#obsessed with this fucking game I fear
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The people demand more Minlach. ( please more we are desperate and your art of them is so good 🥺🥺🥺)
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my beautiful yuri... sooo critical to me that minthara 1. fell first 2. fell harder. something abt the idea of this self-avowed villain being utterly and inexplicably smitten with the sweetest nicest golden retriever girl in the world
#minthara is BEGGING to be fixed. i'm SO MAD that you can't fix her in the game#i do not understand people who are like ''she's irredeemable'' OKAY LET'S BE CLEAR i don't want her to be an unproblematic queen or whateve#she should be a murderer and stuff your honour she did in fact do all that. not discounting that in the slightest#BUT ALSO she did fall for karlach because karlach represents like. hope and happiness and peace and kindness and mercy#it's healing. for minthara. she's not like that cuz she's inherently evil she's fucking traumattiiizzeeeeeddddd#tbh when i first started shipping them i chased my tail a little on why karlach would even like her back but like#come on. karlach would kill for anything if it held her right#literally her greatest fear is being annoying and unlovable#she's a bit of a groveler. and minthara is the opposite of that so she can teach her to stop being a groveler and they meet in the middle#and it's perfect and they lived happily ever after#anyway#the meme on the right is old as fuck and i just never posted it. it's from months ago#which is a little unfortunate because i do think i might like it more than the drawing on the left#which is fresh from the factory (my hand)#but it's fine. it's fine#i also kinda wanna draw them with that 'short girl holding tall guy by the tie' meme? you know the one. that's them#ALSO VERY 'she ask for no pickles' as well#leave it to me to FOR ONCE get into a big fandom and then i pick a NICHE ASS TINY SHIP to get obsessed with#BUT THE BIGGEST SHIPS IN THIS FANDOM ARE FUCKING AWFUL#i fucking despise ********** and ********* IYKYK I WON'T BE A HATER IN THE TAGS BUT FUCKING IYKYYYYK#dm me if you want to hear me go on a tangent about the most popular f/f ship in this fandom and why i hate it with a deep passion#SO BAD#A NY WAY.#bg3#karlach#karlach cliffgate#minthara#minthara baenre#mintharlach#minlach
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i love watching a show about death and trauma and the dehumanization of people by the top 1% just to see endless posts about ships
#and they’re male obsessed ships at that#u watch a show where the man orchestrating another man’s demise and takes enjoyment out of his misery and u say it’s bc#he wants to fuck him#this doesn’t go for just that weird ass frontman/gihun ship but Any ship#if u watch smth like squid game and all u focus on is who’s making out w who#u are so out of touch i fear#‘let ppl do what they want’ yes and i will judge <3#bc yall are WEIRD.#‘they have chemistry’ they should ?????#why would u watch smth where the cast doesn’t have chemistry w each other#ur just weird.#i’ve said it before that i wouldn’t be as annoyed by it if wlw got the same treatment in the same shows but they do Nawt#tell me why it’s ‘let ppl have fun’ with frontman and gihun but u have to fight for ur life shipping two canon lesbians that are. canon#also side note im skeptical of western muses being put in the games. bc it hinges on this further romanticization of what they go thru#anyways#2025 i will be more annoying
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not to be myself on main but im still here
#snap chats#sorry not sorry im still obsessed with how big he is. this is peak mags body to me just huge as fuck and solid like a freight train#i hate that charas follow where you're looking because now i feel especially filthy like STOP. i AM looking at your ass i dont wanna hear i#this is why i cant stream me playing 90% of the time i will Not So Subtly just be checking out the modeling of his ass#it aint even a perverse thing im just genuinely mesmerized by the shape and the definition ..... the sculpt ...#i am a very tactile person i love texture and feeling grooves and all that so OF COURSE im gonna be here Forever#yeah they'll never tear this skin away from me. i need to grab him#there is no bounce his ass isnt even big it is hard as steel but idc. let me grab#'snap youve lost the plot' i fear i never had it to begin with the release of this game just made me worse#my favorite thing mags does sometimes is he'll like. raise his leg like some kinda fuckin horse while flourishing his magnetism#for what reason did yall have him do that. im obsessed I Repeat he's like a giant horse to me#ok im gonna stare at him for another half hour like some sicko bye#maybe ill play the game again later but i wanna work on stuff first
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Yeah, sure Tom and Rudy were great as brothers in the uncharted film but I’d die to see damian and rudy together somehow someway somewhere
#I’m obsessed with them both I fear#is it a pipe dream#oh absolutely#but I want and wish for it anyway :)#damian hardung#maxton hall#james beaufort#rudy pankow#outer banks#obx#jj maybank#tom holland#uncharted#uncharted games#uncharted film#also#where the fuck is Maxton hall season 2#give it to me now!!!!
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gotta indulge ur based max durden takes for the bingo,,,
blorbo bingo!!

it's literally criminal that i didn't get bingo for max,,,,,,,, my boy,,,,,,
this is another character that we can't even begin to breach the can of worms that are my thoughts on,,, like,,, when i say i'm sooo normal about him
no one knows him like i do, tbh. i'm. rotating him in my head constantly. the amount of headcanons i have about his family, adventuring party, warlock pact, and just,, personal issues?? should actually be criminal
#i have max durden thoughts in my head. 24/7 i fear.#my durdawn fic which started as a max durden character study#and then swung around to a buddy dawn character study#is becoming a max durden character study again#there's nothing i can do to stop it. i'm obsessed with this fucking guy#max durden#fantasy high#fantasy high junior year#fhjy#ask game#ask tag#figs sillies
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You ever have a media that you have a heavy obsession with where you just know if you dug around in the creator's facebook you'd probably find some cringe as fuck opinions so you just never post on the internet about this thing despite it consuming every corner of your mind
#ok luiger#this is about the submachine series btw#you guys don't know how obsessed I& am with these games#i& just have this highly specific fear that oh fuck I& know nothing about the creator what if the creator is a scum
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look rwby (like from the very fucking beginning aka vol 1) and arcane have been on my radar since like 2022 and I have been meaning to sit down and watch them because both address my want for flashy and unique and fast paced animation styles that will prevent me from being bored, and my want for deeply established LORE that will keep me hooked in and fixated for the long run. But you know what's fucking preventing me from watching those two shows? My inattentivity and inability to fucking sit down and sit still, and my fear of getting too hyperfixated to the point that I forget all of my college responsibilities. Suffice it to say, adhd is a bitch-
#to my dearly beloved video game mutual buddy - this is also why i havent played ai nirvana yet#because im too inattentive and slso i fear getting too obsessed with the fucking game#anyways lifw with adhd is fun woo full of whimsy full of VERY ANNOYING SHIT#but really i do intend on watching those two shows soon because aaaaaaa all aspects are my tastes#esPECIALLY THE GAY SHIT!#rwby#arcane
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Luna I get you.
The theme was 90s and my friend and I did clueless. Some busted Cher WON OVER US AND THEN HAD THE AUDACITY TO TALK ABOUT MY OUTFIT WHEN SHE LOOKED LIKE SHE AUDITIONED FOR HAMILTON
NO NO IT PISSES ME OFF HOW THE FUCKING TWATS DONT KNOW WHAT HALF THE THEMES ARE BUT THEN DRESS IN LULULEMON """"PREPPY""" OUTFITS LIKE. GOOGLE IS FREE??? JUST... LOOK IT UP??? KNOW WHAT THE THEME ACTUALLY IS BEFORE U THEN BITCH ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE WHO ARE ACTUALLY. ON THEME????
#dti players are like lol players i fear#we all hate the player base and the game itself pisses us the fuck off#rage is frequent.#bullying is frequent.#yet we play it obsessively.#we need help.#plum yaps#I HATE KIDS
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Once i finally finish act three you guys WILL be hearing about my new silliest little gal. My Durge. I love her. One hundred evils upon her soul. But she kisses her buff tiefling wife and she feels better
For now take these drawings of her. I cannot stop drawing this bitch naked and covered in blood. also I've been trying to figure out why that top drawing looks off I FORGOT HER HIGHLIGHTS IN HER HAIR FUCK
#oc: yventa#i have been in act three for fucking DAYS now#and im on spring break and unemployed do you know how much of my day has been sunk into this game#i played so much that when i got off i started reading posts in characters voices#its not even bc im particularly having fun (i am but also. ough) i just want this run DONE so i can make more lore for yventa#sometimes you become obsessed with a game bc your little guy is in there#and sometimes that little guy is a character you made all yourself#crow rambles#my art#tw blood#tw nudity#i love her so much. i love tortured women. its becoming a pattern i fear#both her and Aviae have that haunted baddie look about them#mind you yventas haunts are more... violent ha#for personality she tends to be more quiet. but by god can she talk#warlock/bard multiclass. i think about half way through the game she picks up a lute as a way to distract from the urge#and just kind of sticks with it#its so funny she glares at you and looks mean as fuck. but her charisma... oh her charisma stat#truly and wholy believe she was a cult leader based purely on the fact she talked a devil into killing themselves. just on a whim#yventa voice 'have you heard about our bloody lord and torturer bhaal?'#i do love redeem urge. im a sucker for characters who have to fight to be good#also this sounds silly but the urges slightly remind me of my intrusive thoughts and idk. yventa not being defined by them is important tome#mind you the urge is very different from intrusive thoughts but idk. yk what i mean#anyways. woe eldritch blast be upon ye
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Sometimes I forget I'm theory crafting and not just making wild AUs. Like if I talked about any of my theories on here I think y'all would all think I'm just a tad insane
Anyways ARs Dark Circus DLC sure is wild huh
#Chip Chatter#as if my “the MCI were replaced with fake kids in the cover up games so Faz Ent wouldn't get sued” theory wasn't evidence enough of#my weird ass theories lmao#most of my theories turn into wild headcanons#like Cassidy being part of the fear experiments and that's why the Nightmare animatronics and CCs room are in UCN and#also the experiments being the general inspiration for UCN when Cassidy was crafting it#but I feeeeeel like my Dark Circus theory is a bit too wild to be a headcanon LMAO#relies too much on HW2 and the teased Circus themed mainline game#and also a certain theory about Princess Quest and the C Virus mayhaps.....................#sorry if you heard my endless rambles about fnaf then you'd know I'm obsessed with putting Cassidy into relevance again SHE LITERALLY#DESERVES IT SO MUCH THEY GOT SCREWED OVER SO HARD MAN!!!!!!#Get behind me Cassidy I'll give you the love and affection and attention and spotlight you deserve#I could go on forever about how fucked over Cassidy was#but I'm getting so off topic here sooooooo
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match 1 chat and match 2 chat theres SOMETHING in the air tonight that leads to people being nicies to me.... and a lil mean but its ok....
#marvel rivals#snap chats#'a REAL tank' yeah thats right... thank you for the validation.. im sorry we lost this game.. and the first guy left at that 💀💀#embarrassing as hell first match cause we lost BUT WE WON THE SECOND ONE#funny as fuck... i appreciate my teammates coming to my defense for the first game...#funny af with the second game... we didnt even start the game yet .. its ok i said ily2 .. love all around..#also hey im drinking. the rum i bought for my tiramisu#I MADE THE TIRAMISU but now i have all this rum... im just havin a lil..... just a sippy sip with some lemonade !!!!#'mag lord is tough to get' not when youre chronically obsessed with the man but whatever we move. thank you team..#'idk why' thats just the natural.... /attraction/ he has.. haha gottem..#i shouldve said that i fear im too drunk to be so clever on the spot tho 😔#anyway back to gaming ill post more if more funny business happens BYE
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i really have to finish my current ilb playthrough bc i am itching to play ilw again
#i may be. a little obsessed#and i do fear#that ilw has become my comfort game#and that the reason i want to play it so badly rn is just because i'm super fucking stressed#wdym finals are in three weeks#and the show i'm in goes on in two weeks#and i have to work on preproduction work for like three films rn#two of which i have to have done by the end of the semester#sorry this got rant-y and probably annoying#my b
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P3 THOUGHTS NOW
THANK. sorry it took me a bit i was in the Horrors BUT IM JOE BACK..
OK SO . just. collection of thoughts i had these last days about p3. also sorry for being an ocd haver . evrything is about anxiety to me but i think im not misinterpreting things
my thoughts with some p3 spoilers under cut (I MEAN IT OK dont read if . spoilers)
The evoker:
it makes sense cuz its like staring death (fear) in the face every day to live (use your persona) it forces the user to face their fear in a way that seems very Real to their brain but . it wont actually Kill you it never does even if it feels like it Will . like. controlled shock of Dread to call your little guy out and its probably needed actually like the. fear. if u didnt feel fear while using the evoker ur persona probably wouldnt come out at all Something about being alive.
Fear(the dread):
how fear shows that ur Alive. and thats like the main thing. we all know dread of death in specific is the theme in p3. but its also about how to deal with the Dread (dread about. anything in general) Like in burn my dread, how it says that the daily dance of fighting with the shadows (shadows being your. fears and unconscious) reminds you that you still live. And how aigis first real Human Emotion was fear and Dread. Something about how only things that are alive and have a soul can feel fear and bleed. Etc etc
also noting how everyone (yuka, junpei, akihiko, mitsuru, ken, shinji, koro, fuuka...literally everyone) faces their fear of death or their own type of dread at some point. and they all react differently. because everyones different. but they are all alive. and thats wonderful.
Tartarus and shadows :
ok hear me out. this may be more specific to ocd havers BUT ALSO. ocd its doubting anxiety disorder. i definetely feel dread about stuff and . the fear of death in particular is like a Theme you can have in ocd. so. to me! tartarus... its life. life arena. as i said. like in burn my dread. the daily dance with your anxiety and fears. YOU HAVE to confront them if you want to keep living . BUUUUT I REALIZED! i understand! you know how SEES at first fought and tried to defeat the big shadows, and they thought this could end the whole thing? but it turned out thats exactly what nyx and ikutsuki wanted to happen? THIS MAKES SO MUCH SENSE. trying to fight and "defeat" and antagonize your dread to try to "get rid of it forever". it does not work. not like that. in fact, arguing with it Fighting with it. it only wears you down and makes your Dread stronger. exactly what happened. the team tried to combat and "erase" the fears, but they only made them unite and become stronger in the process.
so then what? just ignore them..? NOPE
the real way (real)(the real)(not the ideal):
As a verified ocd and Dread(tm) haver. You have to acknowledge the thought. dont cover ur ears and pretend its not there. BUT ALSO dont argue with it. dont try to combat it; it only wears you down and makes the fear stronger next time. Acknowledge it exists. And move on with your life without interacting further with it. Dont obsess over it. Wayyyy easier said than done, but . This is where the burning the dread comes in. Burn your fucking dread and keep walking even if you're so scared.You WILL BE so scared but you have to keep running. If you want to see light again you cant just sit there. keep moving keep living keep running. with the dread? yes do things scared but DO THEM! Your fears cant get the best of you, they cannot prevent you from living in the first place!
With death in particular, its a bit tricky, because this is one fear that is True and Inevitable. You will die. BUT the dread shouldnt paralyze you into not living at all in the first place! Again way easier said than done when you have a death anxiety and obsession. But the process is the same. acknowledge. move on. keep living. the dread will come . Burn it. keep walking and walking and walking and lose yourself in the present and keep running and never stop moving.
burn my dread final battle (i love the song):
ok it gets its own section.. I LOVE THIS DAMN THING...i also love normal burn my dread tons but like. this one ooooooh boy.
its no mans land. (the dread) if you conquer this you will be king cuz no ones ever been here like you been here before. its daunting but you can do it. invisible hands (your friends) are always behind you.
the "race against rage" SO TRUE race against trying to "fight" the thoughts the fears.
what sees did fighting the shadows WAS in vain as we have seen. but this show isnt over yet. and it does feel like ur being chased by something beyond you. (the dread) (you gotta live it persecuted by heaven)
the anxiety. it comes from nowhere at any time (comes from the direction no indication). but as mr lotus juice says. let it move first. let it out let it loose. just . let it do its thing dont even argue with it. let the dread wash over you. drop the hammer. dont fight remember? dont argue.
get scared. then lets get it up! keep living. the best thing you can do to put your methaphorical middle finger to the dread is to . keep living . enjoying things. it feels so straining at times BUT it will get better . you are all beaten up but you're not gone yet no. not done here. get up and at em boy!
pride of the living :
id like to close my thoughts with the idea once more of. fear reminds us we are alive. it sucks ass but its a part of living and personally i. never felt more alive as when i realized i feel fear because I AM human and I AM alive. dead things dont feel fear. objects dont feel fear. its such an. alive creature thing. of course you feel fear. dont be tough on yourself. but again. regardless. you cant let it paralyze you into not living at all. keep running !
#GOD IM SO SANE about this game i hope this reflects that...#i love this game so bad. its so fucking real to me#persona 3#p3#BURN THAT FUCKING DREAD RRRRRAAAA#I have had death obsession ocd thing fear dread and . gaaah its one of the most. paralyzing types. fucker#ask#cuervo caws too much#bottle anon#tuhtea
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no cove tonite too busy thinking about god

#the christian god is kind of a big meanie#like ive read/watched some of the stories#and why does he like to play mind games and semantics with humans#its like getting pissed off at monkeys when they do monkey shit#why put these silly tests bro...like stop fucking around its weird#like those stories make him look like a maniac#why ask me to kill my son (even if it was just a test)?#why flood the whole earth?#theres probably bitches on the other side of the world who have no idea whats going on#also fuck all the animals too ig#why not warn about the serpant?#like ik god fearing is the point but yea#idk doesnt seem like the best tactic#btw im not religious#ive just been obsessing over fictional stuff with religious figures#so here i am
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#I hope I’ll never suffer this particular curse again#because I’m so fucking OTL#this is so painful and embarrassing o(-(#I hope I never become obsessed with another character that’s voiced by someone who is friends with my family members man#this is the most embarrassing existence OTL I can’t fucking share how much I’m obsessed with this game and character in front of my family#cuz ugghhh it’s embarrassing as hell how much I like this character#I am. obsessed with several other characters in my other fandoms#I live everyday in fear that they might be friends with my family members#that’s too many degrees of separation too close for my liking o(-(#they’re friends with most of the BG3 cast too so I can’t feel free to obsess iver that game either 😭😭😭
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