#not today though đ€Ș
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Wanted to go to bed early today but the universe is just Not on my side. Man.
#one day I'll be able to sleep a steady 8 hours a night and go to bed before midnight and i wont be tired#not today though đ€Ș#manifesting good sleep for me tomorrow đŻ
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One of the good things about my school is that thereâs this really rad teacher who has his room decorated INCREDIBLY. Star Wars posters, Star Trek posters, and Elton John poster, awesome student art, student crocheted mushrooms, a Frankenstein cardboard cutout, Beatles magnets, ITS GREAT. Heâs super nice and Iâve got him for study hall and he played some Rolling Stones and I was in heaven. When I walked in for orientation in my Billy Joel shirt we talked about it for a while and he already learned my name. I love him so much. He asked me how I was doing today too?????? HEâS INCREDIBLE
#Sorry I mightâve already posted something about him#I just really appreciate him#I got made fun of by a bunch of older guys today too đ€Ș#BUT MY LUNCH TABLE IS GREAT IM WITH A BUNCH OF FRIENDS#But I might lose this all when my schedule gets changed#I HAD FOUR STUDY HALLS TODAY. THATS TOO MUCH#I read good omens though#Thatâs over an hour of good omens#So thatâs okay with me
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There's something weirdly bitter sweet about realising half way through the day it's the first of November and I haven't even thought about Nano
#wren rambles#writing#nano#like dang nano carried me through my teens#i used to get so excited#buy snacks and stock up and develop a story#and be so excited to sit down and write on november 1 as soon as i could#but today i saw a facebook memory and felt an odd nostelgic ACHE that i hadnt been able to get excited about writing a new story this year#i hope its just a this year thing#i dont care for nano itself anymore#but november will ALWAYS be writing month for me#and i so desperately want to be in a place where i can open a new document on november first and start writing#who knows if thats ever possible again though#life just isnt good working full time and i cant Not do that so. đ€Ș
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people with outdoor cats be like: yes my cat came back home half dead, caught hiv, is full of parasites and sometimes has gone missing for weeks but i don't care bc at least the cat is free and not locked inside like selfish people do!!!
#i cannot fucking stress this enough PLEASE do not let your cats roam outside freely if you care about them#if they're used to going outside leash them!!!!#the amount of cats we get at the clinic who come almost dead/with horrible wounds bc they're allowed to be outside is insane#not to mention how many run over cats i see where i live#they could get attacked by other animals too#like its just not worth it#we had to put down a cat today after the owners found her almost dead with an INSANE infection bc she had ruptured her intestines#her hip was shattered too#looked like probably some asshole kicked her#and the owners were like oh we had just buried one of our other cats the other day after she got attacked by another animal#and im just standing there like ?????? and that's normal to you??????#oh but at least the cats can climb trees though đ€Ș#remember the dude i talked about a while ago who brought his cat in honestly the worst condition I've ever seen?#covered in poop vomit piss and fuck knows what else?#that had a colony of cats all infected with FelV bc he refuses to vax them?#yeah this woman was a family member btw#thank FUCK he didn't come today because that would've been a shitshow#all things considered at least this woman seems to be... not absolutely fucking insane? i guess?#but anyway she kept saying how it was sudden! and how the cat was perfectly fine last night!#oh my gOD that cat had maggots eating her from the inside that doesn't happen overnight#cats are tough and will hide a lot of pain but can't you just tell the truth???#you either didn't care enough to bring this poor baby earlier or you just noticed now what had happened to her
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Iâm moving!!! Tomorrow!!! Iâm only mostly packed!!!! AHHHHHH
#mine#fridge is coming on the 13th sofa on the 11th#table from my grandpa is coming whenever we can wrestle it from the people working on his place??#I have 4000000 plants and an entire gecko cabinet that needs to be moved and revamped though đ#at least Iâm getting paid to work from home today đ€Ș
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#*on the brink of exploding* đ€Ș#something something opposite issues from February something#weâre getting though today. weâre surviving. Jesus Christ though Iâm just a twisted knotted up ball#miscellaneous#I literally have two people I can talk to about this and I donât want to be annoying to either#but hoping I can vent to them and then figure out an attack plan#[edit] talked to my mom and feel much better now đ
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ugh there it goes
#our promotion đąđą#1st place is gone#today was tough our opponents were all way better than us#we only won 1 match out of 6#now they're leading our league well we should at least win our last matchday and get 2nd place#the no1 seed was in another league from ours 6:0 6:0 altough she's quite a good player at our club#we only won one doubles match altough they were not as good by far as their other players#and all the matches were quite one sided they were also way higher rated than us#i also lost my match đ« altough it was quite close actually but that is even worse sometimes idk#i certainly could have won idk why i didn't i mean there were not many chances but they were there#i lost 5:7 4:6 ugh đ#maybe with a better serve i would have won#but i was 5:4 up and i didn't win that point like that's when you have to be there and make it#i think this might just be one of my weaknesses i'm really good at conebacks and believing in that i'll win but i have to be more effective#and 'cold' when it matters sometimes i'm quite wasteful with my chances#i often make the craziest most difficult shots which are 'impossible' to get back but then fail at the easiest one's#especially in the crucial moments maybe i should play it safe more and be more patient#nah but winning that first set would have changed everything because 3rd sets are more likely to be my advantage with my speed and fitness#and in the 2nd i was just always one behind i always caught up but never went ahead#my serve also wasn't really there today and my 2nd serve is still too weak opponents take advantage and if i have a bad 1st serve percentage#like today it makes it difficult to win my own serve and i also made many double faults (4) đ#i aced her once tho đ€Ș#but my serves are sometimes great but very inconsistent dependent on the day (the 2nd one always bad)#my backhand also wasn't as good as usualy i hit a lot of them out but it got better altough then i took many with my forehand which worked#and my opponent had riddiculous stops they wouldn't go up the ground again đ« #and she was so good at net and also whenever i went there she'd pass me or lob me đ
#i gave up doing that very soon my best shot at this was just hitting winners and hitting balls deep to her forehand#i succeeded at that a couple of times but it was not enough#i mean i didn't play badly but what a shame#she was very nice though and very fair it was a pleasant match and she told me she was the best opponent she encountered in the league
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Okay, anyone here also get constant panic attacks? What are your remedies? What do you do? What do you take? This is day four (in a row) of having a panic attack over here and I cannot keep living like this.
#personal#I usually have panic attacks in my room at night but todayâs was as I was pulling into my fucking drivewayâŠ#Really glad it wasnât on an actual main road too because I probably would have lost control of my car. Still scary though.#And Iâm sure the first step is like⊠Recognizing it for what it is and I can do that every time because my panic attacks always start#the same way with this big pain in my chest and then it just escalates from#*from there#But like⊠My brain feels fried. A panic attack takes so much out of me.#Iâm not doing well and Iâm so tired of feeling like this. đ€Ș
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#before i was hospitalized back in september i had ordered a paddle with a lil heart cut out#it was in my mailbox when i came home and since then its sat in its packaging on my dresser#but today i was cleaning a bit and i took it out and tested it finally and omgggggg#i liiiiike#just me doing it on my thigh not super hard left a nice lil red mark#i think i need some more practice to get a full heart though#but its sooooo louddddddd đ«Ł#anywayssssss#excited to use it sometime (or maybe hace it used on me đ„ș)#this feels vulnerable somehow so all in tags đ€Șâïž#talking peach
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i wanna likeâŠ. throw up! or something! aaaaaaaaaaah!!!
#too much going on AND my senior at work is intimidating!!!!#today I was like âhey this confirm from the bank doesnât tie at all. like itâs off by 10 millionâ#and sheâs like âare you sure you arenât looking at the one from last yearâ#I was NOT!!!!!!!#that just made me feel dumb even though I was right#hnnnnn then I had to study for 3.5 hours and that SUCKED#studying SUCKS#working is good bc theyâre paying me money#but I want to make more money so I must continue studying đ€Ș#my tummy hurts
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I wonât be on here much today
#Iâm cleaning today#and my allergies and asthma arenât helping rn#my dms are open though!#ashâs randoms đ€Ș
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Nothing like having a delicious boba tea! (The caffeine is making me shake uncontrollably, I almost pass out every time I stand up, I donât feel like my arms are a part of my body, Iâm viscerally nauseous, my stomach hurts, and my thoughts are way too fast)
#just caffeine sensitivity things đ€Ș#I thought it would be fine today but itâs going badly lol#Iâm just about to make dinner though and I should be mostly fine after I eat
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since i left early yesterday and got today off i sort of locked myself from going out tonight
#like i'm sick#but not enough to NOT go out đ€Ș#even though i feel better today than i did yesterday#i don't want to risk it đ
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absolutely uncalled for tags???? lmfaoooo
#just came at me snifer rifle w/o any meaning wtf skdhakdhskdhakjssl#babe the block button is free#imagine hating me cause i like a show đ€Ș#tumblr on that weird shit today#literally though queen - being rude for what reason i donât even know you
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eating. barbecued sandwitch.
#only one though.#also only solid food i've had today <3#btw i don't say these things bc i'm trying to brag or be like 'i only had iced coffee đ€Ș' type thing#it's v much because of my digestive distress making me unable to fucking eat lmao
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Jealous sex with Charles đ€©
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summary: thereâs no reason for charles to be jealous of men who are stupid enough to think they have a chance with you. content warning: 18+ only. mdni. explicit sexual content. jealous sex. tennis. monte carlo masters winner stefanos tsitsipas used as a plot device. porn with a side of plot. mildly possesive!charles leclerc. jealousy. readerâs kindness is misunderstood for flirting. no infidelity. vaginal sex. unprotected sex(donât do that!). fingering. missionary & cowgirl. rough(ish?) sex. the clothes stay on. uhm, reader gets railed stupid, lowkey. cumplay (iâm so sorry). pairing: charles leclerc x fem!bpoc!reader word count: 2.8k words.
from serene: surprised i finished this when i said i would. to make a long story short, iâm breaking up with my boyfriend đ€ȘâđœANYWAYS, i listened to the beauty behind the madness and my dear melancholy albums by the weekend to lock in the smexxy vibes. idk if it worked, it took me two days to write less than 3k words đ yâall lmk if you think the wait was worth it, and enjoy reading lovelies x
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The car ride home was quiet. You figured it was post-tennis exhaustion keeping your boyfriend quiet; the entire match was viewed with the Monte Carlo sun radiating down on the stands. Secondarily, the silence couldâve been induced by a little social exhaustion even though Charles thrives in crowdsâthe two of you spent a couple of hours before the match chatting to anyone who approached him, which felt like every person at the event had to have his attention for a brief moment. Then after the match, the two of you spent another hour speaking with the Masterâs Winner, Stefanos, and the Prince, before you were able to take your exit.
So, you attributed his low energy to being sun-tired and talked-out. In retrospect, you shouldâve known that it was more than fatigue from how Charles failed to put his hand on your thigh as he drove, and how he sat through slow-crawling traffic without ever moving to turn on music or talk. Your weariness prevented you from prodding further when the Monegasque responded with a nearly inaudible hum when asked if he was tiredâthe lack of presence in his answer felt like confirmation.
Yet, you realize it wasnât an answer at all when you entered your home.
Your comments and questions about the match and dinner plans were met with one-word answers and off-timed hums of indifference in response. Itâs not until the two of you are in your bedroom getting unready that Charles speaks more than a single word.
âStefanos was nice, wasnât he?âÂ
You pause in your action of taking off an earring, a puzzled tilt to your brow at the odd tone his words took, eyes examining him in the reflection of your vanityâs mirror. He stares down at his forearm as he unclasps his watch, his expression unreadable from his side profile.Â
âYesâŠhe was,â you answer slowly, your confusion growing as you see Charlesâ jaw clench, âI didnât imagine him to be so, normal, I guess? After winning the Monte Carlo Masters, of all things. And, heâs done it three times! I mean, thatâs incredible, no? For him to be so friendly and relaxed after was nice, I think.â
You rambled endlessly, the feeling that youâve talked yourself into a corner flaring at the base of your skull. Charles turned to face you fully, shrugging his suit jacket off and calmly placing it on top of the dresser, rolling up the sleeves of his white dress shirt before he leaned to rest against the furniture as well.
âAh,â the hair on the nape of your neck rises at the sound, you continue to remove your necklaces with hesitant fingers, âDid he charm you into being your favorite tennis player today, mon amour?â
A humorous scoff escapes your lips, âYou know Iâm not a fan of tennis. But, if there happens to be a match playing within my view, and heâs playing, I suppose I would want him to win. I wouldnât say I was âcharmed,â I just think heâs a nice man.â
âI think you were too nice to him.â
You slowly place your diamond-studded, golden tennis chain away before your eyes flicker back to meet Charlesâ in the reflection of the mirror. You raise a brow, unsure how to respond to his statement. Intelligently, youâve deduced that heâs jealous, which is oddâconsidering heâs Charles Leclerc, the prettiest, sweetest, and kindest man on the face of the Earth, in your humble opinion. Stefanos doesnât hold a candle compared to your boyfriend. Your fingers struggle to undo the clasp of your final necklace; the gold, diamond-paved, Cartier necklace with Charlesâ name carved on the backâit was expensive enough that he refused to tell you the price when he gifted it, only saying that âthe cost was nothing compared to the love he has for you,â the smooth-talker.
âArrĂȘte,â he speaks firmly, pushing off the dresser and making his way towards you, his dress shoes clicking on the floor sending your heartbeat racing. He stops mere centimeters behind you, the heat of his body radiating against your back.
âLeave it on,â he murmurs, darkened eyes running over your form in the mirror indulgently.Â
You do as he says, arms shakily lowering to rest at your sides, fingers tugging at the hem of your sundress as your heart skips and body flushes with heat. The Monegasque reaches around you to center the necklace on your clavicle, the sensation of his fingertips barely ghosting across your brown skin has your mouth parting with an inaudible gasp.
âIf only he knew that you wear my name locked around your neck,â the brunette pondered aloud, âMaybe then he would remember that your pretty eyes, sweet giggles, and flirty words are for meâsince you seemed to forget.â
âI was not f-flirting with him!â You stutter over the word as if it were an insult.
âYou were not,â Charles sounds like he agrees, âBut, you know very well that people mistake your kindness as more than that. Itâs happened before, no?â
It has happened before. More than you can count. The number of men who mistake politeness and your overall niceness for interest is frightening; you donât want anybody but Charles.
âWhat was I supposed to say to Stefanos? Nothing? Should I have just ignored him? And stood at your side quietly like I was just there for decoration?â Your tone peaks with annoyance, heated at the idea of being reduced to an accessory.
âNo,â his voice cuts through your train of thought, âYou shouldâve agreed with me when I mentioned we needed to leave after he said âthe only thing heâs missing to celebrate is a beautiful womanâ as he stared directly at youâinstead of forcing me to stay for another twenty minutes to talk.â
Your mouth drops open disbelievingly, a scoff following a few moments later when you slowly realize that Stefanos wasnât interested in being set up with one of your friends as he asked. You shouldâve known when he asked if you had a twin sister he could meet.
âOkay, in hindsight, I can see that he was flirting,â you clarify, âBut, I definitely was not. You know in that entire conversation, I was just being politeâand I made you stay for longer because the Prince wanted to talk to you. Not because I was entertaining a man who doesnât respect my relationship with you!â
âYou were being polite when he kissed your hand?â
âYes! I thought that was just him laying it on thick?â
âHeâs not royalty,â Charles snorts, âThe only person allowed to put their lips on you is me.â
âYou keep talking about whoâs âallowedâ to do anything to me and youâll very quickly find out that Iâm âallowedâ to reconsider this relationship if you continue speaking about me as if you own me.â
âI donât own you,â Charles pauses, and a smile spreads across his lips, dimples deepening in his cheeks, nearly forcing you to forget your previous statement as you admire them in the vanity mirror, âButâyou own me.â
You turn around quickly at the words, breath stuttering at the lack of space between you two. Tilting your head upwards, you examine your boyfriendâs face with narrowed eyes and cheeks burning so hot the red flush is apparent. His smile has softened to a smirk, his eyebrows laced with a smug undertone, his pupils blown wide enough for you to have to focus to see the green ring around them. You languidly raise a hand to trace a finger across the edge of his jawline, then cupping your hand along the side of his face, gently resting your thumb in the indent of his dimple. Your chest tightens when Charles leans into your palm, slowly shifting to press a kiss on your wrist before nudging you back to holding his face.
Sighing gently, you shake your head, âWhat do you want from me?â
âJe veux que tu me laisses baiser ma jalousie sur toi, s'il te plaĂźt.â
âS-say it slower please,â you request meekly, âI think I heard you wrong.â
âI want you to let me fuck my jealousy out,â Charles emphasizes each word slowly, his tone becoming teasing as he sees you fluster with each added syllable, âPleââ
Your lips meet his desperately, your other hand flying upwards to grasp at his shoulder when you feel his laughter through the kiss. Youâre sure his amusement is multiplied as you try to dominate the kiss, even as you rise on the tips of your toes and arch your body towards his. Needily, you whine into his mouth as he refuses to meet your rushed rhythm, digging your nails into the meat of his broad shoulders to convey your urgency.
The Monegasquesâ hold on your waist turns rough and you pull backward with a gasp when he pinches the skin of your arm. You glower at him in displeasure but itâs quick to fade as he guides you back to his lips with a heavy hand on the nape of your neck. His thumb and pointer finger are weighted from their position at the base of your skull, directing the tilt and movement of your head as he licks into your mouth and bruises your swollen lips further with pressure and stings of teeth.
He walks himself backward, one hand firm on your hip to guide you with him, the other rucking up the skirt of your sundress and sliding underneath to tug your panties down your legs with ease. You kick the fabric off your ankles distractedly, falling to straddle Charlesâ lap as soon as he sits on the edge of the bed. His hand slips between the cradle of your thighs, cupping along your warmth and toying within your folds.
âWet for me already,â he discovers delightedly, breaking the kiss to suck a mark into the sensitive skin behind your left ear and peppering more nips and teases of teeth down the stretch of your neck. Hisses of pleasure slip from your parted lips and you slant your hips forward to guide Charlesâ fingers inside. You exhale breathily at the slide of a single finger in your cunt, rolling down onto his hand when you deem his pace too slow.
âAnother, please,â you beg, moaning throatily when your boyfriend fulfills your plea without hesitation.
Two fingers turn into three, and three fingers turn into Charles flipping you over and pushing you into the bed so he can hover over you. With rushed hands, you both shove the zipper of his slacks and the hem of his briefs low for him to slip his cock out and press into you. The brunette shudders as he sinks within your depths, falling to his elbows, your moans and gasps of breath spilling into the same pocket of air when his hips rest against the back of your thighs.Â
âM-move, please, Cha,â you cry, knees pressing into his sides and body rolling upwards to get a glimpse of friction during his stillness.
Charles drops his head to quiet you with a chaste kiss before matching the rhythm of your rocking hips, his rumbling groans quieted by your lips. He holds himself steady on one arm while he uses the other to reach above your head and drag a pillow downwards, tapping your ass briefly to wordlessly command you into rising upwards as he slips the cushion underneath you. As soon as the pillow is properly positioned, Charlesâ slow grinds are exchanged for slamming thrusts, sharp flares of pain-dipped pleasure shooting up your spine and tightening the knot in your navel. Your breath is lost quickly and you struggle to recover, eyes screwing shut and exhales of expletives and whimpers of encouragement are all you can offer.
The Monegasque roughly slides his hand down your leg and grasps you by the ankle digging into the small of his back to keep him close, moving it to rest over his shoulder, and letting his hand fall to squeeze at your thigh for purchase as the change of position tightens the fluttering channel of your cunt around him. This angle feels like heâs digging deeper inside you; one of your hands scrambling to drag your nails down his toned back while the other fists in his hair as you shriek high-pitched into the heated air between your bodies.
âAll mine,â you can feel the possessive lilt to his tone rumble through the thin skin of your throat as he sucks along the rapid beat of your pulse. Your nails decorate his back with red scores and it has Charles biting out sharp putainâs and rabbiting his cock into you forcefully, yet remaining conscious enough to realign his thrusts as he bullies his way inside of you to pound against your g-spot. His leaned forward position stretches the limits of your comfortable flexibility, but it allows his pelvis to barely scrape against your clit, sending a wave of overstimulating pleasure to your brain, your eyes rolling as the sensation knocks any form of rational thought from your brain.
He pauses to tug the front of your dress down, the hem tucked under the spill of your breasts. His fingers flick teasingly over a pebbled nipple while he folds himself lower to drag his tongue against the other and nip small marks around your areola. You fight against the assault on your chest; arching your back towards and away from himâchasing and running away from the pleasure simultaneously, yet you continue to grind onto his cock.
âCharles, f-fuck, lemmeâuhuhâlemme ride âou,â you whine out incoherently, pushing at his shoulder with a closed fist, hoping heâll understand your slurred words as your tongue begins to feel heavy.
Your boyfriend pulls away from your breasts in question, panting roughly as he stares up at you to see a pure look of want in your dampened eyes, lashes clumped together and brown skin flushing deeper when the eye contact is held unendingly. You know that Charles debated denying your request, or at least thought about making you beg for it, but he decides to kneel and drag you upwards into his lap without a fight. He allows you a brief respite to adjust your legs and anchor your arms over his shoulders, then tightens the hold of his hands on your waist, fingertips sure to leave indents as he assists your first upward motion, before solidly dragging you back down.Â
The strength you regained in your legs from the short break disappears, knees weakening and body slumping into Charlesâ chest, your head drooping to rest in the crook of his neck.Â
Charles steadies your head and tilts you back gently, checking in, âIs this too much, mon amour? We can stop.â
âNo,â you murmur, âYou fucked the feeling out of my legs, Cha.â
He laughs warmly, situating his hands on your ass to direct your motions, the tone of his voice light as he coos, ââs okay, mon coeurâIâll do all the work.â
You brush your nose along his, moaning softly at the sweetened drag of his cock. Charles chases your bitten lips, groaning lowly as he deepens his thrusts, fingers dipping to circle your clitâalways ensuring your release is prioritized. Your thighs begin to shake and his thrusts skip beats as he begins to near the precipice as well. Shuddering, you gasp into his mouth, attempting to alert him to your nearing orgasm but youâre unable to speak the words.
âItâs okay, mon amour,â your boyfriend soothes, âCum for meâIâve got you.â
âyesyesyes,â you babble mindlessly, Charles continuing to pound into you, not slowing the search for his release now that youâre orgasm is imminent. A few well-angled jabs of your g-spot and youâre gone; release frying your nerve endings and vision blurring as your boyfriend continues to ride your high to its very end.Â
The Monegasque pulls out the moment your hips fight his hold, dropping his hand drenched with your pleasure from your clit to grab his cock, and with one stroke, he spills. Charles paints your navel and inner thighs white with whimpering moans, and lilted French. He milks himself into over-sensitivity, only stopping when the orgasmic relief shifts into pain. He kisses you on the cheek as he drags a finger through his cum pooled between your thighs. His hand rises to your mouth and he hums approvingly as your lips part and suckle his spend clean off. Â
âHm,â Charles sounds, staring down at the claim heâs spilled, his free hand rubbing his cum along your navel, âAll mine.â
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