#obessed with this idea

[toaster-draws]

[Underplayer + Flowerfell]

Flowefell was made by @underfart-snas , Underplayer was made by it's rightful creator. (I don't know their Tumblr name/@- ;-;)

"I took away everything from Frisk.."

"..."

[fullmetalgirl98]

"Lost in the Cloud" is absolutely the first manhwa I've ever read.

91 chapters of TRAGEDY devoured in 4 days. Yeah. 🥲

I can't go over, I'm completely obsessed.

I can't wait until January 20 for season 3 to start!!! 😭😭😭

[moldspicy]

a little something for @fluffs-n-stuffs 🤲🌸✨

[morunderscore]

"As I ask her to focus on sailors fighting on the dancefloor"

OMG LIZZIEEEE FANARTTTT YOPPPEEE

[ughgoaway]

Yes so many constant teacher reader thoughts! What about early dating when she's had a really hard week at school, maybe she's been staying behind for parents night or something and is absolutely exhausted. She's not replying to Matty as much or just giving him short ideas and him being Matty starts to worry that she's having second thoughts about their relationship

Omg people having thoughts about my au is so cool… and this is such a good thought. 

You and Matty have only recently started dating, maybe a month and a bit? And matty thinks it's been going perfectly, but he can't help but feel insecure about the relationship. He is so madly in love with you and has been for so long. He can't help but be nervous he's going to lose you. And he can't bear the thought because he's only just managed to get you. 

You reassure him when he asks that you want to be with him, that you were also pining over him for months, and that this is exactly what you wanted that whole time.

And Matty believes you, for the most part. But there's always that sneaking thought of “what if”. What if she hates me? What if she regrets this relationship? What if she thinks im wrong for her? What if this is all wrong?

////

it's been a stressful week at work. You have parent evening at the end of the week, which means it's lots of late nights preparing everything you're gonna say to each parent. It might seem easy to talk to parents about their kid's progress, but it's one of the worst parts of being a teacher.

It seems parents either think their child is an angel on earth or the spawn of Satan. You say one thing they can improve upon, and suddenly, a parent is jumping down your throat, “How could you? My little Amy is perfect!!” or they start scolding the child in front of you “You are useless! Why can't you just focus for 5 bloody minutes??” 

So you've been fucking exhausted all week, and you've cancelled on Matty twice. You had a date on Monday, but you saw the pile of work on your desk and messaged to reschedule for Wednesday.

Matty then didn't hear from you all of Tuesday or Wednesday, so was already nervous you were mad at him. But when you text to cancel on Wednesday? His heart fucking dropped.

You must be second-thinking this whole thing. Maybe you decided the risk to your job was too much, or maybe Matty isn't how you wanted him to be. 

But in an attempt to stop himself from spiralling too much, he texts George and details his worries. Of course, George simply calls him a twat and says “Trust me, she likes you. It's sickening being around the two of you for more than 10 minutes.”

Matty wants to tell George he and Charli are no better, but he leaves it for today and takes his friend's words at face value.

So he texts back saying it's fine and that he misses you. and each minute that passes by with no response is killing Matty slowly.

After 45 minutes of silence, you just reply “<3”, which doesn't exactly help Matty’s mental state. 

He texts you every day, and each day, your responses get shorter and shorter. Until it's Sunday, and he hasn't heard from you since Friday evening. 

It's then he decides you must be rethinking this, rethinking him. there is no reason why you would be ignoring him otherwise. And it fucking shatters him, he goes into break-up mode before any break-up even happens.

He drops Annie off at Hanns and stops at Tesco, grabbing ice cream, red wine, and tissues. He wants to feel like a girl in a shit romantic comedy, so he's gonna do just that. 

2 bottles of wine later, Matty thinks it's the perfect time to call you… despite it being 3 am. Needless to say, you don't answer. But Matty being Matty, he leaves a wine-drunk voicemail. 

“Heyyyyy y/n. It's Matty. Your boyfriend. I think… anyway, im just calling to say you can just dump me, you know? You don't have to be nice or anything. I won't turn Annie against you. But I don't think I could even if I wanted to, m’ pretty sure she likes you more than me already. But whatever… I've had a few bottles of wine and just thought I should call and tell you im fineeee. Totally fineeee. So yeah, if we’re over of whatever, you can let me know. Because im fine. Like so fine…. Okay, bye.”

And with that, he passes out on the sofa, spilling wine on his rug that he will be forced to scrub tomorrow.

///////

It's 7 a.m., and Matty's head is banging, so much so it sounds like someone is hammering on his door. Oh, wait. Someone is hammering on his door.

He stumbles off the sofa and catches a glance in the mirror, his eyes are hollowed, and heavy bags sit beneath them. Half his curls are flattened and stuck to his head, whereas the others are sticking on end like he had been electrocuted. 

“Ye-” he starts to speak as he opens the door, but you storm in talking before he can even get one word out. 

“BREAK UP WITH YOU? WHY WOULD I BREAK UP WITH YOU?” You stand in Matty’s front room with your hands on your hips. clearly, you had stormed straight over here from your flat, not even bothering to get out of your Halloween pyjamas (it is like May btw <3).

Matty rubs at his eyes and blinks a few times, “what?” he asks, coughing as he finishes because Jesus Christ, his throat feels like it's full of sandpaper. 

“...do you seriously not remember?” you shake your head at Matty with wide eyes, and he nervously shakes his head, and he swears he can almost see the steam coming out of your ears. 

“Matty. You called me at 3 in the morning telling me to dump you. Why the fuck would you think that? Why would I ever dump you?” your voice is softer now and you've come closer to Matty, and he can see any rage you might have had was never really anger.

It was fear. Pure fucking fear. 

“Oh.. that,” Matty says shyly, rubbing at his face and pulling it down. 

“Yup. that,” you say, crossing your arms over your chest.

“Okay, im so sorry about that,” Matty starts to explain, desperate to get you to understand his fucking crazy brain, “I had a few bottles of wine and my stupid anxiety took over. You hadn't really spoken to me this week, and you cancelled our date, so I convinced myself you were having second thoughts. And drunk Matty thought the best course of action was a long rambling voicemail reassuring you that you can dump me.”

You nod slowly, and Matty seemingly can't stop his word vomit, “And you can if you want to! But I really don't want you to. Like at all. Im actually kind of obsessed with you, if im honest” Matty steps closer to you and pulls you into his chest. 

Your arms remain limp at your sides for the first few seconds, and Matty wants to die. But just before he pulls away, your arms slip over his shoulders, and your fingers wind into his curls at the back of his neck.

You burrow your head in his neck, and Matty can feel you nodding, “Okay. That makes sense” he breathes a sigh of relief. Thank GOD you didn't dump him then and there. 

You snap back and look at him intensely before saying, “But just so you know, I was planning for parent's evening this whole week. That's why I was so quiet. And I would never break up with you just by ghosting you. And if im being totally honest, I would never break up with you in the first place. or ever, really."

Matty nods and can't help the smile that comes on his face, you don't want to break up with him. ever.

You snap your fingers in front of his face before he can get too happy, “Hey don't you start smiling. I’m still pissed off at you… but you are especially cute in the mornings, so I feel you’re trying to manipulate me into forgiving you... are you?”

“Well that depends, is it working?” he teases

“Maybe... Shut up.”

[skyrim-forever]

WIP Wednesday

Hello everyone, it's another wednnesday and somehow I still have writing to share! It's a tesblr miracle.

Tagged by @lucien-lachance <3

Tagging @ladytanithia @dirty-bosmer @thequeenofthewinter (re your post about writing: tagging incase you want to share <3) @theoneandonlysemla @throughtrialbyfire @umbracirrus

This week I've been working on Chapter 2 of You want to do what?, my latest descent in to depravity which you can find here (if you are so inclined 😏). This snippet is suggestive and mentions sex but nothing explicit happens.

“I suppose I should be flattered.” Theodora said, taking her hair out of her characteristic braids. Ondolemar had been explaining to her the situation with the officer that saw them at the Embassy, Rulindil. Having not yet spoken to him she was already gathering a picture of him in her mind. He had originally asked to sleep with her, something Ondolemar vehemently opposed. “I could have done it, perhaps it would have been easier than having him watch.” Ondolemar, seated in front of her, reaches out for her hand. 

“I couldn’t let you.”

“Are you making some sort of claim on me?” She raised her eyebrows at him, though her tone was playful. She did like when he was possessive.

“He is not kind, he would not care for your pleasure as I do.” A kiss is placed on her hand. “And Darling, I’m afraid when it comes to you, I am selfish. I wouldn’t be able to sleep knowing I gave you to that loathsome skeever.” After running her fingers through her hair to get out any knots, Theodora is pulled into the Commander’s lap. Legs on either side of him, she kisses him, moaning softly.

“Hmm” she thought aloud “we could work that.”

“Work with what?”

“That hate you harbor for him.” 

“You’re formulating a plan for this? The plan is to have him watch me fuck you.” He shakes his head at her. “What are you thinking?”

“I told you about my time in the Arena, right?” He nods. “Well, it was less about fighting and more about putting on a good performance. And I think that’s what we need to do here.”

“We need to perform for Rulindil?”

“Yes, he stayed to watch us even after he knew you helped me. Why?”

“Because he’s depraved beyond repair, love.”

“Exactly.” Theodora says “he’s looking for a good show. Let’s give it to him, make sure he keeps his mouth shut.” This time it is Ondolemar who kisses her, his lips peppering open mouthed kisses on her neck. Stifling a moan, she speaks again. “What can you tell me about him?” 

“He’s an interrogator.” Another kiss. “A master torturer.” And yet another kiss, this one elicited a yelp from her as his teeth made contact with the sensitive flesh. “And an absolute cunt.” He grinned against her skin at that remark.

[skrrtscree]

Akishinji to me feels like being in love with your best friend in middle school, finally admitting those feelings in your first year at highschool, never feeling so right before everything is wrong again. He disappears afterwards and doesn't even say goodbye, or say your over. Even when you find him, he's distant. Of course he would be, he believes he's a murderer, that he'll hurt anyone that comes too close. You wish he'd come back home with you and ask for your help but he doesn't.

You're stubborn so you keep coming back but he's equally stubborn so he continues you push you away. You're both stuck in this cycle, neither of you want to give in to what the other says so there's not much you can do. You both don't mention what you ha(d)ve, it never comes up. You both stay like this, no new teammate enticing him back until him.

He's still plagued with gulit, he knows this won't help him but the least he can do is protect the kid he unintentionally orphaned. And all of a sudden, you have him back. And it's like he never left. Sure, there is some awkwardness, some things left unsaid between you, he still has problems problems you don't even know about at first and he refuses to elaborate on them but you don't care too much for now. You have him back and you won't lose him again. You can't lose him again.

But the universe isn't kind, you've known this for a long time yet you keep standing strong, you can't falter because then everyone else will.

But he slips away, and you crumble.

[ship-garbage-pile]

A young wannabe Blitzball ace. Jecht at 17 years old was still as much of a braggart as he is later in life but it took a while for him to reach the height of stardom, i imagine he has a lot of Tidus mannerisms.

[lnkedmyheart]

Its just funny you can tell who an anime only is with just their perception of skk.

[dearest-painter]

Yandere concept with Hunter x Hunter.

Gon’s older brother is like future tom(from eddsworld). Like Reader has something over his eyes that changes shapes and symbols to represent his eyes(Idk what it’s called),he dresses formal,but he drinks not enough to be an alcoholic though. Reader’s Nen is basically him being like Katara from Avater with being a water bender and he can blood bend. If he loses constriction it will the the target free if he’s using blood bending or will cause the water he was using to dissolve. As long as he is thinking of one thing he’s safe.

Anyways back onto the stuff. Reader’s glasses(I’m calling them glasses idc) can malfunction and show videos of random people,places,or objects that will be needed in the future but it hurts Reader. When everyone saw how calm and chil reader was when fighting it impresses people,maybe Reader was an assassin but stopped for Gon’s sake. Reader is the same age of Leorie or Illumi but he’s an adult. Reader hates talking and will use a tape recorder but has talked on accident.

Maybe during the hunter exam is when people started to get attracted to Reader as how fast he got stuff done. Killua sees him as a dad because of how fatherly and worried he acts with him whenever he’s hurt causing Killua to get attached first,Leorie is second because of how helpful and how Reader let’s him use the same flask he just used but also how protective Reader is of him,Kurapika is next as Reader is the most sympathetic and listing person he’s met. Reader always comforts him when he can and protects him. Gon was already obsessed with his older brother because he looks up to him a bit to much.

Reader has history with all the Zoldycks because he use to interfere with their assassinations out of spite. So when Killua’s family hears that their son is buddy buddy with an Assassin that messes up their assassinations their pissed rightfully! (Expect Alluka,y’all are bff’s) Silva hates Reader for how he’s replacing him as a dad and how he fucks up their missions. Yet the whole Zoldyck family wants Reader as their own and in the family just like others want Reader for themselves

[mouse-of-mischief]

Bloody hell, where did you lot come from?

[mother-horrors]

Shut up I'm totally not completely obsessed with starkid

Anyway have fun guessing who this is, only one person is going to get it right

Maybe I'll draw him properly when I don't want to cry.

Maybe someone should request something from starkid-

Anyway goodbye

[pzyii]

I've posted 3 resident alien edits... I have like 5 more. One of the 3 I've posted was d'asta, Can you guess what all the others are ....?

[ominousposting]

can we talk about soft jawline rain. can we PLEASE talk about soft jawline having rain.

[nanamimizz]

sorry for wanting yae miko under me crying and cumming with all five tails of hers unfurled and laid out beneath her as her back arches it will happen again

[secondflame-archive]

OOC: Spent the morning and early afternoon rearranging my desk space and now I can finally breathe again. It's still kinda cluttered but at least I feel a little more at ease while working on things. Also don't mind the fact the puzzle isn't centered, the shelf on the left is new and before it was there it was fine. I need to fix that but haven't found the time yet