#o its also my first time doing lipsyncing !!!

[jude-jespernumber1glazer]

When inej and kaz get each other !! :3

[vneuns]

HI okay so I WAS THINKING OF A FIC OR HEAD CANON OR WHATEVER YOU FEEL LIKE WRITING about any or all of the feral boys getting a media share dono of a tiktok their gf or s/o looking HOT ASF. If this req makes you uncomfy or you just dont want to do it no worries!! Please and thank you :) <3333

“HOT MEDIASHARES” Fbs & Wilbur

author's note(s): nonnie were you trying to kill me with this request question mark. because i feel like you were. but also ( don't be shy send some more )

cc warnings: not a fem reader but reader wears makeup, bunch of fluff, and other things ig? idk its midnight leave me alone

Dream

*click this to see the tiktok*

It’s his first media share since he’s face revealed and he’s in fucking sweat

He’s sitting in the middle of George and Sapnap with one of your merch hoodies on while your in the discord call doing your hair and makeup for a photoshoot you have

“These suck.” Dream states plainly running a hand through his hair spreading his legs a bit to get comfortable

“Well chat has never been funny so.” Sapnap adds fixing his hat slightly

George snorts shaking his head as the video on screen changes

And to every single one of the boys on screens surprise there’s you

The video starts with you sitting on your bed with your charcoal mask on your face as the song like a boy by ciara plays

You move the camera around in disgust before turning your head

Your hair is now done and styled and you have makeup and your background is a dark blue illuminating as you lip sync the rest

Dreams eyes widen when it comes to an end chat spamming things like “hot” and “omg y’nnnnn”

“Go off N/n” Sapnap whoops and George laughs manically at Dreams reaction

“Wait what do you mean go off what do you mean?” you question finishing your eyeliner as you go to check on the stream where your boyfriend looks like he just saw a ghost

“Wh- I-.. Um.” He lets out a breath “That was hot-”

George

*click to this tiktok*

George and Jack sit on a discord call as they do a you laugh you lose

( which is not going to well )

“It’s like.. None of these are funny.” George states running a hand over his face as the rick roll sent to the media share comes to an end

In the corner he sees a tiktok watermark as the video starts black before you appear

You lipsync to an edited version of “Need to know” by Doja cat turning your phone and acting very energetic

Georges mouth drops a bit a little drop of drool falls from his bottom lip

As the beat drops and the song connected begins your led lights are on and you have a full face of makeup

“Woah, that was something.” Jack says sipping a bit of water moving on

Whilst george is still in shock he hadn’t seen the tiktok before

Sapnap

*click to see the tiktok*

“Karl, I'm so tired. Why is chat so unfunny!!?” your ginger boyfriend groans and sulks into his brunette’s friends’ shoulder

Karl giggles and shrugs patting the top of his hatted head

And before the two boys even have a chance to blink cannibal by Ke$ha is playing and your face has appeared on screen

You bring the phone up from a downwards angle lipsyncing the lyrics before turning the phone upside down and bringing it over your head

When you bring it back down your licking your lips (in a submissive and breedable way might i addd *wink wink* jk jk… unless)

Trying your hardest not to lick off some of your lipstick rasing an eyebrow and just as quick as it started the video ends

Sapnap perks up eyes wide

“Oh my- that was my partner-”

Karl laughs and nods

“Damn their kinds sexy not gonna lie”

Karl

*click to see tiktok*

Your sat on the floor of karls streaming room as he streams a ylyl with the rest of the feral boys

It was his idea, so you sat scrolling through your phone or doing work on your laptop

“Okay i’m kinda tired after these next few then i’ll end.. That alright with you guys?”

He gets a collective group of yeahs before you appear on the screen

Hair wet and smiling widely

Karl takes notice you’re wearing one of his favorite shirts and smiles to himself

But the smile on his face drops when you turn your head and the scene changes

You’re in your shared bathroom hair done and makeup done as well, as karl lays in the background on his phone not paying a single mind to what the heck your doing

You turn your phone to the mirror leaning up against the wall and now it’s only you in frame

Your smile absolutely melts karls heart as the video comes to an end and he can feel the heat rising up on his face

“Or on second thought ill just end it now”

Quackity

*click to see tiktok*

“This is tiring” the boy in a beanie moans throwing his head back looking over at you desperately as you sit on the chair next to him

“You decided to stream, no one forced you to.” you chuckled turning your attention to the screen before your eyes nearly bulge out of their sockets when your face appears

Starting off your face is clean and your hair is up in a messy bun

You pull the phone over your head giving the illusion the next time you’ll be fully glamed

But instead you still look the same

Once again you do it but this time you let your hair out of its bun and have gone for a purple kinda look

When the tiktok ends Quackity turns to look at you

A smirk on his face

He turns to the camera grinning “i told them to do that transition.”

WIlbur

*click to see tiktok*

“I’m gonna be ending soon guys, I know this was kinda early for some of you but Y/n is gonna be up soon and I don’t wanna be streaming when that happens.”

Chat spams with “awws” “how cutes’” and “i need a man like wilbur in my life.”

He smiles and shakes his head but an eyebrow raises in question when he gets a mediashare of one of your tiktoks

Starting off your in your bathroom wil has seen countless of times in a pair of pjs’ he had gotten you for Christmas and a pair of gold rimmed glasses you had gotten so the two of you would match

He bites his lip when he feels like his smile is getting a bit too big

And then as the beat drops you lower your phone and raise back up in a different scene

Your led lights are turned on red and you’re wearing a black button up shirt with no shirt under

(obviously pg-13 because tiktok is an asshole)

“Do you guys want to see a simp or something?”

@heyninachumain @inniterhq @basilly @yamturds @dysfunctionalcrab @siriushxney @sqpnap @tinyegg @ttakinou @charnease @i-mmunity @b3l0v3ds @alice-blue-skies @the-swageyama-tobiyolo @mitzimania @joyfullymulti @acidtabletz

[ebonyslasher]

hi <33 i love your writing it makes me so happy and its the best part of my day too💕

if you want to, can you do a slashers reacting to their s/o doing the corset trend thats on tiktok?

if not thats fine!, i hope your doing well <33

Hi boo! Thank you, I’m glad that you’re enjoying it. I’m not on tiktok so I had to search it up. I’m slow on the trends lol

Slashers react to their s/o doing the corset tiktok:

ummmmmmmmmmmmmmm what are you doing?

Michael doesn’t understand the whole “internet” trend thing and definitely doesn’t know what tiktok really is. 

He just thinks you’re doing random stuff on camera like always lol

Usually watches you sometimes if you’re making a video. It made you feel embarrassed at first (making vids in front of ppl is awkward as hell) but he watches you do anything anyway. 

When he sees you with the corset, he’s curious. Never seen them before, just thought it was a weird shirt

Once he sees you do the tiktok, he pays attention to the fact that it tightens up a lot. 

This maybe another way to torture or kill someone...how interesting.

Might want to keep an eye on your corset lol

As for the lyrics, it makes him confused. Who wants a waist over 9 inches? What does that even mean or look like?

Also, who cares? There’s better things to do than worry over that

She joins in on making the tiktok after seeing you practice for it. 

Like she wouldn’t have tons of black lace corsets in her closet, she’s totally has the tools for this already. She’ll give you a better looking corset so you’ll be stylish

I could see her also knowing what the song is, having heard it a couple of times (probably downloaded it) before the trend started. 

You two have fun making it-  lipsyncing, dancing, even laughing a couple of times.

As for this whole thing, it was just something fun to do. She didn’t think to far into it and the whole trend. It’ll come and go like all of them do

But, she really wants to continue making more videos with you, it was so much fun doing that

“Why are you doing that tiktok? And why are you putting your face out there on the inter- nevermind. Just as long as you don’t film me, do what you wish.”

Predictably, not amused at anything that has to do with ‘internet trends’. Asa is like a young boomer. Knows what these trends are, but thinks most of them are stupid. Unless it’s somehow intellectual. 

Pretty much a stuck up smart person lol which can get annoying

He sees the corset and pretends to ignore it, but he’s gonna watch you do it.

Watches with a straight face-but cringing internally at the lyrics. Also he thinks you look a little weird lip-synching (still pretty tho) 

The only thing he likes about the corset is that it makes your hips and chest flare out a bit more. Otherwise, he really doesn’t like it. He feels like you might start to worry too much about your body image if kept.

Your corset will be missing by morning. He will feign ignorance if you ask him if he’s seen it, but he knows where it is and how you’ll never see it again. The trend was stupid to him anyway

[andieperrie18]

Confident ( Tom Holland X Reader )

You and Tom have been dating for a long time. Tom was a really supportive partner ever since you met. He had scene so many sides of you and yet he hasn't one last thing of you.

You dance.

Everyone knew this except for Tom. Zendaya knew it too and it was thanks to her the you and Tom hooked up and also with Laura's help. You were a professional dancer yet you weren't really noticed much. You begged Zendaya to never post of you dancing unless your face isn't seen because you didn't like Paparazzi.

" He's gonna be so surprised! " Zen squeeled as you took the water bottle from Laura who was pretty much fangirling aswell.

" I know he will be. After watching that lipsync challenge which I find really funny and gender confusing that made me feel so attracted to him. I thought that its time to show him what I can do. I wanna make his male genitals explode. Oh ghad what da heck did I just say?" you blurted making the two girls laugh at her remark.

" We would love to see that happen!" Laura agreed.

You continued to practice your steps. Zendaya and Laura had planned the moment. They would invite Tom to watch a performance of a friend at a certain competition.

Your crew dancers were fans of you at your school who were really determined to dance with you. The day of the competition came and Tom was on the phone outside the performing center in Las Vegas.

" I wish you were hear, babe. Are you sure you're ok there?" he cooed on the phone as you laughed on the other line with Laurie and Zendaya who were keeping their laughs in. " I'm okay, baby. I'll be fine." you cooed as the manager of the competition signalled you that it was time. Zen and Laura gave their good lucks and left to get Tom.

" I gotta go Love, Zen and Laura are calling me and Harrison and Jacob are inside. I Love you so much ok! After this I'll go straight home, bye! Say Bye?" he pout. He never failed to make you feel loved and you loved it too.

" I Love you too Tom! Have a good Night. Bye!" you said as Tom said his last I love yous and ended the call. You smiled as you prepared yourself. He'll be so surprised.

Tom enjoyed the spectacular performance at the show. The feeling of longing for you was still in his heart.

Laura and Zendaya looked at Tom at the same time the emcee who was surprisingly Ellen Degeneres announced the next performers.

" That was an Amazing performance from the Jones Brothers! And now next up is the . . One Million dancers!! O my ghad guys! Are you all excited!?" she asked.

Zendaya and Laura shared an exciting look and began squeeling making the boys notice. " Hey, calm down girls! Is it your friend's turn?" Jacob asked as they stared the two girls in confusion.

"Yes!!!" they said.

The three boys turned their attention to the stage. Tom was mostly focused on the stage to stop his worries of leaving his precious Y/n alone.

" Here They are! The One Million!! " Ellen introduced and left the stage. The stage darkened and shadows ran to the corners of the stage positioning themselves.

Then a song played as the crowd roared.

The lights shot open to reveal five girls on the middle of the stage. Tom saw one girl in the middle had the only one with a cap. The crowd as the group danced. Zendaya and Laura cheered for you by your other nickname that Tom didn't know.

As the song change Tom saw how good the capped dancer became. Making him smile as the crowd cheered. " The one with the cap is a great dancer!" Harrison complimented.

You danced your heart out as your eyes casted on Tom for some moments. Zendaya and Laura planned that they will all sit at the front for Tom to see the surprise more better.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sUKrTQRNZuw

You noticed how his gaze stuck on you.

You wanted to tease Tom. You began to add a ' come to me ' hand gesture towards Tom. He seemed to notice this right away. ' Hey! You got a girlfriend for pete's sake!' he thought. And at one swift moment he saw familiar (e/c) colored orbs when he looked at the mysterious capped dancer.

The crowd roared as the 1M dancers ruled the stage. They didn't seem to care about the time of how long they were dancing. Zen and Laura looked at each other. "It's time!!" Zen squeeled. " I know!" Laura replied and held hands. They turned to you as you met their excited looks.

' I know! ' you naughtily thought.

" GO Y/N!!!! " The two cheered as Tom's eyes widen on what the two said. He immidiately spun to the stage as You threw your cap to the air and met his eyes.

" Y/n!?!?! " he called out with a shocked yet amazed look. You put your index on your lips like you were saying 'shh' and sent him before the lights went out. Tom shot up as the sound of gun boomed through the speakers.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xw6k6Ma0oqo

The lights shot open and first thing Tom did was find you which he failed because the dancers had formed a three lines. The line broke into two as it revealed You in a different out fit this time. Tom smiled in awe at how confident you were right now. You danced like no one was watching. Tom had began to cheer with Zen and Laura along with Harrison and Jacob.

" I didn't Y/n can dance?!" Jacob asked in amazement. " Me too!" Tom replied. "Well bro. I gotta say you are one lucky guy!" Harrison said.

You did your finishing move as the crowd roared. You hugged your crew members and bowed together. You turned your gaze at Tom who applauded energetically for you. You can't help but laugh.

-time skippuu

The choosing of the winner came.

You stood side by side with your crew. Zen and Laura prayed for your team to win. So did Tom, Harrison and Jacob. And your beloved boyfriend was screaming for you.

" And the winner is . . . "

You held in a breath.

" Lady's and Gents the Winner is One Million!!! "

Your eyes widen as you screammed in joy and Ellen handed you the trophy. " Congrats Y/n he is so proud of ya!" she said as you laughed and gave it to your crew. " You guys deserve it. " you said as they hugged you. Tom never felt so proud that he had ran and climbed to the stage.

" Y/n! " he called as you turned to him with a smile. You ran to him as you both smashed into a hug. " awwh I'm so proud of you!!" he said as you to broke away a couple of meters. " I didn't you can dance, love." he cooed. He neared his lips on your ear.

" Do you mind showing some to me later?"

[nyoomwhyoom]

Tagged by @niximous aAA thank you

Rules: Tag 10 tumblrs you want to get to know better

Name: Abigail! I usually go by Abby but tbh i kinda wish people would call me Gail

Sign: Scorpio

Height: Last time i checked i was 5′5 but at this point i might be 5′6 Middle name: Kathleen. i don’t really like it o o p s Put your itunes on shuffle, what are the first six songs that popped up? 1. Mad City - NCT 127

2. Runner’s High - 3RACHA

3. Forever - EXO

4. Superhero - Simon Curtis

5. Victorious - Panic! At the Disco

6. LIGHTSABER - EXO

theres so much kpop in my itunes im sorry

Go to the book nearest to you and turn to page 23. What’s line 17? “She will carry a Son to full term” from the twelve voices of christmas.. i have no clue what the book is about lmao its just sitting on the computer desk

Ever had a poem or song written about you?

Not that im aware of When was the last time you played air guitar? I dont play the air guitar, i viciously lipsync Who is your celebrity crush? i don’t get celebrity crushes?? likes theres a bunch of people i think are attractive but i’d much rather hang than bang if ya know what im saying ;) buuut if i had to pick someone it’d be craig (mini ladd) OOF that boy is so funny and precious and caring smsmhs What’s a sound you hate? People chewing, nails on chalkboard, beeping noises (alarm clocks/watches) Do you drive? If so have you ever crashed? Technically not yet. my dad’s taken me out a bit to practice. i’m starting drivers ed this summer :)))))))) What’s the last book you read? The Red Badge of Courage for school. it literally sucks a s s Do you like the smell of petrol? Eh, i dont know. What was the last movie you saw? Pitch perfect 3. it was hilarious and i may or may not have teared up a bit at the end What’s the worst injury you ever had? Ive never had anything really bad happen to me?? ive had the wind knocked out me before by falling out of a tree... that wasn’t fun Do you have any obsessions at the moment? have you sEEN my blog its literally all bbs and kpop. but if ya want specifics ive fallen head over heels for Stray Kids and i just adore Fitz’s videos. also MANIA is a BANGER Do you tend to hold grudges against anyone whose done you wrong? i don’t know? once again, nothing ever happens to me. i’m always that person that no one hates, but also isnt super liked either. i’m just kinda there lmao. In a relationship? intensely single my dudes

i don’t know anyone on here besides Nix so theres nothing to tag BUT if you (lookin @ you reader) wanna do it, go ahead ! just say i tagged you lol

[agentjohnson]

Tagged by my piece of shit boyfriend @over-dank76

Rules: Answer all the questions, add one of your own and tag as many people as you want because it may be a tag but its also still your post, so enjoy

1. coke or pepsi: coke 300% wtf is this pepsi shit

2. Disney or DreamWorks: Disney specifically because it has greatly influenced my life and holds so much sentimental value

3. Coffee or tea: I literally only drink both out of necessity but if I HAVE to pick probably tea??

4. Books or movies: B O O K S

5. Windows or mac: windows lol idk how macs work

6. DC or Marvel: Marvel literally did you see my blog when AoU came out... I was going to marry Quicksilver I swear (also AoS is LIFE currently but that’s besides the point)

7. Xbox or playstation: lmao

8. Dragon age or mass effect: . . .

9. Night owl or early riser: night owl

10. Cards or chess: cards

11. Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate without question

12. Vans or converse: *Demi Lovato voice circa 2008* CONVERSE with my dress well baby~ THAT’S JUST ME

13. Lavellan, Trevelyan, Cadash, or Adaar: lmao who

14. Fluff or angst: ANGST HOLY FUCK because like okay when fluff is good it’s good but when angst is good... it’s G O O D

15. Beach or forest: beach (reppin that south bay life)

16. Dogs or cats: dogs! I got a schnauzer named Max and I love him

17. Clear skies or rain: clear skies bc rain is a fuckin phenomenon in California (but don’t get me wrong I love rain)

18. Cooking or eating out: eating out lol I’m lazy

19. Spicy or mild food: spicy prolly

20. Halloween/Samhain or solstice/yule/christmas: HALLOWEEN AND I WILL FIGHT TO THE FUCKING DEATH ABOUT THIS I CAN WRITE A FUCKIN ESSAY IF I WANTED TO

21. Would you rather forever be a little too cold or a little too hot: too hot, i get sleepy when I’m cold

22. If you could have a superpower what would it be: flight no question

23. Animation or live action: live action

24. Paragon or renegade: . . .

25. Bath or shower: bath but I never have time for them

26. Team cap or team ironman: okay I’m gonna have the unpopular opinion here of Iron Man like he was very reasonable about everything and 90% of the drama in Civil War would have been over if they stuck to Iron Man’s plan (but Cap can lick my butt for all I care I love him more than Tony tbh)

27. Fantasy or sci-fi: why do you do this to me... I guess I have to pick fantasy

28. Do you have 3 or 4 favorite quotes if so what are they: like serious quotes my favorite one is from Maya Angelou and it goes “I can be changed by what happens to me, but I refuse to be reduced by it.” But not serious quotes wise is probably “If you aren’t falling off stage lipsyncing to Dolly Parton then how the hell are you gonna love somebody else? Can I get a tuning note PLEASE?” from the one and only @snekans

29. YouTube or netflix: netflix for quality but youtube out of convenience

30. Harry Potter or percy jackson: W H Y  D O  Y O U  D O  T H I S  T O  M E

31. When you feel accomplished: actually finishing something creative that I mentally planned to do (which by the way is once in never)

32. Star wars or star trek: yeah

33. Paperback books or hardcover books: hardcover they feel authentic

34. Fantastic beasts or cursed child: Fantastic Beasts without a blink of an eye

35. Rock or pop music: another one???? Idk I tend to lean towards rock  stylistically, but my favorite music is 80s-early 2000s pop because I’m trashy

36. What is the most important thing in your life: the people who have stayed with me through everything and have stayed loyal and truthful to me

37. Mountains or sea/ocean: sea

38. How do you express yourself?: drawing and a LOT (and I mean a lot) of talking

39. How would you describe your style of clothing?: I go from asian boy to classy punk to really feminine in like 0.002 seconds so it just depends on the mood

40. Fave Pokemon region: SINNOH AND I WILL FIGHT ABOUT THIS

41. If you could go back in time 6 months and change one thing what would it be?: finding out about how shit a certain asshole was sooner, so I could drop their ass much earlier in my senior year

42. First book/ movie that made you cry?: I will never forget this, its a book called Searching for David’s Heart by Cherie Bennett. If you haven’t read it, please do, you won’t regret it. I did read it when I was in fourth grade... but I also read PJO in fourth grade and look what happened to me.

Ima tag @snekans @doreato @linculto @tre-cani711 @cubularshark @basicallythisismagic because they are all my friends and buddies and I like to bother them

Also tag yourself if you want to do it! Just say it was from me, I wanna learn more about you guys :)

[survivorinternational]

Episode 2 - "I couldn't believe I heard God wrong the third time" - Sluggy

Jacob: I have no idea for the video Me: I have an idea Jacob: its shit oh okay... give us a better idea before you shut mine down would you? 

So for the past 2 days ever since we won the reward challenge and got the chance to get a clue to the hidden immunity idol, the info had been passed around among everyone in the tribe that it was on the beach. I was waiting for the next opportunity to search for the idol because I know everyone's gonna go for it, and today I was busy beforehand and couldn't search for it until 4 hours after the challenge. But the first day I came here God told me specifically it was at the beach and in the headlands, it just wasn't on the cliff. So i go there and search and search and i cant find it, and im about to give up... 

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...and something falls on my lap, I open it up and here it is. The hidden immunity idol. I couldn't believe I heard God wrong the third time. HAHA! I'm so grateful for this. After all the Asians having idols in the psst seasons of survivor man. 

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So this sucks but I have to keep this idol as hidden as possible even from my closest allies. It's gonna be a big target on my back and if its possible i dont want to use it all the way until the final time I can use it. So even though Michael and Jacob asked about it, I couldn't tell him and err I don't want to lie anymore so it's definitely tough :( Whatever it is I have to keep humble and continue to stay under the radar. 

This challenge will take a lot of confidence which I completely lack but I will do my best and everything what I am asked to. I am kinda pressuring Vilma into being the director/editor of this since I know she is into stuff like this but I might have put too much pressure. Will try to work something out better in that regard. 

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Ginger's constant bullying of the ghost of Emils will get him into deep shit.

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This challenge has been a real coller coaster for me. I hate filming myself in videos but seeing the confidence Vilma (and others) have is really inspiring. We are doing "Toy" by Netta which is a pretty fun song to lipsync to. I am not the best but I am having fun with it and getting some exercise in the meanwhile. I will still undoubtebly hate any of my bits but at least I have the courage to participate and do my best. 

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About hour of recording myself. I shall not edit it from a cringy mess into a slightly less cringy mess. Wish me luck.

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I do not know if it is because I am slightly slick but I am editing my clips into a more coherent structure and my stomach genuinely hurts from cringe

A week in and I received my 1st message from Dean/Dylan :D how lucky. I also have slightly more newfound time coming up in the next few days so I can spend more time building trust with Tyler, Stephen and Dean/Dylan

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I just saw Tyler's part in the music video. How can 1 man be that hot. Like wtf did he do to get those kinds of genetics. I'm so fucking jealous rn. This confessional will contain no actual substance, just me shit posting about how fuxking AWESTRUCK I am at this man. Go to 2:15 of our music video to see... Damn! 

Right so this day was um interesting. I highly doubt i'll cover all the boring ass t but watevs. Ok SO, we had our first cheeky little game talk with Michael who much to my recent surprise is like 33 years old. pop off grandpa. Love him tho. So we had a fun little chat about who we liked, highkey like Stephan the most but didnt want to say that cause he had already said Stephan seems distant, so i pretended i was chill with other people just to be fun :). ANYWAY, he wants to create a majority with Jacob and Dean but honestly like no, those kids r the REAL crackheads. I want to work with Sluggy and Stephan so it was a tee bit awkie for me. But i smiled and waved anyway cause thats ALL im good at. If Michael was to try and create a majority with those 4 i'd highkey flip 🤭. Dean was just... how to put this... slop, and im not having slop in my house MY APOLOGIES. While planning for the challenge he was annoying and then throughout the challenge he was annoying. OK SO i am NOT mean and this challenge is clearly AWKWARD for everyone and everyone is being out there BUT deans video... like i used two seconds of it. Im sorry my love i dont know how to introduce that pillow possession story line into the video... . I think half way through he needed a nap? and started having night terrors, geez i hope he's ok. RIGHT anyway. I finished the video, i hope my editing and also telling everyone that they're part was really helpful and easily the best will grant me safety regardless! O also Jacob told me the idol clue BUT i dont know whether to believe it or not   :((( so he says its at the beach, im like well what was the actual clue? was it cryptic? then he said 'you inhaled smoke and it was hidden there' wtf u mean THAT was the clue. Absolutely not, get that SLOP out of MY face. RIGHT but i looked at the beach anyway to NO PREVAIL. Michael and Jacob both told me where they looked tho ;) Throwback to last confessional where i didnt think i was making an in roads with people, well i THINK i could be much better off now! Jacob says he only really talks to Stephan which is GOOD because i want Dean out and i thought he was close to dean. Also Jacob starting having game talk to me which was a HOOT because i thought he DIDNT like me. obviously my piercing eyes got the better of him. Im close with Stephan, Jacob, Michael and the singaporian one. OOPS thats all of the tribe but Dean. I've been whip whop wheaving my way through these relationships as best i can and forcing myself onto people without them realising. All i need is 1 or 2 STRONG connections and ill smile :) O also Jacob said i was hot and asked if i was single! LOVELY, amazing LOVE compliments, will use this child if need be but if he's trying to use me, sucks for him because im self conscious and DONT believe his compliments anyway. I THINK im setting myself up in a mildly good position, just gonna be more pal'y. I hope people LIKE me. 

We gave our best but our Basic White Boy music video is totally gonna lose, and I’m taking some responsibility for that too. I knew we should’ve chosen something gayer.

https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KBaGOCmiwLknXyQoaaeyqZ0isdVOFUV2/view here are my clips :eyes:

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I am not saying I am aiming for it, but I am totally aiming for most confessionals. So fun story here. Whole summer not a single time I was bitten by a mosquito. Then this survivor starts. What is survivor known for? Tropical islands with mosquitos and such. So I was riding my bicycle yesterday and sat on a bench for a bit to rest up. 5 minutes. I sat for 5 minutes on this damn bench. 7 mosquito bites all on my legs, 3-4 split. I was fuming. Apparently that opened the pandora's box of mosquitos because I have been bitten 4 more times since them. I am full of hate. In other news: http://prntscr.com/od5qry This is really nice to see. Vilma's the best <3

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I CAN'T STOP TYPING IN ALL CAPS OUR VIDEO IS SO GOOD HOLY SHIT

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my life is now a meme 

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oh wait it already was

CURRENTLY FREAKING OUT BECAUSE!!!!!!!!! IM EDITING THE MUSIC VIDEO BUT LIKE I HAVE SUCH LIMITED TIME!!!!! I ALSO HAVE TO BE FORTY FIVE MINUTES AWAY FROM MY CURRENT LOCATION IN AN HOUR AND THAT MAKES I ONLY HAVE FIFTEEN MINUTES TO EDIT WHICH I DEFINITELY CANNOT FINISH IN TIME. ALSO HAVING HUGE FUCKING PROBLEMS BECAUSE MY OLD METHOD OF DOWNLOADING VIDEOS IS NOT WORKING!!!!!!!!!!! AND IM REALLY FREAKING OUT ABOUT IT LOL SO IM SCREEN RECORDING OUR VIDEOS BUT I ALSO DON'T HAVE THE ACTUAL AUDIO FOR AMERICAN BOY AND IM STRUGGLING TO DOWNLOAD IT I MIGHT NEED TO BUY IT ON MY PHONE LIKE FUCK FJLKDJASLKFAJDSKL THIS IS SO DIFFICULT AND IM TRYING TO KEEP IT TO MYSELF INSTEAD OF WORRYING MY TRIBE MATES BUT OMG WHY I HATE MY LIFE 

I feel so guilty that I didn’t help my tribe with this challenge, I really hope we win! If we don’t win honestly I will probably just tell them all they can vote me off- I hate to go without a fight but they all participated in the video and I feel like it would be the fair thing to do. Hopefully we don’t have to worry about that and my tribe wins!

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Me putting my life on the line for my TRIBE? Must be the drugs this is not really in my character but I feel really bad and want them all to thrive

I spent my entire day doing that music video and I'm gonna cry if we lose and go to tribal again ughhhhhhhhhh. I really tried my best and am super proud of my tribe mates too they did a great job. I really like the video.

Yes! Another win for Ala Mai! I'm loving this tribe and loving this game! I want to get to the merge with as many of my tribe mates as possible because we all have very similar timezones so I need that in my game. 

I am so happy we won the challenge ! I offered the Toy idea but then couldn't participate myself because of real life reasons ugh. My tribe tho did an AMAZING JOB and Im glad we chose Netta 

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Ok so just now I have realized these are not the during-game published confessionals. So I'm gonna confess: I was so fucking nervous not to be able to participate in the video challenge. I wanted to take part and it's risking eviction if we lose. On the other hand, I kinda knew I would be fine even if we lost. First, I offered the song for the tribe. Second, my alliance with Vilma and Veni is controlling the tribe, I have Clash from the side and we got majority. So I'd probs be fine anyway. Glad we won tho ! 

Uh I’ve been so busy for the past few days I can’t socialise and am very worried 

Day 4: Video editing challenge. This will be fun. Make a music video. Tribe chat is just going in circles with choosing a song. Song is finally chosen, Lonely Dance. Its a strange song, would have prefered something more campy or darker but oh well. I dont have time to do a video edit, i also want to take a back seat of this challenge. Searched for idol, No luck but i now have a good list of where to look narrowed down to 3 locations. Think im going to trust Tyler more. 

http://prntscr.com/odkz7k

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idk if i made a confessional about this but holy shit Lord is in this 

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I realise I spam so many messages to people at once. Shoutout to Vilma for always replying (although slowly) to every single one

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Quiet day today, barely spoke to people. Please no swap.

Well I'm sad to go to tribal this early, but it's probably needed. I didn't like my participation in this challenge but I was really short on time, it sucks but oh well, at least Ruthie told us to vote her and hopefully it isn't a hard vote 

Whew! Thank god we won immunity. I honestly think we tried so hard so it felt nice to be recognised for that (and by we I mean those of us who actually helped out with the challenge......). Vilma worries me a bit. I really like her and she gives off a great energy but I feel like she could use that to lead a big alliance further down the line. I definitely won't be targeting her anytime soon and hopefully I can get in that alliance at some point, but she's someone to keep an eye on.

Hello this round was boring we had shitty judges yet again woo we lost immunity woo now we have to look like bad people and vote ruthie out because shes sacrificing herself woo

WE WON!!!!!! NO TRIBAL!!!!! FUCK YESSSS And the judges were so nice to me I legit almost cried I love everyone ughhhh my heart Music video challenges are so amazing I don't care if what placement I get anymore we made that video and that's all I care about really I hope we're swapping soon! 

Okay so whew I had tribal for this game and I was nommed in a BB game so it's been a busy day today! I thought I might play my idol no matter what tonight, but Ruthie has been going through some stuff and volunteered to be voted out. Unfortunately it is uneventful for the viewers and for the hosts but I hope it is nice and easy and I can save my idol for later. Also, tribe swap anyone? Idk I haven't really clicked with anyone yet...Wow my social game sucks I'm sorry hosts, give me comps I can win, ty.