#obessive compulsive

[obsessive-compulsive-culture-is]

obsessive/compulsive culture is overthinking, then realizing you’re overthinking and overthinking your overthinking, then realizing you’re overthinking your overthinking and overthinking your overthinking of overthinking, and then-

[haunt3dgrasshopper]

fuck OCD.

fuck obsessions. fuck compulsions. fuck intrusive thoughts. fuck uncertainty. fuck constant shame. fuck constant guilt. fuck constant anticipation. fuck the sense of impending doom. fuck ruminating. fuck reassurance seeking. fuck checking. fuck the exhaustion. fuck mental torment. fuck being stuck on everything. fuck not being able to let things go. fuck stigma. fuck fear. fuck isolation. fuck desperation. fuck misery. fuck feeling like the most vile creature on this planet. fuck not being able to control your mind. fuck the temptation of humoring the obsession. fuck "what ifs". fuck the belittling. fuck the countless days and nights spent trying to figure something out for sure. fuck mental reviewing. fuck mental anguish. fuck not being able to ever fully let your guard down.

[bilbos-stolen-untensils]

So, you're told that in order to defeat OCD you must ignore all your intrusive thoughts and be unbothered. You must let them pass and not let them bother you.

Now, what do you do if you know that if you ignore them and don't let them bother you that you will think you're a bad person, because bad people don't mind disgusting thoughts.

What am I supposed to do? Either way I think I'm a bad person and it's a no escape situation. I'm stuck in a hole and I cannot dig myself out of it. No matter which way I try to dig I'm still stuck. Any way I go my OCD is still in control.

[unknownlvr777]

men be like I want an obsessive and crazy girl I love crazy girls until u Call them 50 times and they get mad at you. 

[sellerix1]

AS MAGRAS SEMPRE SÃO AS ESCOLHIDAS!

A gente sempre sabe, ser magra é ser bela e leve.

[pileofpawns]

Self-indulgent meme for my fellow hydrocolloid patch users

[a-healthy-dose-of-apathy]

ocd stop making me feel guilty over things i cannot control or change challenge (impossible)

[lovesse]

She Sent This Down From Above , Wishing For It To Reach The Masses . . .

♡ ꒱ * ₊ ･ㅤ◟ ALTERNATIVE OCD FLAG 𓂃 ଓ ⋮ an alternative flag for those with obsessive compulsive disorder (( ocd )) , made mainly for fun ! exclusive to those with ocd

do not tag as gender as tags are for reach

[doomedfromthewombfr]

Therapist: ‘Try skipping one ritual this weekend. Nothing bad will happen.’

Me: skips it

Also me: ‘Cool, I’ve single-handedly triggered the end of the world. Hope everyone enjoyed their time here.’

[lovelyillness]

I NEED YOU UNDER MY SKIN ♡

[obsessive-compulsive-culture-is]

OCD culture is ruminating over every bad thing you've done and desperately wanting to beg for forgiveness.

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[theserpens]

Drarry Fic Rec: Part Ten

Arguably the pinnacle of vulnerable angst: Draco and Harry colliding, in sixth year. This is a Set of stories taking place during school, with the boys on opposite sites of a brewing war.

Love Spells by FeelsForBreakfast 1,763 words, E

It doesn’t start with a kiss. Or a punch. Neither of those. It begins with a look, lingered, held.

Obsessive (Compulsive) by @xylodemon 6,643 words, M

Harry dreams in red and white.

On open wounds by asofthaven 16,592 words, M

In which Harry Potter and Draco Malfoy end a war. No, not that one.

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Denude by Faith Wood 4,172 words, E

What if the Sectumsempra scene had a greater impact on Harry and Draco?

Hurt for the Right Reasons by @lqtraintracks 4,571 words, E

Everything was so cocked up. He just wanted this one thing. He wanted to hurt for the right reasons for once.

'Love Spells', 'Obsessive (Compulsive)' and 'On open wounds' all include a not-quite-love affair between Harry and Draco during the events of the sixth book, with all the mistrust and antagonism such a relationship encapsulates. 'Denude' and 'Hurt for The Right Reasons' are deliciously intimate, hard and smutty one-shots, that are enriched by the canon dilemma.

'Love Spells‘ is just pure poetry. Every sentence is a punch to the gut, which you’ll take with gratitude. The phrase "love is a closed fist" still haunts me. 'Obsessive (Compulsive)’ is also beautiful, but cruel and perfectly encapsulates Harry’s fixation on Draco. His struggle between righteousness and surrender to carnal desire is visceral here. ’On open wounds‘ deals with their mutual inability to leave it (the other) alone. They just keep clawing at each other until it becomes a caress.

'Denude’ has some wonderful bargaining with intimacy. I love how Harry basically considers "having" Draco a struggle between himself and Voldemort, even though their hold on him couldn’t be more different. With 'Hurt for the Right Reasons‘ this Set also includes a story from Draco’s POV. It has lovely abandon, taunts and rough sex, but it leaves you with a hopeful feeling.

[bilbos-stolen-untensils]

I fucking HATE google sometimes. I have really bad OCD (and some other possible problems) and when I look up what I should do, it says "iF iT gEtS tOo SeVeRe Go tO ThErApY." BITCH I CANT JUST GO TO THERAPY. It's not that easy for me so wtf

[outletcrash]

just got into transformers and honestly the main thing thats made me all giggly nonstop is the idea of disecting starscream in my basement 😭. the knowledge/toolset youd need to have to dissect + study a live technorganic being is exactly the one i have! yes keeping a sentient being in my basement is morally wrong and ethically torture but id basically have a friend to bicker with and a science expiriment all in one. so sad transformers arent real i have SO MANY IDEAS on what to do. hell if robot genetics are similar to human ones i could harvest metal from him using like. computer crispr. or even synthesize it using my knowledge of Nuclear Whatevers!! and upload my conciousness into my own transformer to escape my chronic pain!!! i could do anything!!! YES i just started taking my meds again (i feel happy for the first time in weeks) NO they are NOT mood stabilizers. imagine id literally have a captive audience to whatever i wanna talk on about (while mapping analogs to a nervous/endocrine system that might use different frequencies + code instead of chemicals and dna??? i NEED to do the robot of open air brain surgery on him RIGHT NOW!). i could just be like "heres the only song i know on the guitar senorita 😏" and since his vountary motor controls were disconnected from his cpu and his auditory processor was on my work bench bc he kept calling me robot slurs i could just do it! ofc if id get caught id say sir i was just being too silly. plus hes committed millions of years worth of war crimes i think being disected in my basement and being annoyed to death is not entirely unfounded. gosh even just writing this i came up with 12 new expiriments i could perform. no ethics is not involved.

[psalm40speakstome]

There is a tribunal in my mind. And I am pronounced guilty every single time.

[soupsational]

Having OCD is like

Me: wow I’m so excited to eat this brand new sealed packet of highly processed shelf stable food with an expiration date in 2087! There is literally no way this has gone bad!

My OCD: MAGGOTS THATS FULL OF MAGGOTS THERES MAGGOTS!!! MOLDY MOLDY FOOD!!! YOULL DIE IF YOU EAT THAT!!