai.  ̟ ˖ ⁺ ethnicity : thai.  ̟ ˖ ⁺ residences : chiang mai, thailand. ( 1999 —— 2017 ). bangkok, thailand. ( 2017 —— 2020 ). seoul, south korea. ( 2020 —— present ).

 ̟ ˖ ⁺ spoken languages : thai ( 100% , central thai ). english ( 100% , standard english ). korean ( 97% , gyeonggi dialect ). mandarin ( 20% , basic mandarin ).

 ̟ ˖ ⁺ gender identity : demiboy.  ̟ ˖ ⁺ pronouns : he / they.  ̟ ˖ ⁺ romantic orientation : panromantic.  ̟ ˖ ⁺ sexual orientation : pansexual.  ̟ ˖ ⁺ relationship status : taken.

 ̟ ˖ ⁺ height : 183 cm ( 6' ).  ̟ ˖ ⁺ weight : undisclosed.  ̟ ˖ ⁺ blood type : o+.

 ̟ ˖ ⁺ natural eye color : dark brown.  ̟ ˖ ⁺ natural hair color : black.  ̟ ˖ ⁺ current hair color : black.

 ̟ ˖ ⁺ body modifications : 2 piercings ( left ear ). 4 piercings ( right ear ). 6 tattoos.

 ̟ ˖ ⁺ face claim : jeff satur (actor).  ̟ ˖ ⁺ speaking claim : jeff satur (actor).  ̟ ˖ ⁺ vocal claim : lee 'hyunjae' jaehyun (the boyz).  ̟ ˖ ⁺ dance claim : huening kai (tomorrow x together).  ̟ ˖ ⁺ rap claim : lee 'hyunjae' jaehyun (the boyz).

ぅ( FILE TWO ) ## CAREER INFORMATION

 ̟ ˖ ⁺ stage name : chaiya. ( 차이야 )  ̟ ˖ ⁺ explanation : he simply wanted a name that was catchy and pronounceable, simply not his birth name. it was an amazing fit!

 ̟ ˖ ⁺ agencies : louvix audio (2020 —— present). sonata media (2020 —— present).  ̟ ˖ ⁺ former agencies : n/a.  ̟ ˖ ⁺ training period : 4 months.  ̟ ˖ ⁺ years active : 2020 —— present.  ̟ ˖ ⁺ occupation : singer-songwriter. model. kpop idol.

 ̟ ˖ ⁺ group : meliora (2020 —— present).  ̟ ˖ ⁺ debut date : may 1, 2020.  ̟ ˖ ⁺ debut age : 20 years old.  ̟ ˖ ⁺ position : lead vocalist, sub-rapper, visual.

 ̟ ˖ ⁺ representative color : silver ( #e6e6e6 )  ̟ ˖ ⁺ representative emoji : 💋  ̟ ˖ ⁺ individual fandom name : cherub ( originally it was going to be "venus", his favorite planet, but he went with cherub because he has an interest in angels and especially religious angels, also the word cherub is "super fucking pretty" in his own words, he loves how it looks )

 ̟ ˖ ⁺ instagram : kachiat ( personal , 903 posts , 2.8m followers , 3 following )

 ̟ ˖ ⁺ known for : his insistence to flirt with the members. having the shortest training period out of everyone in the group. only having dating rumors with men. responding to dating rumors by only creating more rumors. his abnormal side quests between comebacks. his imitation of yohan that almost got him punched in the face. his terrible luck. his insane energy. having a fear of nothing but bugs. losing all the mafia games. his emotional attachment to his silver ring. (allegedly) giving birth to taro. being proclaimed "the least funny".

ぅ( FILE THREE ) ## PERSONAL INFORMATION

 ̟ ˖ ⁺ analyzing the mbti : enfp // campaigner. is someone with the extraverted, intuitive, feeling, and prospecting personality traits. these people tend to embrace big ideas and actions that reflect their sense of hope and goodwill towards others. their vibrant energy can flow in many directions.

 ̟ ˖ ⁺ strengths : curious, perceptive, enthusiastic, excellent communicators, easygoing, good-natured.  ̟ ˖ ⁺ weaknesses : people-pleasing, overly optimistic, restless, disorganized, overly accommodating, easily bored.

 ̟ ˖ ⁺ family : father. mother. older sister.  ̟ ˖ ⁺ family dynamics : their relationship is an increasingly normal family relationship, occasionally their insults seem to hit a little too deep, they all love each other.  ̟ ˖ ⁺ household history : chaiya was born as the second child of two 23 year olds- niran and chariya in 1999, and two years before, they already had his older sister kannika in 1997. the two were messing around up until it bit them back and they ended up with two kids before even graduating from university, but they somehow were able to manage, night jobs and constant night shifts aside. it took a while for them to get up off their feet, two kids in their arms and just barely out of university, chaiya doesn't remember much of his early childhood, but his parents were simply always worried, kannika became a semi surrogate parent for him while they worked late nights in search for jobs their degrees could support. they got married in 2003, the pieces of paper finally became something useful, and the two could support themselves as well as their children. chaiya's childhood was relatively.. fine, there was occasionally fighting about bills but dad and mom always loved each other, their love for their children was spread equally. he was raised in a very happy household.

 ̟ ˖ ⁺ father : niran shinawatra, born january 2 1976 in krabi, thailand, resides in chiang mai, thailand, employed as a physician assistant, father of 2.  ̟ ˖ ⁺ mother : chariya pravat, born march 17 1976 in surat thani, thailand, resides in chiang mai, employed as a marketing manager, mother of 2.  ̟ ˖ ⁺ older sister : kannika shinawatra, born december 20 1997 in chiang mai, thailand, resides in bangkok, thailand, employed as a film director.

ぅ( FILE FOUR ) ## TRIVIAL INFORMATION

 ̟ ˖ ⁺ habits & mannerisms : scratching his cheek, biting his tongue when he's anxious, knocking his knuckles together, swearing whenever he drops something, tossing stuff instead of passing it, hugging everyone in sight, cupping everyone's cheeks, carrying his members as a display of affection, frequently reminding everyone of his love for them.

 ̟ ˖ ⁺ hobbies and skills : playing video games, noting down his improvement every month, reading comic books, making gifts, speaking three languages at the same time, watching shows kyrie acted in just to laugh at them, sewing himself new blankets, creating specific playlists, bending his body in simply terrifying ways, sight-seeing, traveling to go sight see.

 ̟ ˖ ⁺ likes : meliora, his hair, cats, musicals, babying people, theater, singing, soft blankets, cold colors, learning new things, neon lights, affection, venus, science, space, silver, silver jewelry, puppies, butterflies, pearls, flower fields, photography, imitating yohan, sleeping early.  ̟ ˖ ⁺ dislikes : his moms parents, milk, staying up late, math, the ocean, sports (sort of), being underestimated, not having time to talk, puzzles, milk chocolate, getting yelled at, having to be serious, mistreatment, smoothies, milkshakes, most dairy, chalk, swimming.

 ̟ ˖ ⁺ phobias : thalassophobia ( fear of deep bodies of water )

 ̟ ˖ ⁺ favorite colors : silver, dark blue.  ̟ ˖ ⁺ favorite seasons : summer.  ̟ ˖ ⁺ favorite animals : butterflies, cats specially tuxedo cats.  ̟ ˖ ⁺ favorite numbers : 12, 17.

 ̟ ˖ ⁺ personal playlist : 200%, akmu. o sole mio, iz*one. earfquake, tyler the creator. pov, ariana grande. teen idle, marina and the diamonds. candy man, brown eyed girls. mr taxi, girls generation. binz, solange. comme des garçons, rina sawayama. twilight, boa. snap out of it, arctic monkeys.

 ̟ ˖ ⁺ close friends : choi yeonjun, choi soobin, tomorrow x together. ju haknyeon, the boyz. cho miyeon, nicha yontarak, song yuqi, (g)i-dle.

ぅ( FILE FIVE ) ## FACTUAL INFORMATION

001 ▬▬ chaiya's personal account is basically a dumping ground for the random stuff in his camera roll. it's amazing how much he doesn't post himself, it's always pictures of the other members, or his puppy, or literally anything but a selca.

002 ▬▬ chaiya adopted a golden retriever named sarai in 2022 and that is literally his daughter. his emotional attachment to her is insane, she's basically the star of his instagram account.

003 ▬▬ chaiya is deathly allergic to dairy, he proclaims that it's the "worst thing about him". he found out for the first time when he ate ice cream and had a near death experience. he now has a terrible attachment to dairy free products.

004 ▬▬ chaiya is the member with the most consisting dating rumors, but especially with other male idols. the company has forbidden him from commenting on his own rumors because whenever he does he just makes his situation worse.

005 ▬▬ chaiya's cooking is okay. he can't make eight course meals like yohan, hwan or kiro but he's not half bad, he's practically keeping haneul alive.

006 ▬▬ he has a collection of souvenirs from every single place he's traveled to. he usually travels to other countries to collect souvenirs and eat the food, maybe pick up some recipes. as of 2024, he has souvenirs from taiwan, singapore, sweden, and greece.

007 ▬▬ it's become a whole inside joke that louvix audio isn't paying him correctly because he always gets caught with odd side jobs in between comebacks. the funniest instance of this is when a fan went to a cafe and he was their barista. the inside joke is so well known that the company themself had to release a statement, but most people don't take anything they say seriously.

008 ▬▬ his newest interest is photography, he often goes to photo exhibits to admire them whenever the group has even a sliver of a break. his partner has a huge interest in photography and he picked it up after them.

009 ▬▬ the reason netizens usually have problems with him is because of his, and i quote, "clear lack of media training". sometimes it's funny because he swears once in a livestream and they throw a hissy fit. he often says things that are out of line, constantly getting in trouble for the insurmountable dick jokes he can't resist making.

010 ▬▬ chaiya will fight for meliora. he'll literally bruise his knuckles for the members he doesn't care. he will square up with any meliora anti, because even though the members usually give him shit, he still won't let any bad talk step aside.

[chcrryade]

⠀⠀˚⠀DO YOU WANT A PIECE OF ME?⠀ ┉ ┉ ⠀None of them wanted this. Doyeon has to try and live with it anyway.

INCLUDING ⁺⠀kil doyeon, cherryade ensemble, jaguar staff. TIMESTAMP ⁺⠀NOVEMBER 2022—APRIL 2023. WARNINGS ⁺⠀swearing, (mentions of) fighting, drinking. WORD COUNT ⁺⠀5K NOTE ⁺⠀you don’t even know how much this made me want to end it all near the start.. WE FINALLY DID IT THOUGH! and im rly happy with it!!! i love u kil doyeon

Doyeon knew who JUST4U were.

Who in South Korea didn’t? You knew them even if you had absolutely no desire to. Their fame had stretched to all corners almost inevitably: their features were instantly recognisable, their name rolled off the tongue so easily it was hard to not to get it stuck in your head, and one of their many songs had almost certainly featured in some retail store in every city in every district, at least once. They’d even made it to Doyeon’s dead-end town, a poster of one of the perfume endorsements they’d done plastered on their singular bus stop’s wall. He’d stared them in the face every day while waiting to be picked up, and occasionally he’d daydream about what life must’ve been like in a city so far away.

(Which, retrospectively, was a little dramatic. Seoul was barely two hours away by train. He could’ve made a weekend trip of it, and just never thought to do so. Never thought he’d be allowed to do so).

Anyway. Back then. Bus stop. Daydreams. None of the above compared to how he knew JUST4U now. Now that they were about ten metres away from him (and, as it looked to be, everyone else in the company) right in the middle of the lobby, shouting and swearing at one another, looking nearly on the verge of getting physical.

Na Yeseul, platinum blonde dyed tresses whipping around her shoulders with every vigorous movement of her arms and dark purple lipstick painting every curse word she spat nectarine, raised an arm as if she was going to backhand Choi Insu across the face, before it then dove into her purse. Doyeon stepped a little closer to Daejin, a hand curling loosely around the producer’s forearm.

“You don’t think she’s got a…”

He trailed off, but it was obvious what he was referring to. Of course he didn’t really believe she had a weapon, however small, but the movement was so recognisable from all of the action and gangster movies Jaehee could never stop watching that it got him scared, just for a moment.

Daejin’s gaze of gentle judgement burned into the side of his face, but the dancer still couldn’t stop staring at the ongoing argument. “‘Yun. Be realistic, for a minute.”

Still, despite the light-hearted reality check, the producer also leaned in to nudge Doyeon’s shoulder with his own, and curled his hand up to squeeze the palm grabbing at him. In front of them, Insu let out a loud, unsettling laugh, throwing his head back with it. The scene felt very action-and-gangster-movie-like. Quite exciting, really. The leader’s gaze slid along to where Jaehee was watching wide-eyed, Minhui jumping up and down with both of his hands on his shoulders; looking like he was seconds from choosing a side and cheering them on, and felt a smile grow on his face, before a loud yell of “You cunt!” snatched his attention straight back to the main event.

“What are they even fighting about, anyway?” His words were a murmur, tapping at Daejin’s arm in case he hadn’t been heard. He’d been late to the scene, too busy practising alone, and had only found out there was a scene at all because Hasun had come running in with the news, an excited spark in his eyes that made him look like the child he never really got the chance to be.

In his peripheral vision, he saw the producer shrug. “The reunion interviewer, I think. That’s what I got from Joosun-hyung. He ignored Yeseul-noona. Or maybe made a pass at her? Or did he make a pass at Insu-hyung? It’s sort of a mix-and-match of both those things. Anyway, it started from there, and then it spiralled. You’d think after six years away from one another they would’ve buried the hatchet.”

Doyeon didn’t think any sort of burying was in the forefront of either of their minds. They seemed to be producing more and more hatchets out of thin air with the sole intention of throwing them straight at one another, if anything. 

But it couldn’t last forever. Someone would have to step in eventually. Not that anyone seemed particularly keen to do so, at the moment. Even the secretary at the front desk had abandoned her post (where, should she had stayed, she would’ve had a front-row seat that Doyeon almost envied) and was now standing in the doorway used for deliveries, a nail file in her hands that she was paying more attention to than the fight. The CEO seemed like the obvious choice to do the mediating, but as it stood, Ae Seungdae was standing in the prime position—obviously a few metres away, but still right in the middle of the two—and.. Clapping? Fist pumping? Whatever the hand gestures were, they looked to be more of encouragement than attempts to stop the shouting. Doyeon almost admired it. 

“Hyung,” a voice came from behind him, and the leader almost jumped out of his skin. Whipping his head around, he was faced with Yijun standing from where he’d been leaning against one of the walls and walking forward, away from where Daejin and Doyeon were. A phone was pressed to his ear, and Doyeon knew eavesdropping was generally looked down upon, but.. It was Yijun. He justified his decision by telling himself it would help him get to know the rapper just a tiny bit better. Or at all, really. His attention was fully diverted from the has-beens for the first time since he’d been dragged down into the lobby, although he kept his eyes facing forward so as not to raise suspicion.

“You’ve gotta get here, like, now! It’s so funny, really.. Yeseul-noona and Insu-hyung are back at it again. Youngshik-hyung looks like he’s about to either burst into tears or start jumping for joy, I can’t decide.”

Whoever he was talking to must’ve declined the offer, because Yijun groaned down the phone, eyes rolling and shoulders slumping. It was the most Doyeon had seen him express an emotion that wasn’t anger (or at least irritation) for more than five seconds. He was reeling.

“Hyeonmin-ah. Hyung. Please? I thought I was your favourite.”

Hyeonmin. The name rang a bell, but he couldn’t remember where from. It didn’t come to him until Yijun had stalked off across the lobby floor, the rest of his conversation lost to the sound of screams and laughter, the general buzz of everyone in the room. Hyeonmin. Oh Hyeonmin. One of Yijun’s old members, like Jaehee. Except he hadn’t made the CHERRYADE cut, for whatever reason. 

Doyeon thought of the playful whine in Yijun’s tone. “Hyung.” The disappointment that pulled at his sharp features when he was denied. Huh. It was something to dwell on, to turn over his head for just a little longer. 

But for now, seeing as no one was going to stop the once-duo—the duo that he’d longed to know, years and years ago—anytime soon, carrying on watching the fight of the year (in his opinion, anyway) was far closer to the top of his list of priorities. He slumped a little onto Daejin, making the producer hold half of his weight, grinning when he felt the half-hearted glare directed at the side of his face again, and got comfortable.

December hit. Jaehee insisted on buying every tin of hot chocolate powder he set eyes on. Minhui wouldn’t be caught dead without wearing a fluffy coat of some sort. He heard more curses on Yijun’s name then he saw the boy himself. Haeil was putting Baileys in every beverage he drank. Jalen bought himself an advent calendar and, after seeing how much Hasun was eyeing it every morning, bought one for him too. Hasun had cried when he got it, though he’d pretended he wasn’t, and Minhui had cracked up over the sight of it (although his laughter was followed by over-the-top babying, as was any of his interactions with the maknae). 

December hit. Doyeon was starting to get worried. Wouldn’t anyone? Eight months since their last comeback, eight months since they’d been on stage, and maybe seven since they’d been out—doing things, promoting things, having fun even if they were exaggerating every laugh for the sake of the camera. Four months since Jalen’s interview, the one he was excited for even if he protested vehemently against that fact, the one where he told the interviewer that they hadn’t heard much on the schedule side of things. Doyeon never thought he’d long for a makeup artist to plaster his cheeks in foundation two shades too light and for the familiar burn of hair dye to singe his roots, but a faint itch was starting to settle under his skin. A want. 

One that he probably couldn’t do anything about.

He’d sat with that probably for days, tossing it over and over in his head. Trying to come to terms with it, to accept it as fact, and only getting frustrated when it just wouldn’t settle, refusing to leave. Like something stuck in his throat, a nagging feeling he couldn’t shake.

All that was rational was shaking him by the shoulders, striking him across the cheek, watching the pale skin stain red. Eight months. Maybe even eight months more. And there’s nothing you can do about it. You’ll have to listen to the crying, and the door slamming, and clean the bottles from the kitchen, and forget your card pin because you know your account’s getting emptier, and you’ll just have to shrug your shoulders. What can you do about it? You, of all people?

Everything else was kicking and screaming, his heart tearing itself out of his chest to protest. I don’t want to listen, or clean, or forget. I’ve done enough of that. All of that. I want to do something. I don’t want eight months more—I don’t want one month more, even. I know I can’t do much, but I want to do this. Let me. Let me!

No answer came. And, similarly, no schedules did, either. They’d all noticed, but no one had come to him and brought it up yet. Yijun probably would’ve been the first to make a scene, but.. Well. You knew something was up when you’d been seeing Kil Jiyeol more than your own group member for the past few weeks. So it had stayed stagnant, kicked underneath the carpet, the album cover-shaped elephant in the apartment.

Until Minhui broke first, dragging Haeil along with him. Doyeon paused from where he was rummaging around in the fridge, not turning his head but waiting. Waiting for them to confirm his suspicions out loud, seeing as he hadn’t been able to muster up the courage even when it was only him alone in his bedroom. 

“Hyung,” Minhui began. He sounded as blunt as ever, but the lighter edge was gone.

“Minhui-yah,” Doyeon answered, and swallowed around nothing. His hand felt shaky when he came to grip the glass jug full of water. “What is it?”

“You know what it is.”

That he did. He pressed a hand to his forehead, tried to swallow once more and winced when it felt harder this time around, and closed the fridge door. He didn’t turn around. Not yet. “I.. I don’t know what to do. I don’t know—but I want to know, Minhui, I really do. I’m just as happy about this as you are. As any of us are.”

It was then he turned on his heel to face them, to show better than he could ever say how he was feeling. He locked eyes with Minhui first, the dancer perched atop the kitchen island with Haeil slumped into one of the stools beside it. Sitting with his arms and legs crossed, the childlike pose was a stark difference from the expression on his face. They stayed in their stalemate until, surprisingly, Haeil was the one to break it.

“Why don’t you just.. Ask?”

When two pairs of eyes turned to him, he hunched in on himself; shoulders drawing up as if anticipating a slap. “I only mean.. Because, you know. Daejin-hyung, and stuff. You’re close, aren’t you? Or at least Joosun-hyung. He’s been here the longest.”

It made sense. Sort of. They were close, sure, but how much say would a producer have in the grand scheme of things? Most likely not a lot, usually, but.. He may have had a point with Joosun. He had been here the longest, almost since the beginning. Or rather, the beginning of the new JAGUAR. It was admittedly better than nothing, and he stayed quiet for a few seconds more to think it over a little longer. 

“I’ll try,” was what he finally decided on, opening his mouth again to get another few words in before they could jump in. “But don’t get your hopes up. Please. I don’t want to..” Let you down. He couldn’t really bring himself to say it, voice trailing off and eyes drifting off to the corridor behind the two instead of meeting either of their eyes.

“I think if anyone could get us some actual work, it’d be you, hyung. But yeah, we won’t expect to be shoved into a recording booth by next week, or anything. Should we tell the others?”

Minhui’s eyes were wider, looking far more alive than they had earlier, awaiting Doyeon’s response. But telling the rest meant there’d be more he’d have to risk letting down, even if Minhui had just told him he’d be fine, with Haeil giving a silent nod of assent beside him. But—no. Not yet. He said as much to the pair before him.

“I’ll tell Jalen. The rest.. Later.” He threw a half-hearted attempt at a joke in afterwards, with a weak laugh to try and make it a little more convincing. “Yijun would have to be here for any of us to tell him. Where even is he these days?”

Haeil rolled his eyes, Minhui snickered to himself, and neither of them answered his question. Doyeon took that as an answer unto itself. Maybe it was better he didn’t know.

The duo left the kitchen not long after that, Haeil out the door with a lighter in one hand and Minhui back to his bedroom, and Doyeon finally turned back to the fridge. He poured himself a glass of water, sat at the island, and stared into nothing for a long, long while; drink untouched, fingertips tapping nearly-silently on the marble. It wasn’t until the sun had set that he finally moved. Mind a little clearer, a sort-of plan set in place, a rough script of what he was going to say to Daejin, and to Joosun, in his head.

A starting point, if nothing else.

The new year came and went. They’d stayed in—most of them, anyway. Minhui had gone to a friend’s, said something about setting off fireworks and playing Dance Dance Revolution, and Hasun had gone home for a week or two, Eunhee coming to pick him up without sparing a second look at any of the rest of them. The remaining five ended up congregating in the living room and sitting in the dark, watching the city from the window. Yijun was glued to his phone in the corner, hiding it from anyone who dared to even try to peek (and, as usual, especially from Jaehee, who almost got a foot to the face for his nosiness). Doyeon turned his own phone off and left it in his room, nestling into a corner of the sofa and pretending not to notice how close Jalen and Haeil were sitting—how their faces almost brushed whenever they turned to whisper something into the other’s ear—while savouring every small sip he took of his Buck’s Fizz, raising an arm for Jaehee to cram himself under after having gotten over his ten minutes spent sulking and recovering from his nearly-injury. It was.. Nice. The nicest the atmosphere had been for a while. A chance for him to put off his impending responsibility for a little while longer.

The deflection didn’t work for much longer. It was his own guilt that gave him the push he needed to get on with it—and maybe Haeil’s empty stares whenever they passed one another in the apartment, saying everything without a single word leaving his lips, helped a little as well. He could be so haunting sometimes, Doyeon hated the chills it gave him. 

So there he was, face-to-face with the door of Daejin’s studio. It had felt weird entering the company building after not seeing it for.. Going on four months. He’d taken to renting out studio rooms when he wanted to dance, unsure if he’d be able to stomach entering the practice rooms with the weight of all the things he wasn’t there to do laying heavy on his shoulders the whole time. His hand went for the doorknob, but faltered halfway and he reached to knock instead. A slightly muffled call for him to come in reached his ears, and he slowly pushed the door open.

“What do you—Doyeon! I haven’t seen you since..” He trailed off, and Doyeon didn’t know what he was so apprehensive about filling the gap with. Since the fight. Since you got stuck in a hiatus you didn’t know about. Since you started doing nothing even though you didn’t want to. Whatever it was, Daejin brushed it away with a palm gesturing through the air, putting the unspoken words out of mind. “It’s been a while, that’s all. What’s up?”

“I need to talk to Joosun-hyung about something. Or rather, I need to ask him something. I guess I just wanted to know if you think.. If what I’m doing makes sense.”

Daejin leaned back in his chair, the dark leather creaking with the movement, and spread his arms out either side of him. “Hit me.”

Doyeon did as asked, trying not to feel too stupid while the words spilled out of his mouth. He knew it was something he wanted, something they all wanted, but the embarrassment still made itself present on his cheeks, the nape of his neck heating up uncomfortably underneath his hoodie. Coming from his mouth, it sounded more like a plan a child would come up with and present in a mess of coloured crayons and star stickers than anything else. Still, Daejin listened to every word.

“That.. Actually makes sense. I think you could get somewhere with that, especially if he lets it slip to Jitae first. Good on Haeil-ah for coming up with it!” Daejin praised while Doyeon gulped in lungfuls of air, having spit out everything he’d been mulling over in one single go. “Joosun-hyung’s downstairs on a smoke break—or, he was when I last saw him. Good luck! And tell me how it goes afterwards!”

He dutifully promised the producer he’d do just that, and then left the studio again; head feeling a little cloudy, feet staying stuck to the carpeted corridor as if unsure of where he should head to next. But he was so close he could practically taste it, now, and the split-second memory of Minhui and Haeil staring back at him in the kitchen again was all the encouragement he needed to march to the end of the hallway and shoulder open the fire escape door, descending the stairwell with as much speed as he could muster up; footsteps echoing off the walls all around him.

As he went, he began to idly draft an imaginary script of the conversation he would soon have to have, as if writing a play. Admittedly he’d never been all that good at anything drama-related, but his imagination could get overactive when it wanted to. Nevermind whether he wanted it to or not, of course.

The curtain rises on a dreary January mid-morning, focusing in on two figures outside the JAGUAR company building—the side nearest the cluster of restaurants and taller office blocks that close in on it on most sides. One is smoking, sunglasses over his eyes (despite the lack of sun to protect them from), with unruly hair sticking up all over the place in a clear just-woke-up way rather than anything intentional. The other is pulling alternately at his own fingers and the drawstrings of his hoodie, the hood of which has been pulled hastily over hair with two-month-old roots sprouting from the crown—hair he would rather only be seen by as little people as he could help. There’s nothing but the sound of ash burning until the non-smoker cracks his knuckles once more and breaks the silence.

DOYEON⠀So, er, Joosun-hyung. I wanted to—talk. To you.

JOOSUN (he turns his head, and gives DOYEON a slightly bemused look)⠀Talk, then?

DOYEON⠀Right. Sorry. I don’t know why I.. I think this cold is really freezing my brain.

JOOSUN⠀Wrapping up warmer might help. Aren’t you cold?

DOYEON (unconvincingly)⠀Not at all.

JOOSUN (rolling his eyes)⠀Sure. Hurry up and say what you want to say already.

DOYEON⠀I just wanted to ask if you think—If you would— (he’s floundering, struggling to find the words and continues to for a few moments until a final question bursts out of him) Can you help us have a comeback?

JOOSUN stares. His cigarette falls from his fingers, down to the concrete beneath them. Silence once more. Cars rush by, the two continue to stare, the curtain falls.

By the time he’d reached its end, cold air was hitting his face and the smell of smoke was evident. Doyeon looked up only to find Joosun already staring right at him.

He took another deep inhale, trying to put off the fact it was probably half made-up of second-hand smoke, and straightened his shoulders before starting to speak. It was just a matter of following his own made-up script, was all. Easy.

The curtain has not yet risen again, but words are still heard from behind them. Hesitant, as if he’s choosing them carefully, but words all the same.

JOOSUN (after an extended pause)⠀You’re crazy. And Haeil-ah is too. All of you are, what the fuck? But.. Yeah, ‘Yun, I’ll help you. I’ll see what I can do.

Alcohol, hair dye, dance, and Minhui largely made up the February-March stretch. His birthday was the clearest memory he had of the two-month-long blur, even if that night was arguably the one he drank the most. Everyone was there, in the apartment that had been forcefully made into a home, and he was deciding he’d had enough every five minutes, and someone had dug out a disco ball that was hurting his eyes, and Yijun had taken one disgusted look at his roots and yelled over whatever house remix of something or other that Jiyeol had made Jalen bump up to the top of the queue for him: “Hyung! I’m dying those for you, like, ASAP. It hurts me to look at them,” and Doyeon had nearly burst into tears on the spot. Out of gratitude. Out of shock. Out of too many Mojitos and not enough courage to do it himself.

The dance and Minhui went hand-in-hand. It started when he asked if he could join him on one of his rented studio hours, which was easy enough to agree to, and then before he knew it once a week they were running through all the choreos they knew and making up the ones they didn’t, freestyling to each other’s playlists and collapsing onto one another exhausted after the music had ended. They always grabbed food afterwards, taking turns to pay, and Doyeon felt the most normal he had in.. A while. The routine was comforting, grounding. And most of all, it was fun. He never failed to crack a smile on any of their outings, fondness feeling as it was pouring out of his chest. He supposed he and Minhui were sort of similar, in a way. They had both come from somewhere else alone, built into the seven as the lone once-idols. Granted, Minhui’s old group was far more successful than Slow Motion ever were, but still.

Doyeon had no idea if he had any of the same sort of effect on Minhui—he doubted it, although he held the few times he’d made him crack up laughing close to his heart—but he was glad for him all the same. Glad he’d reached out, even if it was just to try and stop Doyeon from looking so blank all of the time rather than for his own desire for some company. 

They never brought up Joosun’s answer, although as soon as he’d rushed back up the company stairwell to tell Daejin of the good news (and stayed there for a while longer for the celebratory jumping around and yelling and then eventual catch-up conversation the producer wanted to have afterwards) the pair that had confronted him first were the second to know as soon as he got back to the apartment. It’d been two months of nothing, after all, and neither wanted to face the fact that the ‘don’t get your hopes up’ message was ringing a little too true.

The other five had been doing fine over the last couple of months also—as far as Doyeon could tell, anyway. Jaehee had started to teach Hasun how to cook, even if he himself was rusty (resulting in a few occasions where the smoke alarm started screeching and, in return, the others started screeching as well), Yijun was back to staying in the apartment most of the time (taking to locking himself in his room whenever someone got on his nerves, rather than booking it out of the front door), and Jalen had slowly got back into his music-making—he’d stopped not too long after the reunion fight and the not-confirmed-but-obvious-hiatus they’d been put on, not stating anything but lack of inspiration as his reason, but Doyeon had always thought it was more than that. Not that he’d ever gone the extra step and asked. He’d had a suspicion that would've only made him clam up more, and that was something he didn’t really want to risk.

All in all, they’d coped. Sort of. It was the best they were going to get at it, anyway. They were creeping up to April, now, and the more he thought about it the more sick he felt. So he of course opted for the far easier option—forgetting all about it. He took the calendar off of the corkboard in the kitchen, replaced it with one of Haeil’s quick sketches he’d found on the back of an old receipt. He danced twice a week, once with Minhui and once without. He took himself to lunch, and Jalen to dinner. He let Jaehee shove a controller into his hands and played whatever gun game he chose until his eyes were blurry and his head ached. Maybe it was madness finally catching up to him, the months upon months of feeling so lifeless finally put to an end. Maybe he just didn’t care. All Doyeon knew was that he hadn’t felt this good since he was being crammed into tacky stage outfits and filmed doing whatever the people behind the camera told him to do for most hours of the day.

On the very first day of April, though, his—all of theirs—new normal was thrown on its head. Just as they’d been finding a rhythm, learning to live with it all. He was woken up by a banging on his bedroom door, sun barely risen enough to spill through the cracks in his curtains. 

He flung a hand out to reach for his phone. The screen read 5:42, and Doyeon wanted to die. Stumbling out of bed was only slightly harder than opening his eyes, and by the time he reached the door and yanked it open his vision had gotten a little clearer. Although, when he saw who was on the other side, he had to blink twice to make sure it wasn’t an apparition conjured up in a dream. Or a nightmare, depending on how you looked at it.

It was none other than Hong Jaeyoung was staring back at him for the first time in over a year, eyes flat and disinterested as they’d always been, suit ironed down to the last wrinkle, his lemon yellow tie the only pop of colour about him. Doyeon almost stumbled backwards, mouth opening with no words coming out. Jaeyoung only raised an eyebrow in return.

“Did you not hear me the first time? I said get up. You wanted this, didn’t you? Not gonna be a good look if you all turn up late.”

You wanted this, didn’t you? Did he mean..? No. Surely not. While Doyeon was still floundering, the early morning chill stark against his bare legs, the manager rolled his eyes, half turning on his heel before turning back to confirm his suspicions. His hopes.

“Yes, idiot, you’re getting your jobs back. For now. Maybe not if you’re not in the car by six.”

And with that he was gone, turning to deliver a sharp kick to Jaehee’s door on the way. Doyeon walked out from his doorway and looked down the hallway, Hasun meeting his gaze with similarly wide eyes. Silence lagged on between them before a spark of mischief lit up in the maknae’s eyes.

“I’ll race you, hyung!”

He was taking off full-speed the second the words left his lips, and Doyeon was frozen on the spot. Before—laughter. He just couldn’t stop laughing, shoulders heaving and tears springing to his eyes. Laughter at the suddenness of the news, at Hasun’s antics, at the feeling of the weight of the world finally being shoved off of his shoulders. He felt free, even if really he was about to start being the opposite for the first time in over a year.

Still unable to stop the little giggles from his laughing fit, Doyeon gave chase to Hasun down the corridor, smiling so wide his cheeks hurt. Free. Not really, of course, but.. It was more than good enough for him. For all of them.

[nctrushh0ur]

·.༄࿔   Get out of my way,

 I  don't  care  what  you  got

      No one can    stop me

        MY TURN

『 𓆩★𓆪 ׅ 𔐬 Voices of NCT RUSH 』

[constelladream]

꒰ TAKE 3 SCREENSHOTS TO SEE WHICH MEMBER PHOTOCARDS YOU GOT FROM 'FALLEN' ꒱

[s3aborn3]

    ꒰ 🫧 ꒱ؘ ࿐ ࿔*:･ﾟEven the deep sea

      Showers  in  the  sun

        Let’s dance 𓇼࿓

⸻ 𓂃࿐ ࿔. ❛ BASICS ❜

BIRTHNAME: Kang Hyunwoo

BIRTHDATE: 25th of September, 1996

BIRTH PLACE: Jeju Island, South Korea

HOMETOWN: Incheon, South Korea

ETHNICITY: Korean

NATIONALITY: Korean

LANGUAGES: Korean

⸻ 𓂃࿐ ࿔. ❛ CAREER ❜

STAGE NAME: Hyunwoo

CAREER: Idol

COMPANY: Starborn Creative

TRAINING TIME: 2015 — 2018

POSITION: leader, vocalist, sub rapper

⸻ 𓂃࿐ ࿔. ❛ SOCIALS ❜

INSTAGRAM: hyun_uwu

PRIV. INSTAGRAM: do_or_diewu

TWITTER: hyun_uwu

⸻ 𓂃࿐ ࿔. ❛ BASICS ❜

BIRTHNAME: Chen Xejin

BIRTHDATE: 15th of March, 1997

BIRTH PLACE: Guangzhou, China

HOMETOWN: Guangzhou, China

ETHNICITY: Chinese

NATIONALITY: Chinese

LANGUAGES: Mandarin, Cantonese, Korean

⸻ 𓂃࿐ ࿔. ❛ CAREER ❜

STAGE NAME: Jin

CAREER: Idol, Actor

COMPANY: Starborn Creative

TRAINING TIME: 2016 — 2018

POSITION: vocalist, face of the group

⸻ 𓂃࿐ ࿔. ❛ SOCIALS ❜

INSTAGRAM: jinstaaa

PRIV. INSTAGRAM: daffodilji

⸻ 𓂃࿐ ࿔. ❛ BASICS ❜

BIRTHNAME: Chance Nam

KOREAN NAME: Nam Chul

BIRTHDATE: 16th of October, 1997

BIRTH PLACE: Chicago, Illinois, USA

HOMETOWN: Chicago, Illinois, USA

ETHNICITY: Korean

NATIONALITY: Korean-American

LANGUAGES: English, Korean

⸻ 𓂃࿐ ࿔. ❛ CAREER ❜

STAGE NAME: Chul

CAREER: Idol

COMPANY: Starborn Creative

TRAINING TIME: 2015 — 2018

POSITION: lead rapper, vocalist

⸻ 𓂃࿐ ࿔. ❛ SOCIALS ❜

INSTAGRAM: chuuchuulnam

PRIV. INSTAGRAM: chasethechance

TWITTER: chuuchuulnam

⸻ 𓂃࿐ ࿔. ❛ BASICS ❜

BIRTHNAME: Julian Park

BIRTHDATE: 18th of November, 1998

BIRTH PLACE: Montréal, Québec, Canada

HOMETOWN: Montréal, Québec, Canada

ETHNICITY: Korean

NATIONALITY: Korean-Canadian

LANGUAGES: English, Korean

⸻ 𓂃࿐ ࿔. ❛ CAREER ❜

STAGE NAME: Julian

CAREER: Idol

COMPANY: Starborn Creative

TRAINING TIME: 2016 — 2018

POSITION: main rapper, sub vocalist

⸻ 𓂃࿐ ࿔. ❛ SOCIALS ❜

INSTAGRAM: pakjulbaksu

PRIV. INSTAGRAM: juullpriv

TWITTER: pakjulbaksu

⸻ 𓂃࿐ ࿔. ❛ BASICS ❜

BIRTHNAME: Huang Eunhee

BIRTHDATE: 14th of April, 1999

BIRTH PLACE: Changwon, Gyeongsangnam-do, South Korea

HOMETOWN: Changwon, Gyeongsangnam-do, South Korea

ETHNICITY: Korean

NATIONALITY: Korean

LANGUAGES: Korean

⸻ 𓂃࿐ ࿔. ❛ CAREER ❜

STAGE NAME: Eun

CAREER: Idol

COMPANY: Starborn Creative

TRAINING TIME: 2017 — 2018

POSITION: lead vocalist, sub rapper

⸻ 𓂃࿐ ࿔. ❛ SOCIALS ❜

INSTAGRAM: eunstagram

PRIV. INSTAGRAM: silverstarrr

TWITTER: eunstwt

⸻ 𓂃࿐ ࿔. ❛ BASICS ❜

BIRTHNAME: Jun Yinye

BIRTHDATE: 17th of July, 1999

BIRTH PLACE: Dongguan, Guangdong, China

HOMETOWN: Dongguan, Guangdong, China

ETHNICITY: Chinese

NATIONALITY: Chinese

LANGUAGES: Mandarin, Korean

⸻ 𓂃࿐ ࿔. ❛ CAREER ❜

STAGE NAME: Jun

CAREER: Idol

COMPANY: Starborn Creative

TRAINING TIME: 2016 — 2018

POSITION: lead vocalist, visual

⸻ 𓂃࿐ ࿔. ❛ SOCIALS ❜

INSTAGRAM: junniverse

PRIV. INSTAGRAM: jujux2yin

⸻ 𓂃࿐ ࿔. ❛ BASICS ❜

BIRTHNAME: Min Jooha

BIRTHDATE: 25th of December, 1999

BIRTH PLACE: Busan, South Korea

HOMETOWN: Busan, South Korea

ETHNICITY: Korean

NATIONALITY: Korean

LANGUAGES: Korean, Spanish, Semi-Fluent Japanese, Basic English

⸻ 𓂃࿐ ࿔. ❛ CAREER ❜

STAGE NAME: Jooha

CAREER: Idol, MC

COMPANY: Starborn Creative

TRAINING TIME: March 2018 — July 2018

POSITION: main vocalist, visual

⸻ 𓂃࿐ ࿔. ❛ SOCIALS ❜

INSTAGRAM: joohahiiii

PRIV. INSTAGRAM: prxtypxnk

TWITTER: joohahiiii

⸻ 𓂃࿐ ࿔. ❛ BASICS ❜

BIRTHNAME: Choi Jaehwa

ENGLISH NAME: Elias Choi

BIRTHDATE: 14th of February, 2000

BIRTH PLACE: Daegu, South Korea

HOMETOWN: Seoul, South Korea

ETHNICITY: Korean

NATIONALITY: Korean

LANGUAGES: Korean, English

⸻ 𓂃࿐ ࿔. ❛ CAREER ❜

STAGE NAME: Hwa

CAREER: Idol, Actor

COMPANY: Starborn Creative

TRAINING TIME: 2017 — 2018

POSITION: main dancer, rapper, sub vocalist

⸻ 𓂃࿐ ࿔. ❛ SOCIALS ❜

INSTAGRAM: urangelhwa

PRIV. INSTAGRAM: notherenotme

TWITTER: urangelhwa

YOUTUBE: Silas & Hwa (shared channel)

⸻ 𓂃࿐ ࿔. ❛ BASICS ❜

BIRTHNAME: Niriaiin Erimaki

BIRTHDATE: 26th of May, 2001

BIRTH PLACE: Hyogo, Japan

HOMETOWN: Sapporo, Hokkaido, Japan

ETHNICITY: Japanese-Filipino

NATIONALITY: Japanese

LANGUAGES: Japanese, Tagalog, Korean, Advanced English

⸻ 𓂃࿐ ࿔. ❛ CAREER ❜

STAGE NAME: Erin

CAREER: Idol, Actor

COMPANY: Starborn Creative

TRAINING TIME: 2017 — 2018

POSITION: lead dancer, center, maknae

⸻ 𓂃࿐ ࿔. ❛ SOCIALS ❜

INSTAGRAM: prettyerin

PRIV. INSTAGRAM: betonmeri

YOUTUBE: ERINTIME

[dwnwndrlnd]

@┊BASICS! . . . ៸៸៹ ࿐.

STAGE NAME: Leewon

BIRTHNAME: Kim Leewon

BIRTHDATE: 18th of May, 1998

DIMENSION: Evergreen Dimension

HOMETOWN: Busan, South Korea

ETHNICITY: Korean

NATIONALITY: Korean

LANGUAGES: Korean

@┊SOCIALS! . . . ៸៸៹ ࿐.

INSTAGRAM || leewonurheart

PRIV. INSTAGRAM || prxnceofevxl

TWITTER || leewonurheart

TIKTOK || - none -

@┊CAREER! . . . ៸៸៹ ࿐.

AGENCY: ColorCover Entertainment

CAREER: Idol, Actor

TRAINING TIME: 2015-2020 (5 yrs)

POSITION: Main Vocalist, Composer (Producer Team)

TITLE: Evil Prince

@┊PERSONALITY! . . . ៸៸៹ ࿐.

Introvert

Organized

Judgmental

Stubborn

Charming

@┊FAMILY & RELATIONSHIP STATS! . . . ៸៸៹ ࿐.

FAMILY || ????

SEXUALITY || Pansexual

PRONOUNS || He/Him

RELATIONSHIP STATUS || Single

@┊FUN FACTS! . . . ៸៸៹ ࿐.

According to his profile on the company's website, Leewon is from the Evergreen Dimension

Each member has an obsidian stone that had brought them over to the real world. Leewon's obsidian stone is electric violet obsidian

His title is the Evil Prince

Leewon says that out of all of his members, he's closest to Hao because they're from the same dimenson

He has trained the longest out of all the members

Although it's not in his official profile, he's the self-proclaimed co-leader of the group with Haewon

[hybe-girl]

✮⠀ˑ ִֶ 𓂃⊹.⠀♱⠀✮⠀ˑ ִֶ 𓂃⊹. MUSE Members Profile

MUSE ( 뮤즈 신 ) is a 4-member South Korean girl group under 21 studio, consisting of Sora, Isla, Kaiya, & Gianna . They debuted through the animated series with the same name MUSE. They also made their Korean debut on August 1, 2019, with the digital single, “Abracadabra“.

　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ Fandom Name: symphonies

　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ Official Greeting: “your muse, Hi We are MUSE”

　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ MUSE Official Fandom Colors: carmine #960018. blush #DE5D83

﹒　　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ MUSE Official Logo:

　 　 　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ MUSE Official SNS:

　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ Website (Japan): muse-official.jp

　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ Instagram: @muse_official

　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ TikTok: @muse_official

　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ X (Twitter): @muse_official / (Japan): @museJPofficial

　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ YouTube: MUSE

　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ Facebook: MUSE

　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ Weibo: MUSE

　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ Pinterest: MUSE

﹒　　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ MUSE Member Profiles:

﹒　　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ Sora

　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ Stage Name: Sora ( 소라 )

　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ Birth Name: Park Sora ( 박소라 )

　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ English Name: Serenity Park

　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ Position(s): Leader, Main Vocalist, dancer

　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ Birthday: May 11th, 2000

　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ Zodiac Sign: Taurus

　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ Chinese Zodiac Sign: Dragon

　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ Height: 167.8 cm (5’6″)

　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ Weight: 46kg (101 lbs)

　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ Blood Type: B

　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ MBTI Type: INTP

　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ Nationality: South Korean

　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ Representative Symbol: Heart ❤

　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ Instagram: @/parksora

﹒　　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ See more Sora fun facts…

﹒　　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ Isla

　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ Stage Name: Isla ( 이슬라 )

　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ Birth Name: Isla Dài yù Zhao ( 이슬라 다이 유 자오 )

　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ Chinese Name: Zhao Dài yù ( 赵黛玉 )

　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ Position(s): Lead vocalist, lead dancer, visual

　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ Birthday: February 14th, 2001

　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ Zodiac Sign: Aquarius

　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ Chinese Zodiac Sign: Tiger

　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ Height: 166 cm (5’5″)

　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ Weight: 47 kg ( 104 lbs)

　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ Blood Type: O

　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ MBTI Type: INFJ

　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ Nationality: Chinese-Australian

　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ Representative Symbol: Diamond 💎

　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ Instagram: @/Isla_la

﹒　　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ See more Isla fun facts…

﹒　　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ Kaiya

　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ Stage Name: Kaiya ( 카이야 )

　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ Birth Name: Nakamori Kaiya

　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ Korean Name: Kim Kaiya ( 김카이야 )

　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ Position(s): Lead rapper, lead dancer, visual, vocalist

　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ Birthday: July 25th, 2002

　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ Zodiac Sign: Sagittarius

　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ Chinese Zodiac Sign: Horse

　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ Height: 167 cm (5’7″)

　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ Weight: 46 kg ( 101 lbs)

　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ Blood Type: A

　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ MBTI Type: INTJ

　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ Nationality: Japanese

　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ Representative Symbol: Star ⭐️

　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ Instagram: @/kaiyaya

﹒　　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ See more Kaiya fun facts…

﹒　　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ Gianna

　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ Stage Name: Gianna ( 지아나 )

　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ Birth Name: Gianna Mione

　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ Korean Name: Choi Soha ( 최소하 )

　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ Position(s): Main rapper, Main dancer, vocalist, Face of the Group, Center, Maknae

　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ Birthday: December 25th, 2002

　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ Zodiac Sign: Capricorn

　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ Chinese Zodiac Sign: Horse

　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ Height: 167 cm (5’7″)

　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ Weight: 45 kg (99 lbs)

　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ Blood Type: AB

　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ MBTI Type: ESFP

　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ Nationality: South Korean-Italian/English

　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ Representative Symbol: Moon 🌙

　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ Instagram: @/everythingigi

﹒　　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ See more Gianna fun facts…

　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ WHO IS YOUR MUSE BIAS ?

⌑ Sora

⌑ Isla

⌑ Kaiya

⌑ Gianna

　 ׅ⠀ ∔ ˚ LATEST KOREAN COMEBACK