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I spent so long trying to decide on a line of dialogue to use for a caption, but EVERY line of dialogue these two have in the bachelor’s route that mentions the other makes me feel like I’ve been shoved into the middle of an intense fever dream. how am I supposed to pick just one!! you can’t do one without the other!!! or the third (daniil)!!!! cant wait to someday see what the patho2 bachelor’s route will do to me
⭐ places I’m at! bsky / pixiv / pillowfort /cohost / cara.app / tip jar!
#I need to draw gross anatomical illustration art with Daniil and the Twins like when Andrey starts talking about holes and surgery#like yes. YES. truly the Twins and Daniil really encapsulate the creative experience like nothing else#not so much a queue as this is a collection of scheduled posts set for random hours#pathologic#peter stamatin#andrey stamatin#shout out to the anon in my inbox who brought up pathologic. It’s been a million years since I’ve posted for it#mostly bc I can never think of a good caption! literally I started this illustration in Jan and let it sit in my WIP folder for months
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#p4#p4g#persona 4#persona 4 golden#hanamura yosuke#yosuke hanamura#MAN I SWEAR WHEN THIS CONVERSATION HAPPENED I WAS SWEATING BRICKS IN WORRY#anyway i forgot to save before speaking to yosuke so i dont know what the other options are BUT YOU KNOW YU HAD TO ASK IF HE WAS OK#thinking about that comic where yosuke was being harrassed by some punks#theres something about the way hes telling this story that feels like he was treating it as being incidental. as whatever.#like “oh yeah im fine?? anyway thats not the point of the story i wanted to tell you about how they were so terrified of kanji”#LIKE DUDE. BUDDY. YOUR LIFE WAS IN DANGER. DONT DISMISS IT LIKE THAT#the fact that bro came so close to being beaten up and it was a conversation that could have been easily missed#like if yu hadnt run into him at night was yosuke just going to... not bring it ip?#(yes of course he wouldn't you know what hes like!! he wouldn't want to be a bother on yu. nothing happened after all!!)#BBYGIRL PLS!!? YOSUKE MY BOY PLS RELY ON YOUR FRIENDS TOO....#anyway i think a yosuke protection squad should form they should start going home in pairs#he's good with his queue
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I think we should just bring back Wungo Wednesday and start a fandom collective anime rewatch
#Because otherwise I can feel I won't last much longer#Because like. The last two hyperfixations of mine ended the moment I started feeling like there wasn't any new content#And two days ago in one day I started a new manga a new book and rewatching a favourite show#Whereas I hadn't started anything new in the two years ever since I got into bsd. Which makes it NOT a good sign#But the bsd anime has now ended for one month and 25 days and that's the last time the plot actually moved forward.#And if I counted right. The manga took 4 chapters (that is chapters 110-111) to adapt 6 minutes#That means it's going to take another 12 months (18 minutes left to adapt. that's 12 more chapters) to catch up with the anime#Yeah I'm not. sticking around this long with nothing new to see I'm sorry#Best case scenario I take a one year hiatus but that doesn't make it sound likely that I'll be back#And I know it's fresh news as early as this morning that author said they were introducing a new character but like.#They also said they finished writing this arc like. One year and half ago if I remember correctly?#And we still have yet to see the end of i t so...#That is to say. I'll probably be starting an anime rewatch starting next Wednesday. I've been meaning to do it for a while anyway#I don't want to leave the fandom I like the one chapter a month format#On the positive news I still have a queue of original posts that spans over ten months#And I was meaning to start the reblogs queue too in these days. So there's that#random rambles
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I'm so fed up seeing videos about "the downfall of mcyt" or "mcyt history" and then the creator only mentions DSMP and maybe a few youtubers they watched. Like... there. are. so. many. creators. who. counted. or. count. as. mcyt. Here are my thoughts.
There are so, so many who counted, and still so many who count. And yeah, DSMP is an important part of MCYT history, but it's so recent in comparison. Like. Minecraft is a cockroach, it will go through so much shit and still be alive and active. Yes, there are the names who bring or brought down the name of MCYT, but in comparison they've always been such a small part of the community. They need to be remembered for their bad actions, or illegal in some cases, but defining the community by them is not good. Nor is just using one fucking smp.
I have watched, or attempted to watch, those types of videos on the history or the downfall etc., and I always complain internally about it. THERE ARE SO MANY PROMINENT MINECRAFT CONTENT CREATORS THAT FUCKING MADE CONTENT. Some don't make Mc (minecraft) content anymore or they rarely do but it doesn't mean they shouldn't be mentioned. (Yes I know, it's an impossible task to talk about all of them, but mentioning three or four as "the og mcyters" or "the old popular mcyters" just angers me)
DSMP I would say helped with the mc resurgence, but I can say similar to SMP live and SMP earth. I count SMP live as pretty important since I think people started watching the streams and videos from that smp and when DSMP happened people treated the content the same and watched it a lot. People started watching again, then with the boom of content in the covid lockdown people watched more. It wasn't just DSMP though.
Listen if you want to do a video about how DSMP affected you or the minecraft community, sure yeah that's a video to make. If you want to do a video on a specific few ytbers who you watched and how they affected the community yeah sure that's a video to make. To say "these are the three main" that's for you. To you they were the main three. To make the video of "all of mcyt history and mc as a whole" and mention 3 people......... and then DSMP.................... I don't understand you.
I've been a MCYT fan for years and years. As a child and as an adult. From E for everyone videos to watching videos that fucked with my innocence and just exposed me to shit I shouldn't have been watching at the time. Year after year watching different types of videos and different creators. Supporting people and finding out I shouldn't, and supporting people and them being good people. To challenge videos, parkour, adventure maps, droppers, role playing, role playing, let's plays, tutorials, modded content, horror content, hide and seek. So many different types of content exist for mc, and I've been a watcher for a lot of it.
DSMP should not define MCYT. There is too many people who have made content for me to just accept that.
Hold people accountable for their actions, do not define a large community by a few people, and if you want to talk about your favorites affect in the community go right ahead but please don't call them the most popular or most important. Some people might never of heard of them. (I am thinking of the do you know this mcyt blog)
#mcyt#dsmp#smp live#smp earth#Just mcyt as a whole is what im talking about theres so many youtubers out there#im just not up for people minimizing how much mc content exists.#edit: so youre not going to mention hermitcraft or stampy or prestonplays or popularmmos or aphmau or SCOTT SMAJOR or ihascupquake or#or any of the “little” crew or skydoesminecraft or shubble or captain sparklez or hbomb94 or rtgame or jacksucksatlife or amylee33 or Jamal#or wattles or squaishy or bajancanadian or jeromeasf or vikkstar#like yeah you need to mention Technoblade cause hes DSMP and skeppy and Badboyhalo are all that but they HAVE BEEN AROUND FOR FOREVER#techno gets the best commentary on him since you know#like so many of the hermitcraft people as well are so og mcyt to me and NOTHING is usually said about them#like fucking ldshadowlady and smallishbeans are also so og and scott and seepeekay and oli and like that crazy craft smp is so old so good#ssundae too im literally going through doyouknowthismcyt queue sheet for these names and i feel insane please please please talk about more#fucking mcyters then the dsmp ones i have fondish memories of dsmp dont hate on me but there is so much more you can talk about in videos#i feel so repetitive but i needed to express my thoughts on it#edit edit YEAH HOLD ON I FORGOT TO MENTION WHAT ABOUT THE OTHER FUCKING LANGUAGES AND COUNTRIES#theres other countries and other fucking languages people made mc content in i forgot about it for a sec#yeah they are definitely never mentioned
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when the art block hitteth
#it hitteth HARD#its worse when its the type of art block where#not only do you Not Have Ideas but Nothing You Attempt Looks Right#and scribbling feels Awkward and Unpleasant#i have exactly Two posts left in the queue#its been an honor drawing for yall🫡#if youll excuse me im going to go Scream At The Sky#I KNEW I HAD IT TOO GOOD FOR TOO LONG. IT WAS ONLY A MATTER OF TIME#wait but perhaps... perhaps this means ill be able to write now#am i experiencing another trade-off#i would Like to write#but then again i like scribbling more. id rather draw#looks like i dont have a mcfuckin choice tho!!! ahaha this is fine!!!#absolutely unprompted#i felt it creeping up last night but i refused to acknowledge it#well Now Its Here and its Very Unpleasant#howling wailing baying at the moon etc etc#im so mad rn. all i want is to doodle#maybe... maybe ill write something Original for once.#or write for my flight rising dragons. who knows#gonna go watch spiderverse and we'll see if that knocks anything loose in my brain
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redownloaded an old art program
#specifically its tayasui memopad…#sketches was like borderline unusable last i redownloaded it#which was like.. oct last year#maybe its gotten better but i dont feel like bothering with it anymore haha#memopad i never used much aside from little scribble doodles (id make a scribble and try to turn it into something)#but its changed a lot since i last used it.. which was like four years ago so i cant be too surprised i guess XD#its still pretty jank but in a more manageable way . i missed rhe sketches brushes theyre very lovely#sorry for all the rambling haha#ive been feeling really shitty lately and have barely been able to draw it feels like#a lot of what i have made ive had to really.. force myself to get out. and i havent been as satisfied with it as id like to br#this is kind of janky still but i like it and i had fun making it#everytime i draw these two its exactly the same cuz i have to remind myself what their designs even were everytime >_<‘’#hopefully i do some more stuff today. its already getting late but im feeling a little better#getting back into the swing of things or whatever#i thought someone on af was ghosting me or whatever but turns out they were just . busy. ( <- figures i need to stop assuming haha) and#they also made this amazing revenge im absolutely in love with its so cute#really made my day =)#scribbles#furry tag#good god i write way too much in these#sorry#anyways#queueing this to post again (its the 14th as im writing this) i feel like that worked alright for me last time#im kinda making this post impulsively i am. constantly going back nd forth on whether i even like posting my art nowadays#oh well#yeah queue i wanna know#mother series#<- i forgot to tag that . for blog organization mostly these r just#nothing burger npcs barely anyone cares abt (nintens sisters lol)
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Aziracrow?? more like.... azirac(r)owpokes
#aziracrow#good omens#aziraphale#crowley#bart (bale art)#finally found a way of painting i thoroughly enjoyed.... splendid...#thats- my queue~!#theres an alt img of crowley without her shades but like i fell like im crowding the post and doing him dirty by including that version bye#anyways i will always luv u my favorite girlfailure#is it really bale if she doesnt consume media that has nothing to do with wild west cowpoke imagery and still draw it anyway#i enjoy aziracrow a normal amount bc i can put them in any situation any time period any flavor of clothes and itll work out
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it is genuinely saddening how i follow a third of the people i followed ~9 months ago. i miss when my queue used to spit out anything and everything; it was like one of those gumball machines where you got fun little toys out. and i had so much fun filling it w stuff being like omg friend x is gonna eat this up in three months!!! putting stuff in there to be a little forgotten treasure for myself, some kind of mini time capsule... i literally used to be known for my variety posting you know. but i've had to mow down the biodiversity of my dash aggressively to avoid catching strays and i feel like i've been curling up further and further into a ball on here like a terrified potato bug
#my queue was 600+ posts long too. and now it's at like 215 . and it's just not the fun treat it used to be#of like who knows what i'll have reblogged over night from four months ago! let's go see what new jpg it's popped out !!#a lot of this. is not the fun treat it used to be. i wont lie.#obviously i have the ability to remove myself entirely from the situation. by deactivating. but.#is it really that awful to want to keep having fun w my friends?#i guess im also kind of terrified that the moment i stop Posting/being on here i'll just like lose all the wonderful ppl on here#a lot of fear of like. im a good mutual but am i a Friend. can i come ask all of u stupid questions abt adulthood even if im not f1 posting#it's the like. annoying younger sibling feeling. of. if im no longer Providing (writing posting etc) im just a hanger-on w nothing to offer#really i need to go eat lunch i think that would solve a lot of my immediate problems lol . sorry for being morose at 1pm
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Happy one-year anniversary to this! I can't believe there's still a month to go, but I am so excited to see bestie @wavesoutbeingtossed again after 11.5 (?!!!) years.
#how is it that we've known each other for twelve years wavesss 😭#I remember practicing ~tricks~ to see if I got into a good queue spot with other random UK nights (edinburgh comes to mind)#mistakes were made like. I originally meant to get N2 in June but kept trying to get better seats and got kicked out#(would've been so jealous about the shenanigans on n3 lbr. plus June was A Month so it was for the best)#and waves told me about a stockholm code post but I didn't get it wasn't really tied to your account then so I passed (this was before)#iirc waves and I practically had 2-3 convos going at the same time in different mediums lol#I love the insta story was hopeful about getting codes for my hometown… lol. yeah. nah. but I got to go! I'm nothing if not stubborn#anyway. I need to get my plane tix. So excited.#personal#tbd#tag novels are so old school tumblr of me I'm sorry
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NONE OF YOU ARE ALLOWED TO LISTEN TO MUSIC EVER AGAIN
#sky screams into the void#first off shame on me for clicking 'yandere playlist'. i was trying to find toxic yuri songs#second. the song VERY CLEARLY is depicting physical abuse and isolation. not sadomasochism#seventh line in and we get 'You must like being the victim/You've done nothing to get out/Of this pattern of pain'#and the hook 'Forget everything you used to know/I think you better tell your friends to go'#come on. youre not this dense are you. the isolation. the twisting around and blaming the victim.#if you want a good song about sadomasochism listen to the masochism tango#sorry just mad#down in the deep queue sea
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OH I am so tired
#banana fish#ash lynx#ks sketches#idk how to tag this#body horror#soft guro#there isnt even any blood so i mean#caught up on the art now yahoo#anyway I am SO SAD so I drew this oh no#minor vent incoming#you ever feel like youre full of the most vile and awful things in the world and you just want to scoop it all out#and there feels like nothing good left and you cry every day and you ponder about whether this is better than when you never cried at all#woooooooo#queue
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I’m waiting for this blueberry cheesecake pie to finish baking for pi day 🫐✨🥧
Yes at 4 am :’D
#also while I’m waiting I’m gonna queue my latest hypefixation#which is#the guy she was interested in wasn't a guy at all#really good sapphic manga!#love the main characters sm <3#I don’t read manga that often but when I do I’m all or nothing#so like this was !!! for me#bunibelles bakes#Bella rambles
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#persona 4#p4#persona 4 golden#p4g#hanamura yosuke#yosuke hanamura#theres nothing to this really i just like seeing yosuke blush#also ive realised yosuke doesnt actually blush very often or very much despite being so easily flustered#even when hes embarrassed about yu teasing him about nurses or when he was sitting up close with kanji or kanji's bicycle#or when theyre talking about girls or during the pageant or even in that onsen scene yosuke just... doesn't blush#except here. except now. yosuke blushes when in physical contact with yu and yu alone#what could this possibly mean? 🤔#he's good with his queue
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shitpost dispatches from the unclean realm [??/??? i've lost count] - justifiable premeditated murder edition
respectfully, if someone shamed and denigrated both me and my mother at every opportunity, in public, and had the gall to also be exceptionally shit at their job, i'd probably end up plotting their murder too
#I know how this shit works it's not like my manager is going to be the one who gets fired#'fired' aka cast out into the jianghu with nothing more than the clothes on his back#i mean that's what happens anyway but#sometimes a little guy snaps ok#mdzs#mdzs shitposting#cql#the untamed#meng yao#jin guangyao#he did crimes??? good for him 😌#moling queue
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I forgot to say but my queue is turned off because I have to go back to the working world next week unless something catastrophic happens and I want to make sure I am set for at least 10 days straight.
#hypothetically 40 hours of my week (maybe more technically i can do OT after training) will be *actually* filled with work#so i cant rebuild my queue on the clock like before#which is good. i was miserable. nothing worse than being stuck someplace and chained to your location while simultaneously not#having enough to do and your options are phone or stare at the wall#and reading and writing only worked sometimes if i was coherent enough#anyways. queue is off rn to preserve it and it will restart again next week.#-pers
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Hi Pila! Behind the scenes 17 for The Ice Plague Book 3 please? (or 26 if you prefer!)
17. What was the hardest scene to write?
Oh absolutely the final battle.
I started planning that years before, I have a map of where all the characters are and how they converge upon Olphix, it was a massive action scene that spanned across more than one chapter and more than one perspective, and it involved two (temporary) major character deaths, so I also had to give gravitas to the deaths even though everyone knew those character deaths were temporary. Which is a big ask!
I didn't push myself to write those chapters fast. I'd write a section, walk away for a day or two, write a section, walk away, write a section, walk away. I wrote some parts out of order and then 'connected' them. I gave myself about a solid 4 weeks just to write those chapters. And I needed them.
There were a lot of hard things in The Ice Plague III, but that one started being fucky and frustrating like 5 years beforehand, so a scene that I'm noodling on for 5 years is absolutely the hardest thing to write.
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From this meme!
#asks and answers#the ice plague#memey goodness#fae tales verse#fae tales#definitely that battle scene#also some of the lead up to the battle scene#but the battle itself was just sdflkasj#because it needed to feel not anti-climactic#i was SO SO SCARED#of it feeling like a nothing-at-all low-stakes fizzle#where everyone knows the deaths don't last and they just go#'this is it? 3 books of the ice plague for this?'#so i was under IMMENSE internal pressure to deliver#and i started like putting a lot of myself into that years and years earlier#administrator gwyn wants this in the queue
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