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so there’s this piece of gum that’s always kind of say over my back lower left molar. used to be longer but the flabbier piece died and fell off lmfao? anyways it’s otherwise fine. normal piece of gum, where wisdom teeth would be, just happens to sit a bit over the molar back there. yeah well with my tooth issue atm it’s swollen up. a lot. yesterday I couldn’t eat bc my tooth hurt. today I can’t eat bc the gum has swollen up and over the tooth and now my upper molar hits the gum first instead of the tooth. so I’ve got an ice pack on my jaw for idk how long and I’m gonna be rinsing my mouth with saltwater for a while to hopefully make it go down. bc before I could at least eat softer, bulkier things very slowly and carefully. now I can’t do shit at all bc my teeth won’t meet without me hitting the gum and hurting myself. 👍🏻
good news though is originally I’d have had to say in a waiting room all day to see if there was a cancellation and otherwise would be on the cancellation list and they’d call me. new update! I got told they had a cancellation on Friday! do I have to figure this… nightmare out for another two days? yes. unfortunately. but do I actually have a set date for this tooth? yes! and I’m likely gonna tell them just rip the fucker out I don’t think we can fix it! lol
#very back molar tho which I’ve lost on the upper right before so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#not too bad really. done it before#ooc
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The reasons why I don’t consider the end of the bad batch to be an out and out happy ending don’t just have to do with Tech. It’s also because, as far as endings go, TBB doesn’t really…have one. At least, not any more of one than The Empire Strikes Back.
TBB has so many plots, subplots, and character arcs, some of which were introduced within the runtime of the show and some of which were introduced back in that last season of the clone wars. The only main one of these that gets a real ending is Omega’s childhood arc / Omega coming into her own, and arc that really kicks off in “Cut and Run,” not “Aftermath.” And if we really want to cut this arc into its separate parts, then what you’ve got is Omega learning both how to handle herself and how to even be a kid on the one hand, and Hunter doing his best Cut Lawquane impersonation and trying to provide Omega with a childhood on the other.
And the thing is, despite being fairly under-discussed in the fandom, that Omega arc is pretty well done. (Yes, there’s a couple of questions about her still open—the show somewhat implicitly confirms her as force sensitive in Harbinger, but we don’t find out why we need to know that because that isn’t why Hemlock wants her—but she can show up later without being the main focus or the POV character, and I think she will). Omega going from this little kid who spends her whole life cooped up in a lab, created as an experiment to be exploited and used, waiting for some—her brothers, she hopes—to set her free to becoming this confident little adventure free to live the life she wants to live, to be a kid for the first time in her life, and who is capable of not only saving herself, but also saving other kids stuck in similar situations. It’s very well done and even very well paced. The epilogue is a bookend to that arc of Omega’s, and to Hunter’s relationship with her. She and he get a happy ending, or at least, Omega gets a happy ending, and Hunter achieves the goal he had that revolved around her. That arc is done.
Everything else, though? It’s open-ended. The only recurring characters besides Omega (and marginally Hunter) who get actual exits/resolutions are:
Hemlock, who is the main antagonist for Omega’s arc (we know project necromancer continues from other Star Wars though, and Tarkin may have pulled the funding as far as he knows but he doesn’t actually ever learn what project necromancer is, and neither do we in full, so I suspect that is still ongoing even if Hemlock’s part of it is not.
Emerie, who I’d love to learn more about because she’s interesting and the emotionally abusive implied father-daughter type relationship she has with Hemlock is fascinating, and I hope we see her in some capacity later, but she largely exists to be a dark foil to Omega/give Omega someone to bounce off of in Tantiss/give us a glimpse of what Omega would have been if she’d had someone like Hemlock as her parental figure, rather than Hunter. She’s the version of the little girl who never got out/who Omega likely was back in Nala Se’s lab being given a chance to get out. And it’s her, not any of our non-Omega leads, who gives a whole speech about what she learned on her journey and what her five year plan is. It’s a whole bow to the audience.
Rampart, who screws himself over in his dedication to being a jackass.
And Nala Se, who never really redeems herself, but who passes the Kaminoan torch to Omega in some ways and then gets to take out the man who slaughtered her people.
(I am not including Scorch, because he isn’t really a character as much as he is a cameo of a neat set of armor; or CX-2, because we actually don’t get any kind of resolution with him one way or the other, he’s left dangling (figuratively and literally), and come on you cannot kill a character twice in his first outing and then expect me to believe he’s actually dead the third time. Be real.)
Everyone and everything else, however, is left open. Wrecker, Echo, Crosshair*—listen, Crosshair’s redemption arc is magnificent, but what the finale showed us is that he’s still very much where he was at the very beginning of the season, and has only come so far as knowing the batch will always have a place for him but unable to believe he deserves it or anything besides being tortured to death—the other bit of Hunter’s character arc, Tech (he had, or has, an ongoing arc that wasn’t resolved), Phee, some stuff with Cid, a lot of the criminal network stuff we set up in this series, the rumblings of a clone uprising and the proto-rebellion stuff going on with Riyo and Avi Singh, Rex’s whole deal, the clone agency arc, clone force 99 as a family and not as a squad, and so on and so forth don’t really have endings. And I don’t mean that the resolutions are rushed or bad, I mean that they aren’t there at all and that the end of TBB isn’t even trying to get to them**.
*I think it’s worth noting that Wrecker and Crosshair not only get no lines after Tantiss, they aren’t even there for Hunter’s, “Whatever we want,” line. That line is really for Hunter and Omega, because we know what they want; Crosshair and Wrecker, who have yet to find their purpose outside being soldiers even though they’ve been given a safe haven in which to find it, are off talking to Echo about something we don’t get to hear. Biting.
**One of the current, though I hope not permanent, weaknesses of season three from my point of view is that the time it isn’t spending doubling down on Omega’s arc is spent setting up stuff that hasn’t actually happened yet. Which, given that that other stuff is what the fandom is generally more invested in because, to be fair, it’s really compelling…. It’s great setup. It’s just that I want the payoff. That I believe is coming. I’m just impatient.
So, basically, I guess what I’m saying is that the reason I don’t view the end of TBB as a happy ending isn’t just because Tech isn’t with everyone (though I still think it’s just that he’s not with them yet), it’s because I don’t really think it’s an ending. I’m sort of viewing everything from Clone Wars season seven onwards as sort of part of the same thing, and I’m not expecting a full and complete resolution for the Maul show either. I suspect there are arcs and plot lines that will carry from TBB into the Maul series, and that there are arcs and plot lines from the Maul series that will carry over into whatever’s next, and that what we’re kind of in for is this combination of Rebels style storytelling (heavily serialized storytelling with a focus on a limited cast of characters and an contiguous overarching set of plots and themes) and Clone Wars arcs (POV shifts that allow for far deeper focus on certain characters and seeing the overarching storyline from different angles).
At least, that’s what I’m hoping, and my sort of weird way of looking at it.
(And I do think carrying a story over multiple shows is a somewhat bonkers way to handle things if you want to do a whole plot over the course of many seasons but don’t want to be restricted by shorter streaming shows, buuuuut I also don’t hate the idea. In theory. Time will tell!)
#the bad batch#maul#sorry for the word vomit#tech lives#I also know it’s a weird way of looking at it and that I’ve basically said most of this before#also please I am warning you#anyone reading this do not come into the notes and argue that Tech is so dead or that it’s good if he is because I will fight you#I’ve never seen so much setup for a character to come back and I do not have the patience to pretend otherwise#though also I get needing to not hope for it too I really do#also not super interested in the lost cancelled secret season four theory either#you can clumsily resolve everything that’s unresolved in the last episode if you have to#season three is taking it’s time and is in no rush#and Omega’s arc being almost perfect is the thing that makes it impossible to convince me of that theory#she’s the POV character and her arc is done at the end of this season#another one would mean shuffling her into the background and having her do nothing
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A still frame from the animatic I'm working on. The japanese text is just a lyric from the song~ 😺
#krosmoz#wakfu#dofus#joris jurgen#''how much layers of symbolism can i cram into an image that appears for 3 seconds'' challenge accomplished successfully#myart#1. the tarot used are self-explanatory. the tower tarot's design is lifted directly from aux tresors de kerubim (im insane)#the reversed empress has hearts and spades (kerubum and atcham) as well as planet symbols. (mercury fits joris as a character;#saturn is the capricorn planet and Joris's canonical zodiac sign is capricorn. also saturn fits him too.)#the reversed star tarot also has the capricorn constellation on it. because i am insane.#the red roadmap/line on the background leads from stars to the moon.#and stars are a common thing to see in aux tresors.#the moon has been used as symbolism for immortality and loneliness both in my works; krosmoz; and real life.#so stars -> moon (and the tarot in between) are kinda a summary of his life. but with the way that it both starts and ends in space there i#a feeling that his life is marked by loneliness/immortality from the start#so yeah this is me being insane about aux tresors again. my most favorite show for 7yo children and Wakfu's better more well written cousin#anyway the animatic is 49-51% done.#ok i will also elaborate onthe tarot: the reversed star is his loss of faith in humanity. the tower is every bad thing that has happened#to him and made him both grow survive and Get More Jaded and Doom-pilled.#and the reversed empress is about his insecurities and living with his dad and uncle in a weird and unhealthy codeoendency for 600 years#also his mania of contr (but also need to be controlled and comforted by his dad and uncle. because he never really grew up.)#joris in waven era is VERY reversed empress with his warcrimes as the ruler of bonta. but even before then he's very reversed empress.#*control. man lotsa typos...
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just devoured this sammich. leftover baby back rib meat, sautéed jalapenos, saurkraut, red onion, and cilantro with mayo and spicy bbq sauce on a ciabatta roll. twas positively scrumptious !!!
#sorry i haven't posted much over the past few days#i am feeling a little sex repulsed right now so i've been avoiding this app a little#five bucks says now that i said i'm feeling sex repulsed i'll be back to normal tomorrow lol. anyway#this sandwich was really good...it was like an off-brand banh mi lol#oh and i started burning a new candle a few days ago!! it's lavender and fig scented and smells amazing#but it should have two or three whicks when it only has one =/ so it's taking forever to burn to the edge and now it's tunneling so bad#i don't really have more to talk about. just enjoying the aftertaste of this sammich in my mouth ૮꒰˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶꒱ა#OH WAIT i finished a massive fucking build in the sims. like almost castle sized for the villareal family in windenberg#oops *windenburg#i am so proud of it i've been working on it for months on and off bc it was just so big i got overwhelmed very easily. and now it's done!!!#i finished it =D#working on the fyers house now which has given me so much trouble#i've gone through at least five floorplans before finding one that made sense in the sims + the family and i liked the look of#i think i found one? i built the shell today and roofing was annoying but i did it. i hope it works out bc i think i'm running out of#floorplans on pinterest lol#might give them a guesthouse too bc this lot is 60 x 60 which is the same size as the von windenburg estate#ok enough sims rambling. i really should revamp my simblr...#trixie talks#trix eats
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Try not to make Sebastian have heated eye contact with another man challenge (Impossible edition)
#my art#wip#sebastian michaelis#black butler#kuroshitsuji#wolfram gelzer#green witch arc#sebwolf#I have a completed seb@gni piece scheduled to post tomorrow#I ONLY CENSORED IT SO THIS DOESN'T SHOW UP IN THE TAG#I get so mad when things are mistagged but its so insane of me because if I just. click on the tag I won't get “related” type posts.#Anyways in my next art thats posting tomorrow I talk a bit about how I'm hoping to release art every Wednesday until this season ends#and this is one of the future pieces.#my only problem is I'm being so fucking ambitious with this bad boy. It's gonna be animated. there's going to be cherry blossoms-#there's going to be multiple camera angles. Ciel and Sulli are going to be in a TREE#I don't know how she got up there ngl. she's resourceful or smth.#I don't know why I have the audacity to attempt animation in a little over a week when the seb@gni demon sleeping art took me-#6 hours of TRACKED TIME. Meaning the time I had that open and was working on it.#I'm such a slow artist but I don't have classes this semester because I;m an idiot. So I decided to make this challenge for myself to keep-#me busy. So I stop spiraling so hard.#You guys are like my diary btw. my brother can only hear so much about my insane ramblings before he checks out of the picture.#Actually. I'm not done talking about this piece. This one is really special to me because it's based off of my memories with my parents.#I won't go too much into it since I've already written at least an essay but they moved out of our old house when I went off to college-#during covid. and now we don't have a cherry blossom tree and I really miss it. I have so many memories of it.#God. the cherry blossoms. the rose bushes by the fence. the peonies on the right side. the lilacs on the left. the lavender bush-#my mom ran over with a lawnmower and somehow made it grow way better.#the bridal wreath lining the front. god I miss that place.#now some bachelor lives there and has not taken care of the garden at all One day I know I will drive by to see he will have ripped it allu#OKAY NOW IM REALLY DONE#Yapping
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Callum has asked Rayla twice now to kill him if he's ever corrupted again. This time as like a barter. And this time, despite looking devastated, she finally (begrudgingly) agrees. And later this season, Callum is cleared of his dark magic corruption, but it also warned that if he does dark magic again it'll overwhelm him.
Man my dreams have already been haunted enough by death foreshadowing I can't take much more of it for these two.
#listen i know many many fans adore the angst of one or both of them dying. especially if its the other that caused the killing blow#i get that. i do#but i just wouldnt be able to take that kind of heartache.#if any of the main characters die by the end of the show - ESPECIALLY rayla callum or ez - i will lose my mind. especially if they do it to#each other. either intentionally or not. simply wouldnt be able to take it im too emotional and attached to them to be able to take that#i like angst. but not death angst. i cant take that. especially not for characters i adore so much#they better NOT have either of them kill each other by the end of the show i will not be able to handle it#this better just be some foreshadowing of it 'they said over and over that theyll do it for each other but in the end they love each other#too much to do it and love fixes it' or some sappy bullshit like that. anything but killing each other please i cant handle that#fuck. shits gonna haunt my dreams even more now than before#they wouldnt kill off their main characters that are the faces of their show right? ....right?? please??? i beg?????#please think if the children#me im the children#tdp#tdp s6#tdp s6 spoilers#that scene where they argue about callum doing dark magic again was so very needed but still oof. and the way callum is so much more firm#this time and rayla looks so devastated but knows he means it even more now. god. end me. i just finished that episode on my rewatch btw#also like. can we talk about how she loudly slapped her hands together right in their faces to get her point across. damn id have jumped#back too. she uh. really wanted to get her point across huh. shes never done that before.#oh oof man this episode has no many emotions. giggles and funnies and sadness and sweetness and heartache and fear and worry#thats probably not even all of em#rayla#callum#rayllum#also they really choose random times to use that slightly different animation style huh. that makes their faces look more loose and the#expressions sit differently. looks a little more animated. and like. goofy but not in a bad way? i noticed it blatantly in s5 in at least#one scene (while in the market in 506) and maybe even other spots in s5. and some less obvious spots in s4 too. now here during their#argument and when callum asks rayla to promise again. its not bad its just starkly different and throws me off. wonder if like. a different#person animated those parts and they somehow did it differently. idk it hardcore sticks out to me every time now when i see it.
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please manifest with me that i‘ll pass my exam tomorrow and this time i really NEED to pass
#theory exam for the drivers license#if i fail and can’t retake it before the 9th of july then i have to start with my drivers license all over again#and i don’t have the cash to afford another 2K aha…………#i‘m so stressed i‘m in a depressive slump again#probably also because my life is changing a lot because i‘m graduating on friday#i like my dress and everyone said i look great in it but i just feel fat hashtag body dysmorphia#even when i weighed like 18 kilos less and my ex bf‘s mom said i look really thin i still thought i looked fat aha#and i gained those 18 kilos back so i‘m not necessarily doing great rn#and my acne may has gotten a bit better it’s still bad imo and i‘m not looking forward to the graduation pictures#because i also can’t do makeup and i‘m too pale to get it done by someone else because i don’t even know what my shade is#like i‘m not yellow i’m fr WHITE but all foundations are yellow?? even the lightest shades i can find#and yeah my makeup skills are limited to concealer and mascara and tinted lipbalm + lipgloss#if i still owe you an answer on discord or tiktok then i apologize but i got too much going on rn lollll#i‘m literally so packed this week it’s not even funny anymore. like i can’t even switch houses to my dads without it affecting me negativel#i was supposed to switch last friday but i‘ll switch THIS Friday even though it’s still lowkey an inconvenience to my schedule 😭😭😭😭#and mind you my dad lives like 5 minutes by foot away from me. i am THAT busy😭#when do the horror‘s end#the voices are speaking#but yeah please pray with me that i‘ll pass the exam or there will be a second part of me ugly sobbing as i walk through the city
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Please don’t bother/harass anyone mentioned below,
Sorry if it’s a little jumbled in the tags.
#I don’t want to complain a lot on here or be really negative#and I don’t wanna make posts when I’m really emotional#I’ve done it before and it makes me feel really embarrassed and stupid (as I’m sure that happens with everyone)#I’m just gonna say#if you support or follow REM or Ankka then please unfollow me#im sorry this sounds so rude#and i cant tell you what to do but#I’m honestly kinda sick of them. it’s nobody else’s fault but them.#if you disagree they’re bad people then unfollow this blog#I just saw a screen shot from twitter#it’s from GOXDGUY’s account (they do a lot of xrun fanart and I think they even did some merch?)#it was a screenshot from discord of rem saying that apparently GOXDGUY has drawn po*n in a discord call with a bunch of kids in it#of course there are no images to prove this#I don’t know if this is real or fake because I don’t have discord but with some of rem’s past actions I have my own assumptions#If this does happen to be true a part of me thinks this is done because obviously GOXDGUY is not fluent in English#i’m not saying he can’t defend himself#i’m saying there’s a language barrier translators aren’t really that good#(I don’t know if goxdguy is a he or she so sorry for assuming)#(also. when I say “if it’s true “ I mean if it’s true rem is lying)#I probably don’t need to specify. I just wanted to make sure.#adding Raisingred and Rasho here also- cause of recent stuff#unfollow me if you support them too please
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Sorry for not getting to those asks yet, depression's hitting really really hard so I've mostly been hiding in discord. ;.;
#rambles.#vent.#;;It's real bad x.x#;;Still scared that the person who ran me off will return#;;Or that someone else will decide to do it for them#;;Or that I'll get flooded with anon hate again like before#;;Or that no one wants me around and I'm just being tolerated#;;I guess more damage has been done than I thought ;.;#;;I was gonna try to do YCHs again but I'm too scared to make an example for it since I don't wanna make people uncomfy#;;This side of Tumblr is really *really* hard to navigate at times...#;;At least when you're the kind of people pleaser I am
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i've been very excited to post this but here are my ocs haha!! meet lune, cecilia, nox, and aster!
close ups, more info, and a more detailed relationship chart under the cut! this is gonna be a long post haha. there's also some more info about rowan!

cecilia's twin (he's the older twin) ((by two minutes. lol))
the type to go “here to here, i’ll buy it all”
he's got a temper
possessive, devoted, and jealous yandere
people think he's a tad bit insane (and he's self aware mostly,,)
gets into fights often
“want me to kill that guy for you?” (he’s serious btw)
he’s not nice lmao, but to you he is (in his own special way of course..!)
kind of like a cat who will proudly leave dead rats and leaves on your doorstep as a gift bc it thinks you can’t hunt for yourself
hates nox LMFAO
difficult to approach at first but once you get close he won’t ever let you go.
extroverted
LOUD. someone shut him up, this mf does NOT stop yapping bro
annoying as hell and he doesn’t know that lmao
if he absolutely has to, he’ll behave. but it's... odd
constantly needs to be doing something or he’ll get bored lol
has a bit of a sweet tooth (typical)
Bastard (not literally)
played the piano when he was younger with his sister, but he hated playing it
bad terms with his family except for cecilia
huge rebellious streak
shockingly will not kidnap you! everyone already knows you’re his, and he’s yours. and he won’t let anyone get in between you two. yay..!
hates it when you don’t pay attention to him (will absolutely start sulking too)
he’s impulsive but he’s not completely reckless
you probs shouldn’t trust him too much though he has good (????) intentions lol
seems silly (debatable really) but he’s dangerous.
half of the things he says sound like jokes but trust me, he means it. he’d do anything and everything for you, don’t forget!
shockingly pouty and whiny, only in front of you though
him and cecilia have matching bracelets from when they were younger which they both wear to this day
he’s oblivious as fuck, and an idiot

lune's twin (she's younger)
normal (somewhat) ((not really))
sweet and friendly
really likes giving gifts to people she cares about
jumps to conclusion and freaks out easily, but she’s subtle about it
constantly stressed (lune is her brother, so… i get it)
introverted (runs on a social battery)
says things without thinking sometimes
people pleaser
awkward as hell tbh, but it’s really not obvious because she’s good at putting on a front
kinda has the ”””””princely””””” persona (i didnt know how to describe that better lmao
has abandonment issues
girlfail tbh
hardworking
shes really protective of her loved ones
likes cute things
has issues with her family but still talks to them (lune does NOT)
on really good terms with lune, they’re very close (even though he’s a huge troublemaker that stresses the shit out of her) ((if he fucks around too much she’ll give him a good smack))
packs a good punch
SENSITIVE…
potential yandere? still not too sure if i’ll make her a fully fledged yan but she def has some of the traits lol
her and lune have matching bracelets from when they were younger! (she wears it everyday!)
she doesn’t mean to put on a front it just kinda happens automatically lmao
could kill someone... probably wouldnt tho
used to play the piano with lune, she still plays it now too (as a hobby)

cunning and annoying
def the type to kidnap you
oddly sweet (???)
but also ominous as hell
docile with the one he loves
isolating and manipulative yandere
dislikes lune
nice but you can tell he’s putting up a wall (with strangers and friends)
introverted
wouldn’t put stalking past him tbh
he’s the type that wants to know everything about you.
he has a tough time interacting with others. he feels awkward in social situations
the type to go to a party and spend the whole time petting the cat in the corner (he would not go to the party in the first place tho lmao)
he’s not misunderstood tho, he just can’t socialize and doesn’t really want to
grabs the end of your shirt in an awkward situation (its kinda cute)
takes time to open up, but when he falls for you, his love is so strong, it’s almost overwhelming. so just accept him, alright?
shittiest sleep schedule known to man, like srsly, what is bro doing
this man’s brain probs short circuits every 5 minutes LMFAO go to bed you idiot
really good with his words, very convincing
loves cats
hidden piercings
careful and patient
is really good at taking care of others (but he would only wanna take care of you) you’ll let him, won’t you?
startles easily lol

elf oc
ditzy and kind (to you)
bit of a mean streak (not to you!)
wants to appear princely in front of you
kinda stupid (a farce but not completely lol)
has a bit of a temper, but nothing too bad
clingy and cunning yandere
two faced
struggles with empathy (he tries, he’s not human, what’s he supposed to do!)
extroverted (?)
he’s really lonely
when he met you for the first time he was absolutely fascinated as he’s never interacted with a human being before!
BLUNT. he’s not used to convos… just give him some time!
at first it was simple curiosity, but that curiosity turned into something… deeper
he was completely alone before this, but now you’re here, and you’re going to stay, right?
is obsessed with the idea of you staying here with him forever, so why do you keep talking about going home? can’t you stay here?
but then you bring up the idea of him coming with you, well why didn’t you say that earlier! he's happy to come with you
It takes him some time to grasp certain concepts so please be patient with him, he’s not used to humans
he’s paranoid and hostile to other humans. it’s not fair, he wants all of your attention, so why is everyone trying to take you from him? he doesn’t like that everyone is getting in his way…
he’s terrified of bugs. will scream incredibly loudly if he sees one lol
he pulled you through a mirror, that’s how you ended up in his land
so if you wanna go back, just ask and he’ll take you!
gives you jewelry, expensive jewelry. (maybe he’s slipped on a ring before. haha. jk… unless..?)
prefers to stay inside your place because he really doesn’t like people who aren’t you lmao
don’t stray too far from him, okay? he’s always waiting for you
rowan (who i don't have a new drawing of rn </3 sorry!):
he absolutely hates not being a priority, so please don’t ignore him. please? he just wants you to love him.
clingy, devoted, and obsessive yandere
if you don’t reciprocate he might (unknowingly) try to guilt you into liking him back. will appear like a kicked puppy to really sell it (but it’s not an act lol he’s just like this)
at least his intentions are pure! (?????????) but is that better..?
if when (it will happen) you two end up together, he’ll give you the world if you’d asked for it
used to cut his own hair! :D (not great at it tho tbh)
very attentive and will work hard to keep you happy! just don’t forget that you’ll love only each other for the rest of your life. please don’t leave.
has tripped over nothing, will definitely happen again
here's the shitty relationship chart that i rushed </3 its very ugly im sorry HAHA
i really want to clarify that NONE of them will ever hurt you physically on purpose (they might have to pay up for emotional damages tho. they have your best interest in mind ig)
also i would say that they all share some traits like being clingy, devoted, possessive, obsessive, jealous, protective, and loyal. but if i specifically wrote it, it's probs just a bit more intense... just a bit,,, haha...
#num draws#oh hell yeah new tag time#lune posting#cecilia posting#nox posting#aster posting#rowan posting#technically lmao#yanderes#yandere oc#male yandere#yandere male#not tagging female yandere just yet </3#oc art#digital art#yandere#original character#i've been really excited to post this#i mean i know it might not get a huge response#but i really wanted to introduce them#and i do hope you like them!#i'm really bad at writing characters too so please be patient with me and hopefully i'll soon improve :]#if you have any questions about them at all PLEASE don't hesitate to ask#i would love to answer any questions!#i'm also nervous to be posting this haha... but its OKAY. im doing it#also i overused the SHIT out of the coloured text#ive never done it before i think i deserved to do it at least once HAHA#sorry that its super long btw </3#i might do actual profiles at some point too if anyone is interested :]#realized i accidentally added aster’s info twice 😭
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are we brothers?
#art#my art#artists on tumblr#digital art#oc#pink space#HELLOOO#say hi to adan it's his first time out here jfsfjh :3#haven't posted any oath family relatives before (not even his cousin.. crazy... jfhsf) so ! ! ! first time#//and check it out i did a BACKGROUND [pointing hard]#i'm a bit proud of it even if it's not too complicated ^w^ yayay !!#//also you know when you're like listening or watching smth while doing a task and the task is then Attached to the smth jfhfjs#i have audio and images from seinfeld and nge attached to some really specific strokes in here dude i'm having a Full Experience lolll#this doesn't really happy with just plain old music but only movies + shows for some reason#//anyway adan. he and the cousin i needa like. draw them more cuz i wanna shake em real bad man jfshhfj#ily characters i rarely ever draw for some reason. [gently touches portrait of them]#//anywayyyy i needa go to bed Neow i still have work tomorrow lmao#so CIAOOO byyyye oo Goodbyyyye !!#//edit: also this was done on a 900x900 canvas which ~i~ think is dope jfjshfj#forgot it was 900x900 like 'why is my pen so big' lolll
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yap about yi and goumang in the tags. tiandao council enthusiasts this 1 is 4 you
#i think its really interesting that eigongs mentorship fundamentally changed them both#for yi i feel its pretty obvious but with goumang you can see in the flashbacks her experiments are mostly small scale#and she hadnt done anything to herself yet (i think goumang modifying herself is a lot more meaningful than a lot of people realize)#before eigong decided to appoint her to the council#and then yi and goumang ended up having this like rivalry as eigongs students#i definitely think theres more under the surface than just goumang wanted to be the favorite#she worked her way up from the ground to be there and everyone else had some sort of advantage#even yi had the blessing from fusang or whatever you want to call it to catch eigongs eye#it mustve been infuriating for goumang to have worked so hard and then feel as though she wasnt as recognized#im not trying to sympathize with goumang over yi here or anything but i think her perspective on… basically anything going on with the sols#is fascinating and criminally underexplored#i think yi and goumang wouldve gotten along in another universe actually. they are not that different#too bad they are both DEAD FOREVER!!!! though#whats also interesting to me is that yi has some sort of respect (? he wont say that hes better than her before the fight) for goumang#but he still takes the consequences of her actions pretty seriously#nine sols#goumang nine sols#yi nine sols
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me when time moves forward at a steady pace: how the fuck is it more than halfway through july already. this fuckers rapidly sprinting when im not looking huh
#i have so many things i need to do#before the semester starts again this fall#i need to work on comms. i need to work on a project due the end of the month. i want to do artfight. i want to make art for myself. i want#to do art studies. i want to start an alt drawing more suggestive stuff. i mean what who said that mustve been the wind#and thats just the things related to drawing.#i need to organize my room. i need to learn [redacted]. i want to cook more. i want to socialize more. i want to play games. i want to-#watch and read and listen to so many things#yet i have a finite amount of time to do everything#and half of a day is consumed by me just snoozing#and when i do work on something i feel like im Not Efficient Enough.#i cant just chill in vcs i need to be productive and draw too. and if i dont make significant progress then I Have Failed.#i cant just watch New Season of Show. thats Time Focused on One Singular Activity. gotta do multiple things at once or ill feel bad after#because i know that once the semester starts back up then im gonna be 90% less online#back to the depths of graphic design hell making infographics and powerpoints and brand identities#not having the time to draw anything furry or for myself for several months#anywho its 5am#i should go to sleep#sorry for the ramble im just. only now realizing how little time i have#when i wake up i have to really lock in on drawing and stuff#ive wasted so much time playing a game this past week#if i hadnt played it idve made so much more progress by now and im kicking myself so bad mentally now that im like mostly done w the game#gahhh#anywho yeah sorry for the ramble ill post more soon#sho.scramblin
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wild how misako is always made out to be the awful partner, for 'cheating' (not even explicit cheating. apparently the way she talked to her decades-old friend is 'flirting'.)
but no one ever says shit about her husband lying to her to get her to like him, keeping up the lie for forty bloody years. (In fact, many people apparently like to think that it never happened. Or they make it so that rather than steal his closed-off brother's words, his brother helped him.) Or for seemingly never contacting her after he tried to take over the world. or the things she has said about him. being worried about the ninja being with him. "i was married to him once, i'm up for anything" when about to fight him. Ma'am what does that mean.
#im sorry but i hate the way this fandom treats them#oh misako is sooo awful because she CHEATED on her husband by saying WORDS to her FRIEND#even though she hasnt seen her husband in like a decade. and who knows what happened before he fell to the underworld.#lloyd says in s4 'walking out on us again'. what if misako felt like that too.#and does she not say 'there was a time i loved him very much'#i dont think you guys understand that marriage dorsnt always mean#together.#i think my parents are still technically married? i know my stepmums ex husband wont sign divorce papers#at least thats what i was told a few years ago. i dont know if its changed since#and like. hes the one who went off. who didnt try and find his family when he was out of the underworld.#i hate the way the fandom treats this man and babies him.#people get too wrapped up in their pookiefication of him they forget that he was a man people were seemingly terrified of#remember how the villagers were scared when they thought lloyd was him#or the reaction when he came back to ninjago.#and lloyd himself saying he was one of ninjagos greatest villains#do people just. forget that stuff#like. there is a reason he sacrificed himself in s4. he knew he could never make up for all he'd done.#but here. today. he can do something good. something big. and good.#and protect peiple.#do people just. forget that too.#but no his wife of several decades is the awful one. yep. okay.#not taggijg this i dont want Those types of that man fans to find this#if you like him for who he is and acknowledge his bad actions. i like you.#but i dont want to attract the kinds of fans who act like he was baby who wu misako and the fsm were ALL so horrendously awful to#like hes a victim of them#its really. wild.#as far as we know. his brother has never left him to die. or straight up tried to kill him.#anyway this isnt about the brother#its about my wife and her evil husband
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Okay so after the whole Sakuna/Wansarut and Phaya/Tharn "characters description" fighter (protector)/healer+protector(mediator) post, now imma talk about about our resident Snake (PhD), Doctor Chalothorn being a fighter and well how do you convince a fighter to not fight?
I've already made a whole gifset about this but I needed to put the stuff into words cuz u just can't say everything in a gifset so this post is gonna be about a few things, first of all, the way Charlothorn's goals shifted in the last 2 episodes, from wanting to kill Phaya so he can have Tharn, to wanting to save Tharn and Phaya's end not really mattering anymore, and second of all Tharn's role in this shift and where have we saw something similar to this shift before aka Wansarut and Sakuna and how Wansarut even did that
Same disclaimer as the last one applies : pulling this out of my ass from watching the show, these are raw out-of-order thoughts, ill try my best to separate but like the last post because I'm going to have to go back and forth between Wansarut (love of my life, talking about Wansarut has to be my favorite activity rn), Sakuna, Tharn (smooching him smooching him), Phaya and Chalothorn this might get hard to follow but hey that's what it's like inside my brain so welcome to the mess
Putting it under keep reading
So like I said in the last post, Chalothorn is a fighter, like you can't get more fighter than this, the man is literally the prince/ruler of Nagas and he is right in the middle of the battle field anytime there is a fight to be had, and like I said in Sakuna's part of the post he is a level that can probably can only be rivaled by Sakuna's brother, you can't be a higher level of Naga fighter from what I understand, so like how do you fight this man if you are Wansarut and Sakuna? (ep. 8)
Keep in mind that : the answer is that they never were supposed to fight Chalothorn
SCENARIO 1 : Chalothorn wins
This is what we've seen in the show, Sakuna/Wansarut/Phaya/Tharn would never win against him in a fight because they just aren't strong enough to began with, Sakuna and his Garuda were not Chalothorn's level when he was alive, Wansarut is a healer/protector not a fighter, Phaya can only do ✨Sparkles✨ of Garuda powers as of rn and while Tharn can do some powerful protecting he is of the gang the person who is the less in contact with his past and magical self (other than for protecting Phaya magic, we have not even seen his Naga in this lifetime) and also his past self wasn't even a fighter, so it makes sense that Chalothorn just keep killing them and every single one of their reincarnations, he kills them so much that it was destroying his own soul (ep. 8) because surprise he is getting affected by the little cyclic karma thingy they got going on too, this isn't just about Wansarut/Sakuna and PhayaTharn, Chalothorn is trapped in this shit too
Clearly fighting is not the answer, because even if you win, which Chalothorn has been doing a lot of, you still lose, Chalothorn is losing control of his Naga form, not only does it destroy his soul (ep. 8) but he might just not be able to turn into his human form anymore aka would be forced to be a Naga forever (ep. 9)
Another lost of this is that he keeps losing Wansarut and having to wait for the cycle to start again so he would get another chance, like the level of psychological damage getting done to him because he kills the one he loves and he is always left behind alone to wait is enough to drive anybody insane (ep. 11)
And I think that's one of the reasons why it took him so long to understand that he should let Wansarut/Tharn go, because when you do something so despicable and keep doing it over and over again you have to justifies your bad actions to yourself so you don't break and the more you justifies them the harder it becomes to see clearly through them, so you just keep doing it, like Chalothorn probably hates himself more than he even hates Phaya or love Tharn at this point because he keeps killing reincarnations of Wansarut, like this is his reaction to killing Wansarut the first time, falling to his knees screaming and everything (ep. 8), the cognitive dissonance in that man's brain must be insane
SCENARIO 2 : Phaya wins
Now let's imagine for a second there that they did win, Phaya succeeded in killing Charlothorn, and then what? Isn't Charlothorn just gonna reincarnate and come back for them again? Like yes it might take some times but it will happen, and then Phaya and Tharn would be the one destroying their souls and making their karma worst, that's just not a solution
Also we saw with Narong's case part of the show that "victim turned attacker" is not the answer (anyways that's what the show says), when Tharn and Phaya are talking to the abbot at the end of episode 5 the abbot keep repeating that over and over again killing is not the answer
When Phaya Says "Those victims are left with no choice but to fight back in order to survive. They have to kill." The abbot answers "The basic code of moral conducts for human beings like us is the 5 precepts. One should be abstained from killing other living beings. These precepts can bring peace and happiness to your family and the society. Undertaking the 5 precepts will benefit not only yourself but also the people around you." Basically straight up telling them that [not killing] is the only answer that will bring peace to everyone
Also so many parallels can be made between Narong and Chalothorn (which is probably why it was easy for Chalothorn to possess Narong to attack Phaya but let's not get into that), because like isn't this Chalothorn? (ep. 5)
His mind is so clouded by anger and wanting to kill Phaya and getting Tharn that he is obsessed with it, he literally do not see anything else, specially if Phaya is in the room and/or mentioned, like I said a bit higher in this post, he hates Phaya, but he probably hates himself too, and so much hate and anger just blinds people
Also sidenote that I'm not really gonna dive into : How do you think Tharn would feel about Phaya killing Chalothorn, knowing what u know about him? like Tharn loves Chalothorn as a friend, and that's even if Chalothorn is responsible for all the bad things in his life (ep. 12)
Tharn may be looking at Chalothorn saying this but he said "Please stop killing each other." he could not be more clearly talking to both of them, he doesn't want Chalothorn to kill Phaya but he also doesn't want Phaya to kill Chalothorn
SCENARIO 3 : Tharn Wins
Now lemme say this, you can literally never convince a fighter by fighting him, like if you've ever had a fight/argument with someone you know that you cannot reach a compromise in the heat of the fight when everyone is angry and losing the control of their emotions, it just doesn't work, but what does work in the context of the show?
Wansarut and Sakuna
And now I'm back to Wansarut (<3<3<3<3<3<3) and Sakuna because well Wansarut did change a fighter's mind before already, this is part of Wansarut's power that's why I also describe Wansarut as a mediator, and what did Wansarut do exactly?
Well Wansarut healed Sakuna, even if he is from the enemy side, and took care of him and acted in a way that was protective of him, even if again Sakuna is an enemy of Wansarut's people (literally brother of the Garuda king) because that Wansarut's character, Wansarut is a healer/a protect/a mediator that's how Wansarut fights (ep. 8)
Then Wansarut tough Sakuna about Naga culture (Naga offering and breathing fire to pay respect to Buddha, on the 15th nigh of the 11th waxing moon)
And while being in love with each other did facilitate this change of view in Sakuna (which would later turn him a bit into a protector of Wansarut), you really do not need to be for this to work, like the best way to change people views on some things truly is just to expose them to the thing from the POV of the people living it, when nobody is in any immediate danger
And that is exactly how Tharn succeeded in convincing Chalothorn that the love between Phaya and him is good, by being there for Chalothorn and taking care of him, and being patient, until Chalothorn was ready to let him go on his own, not in the heat of of fight when everyone is angry and putting the blame on each other, which was again so healer/ protector/mediator of him like I talked about in my other post
Tharn and Chalothorn : the final
So with Wansarut and Sakuna we saw how Tharn could change Chalothorn's mind and what really does work, now imma dive into the last 2 episodes of this show aka the shift in Chalothorn
So in episode 6, Chalothorn says this
And at that time I think those words were true cuz that's literally what he has been doing isn't it? Like everytime he lost, both Wansarut and Sakuna's reincarnations died, so he was "okay" with killing Wansarut, as long as it meant that Sakuna was also dead and they weren't together (crazy way to fight cognitive dissonance if you ask me) but then something changed around episode 11 because Chalothorn started saving Tharn even if Phaya was still alive? (Ep. 11) (ep.12)
The importance of Chalothorn saving Tharn those 2 times, is that 1) now Tharn knows what the fuck is going on and 2) (like I said in the other post) Tharn end up understanding that Chalothorn can be talked too and reasoned with (the abbot would call it enlightenment), because in that 2nd saving he told Chalothorn to not kill Montee, and Chalothorn listened
Sidenote : Wansarut also did tell Chalothorn to not kill Sakuna and Chalothorn did listen that time too, like Wansarut has a BIG influence on this man (wish we saw their relationship before the mess), the only reason why the fight did continue was because Sakuna did not let Wansarut go
Why did he listen then? because he loves Wansarut, it really is as simple as that, and that's why he also listened to Tharn with Montee, because our chronically involuntary celibate man is head over dick for Tharn (valid and relatable)
So remember when I was talking about cognitive dissonance and stuff, well by ep 12, Chalothorn cannot justifies killing Tharn anymore, he is tired, he is turning into a Naga, and he cannot stand seeing another reincarnation of Wansarut die again, but most importantly he cannot stand to see Tharn die by his own hands
It's easy to concentrate on Phaya's distress in this scene but Chalothorn is in as much distress as Phaya, you can hear Chalothorn's voice break when Tharn is dying in both Phaya and his arms after asking them to stop killing each other, they are both screaming Tharn's name, and this time Chalothorn just listen because this is too much, his hatred for Phaya is just not important anymore, killing Phaya is just not as important anymore because anyways Tharn did choose him didn't he? isn't that what he wanted? even if Tharn clearly is in love with Phaya, Tharn did choose to come with him, so in a way none of this shit even fucking matters anymore
So for the 3rd time, he saves Tharn, this time by literally giving Tharn his soul so he would live (wish we saw him breaking down over Tharn dying in his arms in the Naga caves until he ended up giving Tharn his soul tbh), Chalothorn chooses to save a life instead of ending one and thus ending the curse on his part
#the sign the series#the sign#mjtag#tagging you mj cuz u liked my chalothorn gifset so you might like this#hope this makes sense i kinda did not re-read after i was done writing it#my only critic of this show is that i needed them to huminaze chalothorn more#by showing me wansarut interacting with chalothorn before the whole sakuna situation#and also by showing me chalothorn crying/breaking down/panicking over Tharn dying in his arms in the Naga caves#until he decides to just give Tharn his soul#this show needed to be 14 episodes SO bad#i ended up not putting my critic in this cuz it was just too long#but what i just said in the tag is basically it my critic is that it needed to be 14 episodes#i can elaborate in an ask if asked about it#anyways this show really makes my psychology and character lover brain tingle
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Treasure Island (1990)
#rewatched this one last night. I know for a fact that I watched it once before like five or six years ago but I remembered absolutely#NOTHING about it. almost none of it was even familiar as I was watching which was so weird. I guess it's just cuz it's a super slow movie?#it's a very book-accurate adaptation which is nice. but it doesnt save it from being a bit boring. it's just too slow paced#charlton heston is also a very lackluster long john silver. he's not bad at all. but he's lacking all of the charm and mystery that's so#integral to making silver such a loveable character. I think he like wouldnt be cast if his son wasnt the director lol#christian bale makes the same facial expression this entire movie also lmao idk what's up with that#I like the look of this movie though. and the Jim vs Israel Hands fight (which is my all time fav part from the book) is really well done.#also I LOVE captain smollet in this one? he's not normally a fav of mine but he's so so good in this. unusually badass and kinda hot lol#actually real fav character in this one is flint the parrot. she was only in like two scenes but she spends almost every second chewing on#charlton heston's hair hahaha. the bird actor clearly liked him a lot and it's super cute#anywayyyy#hannah is talking#treasure island#treasure island 1990#christian bale#charlton heston
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