#not to be rude but endo systems and trauma systems function very differently

[lunarsyskids]

Do any other systems write stories about daily interactions between alters?

Our inner world can be very vivid or very loose. It just depends. And so our memories of what we do there can also be really wishy-washy. I know I have two moms, but lately I’ve been feeling a bigger and bigger disconnect bc they only exist in the inner world and I don’t remember our interactions as much…

Is this a normal thing? Or are we faking having DID??? Because I’m worried this means we aren’t real because other systems talk a lot about their lives in their inner worlds and their interpersonal interactions and sometimes we have that but most of the time we don’t…

[macrotiis]

- 29 y/o aries ♈️

- gender-neutral testosterone beast, I'm trans 💉(2016) & post-op (2023) TME & perisex.

- xe/xem/xyrs, he/him or she/her.

- @rainbowmancer-gwen is my fox gf 💙

- Aus/NZ Pakeha (white)

- 18 +, no minors pls, this is not a NSFW heavy blog tho.

- #noid is for images without descriptions or functional alt text.

No DNI, I just block. I usually block bigots, rude ppl, pointless discourse, harry potter fans, proshippers (some "antis" too, idk this whole thing is dumb to me), & sometimes ppl who just annoy me. I'm here for a good time, I'm not here to argue & I don't appriciate ppl trying to start shit. (Letting me know of I'm rbing someone shitty is appriciated.)

Please HARD BLOCK me if you don't want me to follow you. I'll assume tumblr is fucking up & re-follow if I'm softblocked coz that happens a lot, please just properly block me.

I'm Blitz, I'm a commie anarchist furry from down-under & my tagging system is a mess. (More info under the cut)

I love animals, hairless cats & australian wildlife are my faves. Blue & purple are my fave colors. I like loud electronic & alt music; Punk, Metal, Nu-Metal, New-Wave, Ska, Drum n Bass, Industrial, Breakcore, ect.

I draw a lot, it's like my number 1 thing, art blog is @staticblitz.

I'm not a huge fandom person, but I have a Crash Bandicoot blog @n-trance, Crash Bandicoot is my number 2 thing.

I love science fiction, fantasy & horror, stuff like; Crash Bandicoot, Spyro the Dragon, Elder Scrolls, Fallout, Star Trek, Invader Zim, Doctor Who, Jojo's Bizarre Adventure, Dorohedoro, Berserk, Digimon Furries & table top role-playing games.

I'm a weird kind of aroace bisexual queer, I'm a transsexual in the sense that I'm trans, I take hormones (testosterone) & am post-op (hysterectomy); I believe being trans is different for everyone & hate truscum/transmeds. I also don't like transandrophobia/transmisandry truthers, listen to trans women & learn about transmisogyny without getting defensive. I promise you, there is space for us in the framework of discussions about transmisogyny already. PLEASE don't take posts I make about *MY* experiences as someone transmasc adjacent & get mad thinking I'm generalizing the whole trans man/transmasc community. I am one guy (system) & cannot speak for the entire community & I don't try to!

I am kink & sex positive, I sometimes do sexwork & I talk about it sometimes. That said I do have boundaries & I do think you ought to be responsible for what you post & where (ie; tag that shit & keep it away from kids). I cant prevent it, but would prefer DDLG or ABDL blogs not follow or interact with me (it's fine if you use a non-kink related blog instead. I don't judge you, I just have trauma surrounding this). Thanks 💖

Proshippers are weird, not keen on antis either but equating finding your pedo/incest fanfic a bit gross to police violence is actually nonsensical, end of discussion.

I think Marxism is pretty pog, I'm by no means an expert but I am very politically active where I live. I grew up poor with my 2 siblings & my single disabled mum, we are ex-Jehovahs Witnesses (yes thats important). This has shaped a lot of my world view, I align myself with the marginalised & working class people of the world. I am heavily critical of capitalism, liberalism, nationalism & imperialism. If you have a problem with commies or anarchists, you probably won't like me. I hate fascists & I hate cops. I love my community tho & working together with anyone who wants to work toward a better world.

I am moderately able-bodied, but have mental disabilities. I don't wanna share all but I have autism, C-PTSD & chronic fatigue among many other things. I am a system, I hate syscourse, endo systems are welcome here, ableists demanding medical history are not.

I will tag for any trigger if you ask me, I already tag a large amount of things for both categorization & moderation.

Do not send me donation posts, thanks.

This is my fursona, draw xem if you want I would love that :3

[komorebi-and-petrichor]

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ko·mo·re·bi. noun. dappled sunlight that filters through the branches of trees.

pet·ri·chor. noun. a pleasant smell that frequently accompanies the first rain after a long period of warm, dry weather.

Hi there! My name is QiLan, he/him pronouns please!

This is my mental health and recovery positivity blog. I’ll be sharing things that make me feel nice and uplifted, sharing little daily triumphs and pleasures, and answering questions and offering encouragement.

Things to know about me:

- I like gaming, nature, and coming up with stories. I like soft purples, golds, and greens. I’m very introverted so I might not talk back-and-forth too much. I’m something of a problem-solver.

- I’m a part of a professionally-recognized DID system of roughly 20 or so alters. I am not the host, so this blog might run on a queue for a while at a time if I’m not fronting. My system is seeking functional multiplicity and not looking to fuse, but we have no judgement against those who do for the right reasons. Also, even though I’m part of a system, this is my own blog, and usually will just be run by me rather than others.

- We’ve been in therapy for over a year consistently, and this is a recovery-positive space. We are a survivor of immense amounts of trauma of many different kinds (specifics will remain undisclosed). We’ve been diagnosed with Autism/ADHD, PTSD/cPTSD, BPD, AVPD, Social and General Anxiety, and Depression. We also suffer from fairly severe chronic pain and various other physical health problems which I’m not going to disclose specifically, but we’re going through it— but managing as well as we can.

- The body is 21+, intersex, and a POC, currently living just above the poverty line in the United States. Most of us identify as masc or transmasc. We’re in a closed relationship. I personally am 22, he/him, and LGBT.

- This blog will be mostly sfw, but some troubling topics may be brought up, such as mental health struggles and trauma. While I will try not to get too in-depth about issues, anything that I think might be potentially triggering will be tagged appropriately. If you need something tagged, please send an ask or a message to let me know! I want to do my best to curate as safe of an environment as I can.

- I don’t want anything to do with syscourse or other negativity. Anything of that nature sent to my inbox will be deleted without response. That being said, I am not pro-endo. That is the only thing I will say on the matter. If you find my posts helpful or uplifting, you’re welcome to follow and interact, just don’t bring any kind of syscourse into my inbox or messages. I’m just here to share uplifting things.

Askbox Etiquette:

- Anon is on and will stay on. Rude anons will be blocked. One of our protectors will be screening asks for me and deleting those that would make me uncomfortable. It’s within our rights to answer or refuse to answer any ask.

- I’ll do my best to keep up with replying to messages, but I might get overwhelmed.

- While some of my system-mates have a fascination with psychology, none of us are in any way a licensed psychologist or therapist or know anything besides our own experiences, research, things that our therapist has told us, and the college psychology class one of our former hosts took. So take any of my advice with a grain of salt and don’t expect me to be able to solve your problems. I can offer encouragement and kind words, and maybe a little advice if it’s a problem we’ve experienced and worked through, but please consider talking to a real therapist if you can.

- I might not be able to answer questions about relationship problems (romantic or otherwise), as that’s not something I’ve really experienced. I also don’t like talking about religion. You can ask about my life, but keep in mind that I’m an alter and, while I have some knowledge of the body’s history, I don’t have too many consistent memories, since I only recently started fronting more often. I also will not be answering questions about myself too specifically, and will only share what I’m comfortable with.

- If you want me to answer an ask privately, then please just let me know in the ask! I’m more than happy to do that.

- Do not send any NSFW images or deliberately triggering material. Do not send anything with any kind of B*ble verse or Chr*stian language (anything that assumes Chr*stianity is fact/truth). Any of this will be deleted and the sender blocked.

DNI:

- Racist/White Supremacist

- Cons*rvative

- You believe in converting others to your religion

- Anti-Choice/Pro-L*fe

- Ableist

- LGBTQ+phobic

- TERF/Radfem

- Discourse/vague-blogging/drama etc.

- You believe that people should have to pay for basic survival necessities (food, water, shelter, medical care).

- MAP/Pro-MAP