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oncominggstorm · 6 months ago

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I miss tumblr back in like 2014 or whatever when we used to all send each other asks all the time. Ask games, sleepover saturday, anon confessions, all that good stuff. Happy birthday messages on your birthday, feel better messages when you'd post about being sad, "oh my god i can't believe what just happened in the show we're obsessed with" messages from fandom buddies. Trading messages back and forth with your circle of mutuals all night. Etc etc. It was more fun and less lonely.

#like i just checked my ask tag on my old main blog #and it used to be normal for me to get like 10 or 20 messages a month #(and I remember feeling back then like I was unpopular cuz my mutuals were getting even more 🙄)#now I get like 2 or 3 a YEAR maybe #(and I mean yes I had like 10 times as many followers on my old main and tumblr was less dead in general but STILL that's such a big change #beth posts

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its-short-for-jackalope · 1 year ago

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Drawing request drawing request! If u’d like, can u do Holloduke/Holloweane? If not that, then maybe Chumby, the Hatchetfield Ape-Man with Willabella Muckwab. Put ‘em in a room together and see what happens haha!

Just run away with me, [I] won't feel so alone

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forecast0ctopus · 1 year ago

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Sorry, it's really funny to me that we're watching your Star Trek obsession unfold. It's a great franchise. I love it, and ur artwork is great!

THANKS lmao it was inevitable……… i do think its funny that you say obsession though ive posted it Twice here like. you are not wrong but i think i managed to spare most of you by relegating my Thoughts to my close friends story

theres too much star trek media though i fear ive condemned myself

#id been meaning to finish tos for like. i dunno six years maybe ive definitely watched the first handful of episodes like three times haha #oh definitely more than six years jesus christ. time #apologies to my close friends list but youll have to struggle with me #rhis was all like 2-3 weeks ago for reference #ask #anon #im so good at getting invested in things that have been Over for at least a decade but usually longer #though star trek is still like an Active Franchise.. unusual #im on tng now. slowly. why are there so many seasons where are my 2-3 season shows at #i like geordi a lot though

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crystallizsch · 8 days ago

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every now and then i decide to do the most inane shit (to avoid responsibilties) bc guess who just switched back yuuna's emoji from 💝 -> 🩷 and added last names to my yuu oc tags and retagged ALL of my posts with them

#[—✦ rambling #:personal #THAT TOOK LIKE AROUND 2-3 HOURS I THINK.....#yippee to being quote unquote productive on the wrong thing #ngl i've been thinking about doing this for a while now but didn't want to bc of the amount of posts i have to go back through #but here we are 🧍#in the process of going through all these posts i get to relive some of my jade/yuushade crashouts tho #that was. so funny #+ also seeing old currynoodles art 🥺#ngl recently i thought i've been getting bored with making art for twst in general #which is why there's been a considerable lack of it </3 #i still enjoy the game dont get me wrong it's just i thought i was starting to move on from creating for it #my fixation in creating art for a certain media doesn't usually last this long (almost around 2 years now???)#idk why but i just have that Cycle #usually i'm chill with this happening but this feels more bittersweet bc of all the friends and connections i made throught twst #but i think this random urge to retag everything was probably a blessing in disguise #bc i realized i actually miss drawing the sillies 🥹🥹🥹#like. do you ever just get so giddy revisiting your old stuff #highkey i cooked with a lot of my oc x canon art #reminds me.... i wanna bring back postnrc currynoodles #postnrc yuusha im in love with u #maybe i'll toss in the eel in there too LMAO #it.s not a joke anymore i like the stupid dynamic too much #“why do you ship them” <- because it'll be funny #anyways. probably i'll start taking inspo from old concepts i abandoned as quick as i introduced them shdksdkkk

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somethingsomethingcomic · 3 months ago

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gay and stupid

#smth art #halftone #furry #queer artist #i made this for a Spotify playlist. very proud of how it turned out #long story short i developed a crush on a coworker very shortly after meeting him bc hes very cool and funny and cute #and we got along very well instantly. however nothing ever came of it bc hes the most emotionally unavailable person ive met in my life #so i just kinda Suffered™ for like 2½ years cycling through the stages of grief until acceptance finally stuck #now we're just chill. but i Did make a carefully curated playlist about it all and regardless of current feelings im very proud of it #its super specific and personal but also relatable and has a story arc to it (meeting->falling->pining->resentment->depression->acceptance)#anyway. i was thinking like hmmm i havent been doing digital art in a while and need to get back to that. whats a good lil warmup #to get me back in the vibe of it? and the idea popped into my head to do a cover for the gay and stupid playlist.#maybe ill link the playlist later! who knows! its very good after all #though theres a few specific songs on there that are Personal to the guy i made it about #like i dont think 'shelter' by porter robinson is especially relevant to an unrequited love playlist but. its there for My reasons.#theres also a nice flat no halftone or grunge texture version of this that ill throw in if i link the playlist later cuz why not #but im very happy with how this version turned out!!!#i did less layers this time and it was way easier #usually when i do like. a bunch of ink colors layered. i do 1 color per layer #but if im using more than 4 or 5 colors that gets SO unwieldy and annoying #this time i used 2-3 colors per layer and just made sure they wouldnt need to stack #it worked out rly well i think! and was WAY easier to work with after the colors were down

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quaranmine · 6 months ago

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me: i'm super tired what if i go to bed early

my brain: what if you, after attempting to go to sleep, instead sit up in bed again, grab your laptop, and write 2000 words of jimmy having watcher religious trauma

#anyway #i havent even gotten to half the point of this fic yet #the idea is loosely:#1. evo is like a religious cult community for the watchers that jimmy was born into #2. jimmy has like. mega levels of being messed up about slowly loosing his faith/seeing through this #3. the listeners recruit jimmy as they did in evo to defy the watchers #4. the evolutionists (some; there's a lot of off screen ocs) follow the listeners and Get Out of Evo #5. jimmy sort of lives as a real world person. likes it. is still guilty over it.#6. the Games begin.#7. the general ummm. trauma #8. jimmy slips and prays to the watchers again. just anything to stop it <- we have now reached tiktok timeline #idk what happens next #i think martyn should catch him doing this in wild life and maybe call him on it #but i think it should be vague if jimmy's actually gone back or not #this is not a feel good story lmao and i can't say if i will actually finish it. (i have reached to bullet number 2 tonight)#also this whole thing is held together by vibes and prayers because i'm a little rusty on some of my lore knowledge #like i knew all this years ago but i havent exercised the traffic series watcher lore muscle for a hot second #and i dont really care about accuracy

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coquelicoq · 1 month ago

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well, of the 6 ways i could get laid off (i counted), at least one is creeping closer to reality. had a staff meeting today in which my manager told us she would understand if we were looking for other jobs, which is her way of telling us we should look for other jobs. so that's not great.

#the 6 ways are:#1) client loses funding (which has already happened but like. they could lose ALL funding)#2) program that client funds loses funding (this is the one that seems more likely now)#3) client doesn't renew our option year (which is legal but has never happened before)#4) client doesn't even pay out the rest of our option year (which would be a breach of contract but what could we do abt it)#5) team falls apart because my boss retired (he's coming back) (theoretically)#6) my 3-year appointment that has to be renewed as a formality is for the first time not renewed bc of the hiring freeze #meanwhile my friend is like are you looking for other jobs? and i'm like hell no i'm not doing that until i get paid unemployment for it #i'm gonna stay on until they make me leave #my posts #i was gonna go to a thing in my neighborhood but now it's raining and all my shoes have holes in them so maybe i will not #having shoes without holes in them is i think probably a good idea if you live in a rainy place. word to the wise #not me because i am not wise (apparently). but the rest of you can have that lil tidbit. for free

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fidgetspringer · 2 months ago

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I knew my old place of work treated us like dogshit. I knew England treated minimum wage workers like they're less than human.

But nothing has driven that fact home more than telling my new coworkers about what Tesco was like and having them look at me in absolute horror.

#'oh yeah I made about £800 a month working 40 hour weeks'#*eyebrows raise in horror*#'Yeah our store had 200 employees on the clock daily.'#*Visible fear* '.... we've got.... 2...'#'that was day AND night though. so not all at once'#*blinking* 'It was open 24/7????'#'Sure fucking was!!!'#my manager handing me a pallet jack and going 'I assume you know how to use this'#and I had to tell her i literally wasn't allowed to touch them because 'safety' and i wasn't 'specially trained'#'I have never been on checkouts though so you'll have to explain like i'm 5'#'how have you never been on checkouts???'#'oh I was only ever on dairy'#'YOU WERE ONLY EVER ON DAIRY??? HOW FUCKING BIG WAS THIS STORE?'#Her going 'I'm sorry it was kinda busy on your first shift'#and me thinking back to the maybe 50 customers i had #buddy i have seen HELL and I came back in tatters #I did this shit of hardcore mode for 4 years #this is fun to me compared to fucking TESCO #i miss England in a lot of ways #but man do I not miss the way they treat their people one fucking bit #5 years on and i'm still getting used to being treated like a human being again #that shit has stuck with me #i've been at new job for 3 weeks and still every day before i start i have a tight ball of anxiety in my chest #until i walk in and my body remembers i'm not going back to Tesco #we don't need the stress response anymore #we can relax now #wild

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matteoberrettini · 2 months ago

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bringing positivity for once: today at work i was told that my coworkers said i'm good at tutoring 🥹 and yesterday one coworker sent me a message himself thanking me for my tutoring 🥹 and then my therapist told me the others in this group thing i'm taking part in all like me 🥹😭😭

#actually therapy was very... good today. like. made me feel good. i'm still like scared but i feel like maybe i'm not doomed #which is a new thing for me lol #also i made known again my desire to do more hours at work and the hr person said mh i see here they were already considering for you......#1 more hour. which lol considering how i'm already doing pretty few hours that almost feels like a joke like 1h and they're not even sure 😭#she said in the future it'll be more for everyone gradually. but she said she'd bring it up now with who makes the decisions and we'll see #i'm hoping the amount of commitment and quality i bring when i do my job will mean something otherwise i'd feel very crap lol #especially bc like i think they gave A Lot more than 1 more hour to a coworker that's been here for like 2 months lol ....... doesn't feel #very good tbh. like i do my best and more all the time and have for almost 3 years and i rarely get appreciation or smth lol but when it #comes up i'm told my coordinators are happy with me they've never complained i'm doing great....... but maybe getting smth back for all my #hard work would be good? i think they rely too much on the fact i really like it there but like i need to survive i need money and i also #don't want to be made a fool of. you know. i'm way too much of a doormat but how this will play out will be key. i love my workplace and #i understand that being a small company and a social cooperative means there's less money but if your budget is big enough to give #someone who's been here 2 months like 10 more hours than the standard it can be big enough to give someone who's busted their ass off for #3 years just as much. or i'll feel like i'm being fucked over lol #we'll see #i said i was bringing positivity lol i mean mostly i'm happy i'm just like. still dealing with a bit at work #and while being told i'm good is great i do hope it translates into something favorable to me bc i'm young and this is my first real job #and i love it there but i'm not dumb and i don't like being taken advantage of. i don't want to but if need be i can look elsewhere #anyway lol i'm glad that people like me and/or my ability to explain and teach? and apparently i'm not completely awful? go figure

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allegoryofthebeast · 9 months ago

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I am obsessed that Jedi: Survivor explores Cal more or less slipping into the dark side/dark behaviors and patterns and how leaning into emotion as a Jedi can make you significantly more powerful though also extremely reckless and aggressive - however a balance could perhaps be reached by Jedi with the patience and support to understand their darker emotions and how it could be beneficial or harmful given the situation. But they fr don’t. Every time something within that vein happens to Cal everyone is like damn… crazy. Anyway

#that being said I am… so sad they didn’t further flesh out Dagan and Santari #like that was a really big part of the genuine first 1/2 or even 3/4 of the game and then… like #I understand it was mostly symbolic and that Cal and Merton saw the foil of their own relationship (kind of) and that love is not a good #enough excuse to be a monster but also like… that parallel did not come in almost at all #the whole game Merrin was based as fuck and pretty emotionally centered #SIGNIFICANTLY more than cal - and - if it was to be a true parallel then wouldn’t Cal have genuinely scared her in some way?#didn’t it seem like maybe when he embraced darkness he should’ve gone TOO far and Merrin would’ve needed to actually fight him to bring him #back to both himself and her?? they… almost… got there on nova garrun or whatever but.?#Dagan and Santari like that was an interesting as fuck relationship and I really REALLY wish they’d come full circle in the end but. didn’t #I felt like there was a bit of allusion maybe Santari had found a way to preserve herself too but. dude. they were so interesting as doomed #narrative antagonists or like whatever. I genuinely thought maybe Bode’s betrayal would be revealed like Dagan bodyswapped him #and that accounted for his seemingly bizarre switch up like. idk. grasping. and I loved the game do not get me wrong #but like. a lot of potential in a foil always and that did not see it through to the sequel #jedi survivor #jedi fallen order #cal kestis #jedi suvivor spoilers #I know it came out last year but. obviously I have just played it now

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xxplastic-cubexx · 3 months ago

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im not exaggerating when i say ive been staring at your newest twitter art for the past twenty minutes. i feel ill Why can i hear them

the thigh size difference, the codpiece, charles drooling and Shaking that man is Gone, mags' smug smile and uh. his uhm . Hes HUGE..... charles How do you take that thing and live to tell the tale... and mags' lil speech bubble, what filth could he be sayin..... much to think about, i think i hauve covid, THEY LOOK SO GOOD, apologies to your bro's sneakers but i for one am very happy with this outcome :3 as always thank you so much for your service 🫡🫡

thank you for the review on my doodles today!!!!! i looked deep into my soul and let it do the rest......

#fave #snap chats #i love comments/asks like these hi VJLAVKJAKL IDK i just like it when you guys share the details you like in what i draw...#it makes me most happy :) i WAS gonna write dialogue for mags but i figured id just let people think of what he could be saying #didnt wanna distract from what we all here for of course...#i have more metal-related shenanigans involved so i hope yall will enjoy that when i post it in the future :]]#ALSO i have such like. size dysphoria. if that is anything or if thats the right term Do We Know What I Mean #i never think i make mags too big or charles too small while im drawing but then ill leave the canvas for like ten minutes #and then i come back and im like 'jesus fucking christ merry yaoimas' JVLERGKGJAELK #it bleeds into my real life i'll see i grabbed a lot of food from a buffet or whatever and ill be like 'yeah i can eat all that'#and then three minutes later im like Hospital #like i jus tnever think Big Thigns are ACtually Big im just like 'it cant be THAT much' and then Im Wrong AVJLKJAE #back on topic tho I SWEAARR i only have the size difference be dummy with krakoa just because thats the funniest thing about krakoa #i enjoy it...... i be lying i do make mags egregiously big main comicverse/tas too JWRLKJAWRL #its just that i try to give charles a lil more upper body muscle in that so it's only like .2% less obvious. still obvious tho </3 #forgive me father i like size differences !!!!#IN ANY CASE. worry not my friend i did get my brother his sneakers #AND I GOT PLUSHIE STUFF !!! I have not mad a plushie in years never mind a human one #when i was growing up i really liked making plushies of food and animals so ive never made a plushie of a person #im not embroidering a face go to hell i aint doin all that JVWARLKJALKJ maybe in the future if i ever make more #ANYWAY. im gonna re read this ask fifty times thank you so much 🥺 very happy to hear you enjoy the pieces so much !!!!!!!!#now if you'll excuse me /i'll/ be thinking about these men in situations ft charles' heinous outfit........#and like also trying to make a plushie so thatll be fun JVLKWAJ

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averlym · 2 years ago

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some very very quick costume shorthands!

#&juliet #had the absolute luck of watching this live the other night and it was. truly amazing!!! aaah #rough character designs for the younger leads (excluding like the Grown adult duos..) because?? idk #this is how it always starts. once the character designs start getting simplified like this that's when it all begins #which is hmmm timing but i really can't shut up about this musical it was so so fun. absolute vibes and energy #made me laugh and cry and was such an Experience. i adore them all but may specifically made me sob at some parts dfjkldfh #lots of thoughts! but one of the favs is how they wrote it so the existing songs and actions fit so well.#like in a rhyming bit they had frankie accept a drink and then the song was like ''drink in hand'' and i was all !!!!!!#also maybe it's local censorship? but there wasn't the kisses.. they replaced it w kissing hands and then holding hands #which is like a cute nod to the ''hand to hand holy palmers kiss' or smth but also maybe two guys doing that would not have made it past :/#oh my god i. the way rnj parallels the shakespeare duo... whdskjfhgh. may + not being a Girl kdjhgf. frankie and may. aaagh.#angelique being so so badass. i . the speech about Gender by anne and the Proposal by angelique both made the whole theatre cheer love that #also rotating stage lives in my mind rent free i ADORE the set holy moly.. also also the actors were so good. also the Projections.#also the music and costumes and special effects and aerial moments. and the ensemble. and the choreo #also the cast is so talented. and pretty. and the whole confidence part vs the vulnerability of some bits... whshjfgjkl. hhh #im just listing stuff now but it was so vibes. what an experience ever. it's also shot me directly into 14-years-old again so #spent the morning alone vibing to the soundtrack intensely... i just... sometimes things hold special places in your heart idk!!!#i don't know what to do with these designs though... like the show is such a lovely Spectacle but also idk where to branch out by myself no #there's so much to Absorb again and again. i get the feeling any true work from this i would do in a form of an animatic though.. oops #tldr? 1. &juliet very good just as itself 2. we have History 3. i got to see it live which always propels me into bonkers over musicals!#so so rough but i needed to get smth out and . whatever. an art blog is an art blog. back to hiatus now i think #<reminder to myself: this is essentially an artchive.. there's no quality control if you don't want it! have fun!! ily>

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quotidianish · 2 years ago

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doodles :3

#Medic team therapist “sorry for your loss but you used up your 1 mental health session of the year!! Get out of my clinic”#Not Ludwig’s fault he had a crisis at 3 am. Or maybe possession. Same difference amiright #Hot girl summer OVER. it’s possessed boy autumn now.#tf2 #art #team fortress 2 #team fortress 2 fanart #tf2 fanart #tf2 demoman #tf2 medic #resident demoposter at your service nobody gets him like I do (<- insanity)#quotidianish #I feel so free. I can post all my cringe wherever now!!!!!!

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scarlettfevor · 5 months ago

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Decided to start watching teen wolf because why not, and I'm literally only 3 episodes in and I already suspect that Scott is probably going to be my favorite, and I know that there's a thriving shipping scene for this show so I took a quick peak at the top ships on ao3 and it......Derek and Stilies...? I think that once I get over his kinda cringey early 2010's humor I could grow to like Stilies, but Derek? To me he just seems like every other sad bad boy in every twilight/Buffy-inspired teen show from the 2000's - 2010's, there is 0 chance I'll actually like him, so it's no surprise really that he seems to be fairly popular.

#the pyre #I think I'll be a Scott x Stilies truther with an extreme vendetta against Stilies x Derek #it's sooooo funny bc I feel like most of the time when I join a new fandom I do not mesh well with it. at. ALL #like middle school me loved joining new fandoms and being apart of the crowd #current me now knows what I like and refuses to engage with stuff that I don't #and if that means that my likes and opinions clashes witj 99.9% of a fandom then so be it #but I'm not even joking when I say that this is how my experience is with every other fandom I join #for some reason I just don't see eye to eye with anyone about anything #it makes me wonder if I get into a show thats more my jam like hannibal if I'll have a better time #also side note but whenever str8 women and gay men were talking about “twink death” earlier this year I had no fucking idea what they were #talking about but that's mostly bc I'm a lesbian #but I saw this promotional pic that I assume is either from season 2 or 3 where Scott looks completely different #bc he went from a believable looking teenage boy #to “average buff hot guy from any twilight/buffy inspired show”#like it made me sad bc I actually laughed out loud when I first saw Derek #and they tried to convince us that this hulking 6'3 guy was a teenager #bc it seems like Scotts gonna go down that route in the future </3 I hate buff guys they freak me out #I've heard teen wolf fans say that the show is kinda ass so maybe I'll stop watching partway through season 3 #my main priority is watching season 2 anyway where apparently the first half is generally really good

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sidesaddle-queen · 6 months ago

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really need to legally change my name at some point but i just really really hate paperwork and struggle to get started on it especially if it has multiple steps

#it's been literal years and like i send like 2 email enquiries but didn’t really get the answer i need and then i gave up lol #it's just bc it doesn't affect my day to day life but also once i change my name i need a new passport asap but i can probably only change #my name by being physically in the Netherlands and then I'd have to wait for the passport to get back home to the UK... and like i only hav #20 holidays a year and am not allowed to work from home really or maybe 2 days a week now so like #also i have to use 3 of the holidays for the time the company closes around Christmas #so yeah ig next year i could take all of my holidays to be in the Netherlands for almost 4 weeks and hope thatll be enoug #but that's all my holidays and i can't take unpaid holidays #maybe another way is possible but i can't find anything bc trans people living abroad needing to change their names is kinda niche ig #also once i change my name i have to change my name on like my bank card and everywhere else and idk how to do that etc bc i won't be a #british person doing it so it will be different #honestly never changing my name is just so tempting #but you know it would be good to be able to be stealth #*sent sorry #i always make this mistake even though i know how to do it correctly

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churmandurr · 7 months ago

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The most toxic people you know are also the most powerful people you know....

Finished my 2nd play thru, finally did a full astarion romance. we went full durge EXCEPT for becoming bhaals chosen, ascended astarion... nastiest stinkiest worst dom sub leash out in public gross ass couple

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