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Im thinking about a mc who climbed over the orphanage wall to get to see the city but in there they bump into some rich person who doesn't know that they are from the orphanage and is about to discipline the kid but their hand gets stopped by lexia or even the ancient grandpa being like I would not do that if I were you
There are reasons why climbing over the wall would be very unlikely to happen. I would also assume if MC can fly, measures will be taken to stop MC from leaving the premises like that :D
Still, let's assume that somehow it happened. And let's play up the "rich person" a bit.
Having the ancient grandpa is a bit problematic for story reasons... but it's not like these have to be cannon :D So why not?
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You were starring at all the stalls, and smelling all the smells. There is so much to see out here. So many things you have never seen before.
You were too lost looking at a woman frying meat on sticks, skewers you think they are called. It smelled so good. And the man that had some kind of juicy green thing with red insides... it looked tasty, he was chopping it into cubes with a big knife. Which is why you were staying back....
Which is why you ended up here. You are sitting on the street looking up at a very angry, very oddly dressed and very loud person. They are shouting something about "dirty street rats".
You bumped into this person while looking at the stalls... Now they are angry with you... What should you do? Lots of people are looking this way.
Should you run away? That seems like a good option. Run away before this person decides to start hurting you.
You scramble up, and try to flee.
An iron grip grabs you by the shoulder.
"Where do you think you are going?!" The person screams and drags you back roughly.
You try to struggle, try to slip away again. It just makes the person angrier.
"Stop squirming you little shit! Look at what you did to my clothes!"
Why are they so loud? Why are they so mad?
You try to wiggle out of their grasp again.
"Stop! Stop!" They scream at you. "Listen to me!"
You see the raised hand as it starts descending.
Oh. They are one of those. A bad person.
You squeeze your eyes shut. You doubt it will hurt that much, but instinct is instinct. You sort of regret sneaking out now.
You wait.
And wait.
Yet, the blow never comes.
You peek at the angry person...
---------------------LEXIA---------------------
A silver gauntlet is holding the hand that was about to strike you. Familiar red hair.
"You ok, kid?" Lexia asks and looks down at you.
She's here! Your Protector. She came for you, even when you snuck out.
You nod at her. The angry person is screaming something at Lexia now, but she just waits for your nod. Then smiles at you.
"Good. Just give me a moment."
Then she turns her face to the angry person and smiles.... Is that a smile? It is very different from her usual smiles. That is a lot of teeth... her eyes look different too.
"Calm down." she says. It sounds pleasant enough... It doesn't feel pleasant though. Something is off about the tone...
More people are gathering and all are staring. At Lexia.... Her armor. The silver armor is very distinctive.
The angry person is not calming down. Instead they are now ranting at Lexia.
"How dare you touch me! Let go you thug! Let go!" Their hand holding you comes off and they try to slap Lexia with it...
She catches the other hand in the air.
"Calm down." She says again.
The angry person does not calm down.
"Telling someone to calm down, never works." Lexia mutters. The person keeps trying to wiggle free... is this what people call irony? You tried to wiggle free earlier from this person's grasp, and now they are doing it too.
However, unlike they did for you, Lexia just lets go. All at once.
The person falls on their butt against the street. Much like you had when you had bumped into them.
They stare up at Lexia with such fury you wish to take a few steps backwards. Lexia just stares back.
"How dare you! Do you have any idea who I am!"
Lexia raised an eyebrow. "No clue. Do you have any idea what you were about to do?" She asked in turn. "You are rather lucky I got here in time."
"What are you on about?"
"You know, no Protector will stand by and let you beat little kids. Or if they do, then they are not worth their armor." For emphasis, she patted her silver armor.
Only then does the angry man take notice of who... or maybe what they were shouting at.
The angry person goes a bit pale, and reigns in most of their anger. "A Protector? And what exactly does that change?" Their gaze then lands on you.
The child, they were about to hit.
The Silver Protector standing between you and them.
"You were about to hit my charge." Lexia says. "Do you know what I am allowed to do to protect MC over there?" She asks, and then smiles a very scary smile. "Pretty much anything I deem necessary."
You feel she is exaggerating, but she is pretty mad... You think she is mad at least. Her shoulders are all stiff.
"But...." Lexia trails off and looks a bit to the side. "As I said, you are lucky I got here in time. Now you only get to spend a few nights in jail for attempted assault... abuse... whatever." She nods at a man in grey armor that people are making way for.
A Grey Protector. A counterpart to Lexia, who was to the city as a whole what Lexia was to the Orphanage.
Lexia leans in and whispers to the indignant person. You are the only one close enough to hear. "Had you actually managed to land a blow, you would be a smear on the street by now. "
Is she serious? She seems very serious.
Lexia spins around as the formerly angry person spluttered something indignant, now very pale.
"Come on kid. How about we get some snacks?" She offers you her hand, smiling just like usual.
You nod. Snacks sound nice right now.
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The hand that was about to strike you has been stopped in midair. The angry person's mouth is stuck open, but nothing is coming out.
Actually, the whole street seems to have just... stopped.
What? How? Why would reality break now, after all this time?
A little bit behind you, movement catches your attention. You twist your head to see.
A tall frame with wide shoulders. A black robe. Snow white hair with a matching beard. An unreadable face.
Something stares at you for a good while. Inspecting your well being.
Before you have the time to process, the world comes back to life.
The angry person starts screaming again, yet their hand about to strike you is not moving. They still have a hold on you.
"Remove the hand, or lose it." Something tells the angry person. It is odd, the words are quiet but somehow they cut right though the shouting and the noise of the street.
The person let's go as if burned. They stare at something with wide eyes.
"Begone trash." It is a silent voice. Something speaks with such a normal volume, and each word is so clear.
The formerly angry person does not need to be told twice, they flee.
Something turns to you, and seems to be considering something. You stare back, unsure of what to say.
"You done being dramatic?" Asks a woman's voice. Both you and something turn to look.
She is as tall as something is, with incredibly red eyes and high heels. Yet she is wearing a shirt and trousers... Who?
"I was not being dramatic. I was helping the child." Something says.
"By being dramatic." The woman rolls her eyes. "You could have helped without making a huge scene. Now because you wanted to show off for the cute kid, Nuaran will know where we are. Which means escaping a council meeting is a no go."
Nothing changes on something's face, but you get the distinct impression he is now rolling his eyes at her. "You wanted to escape the meeting. I just tagged along because you wanted me to." He says.
"Yes, yes, blame me, why don't you! Now you ruined my plans with your need to show off, and will buy me lots of food in recompense." Her gaze drifts to you.
"Hi, aren't you an adorable one." She says and kneels in front of you. Are you? Lexia always says so but you are not sure. "Are you hurt?" She asks.
You are not hurt. A little confused but that is your constant state of existence. So you shake your head.
"Good. Now, why don't you come with us, and tell him." She points at something. "To buy you all the snacks you want. You know he only shows off like that for kids anyway. Imagine that. He cares nothing for what adults think of him, but a child dislikes him and he sulks for days." She winks at you. "So you might as well take advantage of his idiotic tendencies."
Something is an idiot? That's not a very nice thing to say. He did save you!
The woman must read the indignation off your face and laughs.
"I say it with affection, little one." She says.
Does that make it ok? You are not sure...
"Elri, stop confusing the child. And I do not sulk... I brood. Sometimes I am even quite... jolly." Something says dryly. He ignored the raised eyebrow the woman gives him, and comes to kneel in front of you too. "Child, where are your caretakers? Havard or Lexia?"
Uh oh... You squirm before that gaze.
You think both of them know immediately why.
The woman, Elri, laughs. "Impressive. To escape from the orphanage at your age."
"Indeed." Something says. "Come along then. I shall inform your caretakers of your location. For now, we find somewhere to eat."
You think that's fine... You have a feeling neither Havard or Lexia can make these two stop doing whatever they want. And if what they want is feed you a ton of snacks... Well you have heard worse offers.
So you nodded and went with them.
You did not really pay attention to all the staring, too busy studying the two Ancients casually strolling down the street.
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When you open your eyes, all you see is a tall frame with wide shoulders. A black robe. Snow white hair with a matching beard. An unreadable face.
Something stares at you for a good while. Inspecting your well being.
"Are you well child?" He asks.
You nod slowly. Where did the angry person go? They are nowhere to be seen... Why are people looking towards the bay?
"Really?" A woman's voice asks. And you spin around to look at her. She is as tall as something is, with incredibly red eyes and high heels. Yet she is wearing a shirt and trousers... Who?
"Are we now just throwing our citizens into the bay? Nuaran will complain. Again." She tells something, looking stern. "Especially if something eats that waste of life."
Something shrugs. "Nuaran can complain all he wants, the waste of life won't die... just have a very bad day. Don't pretend Elri. You are just upset you did not do it first."
The woman stares at something... Then smiles. "You know me too well."
"One would certainly hope so after all these millennia."
What are they talking about? Isn't millennia a really long time? Havard did call something an Ancient... Lord Sheo... Did he really throw the angry person into the bay? But.... that's... You are in the middle of a street. You can't even see the sea from here!
The woman's gaze drifts to you.
"Hi, aren't you an adorable one." She says and kneels in front of you. Are you? Lexia always says so but you are not sure. "Don't worry about the details." She says.
[Pretty much the same scene from now on]
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Let's call this over 1.9k word snippet thanks for over 8k and 9k browser plays :D I am not sure I am happy with it, but it now exists so... :D
#tales of wocdes#the silver protector#interactive fiction#wip#twine game#twine wip#interactive novel#fantasy#twine story#snippet
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moon n ballora
#my art#daycare attendant#dca fandom#moondrop#ballora#sorry to all the sl fans who r sick of hearing about the daycare attendant HFJSJGKDJG#anyway its real funny how i can draw the dca at a side view fairly well but ballora? fucking impossible#i wanted to keep it more in line w/ her canon design bc then otherwise moon would look weird but UGHHH i did NOT draw her well#this drawing is like. roughly a month old by now? but i wanted to post something#i havent been drawing as much bc of art block hell!!!!!! so if posts r slower thats why#i did go through my hundreds of drafts to put some posts in the queue though so those will be going for roughly 2 months at the current rat#theres still... a lot of posts in my drafts though... oops#also. did you guys hear that theyre making a whole ass dca pin set#the dca is like the perfect cash cow of merch now. pisses me off a little ngl HFJZJFKSJG#gonna be fun to see them release product after product as the masses go crazy over it again and again#im being kind of negative i know but. god#im honestly just posting this as an excuse to rant about it without making a whole post for it HFKZJFKD#i fucking knew this was gonna happen but man! it still sucks#anyway uhh if youre gonna buy merch buy fanmade stuff and bootlegs instead!#be aware of where your money is going!#... that's all i'll say about it
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Tw: talk about l*ague of legends 🤢 (I can be a hater since I play the game)
I'm trying to draw this character who I've been crushing on since I was 12 and like, I literally can't because my brain just keeps going that's not good enough do better! Crying cuz I can't draw my wife properly... ANYWAY there's this magical talking cat in LoL and I really want to draw her interacting with Grim too!
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Ohh which one ?? I've played a bit of league some time ago, used to main veigar ! (my fav is Vladimir (pc design) but his gameplay is too hard for me, sobbing, yone looks cool too tbh and oh, that one (1) skin in white suit for swain....)
And I get it I get the same feeling with Rollo, loving the character so much and when you look at your art of them it feels like it's not good enough because they're just that magnificent in our minds 😔 And omg... Grim and Yuumi ... magic floofs hanging out, basking in the sun. Made me want to draw it too eee
#hey again rat/mouse? anon :)#league magic cat is way cuter in game lmao I just don't know how to draw cats in general#online games are stressful to me unless w/ friends- so I stopped playing quickly + stopping league is always a good choice#im ringing a bunch of eldens now instead when I take the time to
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little doodles i drew after listening to the new ep to keep myself from biting into cement and then flopping around the floor like a fish
#malevolent#malevolent podcast#arthur lester#jarthur#john doe#privateeyes#i had to sit in school for 8 hours and all i did was think about Him#my oogly boogly#my scringlo rat#im so proud of my adopted pathetic man noise machine#as a reward he wont be getting thrown down the stairs affectionately tonight#legit feel like those parents w toddlers when they bring their child to the playground#and the kid just starts staring at anothef kid and im like awewewwww theyre best friends now#except instead of a kid its a grown ass man with deepseated trauma and a kill count#anyways as you can see im completely Normal#i am sane#i promise#(lie)
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Dew and Anton!!!! :)
i drew this to replace the images in the masterlist cuz my art has improved sooo much since then and i thought it was time for a change! i will probably end up changing the background but im sooo eepy rn and wanted to be done with it tonight :) also Anton’s new weird green eyes may or may not have something to do with his lore 🧪🧪🧪🧪 im not gonna snitch on my guy tho
#anyway the brain blorbos have been brain blorboing lately#but specifically aspen and silas and i’ve been writing a lot about them#brc chapters coming very soon im so excited#my art#tllr art#dew oc#anton oc#the last lab rat#whump art#?#perhaps#scientist whumper#winged whumpee#lab whump#i’m obsessed with the way i draw anton now like wow wooooowww#he’s so cool#SO COOLLLL#i need to be his test subject PLEASEEEEW#Anton take me instead#Dew can we switch places bestieee#i neeed anton to give me top surgery and wings and be friends with a talking mouse and snake and other fun stuff pleaseee antonnnnnn hiii#okay gn tumblr im so normal about this obviously#eepy time 💤💤💤💤
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glaring directly into the sun as I write them into my unpublished f/o list
#i was already in trouble w Donnie but I've been spending so much time with Leo fic I'm just like oh. well. shit.#plus I've been on the Leotello fence for. A While. so that hasn't helped#unfollow me now babes im officially coming out as a tcester#i don't have a tag decided yet#but yeah#au where rat stays w them 👏#ive been violently fixing on the show again to cope with the BATSHIT AMOUNT OF BAD IN MY LIFE RN#this year fucking sucks. i am going to kiss some goofy ass turtles instead.#plus they're both biters. stay winning ✌️#aight how am i tagging this#sorry in advance to whoever i piss off with this post#¯\_(ツ)_/¯#ficto tag#proship selfship#leotello#tcest#i will probably be putting up an updated pin post#at some point#fr tho what should their tag be#i was thinking like#two's disaster. three's chaos#or something#i dunno im still brainstorming#could just do emotes for this tho?#💜💖💙#that kinda fits tbh#olay sorry im done
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cant a girl sleep on the floor anymore.
#not a girl today anyway but#LET ME SLEEP ON THE FICKING FLOOR !!!!!!!#rant ahead !!!#uve been warned !!!!!!#ok so#i got tjis new rug#this beautifffullll new rug beautoful white amazing looks nice in my room paid with my own money so its extra special#ive been laying on it and reading my book#cuz jrs super duper comfortable right. i end up dozing off which is a miracle bc i grt no fucking sleep these days#and jm a super light sleeper. i wake up if someone walks near my room.#so this rat of a sister i have keeps walking by my door on PURPOSE and im likr hi can u not pls !!!!!! and shes like ummmm why#like girl my room has a separage hallway or wjayvevrr u dont have to come here.#so she comes in my room every 5 fucking#shes like omg why are u sleeping on the floor!!!! and its no big deal at forst BUT SHE KEPT WAKING ME UP. LET MESLEEP.#sjes like go sleep on ur bed go sleep on ur bed and im like no i dont want to my bed is hot. and shes like go sleep !!!!!#like irs not that big of a fucking deal#why would u go to my fucking dad#and tell him thay im sleeping on the floor#he did not gibe a fuck#NOW WHY WOULD U GO TO MY MOTHER. AFTING LIKE I DIED ON THE FLOOR OR SOMRTHING#HELLO !!!!!!!! IM FICKINT SLEEPING ON THE FLOOR !!!!!!!! NOT DEAD b BOT DYING ON THE FLOOR.#thags rhe fucking probelm#like#im just sleeping on the floor.#she shook me awake so hard i swear i thought the house was on fire#sjes like omg zina are u okay 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 but instead of that shes fickong screaming it#LIKE. HUH#sorry guys !!!!!!!!!#npw i cant fucking sleep#delete later
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Me: I should probably clean my room, unpack, find my laptop and finish the work tasks that were due yesterday
Also me: I think I'm going to hot glue flowers, vines, and ribbons to a basket instead :)
#no my room is so bad it even hurts my chronically messy soul#i moved back in with my parents in May and im terrible at unpacking#so everything is just strewn about because i just pulled shit out of boxes when i needed them and never put them anywhere productive#and i just got back from my summer camp job. i still need to digitize my inventory and write my closing report#it was supposed to be done before i left camp but i convinced them to let me do it by monday#today is tuesday#part of the reason i havent done it is because my laptop is lost in this mess#last thing im procrastinating is ren faire prep#truly its not much prep just adding vines and flowers to a basket and needing to try on my whole outfit#and practice my makeup and hair#makeup will be light bcuz i dont know how to do makeup#so im just doing some lipstick and glittery highlight#and i need to figure out what to do with my hair. i have a tiara that i might see about fastening into the braids#or i may braid ribbons into my hair. gotta test to see whoch one i like better#i am so fucking excited for ren faire bcuz im going with my gf and some of her friends#im so excited to meet her friends and spend time with her outside of the summer camp we worked at together#AND im going to do her hair and she asked me to braid ribbons into her hair so im so excited#i just need to practice some braids to figure out how i want to do her hair and practice braiding in ribbons#i fucking love doing hair and i cant wait to do hers. ive done single strand braods for her before BUT#she has long beautiful hair and ive been wanting to try more braids on her and i think i have an idea of what i want to do#but instead of doing anything productive. i am sitting in bed. doing nothing#(spoiler alert its because every time i leave camp i get treated to a terrible depressive episode)#(its because i lose the routine and sunshine and exercise and social aspect of camp probably)#(now worsened by the terrible state of my room and the passing of one of my rats while i was at camp that i just learned about)#anyway im doing fine. gonna go do something now ig
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i need to keep an ear out to hear if Nobody ever uses the word "timeline" because niko here strongly avoids it and calls it a misnomer, and i wanna know if that's a canon-similar thing
(prompted by looking at the 107 transcript and seeing that Anne at least says "version of events" when she could have easily said "timeline" so)
- ace
#im reminded of rat here always talking about 'the chorus' instead of 'the choir'#and then realizing later no wait that's how the character canonically refers to his god at times actually#admittedly we introjected Rat after season 2 entirely#the vast majority of Nobody content now is from after we introjected him#push back the hands of time
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#tbd#☉#lemme start by prefacing this with I KNOW there's no real normal way to be human#ok i get that#but fucking HELL I wish i was normal#i wish my health was normal for my age#i wish i wasn't fucking. neurodivergent#im fine with being queer but ffs why am i in between normal queer and accepted Aroace-ness#why am i abnormal in that regard too#i wish I didn't alienate people i wish i didn't have to explain why im extra quiet and moody and minutes from a meltdown#i wish my hands and feet wouldn't swell up and hurt and burn and I wish i could take a fucking shower without feeling dread#because i had the water temp set to hot and now im dizzy and my heart is racing and im overheating -- alternatively I wish#i didn't feel so self conscious because i DONT shower every day or even every other day like i dont like when my hair goes limp either!#and i use deodorant everyday and wipe off when i can but i have fuckin Let's Sweat Buckets For No Reason Disorder so i always look and feel#like a drowned rat. im tired of being tired but not being able to sleep. im tired of not being able to explain that yes its really not you#its me. me wanting to be alone has nothing to do with you ok its my brain deciding to fuckin shut down because everything is too much rn#& idk how to tell you that im at my wits end but if you treat me with kidd gloves i WILL go off like a fuckin bomb. just treat me NORMAL ffs#just treat me normal 😭 i just want to be normal. i want to be able to sit down and just do my application stuff instead of#staring at a blank document for weeks and then wanting to throw things as the deadline approaches (#its due friday and i have absolutely nothing written lmao) and idk if its executive dysfunction or anxiety or my tendancey to self sabotage#but either way im so fuckin fucked. im NOT in the headspace rn for writing a graduate school application letter.#trying hard not to cry rn bcs my friend and her parents are sleeping already bcs they have a 9-5 sleeping schedule to fit their 9-5 jobs#like i dont even have a normal sleeping schedule lmao mine's 2-10. i just don't understand why im so broken or whatever. not normal.#& i feel bad for bitching about it all bcs objectively i have a pretty decent life. i have a home i have food i have a family that loves me#im just back to feeling like im too much and also not enough and im so fuckin lonely. im tired of feeling lonely. and i think#ive got a platonic crush or two. or something. and idk how to handle that anymore. if i ever did.#idk idk i feel like im back to looking at the world and passersby through frosted glass again.
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gonna make a header soon what should i put it in. doodle of my rats for sure, and i also want to add "disease is in the eye of the beholder" (hashtag will wood reference omg...) but idk what else
#ratmouse talkshow#just feel like that lyric is so fitting. guys i promise im a healthy rat hahaha surely no diseases on me (/j)#maybe a doodle of my sona. like the REAL one not just the rat#i sorta have 2 sonas now because i kept drawing myself as a big rat instead of the actual humanoid one bu t whatevr
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they should make more songs about rats i think
#toy txt post#like just Literally About Rats. or even rat monsters or smth ill accept that#starving for rat songs#songs that are Actually About Rats and not about like. elon musk#dont get me wrong that one is a great song im just bitter cos its named rat and has nothing to do with rats#Kreacher by bridge city sinners understood the fucking assignment. perfection#no other song goes so fucking feral. beautiful. NOW IM THE RAT INSTEAD#other songs that understood the mf assignment:#chip by the real mckenzies#rat queen by the mountain goats#RATS by louie zong#but 4 songs aint enough to properly make my Rat Playlist even if i pad it out with ratatouille and stranger things s2#WHERE ARE THE RAT SONGS. WHERE ARE THEY. STOP SINGING ABOUT LOVE GOD SHUT UP.#SING ABOUT RATS AND OR WORMS. PLEASE GOD
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just rewatched ep 12 of mekakucity actors to feel something and got pissed off all over again
#mary activating combining but no one dies when she takes the snakes?? GIRL THOSE WORK AS SURROGATE LIVES THEYD DIE IF SHE TOOK THEM FOR EVEN#A SECOND.#mary just stopping the loop bc ayano and shintaro use their powers. girl why dont they do that IN OTHER TIMELINES THEN#like the one big difference is saeru immobilizing them instead of killing them#the lack of haruka. its summertime record. BITCH#the way they dont explain how or why he is back but he is#even saeru asks WHY HAVENT U FUCKING DISAPPEAREDDDDDDDDD#like why didnt he lol. the power of friendship ig#LIKE IM GLAD ITS A GOOD END BUT ITS SO STUPID FR#ive always interpreted it as#now that saeru is in harukas body it has to grant the new host's wishes#and this time its 2 people bc awakening became its own person as well#so it has to give hiyori back (konohas wish) and just grant harukas wish in the first place since his was never granted lol#which is to have a strong body. while. yknow. BEING INSIDE HIS BODY#thats what i like to think anyway and i think it makes sense#and also how tf do shintaro and ayano even get out of the daze. girlllllllll#wait its cuz mary probably opened it ok nvm#mary opening the daze and shintaro ayano and haruka sneaking out of there like the rats in ratatouille#hiyori take ur chance come out now too#like haruka is so funny his whole existence proves that souls are real in the kagepro universe#bc the daze swallows u with body and all. hiyori shintaro and ayano could just walk outta there like nothing#while harukas like. a ghost or something#cuz his body is out and about#when the snake rejects u for being too niceys but u also dont die bc ur too niceys#the daze: but i like him. lets keep him pleaaaaaase#are u reading these tags#if so#hey#kagevinnie#kagenalysis
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Thinks oh so hard abt the spiraling upwards clan founders, especially the birchclan founders. Silly lil kitties who's pasts are drenched in blood with the primary regret of not drawing it sooner
#rat rambles#oc posting#warriors posting#spiraling upwards#long story short they had a shitty awful terrible leader who sucked absolutely ass and they tore him to shreds#I mean that literally they pinned him onto the mountain side and slashed and mauled the shit out of him so hard that his lives evaporated#and several of the cats involved in that scene are sill alive and major parts of the story and I love them#oh also the cat that pinned him through a stab through the throat was his own daughter btw everyone hated his ass so much#and for good reason get his ass#alas in the main story I dont rly get to go too deep into how he harmed everyone involved mostly just three main ones#aka bristlestar because shes murtlepaw's ghost mom dawncrackle because hes also haunting murtle and gullspot because shes bristle's kit#so basically all the flashbacks we get involve those three in some form or another#honeystar was also there and involved but Im not currently planning on having her rly talk abt that#most of her more modern angst is the fact that she was forced into leadership against her will#and shes been alive long enough that shes been leading birchclan far longer than she ever lived in her old clan#but she did go through a lot of shit before birchclan was founded and it definitely shaped her a lot#she used to be a very determined and high spirited lil kitty cat who tried to be optimistic#but her family began to slowly be picked off one by one by both the old leader and the one whod later get evicerated#some of the older cats around her hoped it make her back down from her revelutionary ideas but she noticed that and it backfired on them#instead of being worn down to submission she became absolutely Furious and began to lash out more and become more demanding#it got to the point that she really only had two friends in the entire clan and one of them was her aunt whod later also die after coming#out abt having witnessed the leader killing his own kits#that was the final fucking straw for her and she was fully on board when bristle and dawn started looking for cats to join their rebellion#she did get rly frustrated with them as they waited patiently for the right moment but her remaining bestie kept her from going apeshit#so once the big fight finally broke out she was more than eager to join the hoard of cats chasing the bastard upwards#now unlike some of the other cats involved this legitimately actually made her feel a lot better for a while#for the first time in ages she finally felt like she could be optimistic abt smth again and was excited abt the idea of leaving this place#she had lost so much in this damn place since she was an apprentice and just wanted to finally be able to rest easy#but once they got to their new territory and set up camp things went south real fast as a flood fucked everything up#and after losing the only cat she had left in her life and losing her tail and being made deputy on top of that she deteriorated quickly
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i am being so fucking kind right now you would not fucking believe
#caffeines cackles#the only reason im not ratting out the blatant 'letting chatgpt write your entire section' is bc it is so obvious that it would be impossib#for the professor not to notice#and i already got permission to hand in a separate version where i replaced those sections with my own text#but it is soo fucking tempting to hand in the evaluation clearly stating the exact reasons why i requested that#instead of just rescinding support for those sections without further elaboration#should i be asked for it i will jsut give it tho..#but for now it only is clearly stating that i do not wish to be associated with them and ill allow the prof to draw their own conclusions#and take action if they see fit
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okay im enjoying getting these dialogues i previously missed so much. literally astarion when you ask what? will you miss me: "HA!
why not!!!"
#yea dont look at me i started a new character and felt like shit going through all the stuff that i just walked past on my beloved character#so i just made my og character the exact same again and im doing the exact same route with him again VDKFJDJDJDKF#but now im gonna actually do all the stuff in the game bc before i didnt understand the game so i missed so much#i was gonna explain everything i felt but it got way too long so ill just say this instead:#im already getting so much fuller of an experience and i couldnt be happier#and i wanna play my new character (who i like) when i dont feel misersble doing it#im not someone whos precious abt their games like when its over thats it thats the canon story so this way works for me#i build it meticulously until im satisfied!#im still gonna make the same decisions. hes still gonna be the same deceitful little rat with delusions of grandeur#but now i just play out all the massive amounts of stuff i didnt know existed bc i didnt understand how to navigate the game#its gonna be tough to eat the tadpoles again and be cool to the dream visitor bc i HATE the emperor hdjdjdjf#but like i said first time around its absolutely what he would do bc hes convinced he can control it#to get back to the post itself LMAO im obv so happy to get all the astari0n dialogue i missed bc just with this one dialogue i missed#(bc i didnt know how to long rest well) im getting a much more fleshed out picture of his manipulation and its so great#im on tactician now so im hoping it will force me to long rest more so i miss less camp dialogue#anyway can you believe my previous attempt at these tags was even longer? lmao bye im off to enjoy the game however i please!
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